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I Miss My Best Friend

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    I met her on this website.

    She was amazing in every aspect. She could charm a whistle into a flute. We lived across the world from each other (literally a sea apart) and I felt closer to her than ever. Reading her stories completed me; I connected with her better than anyone I have ever known. Learning of...
    PixieStixs PixieStixs 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 24, 2014

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    i actually miss her so much.

    She was the best best friend anyone could have. We told each other everything, her parents were fighting and she even told me she knew her dad was cheating. Things were never easy for her. Then the start of high school came and I remember that first day so clearly because it was...
    cristinaluciana cristinaluciana 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 23, 2014

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    At some point you realize

    that some people can stay in your heart not in your life no matter what you try. It hurts so bad that it could bring memories to it.. all of it.
    Nano567 Nano567 18-21, F Jan 8

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    I miss him he went away

    for boot camp in November and I haven't heard anything from him. I can't wait till he gets out of boot camp
    theshu12 theshu12 18-21, F Dec 22, 2014

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    At this time my words are dry

    and tears have soaked my face.I have no very eloquent things to say.I MISS MY MAMA.I MISS MY ex Best FRIEND.I miss other good people who are not in my life.Only in my heart and my memories,memories seem to never be enough.In some cases , I have some belonging of theirs,or gifts...
    lunadelobos lunadelobos 41-45 1 Response Jan 6

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    I used to have a best friend.

    We met in primary school at the age of 10. There were a few of us in a group but she was always my closest friend. We didn't live that far from each other so we walked to school together every morning. Oh the things we used to talk about... Most girls our age would talk about...
    EmmaXP EmmaXP 16-17, F 4 Responses Nov 3, 2014

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    Isaac, my Isaac. I don't know how else to

    differentiate the sweet, handsome, dorky boy I fell in love with and who was my best friend and the cold, walled off stranger that you became as a man. I try to remember you before everything happened in 2013. I try to remember your smile ans your voice before it became cold and...
    DeeJayKay DeeJayKay 18-21, F Jan 18

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    I once had a best friend

    that I could stay up all night talking to on the phone about absolutely anything. I would help her with her boyfriend troubles and she would help me with my girl troubles. Turns out her boyfriend was super jealous of me, I mean wouldn't you be if your girlfriend was that close...
    Rune2u Rune2u 18-21, M 3 Responses May 20, 2014

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    Well probably no one will read this to be honest

    but might aswell give it a go; So when I was 6 years old I met this boy in my primary school and we weren't "best friend" but I had a crush on him like I seriously liked him and I never told anyone but at that time when I heard he liked one of my friends I was so upset but I got...
    ashaibrahim ashaibrahim 13-15, F 3 Responses Jan 9

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    You make me stronger... my best friend..

    So i'm here again and since i didn't had anything to do today i'm gonna share a small but very important part of my life with all of u.. my real life best friend... She is 5 feet 3 inches tall and have white skin with long black hairs and very beautiful dark brown eyes.. she...
    Thatsmystyle77 Thatsmystyle77 22-25, M 2 Responses Apr 14, 2012

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    So its been a little while

    since my best friend was in a car accident and i cant stop thinking about what happened that day and how willing i would be to take his place. I think about it everyday. and i always walk into school thinking hes going to be there and show up. but he never does. I know people...
    NickNguyen92298 NickNguyen92298 16-17, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    My best friend's name is samantha she died a

    year ago i really miss her so much her birthday is May 15 😢
    freetifaith freetifaith 13-15, F May 18, 2014

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    At just 13, a village in Colombia lost its

    golden girl. Her name, María Alejandra. She was my best friend since we were 2. For 4 years, she suffered abuse from her brother, who was 7 years older than her. The day after she told me about her abuse, she jumped off a cliff. No one knows where her brother is now, whether...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Aug 28, 2014

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    More Than One

    I have made a few friends here that I consider to be very close friends. The relationship I have with each of them, while based on what we shared on EP, goes beyond EP. But, EP is virtual. E-mail is virtual. Each of us have lives beyond EP. I do truly love and appreciate...
    NoLongerHere NoLongerHere 41-45, M 7 Responses Mar 14, 2013

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    Well not quite my BEST friend,

    as we only know each other online, and haven't known each other a full year yet, but we've shared the best of stories, had the best of conversations, and played lots of multiplayer games together. He suddenly went offline a while ago and hasn't been online since, except to tell...
    ArrowPewPew ArrowPewPew 18-21 4 Responses Sep 11, 2014

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    I've lost many a best friend,

    but today one of my ex boyfriends messaged me. He sent me some things he wrote for a class about our relationship. We have no harsh feelings towards one another and apologized and were able to talk like friends again. He was my friend first and boyfriend second. I miss the...
    StrawBracelet StrawBracelet 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 13

