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I Miss Him More Than He Will Ever Know

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    He Left For Our Freedom Today.

     I just got back from Hunter where I dropped my man off for his third deployment overseas... and I can't stop crying. I was ok for about 5 minutes when a friend called, but immediately after she hung up the waterworks came back on. I'm a mess. I don't know what to do...
    seisei seisei 26-30, F 3 Responses Dec 30, 2009

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    My Best Friend

    The whole reason I joined this site was to be able to tell my stories of hurt and pain, as well as my joys in life.. But the one person who can make this pain go away refused too. I have been friends with him for 15 years and a couple of weeks ago he told me that he can't be...
    jenala8 jenala8 31-35, F 2 Responses Feb 27, 2009

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    I Really Do

    I miss the way I felt so safe in his arms, I miss talking to him. I want to be with him again so much. When I do see him, I can't let my feelings show, it's so hard. I want him to be a part of my life...but he will probably never know.
    sweetwhisper sweetwhisper 36-40, F 1 Response Oct 29, 2008

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    Holiday Romance

    i gave my heart away to a guy i knew for only 7 days on holiday in cuba 3 years ago. we live oceans appart and i gave up everything for him. he told me he loved me on msn. and everyday my heart broke a little more because i knew id never be able to hug him, hold his hand or kiss...
    Natalieeossettxxx Natalieeossettxxx 16-17 1 Response Nov 8, 2008

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    Punkrockmusiclover423 Punkrockmusiclover423 13-15, F 1 Response May 10, 2014

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    I Miss Him

    Even though he was a jerk at times, and we fought, I still miss him and I wish I didn't.
    Akiko97 Akiko97 16-17, F Sep 10, 2013

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    I Miss Him =[

    My boyfriends name is mike. Mine is Tiffany. He is 21 and I am 18. We have known each other for 9 years been together for 6 months. He is in the marines and is currently serving his last deployment. He is in afganistan. He left may 16 and I miss him more than he knows.
    Imissmymarine09 Imissmymarine09 18-21, F 3 Responses May 27, 2009

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    I Shoudn't Miss Him, But I Do...

    I don't know what to do.... I have been with this guy for what seems like forever. We have lived together since the first month we were together because it just felt right. We got engaged on September 27, 2008 and we has the wedding planned for February 18, 2009. He was a...
    Taylortae Taylortae 18-21 Dec 21, 2008

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    Mad At Myself

    okay i feel so bad and stupid my bf has only today left to talk to me and he had lunch off from work and called, but i missed his call (on skype) cause i was outside helping my step bro with hw. I don't mind one bit about helping him with hw i just hate the fact that it happen...
    reginalayton reginalayton 16-17 Sep 23, 2010

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    My Fiance' Past Away 1 Day Before My Birthday,

    My fiance's past away from cancer this past November. It's very hard for me to deal with. I have my children, grandchildren & family, but I still feel so alone. All of his memories are still here with me. It hurt's alot. He beat 2 time's before, but came back with a vengence this...
    Black1107 Black1107 41-45, F 2 Responses Jan 17, 2010

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    I Know I Shouldnt Miss Him But.....

    I do! I miss the way he hugged me, I miss the way we kissed eachother, I miss him gazing into my eyes. I miss our secret little texts we would send to eachother, i miss the way we would have secret little glances when he was working and no one knew  that he was seeing me...
    pinkhairedlady pinkhairedlady 21-25, F Jan 21, 2008

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    Even Now

    "I'm Not Supposed To Love You Anymore" We agreed that it was over now the lines have all been drawn the vows we made begin to fade but now they're gone put your pictures in a showbox and my goldring in the drawer I'm not supposed to love you anymore now Sherry...
    pastispast pastispast 31-35 1 Response Feb 9, 2009

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    You're Still Somewhere Buried In My Heart...

    ok guys...i just feel like sharing this story of mine today... i want to get it out because everyday since the past 8 years i am still hung up on one guy ...and would like to know if is anybody out there who can relate with my story .. i am sorry my story is a bit long.... it...
    nightwhisperer92 nightwhisperer92 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 17, 2012

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    My Hero, My Husband, My Marine

     She was sitting on her porch late that night, with her phone in her lap, and time on her mind. She didn't hear the rumble of his lifted truck, she didn't hear the vibrations of his subs. Finally, she got the text that relieved her, and made her smile. "Sorry beautiful...
    sganger sganger 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 20, 2009

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    If Only...

