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I Miss Him So Much It Hurts

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    I Just Want To Be With Him

    It all started when I was still in school - he was a couple of years older than me and I always had a crush on him. I would never tell him back then - I thought he was way out of my league. Fast forward 30 odd years and we find one another again through FB. We just begin to...
    Aussieprincess10 Aussieprincess10 46-50, F 1 Response Sep 16, 2013

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    Ppl say you can't be in love at a young age

    but I don't believe that. I fell in love with my best friend. We had such good times together and one day he just died. Shot and killed. I can't help but think it's my fault. He asked me to the prom and I told him I didn't want to go. And that I wasn't really into that. He died...
    dr3am3r18 dr3am3r18 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 9

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    I really do. Sometimes,

    i just cry at night for things i couldn't change. I wish we could go back to those times where...where ohmygod i can't even go on. I wish we could see each other just the two of us. I wish i could hug him right now. I wish i don't love him as much as i do.
    xandra1794 xandra1794 18-21, F Feb 28

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    I really do. Sometimes,

    i just cry at night for things i couldn't change. I wish we could go back to those times where...where ohmygod i can't even go on. I wish we could see each other just the two of us. I wish i could hug him right now. I wish i don't love him as much as i do.
    xandra1794 xandra1794 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 28

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    Broke down, i couldnt stand not hearing his

    voice or knowing how his days is going/went I text him, i hoped id get a we shouldnt keep talking, he could help my enforce doing the right thing We echanged text for a few minutes it was enough to satisfy my addiction of hearing from him... It would be easier to move on if he...
    MunecaTrizte MunecaTrizte 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 19

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    Why do I still think about him he has a new

    girlfriend and tomorrow would have been your 8 mouths but it's not I miss him still and he my friend and all but should I tell him he still hurting me?
    spike05255 spike05255 13-15, F Mar 9

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    Felt Like I Almost Died

    Last night i almost died from pain or so it felt like. Talking with my friend about her bf literally causes physical pain in my chest. I couldnt fall asleep because my mind started racing as she spoke about her issues/happiness etc. I drifted between flashbacks of me n him to the...
    Agnes8409 Agnes8409 22-25 1 Response Sep 25, 2012

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    pinsy77 pinsy77 36-40, F 1 Response Mar 9

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    Tears Upon Tears

    I never thought looking at my promise ring that my boyfriend had bought me two days before he got arrested would bring so many tears to my eyes. Every time I look at it, I think of all of our happy moments together, & just lose control & just start crying for hours. I miss my...
    amychrisinee amychrisinee 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 1, 2013

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    4 J. M.

    "I feel you feel me forever."  Those simple words spoken from you to me will be worn inside my heart until it makes its final beat. I really don't think that I will ever really comprehend the magnitude with which you took over my life nor the depth at which you were...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 8 Responses Aug 8, 2010

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    Most of these posts are about ex's.

    .. Mines about my grandad. For some reason I'm having trouble not crying right now. I know he's at peace but I didn't see him for three weeks I sat in the waiting rooms at the hospital and just cried. I was too hound to see him and I wish I was told earlier how ill he actually...
    NobodyCaresOkai NobodyCaresOkai 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 23

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    I Don't Know What To Do

    me and my boyfriend broke up due to the fact that it wasn't working :L he was never there for me when i needed him and i couldn't handle it so i ended it .. twomonths on i try to move on but i just can't i couldn't understand because i thought i felt nothing for my ex anymore :L...
    crumpetaliens crumpetaliens 18-21, F Sep 16, 2011

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    Not Long Now :)

    It won't be too long now until my man comes home but at the moment it feels like it will be forever. When he first went to Afghanistan it wasn't so bad, we hadn't been getting along too well before hand so I didn't miss him so much. Then recently he came home for R&R and...
    AWUK AWUK 26-30, F 9 Responses Feb 10, 2008

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    Is Hard Being Away From the One You Love....

