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I Miss Him So Bad It Hurts

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    You were my last hope.

    The only person who saw me in a crowded hallway. You didn't see the ghost inside, but at least you saw me. That's all I asked for.
    catherineeac catherineeac 13-15, F Oct 20

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    He was always there for me.

    When I was upset he was there to comfort me. When I was happy he was there to share my joy. He was my stuffed puppy lupa I had when I was little. I miss him so much
    sixpackbookworm sixpackbookworm 13-15, F Oct 27

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    A few weeks ago me and a boy

    who I've known since I was little got in touch. He said he saw me that day but I didn't recognise him. We began talking everyday and he told me how happy I made him, how I made him seem like everything was okay. 2 days ago he told me he can't speak to me as he had a bad past and...
    xgirlyx xgirlyx 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 2

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    I go on holiday every summer to Greece to see

    my family. About 3 summers ago I met a boy who lived next door to us, called Thodoris. I was 14 and he was 17. I only speak a little bit of greek and he doesn't know English. So we didn't talk we just looked at each other all the time and I could tell he liked me as much as I...
    Ame101 Ame101 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 30

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    He promise never to hurt me he promise never to

    leave me he told me to give myself a chance he told me to give my life a chance of loving a good men and he forgot all his promises and all The love he said he had for me, please tell me that 2 and a half years of love and promises can not be forgotten in a period of 3 weeks.
    Hjmm26 Hjmm26 36-40, F 2 Responses Oct 19

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    When I say I miss him,

    I mean so much more than that. I miss his silly jokes and random knowledge, me thinking he's as thick as mince and making fun. I miss his arms around me and knowing he's always on my side. I miss being a family and having jokes the kids don't understand, eating out, trying to...
    Ladybuddha1 Ladybuddha1 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 24

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    Spending many lunch periods walking alone,

    both ear buds in. I escape the world. One thought of him and the tears come. I leave the school quickly as the first year slips down my cheek. At the first they come following unable to be stopped. I miss my boyfriend, we haven't seen eachother for months and the pain is...
    soccer4life777 soccer4life777 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 26

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    have u ever missed someone

    so much u starting hysterically crying ?
    Angel2345 Angel2345 13-15, F 4 Responses Sep 17

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    And Your Absence Has Gone Through Me Like A Thread Through A Needle…

    Everything I do is stitched with its color. And I’m tired. I’m torn every time I look at my feet. When I speak, I hate it when it’s your tongue. I hate that it’s your stories, or your mother’s. I hate it when the picture follows right up, and I hate your teeth in the...
    darkangel6666 darkangel6666 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 26, 2012

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    I don't even want to talk to him,

    I'm just craving his presence. I feel so alone without him I just want him to hold me and kiss me on the head and keep me warm.
    Ame101 Ame101 16-17, F Aug 30

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    Roses are red,violets are blue,

    sugar is sweet and perhaps so are you. But the roses have wilted,the violets are dead, the sugar bowl's empty,your wrists are stained red. The sun isn't shining,the sky isn't clear; there's no silver lining cause you're no longer here. Rain keeps on falling,there's no end in...
    MarienaMorello MarienaMorello 18-21, F Sep 18

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    Awww, I am not the only one here .

    . Ya I miss him, whenever I wake up in the middle of the night wishing I will see his message. And when I don't see any of his text I will get SAD... But I breathe in and tell myself well is another day!!!! And ya I will still Miss him in the day & night as well...
    VolatileMe VolatileMe 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 23

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    He has no idea how much he lights up my day.

    He has no idea how incredible I think he is. We don't talk and I feel my heart breaking. When I finally see him it's like we were never separated... We are happy, in love, us... But when he wants his "space," it wrecks me. I wish I was able fight these emotions so that I did...
    Mandaryn Mandaryn 26-30, F Dec 8

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    Today I realize so many things about my ex his

    been with that girl his with for almost 8 months and I been thinking so much,he broke up with me 5 weeks ago I don't know why he waited all that time,but I been thinking all the things we used to do and I put 1 and 2 together and I realize little things he used to do like hide...
    Hjmm26 Hjmm26 36-40, F 2 Responses Nov 8

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    I can't get over him.

