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I Miss My Best Friend

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    Today, May 27, 2014 marks four months

    since Darren's suicide. I miss him so much. We were best friends from the start and we always had so much fun together. We could be real with each other and tell each other everything. We helped each other out and he was the only person that knew who I was. Every weekend on the...
    snowunderthestars snowunderthestars 13-15, F 3 Responses May 27

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    My best friend died in 2011

    and I haven't found anyone like her since. It sucks because she was the perfect best friend for me and before she died we stopped talking over a studpid guy. Even though she is probably even more of a friend now that she is gone because I keep her in spirit, I still hurt over...
    Godisnumber1 Godisnumber1 22-25 5 days ago

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    A letter a a Friend First a little background.

    I moved from my hometown to Massachusetts cause my dad got transferred then we had to move back down. I made a friend (not gonna reveal her name) that I really felt like I could call her my sister. And not those phony best friends "sisters", no! I felt that she was a real part...
    Piglover102 Piglover102 22-25, M a week ago

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    I made a horrible mistake.

    I cheated in my girlfriend with my best friend. It's been a year and a half since but I still I miss my best friend. Now it feels like I don't have anyone.
    bigbrownbastard bigbrownbastard 18-21, M Aug 3

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    About two years ago, I met a girl online.

    Sometimes people don't think that online relationships are the same, and they may not be, but they are still real. We became closer, and soon best friends. Unfortunately, we lived across the country from each other, but we had our technological connection, which we maintained...
    ilostsomeonetoo ilostsomeonetoo 13-15, F Feb 10

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    She moved last year :( we do text sometimes

    but i sorta suck as that ._. I'm used to my conversations with Jen that are usually her blabbering on about whatever while i sit them and listen :P
    ForgottenFantasy ForgottenFantasy 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 4

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    Today would've been your 17th birthday.

    I miss you so much that I can't go one day without thinking about you. I hope you're watching over me because I'm trying to make you proud. I love you, rest in peace
    hebr0 hebr0 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 27

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    having the only person

    who understands anything i do or say move away from me has to be the most difficult thing. I've tried so hard to move past it but i cant. shes in a different state and we both say we will reunite when shes 18 but we are both scared that things will change and plans wont continue...
    cloudymoons cloudymoons 16-17, F Aug 4

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    My best friend's name is samantha she died a

    year ago i really miss her so much her birthday is May 15 😢
    freetifaith freetifaith 13-15, F May 18

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    Today I had an amazing day

    and I went to go tell him and he wasn't there even after it's been over a year I don't want to believe that he is gone I expect him to walk thru the door any minute and tell me that this is all just a sick joke it's not fair he didn't even get to his 19th birthday he won't ever...
    SlimsB SlimsB 16-17, F 6 days ago

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    A best friend is one soul in two bodies!

    The two bodies will find their other half someday.
    AwkwardlyClumsy AwkwardlyClumsy 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 9

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    Recently I stopped talking to my very best

    friend. A lot of young girls say " you are my bff" but really everyone is young. This girl was truly my very best friend. We did absolutely everything together. Anyway, my parents didn't like her and she was a bit weird and never stayed at my house. I'm having trouble copping...
    kellylily kellylily 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 30

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    I lost a very good friend to suicide a year

    and a half ago. He was heavily bullied. The worst part was that I heard every bit of it. We were in a Skype call when he did it. I heard the splatter and squirt of blood as the pen went into his throat. I heard his scream. Then, I heard the complete silence afterwards. The...
    PanicAtTheBlink PanicAtTheBlink 13-15, M 4 Responses Jun 22

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    The most beautiful caring girl

    who I had the privelege of spending three weeks with left for the north west territories. I miss her a lot :(
    louisrcac louisrcac 13-15, M Aug 7

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    She just got married to my cousin.

    We used to do everything together but now i never see her. They're moving to Hawaii... I feel sorta depressed because we've drifted apart so much. We rarely talk anymore and it kills me.
    prettylittleshopgirl prettylittleshopgirl 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 7

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    I moved to another state,

    but I'm sad because the friendship was drifting even when I was living near her. I feel like when I stopped going out to clubs as much, she lost interest and put our friendship on a back burner. I'm confused, I miss her and get jealous when I see she's going out with other...
    sylvconde1 sylvconde1 22-25, F Aug 2

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    He set me appart from his life last month.

    .. He said he was too depressed to keep anybody by his side. Idk... I miss him.
    wheredolostsoulsbelong wheredolostsoulsbelong 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 31

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    Me and my best friend have been friends

    since 2nd grade and now we are entering our first years in high school. Well now, we aren't best friends anymore thanks to a mistake that I've made. I miss her more than ever. Our friendship was really important to me. It was the most important friendship I've had. I wish I...
    basketballislife15 basketballislife15 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 31

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    My friend moved away in my 7th grade year (last

    year) to America and isn't coming back!!!!!
    dancerwithheart dancerwithheart 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 28

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    It's not been easy these months.

