I Miss Him So Bad It Hurts

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    Ahhhhhh... I finally was in a good place,

    and all the acid that he spewed at me, I thought would just roll off. Ugh, acid doesn't roll off the heart. Now regressing, back to square 2.
    potionsmistress potionsmistress
    26-30, F
    Apr 28, 2015

    It's not fair that I have to go around dragging

    my broken heart behind me and he gets to go off to sunny Florida like nothing happened. Don't make love to me like that then decide I'm not worth your time.
    Breedme315 Breedme315
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Jun 14, 2015

    It physically hurts me to move on.

    I just want to see him, to hold his hand, to kiss him... But I know it's over. That door is closed. I wish it was as easy for me as it is for him to just move on.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Mar 19

    Distance is a *****. Honestly,

    I finally find the guy and he's halfway across The world. WTF
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Oct 20, 2014

    Now that this site is closing i feel like i

    need to let him know something, I miss him. I miss him so much my heart aches at the thought of him, I don't know if he'll ever see this but my life just isn't the same since we parted ways. I wish I could change the way things were, I wish I had been brave enough to fight for...
    Skeletonhat Skeletonhat
    13-15, F
    Apr 16

    There are numerous older men in the world

    who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to find women for dating and companionship. The spokesperson reports that many older men have started finding perfect companions through their...
    carlyccaa carlyccaa
    26-30, F
    Oct 19, 2015

    August 25, 2014 Monday I miss him

    so bad it hurts after he broke up with me now he's texting me saying that he is stuck with our memories and we have the best past together that someday he wish that we could talk and recall everything starting from the beginning up to the point that everything went wrong but he...
    justwannabeliked justwannabeliked
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Aug 24, 2014

    Im Missing my kids dad

    so bad it hurts im crying. no we didnt break up but have been separated since July 28 2015 reason why is because i had to go D&A treatment there is restraining order so i cant contact him. why does God want me go through this Why is God taking him away from why why so long WE...
    LoneRanger34 LoneRanger34
    22-25, F
    Apr 17

    I wish this was what he meant

    when he replied to my late night drunk text. I wish he meant it when he said I was all he's ever wanted. I wish he hadn't told me all those lies... That made it so much harder when he said goodbye...
    ForeverWinter21 ForeverWinter21
    18-21, F
    Aug 6, 2014

    Something Is Missing And It Really Hurts My Heart

    Almost a month now since we communicate like we use before, being alone here in Singapore and trying to move on is really difficult for me. I can't denied that ever since the trip to France for 2 weeks, we had very less time to communicate and I can understand it but still I am...
    AnnaBellaRockz AnnaBellaRockz
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jun 18, 2012

    There are numerous older men in the world

    who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to find women for dating and companionship. The spokesperson reports that many older men have started finding perfect companions through their...
    kyliecc11 kyliecc11
    26-30, F
    Jun 10, 2015

    I Miss You

    I miss you so much, I miss your kisses, I miss your hand holding mine, I miss your kisses on my nose, I miss your smell, I miss the way you taste, I miss the way when we walked you would suddenly stop, turn me around & kiss me hard, I miss your voice, I miss...
    Siobhanz Siobhanz
    41-45, F
    3 Responses Apr 10, 2010

    He promise never to hurt me he promise never to

    leave me he told me to give myself a chance he told me to give my life a chance of loving a good men and he forgot all his promises and all The love he said he had for me, please tell me that 2 and a half years of love and promises can not be forgotten in a period of 3 weeks.
    Hjmm26 Hjmm26
    36-40, F
    1 Response Oct 19, 2014

    He left and it feels

    as though everything is crumbling down around me. The pain is smothering me, and I can't find the will to breathe.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Mar 19

    Without You

     My life is so empty without you here Miss your touch, see you everywhere Sit and wonder why your gone Try to forget it and go on my heart is broken so much pain with you gone nothing is the same No one to hold me the way you had Just the thought makes me sad...
    beautifulbell beautifulbell
    46-50, F
    5 Responses Apr 12, 2010

    but you showed up. You stole my heart again,

    and you danced with me, and showed me things that we could remake again, but then you gave up. You told me you longed to kiss me, but you no longer do. and now I'm trying to sleep but your words keep rushing through my mind, and how could I have misread them? I'm can't sleep...
    catherineeac catherineeac
    13-15, F
    1 Response Dec 8, 2014

    Its been 24 hrs since I last heard from him.

