I Miss God

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 33 People

    He's Right There But I Can't Or Won't Reach Out.

    I feel like I'm not worthy of even talking to God anymore, all the time, all I feel is guilt and anger and bitterness towards people, and yeah, I know in my head that He forgives us and whatnot, but I don't really know it in my heart right now. Sigh.
    elliebear22 elliebear22
    16-17, F
    Sep 20, 2011

    I Miss God

    Hi there, thanks for posting this experience. I have been feeling spiritually empty for a while now. The only thing that helps me is God's word and his promises. I don't know why I'm missing God so much in my soul but it hurts so bad. I'm hoping that maybe He is...
    iloveJesus72 iloveJesus72
    36-40, F
    1 Response Apr 13, 2009

    I Dont Believe In God But I Miss Him.

    I grew up with great faith. I really loved and believed in Him. In high school i went through a traumatic experience where i almost died but i loved God so much i didnt even mind the idea of me passing so young because i had such great faith in Him. Now, I cant make myself...
    jquigs jquigs
    22-25, M
    3 Responses Apr 12, 2011

    It's My Fault

    My title, sure enough, is taken from xxbloodyfretboardxx, but simply because it's true- this is my fault. It's gone from me being alone but all right with it in my screwed up humanity, to being alone and in despair, to feeling Him by my side at all times, to being alone and in...
    13rznsy 13rznsy
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 1, 2009

    I Feel As Though God Has Faded From My Life.

    I have always felt deeply connected to God. Over the past 10 years, however, I have become increasingly distant from Him. It is as though I no longer believe or simply don't have the energy. I have stopped attending church. I used to go regularly but that became sporadic, then...
    pearcepa pearcepa
    46-50
    1 Response Mar 5, 2011

    The Way It Used To Be...

     He and I used to be tizzight. Like, we were buddies. Nigh inseperable. He was always there when I needed Him. Granted, I used Him- I would fade from the relationship, then return, then fade again... But He never left me. Then I COMPLETELY faded. My depression got the best...
    lwys lwys
    22-25
    2 Responses Oct 22, 2009

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    Well words can't really express how much I will miss this site and everybody on it, so I'll just keep it short and say thank you to everyone for all the awesome experiences and...
    NawImG00d NawImG00d
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    Sunnykel76 Sunnykel76
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Apr 21
    This is Not Goodbye-It's See You Later!!! ♥️💋❤️ Love 😍and Peace😇Forever. GOD BLESS!!! ✨➕✨
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    Missminn Missminn
    46-50, F
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    peteythedog peteythedog
    46-50, M
    3 Responses Apr 21
    OPEN HEAVENS FELLOWSHIP DAILY DEVOTION YOU CAN HAVE A PURE AND PASSIONATE RELATIONSHIP 1 Corinthians 15:34 Awake to righteousness, and sin not; for some have not the knowledge...
    ganyoji ganyoji
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 21
    my tumblr is dark--lotus. you can just search dark lotus in every website and u can find me.. gods, I will really miss here
    darklotus01 darklotus01
    13-15, T
    Apr 21
    Oh god, goodbye EP. Thank you to everyone who took time to talk to me and give me advice. This site made me realize that people we pass by in our daily lives, are so much more than...
    Arrowheaddd Arrowheaddd
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    Apr 20
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    themoonwalkswithme themoonwalkswithme
    13-15, M
    Apr 20
    I've been a Christian all my life grown up in a Christian family shared my faith on campus with a Christian club, but everything changed at the beginning of this year. I heard a...
    dreww3 dreww3
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Apr 20
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    hater2610 hater2610
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    ZenLioNESS719 ZenLioNESS719
    46-50, F
    8 Responses Apr 20
    This is my last post..... And it is for Him My love My heart And my soul... May you be happy I will miss you I will miss my best friend I will miss talking to you I will...
    Ttiffany330 Ttiffany330
    41-45, F
    Apr 20
    My Undying Love for Ed...It’s been 3 years since I last wrote a blog about my first love. Now, I’m going to write again.I don’t know how I will start my blog...
    red2006 red2006
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 19
    Learn / read about the life towards God as quick as possible . Start living the life towards / serving God as much as possible . We read about God , from books etc - that's the...
    Stephenrko Stephenrko
    36-40, M
    Apr 19
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    Stephenrko Stephenrko
    36-40, M
    Apr 19
    I really can't fully believe that EP is almost over. I've given so much of me to this place for many years it's been the only stable thing in my life. I been here since September...
    AYearWithoutRain AYearWithoutRain
    22-25, M
    Apr 19
    I really can't fully believe that EP is almost over. I've given so much of me to this place for many years it's been the only stable thing in my life. I been here since September...
    PiecingMeBackTogether PiecingMeBackTogether
    22-25, M
    1 Response Apr 19
    Yall have seen me face some hard things in the little over a year I been a member. My pregnancy, marrying Jake, parents divorce, and mom remarrying. I will miss many of you...
    sassygirl15 sassygirl15
    16-17, F
    5 Responses Apr 18
    I just want to share something. One time I broke down lol, I was very upset with myself. I kept on saying.."God doesn't love me" it was my first time to cry like that because I...
    aDreamer27 aDreamer27
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Apr 18
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    LoneRanger34 LoneRanger34
    22-25, F
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    LoneRanger34 LoneRanger34
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    2 Responses Apr 17
    So a farewell to everyone - Good bye - it's been a trip for me on EP - I still got to share my stuff on here and I'm thankful for Ep and the people here for this opportunity - as...
    Stephenrko Stephenrko
    36-40, M
    Apr 17
    Good Saturday morning to the last of the EP diehards!! So it's a high of 18°C (65°F) and sunny here today!:) This is the first real day we've had of nice, spring weather... Last...
    Gracey0079 Gracey0079
    36-40, F
    4 Responses Apr 16
    He Was The Only Daddy I Ever Knew-Granddaddy, my mother's father, was a big man, about 6’4” and sturdily built,and he was as black as night with thick glasses. No that's NOT...
    ToBeDiskovered ToBeDiskovered
    22-25, M
    1 Response Apr 15
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    darkangellights darkangellights
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 15
    "How we see God is a direct reflection of how we see ourselves. If God brings to mind mostly fear and blame, it means there is too much fear and blame welled inside us. If we see...
    anaseyes anaseyes
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Apr 15
    Only God knows how much I'm hurting ...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    Apr 14
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    Stephenrko Stephenrko
    36-40, M
    Apr 14
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    lonelylifeindia lonelylifeindia
    26-30, M
    Apr 14
    God, Please hug my Dad for me. I miss him so much. I Love you both.
    shyeil shyeil
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 13
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    ExploreroftheUnknown ExploreroftheUnknown
    18-21, M
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    n1kk123 n1kk123
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    lonelylifeindia lonelylifeindia
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    Ajushi Ajushi
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    Apr 13
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    Doomflower Doomflower
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    1 Response Apr 12
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    Beliebingxx Beliebingxx
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    1 Response Apr 10
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    Stephenrko Stephenrko
    36-40, M
    Apr 9
    Eating has helped me a bit to overcome this tremendous loss . It's really terrible losing a mother . I wish God could tell me why ...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
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    churinga churinga
    70+, M
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    lonelylifeindia lonelylifeindia
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    Stephenrko Stephenrko
    36-40, M
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    peteythedog peteythedog
    46-50, M
    3 Responses Apr 6
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    churinga churinga
    70+, M
    1 Response Apr 6
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    zonus zonus
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    1 Response Apr 6
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    ganyoji ganyoji
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    Kit335 Kit335
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    1 Response Apr 4
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