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I Miss Him So Much It Hurts

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    Broke down, i couldnt stand not hearing his

    voice or knowing how his days is going/went I text him, i hoped id get a we shouldnt keep talking, he could help my enforce doing the right thing We echanged text for a few minutes it was enough to satisfy my addiction of hearing from him... It would be easier to move on if he...
    MunecaTrizte MunecaTrizte 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 19, 2014

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    I Don't Know What To Do

    me and my boyfriend broke up due to the fact that it wasn't working :L he was never there for me when i needed him and i couldn't handle it so i ended it .. twomonths on i try to move on but i just can't i couldn't understand because i thought i felt nothing for my ex anymore :L...
    crumpetaliens crumpetaliens 18-21, F Sep 16, 2011

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    I Just Want To Be With Him

    It all started when I was still in school - he was a couple of years older than me and I always had a crush on him. I would never tell him back then - I thought he was way out of my league. Fast forward 30 odd years and we find one another again through FB. We just begin to...
    Aussieprincess10 Aussieprincess10 46-50, F 1 Response Sep 16, 2013

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    I Miss Him..

    Me and my boyfriend were dating for a month, and I know it didn't seem alot but for me it was the BEST days of my life. I remember when I was walking with my friends and he hugged me from behind. It was the best feeling in the world. And I remember when he kissed me and etc...
    Hay6843 Hay6843 18-21, F Mar 9, 2013

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    Help :(

    I broke up with my boyfriend sometime in August because I thought he didnt love me anymore. He confused me by sending weird texts and then a week later said he needed time alone. I didnt understand because we barley talked that summer since he went to Europe. When I broke up with...
    ScreamMyDeath ScreamMyDeath 66-70, F 1 Response Sep 25, 2009

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    Tough Love

    Why is it so hard to live without the one you love? I can't imagine a life without him...My boyfriend broke up with me March 22nd after 4 months of dating. I screwed up so much, that I cannot forgive myself.I miss him so much that hurts and it puts tears in my eyes whenever I...
    XxxFallenAngelxxX XxxFallenAngelxxX 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 29, 2011

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    How Could U Leave Me?!?!

    my boyfriend dumped me sunday march 7th. we had been dating over a year. i got an abortion on the 4th and it was his child. i regreted it and still do. the fact that he was not there for me when i was crying all thursday and friday and even went out to the movies with another...
    cheergirl226 cheergirl226 16-17, F Mar 16, 2010

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    Ppl say you can't be in love at a young age

    but I don't believe that. I fell in love with my best friend. We had such good times together and one day he just died. Shot and killed. I can't help but think it's my fault. He asked me to the prom and I told him I didn't want to go. And that I wasn't really into that. He died...
    dr3am3r18 dr3am3r18 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 9, 2014

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    So now I know it wasn't me,

    thank you for helping me let you go. I am happy.
    MsBrightEyes MsBrightEyes 18-21, F May 4, 2014

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    Tears Upon Tears

    I never thought looking at my promise ring that my boyfriend had bought me two days before he got arrested would bring so many tears to my eyes. Every time I look at it, I think of all of our happy moments together, & just lose control & just start crying for hours. I miss my...
    amychrisinee amychrisinee 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 1, 2013

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    He Got On His Knees For Me

    Its not because he needed to its because he had to My best friend had to leave the states because his mom got a job offer and took it. We had only been friends for a year but we were the best He was always there... I guess you could say were friends with benefits(without the...
    Areisal Areisal 18-21, F Jun 19, 2013

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    I Miss Him and He Says Its Over

    I miss him so so much.He texted me last night and said that he is done with me that it is all over.That i am the past never the future when i saw that my heart started to race tears started coming up confusin was all around.Now i dont know what to do he is my world my light...
    lovebug9874 lovebug9874 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 3, 2008

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    Its Like...

    some one has really slowed cut into my chest, filling my lungs up with pain, and are now ripping my heart out through my throat. its a physical pain that feels like its spread to every part of my body.   i never realised how much i love him. i never thought of myself as...
    Tesse Tesse 18-21, F 5 Responses Sep 18, 2008

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    So Sad I Cant Breath

    My fiance' and i were together for 3 years, last tuesday he said he thought it would be best if i moved in with my brother. He doesnt want to drag me down with him. We had been "arguing" for a while because this manipulative woman has been hanging around him since last year...
    CaseCrewe CaseCrewe 26-30, F Jan 28, 2013

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    4 J. M.