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    I don't have a lot of free time,

    so I often miss my friends; however, it's very rewarding when I finally do see them!
    Leofflaed Leofflaed 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    I lost a very good friend to suicide a year

    and a half ago. He was heavily bullied. The worst part was that I heard every bit of it. We were in a Skype call when he did it. I heard the splatter and squirt of blood as the pen went into his throat. I heard his scream. Then, I heard the complete silence afterwards. The...
    PanicAtTheBlink PanicAtTheBlink 16-17, M 4 Responses Jun 22, 2014

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    Its the last day of the semester

    and my last class that i see my best friend just ended so ill never see him again... ;(
    johnnykman johnnykman 13-15, M 1 Response Jan 15

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    I just hate it how when you have

    that good friend for so long. Then, after so many years. Life separates u apart. It hurts.
    Starz93 Starz93 18-21, F 6 Responses Jan 7

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    I miss my best friend

    so bady 😭😭😭 Sometimes i just wish i could go back start over. Maybe if I had a second chance, I wouldn't have lost her. She can't possibly know how much she meant to me. When I was struggling with anorexia and depression, she watched me and told me that I was already...
    TaylorNicoleee TaylorNicoleee 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 20, 2014

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    *Warning! I'm about to have a rant* *some

    if you may not care but I feel like I need to say it* So basically I became (more than) friends with his girl called Austin, we were honestly so close, i loved her like a sister and we told each other everything. She was bisexual and was heavily bullied for this at school...
    DarlinYoullBeOkay DarlinYoullBeOkay 16-17, F 3 Responses Jun 30, 2014

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    Alice And Bella

    I miss them so much it hurts. They committed suicide a very long time ago and it still hurts so much to think about. I still have copies of both suicide notes which I have literally read once. Every time I try again, just touching it, I fall a part. Its hard but I will never stop...
    EmpowermentProject EmpowermentProject 31-35, F 10 Responses Aug 22, 2013

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    Toote hue dilon ki…Duaa mere saath hai,

    Duniya teri taraf hai…Khuda mere saath hai. Awaaz ghunghrooON ki…Nahin hai to kya hua Saagar ke tootne ki…Sadaa mere saath hai Tanhai kisko kehte hain…Mujhko pata nahin Kya jaane kis hasin ki…Duaa mere saath hai Paimana saamne hai to…Kuch gum nahin Nizaam Ab dard-e...
    tiya78 tiya78 26-30, F Jan 9

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    Some People Connect With You Differently...

    .. and you find it pretty hard when those kind of people leave. I met both of them in College and the three of us automatically clicked. We weren't ladies yet at that time, we were kids who would hang out just anywhere to study, pray, read, boy watch, talk, laugh, take photos...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Feb 5, 2012

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    My best friend been changing :( she dropped out

    of school and she just wanna be alone and we're just not the same and we been besty for 8 years
    Legendgirl112 Legendgirl112 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 29, 2014

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    Michael, there's not a day

    that goes by that I don't think of you and miss you. I wish I could just drink with you again or just have one last conversation about how the girl you were seeing was such a *****. Anything. But you're gone now and I miss you so ******* much. You were there for me when no one...
    NoF7cksSeven NoF7cksSeven 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 18

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    I thought that my best friend will be there

    for me when I her friend is mouthing of at me, but really and truly she isn't. I thought my best friend will back me up when her friend is saying hurtful thing about me, but all I know is that I hearing thing that I shouldn't be hearing from my best friend mouth...
    KiaraTequila12 KiaraTequila12 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    Recently I stopped talking to my very best

    friend. A lot of young girls say " you are my bff" but really everyone is young. This girl was truly my very best friend. We did absolutely everything together. Anyway, my parents didn't like her and she was a bit weird and never stayed at my house. I'm having trouble copping...
    kellylily kellylily 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 30, 2014

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    sbahati201 sbahati201 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 5

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    My Other Mother

    Not a day goes by I do not miss my very best friend..Some may have seen it as odd since she was 33 yrs older than I but she was my everything I not only looked up to her but admired her very much. She just may be partially to blame for my very independent, strong willed and...
    specks77 specks77 36-40, F 3 Responses Jan 27, 2013

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    I miss talking to you em.

    I miss our conversations that would go on for hours. I Miss hearing your voice. I miss our random conversations. I miss you.
    cnguyen138 cnguyen138 18-21, M Jul 23, 2014

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    She's not gone anywhere,

    well not physically. She's always moved from friend to friend and now after four years she's moved on from me. Left me behind and given me no reason or explanation as to why. She was my only real friend. So this is really ****** and she better come back!
    amyvictoriaaa amyvictoriaaa 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 9, 2014

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    I have learned that friendship can't stand

    after a serious relationship break-up. She was my best friend. I told her and went to her for everything. We are still friends but it's nothing like it was, I just miss that friendship. I miss having someone who knew me, who knew how I thought and could help me. I miss knowing...
    RedefiningLife RedefiningLife 36-40, M 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    Today, May 27, 2014 marks four months

    since Darren's suicide. I miss him so much. We were best friends from the start and we always had so much fun together. We could be real with each other and tell each other everything. We helped each other out and he was the only person that knew who I was. Every weekend on the...
    snowunderthestars snowunderthestars 13-15, F 3 Responses May 27, 2014

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    I miss Millie. She committed suicide

    when I was away, down in London. I came home and she had hung herself. I miss her so much. She was the only one who stopped me from cutting too deep. She was the one who called the ambulance when I took an overdose. She stopped me from committing suicide but I couldn't stop her...
    ZoeAmilia ZoeAmilia 16-17, F 12 Responses May 9, 2014

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    Will I miss you so much.

