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I Miss Him So Bad It Hurts

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    Me and my ex boyfriend have been broken up for 3 and a half months now and it is now starting to become real to me. Today would have been our 18 month anniversary and we are now starting to feel like strangers, I never wanted that. I always wanted him in my life and after we...
    CaiAnna CaiAnna 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 15, 2013

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    And Your Absence Has Gone Through Me Like A Thread Through A Needle…

    Everything I do is stitched with its color. And I’m tired. I’m torn every time I look at my feet. When I speak, I hate it when it’s your tongue. I hate that it’s your stories, or your mother’s. I hate it when the picture follows right up, and I hate your teeth in the...
    darkangel6666 darkangel6666 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 26, 2012

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    This Is no ordinary Love.......

    I keep crying I keep trying for you There's nothing like you and I baby This is no ordinary love No ordinary Love This is no ordinary love No ordinary Love...........
    senit senit 31-35, F Jun 11, 2013

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    Its been nine days since my fiancee left

    for boot camp USMC. We live together so the apartment is very empty. I'm trying to get more hours at work. I'm trying to keep busy but EVERYTHING reminds me of him.
    desiali719 desiali719 18-21, F 1 Response May 8

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    Repost: A million feelings,

    a thousand thoughts, a hundred memories, everything because of one person you love.
    enelrahc13 enelrahc13 26-30, F Mar 21

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    In Love

    I know him for I guess two whole years n this is love at first sight!!! Madly n love but hard to take in he has moved on n hurts like crap. Its been 3 months since I spoke to him!!! Thinking about him 24*7 is killing me!! I feel dead!! Without him around me Its all blank,, I...
    siddhidiwan siddhidiwan 22-25 2 Responses Jul 9, 2013

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    I miss him so much...

    I have no idea when I'll get to see him again, or even talk to him. He says its because he's been so stressed out at work, and that he's been trying to spend as much time with his son who he only gets to see a few times a year as possible. I really hope he's telling the truth...
    Tears3 Tears3 18-21, F Dec 19, 2013

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    Without You

     My life is so empty without you here Miss your touch, see you everywhere Sit and wonder why your gone Try to forget it and go on my heart is broken so much pain with you gone nothing is the same No one to hold me the way you had Just the thought makes me sad...
    beautifulbell beautifulbell 46-50, F 5 Responses Apr 12, 2010

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    To Think He Lied

    4 months ago I met the most amazing person who was way out of my league. Tall & just beautiful. He had everything I didn't so I didn't think he would even notice me but he did. One day this mysterious guy texted me and I was overwhelmed and happy that someone so perfect would...
    FightingForRecovery FightingForRecovery 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 7, 2013

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    Miss Him More Everyday

    I miss my ex boyfriend more and more everyday, I love him still so much. I can't forget what he did to me, but I part of me forgets it and just wants to be in his arm once again. I'm scared that I will never open up to anyone again, because I did to him and he broke me.
    CaiAnna CaiAnna 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 10, 2013

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    I Love Him Still

    I know its only been almost a month. I just can't seem to stop caring. I miss so many things. Holding hands, snuggling on his shoulder. His goofy smile. Whispering his name in the way only he knows. I miss his embrace, his voice, rubbing his head and ears. I thought i...
    tjr1 tjr1 36-40, F Aug 6, 2013

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    For My Twin Flame

    A love like no other my heart feels the call to you the memory of separation rises deeply carved in my heart for I am you, and you are me one together throughout all time The tears of our parting touch my soul through our lifetimes as it is upon us once more seeking the union...
    yoursbebe yoursbebe 26-30, F Apr 4, 2013

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    I Wonder...

    It seems like the pain will never go away some days. I start thinking then my heart starts feeling and pretty soon my whole body feels it. Can't do anything about it, or say anything. Living with emotional pain you can do nothing about. Waiting, its like my life is just a waiting...
    oneday9 oneday9 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 15, 2012

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    I've tried to open myself to him,

    but he feels like im with other guys. I feel if he only added me into his friends lists he will see who I really am. I want to express all my feelings to him. I just need him to open up and realize I'm not here to hurt him,
    Ken102 Ken102 18-21 1 Response May 9

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    Part 2....He Started Talking To Me!

    We have been having these wonderful chats everyday!We talk about everything under the sun. The chemistry is there for all to see and yet he chooses not to feel it.  Never mind.  The fact that we are talking makes me so happy.  I know he too is happy.  Let's take one day at a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Feb 11, 2013

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    I just want him. That's it.

