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I Miss Feeling Good About Myself

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 180 People

    Vickychajon Vickychajon 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 28, 2014

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    Anybody just lay down on a warm night

    and stare at the stars? Blows me away
    johnandkim johnandkim 46-50, M 1 Response Jan 2, 2014

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    Just Isn't Working...

    I wrote a little something about this yesterday, but it's still affecting me today so...Usually when I'm depressed or in a slump (I almost always am), I just have to get myself to do something... Clean a little, get out of the apartment even for a few minutes... Just do something...
    DeepestSecret DeepestSecret 22-25, F Feb 9, 2011

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    Unhappy With Where You Are?

    Where we are in life is exactly where we want to be. Not necessarily because it's what we want but because it's good enough. When good enough isn't good enough anymore THAT'S when we start living :)
    maxximiliann maxximiliann 36-40, M Mar 13, 2012

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    I Miss Me

    Have you ever woken up, looked in the mirror and thought....this isn't me....where did I go....who is this look-a-like stranger in the mirror? You try smiling, but it doesn't look the same...your friends just don't care anymore, you feel dead. Life is just ticking away from you...
    whyhurt whyhurt 16-17, F Jan 9, 2013

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    Why Not Start By Listening?

    Call it what you will, but there is this part of you – an innate wisdom, if you will – that has tried and tried and tried to get you to stop and fix a part of you that broke a long time ago but you've told yourself that you either don't have enough money, don't have enough...
    maxximiliann maxximiliann 36-40, M Mar 13, 2012

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    All Day Long

    everyday i wake up and face the day i tend to think why am i doing this when i feel like crap all the time... i remember a time in my life when i always thought positive, when nothing would linger in my head that was bad... when i had the confidence to make things better, when i...
    jsigel511 jsigel511 26-30 Jun 10, 2008

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    Believe It Or Not.

    I used to make myself feel good. I don't know how but I could block people out and just focus. I was able to do well in school. I didn't give a **** about all that other ****. I just did my thang. I was hella lonely, but I kept it together you know? Back then, I occasionally...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 70+, F 4 Responses Jun 29, 2011

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    How can you miss what you have never had? Since i was born it was fighting and abuse. Just constant every single day. One pain after the other. Metnal physical emotional it doesn't matter. I can deal with it all after all of these years of practice. I don't feel good and i am...
    Arorin Arorin 22-25, M 9 Responses Mar 29, 2010

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    How To Trick Your Mind

    Ever notice how you start crying when watching a sad movie or get scared when watching a scary movie? In some extreme cases, people have ended up passing out, convulsing or throwing up after watching a particularly gruesome film. If you stop and think about it, these reactions...
    maxximiliann maxximiliann 36-40, M Mar 14, 2012

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    The Old Days

    I miss the old days when i had at least one place it was OK to be me before every one started telling me everything i wanted was wrong before everything i did was wrong I miss feeling good about myself I miss the days when dreams were possible and i wasn't a freak for wanting...
    tulick tulick 31-35, F 14 Responses Jun 14, 2008

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    Some Days

    Some days I really just feel bad and I don't know how to snap out of it.  I don't even know if there is a way to snap out of it.  It might be something that I have to come out of gradually.  Anyway, there are days where I don't like things about myself.  For...
    QueenD QueenD 31-35, F Jun 9, 2008

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    I Used To

    i used to feel good about myself i used to be so confident so happy and always had a smile on my face, i was never worried about what people think of me and i was always happy to be myself afterall i am an individual. but one day i was bullied for who i was, and gradually the...
    crafterkim crafterkim 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 16, 2012

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    A Time I Did

    Well,compared to how I feel about myself now I did. I've always felt unpretty and hated my voice. Now I would just be satisfied to be slender and healthy. People always pick the person that's not overweight. Oh,I know being too good-looking is a problem,too. I think Dita Von...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Apr 5, 2009

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    Feelin' Good

    Feelin' good,Miss it,Need to change,Can't go on,This way,Need to feel good,About myself.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 2, 2012

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    Never Want To Have Another Abortion

    One night I was up late listening to Alexis O'Hara 's Ellipsis and I smoked a bowl of chronic in my plastic homemade water bottle bong. It felt good... exhaling. I am tripping out to the music and the song titles become the formulate reality. I have bought another pack of...
    BeeLaLa5 BeeLaLa5 18-21 Feb 27, 2012

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    Related Experiences

    0. Height? 1,63 cm. 1. Virgin? Eh... 2. Shoe size? 6 (USA standard). 3. Do you smoke? Nope 4. Do you drink? Um yeah, lots of water and soda. 5. Do you take drugs? When I'm sick. 6...
    AtLoss AtLoss 16-17, T Apr 27

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    it is as though the more I study myself the more I change.. I think something is a concrete truth about myself it changes. it's hard to live in such a tumultuous undefined grey...
    honestlyanonymouslyme honestlyanonymouslyme 22-25, F May 2

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    I'm a failure. I'm not good at anything. I don't have any talents. I'm not smart or good looking. I don't have a lot of money. I'm just an extra on the set never the actor. I just...
    ForeverALoser ForeverALoser 22-25, M 2 Responses May 8

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    I think I am funny and quick witted. But fear I'm wrong. I love Scooby Doo far to much for someone my age. I love hamburgers I miss my dog who died recently, & I fear I am...
    fairone fairone 46-50 Apr 30

