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    He was pretty terrible to me,

    but the closest thing I ever had to love and understanding while I was growing up. My mother only knew how to keep food on the table, so we only had each other. I thought that this would make me special. I thought it was enough to make him love me. But I smelled the coffee much...
    Mirabal19 Mirabal19 18-21, F Dec 3

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    He's gone and i don't know what to do he made me

    so happy more than anyone could imagine he wasn't the most attractive but for once looks didnt mean anything to me everyone thinks I'm just a pretty face with a bad personality well can you blame me I'm miserable I miss him so much I keep hoping and praying he'll be mine again...
    Alisa54 Alisa54 22-25, F 8 Responses Oct 23

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    I miss him already...

    =.= why i love him so much :0 im restless... ~.~ *sipping on my tea*
    lovebug19980 lovebug19980 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 29

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    Angelcum Angelcum 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 2

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    Lost

    your roots have been ripped out of me there are jagged holes where they used to be it looks so empty and bare; my heart. i keep falling into the holes i'm lost, lost, lost; without you
    wildf1ower wildf1ower 22-25 1 Response Sep 10, 2012

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    He Was..

    He was the first person I allowed to get close to me on EP.  I would send him pm's, write on his whiteboard, and he would always listen.  Every time I think about my first days of coming out of my shell on ep, I think of him.  I had kept to myself for months, but one day in...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 20, 2011

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    Issuing this sexy today.

    Every time we sleep in the same bed together he holds on to me so tight like he doesn't want to let me go. Makes me feel so cherished. So loved. :)
    HotCheetos26 HotCheetos26 26-30, F Nov 30

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    Yet, we don't know each other

    so well, but I do miss him. Think about him all the time and like to message him all the time. The first few messages didn't went off so well, as small talk seems not to work for him. I am kind of angry at him, so I don't want to talk to him, but can't forget about him. Well...
    Timbotha Timbotha 22-25, M Nov 18

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    Nine years past .. I miss His smile ,

    his eyes , his masculinity .. The way his desire for me consumed me , the way he created such dreams inside my mind . I miss his laugh , his voice , the way he sang to me . Possessed me. Claimed me . Owned me. I miss being enfolded in his arms , silencing my demons .. Nine...
    Angelofthesilencess Angelofthesilencess 31-35, F 4 Responses Apr 25

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    Hate the fact I miss him,

    wonder if he's missing me. I'll get over it, but right now it's doing my headin. My best friend, lover even soul mate, good job I'm bloody strong 💪😊
    strawberry86 strawberry86 26-30, F 3 Responses Feb 2

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    dontcareChick dontcareChick 16-17, F Aug 5

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    We started Calling each other babe.

    .. And the rest is Happiness❤️ Fitz❤️ 251020014
    ryunlmtd ryunlmtd 13-15, M Oct 25

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    I miss him soo much :'( How can it just end

    like that? How? Stupid distance :'(
    Inhelll Inhelll 16-17, F Nov 18

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    You

    I trace every part of your body in my mind and I feel nostalgic for your lovin and your voice. I miss the way your body curves and arches exactly the way I like it. I yearn for your calloused hands on my hips to my lips as you memorize me with every touch. I miss your whispers on...
    bettybloops bettybloops 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 4, 2013

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    It was online which was stupid

    but he was great. At first at least. There was a part of him that was funny and nice, and i fell for him, hard, and he fell for me. He had a girlfirend irl that he broke up with because he had feelings for me. And if we lived near each other it would be so great. We would have...
    kxCobra kxCobra 18-21, F Apr 3

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    ..I have met this amazing guy on facebook

    nearly 4 years ago. We fell in love very quickly, we started talking every single day till we finally got together, We were so attached to each other, we promised to never let go. He is the one who makes me feel soo good so happy so lively. Hes the only one who ive fell in...
    Inhelll Inhelll 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 2

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    I literally can't stand not bring with him.

    Only at school we are together thank god in a year or two we might be living together
    BooBear99 BooBear99 13-15, F Nov 2

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    I need closure.. I need to know

    why this happened.. I need to know where I went wrong or what I messed up to make you abandon me like this.. He ignores me. Won't bother talking with me to help me understand. Why is it so easy for someone to ignore me like this when just a week ago they were telling me I was...
    ashley719 ashley719 18-21, F 8 Responses Mar 25

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    I miss him.. Its been a few days now,

    I just can't keep doing these breaks. I want you back Netflix
    PB793 PB793 16-17, F 3 Responses Nov 20

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    I can't sleep...laying in bed,

    tears falling down my cheeks...
    soccer4life777 soccer4life777 16-17, F Oct 26

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    Goodbye, My Love

    i haven't seen you in a while. i notice you, across the room, and i smile to myself. there you are, as you always are, in the middle of a conversation, enthusiastically telling a story and laughing. a sad feeling washes over me, remembering when you used to tell me stories like...
    wildf1ower wildf1ower 22-25 5 Responses Dec 20, 2011

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    I Had Another Breakdown.

