I Miss My Best Friend

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    He wasn't really my best friend

    but he was a very good friend of mine. I had a crush on him for 2 months. Idk about anyone else but I get attached to anyone I have sex with. He moved yesterday and I should've told him how I feel. I can't text him because I get too scared. I already miss him and I look like...
    Princessss16 Princessss16
    13-15, F
    Apr 3

    i miss my best friend my best friend was my mom

    and she got taken from me way to soon miss you everyday mom
    Rebecca1402 Rebecca1402
    13-15, F
    Feb 27

    Today I reached my home town

    and started missing all the best friends this making me feel bored sad and lonely
    Sourabh789 Sourabh789
    18-21, M
    Apr 15

    What happened here As the New York sunset

    disappeared I found an empty garden among the flagstones there Who lived here He must have been a gardener that cared a lot Who weeded out the tears and grew a good crop And now it all looks strange It's funny how one insect can damage so much grain And what's it for This little...
    bigsteve1966 bigsteve1966
    46-50, M
    Feb 22, 2015

    I had this friend in elementary school

    and I thought we were close and we'd be best friends forever. Then I moved and we would Skype whenever she was at my other friends house but other than that we lost contact. I finally saw her a few years after in 7th grade and she wasn't the one who said anything it was one of...
    XDeadxNxAliveX XDeadxNxAliveX
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Mar 18

    I've resorted to talking to people online

    for quite sometime now. I started last year after my last best friend moved away. I hangout with good friends, but I can't tolerate them all the time. I'm a lonely person in a world where I can't hangout with a best friend. I don't know whether I should cut out online friends...
    DragonTheDragon DragonTheDragon
    26-30, M
    1 Response Mar 19

    Today I went to the beach

    where you died. I found peace, guidance and solace. It is like you are still here. Giving me the advice that I need. I listen and follow your words. That help me every day. I just want to say. Thank you...
    clmr33 clmr33
    46-50, F
    1 Response Mar 26

    My pride and my dignity tell me

    that I should not contact you, but my heart and my mind tell me otherwise. One would think that after almost two years the grieving cycle would have ended, but obviously, that is not the case.
    Holliepop Holliepop
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 20

    Today, May 27, 2014 marks four months

    since Darren's suicide. I miss him so much. We were best friends from the start and we always had so much fun together. We could be real with each other and tell each other everything. We helped each other out and he was the only person that knew who I was. Every weekend on the...
    snowunderthestars snowunderthestars
    16-17, F
    2 Responses May 27, 2014

    DON'T MIND ME. Just sitting up at five in the

    morning. Missing my main. No biggie. ­čśĽ
    Apostasies Apostasies
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Jul 31, 2015

    I miss my best friend .

    We haven't talked tonight coz I think he fell asleep (dang sleepy dwarf!) but I forgive him coz I know he has to wake up early today coz he's working away but... that won't change the fact that I miss him... his voice... his sweet words... his goodnight speech (hehe) I just...
    soyyoprincesa soyyoprincesa
    22-25, F
    Mar 27

    I miss my best friend here on EP.

    She was one my best friends here on EP. She was going through a lot of pain in her life. She is no longer here on this site. All of of a sudden she left. Don't know what happened to her. But I will miss her a lot. If you see this message please respond...
    vinny87 vinny87
    26-30, M
    1 Response Mar 31

    You weren't only my first love

    but my true first best friend. I've never had any friends growing up and still don't. Aside from being partners, I can separate all the things that made us best friends. I loved you as my soulmate who I could sleep next to each night, and I loved you as my best friend to where...
    violetskynoise violetskynoise
    22-25, F
    Mar 25
    Sourabh789 Sourabh789
    18-21, M
    Apr 10

    I miss my friend from here.

    Wish I would hear from her.
    avgniceguy avgniceguy
    41-45, M
    1 Response Apr 14

    She's different now. She became the type of

    girl in a relationship we made fun of. We said we would never become those girls. The kind of girl who is controlled by her boyfriend, loses herself, sacrifices her happiness and moves to a city where she doesn't know anyone or isn't familiar with. Worst she can't even speak to...
    ShyKiz ShyKiz
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jul 12, 2015

    You make me stronger... my best friend..

