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    I miss him soo much :'( How can it just end

    like that? How? Stupid distance :'(
    Inhelll Inhelll 16-17, F 2 days ago

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    I know you tried to warn me And I couldn't read

    the signs You attention fading for me Playing in my mind I bet you've been in the same shoes before And now I'm sad beyond reason What else is left for me to say
    Peacepuppy Peacepuppy 22-25, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    Who Are You?

    Its like you've been replaced by another, It's still your face, But somethings changed. So I'll just stand here and fight back the tears in my eyes, Smile and tell you its all alright. Seems like yesterday, We were just saying hello for the very first time, Funny how time...
    bigeyesseemore bigeyesseemore 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 24, 2012

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    dontcareChick dontcareChick 16-17, F Aug 5

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    The cover is the letter he writes to me,

    make me miss him so much:-/ when are going going to end up this stupid long distance.
    Ashleyoo0 Ashleyoo0 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 22

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    He slept beside her, soundly.

    Despite the squeaky bed, he quietly snoozed. Despite her endless shifting in attempt to get comfortable, he didn't budge at all. She inched close, wrapping her arms around him. Finally, she allowed herself to get still. His skin felt just as soft, his smell just as sweet, but...
    salen01 salen01 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 5

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    I met a guy last year in my class from New York.

    He flirted with me a lot during class and I flirted back. We texted some after that semester and Id see him around school some but other than that I never really talked to him after that class. Anyways to sum it all up after my sophomore year he moved back to New York and yeah I...
    al6272 al6272 16-17, F 4 days ago

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    Funny how only a few words can bring

    so many tears and pain. If time’s supposed to heal, then why do I still feel the same intensity of hurt I felt all those years ago? The same phrases repeating through my head again and again, haunting me as I try to pretend that it doesn't bother me. That’s the thing though...
    RoseInk RoseInk 13-15, F Apr 25

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    I do. I really shouldn't,

    but I can't help it. He was my everything and then one day he was just gone...somebody else's to love :/ it hurts knowing he never loved me because I loved him so much. I see her and it makes me sad because it was supposed to be me :/
    LoveandLoss17 LoveandLoss17 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 2

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    Hate the fact I miss him,

    wonder if he's missing me. I'll get over it, but right now it's doing my headin. My best friend, lover even soul mate, good job I'm bloody strong 💪😊
    strawberry86 strawberry86 26-30, F 3 Responses Feb 2

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    I Had Another Breakdown.

    [NOTE: This was a journal entry I wrote while I was still in a relationship] I think I love him. Or something. If I didn’t, I wouldn’t be reacting this way. I feel like dying or something. I feel like I’m going crazy. I miss him so bad, it hurts so bad. I feel like I’m...
    lntel lntel 22-25 7 Responses Sep 3, 2011

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    Ugh

    I miss you SO much that my heart aches and is aching right now. I know you're not the same person you used to be but I can't let go of the old you. I keep looking at pictures of you and I want to scream. I want to scream at you for changing and I want to scream at myself for...
    Gingersnaps1 Gingersnaps1 13-15, F 4 Responses Jul 17, 2013

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    I miss him. I miss his smile.

    I miss his eyes. I miss his scruff, I miss his beautiful eyes. I miss his touch, the way his arms engulfed me. The gentle pressure of his lips against mine, and my skin. I miss everything about him, but yet I know I'm better off without him.
    ceetasha23 ceetasha23 22-25, F Mar 31

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    imjusttrying imjusttrying 18-21, F Nov 2

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    Into Everything And Nothing

    i can almost feel your body pressed against mine and yet you are no nearer than the foam that frosts waves in oceans far from me you're drifting away like a weathered log riding the water's ebb and flow and I’m watching you fade into the horizon line into everything and nothing...
    wildf1ower wildf1ower 22-25 May 29, 2012

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    The Last Look

    I wish that there was some way to know when it's the last time you will ever set eyes on a person.I wonder what I would do different had I known.I like to think that I'd have spoken those words he longed to hear or at least have been kind.I hate that I looked into his beautiful...
    MmmBabi MmmBabi 46-50, F 1 Response Jul 17, 2012

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    I Miss Him So Much.

    There is no point in denying it or hiding it. I do. My heart still cries for him and lives him despite being shattered into a million pieces. Except I will continue telling him that I'm fine and not thinking about him. Actually.. I want to share a little mini paragraph I write...
    aquaxx aquaxx 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 26, 2011

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    I am hopeless! I have done everything I can do

    to satisfy him and nothing works . There is a lot of things I am not able to do so he loves me more because of the long distance between us . I started to feel that he love me less and I am so depressed ...I just don't know what to do but asking my god to make him loving me...
    unknown159231 unknown159231 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 15

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    Where is my boyfriend at?

