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I Miss My Best Friend

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    she moved away because she met my brother,

    everyone who meets him move, I've been so lonely without my friend
    Makeeshaosborn Makeeshaosborn 13-15, F May 18

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    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 28

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    Poo ;[ I have so many best friends in

    so many time zones, why can't I just stay up forever and not get tired, I want to give everyone my attention ^x^ I love all of you~ Even when you leave for the bathroom I miss you :" Im clingy and Im not sorry cx
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 11

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    I lost a very good friend to suicide a year

    and a half ago. He was heavily bullied. The worst part was that I heard every bit of it. We were in a Skype call when he did it. I heard the splatter and squirt of blood as the pen went into his throat. I heard his scream. Then, I heard the complete silence afterwards. The...
    PanicAtTheBlink PanicAtTheBlink 16-17, M 4 Responses Jun 22, 2014

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    I have, and myself cannot believe it.

    Yes I was the type that would have looked at this experience and laughed. Why, for one. Because I can't grasp the aspect of having any type of relationship without some kind of human contact or interaction. Which I am really trying to do. Because online relationships happen all...
    ambull1 ambull1 36-40, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I met her in 2013. We were only friends at

    first. She was getting bullied from some girls and they were very bitchy with her, but I tried to help her through it. I spent a lot of time with her and we got to know each other more till we decided that we were definetly best friends because of how much we had in common. We...
    24smgcry 24smgcry 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 28

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    I miss my best friend

    so bady 😭😭😭 Sometimes i just wish i could go back start over. Maybe if I had a second chance, I wouldn't have lost her. She can't possibly know how much she meant to me. When I was struggling with anorexia and depression, she watched me and told me that I was already...
    TaylorNicoleee TaylorNicoleee 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 20, 2014

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    She hasn't talked to me

    for the past three months... We're growing apart and I hate it
    SociallyAwkwardGirl SociallyAwkwardGirl 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 29

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    I miss the way things used to be.

    The way we would talk all the time. Even when we had nothing to say we found something. Now it's like we are strangers. I miss the way we used to laugh. Now I hear you laughing with other people and it instantly makes me cry. It makes me remember all of the memories we had...
    JustWantItToWork JustWantItToWork 26-30, F May 6

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    At this time my words are dry

    and tears have soaked my face.I have no very eloquent things to say.I MISS MY MAMA.I MISS MY ex Best FRIEND.I miss other good people who are not in my life.Only in my heart and my memories,memories seem to never be enough.In some cases , I have some belonging of theirs,or gifts...
    NyxInvictus NyxInvictus 41-45 1 Response Jan 6

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    I was sitting alone, watching the sky,

    feeling a bit sad, on the verge of tears...and she calls. I laughed and cried at the same time. I miss my best friend so much... We've known each other since the start of college, but during the last year we became quite close.. And now we both are in different cities. Studies...
    DropsOfRain DropsOfRain 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 21

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    I got into a fight with my best friend 4 months

    ago.. we stopped talking to each other since then. it felt wrong because we're always together from the beginning. we wouldn't even look into each other's eyes. though we stopped talking, I still care. even if I didn't show it. I acted like I don't even wanna know her anymore...
    kittyblackeyes kittyblackeyes 18-21, F 3 Responses May 23, 2014

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    More Than One

    I have made a few friends here that I consider to be very close friends. The relationship I have with each of them, while based on what we shared on EP, goes beyond EP. But, EP is virtual. E-mail is virtual. Each of us have lives beyond EP. I do truly love and appreciate...
    NoLongerHere NoLongerHere 41-45, M 5 Responses Mar 14, 2013

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    My husband and I used to be best friends.

    We were very close. In the last few years it feels like he's just my boss. Someone that I report to and constantly disappoint. I really miss our bond. It's making me so sad and lonely. I have no other friends, he was it. I still would rather be with him than without him.
    mottkat mottkat 22-25, F 1 Response May 4

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    Wrote my experience on this topic already

    but I can't help but do it again. I miss my best friend a lot. I'm still not sure exactly why he stopped talking to me on my birthday. (Jan 28) this year. when I asked why,he ignored me. I won't tell him I miss him because I don't want him to ignore me again. I'd feel like a...
    legzydawly legzydawly 18-21 Apr 28

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    I lost my old bestfriend havent seen him years

    because I moved to another place and Im trying to find my new bestfriend here but it was such a failure all I got was backstabbers jerks and a mistake. I wish I can see him again and it will be the best day of my life.
    Dontmindmep Dontmindmep 18-21, M May 21

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    She's such a lovely person.

