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I Miss Him So Bad It Hurts

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    I Still Miss Him, When Does It Stop.

    I still miss Paul after all these months,I don't want anyone else, only him,If I have thoughts of anyone else,if anyone trys to get close to me,I back away, it hurts,Cos it makes me think of him more.I try to move past it, to love again,but he comes into my mind.I hear, ( its not...
    Siobhanz Siobhanz 41-45, F 3 Responses Dec 24, 2010

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    "you Promised"

    All I wanted was for you to love me for one weekend. You promised you wouldn't back out. It was your idea to begin with. You backed out taking a very self-righteous tone. By then, I was already in love with you. That was almost two years ago and the pain is still as raw. I hate...
    DeeStroyed DeeStroyed 41-45, F Jun 9, 2011

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    To Think He Lied

    4 months ago I met the most amazing person who was way out of my league. Tall & just beautiful. He had everything I didn't so I didn't think he would even notice me but he did. One day this mysterious guy texted me and I was overwhelmed and happy that someone so perfect would...
    FightingForRecovery FightingForRecovery 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 7, 2013

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    Without You

     My life is so empty without you here Miss your touch, see you everywhere Sit and wonder why your gone Try to forget it and go on my heart is broken so much pain with you gone nothing is the same No one to hold me the way you had Just the thought makes me sad...
    beautifulbell beautifulbell 46-50, F 5 Responses Apr 12, 2010

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    Your Empty Shirt

    I ly in bed & hold your shirt, I still smell you all over it, I wrap the arms around me, As if your holding me tight, But nothing fills the emptyness, & it only makes it worse, I think it will comfort me, But it brings memories flooding back, I ly there with...
    Siobhanz Siobhanz 41-45, F Apr 11, 2010

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    Can't Forget You.............

    Whoever said this pain would ever go away didn't know what it meant to be here without you is everything you see reminding you of me does it hurt when you breathe too cause it does when I do when anybody says your name I wanna run away I keep remembering I can't forget you doesn...
    NotTheAmericanAveragexx NotTheAmericanAveragexx 18-21, F Oct 24, 2013

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    This Is no ordinary Love.......

    I keep crying I keep trying for you There's nothing like you and I baby This is no ordinary love No ordinary Love This is no ordinary love No ordinary Love...........
    senit senit 31-35, F Jun 11, 2013

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    Though He's Gone The Pain Remains

    I met him almost 5 years ago today. He was a US Marine visiting my hometown on leave. I was a shy high school student who hid behind my "unique" style. It still comes as a shock to me that a handsome marine like him ever noticed a shy, book loving, artistic, goth girl like me...
    JustCurious16 JustCurious16 18-21, F Jan 9, 2013

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    Still Miss Him

    DOes it ever go, ever, it just kills me, :'(:'(
    Siobhanz Siobhanz 41-45, F Mar 12, 2012

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    Part 2....He Started Talking To Me!

    We have been having these wonderful chats everyday!We talk about everything under the sun. The chemistry is there for all to see and yet he chooses not to feel it.  Never mind.  The fact that we are talking makes me so happy.  I know he too is happy.  Let's take one day at a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Feb 11, 2013

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    Forever In My Heart

    I miss you. Where did you go. What happened between then and now. Why did you get so sick. Why did God take you away from me. I miss your hugs. I miss your comfort. I miss you making me laugh. I miss everything about you. I miss your heart. Your kindness. Your loyalty. I love you...
    tayybayy tayybayy 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 2, 2012

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    Simply Misses Him

    I miss my crush so much that it's becoming depressing. I have't seen him for like a month now, but he is constantly and I seriously wish he is with me all the time. I dream that we can go out for dinner together, walk around in the park, sitting in bar whilst I proudly introduce...
    Ninja999 Ninja999 18-21, M Feb 12, 2013

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    My Best Friend

    he was my best friend, i could talk about anything with him. i would have done anything for him. he was amazing, like God made him just for me. and he said that he loved me but we couldnt be together, cause life isnt always a fairy tale with a happy ending. and its not like i...
    LyaMercedes LyaMercedes 18-21, F Jun 3, 2012

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    Miss Him!

