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I Miss Him So Bad It Hurts

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    August 25, 2014 Monday I miss him

    so bad it hurts after he broke up with me now he's texting me saying that he is stuck with our memories and we have the best past together that someday he wish that we could talk and recall everything starting from the beginning up to the point that everything went wrong but he...
    justwannabeliked justwannabeliked 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 24, 2014

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    Distance is a *****. Honestly,

    I finally find the guy and he's halfway across The world. WTF
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Oct 20, 2014

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    I Miss You

    I miss you so much, I miss your kisses, I miss your hand holding mine, I miss your kisses on my nose, I miss your smell, I miss the way you taste, I miss the way when we walked you would suddenly stop, turn me around & kiss me hard, I miss your voice, I miss...
    Siobhanz Siobhanz 41-45, F 3 Responses Apr 10, 2010

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    Part 2....He Started Talking To Me!

    We have been having these wonderful chats everyday!We talk about everything under the sun. The chemistry is there for all to see and yet he chooses not to feel it.  Never mind.  The fact that we are talking makes me so happy.  I know he too is happy.  Let's take one day at a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Feb 11, 2013

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    I miss hom so much but I know our relationship

    is irreplaceable. He must up bad. It will never be the same and I need to forget about him. It's just so hard knowing and thinking that you had the love of your life right by your side but in reality he wasn't really loving you truthfully.. It honestly hurts. :(
    Luisa246 Luisa246 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 23, 2015

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    Today I woke at 6 am thinking I heard the door

    bell, rush to the door and no one there,for a minute I was hoping it was him that was coming to tell me that he loves me and that he wanted to be with me. In my head I know it won happened but my in my heart there isn't a day I don't wish for this. It hurts so much not knowing...
    Hjmm26 Hjmm26 36-40, F 1 Response Oct 26, 2014

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    He knows my weakness.

    He knows how to hurt me. But I refuse to leave without being told so.
    ForeverStar0 ForeverStar0 18-21, F Dec 22, 2015

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    but you showed up. You stole my heart again,

    and you danced with me, and showed me things that we could remake again, but then you gave up. You told me you longed to kiss me, but you no longer do. and now I'm trying to sleep but your words keep rushing through my mind, and how could I have misread them? I'm can't sleep...
    catherineeac catherineeac 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 8, 2014

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    enelrahc13 enelrahc13 26-30, F Mar 2, 2014

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    today is the 9 year mark,

    of him being gone from me. He promised Forever, forever he'll be here to watch and help our everlasting love. yet, he's not here. I still feel empty, as though his memory holds me captive, from moving on. I don't think I'll ever be a whole, like he once achieved to do, which...
    goodseemore goodseemore 41-45, F 2 Responses Jul 14, 2015

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    And Your Absence Has Gone Through Me Like A Thread Through A Needle…

    Everything I do is stitched with its color. And I’m tired. I’m torn every time I look at my feet. When I speak, I hate it when it’s your tongue. I hate that it’s your stories, or your mother’s. I hate it when the picture follows right up, and I hate your teeth in the...
    darkangel6666 darkangel6666 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 26, 2012

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    I still miss you and I know it would be

    for very long, my love for you is so real it's not easy to let go, I still get tears on my face when I think of you and I try so hard not to do it but I can't let you go from my heart.
    Hjmm26 Hjmm26 36-40, F 2 Responses Oct 30, 2014

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    There are numerous older men in the world

    who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to find women for dating and companionship. The spokesperson reports that many older men have started finding perfect companions through their...
    Judyccaa Judyccaa 26-30, F Jun 7, 2015

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    He has no idea how much he lights up my day.

    He has no idea how incredible I think he is. We don't talk and I feel my heart breaking. When I finally see him it's like we were never separated... We are happy, in love, us... But when he wants his "space," it wrecks me. I wish I was able fight these emotions so that I did...
    MandyWhat MandyWhat 26-30 Dec 8, 2014

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    Daisella Daisella 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 21, 2015

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    There are numerous older men in the world

    who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to find women for dating and companionship. The spokesperson reports that many older men have started finding perfect companions through their...
    kyliecc11 kyliecc11 26-30, F Jun 10, 2015

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    I'm trying so hard not to.