    ..the pain was always there, numbed and pushed aside by distractions. But the other day my thoughts turned to you and so much emotion came flooding back all at once...I'm not ready to lose you. I'm not ready to give up the best friend I have ever had.
    iamstillhuman iamstillhuman 18-21 1 Response Aug 3

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    Best Buds

    Me and my best friend hit a bit of a rough patch over the last year, fortunately we're back on speaking terms, now i feel the only way to progress and bond like we used to is by taking an interest and becoming enthusiastic about the things he loves, this would not be a problem if...
    Sublimelovecuts Sublimelovecuts 18-21, M 2 Responses Feb 16, 2013

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    You make me stronger... my best friend..

    So i'm here again and since i didn't had anything to do today i'm gonna share a small but very important part of my life with all of u.. my real life best friend... She is 5 feet 3 inches tall and have white skin with long black hairs and very beautiful dark brown eyes.. she...
    Thatsmystyle77 Thatsmystyle77 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 14, 2012

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    I Miss You Okay?

    I just ******* miss you okay? I know I'm a *****, I know I wasn't good for you, I know we had nothing in common, I know I was clingy, I know I am depressed. but did you really have to leave me? I still cry you know. when no ones around. I read old messages and cry. not the cry...
    BrokenHallelujah412 BrokenHallelujah412 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 20, 2013

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    I miss Millie. She committed suicide

    when I was away, down in London. I came home and she had hung herself. I miss her so much. She was the only one who stopped me from cutting too deep. She was the one who called the ambulance when I took an overdose. She stopped me from committing suicide but I couldn't stop her...
    ZoeAmilia ZoeAmilia 16-17, F 12 Responses May 9

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    I Regret..

    I really feel bad what about what happened between me and my best friend. We met in kindergarten when I lived in Atlanta, GA. We instantly clicked, and was pretty much inseparable from each other. The other kids complained that we would never play with them, but we always had the...
    silver222 silver222 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 12, 2011

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    No. Just no. I haven't seen you in like two

    months, you call me to tell me you're an hour away but can't come and see me?Wtf. And you stole my secret supply of chocolate. (Yes, I did notice.)Whatever, just get your arse back here quickly.
    Taup Taup 16-17, F 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    I used to have a friend

    who I had a crush on. We had a long-distance friendship, and ever since I told him I liked him, he's been ignoring me. Blocked me on skype and steam, and all my friends too. He was so nice and supportive until all this. I just miss him :(
    GlassRabbit GlassRabbit 13-15, F Jul 28

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    I know you're going to college

    and working. And you are seeing that cute cookbook from work. I am so happy for you and I always wish you the best, even if if leaves little time for me. It hurts, a lot. But you're still my bestfriend and I'll never have someone as close to me as you are. I love you.
    disasterland disasterland 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    *Warning! I'm about to have a rant* *some

    if you may not care but I feel like I need to say it* So basically I became (more than) friends with his girl called Austin, we were honestly so close, i loved her like a sister and we told each other everything. She was bisexual and was heavily bullied for this at school...
    DarlinYoullBeOkay DarlinYoullBeOkay 16-17, F 3 Responses Jun 30

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    I miss you Em. I think of you every day,

    so many times. I'm sorry it has to be this way.
    Z00Z00Z Z00Z00Z 36-40, M 1 Response Jul 31

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    My best friend is an an abusive relationship,

    every decision she makes I support her, but it's reaching the point I just want to shake her and just wish she'd open her eyes and leave the bloke.! She's 3 weeks from having a child with him and the bloke is going out getting drunk and sniffed up on drugs. Every other day I...
    AsherMae AsherMae 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 1

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    Tonight I am thinking about Koda a lot

    and I just can't stop crying no matter what I do or listen to I think about him whether it be remedy by seether or adrenaline by shinedown I can't help but cry I miss him like crazy and I wish I had him back even if it were just for a moment I miss my Koda bear
    SlimsB SlimsB 16-17, F Aug 9

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    This is a poem I wrote about my best friend

    My best friend is so pretty My best friend is so smart My best friend is so wise My best friend is my mom Without my best friend I can't breath I can't sleep I can't eat I can't think I haven't seen my best friend in 2 years I try to convince myself that she's still...
    123me321 123me321 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 8

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    To Joe K. Rest In Peace My Friend

      You were the best friend a girl could ever have. You knew every one of my secrets, my hopes, my dreams , my fears, my victories and my defeats.  You were with me every step of the way.  Standing by my side.  You never judged me, even when you hated what I was doing.  You...
    TKD1 TKD1 46-50, F 3 Responses Oct 22, 2013

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    Opposites Attract

    The following is an intricate, and illustrated tribute to my best friend(and fellow EP member) who I miss dearly due to him being in the Navy. Icansee----topic----Socalsunset Christian - Religion - Pagan Pro life - Abortion - Pro choice Conservative - Political - Anarchist Anti...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Oct 14, 2010

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    Alice And Bella

    I miss them so much it hurts. They committed suicide a very long time ago and it still hurts so much to think about. I still have copies of both suicide notes which I have literally read once. Every time I try again, just touching it, I fall a part. Its hard but I will never stop...
    EmpowermentProject EmpowermentProject 31-35, F 9 Responses Aug 22, 2013

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    A girl who used to be my bet friend.