    I love this guy since i was in 3rd grade. we have dated over the years. All was fine until he was held back a grade and i didnt see him for a year. This year, he was in my school. when you have dated someone you will always have feelings for them. but he saw me the one day and...
    livelife114 livelife114 13-15, F Jul 20, 2012

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    Something Is Missing And It Really Hurts My Heart

    Almost a month now since we communicate like we use before, being alone here in Singapore and trying to move on is really difficult for me. I can't denied that ever since the trip to France for 2 weeks, we had very less time to communicate and I can understand it but still I am...
    AnnaBellaRockz AnnaBellaRockz 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 18, 2012

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    I Wonder...

    It seems like the pain will never go away some days. I start thinking then my heart starts feeling and pretty soon my whole body feels it. Can't do anything about it, or say anything. Living with emotional pain you can do nothing about. Waiting, its like my life is just a waiting...
    oneday9 oneday9 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 15, 2012

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    What Should I Do ?

    so i first met him about 4years ago and he was the one chasing me i had no interest at all , although i did enjoy his attention . about 2 years ago i decided to give it a go i was only out of a difficult relationship and after all had nothing to lose , i fell HARD! since this...
    janette12 janette12 18-21, F Sep 27, 2012

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    It wasn't truly a breakup.

    ....My mom took away my Facebook account and now I can't talk to him anymore. I'm scared of doing something really stupid now, and I know what I'm capable of. I honestly miss him so bad I want to die.....I should tell my mom but I have no idea how to and it's literally killing me...
    dreamingsoftly dreamingsoftly 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 28

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    Even I Have Loved

    Every waking moment I thought of him constantly, his kisses, his touch, his blood, and everything about him. I could not silence my mind from him and even saw flashes of things he would do during the day. I could sense the way he felt at times and I was so in tune to HIM. I...
    MoonFlower11 MoonFlower11 31-35, F 4 Responses Apr 13, 2010

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    Talk To Me At Least.

    Okay don't love me if you don't want to. You used to find me interesting to talk to.  What happened?I send you so many PMs and I am fairly certain you don't read most of them.  I try to interest you with You Tube or Facebook links to interesting stuff. I even introduce topics...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 22, 2013

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    I Still Love Him

    We broke up, i pushed him away and i thought to myself that he doesn't like me anymore but really he loved me and when i didn't response, he gave up and now all i do is think of him and wonder what i should have done. I love him and i made him go.
    sheyee sheyee 18-21, F Jun 11, 2013

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    I Wonder..........

    I wonder if you knew how many times I thought about you, how many nights i've stayed awake thinking about you, how many times i've sat there and cried about you... I wonder if you knew how much I loved you...
    senit senit 31-35, F Jul 17, 2013

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    Think The Same

    Me and him we split up over a year ago now, its 18 months since i first found out he was cheating. I begged him not to leave me. we haven't spoke for a year. I see him nearly everyday at university, i sit in the same carrige on the train to our home town. He never talks to me...
    glossybunny glossybunny 22-25 Nov 21, 2012

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    I miss him so much...

    I have no idea when I'll get to see him again, or even talk to him. He says its because he's been so stressed out at work, and that he's been trying to spend as much time with his son who he only gets to see a few times a year as possible. I really hope he's telling the truth...
    Tears3 Tears3 18-21, F Dec 19, 2013

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    Letting Go

    In every individual's life...there will come a time that someone will fill you up with happiness when you're down. He will be your every reason to smile and just forget what made you frown. He will be your savior from darkness and just take you up the mountains to see a rainbow...
    wanderlustEP wanderlustEP 22-25, F Nov 24, 2013

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    I Miss You

    I miss you so much, I miss your kisses, I miss your hand holding mine, I miss your kisses on my nose, I miss your smell, I miss the way you taste, I miss the way when we walked you would suddenly stop, turn me around & kiss me hard, I miss your voice, I miss...
    Siobhanz Siobhanz 41-45, F 3 Responses Apr 10, 2010

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    I Still Remember......

