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I Miss Being Free Sometimes

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    Before I Had Kids

    Before I had children, I was a free spirit.  A vagabond.  I didn't care about what I had or how much money was in my pocket.  Things always got magically provided for me; food, jobs, shelter.  I partied every night, made art all day...
    Egoberd Egoberd 31-35, F 3 Responses Aug 30, 2009

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    Very depressed and bored

    until I can come home and see 4 angels!!! I miss the single life but 4 people defend on me more!! Guess I have to deal with it
    cherrikisses22 cherrikisses22 22-25 1 Response Aug 22

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    Overwhelmed

    Having kids is such a huge responsibility.  Sometimes the pressure is too much and I feel like I'm going to crack. Their very lives depend on the decisions that I make.  Sometimes I don't know whether I'm coming or going.  I stand still and want everything...
    Egoberd Egoberd 31-35, F 3 Responses Sep 6, 2009

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    Didn't care about that way I looked, no caring about weight,hair, clothes or shoes,anything...just did whatever made me happy. I miss being that free, being that simple, miss that...
    irreelevance irreelevance 16-17, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    Lately I have been sleeping with a lot of guys. I have never reached an ****** yet which is quite depressing. I don't feel guilty about having one night stands and sex friends but...
    Francoise25 Francoise25 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 1

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    I miss the simplicity of the sweetest moments that took my breath away. The finer attunemet I had just laying in the grass staring up at the clouds; giving thanks to the one who...
    AquariusLife AquariusLife 26-30, F 6 Responses 2 days ago

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    Strange yes it is, but very true. I don't know how or why other then my childhood making me this way. I was alone and secluded from all family and friends for 3 years of my life...
    Sheismybestfriend Sheismybestfriend 31-35, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    What I Miss The Most What I miss most about being a kid is having fun and playing. I used to be able to have fun with anything just by turning it into a game. I mean, I still can...
    NeighFlowers NeighFlowers 16-17, M 1 Response Nov 8

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    I had a pretty good childhood I think. I grew up in a small rural Pennine Village in Yorkshire where my dad was the local doctor. He knew everyone and we were always 'the doctor's...
    splashUK2014 splashUK2014 41-45, M Nov 6

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    I hate being home alone. I'll go out with friends and family and have a blast but in the end I'm alone in my room. sometimes it irritates me and I make a quick decision to go out...
    Spiritm Spiritm 26-30, M 9 hrs ago

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    Sometimes I crave human affection and I hate it...
    kanashimi93 kanashimi93 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 8

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    I'll never fully grow up! I am always going to be a princess and always innocent in heart and mind. The fact that I've aged in years will never change the little girl in me who...
    Lollipopcandykisses Lollipopcandykisses 31-35, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    In most of my time I would rather spend my times alone and my mind would wander around with everything around me. I like to stay in my room for the long time before finally...
    cassxandra cassxandra 22-25, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    In the grand year of 1986 my story began here in Missouri out in a town that didn't even have a name. To this day it's still unnamed and the town used for the mailing address is...
    SupernovaxxGirl SupernovaxxGirl 26-30, F 6 Responses Nov 7

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    Even after all the pain I had with her, I miss her a lot. She made me happy when we dated and we talked all the time about silly random things. I miss being with her and kissing...
    Overth1nker Overth1nker 16-17, M 7 hrs ago

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    Dear whoever cares to read this, ♥o♥ I've been numb for the past month. (I won't say exact details on the off chance that this person reads this and I kinda hope they don't...
    Mittons Mittons 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 14

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    I'm having a big ole pity party tonight. I think I miss being in love more than I miss sex. sometimes I hate my life! :(
    SouthernDaisy SouthernDaisy 41-45, F 6 Responses Nov 3

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    I always miss you and I always will. Even when we are talking I miss you, which confuses me. But I don't know. I always miss you when I'm at school and I can't reply right away I...
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot 16-17, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I miss being able to just call you when I have a nightmare or drive to your house when I'm missing you.. I miss staying at home to watch movies on Netflix because we're too lazy to...
    aiahlove aiahlove 18-21, F Oct 23

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    I am a free spirit. I have always known that i was different from everybody else. The older i get the more free spirited i become. I just want to help everyone! I wish our...
    dejah726 dejah726 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 1

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    When i was 10 my great grandad past away and recently my great nan (his wife) did so to, and going through all their stuff after the funeral i found things from my younger life...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Oct 29

