I Miss Him More Than He Will Ever Know

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 249 People

    Soon.

    Why can't you be here now beside me, kissing me, loving me?
    wonderlust wonderlust
    31-35, F
    Jan 2, 2008

    Long Distance

    Being in a long distance relationship totally sucks. My bf of over a year lives 3 hrs away. Between his work and mine, plus me going to college, we don't get to see eachother all that much. Generally I keep people at a distance but I let him in, and the closer we get the more I...
    coastiegirl coastiegirl
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jan 7, 2009

    My Hero, My Husband, My Marine

     She was sitting on her porch late that night, with her phone in her lap, and time on her mind. She didn't hear the rumble of his lifted truck, she didn't hear the vibrations of his subs. Finally, she got the text that relieved her, and made her smile. "Sorry beautiful...
    sganger sganger
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Nov 20, 2009
    avery28 avery28
    26-30, F
    1 Response Feb 17

    I Really Miss Him

    Even if he doesn't miss me. I liked waking up to his smiling face. I miss feeling his stubble against my cheeks. I miss his hugs and the taste of his lips. I miss hearing his laugh and seeing his facial expressions. I miss his hands on me. I miss looking into his eyes. As I...
    Vbot123 Vbot123
    31-35, F
    Sep 9, 2013

    I Miss Him =[

    My boyfriends name is mike. Mine is Tiffany. He is 21 and I am 18. We have known each other for 9 years been together for 6 months. He is in the marines and is currently serving his last deployment. He is in afganistan. He left may 16 and I miss him more than he knows.
    Imissmymarine09 Imissmymarine09
    18-21, F
    3 Responses May 27, 2009
    ifuckedup7310 ifuckedup7310
    18-21, F
    Sep 1, 2015
    Punkrockmusiclover423 Punkrockmusiclover423
    13-15, F
    1 Response May 10, 2014

    like many others, my navy girlfriend story has

    just begun. it only seemed fitting that i find support online since i met my sailor online, yep that's right, we didn't exactly catch each others eye at a crowded club or quaint coffee shop like in the romantic comedies. our popular dating website of choice matched us based on...
    skivvies skivvies
    22-25, F
    May 21, 2014

    Holiday Romance

    i gave my heart away to a guy i knew for only 7 days on holiday in cuba 3 years ago. we live oceans appart and i gave up everything for him. he told me he loved me on msn. and everyday my heart broke a little more because i knew id never be able to hug him, hold his hand or kiss...
    Natalieeossettxxx Natalieeossettxxx
    16-17
    1 Response Nov 8, 2008

    He didn't break up with me.

    He left. He's six hours away, but I've fallen deeply in love. I've had many crushes, and he's not one of them. I love him. We finish each other's sentences, feel each other's emotions, think and like the same things, and work so well together. I see him twice a year and he has...
    emmaal emmaal
    13-15, F
    Jun 9, 2015

    I'v never missed someone this much,

    how can it even be possible to feel this much pain? I'd kill to go back in time and not leave him. Please God please, he's the only person I need and love. I'll take care of him and I'll cherish him, I learned my mistake.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jun 11, 2015

    Eating Me Away

    I still miss you. After what you've done, after all these weeks. I don't know how long I can feel like this. It is painful to me. It is eating me away bit by bit everyday. I wish i didn't love you as much, as deep as I did. I wish you didn't leave me like you did, I ...
    pastispast pastispast
    31-35
    3 Responses Jan 30, 2009

    He Left For Our Freedom Today.

     I just got back from Hunter where I dropped my man off for his third deployment overseas... and I can't stop crying. I was ok for about 5 minutes when a friend called, but immediately after she hung up the waterworks came back on. I'm a mess. I don't know what to do...
    seisei seisei
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Dec 30, 2009

    I Shoudn't Miss Him, But I Do...

    I don't know what to do.... I have been with this guy for what seems like forever. We have lived together since the first month we were together because it just felt right. We got engaged on September 27, 2008 and we has the wedding planned for February 18, 2009. He was a...
    Taylortae Taylortae
    18-21
    Dec 21, 2008

    I don't understand why he spoke with me in the

    first place just to go! On/off through the start to the end. Flakes out on me... Not even a why! He will never know I miss him more than he will know. Goodbye Anis
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Mar 28

    .....