    So i'm here again and since i didn't had anything to do today i'm gonna share a small but very important part of my life with all of u.. my real life best friend... She is 5 feet 3 inches tall and have white skin with long black hairs and very beautiful dark brown eyes.. she...
    TheJabalpurGuy24 TheJabalpurGuy24
    22-25, M
    1 Response Apr 14, 2012

    my bestfriend died in august of 2012.

    we were friends forever and she was killed three days before her birthday. her murderer just got convicted on two counts of first degree murder and got two consecutive life sentences without the possibility of parole. i miss her so much and i hate it here without her.
    femalien femalien
    22-25, F
    10 Responses May 1, 2015

    we where just hanging out yesterday

    and today i get a call saying you passed away during the night i dont even no what to do you where the one i went to with my problems now i cant even do that you where to young to go i would say please come back t me but i no that wont happen so rest easy intel we meet again...
    Rebecca1402 Rebecca1402
    13-15, F
    7 Responses Aug 15, 2015

    I miss you we used to play togather study

    togather, go to school together, event enjoy or cry together!! Why the distances reflects at our friendship ?? you was my sister. You was my best friend we was laughing together. All of that doesn't mean anything to you. Every time I try to exchange you with another friend...
    daniela222 daniela222
    26-30, F
    Mar 21

    Was great seeing you over the weekend hun,

    still the same party girl I love getting drunk with lol xox love you and miss you already x
    Courtneybanks1 Courtneybanks1
    18-21, F
    Mar 27

    I miss my friend Linda.

    we met three years ago when I moved into my apartment. I live on the first floor, she lived on the fourth floor. we had breakfast together in my apartment at least five days a week. I would go to her apartment for dinner which she would cook at least three times a week. we were...
    Mjs5461 Mjs5461
    61-65, M
    1 Response Mar 21

    "If you're alone, I'll be your shadow.

    If you want to cry, I'll be your shoulder. If you want a hug, I'll be your pillow. If you need to be happy, I'll be your smile... But anytime you need a friend, I'll just be me." I Miss my Best friEnD do you?
    NatsuD143 NatsuD143
    18-21, M
    Mar 23

    Four years ago I met the realest girl ever.

    She was the truest friend I ever had. Three months ago she moved to New York and now she's just a stranger to me. Sometimes i feel I'll never find a friend as real and true as she was.
    ImAPuzzle ImAPuzzle
    16-17, F
    1 Response Aug 17, 2015

    Haven't seen her in over a year,

    and haven't talked in months. I need her in my life so bad. Sometimes I wonder if I'm still her best friend.
    kel1980 kel1980
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Mar 20

    My best friend was killed in a car accident in

    January of 2013. She was the one who actually made my formative high school years somewhat tolerable. I didn't have many friends in middle school and I was picked on a lot while I was going through the dreaded socially awkward stage. All of that changed when I befriended Jill...
    Missdrakerss Missdrakerss
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 14, 2015

    I miss Millie. She committed suicide

    when I was away, down in London. I came home and she had hung herself. I miss her so much. She was the only one who stopped me from cutting too deep. She was the one who called the ambulance when I took an overdose. She stopped me from committing suicide but I couldn't stop her...
    ZoeAmilia ZoeAmilia
    18-21, F
    11 Responses May 9, 2014

    Poo ;[ I have so many best friends in

    so many time zones, why can't I just stay up forever and not get tired, I want to give everyone my attention ^x^ I love all of you~ Even when you leave for the bathroom I miss you :" Im clingy and Im not sorry cx
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 11, 2015

    Alice And Bella

    I miss them so much it hurts. They committed suicide a very long time ago and it still hurts so much to think about. I still have copies of both suicide notes which I have literally read once. Every time I try again, just touching it, I fall a part. Its hard but I will never stop...
    EmpowermentProject EmpowermentProject
    31-35, F
    9 Responses Aug 22, 2013

    My former best friend

    and I were very close, I met him when I was 18 and we were good friends until feelings got involved. In the summer of 2012, he sent me a angry text message asking if I "felt the same way he did" I was kinda thrown off because this just came out of the blue, we were friends for...
    roseofthedevilsgarden roseofthedevilsgarden
    22-25, F
    5 Responses Apr 27, 2015

    She always seems to replace me with someone

    else bough, even after I've talked to her about it. Does this really make her my best friend then or am I just jealous? I seem to be the middle man, the one she goes back to once the other friends leave her. She will tell me she's too busy to hang out, yet I'll see her another...
    MeliaLanae MeliaLanae
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 9, 2015

    Yesterday I left my old caring friends Aman,

    Abhijith , Rozi ,Jyothi, Bhawana and most importantly my best bro Amith feeling very sad and missing them all very much all of them came at station to bid a good bye but bro Amith spent 2 hrs with me the most precious moments they all told soon we will meet again after the...
    Sourabh789 Sourabh789
    18-21, M
    Apr 13

    I used to have a best friend.

