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I Miss Him

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    Lost

    your roots have been ripped out of me there are jagged holes where they used to be it looks so empty and bare; my heart. i keep falling into the holes i'm lost, lost, lost; without you
    wildf1ower wildf1ower 22-25 1 Response Sep 10, 2012

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    I miss him. I miss his smile.

    I miss his eyes. I miss his scruff, I miss his beautiful eyes. I miss his touch, the way his arms engulfed me. The gentle pressure of his lips against mine, and my skin. I miss everything about him, but yet I know I'm better off without him.
    ceetasha23 ceetasha23 22-25, F Mar 31

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    It's been 2 weeks since we last talked.

    .. I really hope that this is t the end of our friendship... I need him... I want him beside me.... And it's hard not knowing whether to keep hanging on or to let myself fall...
    NearAsFarCanBe NearAsFarCanBe 13-15, F Jul 30

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    Funny how only a few words can bring

    so many tears and pain. If time’s supposed to heal, then why do I still feel the same intensity of hurt I felt all those years ago? The same phrases repeating through my head again and again, haunting me as I try to pretend that it doesn't bother me. That’s the thing though...
    RoseInk RoseInk 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 25

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    He doesn't realize how much i miss him

    when he's not talking to me. It sucks because I think about him so much more than he thinks about me. If he was thinking about me he'd message me back ya know? I wish I could gain his interest again I just don't know how to anymore. I miss him so much.
    allie661 allie661 16-17, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I need closure.. I need to know

    why this happened.. I need to know where I went wrong or what I messed up to make you abandon me like this.. He ignores me. Won't bother talking with me to help me understand. Why is it so easy for someone to ignore me like this when just a week ago they were telling me I was...
    ashley719 ashley719 18-21, F 8 Responses Mar 25

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    Nine years past .. I miss His smile ,

    his eyes , his masculinity .. The way his desire for me consumed me , the way he created such dreams inside my mind . I miss his laugh , his voice , the way he sang to me . Possessed me. Claimed me . Owned me. I miss being enfolded in his arms , silencing my demons .. Nine...
    Angelofthesilencess Angelofthesilencess 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 25

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    Just been playing my guitar,

    and started playing a song I wrote about him. Why is it, after 9 years, the song still has the same effect on me? I feel so, so sad now.
    TearsAlwaysWin TearsAlwaysWin 26-30, F Jul 17

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    Spring break is almost over,

    and I haven't seen or heard from him in a week. It's the saddest thing when you finally find someone that is mutually attracted to you, but you can't be with them as often as you'd like. It's probably never gonna be easy for me to be with him at this stage in my life though. It...
    WinterIncandescence WinterIncandescence 16-17, F Apr 11

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    Who Are You?

    Its like you've been replaced by another, It's still your face, But somethings changed. So I'll just stand here and fight back the tears in my eyes, Smile and tell you its all alright. Seems like yesterday, We were just saying hello for the very first time, Funny how time...
    bigeyesseemore bigeyesseemore 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 24, 2012

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    ...so much... Everything I still feel

    for him sits on my chest. Right in the middle. Like a heaviness...a weight that keeps me sad right in that spot. It makes my eyes tear and my brow furrow. I have no idea how to get rid of this feeling of missing him so much. I say his name into the universe before I go to...
    VirgoChild73 VirgoChild73 41-45, F 2 Responses Dec 20, 2013

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    Ok so I had this gay friend.

    We aren't friends anymore and I want to be. I miss him. He seems so happy without me and I lost all my friends because of this. I loved him at one point and not he is dating my sisters gay friend. Everything he does annoys the **** out of me. What do I do. I have apologized. I...
    Morgy79 Morgy79 16-17, F Aug 12

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    Ugh I know I shouldn't

    because not being with him is the right decision, but I love him and I miss him so much! >~<
    everythingwillbealright everythingwillbealright 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 13

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    Current

    It comes unexpectedly You see something familiar Oddly similar Never really the same A memory floats by The heart seems to skip a beat Sometimes hair raises At the back of the neck Sudden cold Life a draft of wind Coming from nowhere You look up and wonder Hoping he feels it, too...
    Sylphy Sylphy 41-45, F 4 Responses Feb 20, 2012

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    It's been a week now

    and I think about him constantly.. And I know he doesn't think about me 💔 even though he broke my heart, I still love him. I want him back and I don't think he realizes how hurt I am.. He meant absolutely everything to me and I can't stand not being with him. Why did this...
    ashley719 ashley719 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 21

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    the memories and time spent together will never

    be replaced . you and I talked about spending the rest of our lives together , but you threw me away . how could you throw someone away that would give you her heart just so you could live another day ? how can you act like you don't care all of a sudden ... you never wanted...
    abbyhh25 abbyhh25 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 25

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    The Way He Smells

    I miss the way he smells most. It was the smell of him, cigerettes, weed, liquir, axe, laundry detergent, her...It may sound kinda disgusting but I miss it. I dont smoke weed or drink but I loved that he smelled that way. I miss him missing her. I miss his tattoes, his smile, his...
    PeacefulChaos PeacefulChaos 18-21, F 5 Responses Jul 18, 2008

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    Oh my... Why am I starting to miss him.

