I Miss Him So Much It Hurts

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    Tears Upon Tears

    I never thought looking at my promise ring that my boyfriend had bought me two days before he got arrested would bring so many tears to my eyes. Every time I look at it, I think of all of our happy moments together, & just lose control & just start crying for hours. I miss my...
    amychrisinee amychrisinee
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 1, 2013

    I really do. Sometimes,

    i just cry at night for things i couldn't change. I wish we could go back to those times where...where ohmygod i can't even go on. I wish we could see each other just the two of us. I wish i could hug him right now. I wish i don't love him as much as i do.
    xandra1794 xandra1794
    18-21, F
    Feb 28, 2014

    Help :(

    I broke up with my boyfriend sometime in August because I thought he didnt love me anymore. He confused me by sending weird texts and then a week later said he needed time alone. I didnt understand because we barley talked that summer since he went to Europe. When I broke up with...
    ScreamMyDeath ScreamMyDeath
    70+, F
    1 Response Sep 25, 2009

    4 J. M.

    "I feel you feel me forever."  Those simple words spoken from you to me will be worn inside my heart until it makes its final beat. I really don't think that I will ever really comprehend the magnitude with which you took over my life nor the depth at which you were...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm
    41-45, F
    8 Responses Aug 8, 2010

    I really do. Sometimes,

    i just cry at night for things i couldn't change. I wish we could go back to those times where...where ohmygod i can't even go on. I wish we could see each other just the two of us. I wish i could hug him right now. I wish i don't love him as much as i do.
    xandra1794 xandra1794
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Feb 28, 2014

    Here I am, missing him

    so much that I live my life like a zombie, even my friends ask me all the time, "why the grumpy face?" But I just can't bring myself to talk about it. I've already told him so many times, that i'm the type to feel really insecure, that I am pretty passionate and I won't be...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Oct 18, 2015

    I Miss Him and He Says Its Over

    I miss him so so much.He texted me last night and said that he is done with me that it is all over.That i am the past never the future when i saw that my heart started to race tears started coming up confusin was all around.Now i dont know what to do he is my world my light...
    lovebug9874 lovebug9874
    16-17, F
    1 Response Apr 3, 2008

    He Got On His Knees For Me

    Its not because he needed to its because he had to My best friend had to leave the states because his mom got a job offer and took it. We had only been friends for a year but we were the best He was always there... I guess you could say were friends with benefits(without the...
    Areisal Areisal
    18-21, F
    Jun 19, 2013

    I wanted him to stay in my life.

    Even though I’ve cried, felt like I was going to die, and drank alcohol a few times before over someone I was in love with not loving me, I’ve never felt this depth of love and attraction for anyone. I’m 27, black (not that it matters, just putting up if anyone reading...
    Roshunn Roshunn
    26-30, F
    Oct 13, 2014

    Is Hard Being Away From the One You Love....

    Its really hard being away from the one you Love, the one you want to spend your life with, the one you can't imagine living without. The one who makes you feel loved and safe. As of Late. I have been missing my Love, and it has been very hard on me. I never went a...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Sep 26, 2009
    pinsy77 pinsy77
    36-40, F
    1 Response Mar 9, 2014

    Felt Like I Almost Died

    Last night i almost died from pain or so it felt like. Talking with my friend about her bf literally causes physical pain in my chest. I couldnt fall asleep because my mind started racing as she spoke about her issues/happiness etc. I drifted between flashbacks of me n him to the...
    Agnes8409 Agnes8409
    22-25
    1 Response Sep 25, 2012

    I Don't Know What To Do

    me and my boyfriend broke up due to the fact that it wasn't working :L he was never there for me when i needed him and i couldn't handle it so i ended it .. twomonths on i try to move on but i just can't i couldn't understand because i thought i felt nothing for my ex anymore :L...
    crumpetaliens crumpetaliens
    18-21, F
    Sep 16, 2011

    I Just Want To Be With Him

    It all started when I was still in school - he was a couple of years older than me and I always had a crush on him. I would never tell him back then - I thought he was way out of my league. Fast forward 30 odd years and we find one another again through FB. We just begin to...
    Aussieprincess10 Aussieprincess10
    51-55, F
    1 Response Sep 16, 2013

    Most of these posts are about ex's.

    .. Mines about my grandad. For some reason I'm having trouble not crying right now. I know he's at peace but I didn't see him for three weeks I sat in the waiting rooms at the hospital and just cried. I was too hound to see him and I wish I was told earlier how ill he actually...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Aug 23, 2014

    Why do I still think about him he has a new

    girlfriend and tomorrow would have been your 8 mouths but it's not I miss him still and he my friend and all but should I tell him he still hurting me?
    spike05255 spike05255
    16-17, F
    Mar 9, 2014

    How Could U Leave Me?!?!

    my boyfriend dumped me sunday march 7th. we had been dating over a year. i got an abortion on the 4th and it was his child. i regreted it and still do. the fact that he was not there for me when i was crying all thursday and friday and even went out to the movies with another...
    cheergirl226 cheergirl226
    16-17, F
    Mar 16, 2010

    So now I know it wasn't me,

    thank you for helping me let you go. I am happy.
    MsBrightEyes MsBrightEyes
    18-21, F
    May 4, 2014

    Its Like...

    some one has really slowed cut into my chest, filling my lungs up with pain, and are now ripping my heart out through my throat. its a physical pain that feels like its spread to every part of my body.   i never realised how much i love him. i never thought of myself as...
    Tesse Tesse
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Sep 18, 2008

    So Sad I Cant Breath

    My fiance' and i were together for 3 years, last tuesday he said he thought it would be best if i moved in with my brother. He doesnt want to drag me down with him. We had been "arguing" for a while because this manipulative woman has been hanging around him since last year...
    CaseCrewe CaseCrewe
    26-30, F
    Jan 28, 2013

    Broke down, i couldnt stand not hearing his

    voice or knowing how his days is going/went I text him, i hoped id get a we shouldnt keep talking, he could help my enforce doing the right thing We echanged text for a few minutes it was enough to satisfy my addiction of hearing from him... It would be easier to move on if he...
    MunecaTrizte MunecaTrizte
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Feb 19, 2014

    I Miss Him..

    Me and my boyfriend were dating for a month, and I know it didn't seem alot but for me it was the BEST days of my life. I remember when I was walking with my friends and he hugged me from behind. It was the best feeling in the world. And I remember when he kissed me and etc...
    Hay6843 Hay6843
    18-21, F
    Mar 9, 2013

    Ppl say you can't be in love at a young age

    but I don't believe that. I fell in love with my best friend. We had such good times together and one day he just died. Shot and killed. I can't help but think it's my fault. He asked me to the prom and I told him I didn't want to go. And that I wasn't really into that. He died...
    dr3am3r18 dr3am3r18
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Mar 9, 2014

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