I May Look Calm, But In My Head, I Killed You Three Times

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    I Hate Everybody.

    Yep. I hate everybody. At least to some extent. I'm an extremely aggressive person. So sometimes when I box I have someone's picture on my punching bag. Yeah I'd rather not mention the other things I do to channel out my aggression towards other people. Lately I've constantly...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 5, 2013

    Por los poderes de la tierra,

    Por la presencia del fuego, Por la inspiración del aire, Por las virtudes del agua, Invoco y conjuro a la santa Muerte, Por la fuerza de los corazones sagrados y de las lágrimas derramadas por amor, Para que se dirijan a (JMM) donde esté, trayendo su espíritu ante mi (LR...
    anonimato anonimato
    46-50, F
    1 Response Jun 22, 2015

    If you speak to me the wrong way

    or say something I don't like, I've just mentally slit your throat. This includes family.
    Chimywongwong Chimywongwong
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Aug 12, 2015
    savoy2 savoy2
    46-50, M
    Jan 4
    savoy2 savoy2
    46-50, M
    Jan 11

    I'm passive aggressive.

    I have murdered many people in my head.
    Rayven1997 Rayven1997
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 9, 2014
    savoy2 savoy2
    46-50, M
    Jan 24

    Only special people get it three times

    or less, others I have every scenario playing through my head and how not to get caught with each one...
    SurpriseMeToday SurpriseMeToday
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 6, 2015

    I know one person I kill in my head everytime I

    see them or even think of them. Good practice.
    savoy2 savoy2
    46-50, M
    Jan 7

    Irritated as **** today.

    I want to scream, have sex, eat salty chips and sit alone on a deserted beach to sunbath all at the same time.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Mar 1

    I feel like one of the things

    that is so vastly wrong about society is the expectation that we keep a public face on instead of expressing what we are truly thinking or feeling. I think if we were more honest towards each other that aweful people would be made to realize how aweful they really are. People...
    Mossonarock Mossonarock
    41-45, M
    Aug 13, 2015

    ara ti mismo di el nombre de la unica persona

    del sexo opuesto con quien quieras estar 3v. Piensa en algo que quieras lograr dentro de la proxima semana y repitelo para ti mismo(a) 6 v. Piensa en algo que quieras que pase entre tu y la persona especial y dilo a ti mismo/a 12v. Ahora haz un ultimo y final deseo acerca del...
    anonimato anonimato
    46-50, F
    Jul 2, 2015

    "Killing" Dream

    I'd like say it was the Best dream of my life! Because I have this urge to kill someone all the time but I can't because I don't want to go to freaking prison!So here is what I dreamed last night. One of my second-cousins came to my place. We were having good time chatting and...
    LisbethTylerMorgan LisbethTylerMorgan
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jul 9, 2013

    I May Look Calm, But In My Head, I Killed You A Million Times!

    For most of the time I do not look calm but I actually express that I want to kill you, but I use this saying only with one person, he LOVES to see me angry and always ****** me off and then laugh thinking he is being funny so I started to act so cool and calm when he provokes me...
    MissGaga MissGaga
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jan 28, 2012

    PROMETO NO ROMPER LA CADENA Y HACER CUALQUIER

    COSA PARA TENER A ESTE HOMBRE (NOMBRE DE EL) LO ANTES POSIBLE COMPLETAMENTE ENAMORADO DE MI Y LEJOS DE CUALQUIER OTRA MUJER, FAMILIA Y AMIGOS. ESTE ES MI FUERTE LLAMADO! MUESTRENME SUS PODERES PORQUE CREO, TRAIGAN A (NOMBRE DE EL) PARA MI (TU NOMBRE) PARA HOY Y PARA SIEMPRE...
    anonimato anonimato
    46-50, F
    Oct 7, 2015

    Beware

    of the quiet ones *grins*
    MuffinAss MuffinAss
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Jun 25, 2012

    yesterday I saw a picture of my husband all

    wrapped in another woman's arms. plastered all over facebook, our son saw it too. I could not sleep all night thinking of ways to torcher him. if only I could. I would tie him to a chair and one by one cut off every toe finger and even his penis, ears lips nose eye lids, oh yes...
    Amber237 Amber237
    51-55, F
    Jan 21
    savoy2 savoy2
    46-50, M
    Jan 8

