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I May Have Shot Myself In the Foot

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    I was approached yesterday regarding our new assistant. I didn't have a warm and fuzzy when she was given the position and now others are seeing it. With all the changes going on her job duties are pretty much down to a few and she's just not a self starter. My boss asked my...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F Aug 7, 2009

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    I have done it few times for the common reasons 1-wanting to feel anything if that feeling is pain. 2- being angry at myself or others n it was my way of letting it out. I used to...
    candles700 candles700 22-25, F 1 hr ago

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    This is a kinda funny story. When I was taking loads of drugs in this house I shared with my best mate/drug buddy, some strange stuff used to happen.I had a parcel delivered to me...
    chinawhite007 chinawhite007 26-30, M 4 days ago

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    I think I've had an AP experience.. More than once.. But, never on purpose. The first time it happened I had fallen into a deep sleep and I woke up, but I wasn't awake. I got out...
    ToxicDollCandy ToxicDollCandy 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 15

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    The cuts are on my ankle and foot anyone know how to hide them besides pants and socks
    torritaco torritaco 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 21

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    Boyfriend asked to borrow $300 to fix his van that he crashed. He is currently broke after going back to finish his College Degree and not working. I went to his house this weekend...
    Lisst Lisst 22-25, F 5 Responses Apr 21

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    I have just tried to post a story about pleasuring myself at work and it was deleted by admin! It was no worse than other stories and comments on this thread! What's the point of...
    Minoesh Minoesh 46-50, F 2 Responses Apr 11

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    Have you ever met someone who is funny, kind, gentle and soft hearted? Have you realized you've fallen for them, almost completely? I have and now I feel its too late to turn back...
    CazieM CazieM 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 15

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    It's been Almost 3 years since I started cutting myself I have been clean for a Month already and the Reason I started is cause people said that I deserved the Pain and Suffering...
    LovelessMind LovelessMind 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 22

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    I have since I was in 6th grade. I was starting to really take in the fact that I was adopted. I didn't understand at the time it was for the best. I've been pushed and pulled in...
    BornBroken BornBroken 16-17, F Apr 27

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    so I cut myself all the way from the middle of my torso to my ankle. but now I'm really dissapointed in my self
    Kelnea Kelnea 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    Or I think I do.. Xander it knows he's real.. He like I said before won't talk in school when he comes out.. I think I have it because my parents went through a tough divorce when...
    Hellfire66 Hellfire66 18-21, M Apr 9

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     This is my arm. Also have scars elsewhere. Im hoping ,that you whp are cutting, could see yourself as a valuable person and your life worth of trying. Scars you made follow...
    Mindmorfin Mindmorfin 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 21

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    I started when I was about 9.. I was diagnosed with major depression and it made me feel like I was a complete waste, and that since I have a problem that I shouldn't be alive...
    Smile6781 Smile6781 13-15, F Apr 22

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    Hi, I'm a 21 year old medical student living abroad, I was diagnosed with bipolar nearly 3 years ago, and before that I struggled a lot. I let it get quite far before my family...
    lily449 lily449 18-21, F Apr 26

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    I have lately been throwing up my food , i weight 122.5 and that number just kills me ... I have to stop eating and if i eat i will throw up ..
    iwanttodiesobad1212 iwanttodiesobad1212 13-15, F Apr 27

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    I know I have a good boyfriend and he is amazing but. I don't know if I can live anymore. I'm always depressed and I don't want him to be around that. I cut my self from my waist...
    Kelnea Kelnea 13-15, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    It started when I was 12 and then it went on till I was 16 I'm recoving from self harm I still have days where I really want to and it's hard not to but at lest I'm getting...
    KaylaDem33 KaylaDem33 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    When I die, I hope I have enough time to point at a complete stranger and whisper "You did this."
    Thevy29 Thevy29 31-35, M 19 hrs ago

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    I was eleven. My dad and one of his best friends were target practicing. After I fired I remember I wouldn't touch it for the rest of the day because I accidentally pulled the...
    TheEnduringSunrise TheEnduringSunrise 18-21, F Apr 9