    I still remember the days you were here with me. We were so happy I didnt think it would ever end but now you're gone and you left me here all by myself. You moved on and forgot about me but Im still here holding on to our memories, hoping someday you'll come back. I know...
    senit senit 31-35, F Jul 17, 2013

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    I Miss Him Alot

    hey im Carli im a 15 year old girl, i once dated this guy named Bradyn he was 16 but on March 11 2010 a day befor his 17th b day he died, i loved him soo much! we dated for 4 years well would have been 4 years march 12th if he was there! i still think about him everyday all day...
    restinpeacebradyn restinpeacebradyn 16-17 3 Responses Apr 13, 2010

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    When Do You Ever Learn!!!

    I have been seeing a guy on and off (always his choice)for 10 years everytime things go well and we get close he tells me how much he loves me it ends..We have ended for 3months, or 6months longest time has been a year then he comes back into my life and it starts all over again...
    angelstar55 angelstar55 56-60 Nov 4, 2012

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    Repost: A million feelings,

    a thousand thoughts, a hundred memories, everything because of one person you love.
    enelrahc13 enelrahc13 26-30, F Mar 21

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    Missing Him Everyday

    He is the first thing on my mind when my eyes open in the morning and the last thing on my mind when I close them again at night. It will be a year next month since we broke up and I haven't begun to move on. We were together eight years and we now have 2 kids together, a...
    icecream0407 icecream0407 31-35, F Jan 21, 2013

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    enelrahc13 enelrahc13 26-30, F Mar 2

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    Miss Him More Everyday

    I miss my ex boyfriend more and more everyday, I love him still so much. I can't forget what he did to me, but I part of me forgets it and just wants to be in his arm once again. I'm scared that I will never open up to anyone again, because I did to him and he broke me.
    CaiAnna CaiAnna 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 10, 2013

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    For My Twin Flame

    A love like no other my heart feels the call to you the memory of separation rises deeply carved in my heart for I am you, and you are me one together throughout all time The tears of our parting touch my soul through our lifetimes as it is upon us once more seeking the union...
    yoursbebe yoursbebe 26-30, F Apr 4, 2013

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    "you Promised"

    All I wanted was for you to love me for one weekend. You promised you wouldn't back out. It was your idea to begin with. You backed out taking a very self-righteous tone. By then, I was already in love with you. That was almost two years ago and the pain is still as raw. I hate...
    DeeStroyed DeeStroyed 41-45, F 1 Response Jun 9, 2011

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    In Love

    I know him for I guess two whole years n this is love at first sight!!! Madly n love but hard to take in he has moved on n hurts like crap
    siddhidiwan siddhidiwan 18-21 Jul 9, 2013

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    Linger.

    You trace the lines Too close a step In age and time, but never yet For you, to me You go, I stay Bury you beneath the grave The aching heart, The guilty soul, I know not now my own control But you know, I know Insignificance now It drifts with you between the clouds...
    annalea annalea 22-25, F 11 Responses Dec 20, 2010

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    My Strength Is Fading... Your Picture Doesn't

    It's been more than 3 years and it doesn't get better. The past few days it's even getting worse again. There are no words to describe the way I feel. I am still waiting for the day where I can deal with all that, but I am losing hope that this will ever happen.
    eleanorge eleanorge 41-45, F 1 Response Jun 27, 2011

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    I Miss You.. I Love You..

    I met this guy. He is perfect even thoe nobodys perfect he is. He understands me. My step dad went to jail. When he came out my stepdad thretond me saying if i talked to him I would get badly beaton cuz my step dad is inlove with me. :'( :/ fml.. anyways. The guy i like lives in...
    icrestedsuicide icrestedsuicide 13-15, F Mar 17, 2013

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    I Miss You!