    I guess I just have to accept that some people you never fully get over. You just get to the point where you can function, but you if you think about it, it still hurts. It still pains you at random times, like scar tissue on your heart.
    crookedteethteen crookedteethteen 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 18, 2014

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    I know for a fact he's no longer interested.

    We were never together because I'm pretty sure I'm the one who wouldn't allow it. I've had a bad past experience, so I was too scared for anything to get too far. But still, he'd message me every night, sometimes spam me to get my attention. Send long paragraphs. Encourage...
    LittleTigerBell LittleTigerBell 18-21, F Feb 23, 2015

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    It's over, I have to move on

    even if it hurts. I have to be strong and brave. I will never give myself another chance. I rather stay alone for the rest of my life. This way no other man can hurt me. I'm so hurt I want to desapear but I can't I have 2 beautiful kids I don't...
    Hjmm26 Hjmm26 36-40, F 3 Responses Nov 4, 2014

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    I MISS HIM This post is from my journal

    and was written a long time ago but I am posting it because I think it will help one of my friends here. I am missing him so much. I miss him directing my every move, his touch, the feel of his hands as he positions me as he wants me. I am missing him and wondering what is...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 16 Responses Feb 9, 2015

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    I met him and I adored him.

    I ruined what we had and I lost him. I pray and beg and plead that I get him back again one day. ❤️
    OriginOfLove OriginOfLove 36-40, F 2 Responses Aug 17, 2015

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    There are numerous older men in the world

    who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to find women for dating and companionship. The spokesperson reports that many older men have started finding perfect companions through their...
    carlyccaa carlyccaa 26-30, F Oct 19, 2015

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    Without You

     My life is so empty without you here Miss your touch, see you everywhere Sit and wonder why your gone Try to forget it and go on my heart is broken so much pain with you gone nothing is the same No one to hold me the way you had Just the thought makes me sad...
    beautifulbell beautifulbell 46-50, F 5 Responses Apr 12, 2010

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    He was always there for me.

    When I was upset he was there to comfort me. When I was happy he was there to share my joy. He was my stuffed puppy lupa I had when I was little. I miss him so much
    sixpackbookworm sixpackbookworm 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 27, 2014

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    Today I realize so many things about my ex his

    been with that girl his with for almost 8 months and I been thinking so much,he broke up with me 5 weeks ago I don't know why he waited all that time,but I been thinking all the things we used to do and I put 1 and 2 together and I realize little things he used to do like hide...
    Hjmm26 Hjmm26 36-40, F 4 Responses Nov 8, 2014

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    I miss my ex so much.

    ..it's been 2 months since I have seen him. I wish I knew how I could just stop the pain. I want him to come back so bad but I just can't bring myself to call him and be rejected again. I just want the pain to end.
    carebearblue carebearblue 41-45, F Feb 24, 2015

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    You were my last hope.

    The only person who saw me in a crowded hallway. You didn't see the ghost inside, but at least you saw me. That's all I asked for.
    catherineeac catherineeac 13-15, F Oct 20, 2014

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    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic 36-40, F Apr 1, 2015

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    have u ever missed someone

    so much u starting hysterically crying ?
    Angel2345 Angel2345 13-15, F 5 Responses Sep 17, 2014

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    So it's been seven and-a-half months

    since I talked to my cousin, and I miss him so much!!! His birthday was a week ago, and I didn't text him. I didn't try to contact him at all. He wouldn't have answered me anyway. I want to be with him so bad tonight. Just wrapped in his arms and cuddling with him, like we used...
    BroadwayDreamer16 BroadwayDreamer16 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 15, 2015

