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I May Have a Schizoid Personality Disorder

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    What Do You Think? - I know I might have it, but at the same time I don't see anything wrong with the way I live. Adults at my school are always concerned with my lack of...
    chococat159 chococat159 18-21 3 Responses Aug 7, 2011

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    Like The Month - We never seek help. I've never been diagnosed, but I'm smart enough to figure it out on my own. Hence the disorder... Push people away because you don't need them...
    pratyekayan pratyekayan 18-21, M Sep 23, 2010

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    I "love"d It - Last year, I knew I was schizoid. Oh yeah. I had almost every symptom and I knew it. And you know what? I really liked it. "Loved" it. I liked the person...
    Affected Affected 18-21, M 7 Responses Jun 23, 2010

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    Schizoid - I think I may have schizoid personality disorder. It's not that I don't like people..I just have difficulty trusting them. Also, I wouldn't have problems making new...
    solitarygirl85 solitarygirl85 26-30, F 6 Responses Dec 19, 2011

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    I Am Who I Am...and Always Have Been. - I don't think there is any shame in being a schizoid personality. I wouldn't even call it a disorder. I am very funny when it crowds, but...
    komickaze komickaze 26-30 2 Responses Apr 6, 2011

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    How I Found Out That I Have A Personality Disorder - I have never been social and always prefered to be alone... all the while thinking nothing of it.  I thought that some day I...
    ericjames83 ericjames83 26-30, M 1 Response Apr 7, 2011

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    After Doing The Research, I Am Almost Certain I Have Spd, But... - I seem to be an unusual variation that is romantically inclined. I have seen many variables in the various...
    DigitalSatyr DigitalSatyr 26-30, M Jul 16, 2012

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    Maybe I'm A Schizoid? - I took an online quiz for personality disorders, and it said I have a high likelihood of schizoid PD. I lack motivation, have a small range of emotion, am...
    Cocoboy21 Cocoboy21 18-21, M 3 Responses Jun 14, 2010

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    Unsure - I just recently took an online personality quiz and it told me that I have a Schizoid Personality Disorder. I had know idea what that was so I looked it up and was...
    LadyBug84 LadyBug84 22-25, F 4 Responses Sep 3, 2009

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    Very Interesting To Come Across This Name - I came across this name while looking in the social awkwardness forums. I have been socially awkward since a child/early teens. I...
    Vinnie01 Vinnie01 31-35, M Mar 30, 2013

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    An un-diagnosed but self questionable Illness !!! - I notice I have eposodic nervous breakdowns in my life about every 7 years or  and seem to co-inside with sexual assault or...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F 3 Responses Jan 15, 2012

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    What Helps? - I always wondered why I never liked being around people, even my own family.  I learned about SPD while researching some of the thoughts I've been having and it fit...
    InwardCompass InwardCompass 31-35, M 2 Responses Apr 15, 2012

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    Story Of A Truthful Life - Well, I am a Schizoid. My symptoms were shall I say, dormant until maybe 2 months after i turned 13. I had started out with Ideas, loose ideas, like...
    XanyO XanyO 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 11, 2012

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    Are These Shizoid Behaviours/Signs? - I have been diagnosed with BPD, AvPD, DPD, StPD, and PPD. I have just ended group therapy which lasted 9 months. During the treatment my...
    sceneparade sceneparade 26-30, M Aug 30, 2013

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    I Live With A Psychopath - I've never been diagnosed with SPD, and my sister has never been diagnosed with psychopathy or ASPD (although she has been diagnosed once as bipolar and...
    sunkensubmarine sunkensubmarine 31-35, M 1 Response Dec 19, 2011

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    i have borderline personality disorder maybe i have to join another group lee anne
    maddisongrace maddisongrace 46-50, F 2 Responses Mar 29

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    My problem with getting this diagnosis was that I used to not like the fact that everyone gets labels. I mean, I still feel like certain terms get thrown around way too casually...
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    Okay.. well, Im a 16 year old girl, been in and out of the hospital for depression, selfharm, anxiety. That was all two years ago. I've lived with a dad that has pretended that i...
    Soldottern Soldottern 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 26

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    I have PSTD and personality disorder which I don't know how to handle.
    godswish49 godswish49 46-50, M 2 Responses Apr 4

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    I have such a personal dilemma and it's causing way more of a commotion inside me then it should . Logically looking at it there's a reasonable explanation to the issue , that...
    Briinx Briinx 31-35, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    I was diagnosed with Schiztotypal Disorder in 2011 and ever since then things have begun to be understandable yet difficult. It explained why I feel detached and disconnected from...
    m4ch1n3121 m4ch1n3121 22-25, M Mar 21

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    ***Before you read this: I am NOT looking for sympathy and/or pity; I'm trying to explain a little what living with this disorder is like. Please don't feed the narcissist's supply...
    LiquidThinking LiquidThinking 41-45, M 1 Response Mar 30

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    I haven't actually been diagnosed with this disorder but I have all the symptoms of it. And I have a hard time getting close to people. I'm just trying to start to open up more to...
    chaos16 chaos16 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 17

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    I spend my free time filling my head with fantasies of running away. Running away from the life I know, maybe I'd be better if I started over somewhere else. No one knows you, you...
    jhib jhib 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 27