    We have been together and living together for a year. This is the longest I have ever gone without him. I don't think he is coming back to me or his baby I'm pregnant with. Nothing has ever hurt this bad.
    frankenawesome frankenawesome
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Sep 10, 2015

    You used to hold my hand

    so tight I never thought you'd let go, look at us now baby.
    princessxsuicide princessxsuicide
    16-17, F
    Sep 19, 2015

    Is only been less than a day

    and I already miss him.
    roselani2005 roselani2005
    26-30, F
    Feb 11

    i miss van13h so much i am ******* lonely

    without him and i loved him so ******* much i wish he would just talk to me again and be my boyfriend again i have had one boy break my heart and now van13h will be the second one my heart can't take this ******* **** anyone :(
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jan 28

    I miss my friend! He was one of the nicest

    person I've met here on EP. I just don't know what I did, I know it has been only 3 days but still it hurts 😭😭😭 we have many common experiences about to 50 I think. And he is so adorable and sweet. We used to chat everyday, at least a short conversation. I wonder what I...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Feb 10

    I'm unhappily married,

    have been for many years. Ten years ago I met someone online, fell in love after a while. We were together two months short of ten years! We even made a commitment to each other to always be together. Someday, get married. Well, six months ago, he left me. I can't even...
    LadyJod LadyJod
    61-65, F
    1 Response Jul 5, 2015

    have u ever missed someone

    so much u starting hysterically crying ?
    Angel2345 Angel2345
    13-15, F
    5 Responses Sep 17, 2014
    Daisella Daisella
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 21, 2015

    So it's been seven and-a-half months

    since I talked to my cousin, and I miss him so much!!! His birthday was a week ago, and I didn't text him. I didn't try to contact him at all. He wouldn't have answered me anyway. I want to be with him so bad tonight. Just wrapped in his arms and cuddling with him, like we used...
    BroadwayDreamer16 BroadwayDreamer16
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 15, 2015

    today is the 9 year mark,

    of him being gone from me. He promised Forever, forever he'll be here to watch and help our everlasting love. yet, he's not here. I still feel empty, as though his memory holds me captive, from moving on. I don't think I'll ever be a whole, like he once achieved to do, which...
    goodseemore goodseemore
    41-45, F
    1 Response Jul 14, 2015

    And Your Absence Has Gone Through Me Like A Thread Through A Needle…

    Everything I do is stitched with its color. And I’m tired. I’m torn every time I look at my feet. When I speak, I hate it when it’s your tongue. I hate that it’s your stories, or your mother’s. I hate it when the picture follows right up, and I hate your teeth in the...
    darkangel6666 darkangel6666
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Oct 26, 2012

    It's over, I have to move on

    even if it hurts. I have to be strong and brave. I will never give myself another chance. I rather stay alone for the rest of my life. This way no other man can hurt me. I'm so hurt I want to desapear but I can't I have 2 beautiful kids I don't...
    Hjmm26 Hjmm26
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Nov 4, 2014

    Part 2....He Started Talking To Me!

    We have been having these wonderful chats everyday!We talk about everything under the sun. The chemistry is there for all to see and yet he chooses not to feel it.  Never mind.  The fact that we are talking makes me so happy.  I know he too is happy.  Let's take one day at a...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Feb 11, 2013

    I MISS HIM This post is from my journal

    and was written a long time ago but I am posting it because I think it will help one of my friends here. I am missing him so much. I miss him directing my every move, his touch, the feel of his hands as he positions me as he wants me. I am missing him and wondering what is...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm
    41-45, F
    15 Responses Feb 9, 2015
    cashetty69 cashetty69
    51-55, M
    Aug 30, 2015

    Linger.

    You trace the lines Too close a step In age and time, but never yet For you, to me You go, I stay Bury you beneath the grave The aching heart, The guilty soul, I know not now my own control But you know, I know Insignificance now It drifts with you between the clouds...
    annalea annalea
    26-30, F
    12 Responses Dec 20, 2010

    Yesterday my ex and me talked he said

    that he can't see a future with us because my parents don't like him but why think about what my parents feel or say ? I'm here crying my eyes out everyday and hurting because I miss him and love him !! He told me that he doesn't know what to do because he's mad that I broke up...
    Princessnicole15 Princessnicole15
    18-21, F
    May 21, 2015

    Today I realize so many things about my ex his

    been with that girl his with for almost 8 months and I been thinking so much,he broke up with me 5 weeks ago I don't know why he waited all that time,but I been thinking all the things we used to do and I put 1 and 2 together and I realize little things he used to do like hide...
    Hjmm26 Hjmm26
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Nov 8, 2014

    Okay so I started liking this boy in September

    2014 , first week of school.. Knew him since I was around 10 and I just turned 15. He's a year younger than me. Started talking slowly and always used to go sleepover at my cousins house just to see him, because he slept there every weekend. I remember one night we were all...
    kcochrane2000 kcochrane2000
    13-15, F
    May 27, 2015

    He knows my weakness.