    [NOTE: This was a journal entry I wrote while I was still in a relationship] I think I love him. Or something. If I didn’t, I wouldn’t be reacting this way. I feel like dying or something. I feel like I’m going crazy. I miss him so bad, it hurts so bad. I feel like I’m...
    lntel lntel 22-25 7 Responses Sep 3, 2011

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    Current

    It comes unexpectedly You see something familiar Oddly similar Never really the same A memory floats by The heart seems to skip a beat Sometimes hair raises At the back of the neck Sudden cold Life a draft of wind Coming from nowhere You look up and wonder Hoping he feels it, too...
    Sylphy Sylphy 41-45, F 4 Responses Feb 20, 2012

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    I miss him. I miss his smile.

    I miss his eyes. I miss his scruff, I miss his beautiful eyes. I miss his touch, the way his arms engulfed me. The gentle pressure of his lips against mine, and my skin. I miss everything about him, but yet I know I'm better off without him.
    ceetasha23 ceetasha23 22-25, F Mar 31

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    I talk to other guys

    but I keep comparing everyone of them to him. I know we both hurt each other but seriously I would do anything just to hear his voice and have his arms around me right now. I know things are awkward between us right now, and it will be awhile before we hang out but I just want...
    DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt 16-17, F Nov 15

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    The Way He Smells

    I miss the way he smells most. It was the smell of him, cigerettes, weed, liquir, axe, laundry detergent, her...It may sound kinda disgusting but I miss it. I dont smoke weed or drink but I loved that he smelled that way. I miss him missing her. I miss his tattoes, his smile, his...
    PeacefulChaos PeacefulChaos 18-21, F 5 Responses Jul 18, 2008

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    I miss him so much words can

    even explain how much Iv even missing me! And he won't even answer my txt or calls he hates me )':
    MermaidUnderneath MermaidUnderneath 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    I keep checking for a reply from him ,

    even though I know there won't be one
    EssSmith EssSmith 16-17, F 6 Responses 4 days ago

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    ...so much... Everything I still feel

    for him sits on my chest. Right in the middle. Like a heaviness...a weight that keeps me sad right in that spot. It makes my eyes tear and my brow furrow. I have no idea how to get rid of this feeling of missing him so much. I say his name into the universe before I go to...
    VirgoChild73 VirgoChild73 41-45, F 2 Responses Dec 20, 2013

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    I do. I really shouldn't,

    but I can't help it. He was my everything and then one day he was just gone...somebody else's to love :/ it hurts knowing he never loved me because I loved him so much. I see her and it makes me sad because it was supposed to be me :/
    LoveandLoss17 LoveandLoss17 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 2

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    So Many Things I Miss About Him

    The way he smells, so clean and fresh ... The way he put on his cap when he is headed out the door, I love the way he said my name and I really miss hearing it... just an endless list of things I miss about him
    southernheat southernheat 51-55, F 3 Responses Feb 17, 2011

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    Spring break is almost over,

    and I haven't seen or heard from him in a week. It's the saddest thing when you finally find someone that is mutually attracted to you, but you can't be with them as often as you'd like. It's probably never gonna be easy for me to be with him at this stage in my life though. It...
    WinterIncandescence WinterIncandescence 16-17, F Apr 11

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    Funny how only a few words can bring

    so many tears and pain. If time’s supposed to heal, then why do I still feel the same intensity of hurt I felt all those years ago? The same phrases repeating through my head again and again, haunting me as I try to pretend that it doesn't bother me. That’s the thing though...
    RoseInk RoseInk 13-15, F Apr 25

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    Maybe I called him Daddy

    because my father never praised me for anything and all he did was say 'good girl'
    SlightlySparkles SlightlySparkles 22-25, F Nov 17

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    Ryan was the person first thing I saw him I'd

    lightly punch him n his stomach and he would play fight with me ....imma miss that...he always teased me....he made me mad...he protected me...he was there for me....he understood.....he loved me....he was family
    Lex2420 Lex2420 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 21

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    I Miss Him So Much.