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    I have BPD and I'm totally my own worst enemy, I've learned over the years that when things are calm and peaceful I sabotage my own life because I'm more comfortable in chaotic...
    BeautifulBorderlineJunkie BeautifulBorderlineJunkie 22-25, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I'm feeling my rage come out and I'm trying to keep it in but it's hard. I lash out and act unrecognizable when it happens. I hate being hurt and I hate anything that may resemble...
    Australianladybug Australianladybug 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 31

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    So an interesting thing was brought up to me... We tend to focus so much on the downside of BPD we don't often see the positive things. We're passionate, creative, to the point...
    EngulfingBreeze EngulfingBreeze 22-25, F 4 Responses Apr 3

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    It has been a long time since I have been out. At least, it feels that way. I am Airia, the first alter who appeared. My host is thinking about basically giving main control and...
    InsanitySpark InsanitySpark 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 4

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    My alters Airia and Dia have been holding something back for a few hours now. It could be a new alter, or many, or something else entirely. This huge presence in darker places of...
    InsanitySpark InsanitySpark 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Hi, I don't have apd but my husband does. it's very hard living with someone with this disorder. Everything is on his terms and if something goes wrong it's like walking on egg...
    Lmm14 Lmm14 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 18

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    Hello, I finally found somewhere where I can finally share my story. I just want to put these out on small little intervals so that it's not too much. I am the queen of this host...
    DarkHappiness DarkHappiness 13-15, F Mar 31

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    It has been a rough day for me emotionally. My boss told me he wants to talk to me on Friday. Why would he tell me on Monday that he needs to talk to me in Friday?! My mind is...
    Australianladybug Australianladybug 31-35, F 5 Responses Mar 17

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    I've been almost a prisoner in my room for about six months paralyzed by depression. I feel like I've been abandoned. I feel like I've been rejected, shamed and humiliated. Much...
    Jackal208 Jackal208 56-60, M 4 Responses Mar 17

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    I left work today :( A little background. I was diagnosed BPD (among others) 5 years ago and have been on disability since then. Disability has that wonderful program where for...
    whoamifooling whoamifooling 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 26

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    I hate when randomly BPD starts taking over out of no where. It's like from 0 to 10 quickly. There's no feeling kinda bad it just goes to horrible. I hate being like this. I want...
    Australianladybug Australianladybug 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 26

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    This just isn't fair. I am in so much anger, and pain. I hate my impulses, and I hate getting hurt and not getting over it quickly. I keep cutting, but each time it gets deeper...
    nellagrr nellagrr 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 27

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    Has anybody been to the Mclean Hospital in Belton MA? I have their website pinned to my favorites. I dream of the possibility of being a go there. Unfortunately, people don't see...
    whoamifooling whoamifooling 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 28

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    Balancing in an unbalanced world. Walking on a tightrope with the wind blowing. Falling apart while simultaneously trying to catch the pieces. That's how I've been feeling the...
    greeneyes91 greeneyes91 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 29

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    Starting at a young age I felt alone, empty, and misunderstood. It was such a normal feeling I almost didn't realize it wasn't "normal". What was wrong with me? ADD? Depression...
    certzjbd23 certzjbd23 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 31

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    Shadow ~ queen of host body. Tells people what to do and is married to Riley; husband in another realm. Glenda ~ super afraid of everything but mainly germs. Can be sometimes mean...
    DarkHappiness DarkHappiness 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 31

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    I have nobody to talk to. I've never felt so alone and I'm scared of getting bad again
    kristinaloo kristinaloo 18-21, F Apr 1

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    Definitely feeling manic right now. I have been so productive it's insane. It almost seems like a good thing but I know that it will most likely interfere with my sleep tonight. I...
    HaileyBee92 HaileyBee92 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 1

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    Today I woke up and had a great start to the day but somehow I have ended up back in bed feeling very reluctant to face the world today. I think right now I just need to take one...
    AmeliasDay AmeliasDay 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 2

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    As a teen, psycologists or whatever ists think it could just be "teen moodiness". That is in fact, bullshit. This isn't your oh whatever, she/he is just having moodiness. These are...
    AnaPanda1 AnaPanda1 13-15, F Apr 2

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    I have chosen to be alone till I die. I find that with borderline it is literally impossible to find good people and maintain friendships and relationships. I enjoy being alone...
    FragileFish FragileFish 22-25, F 3 Responses Apr 4

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    Since we haven't posted for a little while, we felt that it might be ideal. This is simply a bit of curiosity, but how many of you have, amongst your alters, wild variance in terms...
    Turio1725 Turio1725 18-21 2 Responses Apr 5

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    I have DID/MPD I think... Would anyone like to talk to me about there experience or trade questions? I don't mind talking to alters or letting you talk to my alter... My alter is...
    2Thoughts 2Thoughts 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 6

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    I have been afraid for so long to say so. I am afraid of being this way, but when learning about BPD no matter where I looked (if it was an accurate source not like wikipedia) it...
    InsanitySpark InsanitySpark 13-15, F Apr 6

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    I was diagnosed exactly a year ago a week from today. I have no support system right now, I can't go to therapy or get medicine, and I'm worried that I'm getting worse.
    moubliez moubliez 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 8

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    I have three others. We all get along quite well. I have one male other, or "alter" and the remaining two are female. I have a feeling something happened very early in my childhood...