    .. How i wish he misses me too...
    msgrateful msgrateful 36-40, F Aug 16

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    I miss him.. Why did he has to call me.

    .. Again in again then not calling anymore? But the I can feel that the feeling is mutual.. If ure confused as a reader so am i..
    msgrateful msgrateful 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 15

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    So the love of my life just left

    for home via the train. I miss him so much already…I cannot hold the emotion inside. It hurts not to have him here with me. Not having him here is just torture…we didn't see each other for a month and a half and we finally got to look into each other’s eyes but only for...
    Dreamprojector Dreamprojector 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 10

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    SmileyFace1014 SmileyFace1014 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 11

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    He was my real first.

    I thought of the many possibilities that we could have ended up with. But alas, he just told me he was just playing around. I still remembered the last time he called my name was also the last time he messaged me saying 'bye bye kywen'. To be honest, he was the one who made me...
    Kywen97 Kywen97 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 5

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    I feel like such a horrible person

    for missing him. I have someone else now. We're happy. I don't know what to do. I love my boyfriend but I can't help but crave the attention of other men. Us there something wrong with me? Why did I do so many mean things to both of them? Why did I cheat? Why did I lie? Why? Why...
    feralady feralady 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Heyababe Heyababe 18-21, F 2 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    okay so he split up with me 10 days ago

    and it wasn't like before where we split up and kept talking like we were still together. No this was different. We split and since then we've hardly spoke. A little hello here and a little hello there and that's about it. He keeps asking me if I like anyone else and the truth...
    sademptynothing sademptynothing 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 9

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    He Was..

    He was the first person I allowed to get close to me on EP.  I would send him pm's, write on his whiteboard, and he would always listen.  Every time I think about my first days of coming out of my shell on ep, I think of him.  I had kept to myself for months, but one day in...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 20, 2011

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    Ugh

    I miss you SO much that my heart aches and is aching right now. I know you're not the same person you used to be but I can't let go of the old you. I keep looking at pictures of you and I want to scream. I want to scream at you for changing and I want to scream at myself for...
    Gingersnaps1 Gingersnaps1 13-15, F 4 Responses Jul 17, 2013

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    Damn damn damn. What id do to have you here

    here here I wish you were here.... Avril lavigne- wish you were here <3
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 13-15, F Aug 14

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    What I would give for one more kiss.

    ..for him to reach out his hand and take mine. He is and will always be my best friend. I hope he knows how much I love him and how sorry I am we can't be together like the way we want...
    secretsnvrtobetold secretsnvrtobetold 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 10

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    I miss the way he caressed me the way he made

    me feel so specia the way he grabbed me and kissed me i miss him.... but he's busy I guess...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Apr 4

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    He's like a drug and I'm afraid I'll relapse.

    I miss him though. I miss him with every fiber of my being. I miss his lips. I miss his dorky glasses. I miss the freckles on his hands. I miss how 98% of the time he'd always know the right words to say. He cheated and it was finally the last straw. In the beginning I was glad...
    VerucaRose VerucaRose 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 27

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    Hate the fact I miss him,

    wonder if he's missing me. I'll get over it, but right now it's doing my headin. My best friend, lover even soul mate, good job I'm bloody strong 💪😊
    strawberry86 strawberry86 26-30, F 3 Responses Feb 2

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    I can't believe I could be

    so blind. When he's still there with me , I didn't realize that he would make such a big difference for me. But now things have changed , we no longer talk that much and that's when I realize I couldn't live without him. I can't believe I love him this much even thinking...
    Sharlita Sharlita 18-21, F Jul 28

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    Slowly Losing You

    These past few months I've noticed a change. A change within you. You've become distant and careless to what's happening. I've stayed by your side and hoped things would change. I tried and tried so hard to talk to you and keep this relationship going but it seems like I just can...
    Seasun95 Seasun95 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 5, 2013

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    So Many Things I Miss About Him

    The way he smells, so clean and fresh ... The way he put on his cap when he is headed out the door, I love the way he said my name and I really miss hearing it... just an endless list of things I miss about him
    southernheat southernheat 51-55, F 3 Responses Feb 17, 2011

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    Is hearing his voice say I love you to much to

    ask for right now? Seriously I miss him and can't stand him being away :( I seriously hate that his dad won't let me have contact with him!
    DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt 16-17, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Goodbye, My Love

    i haven't seen you in a while. i notice you, across the room, and i smile to myself. there you are, as you always are, in the middle of a conversation, enthusiastically telling a story and laughing. a sad feeling washes over me, remembering when you used to tell me stories like...
    wildf1ower wildf1ower 22-25 5 Responses Dec 20, 2011

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    He's on my mind, and it's making me crazy.