    I miss you. I miss our talks I miss our late nights out. I miss ditching school to just chill. I miss doing homework together. I miss talking smack together I miss playing games I miss the silence. I miss having you around I miss talking to you every-day. I miss having dinner at...
    xSilentlySufferingx xSilentlySufferingx 18-21, F Jun 6, 2010

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    I Love Him Still

    I know its only been almost a month. I just can't seem to stop caring. I miss so many things. Holding hands, snuggling on his shoulder. His goofy smile. Whispering his name in the way only he knows. I miss his embrace, his voice, rubbing his head and ears. I thought i...
    tjr1 tjr1 36-40, F Aug 6, 2013

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    My First Love

    im 18 years old. i got into my first serious relationship when i was fifteen. was with him for three years and recently split up. he hit me and kicked me so many times. left me with bruises scratches bite marks the lot. i once had to visit a specialist in the hospital because of...
    dyinginsidebutsmilingstill dyinginsidebutsmilingstill 18-21, F Jun 13, 2012

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    In Love

    I know him for I guess two whole years n this is love at first sight!!! Madly n love but hard to take in he has moved on n hurts like crap. Its been 3 months since I spoke to him!!! Thinking about him 24*7 is killing me!! I feel dead!! Without him around me Its all blank,, I...
    siddhidiwan siddhidiwan 18-21 2 Responses Jul 9, 2013

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    Reality

    Me and my ex boyfriend have been broken up for 3 and a half months now and it is now starting to become real to me. Today would have been our 18 month anniversary and we are now starting to feel like strangers, I never wanted that. I always wanted him in my life and after we...
    CaiAnna CaiAnna 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 15, 2013

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    And Your Absence Has Gone Through Me Like A Thread Through A Needle…

    Everything I do is stitched with its color. And I’m tired. I’m torn every time I look at my feet. When I speak, I hate it when it’s your tongue. I hate that it’s your stories, or your mother’s. I hate it when the picture follows right up, and I hate your teeth in the...
    darkangel6666 darkangel6666 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 26, 2012

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    When He Left

    When i person i liked at school moved away from my school i hurt so much inside i could almost feel my heart snap. I tried to hold back in front of my friends but they said it was going to be ok, except it wasn't. They knew about him but they didn't know how much. He wasn't...
    DivergentWolf DivergentWolf 18-21, F Mar 12, 2013

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    I Hope.

    I pray hurricane Sandy affected him. He deserves to lose everything. He lied to me for more than six years. I still think about him, but why? I never met him in person, or heard his real voice, or saw his real face. I know nothing about the real him. He knew everything...
    alanilin alanilin 22-25, F Nov 24, 2012

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    Related Experiences

    Even though we broke up almost 2 months ago, I still think about him like crazy and actually, it's been more than usual for the past few days. I can't stand knowing that he could...
    amandavynes amandavynes 13-15, F 16 hrs ago

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    I miss my boyfriend so much that it hurts. Some days im fine & really happy & then some days it hits me out of nowhere. My boyfriend is in prison & I miss him so much. I try...
    Charlie794 Charlie794 18-21, F Mar 26

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    I miss him because he was the first person I saw everyday for the past six years. My go to person when I was having a bad day. He was the one person who showed me what true love...
    Millymom Millymom 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    I was so in love with him , he told me 'i love u' but then he decided to be friends for some reasons 'that he's not ready for a serious relationship and im too perfect for him and...
    Myf95 Myf95 18-21, F Apr 5

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    I miss him. I miss his smile. I miss his eyes. I miss his scruff, I miss his beautiful eyes. I miss his touch, the way his arms engulfed me. The gentle pressure of his lips against...
    ceetasha23 ceetasha23 22-25, F Mar 31

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    today has been a week since he has left to boot-camp and i miss him so much. i just want to hear his voice telling me he loves me and misses me. or just get a letter from him i...
    noellegabriella95 noellegabriella95 18-21, F Mar 30

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    I wish he would miss me too. He could contact me if he wanted, it wouldn't be difficult! I'm pretty sure he liked me a lot. Couldn't read him that well - but liked him soo much...
    Sextingpartnerwanted69 Sextingpartnerwanted69 46-50, F Apr 5

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    We were together for three months. We started dating on the 9th of December 2013. We got along perfectly and I instantly fell in love. He was everything to me. His name was jack...
    kaitlyndyebrinkman kaitlyndyebrinkman 13-15, F Mar 30

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    Today's a day were Dakotahs on my mind a lot I know that he's watching over me and sees the pain I am going thru with out him but I miss him so much that sometimes I was to scream...
    MissSkye MissSkye 16-17, F Apr 7