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I Miss Him More Than He Will Ever Know

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    He Left For Our Freedom Today.

     I just got back from Hunter where I dropped my man off for his third deployment overseas... and I can't stop crying. I was ok for about 5 minutes when a friend called, but immediately after she hung up the waterworks came back on. I'm a mess. I don't know what to do...
    seisei seisei 26-30, F 3 Responses Dec 30, 2009

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    If Only...

    If only i can hold you tight against me, If only I can feel your skin against mine, If only I can hear your heart beating, If only i can give you a kiss in the morning, before you go to work. If only, i can hold you in my arms now and tell you how much you mean to me, how...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 16, 2008

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    My Best Friend

    The whole reason I joined this site was to be able to tell my stories of hurt and pain, as well as my joys in life.. But the one person who can make this pain go away refused too. I have been friends with him for 15 years and a couple of weeks ago he told me that he can't be...
    jenala8 jenala8 31-35, F 2 Responses Feb 27, 2009

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    Californialexiiiiiii Californialexiiiiiii 16-17, F Jun 9

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    I Really Do

    I miss the way I felt so safe in his arms, I miss talking to him. I want to be with him again so much. When I do see him, I can't let my feelings show, it's so hard. I want him to be a part of my life...but he will probably never know.
    sweetwhisper sweetwhisper 36-40, F 1 Response Oct 29, 2008

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    Holiday Romance

    i gave my heart away to a guy i knew for only 7 days on holiday in cuba 3 years ago. we live oceans appart and i gave up everything for him. he told me he loved me on msn. and everyday my heart broke a little more because i knew id never be able to hug him, hold his hand or kiss...
    Natalieeossettxxx Natalieeossettxxx 16-17 1 Response Nov 8, 2008

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    My Fiance' Past Away 1 Day Before My Birthday,

    My fiance's past away from cancer this past November. It's very hard for me to deal with. I have my children, grandchildren & family, but I still feel so alone. All of his memories are still here with me. It hurt's alot. He beat 2 time's before, but came back with a vengence this...
    Black1107 Black1107 41-45, F 2 Responses Jan 17, 2010

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    I'v never missed someone this much,

    how can it even be possible to feel this much pain? I'd kill to go back in time and not leave him. Please God please, he's the only person I need and love. I'll take care of him and I'll cherish him, I learned my mistake.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 11

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    like many others, my navy girlfriend story has

    just begun. it only seemed fitting that i find support online since i met my sailor online, yep that's right, we didn't exactly catch each others eye at a crowded club or quaint coffee shop like in the romantic comedies. our popular dating website of choice matched us based on...
    skivvies skivvies 18-21, F May 21, 2014

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    Soon.

    Why can't you be here now beside me, kissing me, loving me?
    wonderlust wonderlust 26-30, F Jan 2, 2008

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    Even Now

    "I'm Not Supposed To Love You Anymore" We agreed that it was over now the lines have all been drawn the vows we made begin to fade but now they're gone put your pictures in a showbox and my goldring in the drawer I'm not supposed to love you anymore now Sherry...
    pastispast pastispast 31-35 1 Response Feb 9, 2009

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    Tears For Him

    It has been about a week since he has been gone but we still have months to go. It wont be until Aug that i get to see him again. And honestly i'm missing him more than he will ever know! I miss him so much that whe ni think of him i cry, when i hear him i cry, or see something...
    browneyegirl89 browneyegirl89 18-21, F Mar 2, 2009

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    I Miss Him

    Even though he was a jerk at times, and we fought, I still miss him and I wish I didn't.
    ThatLovelyLady ThatLovelyLady 18-21, F Sep 10, 2013

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    I Know I Shouldnt Miss Him But.....

    I do! I miss the way he hugged me, I miss the way we kissed eachother, I miss him gazing into my eyes. I miss our secret little texts we would send to eachother, i miss the way we would have secret little glances when he was working and no one knew  that he was seeing me...
    pinkhairedlady pinkhairedlady 18-21, F Jan 21, 2008

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    .....

    I miss you ...and I ofen wonder if you do .. Each time I asked you, your answer will be 'Of course I do'... Now she is there with you ...so are your kids... and here I am all alone but I can still afford a smile for you knowing this is part of the price to pay for...
    Eternal Eternal 31-35, F 3 Responses Aug 7, 2009

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    Mad At Myself

    okay i feel so bad and stupid my bf has only today left to talk to me and he had lunch off from work and called, but i missed his call (on skype) cause i was outside helping my step bro with hw. I don't mind one bit about helping him with hw i just hate the fact that it happen...
    reginalayton reginalayton 16-17 Sep 23, 2010

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    ...

    There is not a single day gone by I don't miss him. There is not a single day gone by I don't think about him. There is so much pain in my heart caused by him, still I miss him, I miss being with him.
    pastispast pastispast 31-35 2 Responses Mar 1, 2009

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    My Beautiful Husband

    As you all know, and I know your bored of hearing it now, my husband is away right now.and I miss him more than he could ever know!! He's my world, it's been way too long now and I just want him home by my side where he belongs
    AWUK AWUK 26-30, F Feb 20, 2008

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    I don't think I'll ever miss someone

    as much as I miss him. I'd literally die for him. I took care of him, and loved him like a good woman should love a man. I don't deny that he was a good boyfriend, but time changed him and so he left. There isn't a second where he's not on my mind, I wanted to give him the whole...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 9

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    I Really Miss Him

    Even if he doesn't miss me. I liked waking up to his smiling face. I miss feeling his stubble against my cheeks. I miss his hugs and the taste of his lips. I miss hearing his laugh and seeing his facial expressions. I miss his hands on me. I miss looking into his eyes. As I...
    Vbot123 Vbot123 31-35, F Sep 9, 2013

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    I Miss Him =[

    My boyfriends name is mike. Mine is Tiffany. He is 21 and I am 18. We have known each other for 9 years been together for 6 months. He is in the marines and is currently serving his last deployment. He is in afganistan. He left may 16 and I miss him more than he knows.
    Imissmymarine09 Imissmymarine09 18-21, F 3 Responses May 27, 2009

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    He didn't break up with me.