    I'm so scared cuz I don't even know if your okay. I don't know if "I love you" were going to be your last words to me. Please talk to me. Call me or something. I need to know that your okay. I was there for you from the beginning and I promise I'll be here till the end..... -ari...
    zakiana15 zakiana15 13-15, F 4 Responses Jul 23, 2014

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    I just want my Best Friend back.

    I wish we had never dated.
    NeeverForget NeeverForget 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 11, 2014

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    I wish you would understand how much it's hurt

    me these past few years....as I see you forgetting me more each day, never making an effort to even say hello....I watch as I see you and know that you don't see me, only because you're 'too busy'....too busy huh....I know what that means....I've seen it, I've heard about your...
    AlyShine AlyShine 18-21, F Jan 11

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    It's not been easy these months.

    ..the pain was always there, numbed and pushed aside by distractions. But the other day my thoughts turned to you and so much emotion came flooding back all at once...I'm not ready to lose you. I'm not ready to give up the best friend I have ever had.
    iamstillhuman iamstillhuman 18-21 1 Response Aug 3, 2014

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    There’s this place in me

    where your fingerprints still rest, your kisses still linger, and your whispers softly echo. It’s the place where a part of you will forever be a part of me
    ImRaven ImRaven 66-70, M 6 days ago

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    You've left a great part of me empty.

    . no body can take your place.. I hope you're well and I hope the angels send you this message, I miss you... Ash. x
    Starz93 Starz93 18-21, F Aug 9, 2014

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    Damn... I've known her

    since I was 11, which is almost 3 years ago... I've seen her get worse and worse, but I refused to face that she needed professional help. Now I've actually realised it, and it hit my hard... This Tuesday she made suicide attempt number 5. Yesterday she moved into a mental...
    Colourfi Colourfi 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 21, 2014

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    I didn't know that people can change

    so fast.. may be their priorities have changed.. whatever.. I lost my best friend.. I had a best friend who was THE BEST.. every time I was with him, he only made me laugh.. in real life I didn't have a friend who cared for me so much like he did.. when I was left all alone in...
    amazingmoment90 amazingmoment90 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 2

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    she's back! she stopped dating the d-bag,

    and we had so much fun the other day. he hated me, because she refused to quit talking to you mean when he told her to.
    VanyaOrlav VanyaOrlav 18-21, F Jan 13

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    Sometimes being a friend means mastering the

    art of timing. There is a time for silence. A time to let go and allow people to hurl themselves into their own destiny. And a time to prepare to pick up the pieces when it's all over.
    tiya78 tiya78 26-30, F Jan 12

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    Maybe by posting this I will feel better

    because I am getting things off of my chest and may find some type of closure. I said goodbye to someone that I truly cared for because of my feelings for him. It was very selfish of me to do this. We came into each others lives not once but twice. First time we parted was...
    Bittersweet73 Bittersweet73 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 14

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    Opposites Attract

    The following is an intricate, and illustrated tribute to my best friend(and fellow EP member) who I miss dearly due to him being in the Navy. Icansee----topic----Socalsunset Christian - Religion - Pagan Pro life - Abortion - Pro choice Conservative - Political - Anarchist Anti...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Oct 14, 2010

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    Jake,Today was another stupid day,

    but I appreciate the sunset you sent. Did you see my face when I cracked the screen on my laptop? I guess the crack isn't so bad, but I'm noticing it now. Probably because it's the least of my worries right now. Did you see me laugh when I was shopping with Tiffany? Today...
    YouBeTheAnchor YouBeTheAnchor 22-25, F 5 Responses Dec 12, 2013

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    Being a teenager is an amazing time

    and a hard time. It's when you make your best friends - I have girls who will never leave my heart and I still talk to. You get the best and the worst as a teen. You have the best friendships and the worst heartbreaks.
    tiya78 tiya78 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 19

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    I got into a fight with my best friend 4 months

    ago.. we stopped talking to each other since then. it felt wrong because we're always together from the beginning. we wouldn't even look into each other's eyes. though we stopped talking, I still care. even if I didn't show it. I acted like I don't even wanna know her anymore...
    kittyblackeyes kittyblackeyes 16-17, F 4 Responses May 23, 2014

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