    And I miss her terribly. I didn't expect to ever grow distant or lose that friendship but it seems as if it's mostly gone now. I know I could message her and we could talk but she doesn't really reach out to me anymore, so I figure it's time to slowly and painfully let the...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 70+, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Alice And Bella

    I miss them so much it hurts. They committed suicide a very long time ago and it still hurts so much to think about. I still have copies of both suicide notes which I have literally read once. Every time I try again, just touching it, I fall a part. Its hard but I will never stop...
    EmpowermentProject EmpowermentProject 31-35, F 10 Responses Aug 22, 2013

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    It's probably not what most people would do,

    but after the second time I was raped (about a week ago) I called my ex best friend/ first rapist because I didn't know what else to do and he sobbed like a little girl and I've never missed him so much... We talked about hating and cutting and killing ourselves. I miss things...
    KittyCunt KittyCunt 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I really miss my best friend.

    We had this stupid fight because she is always chosing to hang out with this girl who hates me over me, I think it is because we both go to a different school now and I got a new best friend there. And I told her how I felt about when she never called me and something...
    Staziaa Staziaa 16-17, F 1 Response May 14

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    I just want my Best Friend back.

    I wish we had never dated.
    NeeverForget NeeverForget 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 11, 2014

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    We were Xbox friends ,

    the we dated , then we were just back to friends , and his brother recently died , which is hard and I get that he needs space , we used to talk every day, all the time, and I have had a real conversation since like , Tuesday, and , I just, really miss him, like a part of me is...
    sommer02 sommer02 16-17, F 3 Responses May 10

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    Jake,Today was another stupid day,

    but I appreciate the sunset you sent. Did you see my face when I cracked the screen on my laptop? I guess the crack isn't so bad, but I'm noticing it now. Probably because it's the least of my worries right now. Did you see me laugh when I was shopping with Tiffany? Today...
    YouBeTheAnchor YouBeTheAnchor 22-25, F 5 Responses Dec 12, 2013

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    My best friend was killed in a car accident in

    January of 2013. She was the one who actually made my formative high school years somewhat tolerable. I didn't have many friends in middle school and I was picked on a lot while I was going through the dreaded socially awkward stage. All of that changed when I befriended Jill...
    Missdrakerss Missdrakerss 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 14

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    I once had a best friend

    that I could stay up all night talking to on the phone about absolutely anything. I would help her with her boyfriend troubles and she would help me with my girl troubles. Turns out her boyfriend was super jealous of me, I mean wouldn't you be if your girlfriend was that close...
    Rune2u Rune2u 18-21, M 3 Responses May 20, 2014

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    my bestfriend died in august of 2012.

    we were friends forever and she was killed three days before her birthday. her murderer just got convicted on two counts of first degree murder and got two consecutive life sentences without the possibility of parole. i miss her so much and i hate it here without her.
    femalien femalien 18-21, F 13 Responses May 1

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    You make me stronger... my best friend..

    So i'm here again and since i didn't had anything to do today i'm gonna share a small but very important part of my life with all of u.. my real life best friend... She is 5 feet 3 inches tall and have white skin with long black hairs and very beautiful dark brown eyes.. she...
    Thatsmystyle77 Thatsmystyle77 22-25, M 2 Responses Apr 14, 2012

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    Jordan...R.I.P 22.1.1999 - 20.11.2013

    Just the other day we were both messing about in tutor. You were singing What does the fox say just to annoy everybody, with a big beaming smile on your face, making me laugh like crazy. But then the next day, there was just an empty seat next to me. Nobody dare sit in it...
    RadiateLove RadiateLove 16-17, F 8 Responses Nov 21, 2013

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    I graduate in 3 days

    and i don't get to have my best friend there. For those who don't know I lost my best friend to suicide almost 2 years ago. He didn't get to be there for his own graduation and now he doesn't get to be at mine. I miss him so much I can't stand it. R.I.P Koda
    SlimsB SlimsB 18-21, F 2 Responses May 13