    There is no point in denying it or hiding it. I do. My heart still cries for him and lives him despite being shattered into a million pieces. Except I will continue telling him that I'm fine and not thinking about him. Actually.. I want to share a little mini paragraph I write...
    aquaxx aquaxx 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 26, 2011

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    After 4 years I still have some feelings

    for him.... We only spent three weeks together why do I still like him? Was it love? My gut says he feels how I feel but I can't be sure. I keep listening to the voice note he sent me and even though the content of it makes me cringe, I find his voice so soothing and familiar...
    lorrilondon22 lorrilondon22 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 15

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    The cover is the letter he writes to me,

    make me miss him so much:-/ when are going going to end up this stupid long distance.
    Ashleyoo0 Ashleyoo0 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 22

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    What I would give for one more kiss.

    ..for him to reach out his hand and take mine. He is and will always be my best friend. I hope he knows how much I love him and how sorry I am we can't be together like the way we want...
    secretsnvrtobetold secretsnvrtobetold 31-35, F 3 Responses Mar 10

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    One day you’re going to realize

    that pushing me away was the worst thing you could have ever done. Not to me, but to yourself. And you’re gonna see that if you just tried a little harder it would have been a hell of a lot easier than giving up and moving on because I would never do to you, what you did to me...
    sarahbearrr51 sarahbearrr51 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 31

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    imgivingupnow imgivingupnow 18-21, F Nov 2

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    How does a heart rebuild what was lost

    so long ago? How can it walk in this world knowing the one he is inlove with hates him? He lost his love, it's gone, nothing will bring it back. I know it was only two weeks but to me it was so much more and sense then I've changed. But, he'll never know because he can't trust...
    Kevin2017 Kevin2017 16-17, M Nov 20

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    Today would have been our 6 years anniversary.

    I do still care about him and love him. I choke when I think about moving on. I'm so confused. There were times when I felt like I truely could feel his love then there were others when I felt so alone and used. I just didn't get it. Our relationship never went the way some...
    lilygeorge12 lilygeorge12 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 9

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    He's like a drug and I'm afraid I'll relapse.

    I miss him though. I miss him with every fiber of my being. I miss his lips. I miss his dorky glasses. I miss the freckles on his hands. I miss how 98% of the time he'd always know the right words to say. He cheated and it was finally the last straw. In the beginning I was glad...
    VerucaRose VerucaRose 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 27

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    IntomeYousee IntomeYousee 36-40, F Dec 3

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    If "Happy Ever After" did exist,

    I would still be holding you like this All those fairy tales are full of **** All those fairy tales are full of it. One more ******* love song, I'll be sick. One more stupid love song, I'll be sick
    adry39 adry39 18-21, F Aug 2

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    I was dating this guy exclusively

    for about a month, actually on the phone for three weeks, and had 7 dates in just two weeks. He called it off after we argued, he seemed to be not ready for a relationship, yet. I realized he was not who he presented to be. He's more of a fun-loving type than a stable man. I...
    liah1 liah1 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 15

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    Our Wilderness

    I looked amongst the rubble, of our fallen kingdom and wondered the purpose,  of you and i.  Our love was threaded with violence and sweetness,  and rooted in the wilderness.  We were only present  no past or future- abandoning ourselves in a wasteland, and the pulse of...
    wildf1ower wildf1ower 22-25 3 Responses Feb 27, 2012

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    I saw him at the store today

    and ugh all these emotions came back I almost felt like crying. I thought I was over him but the sight of him shattered me and made me remember our times together. I miss him and I want him back soo bad. I wish I could fix what has been broken. :( i just miss everything about...
    Missmini5 Missmini5 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Him.... I met him January of this year.

    When I first met him, I really didn't "feel" anything for him nor was I attracted to him. But why, why did I miss him after ? Why did he cross my mind? Why did I think of him daily? What was so special about him? I don't know. The day after we met, he sent me a text and said "I...
    infinitexhope infinitexhope 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 28

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    Today is Mike's birthday.

    It was a year ago we first met. So much in common, so easily the conversation flowed. It was like everything I was missing in my life. I adored him. The first time he said "I love you" he said it like he was saying something he had said a million times. I told him I think he...
    Jaimeo Jaimeo 36-40, F 5 days ago

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    I know you tried to warn me And I couldn't read

    the signs You attention fading for me Playing in my mind I bet you've been in the same shoes before And now I'm sad beyond reason What else is left for me to say
    Peacepuppy Peacepuppy 22-25, F 5 Responses