because my ego is too big for my own good. I just want someone to understand me. Someone who is so big on no judgement as I am. I have so many flaws and so does he. Whenever he comes around, preferable after college, I want to have a connection. Not a feeling 'no ones had before...
i ask about being with god, but how can i ask for it if i'm an egoist.
or maybe i'm not egoist.
yes i don't understand what people feel
and don't know to establish a contact easily.
also i don't like to solve their problems for them.
also i don't always can understand why...