    "I feel you feel me forever."  Those simple words spoken from you to me will be worn inside my heart until it makes its final beat. I really don't think that I will ever really comprehend the magnitude with which you took over my life nor the depth at which you were...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 8 Responses Aug 8, 2010

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    I really do. Sometimes,

    i just cry at night for things i couldn't change. I wish we could go back to those times where...where ohmygod i can't even go on. I wish we could see each other just the two of us. I wish i could hug him right now. I wish i don't love him as much as i do.
    xandra1794 xandra1794 18-21, F Feb 28, 2014

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    Why do I still think about him he has a new

    girlfriend and tomorrow would have been your 8 mouths but it's not I miss him still and he my friend and all but should I tell him he still hurting me?
    spike05255 spike05255 13-15, F Mar 9, 2014

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    Felt Like I Almost Died

    Last night i almost died from pain or so it felt like. Talking with my friend about her bf literally causes physical pain in my chest. I couldnt fall asleep because my mind started racing as she spoke about her issues/happiness etc. I drifted between flashbacks of me n him to the...
    Agnes8409 Agnes8409 22-25 1 Response Sep 25, 2012

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    I wanted him to stay in my life.

    Even though I’ve cried, felt like I was going to die, and drank alcohol a few times before over someone I was in love with not loving me, I’ve never felt this depth of love and attraction for anyone. I’m 27, black (not that it matters, just putting up if anyone reading...
    Roshunn Roshunn 26-30, F Oct 13, 2014

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    pinsy77 pinsy77 36-40, F 1 Response Mar 9, 2014

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    I really do. Sometimes,

    i just cry at night for things i couldn't change. I wish we could go back to those times where...where ohmygod i can't even go on. I wish we could see each other just the two of us. I wish i could hug him right now. I wish i don't love him as much as i do.
    xandra1794 xandra1794 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 28, 2014

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    Most of these posts are about ex's.

    .. Mines about my grandad. For some reason I'm having trouble not crying right now. I know he's at peace but I didn't see him for three weeks I sat in the waiting rooms at the hospital and just cried. I was too hound to see him and I wish I was told earlier how ill he actually...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 23, 2014

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    Not Long Now :)

    It won't be too long now until my man comes home but at the moment it feels like it will be forever. When he first went to Afghanistan it wasn't so bad, we hadn't been getting along too well before hand so I didn't miss him so much. Then recently he came home for R&R and...
    AWUK AWUK 26-30, F 9 Responses Feb 10, 2008

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    Is Hard Being Away From the One You Love....

    Its really hard being away from the one you Love, the one you want to spend your life with, the one you can't imagine living without. The one who makes you feel loved and safe. As of Late. I have been missing my Love, and it has been very hard on me. I never went a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Sep 26, 2009

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    We both knew how this would end, but I tried to pretend that day would never come. I tried not to think about how much it would hurt to lose him and how, as I explained to him from...
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    I still love him.. I scincerely do! I like to be around him, however i couldnt do the distance anymore ..long distance is hard and I hate to be lonely.. and god was he busy. Always...
    sahikat sahikat 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    My brother died three years ago. It was so sad because the love of his life died before their 50th Anniversary. His sons didn't take time for him, his daughter loved him dearly. He...
    equusrider equusrider 56-60, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    1. His smile 2. His gorgeous blue eyes 3. His amazing personality 4. His talent 5. His interests 6. His adorable British accent 7. How he flirts with me 8. He's respectful 9. He...
    kidinkfan17 kidinkfan17 16-17, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    ..eventhough he not just once told me that I was so hard headed and stubborn, that he regret having me and he should have killed me when I was a baby, I still miss him and wishing...
    IchirinNoHana IchirinNoHana 22-25, F a week ago

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    I miss him like crazy and I am so tired of my sister rubbing it in my face that she gets yo see and talk to her fiance everyday. She takes so many things that he does for her for...
    SlimsB SlimsB 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 22

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    My dad has been dead for almost 4 years now. I have been missing him a lot more now and even more today BC it's Father's Day. I just want to hug him and I want to sit on his lap. I...
    Kayla0504 Kayla0504 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 21

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    Do you ever feel a gap or space between you and the one that you love? Nothing has really been said negatively. There is no apparent reason on the outside but you feel something...
    HiddenGems HiddenGems 46-50, F 1 Response Jun 21

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    It's hard missing someone that that you know doesn't even think about you at all. Sigh....
    Stylesavvy Stylesavvy 46-50, F 1 Response Jun 21

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    Im sorry I thought you left me. I didnt know about anything that happened to you. I had no clue. I know I shouldve come looking for you sooner but I thought you didnt wanna talk...
    Chpt16 Chpt16 16-17, M 1 Response Jun 20

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    This doesn't feel like it's getting any easier. I miss him so much then I have a dream that he's here an I wake up an he's not its making it so much harder. :(
    Rhinosgirl Rhinosgirl 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 19

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    We were in middle school- he was 13 and I was 12 when we started dating. Since we were so young I never really thought it would amount to much but we never strayed from each other...
    claratang claratang 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 17

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    I think about him when I should be doing other things. I remember the times that we were together. Fleeting moments stolen in the cracks of our lives. Thinking of him makes me feel...
    Elbellzi Elbellzi 36-40, F 1 Response Jun 17

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