    Its really hard being away from the one you Love, the one you want to spend your life with, the one you can't imagine living without. The one who makes you feel loved and safe. As of Late. I have been missing my Love, and it has been very hard on me. I never went a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Sep 26, 2009

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    He Got On His Knees For Me

    Its not because he needed to its because he had to My best friend had to leave the states because his mom got a job offer and took it. We had only been friends for a year but we were the best He was always there... I guess you could say were friends with benefits(without the...
    Areisal Areisal 18-21, F Jun 19, 2013

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    So now I know it wasn't me,

    thank you for helping me let you go. I am happy.
    MsBrightEyes MsBrightEyes 18-21, F May 4

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    Help :(

    I broke up with my boyfriend sometime in August because I thought he didnt love me anymore. He confused me by sending weird texts and then a week later said he needed time alone. I didnt understand because we barley talked that summer since he went to Europe. When I broke up with...
    ScreamMyDeath ScreamMyDeath 70+, F 1 Response Sep 25, 2009

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    Its Like...

    some one has really slowed cut into my chest, filling my lungs up with pain, and are now ripping my heart out through my throat. its a physical pain that feels like its spread to every part of my body.   i never realised how much i love him. i never thought of myself as...
    Tesse Tesse 18-21, F 5 Responses Sep 18, 2008

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    I Miss Him and He Says Its Over

    I miss him so so much.He texted me last night and said that he is done with me that it is all over.That i am the past never the future when i saw that my heart started to race tears started coming up confusin was all around.Now i dont know what to do he is my world my light...
    lovebug9874 lovebug9874 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 3, 2008

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    How Could U Leave Me?!?!

    my boyfriend dumped me sunday march 7th. we had been dating over a year. i got an abortion on the 4th and it was his child. i regreted it and still do. the fact that he was not there for me when i was crying all thursday and friday and even went out to the movies with another...
    cheergirl226 cheergirl226 16-17, F Mar 16, 2010

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    Tough Love

    Why is it so hard to live without the one you love? I can't imagine a life without him...My boyfriend broke up with me March 22nd after 4 months of dating. I screwed up so much, that I cannot forgive myself.I miss him so much that hurts and it puts tears in my eyes whenever I...
    XxxFallenAngelxxX XxxFallenAngelxxX 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 29, 2011

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    So Sad I Cant Breath

    My fiance' and i were together for 3 years, last tuesday he said he thought it would be best if i moved in with my brother. He doesnt want to drag me down with him. We had been "arguing" for a while because this manipulative woman has been hanging around him since last year...
    CaseCrewe CaseCrewe 26-30, F Jan 28, 2013

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    I Miss Him..

    Me and my boyfriend were dating for a month, and I know it didn't seem alot but for me it was the BEST days of my life. I remember when I was walking with my friends and he hugged me from behind. It was the best feeling in the world. And I remember when he kissed me and etc...
    Hay6843 Hay6843 16-17, F Mar 9, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    A few weeks ago me and a boy who I've known since I was little got in touch. He said he saw me that day but I didn't recognise him. We began talking everyday and he told me how...
    xgirlyx xgirlyx 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 2

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    Awww, I am not the only one here .. Ya I miss him, whenever I wake up in the middle of the night wishing I will see his message. And when I don't see any of his text I will get...
    VolatileMe VolatileMe 31-35, F Sep 23

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    I just got off the phone with my boyfriend, we call each other every night when we have a chance. I miss him all day and I struggle with the distance between us and I always feel...
    Dreamprojector Dreamprojector 18-21, F Sep 8

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    2 1/2yrs togthr. Now its over. He is a stubborn man tht rarely shows emotion. He waited 2yrs to tell me he loves me cuz he wanted to mean it. We were happy, same life interests...
    Beckarae Beckarae 31-35, F 3 Responses Sep 9