    He told me to let him go because he's moved on with someone else but I can't. He treated me like crap which makes me feel worse about not being able to move on. I just-I gave my heart to him and with him it will stay. I'm so dumb.
    Qwerty089193 Qwerty089193 18-21, F 4 Responses Sep 1

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    BlueRose77 BlueRose77 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 10

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    Love. 4 simple letters

    but the making itself isn't so simple. It has been said people come in and out of your life for many reasons and in still trying to figure out why he went out of mine. When most hear this story they don't get it they think you were freshman what's the big deal it's was nothing...
    emilyewatson1 emilyewatson1 13-15, F Oct 22

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    Part 2....He Started Talking To Me!

    We have been having these wonderful chats everyday!We talk about everything under the sun. The chemistry is there for all to see and yet he chooses not to feel it.  Never mind.  The fact that we are talking makes me so happy.  I know he too is happy.  Let's take one day at a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Feb 11, 2013

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    I wish this was what he meant

    when he replied to my late night drunk text. I wish he meant it when he said I was all he's ever wanted. I wish he hadn't told me all those lies... That made it so much harder when he said goodbye...
    ForeverWinter21 ForeverWinter21 18-21, F Aug 6

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    Today I woke at 6 am thinking I heard the door

    bell, rush to the door and no one there,for a minute I was hoping it was him that was coming to tell me that he loves me and that he wanted to be with me. In my head I know it won happened but my in my heart there isn't a day I don't wish for this. It hurts so much not knowing...
    Hjmm26 Hjmm26 36-40, F 1 Response Oct 26

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    I miss him so much. I've not been apart from him

    for longer than a week before and it is tearing me apart. I wish I could change how I feel for him but I can't, he was and is still perfect in my eyes and all I want is for him to come back but I know he won't and the thought of him being gone is killing me
    J3N11 J3N11 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    I thought it would go away.

    I thought I could wait it out. But after a month and a half I'm done waiting. I want it to be over already, the missing, the sadness. Being alone. I'm done. I miss him Every night and every day
    123IMissYou321 123IMissYou321 13-15, F 3 Responses Nov 13

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    I fell madly in love with this guy over the

    course of about five years give or take. he is so hilarious and makes me laugh so much when I'm with him my sides start hurting. when I think about being around him and being in his arms my heart fills with longing for him so much that it gives me bad anxiety. when I think about...
    psychedeliica psychedeliica 18-21, F Oct 20

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    Cheaters disgust me. They make me sick to my

    stomach! What disgusts me even more though are those who know they are getting involved with someone who is in a relationship/married. Like wtf is wrong with you? Can't you find someone else who is single? Shame on you... I have so much anger towards this woman. Because of her...
    J021408 J021408 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 8

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    enelrahc13 enelrahc13 26-30, F Mar 2

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    RIP Grandpa Birkans x x x x I wish he knew I

    started learning latvian too, and have so many questions to ask him.
    Whinny00 Whinny00 26-30, F Oct 20

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    Distance is a *****. Honestly,

    I finally find the guy and he's halfway across The world. WTF
    InsanityIsTheButterflysDrug InsanityIsTheButterflysDrug 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 20

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    Something Is Missing And It Really Hurts My Heart

    Almost a month now since we communicate like we use before, being alone here in Singapore and trying to move on is really difficult for me. I can't denied that ever since the trip to France for 2 weeks, we had very less time to communicate and I can understand it but still I am...
    AnnaBellaRockz AnnaBellaRockz 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 18, 2012

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    For ME, it was losing My OLDEST Uncle.