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    Today is just one of those days.. I;m missing him more than usual.. So many things are reminding me of him and having me flash back to out memories.. I've been doing a great job of...
    aiahlove aiahlove 18-21, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I love the feeling of being shirtless. Feels SO good to have the breeze blow across my bare chest. Also, having the wind blow my chest hair tickles. Gives me a feeling of being...
    JamieSports JamieSports 41-45 Nov 1

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    I feel like I am living in fish bowl. Not having much places to go, so many restraints and limitations. Any way of being free would be nice
    Profweird Profweird 18-21, M 2 Responses Nov 2

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    Life happens and she isn't online any more. I miss being able to talk with her. We had a great relationship. We could lean on each other, talk about anything, and just grow...
    JDub78 JDub78 36-40, M Nov 3

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    Me too.....everyday. Miss being hugged
    texascountrygirl texascountrygirl 41-45, F 2 Responses Nov 9

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    I just really want to be someone's submissive/ baby girl because I love being told what to do, I love being punished (I'm masochistic). But I don't just love the sex stuff, being...
    YourInsideGirl YourInsideGirl 18-21, F 6 Responses Nov 13

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    I miss being held and cuddled with :(
    tigersfan195 tigersfan195 18-21, F 3 Responses 23 hrs ago

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    It's a running story... I had a race today. It was over 40 degrees celcius, I think for you farenheit people, that is over 104. It was very hot. Many people went down. I did it...
    willbefreeiwill willbefreeiwill 36-40, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    I miss you I fight myself to stop me from texting you but with i lose and text you it just hurts me and i miss you more but i know you Don't care at all
    AngieM12 AngieM12 13-15, F 3 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    I had the best group of friends in high school. The kind that were more of a family than friends. The rare feeling kind of friends that were closer than most people ever are. We...
    Apc95 Apc95 18-21, M 3 hrs ago

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    I miss my old school... T>T uhuhuwaaaaaa... ~snif snif I'll miss my classmates who i think doesn't like me, that classmate of mine who seldomly gets back stabbed cause of his...
    FallingWind FallingWind 18-21, F 56 mins ago

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    this i would have to say is the most true for to be with out . to cuddle up next to a woman on a cold eveningor hold there hand walking into the store the touch running my fingers...
    james1972169 james1972169 41-45, M 55 mins ago

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    Does anybody on here know Emily Storey? If you do please say because I miss her a lot
    HMC17 HMC17 13-15, M 3 hrs ago

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    I took this picture like two weeks ago. I remember that afternoon was kinda windy,but the weather was just right. I took this picture in a waiting room of sicu = surgical...
    natashaxxs natashaxxs 31-35, F Oct 29

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    Back in highschool, I got a pretty big circle of friends who are like brothers and sisters to me. They're the kind of friends who I can share anything that comes into my mind. They...
    higalove higalove 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 3

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    I've being thinking a lot lately about love. I feel like I can't move on and date another guy, cause I feel like I still love my high school sweetheart. 😔 we were together for...
    vivaalinda vivaalinda 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 25

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    I don't get why my emotions for movies that have very emotional moments and dreams are much more intense and vivid. Not saying I don't feel anything in real life but I have very...
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    So I fell in love with someone who lives in another country and I ended up moving to said country and getting married. At the beginning I couldn't stop thinking about my mom, my...
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    you are still with me yet I am missing you now.. I have decided to free you and free me.. I always believe that love is not selfish.. that it is always wanting the good and...
    lostintropics lostintropics 26-30, F 2 Responses Nov 9

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    I searched for "chained to my past" and came up with this experience. That really is how I feel. When I was in junior year of high school, my best friend committed suicide. I was...
    emgrimm2011 emgrimm2011 22-25, F Nov 10

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    First I would like to apologize for my bad english. I'm from Finland but I'll try my best. So everytime I check we❤️it and there's pictures and quotes that say how they miss...
    aloneinthecold aloneinthecold 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 13

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    I love going outside naked! I like out in the county so I could just walk across the yard down into the creek bed in the summer when it was dry and take off all of my clothes. It...
    GreenTrees95 GreenTrees95 18-21, M Nov 2

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    I had to Rehome my handsome male Chihuahua about 2 weeks ago, and I am so distraught. He was given to me free at 8 weeks and is 9 months now. My apartment does not accept them...