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I Miss Him More Than He Will Ever Know

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    My Best Friend

    The whole reason I joined this site was to be able to tell my stories of hurt and pain, as well as my joys in life.. But the one person who can make this pain go away refused too. I have been friends with him for 15 years and a couple of weeks ago he told me that he can't be...
    jenala8 jenala8 31-35, F 2 Responses Feb 27, 2009

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    Even Now

    "I'm Not Supposed To Love You Anymore" We agreed that it was over now the lines have all been drawn the vows we made begin to fade but now they're gone put your pictures in a showbox and my goldring in the drawer I'm not supposed to love you anymore now Sherry...
    pastispast pastispast 31-35 1 Response Feb 9, 2009

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    Long Distance

    Being in a long distance relationship totally sucks. My bf of over a year lives 3 hrs away. Between his work and mine, plus me going to college, we don't get to see eachother all that much. Generally I keep people at a distance but I let him in, and the closer we get the more I...
    coastiegirl coastiegirl 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 7, 2009

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    My Beautiful Husband

    As you all know, and I know your bored of hearing it now, my husband is away right now.and I miss him more than he could ever know!! He's my world, it's been way too long now and I just want him home by my side where he belongs
    AWUK AWUK 26-30, F Feb 20, 2008

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    My Hero, My Husband, My Marine

     She was sitting on her porch late that night, with her phone in her lap, and time on her mind. She didn't hear the rumble of his lifted truck, she didn't hear the vibrations of his subs. Finally, she got the text that relieved her, and made her smile. "Sorry beautiful...
    sganger sganger 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 20, 2009

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    I Know I Shouldnt Miss Him But.....

    I do! I miss the way he hugged me, I miss the way we kissed eachother, I miss him gazing into my eyes. I miss our secret little texts we would send to eachother, i miss the way we would have secret little glances when he was working and no one knew  that he was seeing me...
    pinkhairedlady pinkhairedlady 18-21, F Jan 21, 2008

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    My Fiance' Past Away 1 Day Before My Birthday,

    My fiance's past away from cancer this past November. It's very hard for me to deal with. I have my children, grandchildren & family, but I still feel so alone. All of his memories are still here with me. It hurt's alot. He beat 2 time's before, but came back with a vengence this...
    Black1107 Black1107 41-45, F 2 Responses Jan 17, 2010

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    I Miss Him

    Even though he was a jerk at times, and we fought, I still miss him and I wish I didn't.
    Akiko97 Akiko97 16-17, F Sep 10, 2013

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    Baby It's Killing Me

    I've been wanting to tell you, but I don't know how to tell you. How do you find the words? I MISS HIM. No one can ever make me smile like that. I'll slowly move on, it's been over a year, I don't know how you stop loving them.
    Keelie Keelie 66-70, F 1 Response Nov 21, 2009

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    I Really Miss Him

    Even if he doesn't miss me. I liked waking up to his smiling face. I miss feeling his stubble against my cheeks. I miss his hugs and the taste of his lips. I miss hearing his laugh and seeing his facial expressions. I miss his hands on me. I miss looking into his eyes. As I...
    Vbot123 Vbot123 31-35, F Sep 9, 2013

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    Soon.

    Why can't you be here now beside me, kissing me, loving me?
    wonderlust wonderlust 26-30, F Jan 2, 2008

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    ...

    There is not a single day gone by I don't miss him. There is not a single day gone by I don't think about him. There is so much pain in my heart caused by him, still I miss him, I miss being with him.
    pastispast pastispast 31-35 2 Responses Mar 1, 2009

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    I Really Do

    I miss the way I felt so safe in his arms, I miss talking to him. I want to be with him again so much. When I do see him, I can't let my feelings show, it's so hard. I want him to be a part of my life...but he will probably never know.
    sweetwhisper sweetwhisper 36-40, F 1 Response Oct 29, 2008

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    Holiday Romance

    i gave my heart away to a guy i knew for only 7 days on holiday in cuba 3 years ago. we live oceans appart and i gave up everything for him. he told me he loved me on msn. and everyday my heart broke a little more because i knew id never be able to hug him, hold his hand or kiss...
    Natalieeossettxxx Natalieeossettxxx 16-17 1 Response Nov 8, 2008

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    Punkrockmusiclover423 Punkrockmusiclover423 13-15, F 1 Response May 10, 2014

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    I Miss Him =[

    My boyfriends name is mike. Mine is Tiffany. He is 21 and I am 18. We have known each other for 9 years been together for 6 months. He is in the marines and is currently serving his last deployment. He is in afganistan. He left may 16 and I miss him more than he knows.
    Imissmymarine09 Imissmymarine09 18-21, F 3 Responses May 27, 2009

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    If Only...

    If only i can hold you tight against me, If only I can feel your skin against mine, If only I can hear your heart beating, If only i can give you a kiss in the morning, before you go to work. If only, i can hold you in my arms now and tell you how much you mean to me, how...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 16, 2008

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    .....

