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I Miss Him So Bad It Hurts

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    I haven't spoken or seen my boyfriend

    since yesterday... It's killing me. I miss him so much and I can't function or stop thinking about him. We are always together or at least in contact. But I lost contact with him yesterday and can't see him at the moment... I don't know what I'm gonna do.. I just can't wait...
    FreeFlower65 FreeFlower65 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 4

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    How is this possible I ask myself.

    We've never even met. We used to talk until all hours of the morning but now communication has almost completely stopped. He messages me all the time to tell me he loves me and misses me. It is tearing me up inside like nothing I've ever felt before.
    kendall376 kendall376 31-35, F 2 Responses Jun 7

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    It's not fair that I have to go around dragging

    my broken heart behind me and he gets to go off to sunny Florida like nothing happened. Don't make love to me like that then decide I'm not worth your time.
    Breedme315 Breedme315 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 14

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    Okay so I started liking this boy in September

    2014 , first week of school.. Knew him since I was around 10 and I just turned 15. He's a year younger than me. Started talking slowly and always used to go sleepover at my cousins house just to see him, because he slept there every weekend. I remember one night we were all...
    kcochrane2000 kcochrane2000 13-15, F May 27

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    Ahhhhhh... I finally was in a good place,

    and all the acid that he spewed at me, I thought would just roll off. Ugh, acid doesn't roll off the heart. Now regressing, back to square 2.
    potionsmistress potionsmistress 26-30, F Apr 28

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    He has no idea how much he lights up my day.

    He has no idea how incredible I think he is. We don't talk and I feel my heart breaking. When I finally see him it's like we were never separated... We are happy, in love, us... But when he wants his "space," it wrecks me. I wish I was able fight these emotions so that I did...
    Mandaryn Mandaryn 26-30, F Dec 8, 2014

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    Judyccaa Judyccaa 26-30, F Jun 7

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    Is it worse to miss someone who's gone

    or miss the person someone used to be while you live with what they've become?
    justNIK justNIK 41-45, F 2 Responses Dec 8, 2014

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    It's over, I have to move on

    even if it hurts. I have to be strong and brave. I will never give myself another chance. I rather stay alone for the rest of my life. This way no other man can hurt me. I'm so hurt I want to desapear but I can't I have 2 beautiful kids I don't...
    Hjmm26 Hjmm26 36-40, F 3 Responses Nov 4, 2014

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    I MISS HIM This post is from my journal

    and was written a long time ago but I am posting it because I think it will help one of my friends here. I am missing him so much. I miss him directing my every move, his touch, the feel of his hands as he positions me as he wants me. I am missing him and wondering what is...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 17 Responses Feb 9

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    I usually never write about sad stuff.

    I'm usually not sad. but for the past few days I've actually been miserable. and it's for such a stupid reason. I've became such a weak person. it's only been a little while that I haven't seen my boyfriend because it's summer and he is in tons of practices. he's always busy...
    HappilyGloomy HappilyGloomy 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 12

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    I missed my ex so much just missed nothing more

    that I just want to say everything I want to talk everything I do same before.But everything become the pass That I can't take comeback anymore even though How do I want so much I know the real life we don't have each other anymore. Than I just miss you always here missing...
    nimkansiri nimkansiri 22-25, F Mar 10

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    Distance is a *****. Honestly,

    I finally find the guy and he's halfway across The world. WTF
    PorcelainGrenade PorcelainGrenade 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 20, 2014

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    Today I woke at 6 am thinking I heard the door

    bell, rush to the door and no one there,for a minute I was hoping it was him that was coming to tell me that he loves me and that he wanted to be with me. In my head I know it won happened but my in my heart there isn't a day I don't wish for this. It hurts so much not knowing...
    Hjmm26 Hjmm26 36-40, F 1 Response Oct 26, 2014

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    You were my last hope.

