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I Miss Him So Much It Hurts

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    Its Like...

    some one has really slowed cut into my chest, filling my lungs up with pain, and are now ripping my heart out through my throat. its a physical pain that feels like its spread to every part of my body.   i never realised how much i love him. i never thought of myself as...
    Tesse Tesse 18-21, F 5 Responses Sep 18, 2008

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    pinsy77 pinsy77 36-40, F 1 Response Mar 9, 2014

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    Not Long Now :)

    It won't be too long now until my man comes home but at the moment it feels like it will be forever. When he first went to Afghanistan it wasn't so bad, we hadn't been getting along too well before hand so I didn't miss him so much. Then recently he came home for R&R and...
    AWUK AWUK 26-30, F 9 Responses Feb 10, 2008

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    Help :(

    I broke up with my boyfriend sometime in August because I thought he didnt love me anymore. He confused me by sending weird texts and then a week later said he needed time alone. I didnt understand because we barley talked that summer since he went to Europe. When I broke up with...
    ScreamMyDeath ScreamMyDeath 66-70, F 1 Response Sep 25, 2009

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    4 J. M.

    "I feel you feel me forever."  Those simple words spoken from you to me will be worn inside my heart until it makes its final beat. I really don't think that I will ever really comprehend the magnitude with which you took over my life nor the depth at which you were...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 8 Responses Aug 8, 2010

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    Felt Like I Almost Died

    Last night i almost died from pain or so it felt like. Talking with my friend about her bf literally causes physical pain in my chest. I couldnt fall asleep because my mind started racing as she spoke about her issues/happiness etc. I drifted between flashbacks of me n him to the...
    Agnes8409 Agnes8409 22-25 1 Response Sep 25, 2012

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    I really do. Sometimes,

    i just cry at night for things i couldn't change. I wish we could go back to those times where...where ohmygod i can't even go on. I wish we could see each other just the two of us. I wish i could hug him right now. I wish i don't love him as much as i do.
    xandra1794 xandra1794 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 28, 2014

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    Most of these posts are about ex's.

    .. Mines about my grandad. For some reason I'm having trouble not crying right now. I know he's at peace but I didn't see him for three weeks I sat in the waiting rooms at the hospital and just cried. I was too hound to see him and I wish I was told earlier how ill he actually...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 23, 2014

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    Broke down, i couldnt stand not hearing his

    voice or knowing how his days is going/went I text him, i hoped id get a we shouldnt keep talking, he could help my enforce doing the right thing We echanged text for a few minutes it was enough to satisfy my addiction of hearing from him... It would be easier to move on if he...
    MunecaTrizte MunecaTrizte 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 19, 2014

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    I really do. Sometimes,

    i just cry at night for things i couldn't change. I wish we could go back to those times where...where ohmygod i can't even go on. I wish we could see each other just the two of us. I wish i could hug him right now. I wish i don't love him as much as i do.
    xandra1794 xandra1794 18-21, F Feb 28, 2014

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    I Miss Him and He Says Its Over

    I miss him so so much.He texted me last night and said that he is done with me that it is all over.That i am the past never the future when i saw that my heart started to race tears started coming up confusin was all around.Now i dont know what to do he is my world my light...
    lovebug9874 lovebug9874 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 3, 2008

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    Why do I still think about him he has a new

    girlfriend and tomorrow would have been your 8 mouths but it's not I miss him still and he my friend and all but should I tell him he still hurting me?
    spike05255 spike05255 13-15, F Mar 9, 2014

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    How Could U Leave Me?!?!

    my boyfriend dumped me sunday march 7th. we had been dating over a year. i got an abortion on the 4th and it was his child. i regreted it and still do. the fact that he was not there for me when i was crying all thursday and friday and even went out to the movies with another...
    cheergirl226 cheergirl226 16-17, F Mar 16, 2010

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    So now I know it wasn't me,

    thank you for helping me let you go. I am happy.
    MsBrightEyes MsBrightEyes 18-21, F May 4, 2014

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    He Got On His Knees For Me

    Its not because he needed to its because he had to My best friend had to leave the states because his mom got a job offer and took it. We had only been friends for a year but we were the best He was always there... I guess you could say were friends with benefits(without the...
    Areisal Areisal 18-21, F Jun 19, 2013

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    Tears Upon Tears

    I never thought looking at my promise ring that my boyfriend had bought me two days before he got arrested would bring so many tears to my eyes. Every time I look at it, I think of all of our happy moments together, & just lose control & just start crying for hours. I miss my...
    amychrisinee amychrisinee 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 1, 2013

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    I Miss Him..

    Me and my boyfriend were dating for a month, and I know it didn't seem alot but for me it was the BEST days of my life. I remember when I was walking with my friends and he hugged me from behind. It was the best feeling in the world. And I remember when he kissed me and etc...
    Hay6843 Hay6843 18-21, F Mar 9, 2013

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    I wanted him to stay in my life.