    I miss you ...and I ofen wonder if you do .. Each time I asked you, your answer will be 'Of course I do'... Now she is there with you ...so are your kids... and here I am all alone but I can still afford a smile for you knowing this is part of the price to pay for...
    Eternal Eternal 31-35, F 3 Responses Aug 7, 2009

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    Tears For Him

    It has been about a week since he has been gone but we still have months to go. It wont be until Aug that i get to see him again. And honestly i'm missing him more than he will ever know! I miss him so much that whe ni think of him i cry, when i hear him i cry, or see something...
    browneyegirl89 browneyegirl89 18-21, F Mar 2, 2009

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    Mad At Myself

    okay i feel so bad and stupid my bf has only today left to talk to me and he had lunch off from work and called, but i missed his call (on skype) cause i was outside helping my step bro with hw. I don't mind one bit about helping him with hw i just hate the fact that it happen...
    reginalayton reginalayton 16-17 Sep 23, 2010

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    like many others, my navy girlfriend story has

    just begun. it only seemed fitting that i find support online since i met my sailor online, yep that's right, we didn't exactly catch each others eye at a crowded club or quaint coffee shop like in the romantic comedies. our popular dating website of choice matched us based on...
    skivvies skivvies 18-21, F May 21, 2014

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    I Shoudn't Miss Him, But I Do...

    I don't know what to do.... I have been with this guy for what seems like forever. We have lived together since the first month we were together because it just felt right. We got engaged on September 27, 2008 and we has the wedding planned for February 18, 2009. He was a...
    Taylortae Taylortae 18-21 Dec 21, 2008

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    He Left For Our Freedom Today.

     I just got back from Hunter where I dropped my man off for his third deployment overseas... and I can't stop crying. I was ok for about 5 minutes when a friend called, but immediately after she hung up the waterworks came back on. I'm a mess. I don't know what to do...
    seisei seisei 26-30, F 3 Responses Dec 30, 2009

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    You're Still Somewhere Buried In My Heart...

    ok guys...i just feel like sharing this story of mine today... i want to get it out because everyday since the past 8 years i am still hung up on one guy ...and would like to know if is anybody out there who can relate with my story .. i am sorry my story is a bit long.... it...
    nightwhisperer92 nightwhisperer92 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 17, 2012

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    Eating Me Away

    I still miss you. After what you've done, after all these weeks. I don't know how long I can feel like this. It is painful to me. It is eating me away bit by bit everyday. I wish i didn't love you as much, as deep as I did. I wish you didn't leave me like you did, I ...
    pastispast pastispast 31-35 3 Responses Jan 30, 2009

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    Just because I am the one that left doesn't mean I miss you any less. I miss you so much but I know staying would have just ruined the image of the you I use to know. I don't want...
    HeForgotMe HeForgotMe 26-30 5 Responses Apr 7

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    Still miss him... How come I don't get any closure?
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    Been two years since my dad passed away. I carry him in my heart everyday! R.I.P. JDD
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    I can't address you, because in my last account you found me that way. You have no idea how much longing I have, this sadness that I feel when I think of everything I once had...
    MissAutumn MissAutumn 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 13

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    You were my first kiss. You were my first love. We would meet in a park after work and we would talk for hours, interrupted by kisses. We would laugh and I always thought that I...
    BethKristin BethKristin 36-40, F Mar 29

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    Every single day I miss you. Even if I don't say it that doesn't mean I don't :P Same goes for "I love you" I really really do Emily and I always will. Even if I don't say it even...
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 29

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    Not even 12 hour later..., I miss you already. All of a sudden every love song reminded me of you. You're such a gentleman. Such a sweetheart. I'm truly blessed to have you in...
    EyeDontGiveAHoot EyeDontGiveAHoot 36-40, F 4 Responses Mar 29

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    I really hope I don't,but recently the feeling is back... My feelings for you grow again. I start to hope to see you all the time again... You've rejected me in a gentle way,and I...
    ellen183 ellen183 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    Sugar you - oh honey A song for good times (#connorfranta) Don't think about the negative, think of all the happy memories you had as a child or our time together, when I remember...
    SupermansLoisLane SupermansLoisLane 16-17, F 2 hrs ago

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    I'm sitting here drinking beer listening to oldies ...my heart is hurting soo bad! I had promised myself I wouldn't let no man hurt me the first time you broke me.. and now 12...
    justhere25 justhere25 26-30, F Mar 27

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    As long as I get to be around you and talk to you, the rest it doesn't matter what you do to me.
    msb2015 msb2015 26-30, M Mar 29

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    And I miss him. I miss him, I miss him, I miss him. I miss the way he feels when I’m locked in his embrace. I miss his smell. I miss sitting on the floor and talking about life...
    spiralaxy spiralaxy 18-21, F Mar 26

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    I love animals more than anything besides my husband. I would never give any of them up!
    babysoph babysoph 31-35, F 1 hr ago

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    It's only been five days since he broke up with me and i already miss him like crazy. He was everything that I had. He meant the world to me. He made me feel like I had a purpose...
    mialotta mialotta 16-17, F Mar 29

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    Ugh, he hasn't even been gone for a whole day and I already miss him. Just 6 more days. I know that's not very long, and it could be a lot worse. But I am so attached to him it's...
    MinaMari MinaMari 22-25, F Apr 16

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    "I remember her lover. He was an adventurer. Even the tiniest clams engulfed him, but somehow, he always had a place in his heart for her. She was told some time ago that he had...
    BlakeUndefined BlakeUndefined 18-21, M Apr 6

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    Thinkn about him again. Cant stop missing him or the feelings. I even miss his stupid old truck lol. People always say itll get better with time. But it hasnt. Been years and it...
    kclayne kclayne 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 8

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    I'm getting closer and closer to the three year mark of his death things I thought I'd never forget aren't as sharp as they were but that doesn't mean I don't miss him as much...
    Lostduck Lostduck 26-30, F 4 days ago