    I should have known better she was such a great and fun person. Something happened and we kind of turned into enemies and then she moved to a place far away :/
    Sakura09girl Sakura09girl 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    She's not gone anywhere,

    well not physically. She's always moved from friend to friend and now after four years she's moved on from me. Left me behind and given me no reason or explanation as to why. She was my only real friend. So this is really ****** and she better come back!
    amyvictoriaaa amyvictoriaaa 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 9

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    I hurt my friend :( now he is sad

    and doesnt want to talk to me , The story begins by him asking me to talk to his 'x' at first i didnt accept but he said please do me this favor and talk to him , so i agreed , when i talked to him we shared our pictures and talked in simple subjects like school work etc...
    memo7575 memo7575 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Dakotah was my best friend in the whole world

    he was my secret keeper shoulder to cry on and when everyone else let me down he was my knight in shining armor and now he's gone and even tho it's over a years later I still can't seem to accept it I keep thinking that he's gonna walk thru the door and say hey b but the more I...
    MissSkye MissSkye 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 31

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    Some People Connect With You Differently...

    .. and you find it pretty hard when those kind of people leave. I met both of them in College and the three of us automatically clicked. We weren't ladies yet at that time, we were kids who would hang out just anywhere to study, pray, read, boy watch, talk, laugh, take photos...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Feb 5, 2012

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    I miss my best caring friend

    for a very long time. Even through she's a miles & miles away. She will always be my true friend for life. We will eventually re-connected when the time has come. Bye my darling dearest friend for now. Ohm Namah Shivaya!
    cats8 cats8 46-50, F 7 hrs ago

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    My Other Mother

    Not a day goes by I do not miss my very best friend..Some may have seen it as odd since she was 33 yrs older than I but she was my everything I not only looked up to her but admired her very much. She just may be partially to blame for my very independent, strong willed and...
    specks77 specks77 36-40, F 4 Responses Jan 27, 2013

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    I miss my best friend

    so bady 😭😭😭 Sometimes i just wish i could go back start over. Maybe if I had a second chance, I wouldn't have lost her. She can't possibly know how much she meant to me. When I was struggling with anorexia and depression, she watched me and told me that I was already...
    TaylorNicoleee TaylorNicoleee 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 20

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    lostCake lostCake 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 15

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    my best friend Bella moved to El Paso (I'm in

    dallas) so yeah, she's still in the same state as me, but she's 10 hours away and I won't get to see her often. she's the only good friend I have here and she's gone. she's the only reason I'm alive, and she's gone. she's moving back in two years but i dont know if I can make it...
    Katelynann30 Katelynann30 13-15, F Aug 7

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    I got into a fight with my best friend 4 months

    ago.. we stopped talking to each other since then. it felt wrong because we're always together from the beginning. we wouldn't even look into each other's eyes. though we stopped talking, I still care. even if I didn't show it. I acted like I don't even wanna know her anymore...
    kittyblackeyes kittyblackeyes 16-17, F 4 Responses May 23

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    Jordan...R.I.P 22.1.1999 - 20.11.2013

    Just the other day we were both messing about in tutor. You were singing What does the fox say just to annoy everybody, with a big beaming smile on your face, making me laugh like crazy. But then the next day, there was just an empty seat next to me. Nobody dare sit in it...
    RadiateLove RadiateLove 13-15, F 8 Responses Nov 21, 2013

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    You've left a great part of me empty.

    . no body can take your place.. I hope you're well and I hope the angels send you this message, I miss you... Ash. x
    Starz93 Starz93 18-21, F Aug 9

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    I miss my best friend Tiger Snugglebug she was

    a very cute and good person I loved her so much she was so nice to me but if you get on her bad side you'll be sorry she maybe young and sweet but she can she take care of herself I miss her so much she was like a sister to me I wish one day she would come back.
    SillyTigerLily SillyTigerLily 18-21 5 Responses Feb 9

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    More Than One

    I have made a few friends here that I consider to be very close friends. The relationship I have with each of them, while based on what we shared on EP, goes beyond EP. But, EP is virtual. E-mail is virtual. Each of us have lives beyond EP. I do truly love and appreciate...
    NoLongerHere NoLongerHere 41-45, M 8 Responses Mar 14, 2013

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    I once had a best friend

    that I could stay up all night talking to on the phone about absolutely anything. I would help her with her boyfriend troubles and she would help me with my girl troubles. Turns out her boyfriend was super jealous of me, I mean wouldn't you be if your girlfriend was that close...
    Rune2u Rune2u 18-21, M 4 Responses May 20

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    I Truly Miss You Lala we had come apart

    because by the end of the year my mom took me out of school to do homeschooling which I hated and so after that my dad died and it was alot going on so I couldn't really see any of my friends . :/ and now that I'm enrolled back in school I get to see her again . :)
    trvstislimited trvstislimited 13-15, F a week ago

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