    Only him. I want to just be around him. I want to listen to the sound of his voice talk about anything an everything. I want to talk until 5 am and sleep in his arms when we finally decided if we talk anymore we might just die. And I know he's not perfect. Sometimes he had...
    JustAnotherNobody21 JustAnotherNobody21 13-15, F Jul 23

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    I Miss You

    I miss you so much, I miss your kisses, I miss your hand holding mine, I miss your kisses on my nose, I miss your smell, I miss the way you taste, I miss the way when we walked you would suddenly stop, turn me around & kiss me hard, I miss your voice, I miss...
    Siobhanz Siobhanz 41-45, F 3 Responses Apr 10, 2010

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    I Still Remember......

    I still remember the days you were here with me. We were so happy I didnt think it would ever end but now you're gone and you left me here all by myself. You moved on and forgot about me but Im still here holding on to our memories, hoping someday you'll come back. I know...
    senit senit 31-35, F Jul 17, 2013

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    I was scared of my ex

    for the longest time. I even refused to go out in public for fear that I might see him or run into him. But recently he has been telling people he still loves me and he wants to get back together with me and all I want to do is see him and talk to him about it. It's not thy I'm...
    Izzymontana Izzymontana 16-17, F 1 Response May 9

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    he is all need. I cant wait to spend time with

    him... totally looking forward to those moments
    OutC OutC 18-21 Jun 10

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    We where never really together.

    ..but it still hurts because I know I'll never have him. It was about a day ago and we where fighting like usually about how stupid he was acting towards me. And I asked him why he was like that and he finally said "Because I like you..." This made my heart beat so fast and I...
    JustAnotherNobody21 JustAnotherNobody21 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 22

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    My Strength Is Fading... Your Picture Doesn't

    It's been more than 3 years and it doesn't get better. The past few days it's even getting worse again. There are no words to describe the way I feel. I am still waiting for the day where I can deal with all that, but I am losing hope that this will ever happen.
    eleanorge eleanorge 41-45, F 1 Response Jun 27, 2011

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    Your Empty Shirt

    I ly in bed & hold your shirt, I still smell you all over it, I wrap the arms around me, As if your holding me tight, But nothing fills the emptyness, & it only makes it worse, I think it will comfort me, But it brings memories flooding back, I ly there with...
    Siobhanz Siobhanz 41-45, F Apr 11, 2010

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    I Miss Him..

    So my boyfriend is at basic.. And he's only been gone about four weeks and its so hard.. I miss him so much.. I've only received one letter from him so far.. And my birthday is Friday and all I want is to see him.. Even though I know it's 100% impossible.. It's all I want.. I've...
    jrls2013 jrls2013 18-21, F Aug 18, 2013

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    He's all I want. All I ever wanted.

    But I can't have him. Him.. We have been best friends for as long as I can remember. I love him. With all my heart. Does he love me? I don't think so. He never will.. He's all I think about. 24/7 him. Him. Him. Racing in my mind. All thoughts. My breath. All for him. All about...
    Punkrockmusiclover423 Punkrockmusiclover423 13-15, F 2 Responses May 10

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    My First Love

    im 18 years old. i got into my first serious relationship when i was fifteen. was with him for three years and recently split up. he hit me and kicked me so many times. left me with bruises scratches bite marks the lot. i once had to visit a specialist in the hospital because of...
    dyinginsidebutsmilingstill dyinginsidebutsmilingstill 18-21, F Jun 13, 2012

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    I Wonder..........

    I wonder if you knew how many times I thought about you, how many nights i've stayed awake thinking about you, how many times i've sat there and cried about you... I wonder if you knew how much I loved you...
    senit senit 31-35, F Jul 17, 2013

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    I'm laying in your bed,

    but all I can think about is Jake. I miss him so bad I ache inside, it's been 8 months since we broke up. Why do I still miss him?
    EffingBroken EffingBroken 26-30, F Jun 26

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    Ugghhhhhhh. I like everything (just about

    everything but it's close enough) about you. I like the way u express what you think, your calm cool collected-ness, your smile, I like your hair, your body shape, broad shoulders, facial features, I like how I felt around u, your natural scent is to die for.... I'm staring to...
    MsBrightEyes MsBrightEyes 18-21, F Apr 27

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    Missing Him Everyday

    He is the first thing on my mind when my eyes open in the morning and the last thing on my mind when I close them again at night. It will be a year next month since we broke up and I haven't begun to move on. We were together eight years and we now have 2 kids together, a...
    icecream0407 icecream0407 31-35, F Jan 21, 2013

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    In Love

    I know him for I guess two whole years n this is love at first sight!!! Madly n love but hard to take in he has moved on n hurts like crap
    siddhidiwan siddhidiwan 22-25 Jul 9, 2013

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    It wasn't truly a breakup.

    ....My mom took away my Facebook account and now I can't talk to him anymore. I'm scared of doing something really stupid now, and I know what I'm capable of. I honestly miss him so bad I want to die.....I should tell my mom but I have no idea how to and it's literally killing me...
    dreamingsoftly dreamingsoftly 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 28

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    I miss his text and cute little love imojis I

    prayed for a text form him the other night
    Angel2345 Angel2345 13-15, F Jul 21

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    My dad lives 6 hours away from me .

