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I Miss Him So Much It Hurts

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    Felt Like I Almost Died

    Last night i almost died from pain or so it felt like. Talking with my friend about her bf literally causes physical pain in my chest. I couldnt fall asleep because my mind started racing as she spoke about her issues/happiness etc. I drifted between flashbacks of me n him to the...
    Agnes8409 Agnes8409 22-25 1 Response Sep 25, 2012

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    Help :(

    I broke up with my boyfriend sometime in August because I thought he didnt love me anymore. He confused me by sending weird texts and then a week later said he needed time alone. I didnt understand because we barley talked that summer since he went to Europe. When I broke up with...
    ScreamMyDeath ScreamMyDeath 70+, F 1 Response Sep 25, 2009

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    Ppl say you can't be in love at a young age

    but I don't believe that. I fell in love with my best friend. We had such good times together and one day he just died. Shot and killed. I can't help but think it's my fault. He asked me to the prom and I told him I didn't want to go. And that I wasn't really into that. He died...
    dr3am3r18 dr3am3r18 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 9

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    So now I know it wasn't me,

    thank you for helping me let you go. I am happy.
    MsBrightEyes MsBrightEyes 18-21, F May 4

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    How Could U Leave Me?!?!

    my boyfriend dumped me sunday march 7th. we had been dating over a year. i got an abortion on the 4th and it was his child. i regreted it and still do. the fact that he was not there for me when i was crying all thursday and friday and even went out to the movies with another...
    cheergirl226 cheergirl226 16-17, F Mar 16, 2010

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    Tears Upon Tears

    I never thought looking at my promise ring that my boyfriend had bought me two days before he got arrested would bring so many tears to my eyes. Every time I look at it, I think of all of our happy moments together, & just lose control & just start crying for hours. I miss my...
    amychrisinee amychrisinee 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 1, 2013

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    I really do. Sometimes,

    i just cry at night for things i couldn't change. I wish we could go back to those times where...where ohmygod i can't even go on. I wish we could see each other just the two of us. I wish i could hug him right now. I wish i don't love him as much as i do.
    xandra1794 xandra1794 18-21, F Feb 28

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    I Miss Him..

    Me and my boyfriend were dating for a month, and I know it didn't seem alot but for me it was the BEST days of my life. I remember when I was walking with my friends and he hugged me from behind. It was the best feeling in the world. And I remember when he kissed me and etc...
    Hay6843 Hay6843 18-21, F Mar 9, 2013

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    So Sad I Cant Breath

    My fiance' and i were together for 3 years, last tuesday he said he thought it would be best if i moved in with my brother. He doesnt want to drag me down with him. We had been "arguing" for a while because this manipulative woman has been hanging around him since last year...
    CaseCrewe CaseCrewe 26-30, F Jan 28, 2013

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    4 J. M.

    "I feel you feel me forever."  Those simple words spoken from you to me will be worn inside my heart until it makes its final beat. I really don't think that I will ever really comprehend the magnitude with which you took over my life nor the depth at which you were...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 8 Responses Aug 8, 2010

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    Tough Love

    Why is it so hard to live without the one you love? I can't imagine a life without him...My boyfriend broke up with me March 22nd after 4 months of dating. I screwed up so much, that I cannot forgive myself.I miss him so much that hurts and it puts tears in my eyes whenever I...
    XxxFallenAngelxxX XxxFallenAngelxxX 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 29, 2011

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    Why do I still think about him he has a new

    girlfriend and tomorrow would have been your 8 mouths but it's not I miss him still and he my friend and all but should I tell him he still hurting me?
    spike05255 spike05255 13-15, F Mar 9

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    I really do. Sometimes,

    i just cry at night for things i couldn't change. I wish we could go back to those times where...where ohmygod i can't even go on. I wish we could see each other just the two of us. I wish i could hug him right now. I wish i don't love him as much as i do.
    xandra1794 xandra1794 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 28

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    pinsy77 pinsy77 36-40, F 1 Response Mar 9

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    Most of these posts are about ex's.

    .. Mines about my grandad. For some reason I'm having trouble not crying right now. I know he's at peace but I didn't see him for three weeks I sat in the waiting rooms at the hospital and just cried. I was too hound to see him and I wish I was told earlier how ill he actually...
    NobodyCaresOkai NobodyCaresOkai 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 23

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    I Just Want To Be With Him

    It all started when I was still in school - he was a couple of years older than me and I always had a crush on him. I would never tell him back then - I thought he was way out of my league. Fast forward 30 odd years and we find one another again through FB. We just begin to...
    Aussieprincess10 Aussieprincess10 46-50, F 1 Response Sep 16, 2013

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    I wanted him to stay in my life.

    Even though I’ve cried, felt like I was going to die, and drank alcohol a few times before over someone I was in love with not loving me, I’ve never felt this depth of love and attraction for anyone. I’m 27, black (not that it matters, just putting up if anyone reading...
    Roshunn Roshunn 26-30, F Oct 13

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    I Don't Know What To Do

    me and my boyfriend broke up due to the fact that it wasn't working :L he was never there for me when i needed him and i couldn't handle it so i ended it .. twomonths on i try to move on but i just can't i couldn't understand because i thought i felt nothing for my ex anymore :L...
    crumpetaliens crumpetaliens 18-21, F Sep 16, 2011

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    Not Long Now :)

    It won't be too long now until my man comes home but at the moment it feels like it will be forever. When he first went to Afghanistan it wasn't so bad, we hadn't been getting along too well before hand so I didn't miss him so much. Then recently he came home for R&R and...
    AWUK AWUK 26-30, F 9 Responses Feb 10, 2008

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    Its Like...

    some one has really slowed cut into my chest, filling my lungs up with pain, and are now ripping my heart out through my throat. its a physical pain that feels like its spread to every part of my body.   i never realised how much i love him. i never thought of myself as...
    Tesse Tesse 18-21, F 5 Responses Sep 18, 2008

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    Broke down, i couldnt stand not hearing his

    voice or knowing how his days is going/went I text him, i hoped id get a we shouldnt keep talking, he could help my enforce doing the right thing We echanged text for a few minutes it was enough to satisfy my addiction of hearing from him... It would be easier to move on if he...
    MunecaTrizte MunecaTrizte 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 19

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    Is Hard Being Away From the One You Love....

