I Miss Him So Much

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    2 Year Anniversary Today And He Isnt Here...

    Its my 2 year anniversary today and my boyfriend isnt here to spend it with me.. since he left on Monday its somewhat getting easier but still difficult especially today since its our day and I am spending it alone.. he is in San Diego for Boot Camp and im taking everyones advice...
    crystttal crystttal
    18-21
    3 Responses Sep 21, 2011

    My Brother Baby Troy Is Resting In Paradise

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    BlackRose321 BlackRose321
    31-35, F
    1 Response Oct 4, 2011

    I miss the man I love

    so much. We cannot be together because of circumstances. I have never loved anyone like this before. It is almost uncomfortable. It definitely scares me how much I love him. When we are together it is amazing. When we are not I can not stop thinking about him either way. Asking...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jan 31, 2014

    I Miss Him So Much

    My husband and I are going through a divorce right now, but I miss him so much.  I smell him in our home, in our room, everywhere.  When I saw him the other day all I wanted to do was cry, but crying does not help.  Im trying to move on because it looks like he has...
    ky28 ky28
    26-30, F
    5 Responses Sep 28, 2010

    He Left Me After A Year

    I miss my exboyfriend so much. We were together for a bit after a year, celebrated our anniversary with gifts and a night away and then two weeks later he said the he felt like we were becoming more like friends and that he didn't love me anymore. I could feel as though something...
    orangeblossoms orangeblossoms
    26-30, F
    1 Response Nov 16, 2009

    I had feelings for him

    but he didnt feel the same. So i let him go. It hurts so bad . i just want to text, oremail him but i know it would only make it worse :( Has anyone else ever been in the same boat?
    lisalu79 lisalu79
    31-35, F
    1 Response May 18, 2014

    I miss him so much his beautiful blue eyes

    and his gentle touch to guide me along the way I never knew what it felt like to be loved until I met him I remember me and him would spend hours at a time just sitting and cuddling and it really hits home that he doesn't want our relationship to last it hurts it truly does but...
    Twylitte Twylitte
    13-15, F
    Aug 27, 2015

    Missing Him So Much...

    Being in love is really hard if anyone can relate please email me cause i don't know what to do iam hurting so bad. My boyfriend well i can say fiance now he is in the army and its only been 2 months since i last seen him and i've been going crazy every time he calls i miss it...
    armygirlfriend45 armygirlfriend45
    18-21
    5 Responses Mar 10, 2010

    I love this Punjabi song.

    .. Ave roosiya na kar meri jaan sajna, ek din chad jana hai jahan sajna koi apna hove taan dukh sukh bantna kise gahr teh kariye ki maan sajna kadi saada v taan ban mehman sajna ave roosiya na kar meri jaan sajna ek din chad jana eh jahan sajna ek dooje da kade naa...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Sep 1, 2014

    Still Can't Believe I Cried Like A Girl

    I married the most thoughtful man ever; everyone I know was jealous of how much he spoiled me.  Flowers for no reason, jewelry, attentive, took care of the children, etc.  Since his accident 2 years ago and brain injury, I really miss the little things, like...
    sassyg1rl sassyg1rl
    41-45, F
    6 Responses Dec 6, 2009

    I Feel Dead Inside..................

    This is a long sad story about a short amazing relationship - I miss him so much..... there will NEVER be another love in my life like this one.......... I mixed part of my daily blog in because the memories are so painfully confused right now.......... but, I had to write this...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Mar 31, 2012

    His memory appears in every corner of my house.

    All the memories that we've gone through. All the words said. His touch was the most consoling ever. His caress fulfilled my need. He eased my mind. The love he proved was unexplainable. It was all about us I don't know what happened though. The memories, they're all hard to...
    MrsScissorhands MrsScissorhands
    16-17, F
    Mar 30, 2014

    Didn't Realize It Until He Called

    My boyfriend of 7 months is on a fishing trip out of the country with his buddies. He was really preoccupied before the trip with all the preparation and I fell to the wayside.....no dates, no calls, a few random texts....and then he was gone. So tonight I was on the phone with...
    sassyg1rl sassyg1rl
    41-45, F
    Jun 21, 2011

    We were together for three months.

    We started dating on the 9th of December 2013. We got along perfectly and I instantly fell in love. He was everything to me. His name was jack. Jack is 15. He has long wavy brown hair and bright hazel eyes. He was tall and fit. With big lips and a big heart. He was my dream boy...
    kaitlyndyebrinkman kaitlyndyebrinkman
    16-17, F
    Mar 30, 2014

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