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    I miss my friend/crush who left the country and I'm also kinda mad at my other friend because he said if I confuse my love to him he would reject me and I'd forget about him but he...
    MomijiSohma1999 MomijiSohma1999 13-15, F Sep 6

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    It started in July. We met on tinder and we started talking non stop about silly things, like what we wanted to do when we got out of school, and where we wanted to live, and what...
    sarahbearrr51 sarahbearrr51 16-17, F Sep 2

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    I am hopeless! I have done everything I can do to satisfy him and nothing works . There is a lot of things I am not able to do so he loves me more because of the long distance...
    unknown159231 unknown159231 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 15

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    He has been in my life for 12 years. We've been married for 5 years. Then he just stopped talking to me. Just ... stopped. 45 days later he asked me when I was going to finally see...
    e78celia e78celia 36-40, F Sep 20

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    Moved away to college after finally getting to go out with a man i was getting to know for a year. He's the person every girl dreams about and I miss him terribly. we aren't...
    audhep audhep 18-21, F Sep 3

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    Losing him was blue like I'd never known Missing him was dark grey all alone Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you never met...
    sarahbal sarahbal 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    have u ever missed someone so much u starting hysterically crying ?
    Angel2345 Angel2345 13-15, F 3 Responses Sep 17

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    Roses are red,violets are blue, sugar is sweet and perhaps so are you. But the roses have wilted,the violets are dead, the sugar bowl's empty,your wrists are stained red. The sun...
    MarienaMorello MarienaMorello 13-15, F Sep 18

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    I tried to tell my ex I love him and literally would do everything for him but that doesn't seem to mean **** to him anymore. I think he's over me, I need to find a way to move on...
    ivyxoxo ivyxoxo 16-17, F Sep 7

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    "Dear God" A lonely road, crossed another cold state line Miles away from those I love, purpose hard to find While I recall all the words you spoke to me Can't help but wish that...
    iambacknow iambacknow 22-25, F a week ago

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    Have you ever missed someone so much that you just sit by the phone and wait for their phone call or message? Well that's all I've done since he moved.
    DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 7

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    Missing the words he says to me and missing the way it feels to just be in his arms. To be held by him from behind is the safest place I have ever been. I remember the last time we...
    Rainbowsandrain Rainbowsandrain 41-45, F 6 days ago

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    I miss that wiener dog and I don't even know him
    strawberryletter22 strawberryletter22 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    I really miss his random compliments that no one else would give me, and how confusing he was, and how he was so hard to stay mad at, he was so addicting.. I actually accepted his...
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 13-15, F Sep 6

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    The look in your eye when you brushed the bangs out of mine still blows me away. It amazes me how you can love me so much and then turn it off like it was nothing.
    catherineeac catherineeac 13-15, F Sep 20

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    Why did I have to re-fall in love with him for the umpteenth time? I'm so tired of this bullsh*t. Even after the rejection, I still came back. Now look at me: I'm crying out for a...
    WinterIncandescence WinterIncandescence 16-17, F 1 Response 20 hrs ago

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    Caught myself randomly smiling when thinking about him and this happens like anytime anywhere like at home, at school, public areas, or even in class! Is it normal or am I just too...
    tvp3 tvp3 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    After him i'm happy on the outside ...dying on the inside .
    SexyNightmare SexyNightmare 16-17, F 5 Responses Sep 13

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    I'm always said when he says he has to go
    Angel2345 Angel2345 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 3

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    JenZ10 JenZ10 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 18

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    I have the biggest crush on my high school teacher please help
    jujufruit12345 jujufruit12345 16-17, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I've posted on here before but I want to again just because I miss him so much. He had so much to give and live for. One bizarre accident and poof he's gone forever. No body to say...
    aussiegirl2014 aussiegirl2014 26-30, F 3 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    Tigger passed away five days ago on September 1st. He was ... well what wasn't he, he was hyperactive, cute, he had an adorable high-pitched meow, he always slept on my right...
    ColdColors ColdColors 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 5