    ... Way back in the 1980's. I was SO Lost, at his Gravesite - with the WHOLE family around - I CRIED OUT TO GOD (in the Heavens' above): WHAT DO I DO NOW ?? So Lost "did I feel".
    desireindisguise desireindisguise 56-60 Nov 14

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    I thought he was better

    than that all the promises we made he broke them all and I kept them till this day everything he said was lie and all I got was a broken heart
    Hazel888 Hazel888 13-15, F Oct 19

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    It's only been two weeks

    since you left, and I miss you like crazy. I can't even begin to count all the tears I've cried over you. Why can't I just let you go? I'm a Senior in High School, and you're a Sophomore in College. You're hundreds of miles away from me. We were supposed to say our final...
    BroadwayDreamer16 BroadwayDreamer16 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 30

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    I Miss You

    I miss you so much, I miss your kisses, I miss your hand holding mine, I miss your kisses on my nose, I miss your smell, I miss the way you taste, I miss the way when we walked you would suddenly stop, turn me around & kiss me hard, I miss your voice, I miss...
    Siobhanz Siobhanz 41-45, F 3 Responses Apr 10, 2010

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    Linger.

    You trace the lines Too close a step In age and time, but never yet For you, to me You go, I stay Bury you beneath the grave The aching heart, The guilty soul, I know not now my own control But you know, I know Insignificance now It drifts with you between the clouds...
    annalea annalea 22-25, F 12 Responses Dec 20, 2010

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    The man I love got arrested two weeks ago

    and he's in for life. The court said we can't have any contact ever and now I feel alone. He was the only person that ever really made me happy and they wouldn't even let me say bye. They took away the one person that could fix anything
    fl3shnbon3 fl3shnbon3 13-15, F Aug 30

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    he doesn't understand

    that I really want to be with him. he has his career path.. I don't. idk if this is the life I really want to live and I can't have him influence me on that. your supposed to follow the one you love to the end of the earth right? but what if you start resenting them for making...
    aacbluey aacbluey 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 1

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    It's over, I have to move on

    even if it hurts. I have to be strong and brave. I will never give myself another chance. I rather stay alone for the rest of my life. This way no other man can hurt me. I'm so hurt I want to desapear but I can't I have 2 beautiful kids I don't...
    Hjmm26 Hjmm26 36-40, F 3 Responses Nov 4

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    Is it worse to miss someone who's gone

    or miss the person someone used to be while you live with what they've become?
    justNIK justNIK 41-45, F 2 Responses Dec 8

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    Without You

     My life is so empty without you here Miss your touch, see you everywhere Sit and wonder why your gone Try to forget it and go on my heart is broken so much pain with you gone nothing is the same No one to hold me the way you had Just the thought makes me sad...
    beautifulbell beautifulbell 46-50, F 5 Responses Apr 12, 2010

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    It's been too long.too long missing him,

    too long appart....I cannot endure life without him. The pain of him not being with me tears at my heart and the tears fall down my cheeks at any time...a year and a half and we will never be appart again.
    soccer4life777 soccer4life777 16-17, F Oct 26

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    I'm trying so hard not to.

    I guess I just have to accept that some people you never fully get over. You just get to the point where you can function, but you if you think about it, it still hurts. It still pains you at random times, like scar tissue on your heart.
    crookedteethteen crookedteethteen 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 18

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    but you showed up. You stole my heart again,

    and you danced with me, and showed me things that we could remake again, but then you gave up. You told me you longed to kiss me, but you no longer do. and now I'm trying to sleep but your words keep rushing through my mind, and how could I have misread them? I'm can't sleep...
    catherineeac catherineeac 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 8

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    I Wonder...

    It seems like the pain will never go away some days. I start thinking then my heart starts feeling and pretty soon my whole body feels it. Can't do anything about it, or say anything. Living with emotional pain you can do nothing about. Waiting, its like my life is just a waiting...
    oneday9 oneday9 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 15, 2012

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    I still miss you and I know it would be

    for very long, my love for you is so real it's not easy to let go, I still get tears on my face when I think of you and I try so hard not to do it but I can't let you go from my heart.
    Hjmm26 Hjmm26 36-40, F 2 Responses Oct 30

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