    Composure

    My boss, as well as several employees have commented about how calm I've remained when faced with unbelievably rude and irrational people. It's not professionalism or calm. I'm merely too busy focusing on the gruesome death said lunatic is enduring in my head. What can I say...
    SecretBrokenDoll SecretBrokenDoll
    36-40, F
    4 Responses May 6, 2012

    7 years together. he goes to a hotel with a 20

    year old and smokes meth and has sex for 3 days. They are both disgusting human being. Both white trash from alabama. He needs to leave atlanta and go back to bama to be with that trash and away from me. She is trying to win custody of her 1 year old son but is sleeping with...
    mbrr mbrr
    26-30, F
    Feb 24, 2015

    Lol Oh Man

    I love this group, Who thought up the name? its so kickass.
    Lilcuppa Lilcuppa
    70+, F
    2 Responses Jun 16, 2012

    Never Underestimate My Silence...

    I am the queen of putting up a calm exterior. Nothing phases me outwardly, and any negative emotions I am very good at hiding. People who know me really well are the only people who ever see me vent any frustration, anger, pain....the bad stuff. The other day someone said to me...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Dec 13, 2012

    ara ti mismo di el nombre de la unica persona

    del sexo opuesto con quien quieras estar 3v. Piensa en algo que quieras lograr dentro de la proxima semana y repitelo para ti mismo(a) 6 v. Piensa en algo que quieras que pase entre tu y la persona especial y dilo a ti mismo/a 12v. Ahora haz un ultimo y final deseo acerca del...
    anonimato anonimato
    46-50, F
    Jul 2, 2015

    That would be you David.

    Sometimes i start with your tires, other times I smash your Windshield
    Zan4 Zan4
    31-35, F
    1 Response Nov 1, 2015

    Hi this I can really relate to

    whenever someone makes me angry
    lor44 lor44
    16-17, F
    Oct 12, 2015

    Publico tu Oración para que le ayudes a otras

    muchas mas mujeres, así sea. PON TUS INICIALES Y LAS DE TU AMADO, HAZ LA NOVENA CON AMOR, RESPETO Y SOBRE TODO MUCHA MUCHA FE A LA REINA Y PUBLICALA EN 7 ALTARES EN AGRADECIMIENTO, ELLA TE ESCUCHARÁ NUNCA LO DUDES!! Por los poderes de la tierra, por la presencia del fuego...
    anonimato anonimato
    46-50, F
    Feb 9
    savoy2 savoy2
    46-50, M
    Jan 23
    savoy2 savoy2
    46-50, M
    Dec 28, 2015
    savoy2 savoy2
    46-50, M
    1 Response Jan 24

    Glazed Over

    While you are carrying on and I am listening to you and looking at you. But inside Im becoming very aggitated, annoyed and irritable. I just want to rip your face off with my fingernails and my body gets a sudden adrenaline rush and a blast of anger. This can happen with anybody...
    tmarker86 tmarker86
    26-30, F
    Dec 15, 2012

    Wow! Perhaps if the person

    who was aggravating me knew just how quick and easy it really is, they would be nicer! One finger, through the eye, larynx or just held for a minute or two on certain nerve points.... perhaps the razor blade in my belt, or the .380 in my pocket, .... the list goes on and, on...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Sep 21, 2015

    Not Really, But I Have A Funny Story

    I'm going through a miserable, contentious divorce. As part of this process, I was deposed by my wife's team of lawyers. While the (clearly)subordinate lawyer just seems like an idiot, the lawyer-in-charge is a ***** to the Nth degree. She is the kind of lawyer who gives...
    accomplice accomplice
    46-50, M
    Oct 10, 2012

    so I go to my doctor appointment,

    it was scheduled for 9:15. I arrived at nine o'clock, I signed in and set down down. I do not watch tv because I can not take the sex lies and programing of today so that is the first thing that begins to bother me. the office is so busy it just keeps moving, people in and out...
    Amber237 Amber237
    51-55, F
    Feb 6

