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I Miss Him So Much It Hurts

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    Tears Upon Tears

    I never thought looking at my promise ring that my boyfriend had bought me two days before he got arrested would bring so many tears to my eyes. Every time I look at it, I think of all of our happy moments together, & just lose control & just start crying for hours. I miss my...
    amychrisinee amychrisinee 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 1, 2013

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    Ppl say you can't be in love at a young age

    but I don't believe that. I fell in love with my best friend. We had such good times together and one day he just died. Shot and killed. I can't help but think it's my fault. He asked me to the prom and I told him I didn't want to go. And that I wasn't really into that. He died...
    dr3am3r18 dr3am3r18 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 9, 2014

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    Is Hard Being Away From the One You Love....

    Its really hard being away from the one you Love, the one you want to spend your life with, the one you can't imagine living without. The one who makes you feel loved and safe. As of Late. I have been missing my Love, and it has been very hard on me. I never went a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Sep 26, 2009

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    Broke down, i couldnt stand not hearing his

    voice or knowing how his days is going/went I text him, i hoped id get a we shouldnt keep talking, he could help my enforce doing the right thing We echanged text for a few minutes it was enough to satisfy my addiction of hearing from him... It would be easier to move on if he...
    MunecaTrizte MunecaTrizte 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 19, 2014

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    I really do. Sometimes,

    i just cry at night for things i couldn't change. I wish we could go back to those times where...where ohmygod i can't even go on. I wish we could see each other just the two of us. I wish i could hug him right now. I wish i don't love him as much as i do.
    xandra1794 xandra1794 18-21, F Feb 28, 2014

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    Felt Like I Almost Died

    Last night i almost died from pain or so it felt like. Talking with my friend about her bf literally causes physical pain in my chest. I couldnt fall asleep because my mind started racing as she spoke about her issues/happiness etc. I drifted between flashbacks of me n him to the...
    Agnes8409 Agnes8409 22-25 1 Response Sep 25, 2012

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    pinsy77 pinsy77 36-40, F 1 Response Mar 9, 2014

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    He Got On His Knees For Me

    Its not because he needed to its because he had to My best friend had to leave the states because his mom got a job offer and took it. We had only been friends for a year but we were the best He was always there... I guess you could say were friends with benefits(without the...
    Areisal Areisal 18-21, F Jun 19, 2013

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    How Could U Leave Me?!?!

    my boyfriend dumped me sunday march 7th. we had been dating over a year. i got an abortion on the 4th and it was his child. i regreted it and still do. the fact that he was not there for me when i was crying all thursday and friday and even went out to the movies with another...
    cheergirl226 cheergirl226 16-17, F Mar 16, 2010

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    Most of these posts are about ex's.

    .. Mines about my grandad. For some reason I'm having trouble not crying right now. I know he's at peace but I didn't see him for three weeks I sat in the waiting rooms at the hospital and just cried. I was too hound to see him and I wish I was told earlier how ill he actually...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 23, 2014

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    So now I know it wasn't me,

    thank you for helping me let you go. I am happy.
    MsBrightEyes MsBrightEyes 18-21, F May 4, 2014

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    I wanted him to stay in my life.

    Even though I’ve cried, felt like I was going to die, and drank alcohol a few times before over someone I was in love with not loving me, I’ve never felt this depth of love and attraction for anyone. I’m 27, black (not that it matters, just putting up if anyone reading...
    Roshunn Roshunn 26-30, F Oct 13, 2014

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    Help :(

    I broke up with my boyfriend sometime in August because I thought he didnt love me anymore. He confused me by sending weird texts and then a week later said he needed time alone. I didnt understand because we barley talked that summer since he went to Europe. When I broke up with...
    ScreamMyDeath ScreamMyDeath 66-70, F 1 Response Sep 25, 2009

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    I really do. Sometimes,

    i just cry at night for things i couldn't change. I wish we could go back to those times where...where ohmygod i can't even go on. I wish we could see each other just the two of us. I wish i could hug him right now. I wish i don't love him as much as i do.
    xandra1794 xandra1794 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 28, 2014

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    I Miss Him and He Says Its Over

    I miss him so so much.He texted me last night and said that he is done with me that it is all over.That i am the past never the future when i saw that my heart started to race tears started coming up confusin was all around.Now i dont know what to do he is my world my light...
    lovebug9874 lovebug9874 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 3, 2008

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    Its Like...

    some one has really slowed cut into my chest, filling my lungs up with pain, and are now ripping my heart out through my throat. its a physical pain that feels like its spread to every part of my body.   i never realised how much i love him. i never thought of myself as...
    Tesse Tesse 18-21, F 5 Responses Sep 18, 2008

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    4 J. M.