    I feel so lost, sad, and abandoned. Where did he go?
    TheHurting TheHurting 16-17, F Oct 13

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    ..I have met this amazing guy on facebook

    nearly 4 years ago. We fell in love very quickly, we started talking every single day till we finally got together, We were so attached to each other, we promised to never let go. He is the one who makes me feel soo good so happy so lively. Hes the only one who ive fell in...
    Inhelll Inhelll 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 2

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    Yay.... Although we just met yesterday.

    .. And I am like missing and thinking about him all day today... Wondering should I text him tonite to ask how his work was... And rite away the moment I meant to see his last seen on whatsapp... he texted me... asked what I am doing tonite... He finally made the first move...
    sillykim sillykim 22-25, F Oct 27

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    Spring break is almost over,

    and I haven't seen or heard from him in a week. It's the saddest thing when you finally find someone that is mutually attracted to you, but you can't be with them as often as you'd like. It's probably never gonna be easy for me to be with him at this stage in my life though. It...
    WinterIncandescence WinterIncandescence 16-17, F Apr 11

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    I can't sleep...laying in bed,

    tears falling down my cheeks...
    soccer4life777 soccer4life777 16-17, F Oct 26

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    The look in your eye

    when you brushed the bangs out of mine still blows me away. It amazes me how you can love me so much and then turn it off like it was nothing.
    catherineeac catherineeac 13-15, F Sep 20

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    One day you’re going to realize

    that pushing me away was the worst thing you could have ever done. Not to me, but to yourself. And you’re gonna see that if you just tried a little harder it would have been a hell of a lot easier than giving up and moving on because I would never do to you, what you did to me...
    sarahbearrr51 sarahbearrr51 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 31

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    The Way He Smells

    I miss the way he smells most. It was the smell of him, cigerettes, weed, liquir, axe, laundry detergent, her...It may sound kinda disgusting but I miss it. I dont smoke weed or drink but I loved that he smelled that way. I miss him missing her. I miss his tattoes, his smile, his...
    PeacefulChaos PeacefulChaos 18-21, F 5 Responses Jul 18, 2008

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    If "Happy Ever After" did exist,

    I would still be holding you like this All those fairy tales are full of **** All those fairy tales are full of it. One more ******* love song, I'll be sick. One more stupid love song, I'll be sick
    adry39 adry39 18-21, F Aug 2

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    Our Wilderness

    I looked amongst the rubble, of our fallen kingdom and wondered the purpose,  of you and i.  Our love was threaded with violence and sweetness,  and rooted in the wilderness.  We were only present  no past or future- abandoning ourselves in a wasteland, and the pulse of...
    wildf1ower wildf1ower 22-25 3 Responses Feb 27, 2012

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    I don't know why but I still miss him.

    I know it's immature to say a piece of me is missing, but that's exactly what it feels like.
    xkritix xkritix 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 19

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    Nine years past .. I miss His smile ,

    his eyes , his masculinity .. The way his desire for me consumed me , the way he created such dreams inside my mind . I miss his laugh , his voice , the way he sang to me . Possessed me. Claimed me . Owned me. I miss being enfolded in his arms , silencing my demons .. Nine...
    Angelofthesilencess Angelofthesilencess 31-35, F 3 Responses Apr 25

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    Caught myself randomly smiling

    when thinking about him and this happens like anytime anywhere like at home, at school, public areas, or even in class! Is it normal or am I just too crazy for him? I hate myself being like that
    tvp3 tvp3 22-25, F Sep 27

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    I need closure.. I need to know

    why this happened.. I need to know where I went wrong or what I messed up to make you abandon me like this.. He ignores me. Won't bother talking with me to help me understand. Why is it so easy for someone to ignore me like this when just a week ago they were telling me I was...
    ashley719 ashley719 18-21, F 8 Responses Mar 25

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    I talk to other guys

    but I keep comparing everyone of them to him. I know we both hurt each other but seriously I would do anything just to hear his voice and have his arms around me right now. I know things are awkward between us right now, and it will be awhile before we hang out but I just want...
    DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt 16-17, F 4 days ago

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    It was online which was stupid

    but he was great. At first at least. There was a part of him that was funny and nice, and i fell for him, hard, and he fell for me. He had a girlfirend irl that he broke up with because he had feelings for me. And if we lived near each other it would be so great. We would have...
    kxCobra kxCobra 18-21, F Apr 3

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    Yet, we don't know each other

    so well, but I do miss him. Think about him all the time and like to message him all the time. The first few messages didn't went off so well, as small talk seems not to work for him. I am kind of angry at him, so I don't want to talk to him, but can't forget about him. Well...
    Timbotha Timbotha 22-25, M 2 days ago