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    Both old and new. But no rights no more. Due to jerks with power. Punishing honesty.
    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M a week ago

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    Last year I carved fat into my thigh.
    KidLeftInTheDark KidLeftInTheDark 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    yeah.....and honestly I'm ashamed...I'm so weak....I can't deal with anything... I ruin everything...I'm just ******* useless. and don't try to tell me I'm not.
    Inara24 Inara24 13-15, F 4 Responses Apr 9

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    I just did again cutting has become so addicting especially when I'm depressed it makes me wanna do it more sorry to disappoint u Alexa
    butterflybaby123 butterflybaby123 13-15 1 Response Apr 16

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    People at school saw my cuts and I'm scared for judge mental people
    torritaco torritaco 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 20

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    was in a mental hospital for it and got a therapist (pretty stupid one) i was clean for 2 months, started again 2 days ago
    deaddreamergirl deaddreamergirl 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 21

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    Even when I stopped gaining, my trousers feel tight and sometimes they rip when I try to get up after dinner Did I really get so fat that I need to give up on jeans? ;P
    stelarring stelarring 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 27

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    I only want to cut very rarely when my day has been awful and I just think the physical pain will balance out everything. But I don't do it. But today has been trying. Like idk...
    Allforaview Allforaview 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    He has been my friend the longest out of any, but sometimes I've merely stayed "friends" with him, because I've felt that, if me, his last remaining friend, were to abandon him...
    OqSydSchizo16 OqSydSchizo16 36-40, M Apr 10

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    I am a RN, retired due to Lupus Cerebrits, now a VetTech am 53 yrs old. Just 2 mos ago, Feb 27, 15, I was at my boyfriends house and had a severe headache, neck pain and was not...
    Brandycordi Brandycordi 51-55 5 days ago

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    I shot myself in the chest. Bullet missed my heart by one inch and is too close for the doctors to remove it. When I awoke in the hospital I was so furious with myself I couldn't...
    wallofnight wallofnight 61-65 3 Responses Apr 11

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    It's odd but I have found myself but it's hard finding ways to express the bits of me left but I'm giving it a shot and to some manner it's working
    ForTheFallen ForTheFallen 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 20

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    In the years since I researched and wrote Mean Mothers, I’ve talked to women about our shared experiences. Every woman’s story is different, of course; perhaps the greatest...
    rescueme99 rescueme99 41-45 4 Responses Apr 11

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    I have this. I can't believe it. I don't want it. I feel ashamed. I feel like if I tell people I have this they will either say, oh yes pms, no big deal. Hormones. OR they will say...
    angelania angelania 31-35, F 5 Responses Apr 7

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    First, I would like to start by saying that the reason I am posting this is to possibly offer some help to others. I give all the glory to God, because there have been many times...
    lynnparker12 lynnparker12 46-50, F Apr 8

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    I have been in counseling since I was 8 for these problems, I like to call them episodes where all of a sudden extreme emotion and sadness comes over me almost like a physical pain...
    goldfishcrackers123 goldfishcrackers123 18-21, F Apr 10

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    I have been in a situation in my life where I pretended to be someone else and it got out of hand big time. It brought me so much pain but most of all it caused others pain. Which...
    GuiltBear GuiltBear 31-35, M Apr 13

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    I've been diagnosed since I was 9. It's kind of a long story, because I'm still suffering today, but I can try to condense it. I started restricting when I was 7, and for about a...
    maebaldoza maebaldoza 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 20

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    I have a huge footie rush for all girls feet and no one knows
    superfan6 superfan6 16-17, M Apr 27

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    I have a crush in which I get tongue tied when he talks to me...Help...(I'm 25 I'm too old for this! Haha) Hey guys, so I have a little bitty problem. I'm not known as being a...
    KikoSmiles KikoSmiles 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 13

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    So earlier today I made a trip to macdonalds. I was really hungry so I first sat in the toilets and drank 2 full bottles of vegetable oil to increase my appetite. I order my huge...
    thatfatblondechick thatfatblondechick 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 25

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