    What Lies Below

    I think it is a responsibility of each to make this choice. At times we are faced with rude, and/or ignorant people. Evil does exist. 99.9% of the time I have to smile, and just dream.
    marissapillow marissapillow
    22-25, F
    1 Response Sep 29, 2012

    What A Line

    This is a badass statement. It sounds like something out of Kill Bill or a martial arts movie. 
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jan 14, 2012

    if people could hear the things going on in my

    head they wouldn't be incline to hold hour long conversations with me about nothing ????????
    siwiir1 siwiir1
    22-25, F
    Jun 6, 2015
    savoy2 savoy2
    46-50, M
    Jan 17

    -.- I Seriously Hate Her

    My best friend has this OTHER friend...Who i happen to HATE! I have to be nice to her because my friend would get annoyed with me...(WHY AM I FRIENDS WITH HER???)"IT" is rude, selfish, and only talks about herself. "IT" will always find a way for me to be wrong. Example: Me...
    kara2451 kara2451
    13-15, F
    May 2, 2012

    Sent from Yahoo Mail on AndroidPoderosísima

    oración e invocación a La Santa Muerte para amarrar y hacer retornar en siete días a un amante, novio, o marido a tu lado. Por los poderes de la tierra, Por la presencia del fuego, Por la inspiración del aire, Por las virtudes del agua, Invoco y conjuro a la Santa...
    anonimato anonimato
    46-50, F
    Jun 24, 2015

    It's kind of rough doing

    that in my head so often but it's either that or having it really happen. Take your pick.
    savoy2 savoy2
    46-50, M
    Jan 14

    007, Nintendo 64, prefect dark,

    All up in yo face Style!! 🔫🔫🔫
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Sep 20, 2015
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Aug 29, 2015

    surely there could be a better way to end all

    the ignorance on earth. if only we could just press a button and eliminate those who break the law right in front of us . I get so angry when people brake the law while driving. no turn signal changing lanes, speeding it not so bad but at least let others know what you are doing...
    Amber237 Amber237
    51-55, F
    1 Response Dec 21, 2015

    LA PERSONA QUE ME LO ENVIO ESTA TODAVIA

    ASOMBRADA DE LO OCURRIDO, YA QUE ELLA DICE QUE LO HIZO POR HACERLO Y QUE PIDIO ALGO QUE CREIA CASI IMPOSIBLE DE LOGRAR PROBEMOS. * Para ti mismo di el nombre de la unica persona del sexo opuesto con quien quieras estar (tres veces...)... * Piensa en algo que quieras lograr...
    anonimato anonimato
    46-50, F
    Jun 15, 2015

    I torture people or kill them in my head

    when I'm angry...at least I keep it to myself haha
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jun 5, 2015

    I've just spent time catching up with an ep

    gf on skype and we were discussing the in's and out's of a ducks arsehole on life and the like as per usual.. so it comes up about situations, relationships etc and how she just can't understand how my fiance can't get his act together - he doesn't show, but doesn't leave either...
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody
    31-35, F
    1 Response Aug 28, 2015

    So I'm just walking in the halls,

    and this jock, who's pretty skinny decides he can push me into a group of crowding people in the hallway, he decided to push the girls into me too.. I swear I almost just turned around and punched him and give him a shiner.. But he's a jerk, I don't want to waste my energy on...
    DoorMattress DoorMattress
    13-15, M
    Jun 5, 2015

    I most likely always keep it together cause i

    had to deal with a lot of **** in my life and losing your composure doesn't always help-except when your're literally out of your mind because of something that he/she did to you and you just don't give a **** anymore so someone better run for their life. In my mind they are all...
    giolanda giolanda
    22-25, F
    1 Response Dec 19, 2015
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    May 20, 2015

    Perfect statement. Just bc I deal with ur bs

    and can keep calm doesnt make me weak, it actually makes me strong that you. Plus even tho Im calm, I killed you three times in my head! Trust me Im just waiting for the right time to unleash all my anger in a very healthy, less murderish way :)
    CamoCountryGirl CamoCountryGirl
    22-25, F
    Jun 16, 2014
    iamcarlolita iamcarlolita
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Aug 20, 2014
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