    "I feel you feel me forever."  Those simple words spoken from you to me will be worn inside my heart until it makes its final beat. I really don't think that I will ever really comprehend the magnitude with which you took over my life nor the depth at which you were...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 8 Responses Aug 8, 2010

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    I Just Want To Be With Him

    It all started when I was still in school - he was a couple of years older than me and I always had a crush on him. I would never tell him back then - I thought he was way out of my league. Fast forward 30 odd years and we find one another again through FB. We just begin to...
    Aussieprincess10 Aussieprincess10 51-55, F 1 Response Sep 16, 2013

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    So Sad I Cant Breath

    My fiance' and i were together for 3 years, last tuesday he said he thought it would be best if i moved in with my brother. He doesnt want to drag me down with him. We had been "arguing" for a while because this manipulative woman has been hanging around him since last year...
    CaseCrewe CaseCrewe 26-30, F Jan 28, 2013

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    Why do I still think about him he has a new

    girlfriend and tomorrow would have been your 8 mouths but it's not I miss him still and he my friend and all but should I tell him he still hurting me?
    spike05255 spike05255 16-17, F Mar 9, 2014

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    Here I am, missing him

    so much that I live my life like a zombie, even my friends ask me all the time, "why the grumpy face?" But I just can't bring myself to talk about it. I've already told him so many times, that i'm the type to feel really insecure, that I am pretty passionate and I won't be...
    charicealpaca charicealpaca 18-21, F Oct 18, 2015

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    I Miss Him..

    Me and my boyfriend were dating for a month, and I know it didn't seem alot but for me it was the BEST days of my life. I remember when I was walking with my friends and he hugged me from behind. It was the best feeling in the world. And I remember when he kissed me and etc...
    Hay6843 Hay6843 18-21, F Mar 9, 2013

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    I Don't Know What To Do

    me and my boyfriend broke up due to the fact that it wasn't working :L he was never there for me when i needed him and i couldn't handle it so i ended it .. twomonths on i try to move on but i just can't i couldn't understand because i thought i felt nothing for my ex anymore :L...
    crumpetaliens crumpetaliens 18-21, F Sep 16, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    Words can't explain it... I miss him more then words can explain. How I felt about him no one will know, even though I'm sorta in a new relationship he is all that is on my mind.
    DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt 18-21, F 1 hr ago

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    Is only been less than a day and I already miss him.
    roselani2005 roselani2005 26-30, F 9 hrs ago

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    Just need to vent for a minute... I met my Soldier knowing that he was going to PCS in 6 months. That was fine. We stayed together. He visited on leave and he proposed. The next...
    LovingCatLady LovingCatLady 22-25, F 9 hrs ago

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    I miss my friend! He was one of the nicest person I've met here on EP. I just don't know what I did, I know it has been only 3 days but still it hurts 😭😭😭 we have many...
    sweeter944 sweeter944 18-21, F 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    Today is his birthday, the third one I've celebrated without him. I really wish I'd had some idea of just how much I'd miss him once he was gone. I'd have done things differently...
    snoopysgirl snoopysgirl 46-50, F 9 Responses 1 day ago

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    This is my dad with his dad my grandpa I miss him so much every year on his birthday I think of him because he died 2 days after I'm in college now but in high school in my senior...
    Spankme25 Spankme25 22-25, M 3 days ago

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    I miss him.... I miss all the times he picked on me and tried to upset me. I miss his face, that sweet smile and those beautiful eyes.... *sigh* where is he.....
    Brianna43 Brianna43 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    I miss him and his smile. The smile which can turn my bad days to good. It's not everyday that you meet someone who makes you feel that you are worthy of every happiness. The...
    Hazeleyes2010 Hazeleyes2010 26-30, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Missing him already.. :( #TwoWeeksToGo pfft
    Lyona1200 Lyona1200 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    He's in basic training at the Great Lakes right now. I miss him so much. I've already started writing letters, I'm just waiting for the form for his address to come in. Is there...
    Ieatgreenbeans Ieatgreenbeans 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    We've been together for almost 3 years. But, we had a relationship crisis, he couldn't stand it, and we broke up. And it's been for a month since it happen.. I still remember last...
    anonymousnana anonymousnana 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    Ok tonight is very hard. Just when I think I'm steady on my feet and feeling like I can catch a breath....BAM....I'm flooded with so much emotion. The pain and hurt and longing...
    ElephantSH0ES ElephantSH0ES 46-50, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I miss him. there is seriously not a day where I don't think about you. Why did you have to leave me? you left me when I needed you most. one day, would you please come back to me...
    HeySafaaJust HeySafaaJust 16-17, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    i'm in a long distance relationship (which is tough enough for both me and him) and now on top of that, he's had to move around for a bit because of personal reasons. I MISS HIM SO...
    randomgirl42 randomgirl42 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    it's been 3 months and 2 weeks. I can't wait to see him on Saturday and Monday. hopefully everything works out. I'm excited. when I see him in giving him a big hug. I dont know if...
    smashmouth4eva smashmouth4eva 31-35, F a week ago

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    SIGH. He was an ******* but I really do miss him sometimes. It's just so sad.
    Sen22 Sen22 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 3

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    He is sweet and kind. I think of him all of the time. I miss him and we haven't even met yet. I just hope he is as happy with me as we are just chatting.
    RebekahWriter13 RebekahWriter13 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 1

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    Missing him is like Moving in the space of mind and not knowing what to say. The words don't come to describe.It has been a year already since we last talked, since I last heard...
    Boombutterflyeffect Boombutterflyeffect 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 1

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    My relationship with my boyfriend is turning sour ever since he went to the other side of the world for an internship. And I miss him so much. We used to be able to talk all day...
    AppleGirl16 AppleGirl16 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 1

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    Sometimes, while laying in bed in that state where your mind is blank and drifting on a wave; I catch myself flipping around and looking for your chest to lean against. In my...
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