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    The Way It Used To Be...

     He and I used to be tizzight. Like, we were buddies. Nigh inseperable. He was always there when I needed Him. Granted, I used Him- I would fade from the relationship, then return, then fade again... But He never left me. Then I COMPLETELY faded. My depression got the best...
    lwys lwys 18-21 2 Responses Oct 22, 2009

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    It's My Fault

    My title, sure enough, is taken from xxbloodyfretboardxx, but simply because it's true- this is my fault. It's gone from me being alone but all right with it in my screwed up humanity, to being alone and in despair, to feeling Him by my side at all times, to being alone and in...
    13rznsy 13rznsy 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 1, 2009

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    I Feel As Though God Has Faded From My Life.

    I have always felt deeply connected to God. Over the past 10 years, however, I have become increasingly distant from Him. It is as though I no longer believe or simply don't have the energy. I have stopped attending church. I used to go regularly but that became sporadic, then...
    pearcepa pearcepa 46-50 1 Response Mar 5, 2011

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    I Miss God

    Hi there, thanks for posting this experience. I have been feeling spiritually empty for a while now. The only thing that helps me is God's word and his promises. I don't know why I'm missing God so much in my soul but it hurts so bad. I'm hoping that maybe He is...
    iloveJesus72 iloveJesus72 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 13, 2009

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    It's My Fault.

    I know it's my fault that we're not close anymore. I really want to get back together. Hey, God... I know You're up there. I'm just wondering... can we please get together again? Soon? I really miss You. I am just so freaking stuck right now. I feel like I'm in a rut that I...
    xxbloodyfretboardxx xxbloodyfretboardxx 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 21, 2009

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    He's Right There But I Can't Or Won't Reach Out.

    I feel like I'm not worthy of even talking to God anymore, all the time, all I feel is guilt and anger and bitterness towards people, and yeah, I know in my head that He forgives us and whatnot, but I don't really know it in my heart right now. Sigh.
    elliebear22 elliebear22 16-17, F Sep 20, 2011

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    I Dont Believe In God But I Miss Him.

    I grew up with great faith. I really loved and believed in Him. In high school i went through a traumatic experience where i almost died but i loved God so much i didnt even mind the idea of me passing so young because i had such great faith in Him. Now, I cant make myself...
    jquigs jquigs 22-25, M 3 Responses Apr 12, 2011

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