    We met in primary school at the age of 10. There were a few of us in a group but she was always my closest friend. We didn't live that far from each other so we walked to school together every morning. Oh the things we used to talk about... Most girls our age would talk about...
    EmmaXP EmmaXP
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Nov 3, 2014

    I miss my best friend Jonah.

    He was the nicest, funniest and all around most radical kid you could meet. We lost contact when he moved away which broke my heart. Filling the void with mediocre substitutes aren't working out for me. So I'm hunting for a new one. Even if it takes an eternity, I'll find...
    SirShivers SirShivers
    13-15, M
    2 Responses Apr 6

    I haven't met her since a year now,

    we talk once in a while and i just talked to her, yet i'm missing her. And maybe also the idea of a best friend.. ..who drags you outside the hostel room even when you're feeling down, especially when you're feeling down. ..who never gives up on you even when you give up on...
    DropsOfRain DropsOfRain
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Dec 29, 2015

    She hasn't talked to me

    for the past three months... We're growing apart and I hate it
    SociallyAwkwardGirl SociallyAwkwardGirl
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Mar 29, 2015

    when I first meet my best friend it was October

    and she's playing outside with her brother's friends were playing tag and I started talking to her and as the the months go by Zach her old friend kinda steals her from me and we never really talk when he was there she moved and started to go to the store without me and she...
    Alexwolf2468lover Alexwolf2468lover
    16-17, T
    1 Response Mar 18

    At this time my words are dry

    and tears have soaked my face.I have no very eloquent things to say.I MISS MY MAMA.I MISS MY ex Best FRIEND.I miss other good people who are not in my life.Only in my heart and my memories,memories seem to never be enough.In some cases , I have some belonging of theirs,or gifts...
    Lunadelobos Lunadelobos
    41-45
    Jan 6, 2015

    today was the last time I will see him

    until september,we never had such a long time not to see each other since we met,idk what will I do or if he will still be my best friend..I already miss him..
    ItsDanny ItsDanny
    18-21, M
    Mar 21

    I lost a very good friend to suicide a year

    and a half ago. He was heavily bullied. The worst part was that I heard every bit of it. We were in a Skype call when he did it. I heard the splatter and squirt of blood as the pen went into his throat. I heard his scream. Then, I heard the complete silence afterwards. The...
    PanicAtTheBlink PanicAtTheBlink
    16-17, M
    4 Responses Jun 22, 2014

    My best friend got thrown out from home

    and I'm so worried about her. I can't do much because I live in another country but I miss her to pieces.
    hannahgr hannahgr
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Apr 6

    My best friend killed himself

    because asshat scumbuckets didnt like his sexuality. Words hurt. Just saying
    BringMacktheHorizon BringMacktheHorizon
    13-15, M
    2 Responses Jun 30, 2015

    I miss laughing with you

    and having a great time with you.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Mar 24

    I don't know if I hate you

    or love you. actually you make me feel rare... I just want you to know that I miss you a lot
    JoseFerrera16 JoseFerrera16
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 13

    I had the strangest day today.

    ... O.o it was happy, and suspenseful, yet depressing af... It's like I can have the best day, yet it still feels sad because I really miss someone
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jan 16

    I went to the beach where you died today I felt

    you calling me I had to feel that connection we shared, my best friend You are in my thoughts always I hope that you have found some measure of peace As I did today In the brisk cold and lapping waves I heard your voice And felt some solace In your words And cried tears
    clmr33 clmr33
    46-50, F
    2 Responses Mar 20

    I met her in 2013. We were only friends at

    first. She was getting bullied from some girls and they were very bitchy with her, but I tried to help her through it. I spent a lot of time with her and we got to know each other more till we decided that we were definetly best friends because of how much we had in common. We...
    24smgcry 24smgcry
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Apr 28, 2015

    Jake,Today was another stupid day,

    but I appreciate the sunset you sent. Did you see my face when I cracked the screen on my laptop? I guess the crack isn't so bad, but I'm noticing it now. Probably because it's the least of my worries right now. Did you see me laugh when I was shopping with Tiffany? Today...
    YouBeTheAnchor YouBeTheAnchor
    22-25, F
    5 Responses Dec 12, 2013

    My best friend for 32 years died this morning.

