I Miss Another Time In My Life

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 361 People

    Breaking Down Inside

    Every night, a dark room. I would sit in silence my thoughts taking over me. I cry until i cant breathe , every memory like a sick memory playing in my head. My sweetest companion. I went to the spot opened my jewerly box meant for holding a single ring but instead inside it held...
    CandyCryptic CandyCryptic
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jan 5, 2013

    With Family

    i miss being back with family.the laughter,and even in saddness.but it is gone.and we all have to move on with our lives.but the memorey will always be there to cheer me up and remind me that it isn`t alway`s so cold.i don`t try to dwell on the past.but,when the road seens so...
    ghostofmyself ghostofmyself
    36-40
    1 Response Mar 15, 2009

    I miss camp so much. I miss it i miss it I miss

    it. I would do anything to go back :(
    matt6521 matt6521
    16-17, M
    Jan 15, 2014

    The 70's

    Ahh, yes. I miss the 70's. A time when I had the most freedom and least responsibilities ever. A time of living for concerts, partying, and loving, living dangerously. I was 18, had a job but it was just a way to finance the conerts and drugs.With six pack abs I was quite the...
    zillaron zillaron
    51-55, M
    Jul 7, 2012

    Remembrance..

    Sadly I can't be sure what time I really do miss.. A couple years ago? or when I was a kid? Maybe more so when I was a kid, because things were a slight bit easier even if they were hard when I was a kid. Things were a bit easier than this... The more I think about it. The...
    purplebutterfly14 purplebutterfly14
    18-21, F
    Nov 3, 2011

    "youth Is Wasted On The Young",,,, Why Do We Appreciate Most What We Once Had?

          If only........                                                     How many times I find myself uttering those words, or just prefacing a statement with them. I guess it is just another way of reminding ourselves NEVER to take any occasion...
    lone1 lone1
    51-55, F
    2 Responses May 28, 2011

    A Better Time...

    A time when I had places to go, things to do, people to see, a time when all my funnest friends weren't dead.
    katnipkitkat katnipkitkat
    41-45, F
    Aug 3, 2012

    Been looking at photos of my old group of

    friends... We were amazing together! If I were to write a book it would be then, that was my coming-of-age story. My best story that ended in the sadness of "we can make the distance work" and "he's mine!" I was rude and hurt all of them, I flirted with all the guys and dated...
    Jessicaliners Jessicaliners
    18-21, F
    2 Responses May 20, 2015

    Several Actually

    I miss the summer of 1995, the year I graduated high school.  I was hanging out with my best friends who were a couple years younger than I... They were corrupting me (no joke lol)  I did some really stupid things and I loved every minute of it.  I miss the years...
    BlasphemousAngel BlasphemousAngel
    31-35, M
    May 1, 2009

    I Really Miss That Time

    i miss that time in my life when it was just simple.when my dad was just well..my dad
    kad2242 kad2242
    13-15, F
    Aug 24, 2012

    Sometimes looking at a particular photo

    or talking to someone here on EP or just scrolling through the Q&As and looking and pictures usernames and questions or Statements, it feels like I'm living another life. To explain. I get this feeling of bliss. It feels like I'm in someone else's timeline living their life just...
    LeahLovee LeahLovee
    70+, F
    Mar 5

    I remember how happy I use to be,

    despite the fact that I have been depressed for practically my entire life, I was still a lot happier then than I am now. It was easier to deal with this when I was younger. I didn't fully understand at the time that what I was going through wouldn't go away. I was happier about...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response May 28, 2015

    Ecstasy Is Fleeting

    There was a short time in my childhood before I knew anything was wrong.  That kind of ignorance would certainly be blissful!
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 7, 2009

    I Still Really Miss Grateful Dead Tour

    This was a period of my life that i am describing to a friend in a blog of mine.  I thought it fit in here.Side story:  It was the late Eighties? Early Nineties... i had a flatbed with dual rear wheels. Extremely impractical for cruising around Santa Cruz.  But occasionally...
    johnnybliss johnnybliss
    41-45, M
    1 Response Jan 8, 2012

    And You're Singing The Songs Thinking This Is The Life...

    Saturday evening, enthusiasm, no plans, just me and my friends having fun. Restless. Everything is easy, the world is ours, we can do it all. We did it all. God, I miss high school. I actually miss school and teachers and classrooms and people I used to see every day. I miss my...
    LifeforLife LifeforLife
    18-21, F
    Jan 6, 2012

    Time

    The time I miss most in my life is when my kids were growing up.  We had so much fun, carefree days, bike rides, swimming, kite flying, hanging out at home, running through the rain, puddle jumping, and so much more.  Now that they are older I look back and miss...
    tatteredwings tatteredwings
    36-40
    5 Responses Mar 29, 2009

    Good Times!!!!

    I grew up with my grandmother. She was the person that took me in as her own son and raised me. We grew up in a 1 room attic apartment w/ no bathroom or running water. I used to fill up 2 gallons of water everyday before and after school. Sometimes three times a day if I washed...
    usmcvince usmcvince
    26-30, M
    6 Responses Feb 17, 2010

    Taking My Innocence

    Thinking about the past. Painful memories. I never should have went to your house that night. I was only twelve you were fifteen. I loved and trusted you, but you took everything from me. You locked the basement door and the lights went out. I felt your hands around my waist and...
    CandyCryptic CandyCryptic
    16-17, F
    Jan 19, 2013

    Would Be Nice If We Could Go Back Just For Awhile

    guess the title says it all for me i would love to go back and smell my wife one last time and to make sure she knows iloved her, beofre i boarded that plane for the last time i will be shot down in just a few hours and others will be told i was killed in action when i was just...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2
    61-65, M
    Jan 7, 2012

    Another Life

    What if you woke up one day and realized you have been doing everything wrong your entire life? Even though you thought you made all the right choices, you begin to realize, maybe they were the wrong ones. That those choices kept you in a life path against your will and your...
    Shoutittotheworld23 Shoutittotheworld23
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Oct 1, 2013

    I want to go back to be a little kid.

    Life was so much easier and quite frankly, 100000 times better and more enjoyable . But we grow up, get a crappy 9-5 job to pay for a dysfunctional family and a cheating wife. By the time we stop to look at the clock we are 65 with heart disease and widowed. Where does the time...
    matt6521 matt6521
    16-17, M
    1 Response Jan 15, 2014

    Wow .... Right Between My Eyes.

    There are a lot of different levels of missing another time in a person's life. I have it SOOOOO badly I have sough professional help for it. I can say that almost ALL of my issues in life are due to this. I will comment tonight when I have more time, but this should be good.
    Neveragainever Neveragainever
    36-40, M
    Dec 6, 2012

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    I’ve come to EP over the last 5 years in different stages of “me”. Initially, I was writing out of the extreme pain of the loss of my kids during a tumultuous divorce – I...
    notPC notPC
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    1 Response Apr 20
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