    He knows how to hurt me. But I refuse to leave without being told so.
    ForeverStar0 ForeverStar0
    18-21, F
    Dec 22, 2015

    He has no idea how much he lights up my day.

    He has no idea how incredible I think he is. We don't talk and I feel my heart breaking. When I finally see him it's like we were never separated... We are happy, in love, us... But when he wants his "space," it wrecks me. I wish I was able fight these emotions so that I did...
    QuaintCynicalExistence QuaintCynicalExistence
    26-30
    Dec 8, 2014

    Today I woke at 6 am thinking I heard the door

    bell, rush to the door and no one there,for a minute I was hoping it was him that was coming to tell me that he loves me and that he wanted to be with me. In my head I know it won happened but my in my heart there isn't a day I don't wish for this. It hurts so much not knowing...
    Hjmm26 Hjmm26
    36-40, F
    1 Response Oct 26, 2014

    How does one get so attached to someone online?

    We started out as friends and I truly trusted you. You insisted you were not like the rest. I wish we never spoke-- even though I loved every minute of it. I cannot get you out of my mind-- as mad as I am I still cannot seem to let you go. I did not even see it coming-- I really...
    LilMsSubmissive LilMsSubmissive
    36-40, F
    7 Responses Feb 12

    I go on holiday every summer to Greece to see

    my family. About 3 summers ago I met a boy who lived next door to us, called Thodoris. I was 14 and he was 17. I only speak a little bit of greek and he doesn't know English. So we didn't talk we just looked at each other all the time and I could tell he liked me as much as I...
    Ame101 Ame101
    16-17, F
    Aug 30, 2014

    Why do ex'es have to be jerks we are not

    together any more but I want him back. Is that a bad thing ????
    109fine 109fine
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Feb 11
    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic
    36-40, F
    Apr 1, 2015

    When I say I miss him,

    I mean so much more than that. I miss his silly jokes and random knowledge, me thinking he's as thick as mince and making fun. I miss his arms around me and knowing he's always on my side. I miss being a family and having jokes the kids don't understand, eating out, trying to...
    Ladybuddha1 Ladybuddha1
    26-30, F
    1 Response Aug 24, 2014

    You were my last hope.

    The only person who saw me in a crowded hallway. You didn't see the ghost inside, but at least you saw me. That's all I asked for.
    catherineeac catherineeac
    13-15, F
    Oct 20, 2014
    kuronekko kuronekko
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Oct 19, 2015

    I like Rocket Raccoon

    so much, it physically hurts to not be thinking, talking, reading, or writing about him. I want to have love, but I can't until I find a way to be with Rocket. He is my soulmate, and I will always love him. I'll travel the universe if it means finding him for real.
    Olive4Rocket Olive4Rocket
    13-15, F
    1 Response Feb 11
    enelrahc13 enelrahc13
    26-30, F
    Mar 2, 2014

    I met him and I adored him.

    I ruined what we had and I lost him. I pray and beg and plead that I get him back again one day. ❤️
    OriginOfLove OriginOfLove
    36-40, F
    1 Response Aug 17, 2015

    I feel so empty and he doesn't

    even know I care.
    Anny27 Anny27
    16-17, F
    Sep 9, 2015

    I usually never write about sad stuff.

    I'm usually not sad. but for the past few days I've actually been miserable. and it's for such a stupid reason. I've became such a weak person. it's only been a little while that I haven't seen my boyfriend because it's summer and he is in tons of practices. he's always busy...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jun 12, 2015

    I still miss you and I know it would be

    for very long, my love for you is so real it's not easy to let go, I still get tears on my face when I think of you and I try so hard not to do it but I can't let you go from my heart.
    Hjmm26 Hjmm26
    36-40, F
    1 Response Oct 30, 2014

    He was always there for me.

    When I was upset he was there to comfort me. When I was happy he was there to share my joy. He was my stuffed puppy lupa I had when I was little. I miss him so much
    sixpackbookworm sixpackbookworm
    16-17, F
    1 Response Oct 27, 2014

    August 15, 2014 4:11 PM I've known him

    since kindergarten. 1st grade was when he made me swear never to tell he was getting abused by his father. that date up there? His father pushed him down stairs. He's been in a coma ever since. Everyone thinks he's gone, his boyfriend that was going to ask Dakota to marry him. I...
    QueenxChance QueenxChance
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 27

    I thought it would go away.

    I thought I could wait it out. But after a month and a half I'm done waiting. I want it to be over already, the missing, the sadness. Being alone. I'm done. I miss him Every night and every day
    123IMissYou321 123IMissYou321
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Nov 13, 2014
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