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    I was dating this guy exclusively

    for about a month, actually on the phone for three weeks, and had 7 dates in just two weeks. He called it off after we argued, he seemed to be not ready for a relationship, yet. I realized he was not who he presented to be. He's more of a fun-loving type than a stable man. I...
    liah1 liah1 26-30, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Current

    It comes unexpectedly You see something familiar Oddly similar Never really the same A memory floats by The heart seems to skip a beat Sometimes hair raises At the back of the neck Sudden cold Life a draft of wind Coming from nowhere You look up and wonder Hoping he feels it, too...
    Sylphy Sylphy 41-45, F 4 Responses Feb 20, 2012

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    ...so much... Everything I still feel

    for him sits on my chest. Right in the middle. Like a heaviness...a weight that keeps me sad right in that spot. It makes my eyes tear and my brow furrow. I have no idea how to get rid of this feeling of missing him so much. I say his name into the universe before I go to...
    VirgoChild73 VirgoChild73 41-45, F 2 Responses Dec 20, 2013

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    I hate that I do. I don't want to anymore.

    Thought it was over and done with in my mind...guess not.
    demipuff demipuff 18-21, F Nov 4

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    So Many Things I Miss About Him

    The way he smells, so clean and fresh ... The way he put on his cap when he is headed out the door, I love the way he said my name and I really miss hearing it... just an endless list of things I miss about him
    southernheat southernheat 51-55, F 3 Responses Feb 17, 2011

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    I literally can't stand not bring with him.

    Only at school we are together thank god in a year or two we might be living together
    BooBear99 BooBear99 13-15, F Nov 2

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    Slowly Losing You

    These past few months I've noticed a change. A change within you. You've become distant and careless to what's happening. I've stayed by your side and hoped things would change. I tried and tried so hard to talk to you and keep this relationship going but it seems like I just can...
    Seasun95 Seasun95 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 5, 2013

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    He's gone and i don't know what to do he made me

    so happy more than anyone could imagine he wasn't the most attractive but for once looks didnt mean anything to me everyone thinks I'm just a pretty face with a bad personality well can you blame me I'm miserable I miss him so much I keep hoping and praying he'll be mine again...
    Alisa54 Alisa54 18-21, F 8 Responses Oct 23

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    In the worst possible way,

    and I hate myself for it. I said I was done, it was over, no more communication, but he has to email again just to say hi and to ask how I am, and like the idiot I am, I always freaking respond!! Sure, to him, it's "let's just see how she's doing, no harm in that" but for...
    lyssak lyssak 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 5

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    I saw him only yesterday,

    but I already miss him and want to hear his voice... I wonder if he feels the same...
    arigray arigray 18-21, F 38 mins ago

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    He Was..

    He was the first person I allowed to get close to me on EP.  I would send him pm's, write on his whiteboard, and he would always listen.  Every time I think about my first days of coming out of my shell on ep, I think of him.  I had kept to myself for months, but one day in...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 20, 2011

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    Today would have been our 6 years anniversary.

    I do still care about him and love him. I choke when I think about moving on. I'm so confused. There were times when I felt like I truely could feel his love then there were others when I felt so alone and used. I just didn't get it. Our relationship never went the way some...
    lilygeorge12 lilygeorge12 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 9

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    I miss him already...

    =.= why i love him so much :0 im restless... ~.~ *sipping on my tea*
    lovebug19980 lovebug19980 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 29

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    What I would give for one more kiss.

    ..for him to reach out his hand and take mine. He is and will always be my best friend. I hope he knows how much I love him and how sorry I am we can't be together like the way we want...
    secretsnvrtobetold secretsnvrtobetold 31-35, F 3 Responses Mar 10

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    After 4 years I still have some feelings

    for him.... We only spent three weeks together why do I still like him? Was it love? My gut says he feels how I feel but I can't be sure. I keep listening to the voice note he sent me and even though the content of it makes me cringe, I find his voice so soothing and familiar...
    lorrilondon22 lorrilondon22 22-25, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Him.... I met him January of this year.

    When I first met him, I really didn't "feel" anything for him nor was I attracted to him. But why, why did I miss him after ? Why did he cross my mind? Why did I think of him daily? What was so special about him? I don't know. The day after we met, he sent me a text and said "I...
    infinitexhope infinitexhope 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 28

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    He's like a drug and I'm afraid I'll relapse.

    I miss him though. I miss him with every fiber of my being. I miss his lips. I miss his dorky glasses. I miss the freckles on his hands. I miss how 98% of the time he'd always know the right words to say. He cheated and it was finally the last straw. In the beginning I was glad...