    I cannot still believe it. We have know each other since we were 6 years old and now only in middle 30s. I do not know how to feel, as I cannot remember a time when she was not with me. This is hurting unlike any pain I have felt.
    Shampati Shampati
    36-40, F
    7 Responses Jun 3, 2015

    Tommorow I am going leaving all my friend

    and very sad for that but today my friend took me round the city for 2 hrs and I felt that all precious moment I have enjoyed in these 2 hrs and I am very thankful to them for giving this time from there schedule I can't never forget these moments and miss you people specially...
    Sourabh789 Sourabh789
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 12

    Our life is long Time.

    .! We meet for short Time..! But..! You will be in my heart at any Time..! My Sweet friend..! I'm missing U dis time @cutie
    searchnew searchnew
    18-21, M
    Mar 25

    My junior year of high school my best friend

    shot himself. I never really got over it. I loved him, and I don't know what to do. I still text him sometimes on accident, then my messages bounce back. Every time I send a text and it returns it's like I'm finding out he died all over again.
    MiMiMiniMe MiMiMiniMe
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Mar 18

    More Than One

    I have made a few friends here that I consider to be very close friends. The relationship I have with each of them, while based on what we shared on EP, goes beyond EP. But, EP is virtual. E-mail is virtual. Each of us have lives beyond EP. I do truly love and appreciate...
    NoLongerHere NoLongerHere
    41-45, M
    5 Responses Mar 14, 2013

    Talk not of love, it gives me pain,

    For love has been my foe; He bound me in an iron chain, And plung'd me deep in woe. But friendship's pure and lasting joys, My heart was form'd to prove; There, welcome win and wear the prize, But never talk of love. Your friendship much can make me blest, O why that bliss...
    rvz16 rvz16
    16-17, M
    Jan 16

    I miss the way things used to be.

    The way we would talk all the time. Even when we had nothing to say we found something. Now it's like we are strangers. I miss the way we used to laugh. Now I hear you laughing with other people and it instantly makes me cry. It makes me remember all of the memories we had...
    JustWantItToWork JustWantItToWork
    26-30, F
    May 6, 2015

    We've been friends for long,

    i know i have lots of people to consider friends. And we have matured as years passed by, we encountered new people and oppurtunities. But, do you remember? when we labelled each other as bestfriends. I shared photos saying "guy bestfriends are the best" something like that and...
    Regkid Regkid
    16-17, F
    Apr 6

    I really miss my old/former best friend Sierra.

    She would cancel on me when we would try to get together, and I felt she didn't have room for me in her life anymore. Instead of telling her how I felt and trying to work it out, I just stopped talking to her and she pretty much stopped talking to me. A few months later she...
    kimalee77 kimalee77
    31-35, F
    1 Response Apr 17

    This happen on 8 April

    when my best friend Amith is going forever leaving us by train and train is on 8:40 pm I decided to meet him for the last time but no transport and station is 30 km away then I contacted Aman another good friend and he along with Sohit picked me up and we left at a speed of 12...
    Sourabh789 Sourabh789
    18-21, M
    Apr 10

    I miss how we used to talk every minute of

    every day. I miss our laughter and the nights we would talk until dawn. I miss the little funny things you would say. As I would giggle for hours, sometimes even days when I would think back to our conversations. I still giggle when I think of you being "mad at sleep". I miss...
    loyalgirl78 loyalgirl78
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Jun 6, 2015

    Today 6th day after I say good bye to my

    friends Aman,Abhijith, Rozi,Bhawana,Jyothi, and my best bro Amith missing them all very much and only had a hope that I will meet them after 1.5 months but I am sure I will meet them bcoz they are too important for me love them all
    Sourabh789 Sourabh789
    18-21, M
    Apr 18
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