    If only i can hold you tight against me, If only I can feel your skin against mine, If only I can hear your heart beating, If only i can give you a kiss in the morning, before you go to work. If only, i can hold you in my arms now and tell you how much you mean to me, how...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 16, 2008

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    Baby It's Killing Me

    I've been wanting to tell you, but I don't know how to tell you. How do you find the words? I MISS HIM. No one can ever make me smile like that. I'll slowly move on, it's been over a year, I don't know how you stop loving them.
    Keelie Keelie 66-70, F 1 Response Nov 21, 2009

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    Soon.

    Why can't you be here now beside me, kissing me, loving me?
    wonderlust wonderlust 26-30, F Jan 2, 2008

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    ...

    There is not a single day gone by I don't miss him. There is not a single day gone by I don't think about him. There is so much pain in my heart caused by him, still I miss him, I miss being with him.
    pastispast pastispast 31-35 2 Responses Mar 1, 2009

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    I Really Miss Him

    Even if he doesn't miss me. I liked waking up to his smiling face. I miss feeling his stubble against my cheeks. I miss his hugs and the taste of his lips. I miss hearing his laugh and seeing his facial expressions. I miss his hands on me. I miss looking into his eyes. As I...
    Vbot123 Vbot123 31-35, F Sep 9, 2013

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    Long Distance

    Being in a long distance relationship totally sucks. My bf of over a year lives 3 hrs away. Between his work and mine, plus me going to college, we don't get to see eachother all that much. Generally I keep people at a distance but I let him in, and the closer we get the more I...
    coastiegirl coastiegirl 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 7, 2009

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    Tears For Him

    It has been about a week since he has been gone but we still have months to go. It wont be until Aug that i get to see him again. And honestly i'm missing him more than he will ever know! I miss him so much that whe ni think of him i cry, when i hear him i cry, or see something...
    browneyegirl89 browneyegirl89 18-21, F Mar 2, 2009

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    Eating Me Away

    I still miss you. After what you've done, after all these weeks. I don't know how long I can feel like this. It is painful to me. It is eating me away bit by bit everyday. I wish i didn't love you as much, as deep as I did. I wish you didn't leave me like you did, I ...
    pastispast pastispast 31-35 3 Responses Jan 30, 2009

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    .....

    I miss you ...and I ofen wonder if you do .. Each time I asked you, your answer will be 'Of course I do'... Now she is there with you ...so are your kids... and here I am all alone but I can still afford a smile for you knowing this is part of the price to pay for...
    Eternal Eternal 31-35, F 3 Responses Aug 7, 2009

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    like many others, my navy girlfriend story has

    just begun. it only seemed fitting that i find support online since i met my sailor online, yep that's right, we didn't exactly catch each others eye at a crowded club or quaint coffee shop like in the romantic comedies. our popular dating website of choice matched us based on...
    skivvies skivvies 18-21, F May 21, 2014

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    My Beautiful Husband

    As you all know, and I know your bored of hearing it now, my husband is away right now.and I miss him more than he could ever know!! He's my world, it's been way too long now and I just want him home by my side where he belongs
    AWUK AWUK 26-30, F Feb 20, 2008