    Its really hard being away from the one you Love, the one you want to spend your life with, the one you can't imagine living without. The one who makes you feel loved and safe. As of Late. I have been missing my Love, and it has been very hard on me. I never went a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Sep 26, 2009

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    He Got On His Knees For Me

    Its not because he needed to its because he had to My best friend had to leave the states because his mom got a job offer and took it. We had only been friends for a year but we were the best He was always there... I guess you could say were friends with benefits(without the...
    Areisal Areisal 18-21, F Jun 19, 2013

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    I Miss Him and He Says Its Over

    I miss him so so much.He texted me last night and said that he is done with me that it is all over.That i am the past never the future when i saw that my heart started to race tears started coming up confusin was all around.Now i dont know what to do he is my world my light...
    lovebug9874 lovebug9874 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 3, 2008

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    I cant take it anymore ! I miss him so fm he doesnt talk to me anymore its been like 4 months and he rarely skypes me even ✋ just no .
    FrancesFaye FrancesFaye 13-15, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    He has no idea how much he lights up my day. He has no idea how incredible I think he is. We don't talk and I feel my heart breaking. When I finally see him it's like we were never...
    Mandaryn Mandaryn 26-30, F Dec 8

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    I miss him :( He's been part of my life for so long..:(
    BlueRose77 BlueRose77 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 10

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    Today is Mike's birthday. It was a year ago we first met. So much in common, so easily the conversation flowed. It was like everything I was missing in my life. I adored him. The...
    Jaimeo Jaimeo 36-40, F Dec 15

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    I remember seeing him In school walk down the halls and me and my friend Ashley getting all excited since he was so cute. At the time my friend and I liked him but he had a...
    CassDance20 CassDance20 13-15, F Nov 27

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    I miss him so much words can even explain how much Iv even missing me! And he won't even answer my txt or calls he hates me )':
    MermaidUnderneath MermaidUnderneath 18-21, F Dec 13

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    I do miss him. I always waiting for his reply :-( its been 3weeks . I have crush on him . I like him so much and I miss him.
    simplegirl101 simplegirl101 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Okay, it's time for me to be honest with myself. I'm so disappointed. I know that we already broke up, and maybe I should've told him what was actually on my mind, but it's a bit...
    TheAnonymousINFx TheAnonymousINFx 18-21, F Dec 7

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    Back in October I met a guy here on Experience Project. We talked nonstop the first week. We talked about literally everything! He flirted with me and so did I. After that week, we...
    Daris21 Daris21 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    I miss him so bad. not even able to hear his voice for a minimum of six weeks. what am I going to do without my love, my best friend...
    morganrose7 morganrose7 18-21, F Dec 11

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    but you showed up. You stole my heart again, and you danced with me, and showed me things that we could remake again, but then you gave up. You told me you longed to kiss me, but...
    catherineeac catherineeac 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 8

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    Is it worse to miss someone who's gone or miss the person someone used to be while you live with what they've become?
    justNIK justNIK 41-45, F 2 Responses Dec 8

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    I miss my victory pleasure after my Buckeyes beat your Wolverines :-( Our rivalry was so much fun on game day. I'm wearing the shirt you bought me "Michigan sucks and Anne Arbor...
    nvragain1024 nvragain1024 31-35, F Nov 29

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    He was pretty terrible to me, but the closest thing I ever had to love and understanding while I was growing up. My mother only knew how to keep food on the table, so we only had...
    Mirabal19 Mirabal19 18-21, F Dec 3

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    I keep checking for a reply from him , even though I know there won't be one
    EssSmith EssSmith 16-17, F 6 Responses Dec 16

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    We don't have the title but it's like we're dating. He leaves for 28 days and is home 28 days. He's talking about wanting to experiment now. Have a girl join us or him watch...
    CaliArs CaliArs 18-21, F Dec 16

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    I can't stop thinking about him. Its been almost two months and he's on my mind all the time.
    be0urguestdisney be0urguestdisney 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Issuing this sexy today. Every time we sleep in the same bed together he holds on to me so tight like he doesn't want to let me go. Makes me feel so cherished. So loved. :)
    HotCheetos26 HotCheetos26 26-30, F Nov 30

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    i could **** you all night long from a memory alone
    Angelcum Angelcum 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 2

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    I would if I gave a **** anymore. He ruined it
    IntomeYousee IntomeYousee 36-40, F Dec 3

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    its so hard to have a life when the person you shared 89% of it is away
    morganrose7 morganrose7 18-21, F Dec 12

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    Younger women dating older men mainly because younger women are attracted older men. older men mature, confident, stable .Mature guys always know how to treat their women.These...
    adeleccaa adeleccaa 26-30, F 4 days ago

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    And he doesn't even exist...he's like a fairy tale fluke. Cutest guy in my imagination but in reality, an ugly catfish filled with lumps of lies. Who cares though. He's a Prince...
    Fated2love Fated2love 26-30, M 2 days ago

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