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I Might Be An Alchaholic

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    I find myself turning to alcohol

    when I am lonely or bored, which is about 3-4 times a week. It's not that I feel like I need alcohol to go on, but I would rather be lonely and bored and drunk than lonely and bored and sober. To me, being drunk means making the time go by faster while also not giving a...
    jlh1116 jlh1116 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 12, 2014

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