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    i really ******* miss you spencer... i hope youre okay wherever you are. i wish i couldve spent this new years with you but sadly our time together was shorttened. you were one...
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    Bottle up inside are the words I never said. The feeling that I hide inside, are the lines I never read. You can see it in my eyes, you can read it on my face. Trapped inside...
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    Society has long become more open to the idea of older man - younger woman relationship and older woman - younger man relationship as well. Hollywood has brought in the practice of...
    sarahcc11 sarahcc11 26-30, F 1 day ago

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    Like a dessert needs the water, Like a flower needs the rain, My soul is thirsty for your love, My heart screams out your name. Like a ship needs a sailor, Like the stars need...
    rogi4u rogi4u 36-40, M Jan 18

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    You loved everything about me that I hated and it made me feel like I was never broken.
    Amwolf Amwolf 26-30, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Just heard a song that made me think of her. Basically describes how I feel Brian McKnight - Anytime
    Burai Burai 31-35, M Jan 16

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    I have no idea to reach out to you because you have gone past the Mountains beyond my reach and capacityOnly when your heart melts shall we be united again
    DSireR DSireR 36-40, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Grin... waving hand...Can you see me?
    SwanLake78 SwanLake78 36-40, F 34 Responses 2 days ago

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    My dog had me assed out. Literally! He is a little 3 1/2 year old Yorkie that I adore. He loves to be near me. He sleeps in my bed and often likes to snuggle close or just lie...
    Nyx1978 Nyx1978 36-40, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    My girl is the most amzing person i have ever met she has battled through things that would have destroyed most of us. She still manages to give so much love and open her heart to...
    TlovesLouise TlovesLouise 22-25, M Jan 5

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    We only dated for 2 months, saw each other maybe 15 times, but even after being married and in 2 long term relationships before, no one made me feel like he did. He actually...
    redbluepurple redbluepurple 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 10

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    There have been times in the past when I'm lying on my bed and I'm reminded of people , friends and family . the good times we once shared. the love we once had n the friendship we...
    ira01 ira01 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 11

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    Grrrr.. Ugh I just want to scream. Its like I can't eat or sleep now that he's out of my life. Nothing feels right. But it was his choice. I wish I could turn my heart off and...
    candij1983 candij1983 31-35, F 1 day ago

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    Different nations have different reserve requirements at the same time. If your nation had terrible reserve banking demands the banks could loan out much more than they have on...
    Darronbanksso0 Darronbanksso0 31-35, M 1 Response Dec 30, 2014

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    It's so stupid :( ! He hates me !!! So much why do I even try .. He blocks me , on every social media , changed his phone number .. And it's been 8 years wtf why do I still miss...
    Delusionalkrysti Delusionalkrysti 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    About one week and two days it has been exactly one year ago that I started dating him. I ******* miss him. I feel so lonely I just want to forget him. Sometimes I wished that I...
    Miriam212 Miriam212 16-17, F Jan 13

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    I still miss him. He played me. Why do I feel insecure when he find someone else ? Why am I holding on to him?
    alwaysjudged alwaysjudged 16-17, F Jan 14

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    Literally just got off the phone with him and I miss him so much :( I swear I could talk to you all night
    disasterland disasterland 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    Umm I love my dog more than anyone. Lol I'm literally obsessed with him. Totally in love with him. It's hard not to though he is A-m-a-z-i-n-g! :D
    MsUnfathomable MsUnfathomable 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 2

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    I used to have a group of very close friends , they would cheer me up on my worst days and help me get through all the bad things in life but, we were very different so little by...
    UneReveuse UneReveuse 16-17, F Jan 11

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    I didn't think I needed to write this. I don't hide that I'm married. But recently I had a friend that got attached and thought maybe we could be more than friends. Said he couldn...
    holehearted79 holehearted79 31-35, F 8 Responses Jan 12

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    Why is it that i cant go a day without thinking about him he is my everything and at times i feel like im not good enough for him but he is always there for me and loving me i...
    Millerbabe17 Millerbabe17 16-17, F 19 hrs ago