    The only person who saw me in a crowded hallway. You didn't see the ghost inside, but at least you saw me. That's all I asked for.
    catherineeac catherineeac 13-15, F Oct 20, 2014

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    Without You

     My life is so empty without you here Miss your touch, see you everywhere Sit and wonder why your gone Try to forget it and go on my heart is broken so much pain with you gone nothing is the same No one to hold me the way you had Just the thought makes me sad...
    beautifulbell beautifulbell 46-50, F 5 Responses Apr 12, 2010

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    Today I realize so many things about my ex his

    been with that girl his with for almost 8 months and I been thinking so much,he broke up with me 5 weeks ago I don't know why he waited all that time,but I been thinking all the things we used to do and I put 1 and 2 together and I realize little things he used to do like hide...
    Hjmm26 Hjmm26 36-40, F 4 Responses Nov 8, 2014

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    Something Is Missing And It Really Hurts My Heart

    Almost a month now since we communicate like we use before, being alone here in Singapore and trying to move on is really difficult for me. I can't denied that ever since the trip to France for 2 weeks, we had very less time to communicate and I can understand it but still I am...
    AnnaBellaRockz AnnaBellaRockz 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 18, 2012

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    I Wonder...

    It seems like the pain will never go away some days. I start thinking then my heart starts feeling and pretty soon my whole body feels it. Can't do anything about it, or say anything. Living with emotional pain you can do nothing about. Waiting, its like my life is just a waiting...
    oneday9 oneday9 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 15, 2012

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    So it's been seven and-a-half months

    since I talked to my cousin, and I miss him so much!!! His birthday was a week ago, and I didn't text him. I didn't try to contact him at all. He wouldn't have answered me anyway. I want to be with him so bad tonight. Just wrapped in his arms and cuddling with him, like we used...
    BroadwayDreamer16 BroadwayDreamer16 18-21, F Jun 15

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    He was always there for me.

    When I was upset he was there to comfort me. When I was happy he was there to share my joy. He was my stuffed puppy lupa I had when I was little. I miss him so much
    sixpackbookworm sixpackbookworm 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 27, 2014

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    I cant take it anymore !

    I miss him so fm he doesnt talk to me anymore its been like 4 months and he rarely skypes me even ✋ just no .
    FrancesFaye FrancesFaye 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 26, 2014

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    he doesn't understand

    that I really want to be with him. he has his career path.. I don't. idk if this is the life I really want to live and I can't have him influence me on that. your supposed to follow the one you love to the end of the earth right? but what if you start resenting them for making...
    aacbluey aacbluey 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 1, 2014

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    Linger.

    You trace the lines Too close a step In age and time, but never yet For you, to me You go, I stay Bury you beneath the grave The aching heart, The guilty soul, I know not now my own control But you know, I know Insignificance now It drifts with you between the clouds...
    annalea annalea 22-25, F 12 Responses Dec 20, 2010

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    BlueRose77 BlueRose77 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 10, 2014

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    I go on holiday every summer to Greece to see

    my family. About 3 summers ago I met a boy who lived next door to us, called Thodoris. I was 14 and he was 17. I only speak a little bit of greek and he doesn't know English. So we didn't talk we just looked at each other all the time and I could tell he liked me as much as I...
    Ame101 Ame101 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 30, 2014

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    I fell madly in love with this guy over the

    course of about five years give or take. he is so hilarious and makes me laugh so much when I'm with him my sides start hurting. when I think about being around him and being in his arms my heart fills with longing for him so much that it gives me bad anxiety. when I think about...
    CosmicPanda CosmicPanda 18-21, F Oct 20, 2014

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    It's only been two weeks

    since you left, and I miss you like crazy. I can't even begin to count all the tears I've cried over you. Why can't I just let you go? I'm a Senior in High School, and you're a Sophomore in College. You're hundreds of miles away from me. We were supposed to say our final...
    BroadwayDreamer16 BroadwayDreamer16 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 30, 2014

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    He promise never to hurt me he promise never to

    leave me he told me to give myself a chance he told me to give my life a chance of loving a good men and he forgot all his promises and all The love he said he had for me, please tell me that 2 and a half years of love and promises can not be forgotten in a period of 3 weeks.
    Hjmm26 Hjmm26 36-40, F 1 Response Oct 19, 2014

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    Cheaters disgust me. They make me sick to my

    stomach! What disgusts me even more though are those who know they are getting involved with someone who is in a relationship/married. Like wtf is wrong with you? Can't you find someone else who is single? Shame on you... I have so much anger towards this woman. Because of her...
    J021408 J021408 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 8, 2014

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    everyday is just another day of being without

    him. i keep falling more and more in love with him, and he loves me, so it should be a great thing- but there's a catch. we are more than 7000 miles apart from each other. i can't wait until the day when i can finally wrap my arms around him, call him mine, and kiss him. at...
    daydreamer27 daydreamer27 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 2

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    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic 36-40, F Apr 1

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    I thought it would go away.