    I'm see him every 2 or 3 weeks He's the best father I can ever ask for I'm daddie little girl and he would do anything for me Every body has that special person in their life and mines is my father But I hate not waking up and seeing him I want to move with him but I don't...
    iammee13 iammee13 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 27

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    enelrahc13 enelrahc13 26-30, F Mar 2

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    "you Promised"

    All I wanted was for you to love me for one weekend. You promised you wouldn't back out. It was your idea to begin with. You backed out taking a very self-righteous tone. By then, I was already in love with you. That was almost two years ago and the pain is still as raw. I hate...
    DeeStroyed DeeStroyed 41-45, F Jun 9, 2011

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    I've never been like this

    before him, so ****** up I can't even sleep. But without him laying next to me it's like I'm not really complete. I used to be strong, nothing fazed me, i cursed I insulted and no one could change that. But then he came into my life and we couldn't stop talking...we told each...
    JustAnotherNobody21 JustAnotherNobody21 13-15, F Jul 23

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    He Was The Love Of My Life, Now He'S Gone!

    He was the love of my life... I've known him since the 2nd grade. We lives on the same street and went to the same schools. I've always had a crush on him since elementary school. But one day, while we were sophomores in high school, we seen each other at one of the neighborhood...
    kiasha kiasha 31-35, F 2 Responses Aug 7, 2013

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    I Still Love Him

    We broke up, i pushed him away and i thought to myself that he doesn't like me anymore but really he loved me and when i didn't response, he gave up and now all i do is think of him and wonder what i should have done. I love him and i made him go.
    sheyee sheyee 18-21, F Jun 11, 2013

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    Linger.

    You trace the lines Too close a step In age and time, but never yet For you, to me You go, I stay Bury you beneath the grave The aching heart, The guilty soul, I know not now my own control But you know, I know Insignificance now It drifts with you between the clouds...
    annalea annalea 22-25, F 12 Responses Dec 20, 2010

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    I Still Miss Him, When Does It Stop.

    I still miss Paul after all these months,I don't want anyone else, only him,If I have thoughts of anyone else,if anyone trys to get close to me,I back away, it hurts,Cos it makes me think of him more.I try to move past it, to love again,but he comes into my mind.I hear, ( its not...
    Siobhanz Siobhanz 41-45, F 3 Responses Dec 24, 2010

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    Miss Him!

    I love this guy since i was in 3rd grade. we have dated over the years. All was fine until he was held back a grade and i didnt see him for a year. This year, he was in my school. when you have dated someone you will always have feelings for them. but he saw me the one day and...
    livelife114 livelife114 13-15, F Jul 20, 2012

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    My boyfriend and I broke up.

    I begged him to take me back but to no avail. We were together for a year and a half. I'm so crushed I can't stop crying. Can someone please give me some advice? Has anyone been through a bad breakup? I feel like I'm in a tunnel with no end in sight. Will I ever feel better...
    WhiteRussia WhiteRussia 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Talk To Me At Least.

    Okay don't love me if you don't want to. You used to find me interesting to talk to.  What happened?I send you so many PMs and I am fairly certain you don't read most of them.  I try to interest you with You Tube or Facebook links to interesting stuff. I even introduce topics...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 22, 2013

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    Can't Forget You.............

    Whoever said this pain would ever go away didn't know what it meant to be here without you is everything you see reminding you of me does it hurt when you breathe too cause it does when I do when anybody says your name I wanna run away I keep remembering I can't forget you doesn...
    NotTheAmericanAveragexx NotTheAmericanAveragexx 18-21, F Oct 24, 2013

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    When He Left

    When i person i liked at school moved away from my school i hurt so much inside i could almost feel my heart snap. I tried to hold back in front of my friends but they said it was going to be ok, except it wasn't. They knew about him but they didn't know how much. He wasn't...
    BENDrowned BENDrowned 18-21, F Mar 12, 2013

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    Something Is Missing And It Really Hurts My Heart

    Almost a month now since we communicate like we use before, being alone here in Singapore and trying to move on is really difficult for me. I can't denied that ever since the trip to France for 2 weeks, we had very less time to communicate and I can understand it but still I am...
    AnnaBellaRockz AnnaBellaRockz 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 18, 2012

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    I Miss Him Alot

    hey im Carli im a 15 year old girl, i once dated this guy named Bradyn he was 16 but on March 11 2010 a day befor his 17th b day he died, i loved him soo much! we dated for 4 years well would have been 4 years march 12th if he was there! i still think about him everyday all day...
    restinpeacebradyn restinpeacebradyn 16-17 3 Responses Apr 13, 2010

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