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    Yesterday my ex and me talked he said

    that he can't see a future with us because my parents don't like him but why think about what my parents feel or say ? I'm here crying my eyes out everyday and hurting because I miss him and love him !! He told me that he doesn't know what to do because he's mad that I broke up...
    Princessnicole15 Princessnicole15 18-21, F May 21, 2015

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    i miss van13h so much i am ******* lonely

    without him and i loved him so ******* much i wish he would just talk to me again and be my boyfriend again i have had one boy break my heart and now van13h will be the second one my heart can't take this ******* **** anyone :(
    13bi123 13bi123 13-15, M 1 Response Jan 28

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    I'm unhappily married,

    have been for many years. Ten years ago I met someone online, fell in love after a while. We were together two months short of ten years! We even made a commitment to each other to always be together. Someday, get married. Well, six months ago, he left me. I can't even...
    LadyJod LadyJod 61-65, F 1 Response Jul 5, 2015

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    cashetty69 cashetty69 51-55, M Aug 30, 2015

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    Ahhhhhh... I finally was in a good place,

    and all the acid that he spewed at me, I thought would just roll off. Ugh, acid doesn't roll off the heart. Now regressing, back to square 2.
    potionsmistress potionsmistress 26-30, F Apr 28, 2015

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    When I say I miss him,

    I mean so much more than that. I miss his silly jokes and random knowledge, me thinking he's as thick as mince and making fun. I miss his arms around me and knowing he's always on my side. I miss being a family and having jokes the kids don't understand, eating out, trying to...
    Ladybuddha1 Ladybuddha1 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 24, 2014

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    I missed my ex so much just missed nothing more

    that I just want to say everything I want to talk everything I do same before.But everything become the pass That I can't take comeback anymore even though How do I want so much I know the real life we don't have each other anymore. Than I just miss you always here missing...
    nimkansiri nimkansiri 22-25, F Mar 10, 2015

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    He promise never to hurt me he promise never to

    leave me he told me to give myself a chance he told me to give my life a chance of loving a good men and he forgot all his promises and all The love he said he had for me, please tell me that 2 and a half years of love and promises can not be forgotten in a period of 3 weeks.
    Hjmm26 Hjmm26 36-40, F 1 Response Oct 19, 2014

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    You used to hold my hand

    so tight I never thought you'd let go, look at us now baby.
    princessxsuicide princessxsuicide 16-17, F Sep 19, 2015

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    kuronekko kuronekko 31-35, F 5 Responses Oct 19, 2015

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    Okay so I started liking this boy in September

    2014 , first week of school.. Knew him since I was around 10 and I just turned 15. He's a year younger than me. Started talking slowly and always used to go sleepover at my cousins house just to see him, because he slept there every weekend. I remember one night we were all...
    kcochrane2000 kcochrane2000 13-15, F May 27, 2015

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    I usually never write about sad stuff.

    I'm usually not sad. but for the past few days I've actually been miserable. and it's for such a stupid reason. I've became such a weak person. it's only been a little while that I haven't seen my boyfriend because it's summer and he is in tons of practices. he's always busy...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 12, 2015

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    Something Is Missing And It Really Hurts My Heart

    Almost a month now since we communicate like we use before, being alone here in Singapore and trying to move on is really difficult for me. I can't denied that ever since the trip to France for 2 weeks, we had very less time to communicate and I can understand it but still I am...
    AnnaBellaRockz AnnaBellaRockz 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 18, 2012

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    Linger.

    You trace the lines Too close a step In age and time, but never yet For you, to me You go, I stay Bury you beneath the grave The aching heart, The guilty soul, I know not now my own control But you know, I know Insignificance now It drifts with you between the clouds...
    annalea annalea 26-30, F 12 Responses Dec 20, 2010

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    I thought it would go away.

    I thought I could wait it out. But after a month and a half I'm done waiting. I want it to be over already, the missing, the sadness. Being alone. I'm done. I miss him Every night and every day
    123IMissYou321 123IMissYou321 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 13, 2014

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