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    I feel some type a way

    when I see people posting about their best friend. posting long Paragraphs when its their birthday. Sometimes I feel okay. but when I see such posts or statuses I start to think about my former best friend and remember hes no longer in my life.I'm still hurt man n missing him...
    legzydawly legzydawly 18-21 Apr 28

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    Opposites Attract

    The following is an intricate, and illustrated tribute to my best friend(and fellow EP member) who I miss dearly due to him being in the Navy. Icansee----topic----Socalsunset Christian - Religion - Pagan Pro life - Abortion - Pro choice Conservative - Political - Anarchist Anti...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Oct 14, 2010

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    My former best friend

    and I were very close, I met him when I was 18 and we were good friends until feelings got involved. In the summer of 2012, he sent me a angry text message asking if I "felt the same way he did" I was kinda thrown off because this just came out of the blue, we were friends for...
    roseofthedevilsgarden roseofthedevilsgarden 22-25, F 5 Responses Apr 27

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    i have friends but i feel

    that i don't have ..
    piatossgirl piatossgirl 18-21, F May 18

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    "Go take a hike on the trail of tears.

    .." HA. Love you :) >:]
    justmeinthisbigworld justmeinthisbigworld 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    No matter where your road of life leads you.

    .... there is always a home. https://youtu.be/oXPg1pWNkQc
    GR0UCH0 GR0UCH0 46-50, M 4 days ago

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    I used to have a best friend.

    We met in primary school at the age of 10. There were a few of us in a group but she was always my closest friend. We didn't live that far from each other so we walked to school together every morning. Oh the things we used to talk about... Most girls our age would talk about...
    EmmaXP EmmaXP 16-17, F 4 Responses Nov 3, 2014

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    What happened here As the New York sunset

    disappeared I found an empty garden among the flagstones there Who lived here He must have been a gardener that cared a lot Who weeded out the tears and grew a good crop And now it all looks strange It's funny how one insect can damage so much grain And what's it for This little...
    bigsteve1966 bigsteve1966 46-50, M 1 Response Feb 22

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    lifeisaburden ..he is very nice

    and rare...he hasn't been Well and I just hope he's Okay..
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 3

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    I miss her. We just met in 2013

    and we got really close.. Then she had to move to Texas.. miss her like crazy.
    Krissie97 Krissie97 18-21, F May 21

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    Will I miss you so much.

    I'm so scared cuz I don't even know if your okay. I don't know if "I love you" were going to be your last words to me. Please talk to me. Call me or something. I need to know that your okay. I was there for you from the beginning and I promise I'll be here till the end..... -ari...
    zakiana15 zakiana15 16-17, F 4 Responses Jul 23, 2014

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    I met her on this website.

    She was amazing in every aspect. She could charm a whistle into a flute. We lived across the world from each other (literally a sea apart) and I felt closer to her than ever. Reading her stories completed me; I connected with her better than anyone I have ever known. Learning of...
    PixieStixs PixieStixs 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 24, 2014

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    Yeah, so some days you act really shallow

    and mean to me but I completely understand. I deserve it. I'll never treat you badly no matter what. You told me I should have fought harder. I know you are right. But so many times for those four months I was alone I still don't understand why you didn't just say yes once. I...
    hunterw0lf hunterw0lf 41-45, M May 4

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    I want to be with my friend right now

    but it seems like so many forces can work against us at times. I just wanna chill with him all the time because he is amazing.
    Koolreeses16 Koolreeses16 18-21, M 1 Response May 14

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    Today, May 27, 2014 marks four months

    since Darren's suicide. I miss him so much. We were best friends from the start and we always had so much fun together. We could be real with each other and tell each other everything. We helped each other out and he was the only person that knew who I was. Every weekend on the...
    snowunderthestars snowunderthestars 13-15, F 3 Responses May 27, 2014

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    I miss my best friend.

    He and I met in 6th grade. He entered school in May. He was all alone and I talked to him first. After a few years I've called him my brother. But lately he has been very busy. And he can't talk much anymore...
    londonbr1dge londonbr1dge 16-17, F 4 days ago

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    *Warning! I'm about to have a rant* *some

    if you may not care but I feel like I need to say it* So basically I became (more than) friends with his girl called Austin, we were honestly so close, i loved her like a sister and we told each other everything. She was bisexual and was heavily bullied for this at school...
    DarlinYoullBeOkay DarlinYoullBeOkay 16-17, F 3 Responses Jun 30, 2014

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