    Even though I’ve cried, felt like I was going to die, and drank alcohol a few times before over someone I was in love with not loving me, I’ve never felt this depth of love and attraction for anyone. I’m 27, black (not that it matters, just putting up if anyone reading...
    Roshunn Roshunn 26-30, F Oct 13, 2014

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    Ppl say you can't be in love at a young age

    but I don't believe that. I fell in love with my best friend. We had such good times together and one day he just died. Shot and killed. I can't help but think it's my fault. He asked me to the prom and I told him I didn't want to go. And that I wasn't really into that. He died...
    dr3am3r18 dr3am3r18 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 9, 2014

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    I Don't Know What To Do

    me and my boyfriend broke up due to the fact that it wasn't working :L he was never there for me when i needed him and i couldn't handle it so i ended it .. twomonths on i try to move on but i just can't i couldn't understand because i thought i felt nothing for my ex anymore :L...
    crumpetaliens crumpetaliens 18-21, F Sep 16, 2011

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    I Just Want To Be With Him

    It all started when I was still in school - he was a couple of years older than me and I always had a crush on him. I would never tell him back then - I thought he was way out of my league. Fast forward 30 odd years and we find one another again through FB. We just begin to...
    Aussieprincess10 Aussieprincess10 46-50, F 1 Response Sep 16, 2013

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    So Sad I Cant Breath

    My fiance' and i were together for 3 years, last tuesday he said he thought it would be best if i moved in with my brother. He doesnt want to drag me down with him. We had been "arguing" for a while because this manipulative woman has been hanging around him since last year...
    CaseCrewe CaseCrewe 26-30, F Jan 28, 2013

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    Is Hard Being Away From the One You Love....

    Its really hard being away from the one you Love, the one you want to spend your life with, the one you can't imagine living without. The one who makes you feel loved and safe. As of Late. I have been missing my Love, and it has been very hard on me. I never went a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Sep 26, 2009

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    His plane just landed in NC, he has one more plane then he'll be there. I'm fine during the day because I stay busy all day with school and work, but at night when he's not by my...
    brimae17 brimae17 18-21, F 2 hrs ago

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    I miss him so much his beautiful blue eyes and his gentle touch to guide me along the way I never knew what it felt like to be loved until I met him I remember me and him would...
    Twylitte Twylitte 13-15, F 4 hrs ago

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    Yeah. *lol I know I didn't say anything else other than that, it's all I can think of atm*
    PinkBubbleGumAndCottonCandy PinkBubbleGumAndCottonCandy 16-17, F 9 hrs ago

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    I miss him everyday. ........:(
    thehairismine thehairismine 22-25, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I miss him a lot more now. He used to pick me up sometimes at work during lunch and take me to White Castle. Sometimes we didn't go anywhere.We would just park towards a wall and...
    ChelseaMonroe ChelseaMonroe 26-30, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    The silence isn't so bad, till I look at my hands and feel sad. Because the spaces between my fingers are right where yours fit perfectly :(
    InsideStory InsideStory 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    Ugh. I miss someone so much. Just not meant to be. It sucks. Knowing I'll never hear from him again or see him again is making me crazy. Trying to figure out why we came into each...
    hazeleyedangel68 hazeleyedangel68 46-50, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    How can you miss a person if you never met them when they are alive? Never smelt, never hugged, never chatted... I do, I miss a person like that. I had vacation and during vacation...
    Katerinafaith Katerinafaith 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    " I miss you so much its killing me"...is what he said . Lord knows I have been missing him so much it hurts...so I guess were feeling the same way. The strange thing is, that we...
    for3v3r7 for3v3r7 26-30, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I miss him a lot😒😒😒😒.....
    thequeend thequeend 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    How To Turn Six Dollars Into Six Thousand Dollars: I found this on a bulletin board and decided to try it. A little while back I was browsing through newsgroups just like you are...
    manusundr manusundr 46-50, M 4 days ago

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    Today me and my best friend, and cousin were supposed to go play football. He is no longer here now and i miss him so much. I wish he was still alive :(
    hgaood hgaood 13-15, M 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I know he doesn't;+( I know I ****** up the 2nd best and most important part of my life; (
    LoV3KiLlSsLoWLy LoV3KiLlSsLoWLy 56-60, F 5 days ago

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    I think about him every day for the past 15 years or so. We were too young then to be in love, we broke up but always found time to "check in" with each other. We recently hung...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response 5 days ago

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    love is a wonderful feeling,am living the life i meant for me.thanks to dr faust a spell caster i met here..my love life is back..thanks Faust..if u are having issues in any issues...
    rosemyers rosemyers 51-55, F 6 days ago

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    God, I can't stop thinking about it. May be, he does miss me.., but definitely not like I miss him. And probably, he'll stop missing me at all very soon. I just want to stop...
    thehairismine thehairismine 22-25, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    He was my brother's best friend. I met him when I was around 8 and he was 12. He was the first person I really felt a connection with. Of course I had other crushes that meant...
    unfaiir unfaiir 18-21, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    never thought someone can become so dear to me..within such a short period, so fast...and somehow ive lost him just as fast as well...and I keep on missing him as if ive know him...
    Xaara Xaara 36-40, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Sitting in the car in the parking lot of the hotel where our love was sealed and our souls joined as one over many amazing weekends. I haven't been here since then and dreading...
    calmkat10 calmkat10 41-45, F 1 Response a week ago

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    He's away at boot camp and a 30 second phone just wasn't enough. I miss him so much
    Bonneyshattuck Bonneyshattuck 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago