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    It's My Fault

    My title, sure enough, is taken from xxbloodyfretboardxx, but simply because it's true- this is my fault. It's gone from me being alone but all right with it in my screwed up humanity, to being alone and in despair, to feeling Him by my side at all times, to being alone and in...
    13rznsy 13rznsy 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 1, 2009

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    It's My Fault.

    I know it's my fault that we're not close anymore. I really want to get back together. Hey, God... I know You're up there. I'm just wondering... can we please get together again? Soon? I really miss You. I am just so freaking stuck right now. I feel like I'm in a rut that I...
    xxbloodyfretboardxx xxbloodyfretboardxx 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 21, 2009

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    He's Right There But I Can't Or Won't Reach Out.

    I feel like I'm not worthy of even talking to God anymore, all the time, all I feel is guilt and anger and bitterness towards people, and yeah, I know in my head that He forgives us and whatnot, but I don't really know it in my heart right now. Sigh.
    elliebear22 elliebear22 16-17, F Sep 20, 2011

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    The Way It Used To Be...

     He and I used to be tizzight. Like, we were buddies. Nigh inseperable. He was always there when I needed Him. Granted, I used Him- I would fade from the relationship, then return, then fade again... But He never left me. Then I COMPLETELY faded. My depression got the best...
    lwys lwys 18-21 2 Responses Oct 22, 2009

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    I Feel As Though God Has Faded From My Life.

    I have always felt deeply connected to God. Over the past 10 years, however, I have become increasingly distant from Him. It is as though I no longer believe or simply don't have the energy. I have stopped attending church. I used to go regularly but that became sporadic, then...
    pearcepa pearcepa 46-50 1 Response Mar 5, 2011

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    I Miss God

    Hi there, thanks for posting this experience. I have been feeling spiritually empty for a while now. The only thing that helps me is God's word and his promises. I don't know why I'm missing God so much in my soul but it hurts so bad. I'm hoping that maybe He is...
    iloveJesus72 iloveJesus72 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 13, 2009

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    I Dont Believe In God But I Miss Him.

    I grew up with great faith. I really loved and believed in Him. In high school i went through a traumatic experience where i almost died but i loved God so much i didnt even mind the idea of me passing so young because i had such great faith in Him. Now, I cant make myself...
    jquigs jquigs 22-25, M 3 Responses Apr 12, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    I want to find God.. And to believe again. I am on this page not to bash God but to get a little insight. Almost 3 years ago I lost my older brother, my Irish twin, my best friend...
    MonsterMorgan MonsterMorgan 22-25, F 7 hrs ago

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    I am not religious. But i do think about it some times. If there ever was a god I honestly don't blame him for leaving us behind xD, this world has gone off track. The least he...
    EBestest EBestest 18-21, M 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    I've posted on here before but I want to again just because I miss him so much. He had so much to give and live for. One bizarre accident and poof he's gone forever. No body to say...
    aussiegirl2014 aussiegirl2014 26-30, F 3 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    "Dear God" A lonely road, crossed another cold state line Miles away from those I love, purpose hard to find While I recall all the words you spoke to me Can't help but wish that...
    iambacknow iambacknow 22-25, F a week ago

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    Today, I witnessed a bicyclist get hit by a car. His forehead was gushing blood... Normally, my reaction would be to say "**** that driver for not seeing him!" However, I...
    HubertTheLion HubertTheLion 26-30 Sep 15

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    Every day I send silent praise of thanks to my Gran and Grandma. When I am lost, sinking and cannot find my way (which has been a lot lately), I think of your unshakeable faith...
    willbefreeiwill willbefreeiwill 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 22

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    When I was a child God was the only thing I had. My mother was an alcoholic, she left me home alone a lot, and she would beat me all the time. I was very poor, so I would be hungry...
    Young2Wise Young2Wise 18-21, F 7 Responses Sep 21

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    Telling my experience is like carefully unraveling delicate threads one by one from a blanket of chaos. My children are 4 and 6. They were born into a marriage of abuse loosely...
    Benandmcsmom Benandmcsmom 31-35, F Sep 18

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    I have never been happy before, but I couldn't say that I was lonely either.. I was more of a neutral, uncaring person, I guess. I've always thought that the world is a dark place...
    Listening2us Listening2us 26-30, F Sep 22

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    I read this today, twas needed. Sharing with you, pass it on to all who need to remember this: "If God made everything happen right away, or whenever we wanted it to happen, it...
    SagSunshine2014 SagSunshine2014 41-45, F 3 Responses Sep 22

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    And yes im still missing him more every new day, i miss our talks, our laughs and even our fights! I simply miss my life when her was there..our wedding was in 2 weeks from now...
    dipressedban dipressedban 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 3

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    lost my mom at 15 and my life has been changed since. my life seems to be missing a vital part. im a mom now and I really need her. I haven't been the same since my mom died...
    ajayy21 ajayy21 22-25, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    God used me on a mission trip to New York. I thought I was going to be impacting people's lives which I did, but man God really wrecked my life while I was there.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Sep 2

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    He took away my first love she meant the world to me she was the first person who wanted to be with me cause of my personality and not my looks. She was 5 years older than me but I...
    Dynamite500 Dynamite500 18-21, M Sep 3

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    I am writing in behalf of my sister.Her eldest son was missing for more than 2 weeks with the age of 25 and have a mental problem.My sister is been separated with her husband for...
    Fleurb Fleurb 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 6