    I thought I could wait it out. But after a month and a half I'm done waiting. I want it to be over already, the missing, the sadness. Being alone. I'm done. I miss him Every night and every day
    123IMissYou321 123IMissYou321 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 13, 2014

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    I miss hom so much but I know our relationship

    is irreplaceable. He must up bad. It will never be the same and I need to forget about him. It's just so hard knowing and thinking that you had the love of your life right by your side but in reality he wasn't really loving you truthfully.. It honestly hurts. :(
    Luisa246 Luisa246 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 23

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    There are numerous older men in the world

    who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to find women for dating and companionship. The spokesperson reports that many older men have started finding perfect companions through their...
    kyliecc11 kyliecc11 26-30, F Jun 10

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    have u ever missed someone

    so much u starting hysterically crying ?
    Angel2345 Angel2345 13-15, F 4 Responses Sep 17, 2014

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    Yesterday my ex and me talked he said

    that he can't see a future with us because my parents don't like him but why think about what my parents feel or say ? I'm here crying my eyes out everyday and hurting because I miss him and love him !! He told me that he doesn't know what to do because he's mad that I broke up...
    Princessnicole15 Princessnicole15 16-17, F 1 Response May 21

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    Part 2....He Started Talking To Me!

    We have been having these wonderful chats everyday!We talk about everything under the sun. The chemistry is there for all to see and yet he chooses not to feel it.  Never mind.  The fact that we are talking makes me so happy.  I know he too is happy.  Let's take one day at a...
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    enelrahc13 enelrahc13 26-30, F Mar 2, 2014

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    I wish this was what he meant

    when he replied to my late night drunk text. I wish he meant it when he said I was all he's ever wanted. I wish he hadn't told me all those lies... That made it so much harder when he said goodbye...
    ForeverWinter21 ForeverWinter21 18-21, F Aug 6, 2014

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    I miss my ex so much.

    ..it's been 2 months since I have seen him. I wish I knew how I could just stop the pain. I want him to come back so bad but I just can't bring myself to call him and be rejected again. I just want the pain to end.
    carebearblue carebearblue 36-40, F Feb 24

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    I miss him so much ..

    Home today after 10 days... Knew it had to come to an end.. Saying goodbye at the airport tore my heart out ...I feel so alone
    saxappeal saxappeal 46-50, F 9 Responses May 14

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    I still miss you and I know it would be

    for very long, my love for you is so real it's not easy to let go, I still get tears on my face when I think of you and I try so hard not to do it but I can't let you go from my heart.
    Hjmm26 Hjmm26 36-40, F 2 Responses Oct 30, 2014

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    I know for a fact he's no longer interested.

    We were never together because I'm pretty sure I'm the one who wouldn't allow it. I've had a bad past experience, so I was too scared for anything to get too far. But still, he'd message me every night, sometimes spam me to get my attention. Send long paragraphs. Encourage...
    LittleTigerBell LittleTigerBell 18-21, F Feb 23

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    but you showed up. You stole my heart again,

    and you danced with me, and showed me things that we could remake again, but then you gave up. You told me you longed to kiss me, but you no longer do. and now I'm trying to sleep but your words keep rushing through my mind, and how could I have misread them? I'm can't sleep...
    catherineeac catherineeac 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 8, 2014

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    I Miss You

    I miss you so much, I miss your kisses, I miss your hand holding mine, I miss your kisses on my nose, I miss your smell, I miss the way you taste, I miss the way when we walked you would suddenly stop, turn me around & kiss me hard, I miss your voice, I miss...
    Siobhanz Siobhanz 41-45, F 3 Responses Apr 10, 2010

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