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I Miss Him So Much It Hurts

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    Most of these posts are about ex's.

    .. Mines about my grandad. For some reason I'm having trouble not crying right now. I know he's at peace but I didn't see him for three weeks I sat in the waiting rooms at the hospital and just cried. I was too hound to see him and I wish I was told earlier how ill he actually...
    NobodyCaresOkai NobodyCaresOkai 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 23, 2014

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    Is Hard Being Away From the One You Love....

    Its really hard being away from the one you Love, the one you want to spend your life with, the one you can't imagine living without. The one who makes you feel loved and safe. As of Late. I have been missing my Love, and it has been very hard on me. I never went a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Sep 26, 2009

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    Why do I still think about him he has a new

    girlfriend and tomorrow would have been your 8 mouths but it's not I miss him still and he my friend and all but should I tell him he still hurting me?
    spike05255 spike05255 13-15, F Mar 9, 2014

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    Not Long Now :)

    It won't be too long now until my man comes home but at the moment it feels like it will be forever. When he first went to Afghanistan it wasn't so bad, we hadn't been getting along too well before hand so I didn't miss him so much. Then recently he came home for R&R and...
    AWUK AWUK 26-30, F 9 Responses Feb 10, 2008

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    I Miss Him and He Says Its Over

    I miss him so so much.He texted me last night and said that he is done with me that it is all over.That i am the past never the future when i saw that my heart started to race tears started coming up confusin was all around.Now i dont know what to do he is my world my light...
    lovebug9874 lovebug9874 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 3, 2008

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    Broke down, i couldnt stand not hearing his

    voice or knowing how his days is going/went I text him, i hoped id get a we shouldnt keep talking, he could help my enforce doing the right thing We echanged text for a few minutes it was enough to satisfy my addiction of hearing from him... It would be easier to move on if he...
    MunecaTrizte MunecaTrizte 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 19, 2014

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    I Don't Know What To Do

    me and my boyfriend broke up due to the fact that it wasn't working :L he was never there for me when i needed him and i couldn't handle it so i ended it .. twomonths on i try to move on but i just can't i couldn't understand because i thought i felt nothing for my ex anymore :L...
    crumpetaliens crumpetaliens 18-21, F Sep 16, 2011

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    I wanted him to stay in my life.

    Even though I’ve cried, felt like I was going to die, and drank alcohol a few times before over someone I was in love with not loving me, I’ve never felt this depth of love and attraction for anyone. I’m 27, black (not that it matters, just putting up if anyone reading...
    Roshunn Roshunn 26-30, F Oct 13, 2014

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    I Miss Him..

    Me and my boyfriend were dating for a month, and I know it didn't seem alot but for me it was the BEST days of my life. I remember when I was walking with my friends and he hugged me from behind. It was the best feeling in the world. And I remember when he kissed me and etc...
    Hay6843 Hay6843 18-21, F Mar 9, 2013

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    Felt Like I Almost Died

    Last night i almost died from pain or so it felt like. Talking with my friend about her bf literally causes physical pain in my chest. I couldnt fall asleep because my mind started racing as she spoke about her issues/happiness etc. I drifted between flashbacks of me n him to the...
    Agnes8409 Agnes8409 22-25 1 Response Sep 25, 2012

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    4 J. M.

    "I feel you feel me forever."  Those simple words spoken from you to me will be worn inside my heart until it makes its final beat. I really don't think that I will ever really comprehend the magnitude with which you took over my life nor the depth at which you were...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 8 Responses Aug 8, 2010

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    How Could U Leave Me?!?!

    my boyfriend dumped me sunday march 7th. we had been dating over a year. i got an abortion on the 4th and it was his child. i regreted it and still do. the fact that he was not there for me when i was crying all thursday and friday and even went out to the movies with another...
    cheergirl226 cheergirl226 16-17, F Mar 16, 2010

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    So Sad I Cant Breath

    My fiance' and i were together for 3 years, last tuesday he said he thought it would be best if i moved in with my brother. He doesnt want to drag me down with him. We had been "arguing" for a while because this manipulative woman has been hanging around him since last year...
    CaseCrewe CaseCrewe 26-30, F Jan 28, 2013

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    Tears Upon Tears

    I never thought looking at my promise ring that my boyfriend had bought me two days before he got arrested would bring so many tears to my eyes. Every time I look at it, I think of all of our happy moments together, & just lose control & just start crying for hours. I miss my...
    amychrisinee amychrisinee 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 1, 2013

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    I Just Want To Be With Him

    It all started when I was still in school - he was a couple of years older than me and I always had a crush on him. I would never tell him back then - I thought he was way out of my league. Fast forward 30 odd years and we find one another again through FB. We just begin to...
    Aussieprincess10 Aussieprincess10 46-50, F 1 Response Sep 16, 2013

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    Tough Love

    Why is it so hard to live without the one you love? I can't imagine a life without him...My boyfriend broke up with me March 22nd after 4 months of dating. I screwed up so much, that I cannot forgive myself.I miss him so much that hurts and it puts tears in my eyes whenever I...
    XxxFallenAngelxxX XxxFallenAngelxxX 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 29, 2011

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    pinsy77 pinsy77 36-40, F 1 Response Mar 9, 2014

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    I really do. Sometimes,

    i just cry at night for things i couldn't change. I wish we could go back to those times where...where ohmygod i can't even go on. I wish we could see each other just the two of us. I wish i could hug him right now. I wish i don't love him as much as i do.
    xandra1794 xandra1794 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 28, 2014