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    1.) I grew up on an island. 2.)I have Hemochromatosis a (a genetic blood disorder) 3.) I'm a Musician. 4.) I am in good physical shape. 5.) Emotionally I'm a basket Case, Amazingly...
    Ranger9876 Ranger9876 51-55, M 1 Response Apr 29

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    I am feeling so full and fattened. I love this feeling of gluttony. I wanna feel this all the time! I love being fat
    BiggerIsBetter44 BiggerIsBetter44 13-15, M May 1

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    1. i am from the Philippines. 2. loner 3. i'm professional online admin. support. 4. i am fat and wanted to lose some weight by going out to the gym 6x a week. 5. i am feeling so...
    19Mariya77 19Mariya77 36-40, F 1 Response May 3

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    i dont know why but im feeling GREAT today ! seriously i was acting like dead person for last few months or years idk :D :P but right now i feel kind of happy & secure. i wish i...
    deeptastic deeptastic 18-21, M 1 Response May 8

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    I don't know if it's normal to hate my body this much, I use to only be bothered every now and then by my body but now I completely hate it, I don't think it's good to feel this...
    SefysMommy SefysMommy 16-17, F May 2

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    1.I couldn't live without music, I love it and it's the only thing I get really enthused about. 2.I believe in the spirit, and I consider myself to be fairly in-tune with my own...
    MayaKing MayaKing 31-35, F 2 Responses Apr 30

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    1. I eat pasta with a fork.. Shhh Don't tell anyone.. 2. I'm from New York! (I don't have the New York accent) 3. I'm mixed race (European and Asian) 4. I really like cheese and...
    DoorMattress DoorMattress 13-15, M 3 Responses Apr 30

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    I am bilingual I speak both English and Vietnamese.I am a biggest fan of The Vampire Diaries and The Originals. I am 15 years old. Lives in San Diego,CA. I have a dog his name is...
    tvdsandtoslover1001 tvdsandtoslover1001 13-15, F May 1

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    this is a good day. I like the day. adhslkfhaldskfh ladshfl kahdslkf hasdlkfh lkash lfhadskl hl
    powersz33887950 powersz33887950 31-35, M a week ago

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    1.im eurasian 2.i get beat up like Asian 3. Which make I got depression and bipolar disorder 4.my mom doesn't believe me 5.i talk to myself and sometimes I get sad about my story...
    nelizabth292 nelizabth292 13-15, F May 2

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    I hate myself I often dream of how I'd make a time machine to torture myself as a child I am always one reason away from making myself bleed I constantly battle depression I feel...
    omss omss 18-21, M May 3

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    I can be passive aggressive. I'm too nice to the people that I care about and often get stepped on. I'm an angry person. I'm a loving person. I hate everyone but want the best for...
    TheRogueWolf TheRogueWolf 18-21, F Apr 26

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    Today I woke up thinking about what I want out of life. I realized that I have put myself in an awful situation in a relationship in my life. I have compromised what I believe in...
    Hockeyplayer56 Hockeyplayer56 46-50, M Apr 27

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    If you are a friend of mine.. You hit me once I will silently forgive you. You hit me for the second time ill forgive you again but guilt trip you a little and think that it...
    PiecingMeBackTogether PiecingMeBackTogether 18-21 2 Responses May 6

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    Ok then 1. I love reading 2. I love anime 3. I'm Emo 4. I hate myself 5. I hate my life 6. I'm a musical theatre actress 7. I hate most people 8. I hate school 9. I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 1

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    1. I'm a Christian male 2. I'm separated from wife and children 3. light skin complexion 4. professional driver 5. love football 6. loner 7. find myself parked in parking lots...
    mattjr mattjr 41-45, M 1 Response May 2

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    Sometimes I think people don't really pay attention to who they are, how they feel, how they really want to be than I realize I'm projecting and I'm the one not doing all those...
    Wbyogimaso Wbyogimaso 26-30, M May 2

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    1. i cry at almost every movie i watch 2. i feel like today is a prerequisite for my future 3. i dont beleive in favorite colors 4. i do drugs to escape 5. i am very smart 6. ive...
    justkeating justkeating 16-17, F May 2

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    Inattentional Blindness I try my best, everyday, to notice things about my environment, people in it (and animals as we have a dog) and other stimuli. I'm not sure if I would...
    MsInvis MsInvis 46-50, F Apr 25

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    1: I expect to be abandoned by everyone I care about eventually because people always leave me. 2: I was made on accident 3: I have anger problems 4: I want to learn how to be more...
    DreamingOfBetterDays DreamingOfBetterDays 13-15, M 2 Responses Apr 28

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    Let me give this a try. Here goes. #Im a Dog lover. Obsessed with them. #Im very jealous #Very emotional #Im miserable #I always forgive people no matter how much they hurt me #I...
    legzydawly legzydawly 18-21 1 Response Apr 29

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    I am kind. I am in a long term relationship of 10 years. I have been hurt. I suffered with anxiety but am winning the battle. I just want to talk not be sexual. I care about people...
    odamienski odamienski 26-30, M Apr 29

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    so here we are 1-i'm a belieber and i like Justin bieber so much 2-i don't have any real friends 3-i'm usually online 4-i think m parents hate me 5-i hate my body and i'm so fat...
    firefly1912 firefly1912 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 30

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