    I miss you ...and I ofen wonder if you do .. Each time I asked you, your answer will be 'Of course I do'... Now she is there with you ...so are your kids... and here I am all alone but I can still afford a smile for you knowing this is part of the price to pay for...
    Eternal Eternal
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Aug 7, 2009

    Even Now

    "I'm Not Supposed To Love You Anymore" We agreed that it was over now the lines have all been drawn the vows we made begin to fade but now they're gone put your pictures in a showbox and my goldring in the drawer I'm not supposed to love you anymore now Sherry...
    pastispast pastispast
    31-35
    1 Response Feb 9, 2009

    I Miss Him

    Even though he was a jerk at times, and we fought, I still miss him and I wish I didn't.
    ThatLovelyLady ThatLovelyLady
    18-21, F
    Sep 10, 2013

    Mr Paul Squibb ... 1972-2016.

    .. I've know my wife's brother's, longer than I've known her... Peter, her older brother is the same age as my (deceased) brother.. He went to school, and hung out with my brother after school, and we all became very good friends... When Paul, who was two years younger than...
    expressomarkie expressomarkie
    46-50
    Apr 1

    ...

    There is not a single day gone by I don't miss him. There is not a single day gone by I don't think about him. There is so much pain in my heart caused by him, still I miss him, I miss being with him.
    pastispast pastispast
    31-35
    2 Responses Mar 1, 2009

    Baby It's Killing Me

    I've been wanting to tell you, but I don't know how to tell you. How do you find the words? I MISS HIM. No one can ever make me smile like that. I'll slowly move on, it's been over a year, I don't know how you stop loving them.
    Keelie Keelie
    66-70, F
    1 Response Nov 21, 2009

    I Know I Shouldnt Miss Him But.....

    I do! I miss the way he hugged me, I miss the way we kissed eachother, I miss him gazing into my eyes. I miss our secret little texts we would send to eachother, i miss the way we would have secret little glances when he was working and no one knew  that he was seeing me...
    pinkhairedlady pinkhairedlady
    22-25, F
    Jan 21, 2008

    Tears For Him

    It has been about a week since he has been gone but we still have months to go. It wont be until Aug that i get to see him again. And honestly i'm missing him more than he will ever know! I miss him so much that whe ni think of him i cry, when i hear him i cry, or see something...
    browneyegirl89 browneyegirl89
    18-21, F
    Mar 2, 2009

    My Fiance' Past Away 1 Day Before My Birthday,

    My fiance's past away from cancer this past November. It's very hard for me to deal with. I have my children, grandchildren & family, but I still feel so alone. All of his memories are still here with me. It hurt's alot. He beat 2 time's before, but came back with a vengence this...
    Black1107 Black1107
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Jan 17, 2010

    My Best Friend

    The whole reason I joined this site was to be able to tell my stories of hurt and pain, as well as my joys in life.. But the one person who can make this pain go away refused too. I have been friends with him for 15 years and a couple of weeks ago he told me that he can't be...
    jenala8 jenala8
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Feb 27, 2009
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Mar 31

    I Really Do

    I miss the way I felt so safe in his arms, I miss talking to him. I want to be with him again so much. When I do see him, I can't let my feelings show, it's so hard. I want him to be a part of my life...but he will probably never know.
    sweetwhisper sweetwhisper
    36-40, F
    1 Response Oct 29, 2008

    If Only...

    If only i can hold you tight against me, If only I can feel your skin against mine, If only I can hear your heart beating, If only i can give you a kiss in the morning, before you go to work. If only, i can hold you in my arms now and tell you how much you mean to me, how...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Dec 16, 2008

    Mad At Myself

    okay i feel so bad and stupid my bf has only today left to talk to me and he had lunch off from work and called, but i missed his call (on skype) cause i was outside helping my step bro with hw. I don't mind one bit about helping him with hw i just hate the fact that it happen...
    reginalayton reginalayton
    16-17
    Sep 23, 2010

    What a silly, silly profile.

    I am not now, nor was I ever, the love ninja, regardless of what he once said. It is fitting this profile should remain here, as a testament, to how gullible the heart can be when it so desperately wants to be believe in another. Good bye Experience Project. You leave...
    TheLoveNinja TheLoveNinja
    26-30
    Mar 28

    You're Still Somewhere Buried In My Heart...

    ok guys...i just feel like sharing this story of mine today... i want to get it out because everyday since the past 8 years i am still hung up on one guy ...and would like to know if is anybody out there who can relate with my story .. i am sorry my story is a bit long.... it...
    nightwhisperer92 nightwhisperer92
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 17, 2012

    I don't think I'll ever miss someone

    as much as I miss him. I'd literally die for him. I took care of him, and loved him like a good woman should love a man. I don't deny that he was a good boyfriend, but time changed him and so he left. There isn't a second where he's not on my mind, I wanted to give him the whole...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jun 9, 2015

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