    I miss him. He was my friend for two years, and I didn't think anything could change that. I loved him entirely. It hurts every day being shut out, I miss his hands, I miss his words. It's an endless suffering and I just want it to stop.
    EmilyFaith77 EmilyFaith77 16-17, F Mar 17

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    even though im not allowed near him

    and he hates me i listen to all the songs that bring back memory of him, just the way you are, ill be waiting, phir mohabbat, zulfa, perfect two and many other songs i cant stop listening to them... i cant eat anymore i miss breakfast and lunch at dinner i would jus drink water...
    heeeeey heeeeey 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 6

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    I know I'll never be mine.

    But I just want to be yours..
    JustAnotherNobody21 JustAnotherNobody21 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 23

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    Lets Not Say Goodbye

    I miss you so much...I lied to you I actually can't take being away from you, speaking with you, knowing I'm not alone. I love you so much I can't hide it anymore. I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go. I can't live anymore if I never hear from you again. I can't...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 26, 2013

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    The Last Look

    I wish that there was some way to know when it's the last time you will ever set eyes on a person.I wonder what I would do different had I known.I like to think that I'd have spoken those words he longed to hear or at least have been kind.I hate that I looked into his beautiful...
    MmmBabi MmmBabi 46-50, F 1 Response Jul 17, 2012

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    Him.... I met him January of this year.

    When I first met him, I really didn't "feel" anything for him nor was I attracted to him. But why, why did I miss him after ? Why did he cross my mind? Why did I think of him daily? What was so special about him? I don't know. The day after we met, he sent me a text and said "I...
    infinitexhope infinitexhope 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 28

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    It was online which was stupid

    but he was great. At first at least. There was a part of him that was funny and nice, and i fell for him, hard, and he fell for me. He had a girlfirend irl that he broke up with because he had feelings for me. And if we lived near each other it would be so great. We would have...
    kxCobra kxCobra 18-21, F Apr 3

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    Even though arguing with him was like playing

    Pictionary with the person who draws one weird little shape and just keeps circling it over and over and over. Ok I dont miss him that much.
    PinkP0werRanger PinkP0werRanger 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 30

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    I miss him so much ..

    he's over running my thoughts and everything I think about. I find myself often in daze wondering what we would be doing if he were right here next to me.thinking about him too much cannot be healthy for me . I need to get work done;but obviously not anytime soon with him on my...
    aliy14 aliy14 13-15, F Aug 15

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    hasn't texted me for only a day

    and I cried for like no reason I guess it's because I miss him a lot idk I haven't really talked all day not in the mood to talk to anyone but him my friend called and I had to hang up cuz I wasn't speaking I just really miss him
    Angel2345 Angel2345 13-15, F Jul 27

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    I Miss Him So Much.

    There is no point in denying it or hiding it. I do. My heart still cries for him and lives him despite being shattered into a million pieces. Except I will continue telling him that I'm fine and not thinking about him. Actually.. I want to share a little mini paragraph I write...
    aquaxx aquaxx 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 26, 2011

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    Our Wilderness

    I looked amongst the rubble, of our fallen kingdom and wondered the purpose,  of you and i.  our love was threaded with violence and sweetness,  and rooted in the wilderness.  we were only present  no past or future- abandoning ourselves in a wasteland, and the pulse of...
    wildf1ower wildf1ower 22-25 3 Responses Feb 27, 2012

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    Into Everything And Nothing

    i can almost feel your body pressed against mine and yet you are no nearer than the foam that frosts waves in oceans far from me you're drifting away like a weathered log riding the water's ebb and flow and I’m watching you fade into the horizon line into everything and nothing...
    wildf1ower wildf1ower 22-25 1 Response May 29, 2012

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    My boyfriend (slashfiance) works out of town a

    lot. He just has one of those jobs. He works for a communication company, and he's one of the electricians that has to go and fix a cell tower when it's malfunctioning. He also has to electrically wire and set up new towers when they go up. Apparently this happens a lot because...
    Kryzta Kryzta 26-30, F Jul 16

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    There's not a day that goes by

    when he doesn't pop into my mind. And I hate it. What sucks is not being able to move on properly because you're still in love with someone that may or may NOT still love you. **** it.
    EBAAA EBAAA 18-21, F Jul 13

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    The sound of laughter.

    But yet we do not hear the tears that fall. Did we not hear his cries. We only saw what he wanted us to see. And yet inside so much pain . I am so sorry that we could not see. We were so blinded and what you gave us. You gave us laughter hope. I am so sorry we could not do for...
    RChin RChin 56-60, F Aug 13

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    I Had Another Breakdown.

    [NOTE: This was a journal entry I wrote while I was still in a relationship] I think I love him. Or something. If I didn’t, I wouldn’t be reacting this way. I feel like dying or something. I feel like I’m going crazy. I miss him so bad, it hurts so bad. I feel like I’m...