    He left. He's six hours away, but I've fallen deeply in love. I've had many crushes, and he's not one of them. I love him. We finish each other's sentences, feel each other's emotions, think and like the same things, and work so well together. I see him twice a year and he has...
    emmaal emmaal 13-15, F Jun 9

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    My Hero, My Husband, My Marine

     She was sitting on her porch late that night, with her phone in her lap, and time on her mind. She didn't hear the rumble of his lifted truck, she didn't hear the vibrations of his subs. Finally, she got the text that relieved her, and made her smile. "Sorry beautiful...
    sganger sganger 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 20, 2009

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    You're Still Somewhere Buried In My Heart...

    ok guys...i just feel like sharing this story of mine today... i want to get it out because everyday since the past 8 years i am still hung up on one guy ...and would like to know if is anybody out there who can relate with my story .. i am sorry my story is a bit long.... it...
    nightwhisperer92 nightwhisperer92 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 17, 2012

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    Baby It's Killing Me

    I've been wanting to tell you, but I don't know how to tell you. How do you find the words? I MISS HIM. No one can ever make me smile like that. I'll slowly move on, it's been over a year, I don't know how you stop loving them.
    Keelie Keelie 66-70, F 1 Response Nov 21, 2009

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    Punkrockmusiclover423 Punkrockmusiclover423 13-15, F 1 Response May 10, 2014

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    Sadly he will never know.

    He's gone now. Though our relationship was hard we had good times and I'm missing you now more then I ever have. Your clothes don't smell like you anymore and I will never hear your voice. I'll try to remember you the best I can but unfortunately with time and age memories fade...
    hiddenjem hiddenjem 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 8

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    Long Distance

    Being in a long distance relationship totally sucks. My bf of over a year lives 3 hrs away. Between his work and mine, plus me going to college, we don't get to see eachother all that much. Generally I keep people at a distance but I let him in, and the closer we get the more I...
    coastiegirl coastiegirl 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 7, 2009

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    Eating Me Away

    I still miss you. After what you've done, after all these weeks. I don't know how long I can feel like this. It is painful to me. It is eating me away bit by bit everyday. I wish i didn't love you as much, as deep as I did. I wish you didn't leave me like you did, I ...
    pastispast pastispast 31-35 3 Responses Jan 30, 2009

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    I Shoudn't Miss Him, But I Do...

    I don't know what to do.... I have been with this guy for what seems like forever. We have lived together since the first month we were together because it just felt right. We got engaged on September 27, 2008 and we has the wedding planned for February 18, 2009. He was a...
    Taylortae Taylortae 18-21 Dec 21, 2008

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    firstjewelofthenile firstjewelofthenile 36-40, F 8 hrs ago

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    this was a real eye opener for me. But in my office a long time ago somebody left me a San Carlos Chih. mug its been here for years its tiny and I was trying to clean up and it...
    kimbriaaa kimbriaaa 16-17, F 8 hrs ago

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    Looking at this subject...1237 people have said " I am unlike anyone you will ever meet" Go figure!
    richfor richfor 41-45, M 2 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    There are numerous older men in the world who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to...
    tessaccaa tessaccaa 26-30, F 1 day ago

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    christine cavanaugcavanaugh rest in peace she voiced multiple characters like Chuckie on rugrats, Dexter on dexter's laboratory, babe the pig.
    sarahhoek sarahhoek 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Sometimes, I wish you were here so I could tell you how much I need you and how hard everyday has been without you
    Vejay Vejay 26-30, F 1 day ago

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    I am currently in love with more than one person. words cannot describe how much I feel for them.
    Jdoyle1991 Jdoyle1991 22-25, M 1 day ago

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    I slept with another man tonite and I still feel like our marriage is not enough for me at times. you hardly want sex and I want it atleast every other day or every 2-3 days. I...
    smashmouth4eva smashmouth4eva 31-35, F 1 day ago

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    The guy I was telling about to you guys? We always talk for maybe multiple hours in a day. But every few weeks we barely talk for a couple of days. I see that he is online but he...
    unknowngirlonline unknowngirlonline 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    "I held a star in my hand,if only for awhile.I felt it's sweet song,I kissed it's soft smile.It said it had to go,not sure it will return.But one thing I'm certain,it will forever...
    NewBeginnings77 NewBeginnings77 31-35, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    today as I was going through pictures on Facebook making a photo book for my daughter, I saw you in a few of the pictures. it's been 3 weeks since I walked out bc I had to. you...
    smashmouth4eva smashmouth4eva 31-35, F 4 days ago

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    So here I am the day after seeing you for the first time in a long time.. At first I thought it was a dream. You looked so wonderful happy even. The spark in your eyes. How I...
    lostinwoods83 lostinwoods83 31-35, F 4 days ago

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    It really doesn't get easier, does it? I haven't seen you in months, but my thoughts and dreams of you keep your memory alive and well within me. I mean, we talk a little...
    dwyli33 dwyli33 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I wonder if he misses me? Who am I kidding? I know he doesn't miss me. I sure do miss him though. I miss him like crazy and I only hope he misses me.
    laurenzerbe laurenzerbe 16-17, F 5 days ago

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    It's been too long to tell him that I miss him.