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    Ppl say you can't be in love at a young age

    but I don't believe that. I fell in love with my best friend. We had such good times together and one day he just died. Shot and killed. I can't help but think it's my fault. He asked me to the prom and I told him I didn't want to go. And that I wasn't really into that. He died...
    dr3am3r18 dr3am3r18 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 9, 2014

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    He Got On His Knees For Me

    Its not because he needed to its because he had to My best friend had to leave the states because his mom got a job offer and took it. We had only been friends for a year but we were the best He was always there... I guess you could say were friends with benefits(without the...
    Areisal Areisal 18-21, F Jun 19, 2013

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    Its Like...

    some one has really slowed cut into my chest, filling my lungs up with pain, and are now ripping my heart out through my throat. its a physical pain that feels like its spread to every part of my body.   i never realised how much i love him. i never thought of myself as...
    Tesse Tesse 18-21, F 5 Responses Sep 18, 2008

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    So now I know it wasn't me,

    thank you for helping me let you go. I am happy.
    MsBrightEyes MsBrightEyes 18-21, F May 4, 2014

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    Help :(

    I broke up with my boyfriend sometime in August because I thought he didnt love me anymore. He confused me by sending weird texts and then a week later said he needed time alone. I didnt understand because we barley talked that summer since he went to Europe. When I broke up with...
    ScreamMyDeath ScreamMyDeath 70+, F 1 Response Sep 25, 2009

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    I really do. Sometimes,

    i just cry at night for things i couldn't change. I wish we could go back to those times where...where ohmygod i can't even go on. I wish we could see each other just the two of us. I wish i could hug him right now. I wish i don't love him as much as i do.
    xandra1794 xandra1794 18-21, F Feb 28, 2014

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    About one week and two days it has been exactly one year ago that I started dating him. I ******* miss him. I feel so lonely I just want to forget him. Sometimes I wished that I...
    Miriam212 Miriam212 16-17, F Jan 13

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    We only dated for 2 months, saw each other maybe 15 times, but even after being married and in 2 long term relationships before, no one made me feel like he did. He actually...
    redbluepurple redbluepurple 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 10

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    Literally just got off the phone with him and I miss him so much :( I swear I could talk to you all night
    disasterland disasterland 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    Grrrr.. Ugh I just want to scream. Its like I can't eat or sleep now that he's out of my life. Nothing feels right. But it was his choice. I wish I could turn my heart off and...
    candij1983 candij1983 31-35, F 2 days ago

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    It's so stupid :( ! He hates me !!! So much why do I even try .. He blocks me , on every social media , changed his phone number .. And it's been 8 years wtf why do I still miss...
    Delusionalkrysti Delusionalkrysti 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    I still miss him. He played me. Why do I feel insecure when he find someone else ? Why am I holding on to him?
    alwaysjudged alwaysjudged 16-17, F Jan 14

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    I miss talking with him, and I'm not talking about the STBX. It's been like a month since we've talked, and I miss it.
    okiedokie92914 okiedokie92914 31-35, F 2 hrs ago

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    So. I told him that I lost all respect for him and he got all "trippy trippy" saying there was no reason for us to talk anymore if I lost respect for him. Honestly, I may have...
    CharleeLuv CharleeLuv 18-21, F Jan 19

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    I don't need to wonder. He does. He tells me every day that we're not together that he misses me. It feels so incredibly perfect to love a man who loves me as purely and deeply as...
    lostit77 lostit77 46-50, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    The past couple of days I've missed you so much, it felt like missing you is all I am.
    disasterland disasterland 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    Of course he doesn't because he doesn't see himself they way I see him. They way his eyebrows mash together when he asks a question, they he looks he look deep in my eyes like he...
    Vickypearl Vickypearl 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 31, 2014

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    I find it strange, That I can miss someone I have never met in person. But I do, I miss you dearly and I long for you. Please come to me
    disasterland disasterland 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 18

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    i miss you a lot. when I told you I only wanted you, I meant it. i think about you all the time. you're the only person i want and the only person i need. you might be talking to...
    Malid30 Malid30 18-21, T Jan 11

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    Why is it that i cant go a day without thinking about him he is my everything and at times i feel like im not good enough for him but he is always there for me and loving me i...
    Millerbabe17 Millerbabe17 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    If he only knew the endless tears I shed for him. I wish it wasn't this way
    ThanksButNoThanx ThanksButNoThanx 41-45 Jan 4

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    I still can't sleep. It doesn't feel right without him in my life.
    PrincessKayleigh PrincessKayleigh 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    I love him to bits :)
    Gemz2411 Gemz2411 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Years are gone yet I still find it hard to forget you.
    desiredusername000 desiredusername000 16-17, F Dec 29, 2014

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    Younger women dating older men mainly because younger women are attracted older men. older men mature, confident, stable .Mature guys always know how to treat their women.These...
    vanessacc11 vanessacc11 26-30, F Jan 4

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    http://youtu.be/NmugSMBh_iI
    okiedokie92914 okiedokie92914 31-35, F 5 days ago

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    It helps to stay busy when you want to move on.
    endlessl0ve endlessl0ve 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I remember reading somewhere that it is not the love that hurts, what hurts is the rejection, the heartbreak, the pain of not being loved. The feeling that is left in our hearts...
    NewBeginnings77 NewBeginnings77 31-35, F Jan 10

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    On January 14, 2015 my boyfriend, Kenton was arrested. And That was the day my world was turned upside down and shattered. These last couple days have been absolute hell for me. I...
    TaintedBlueberry TaintedBlueberry 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 17

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    We had such a perfect 11 days, I wouldn't change them for the world, but I always ruin it by uncontrollably crying for the whole day he leaves and after he is gone. I miss him so...
    BulletproofLoneliness BulletproofLoneliness 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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