I Miss Lots of Opportunities

All the I could haves... or should haves...
I'm paralyzed by fear of the unknown.
I miss soooo many social events because I'm too anxious to leave my house.  Usually because I'm feeling fat that day.
I burn myself out so I can...

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I'm sure i miss many opportunities. I am a home body and scared of the unknown. I couldn't just get up and go out into the world and do something crazy, travel on the spur of the moment or on my own. On the other hand if you give me a...

Since I do not know day to day how I am going to feel I do lose a lot of opportunities.  Its hard for me to plan things outs and I have a bad tendency to talk myself out of opportunities because I do not want to let anyone down.

having been done over so many times and being abused i have missed out of some great opportunities for employment and education and more importantly for romance...
i am never in sync for love... the rape taught me the toughest lesson of...

I just have too less energy to take an opportunity..

I feel exhausted. wow. that took like ten attempts to spell out rite. huh.
i'm not looking for any sympathy, or "you poor thing" - i know my probs are nothing in comparison to those with depression, or who come from really...

i believe i miss a lot of opportunities because i am too afraid to talk to people, or make some sort of first move. i need to focus on what i want and how to get it.

I miss out on so many different opportunities simply because I'm afraid. I'm afraid I'm not good enough for them, that when I go out and people see me for who I really am, that I just won't be good enough. That they'll turn me away and...

Through all the wrong turns I've taken in my life, it's easy to see what I'm living without.  But to do things for unselfish reasons makes it liveable ...