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    I only wish I had the chance to speak and see you again.. Go back to the way we were. Going for rides, listening to the radio, chilling by the bay. I'd sit and listen to you talk...
    Beanbella Beanbella 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 15

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    I miss my friend sooo soooo much. I met her about 6 months ago and we became really god friend. We would talk about everything and share out stories and problems with each other...
    Sayuri96 Sayuri96 16-17, F Sep 17

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    I made a great friend on line, his name was Jesse Kolb. He was the youngest double lung transplant recipient in AZ. I emailed him after I saw his YouTube video and he wrote me back...
    SRayne SRayne 41-45 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Tomorrow is her death day and I'm going to my hometown to visit her grave. It shouldn't have been like this. But cancer does whatever it ******* wants even if that means killing a...
    RozzebellConta RozzebellConta 18-21, F Sep 5

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    ... Is September 8 now .. 4months that pass after I knew my own sickness I even want you back more .. I don't know but I really miss u.. Like a lot . But is also my flut .. I still...
    fish090912 fish090912 13-15, F Sep 7

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    My Dad passed away last week, he had always been so strong, and to see him fade away over the last few years was so hard to see, we spoke on the Tuesday and he was interested in me...
    Shamrock40 Shamrock40 36-40, M 7 Responses Sep 13

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    I was just doing something totally unrelated to my Dad, and I thought of him, and I lost it, I totally lost it, and I haven't been able to stop crying since, God Bless you Dad, I...
    Shamrock40 Shamrock40 36-40, M 1 Response Sep 14

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    I am hopeless! I have done everything I can do to satisfy him and nothing works . There is a lot of things I am not able to do so he loves me more because of the long distance...
    unknown159231 unknown159231 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 15

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    When I was young, I was a daddy's girl. It was a hot summer day. My dad and mom loaded us kids up in the car to go swimming. When we arrived, all of the kids there were jumping...
    Sunshinegirl07 Sunshinegirl07 41-45, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    My Dearest departed Eric ..We met in January 2008 .. God took you away in 2013.All this time i have been lonely inside without you ..A part of me dies every single day since you...
    RowenaBrana RowenaBrana 22-25, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    We were each others longest relationship. We rented our first apartment together. We had our entire lives planned out. In a brief moment of insecurities and jealousy, our...
    anitamigna anitamigna 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    My mom died a few years ago. I miss her but she is always still with me and that helps a lot. I thank God for giving us his son Jesus. Because of Jesus my mom has eternal life and...
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I cannot understand people who say to me that the bible is the truth and nothing but the truth. Nothing in this world of sin can be 100% truth, humans make a pigs dinner out of...
    PurpleGlassPalace PurpleGlassPalace 26-30, M 6 Responses Sep 3

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    It makes me really sad to see people interpreting human suffering and especially this suffering which stems from violent acts (sexual abuse, abuse, inflicting harm on someone else...
    PhuckEverything PhuckEverything 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 2

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    I ask God to heal it. God then ask why he should heal it. And I said because I wanted it healed. God then ask if I was sure I really wanted this healed. I told God that I did...
    TheBlessedOne TheBlessedOne 46-50, F 3 Responses Sep 2

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    I Life is full of ups and downs. Even if that looks uncomfortable, it is that part of life that makes us move forward. It’s our human identify not to like challenges. Because...
    greatmotuma greatmotuma 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 6

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    I do believe that humans are "spiritual beings having a physical experience". I do believe in God, Elohim (the plural manifestation of the Godhead) the Creator of the universe...
    Anrymci Anrymci 46-50, F 13 Responses Sep 2

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    September 04, 2014 Thursday I hope the days come easy and the moments pass slow And each road leads you where you want to go And if you're faced with the choice and you have to...
    justwannabeliked justwannabeliked 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 3

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    I believe in only one true God. I am neither a Oneness, twoness, nor trinitarian. I am a Christian. I believe that there are three "offices" or three "manifestations" of the one...
    jemdl21 jemdl21 16-17, F 10 Responses Sep 4

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    I don't believe that god is a man in the sky who created the world. I believe that god is everything around us. god is nature, god is the tree's , the flowers, the sky, god is...
    silentgirl1234 silentgirl1234 13-15, F Sep 4

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    "for our "God is a consuming fire."" Hebrews 12:29 Fire is a source of heat and light, we often use fire to make ground more fertile and to eradicate germs. Fire can cleanse. If...
    PurpleGlassPalace PurpleGlassPalace 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 6

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    it all started in middle school seeing this girl for the first time. she was everything terrific smart funny into sports books and art. everything i am into. the only thing i...
    NewMexicoSchizo NewMexicoSchizo 22-25, M Sep 8

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    I will never forget how you looked at me. I was a little drunk, hot inside thinking about how hot you are. Expecting everything and nothing all at once. Turned on at the mystery...
    Soltanto Soltanto 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 11

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    Last school year, I keep getting close to people then they left and or was hurt. Starting to think that God is trying to tell me to focus on Him and school and not friends.
    Theycallherelly Theycallherelly 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 12

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    Dad had an encyclopaedic knowledge of horse racing, he had studied it for most of his 87 years, he could tell you who won a race, who rode it and who trained it even if it was over...
    Shamrock40 Shamrock40 36-40, M 1 Response Sep 13

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    I can’t take my mind off her. No matter where it drifts, it always comes back to the same place. She is as close to perfection as I’m like to find. I know I could be on top of...
    Dan412 Dan412 18-21, M 1 Response