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I Miss My Best Friend

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    Alice And Bella

    I miss them so much it hurts. They committed suicide a very long time ago and it still hurts so much to think about. I still have copies of both suicide notes which I have literally read once. Every time I try again, just touching it, I fall a part. Its hard but I will never stop...
    EmpowermentProject EmpowermentProject 31-35, F 10 Responses Aug 22, 2013

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    miszbrittneyy miszbrittneyy 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 6

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    Recently I stopped talking to my very best

    friend. A lot of young girls say " you are my bff" but really everyone is young. This girl was truly my very best friend. We did absolutely everything together. Anyway, my parents didn't like her and she was a bit weird and never stayed at my house. I'm having trouble copping...
    kellylily kellylily 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 30

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    I lost a very good friend to suicide a year

    and a half ago. He was heavily bullied. The worst part was that I heard every bit of it. We were in a Skype call when he did it. I heard the splatter and squirt of blood as the pen went into his throat. I heard his scream. Then, I heard the complete silence afterwards. The...
    PanicAtTheBlink PanicAtTheBlink 16-17, M 4 Responses Jun 22

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    Today, May 27, 2014 marks four months

    since Darren's suicide. I miss him so much. We were best friends from the start and we always had so much fun together. We could be real with each other and tell each other everything. We helped each other out and he was the only person that knew who I was. Every weekend on the...
    snowunderthestars snowunderthestars 13-15, F 3 Responses May 27

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    My best friend moved away three years ago.

    Because of the distance we aren't as close as we were and dang I miss her
    Pinkaboo168 Pinkaboo168 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 12

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    Well not quite my BEST friend,

    as we only know each other online, and haven't known each other a full year yet, but we've shared the best of stories, had the best of conversations, and played lots of multiplayer games together. He suddenly went offline a while ago and hasn't been online since, except to tell...
    ArrowPewPew ArrowPewPew 18-21 4 Responses Sep 11

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    We moved away almost a year ago.

    We still text but I miss her dearly.
    angelbaby16 angelbaby16 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    I remember when I would just walk along side you

    and you would randomly grab me and push me against the wall and kiss me like there was no one around, or when you would grab my butt in public or even make us wearv random outfits. I remember when I would much rather sit in the corner reading while you always dragged me it to do...
    cookii cookii 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    Will I miss you so much.

    I'm so scared cuz I don't even know if your okay. I don't know if "I love you" were going to be your last words to me. Please talk to me. Call me or something. I need to know that your okay. I was there for you from the beginning and I promise I'll be here till the end..... -ari...
    zakiana15 zakiana15 13-15, F 4 Responses Jul 23

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    I miss my best friend

    so bady 😭😭😭 Sometimes i just wish i could go back start over. Maybe if I had a second chance, I wouldn't have lost her. She can't possibly know how much she meant to me. When I was struggling with anorexia and depression, she watched me and told me that I was already...
    TaylorNicoleee TaylorNicoleee 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 20

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    I don't know if we're bestfriends

    since we don't say it to each other, we're not cheesy... But for me she's my best friend... Dear Gayley, It's been 5 years we haven't talked, I super miss you! I regret what I did the last time we talked, I left you sitting in one of those court seats, you didn't even...
    helloIamK helloIamK 13-15 1 Response Nov 22

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    I dated this guy that was a little older

    than me and apparently my 'best friend' liked him before we dated. She never told me that she liked him, ever, and I even asked her for her permission, which she granted. After I had dated this boy for about 3 months secrets started to come out. The problem was not only was she...
    mouthyrage mouthyrage 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 13

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    she's gone again for the week idk what I'm

    going to do I can't last a day witout her, I cry every time I think about her
    teddy714 teddy714 13-15, M Dec 7

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    I used to have a best friend.

    We met in primary school at the age of 10. There were a few of us in a group but she was always my closest friend. We didn't live that far from each other so we walked to school together every morning. Oh the things we used to talk about... Most girls our age would talk about...
    EmmaXP EmmaXP 16-17, F 4 Responses Nov 3

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    For some moments in life

    when some unknown people made one with the love of the unknown. They get lost but not forgotten suddenly leave some memories for some time. Of which can not be forgotten that they tried. They suddenly came to life, and gives full life!! Just as the life goes blank !!
    urhusband urhusband 16-17, M Nov 1

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    well, we still see each other from time to time,

    but we grew up together, and when she was like 15, she moved away from town, a couple of hours away with her family, but i still miss the good old times, growing up,we were inseparable, we used to have sleepovers at the weekend, we would play together, have dinner together and...
    mistressDonna mistressDonna 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 30

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    My bestie has changed over the years.

    She used to be spontaneous and outgoing, now she wont do anything fun. She has become obsessed with herself. She is always trying to kill the least bit of confidence i have to make herself feel prettier. She is always making sure im 100 percent insecure. She used to always tell...
    tessagj14 tessagj14 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 7

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    You've left a great part of me empty.

    . no body can take your place.. I hope you're well and I hope the angels send you this message, I miss you... Ash. x
    Starz93 Starz93 18-21, F Aug 9

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    My best friend is on the phone with a drunk guy.

    She told him about going to my house. She referred to me as her neighbor and referred to someone else as her best friends yeah I'm only slightly hurt alot.
    KateTheStraightedge KateTheStraightedge 16-17, F Nov 1

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    More Than One

    I have made a few friends here that I consider to be very close friends. The relationship I have with each of them, while based on what we shared on EP, goes beyond EP. But, EP is virtual. E-mail is virtual. Each of us have lives beyond EP. I do truly love and appreciate...
    NoLongerHere NoLongerHere 41-45, M 7 Responses Mar 14, 2013

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    *Warning! I'm about to have a rant* *some

    if you may not care but I feel like I need to say it* So basically I became (more than) friends with his girl called Austin, we were honestly so close, i loved her like a sister and we told each other everything. She was bisexual and was heavily bullied for this at school...
    DarlinYoullBeOkay DarlinYoullBeOkay 16-17, F 3 Responses Jun 30

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    She was my best friend.

    .. Now she is gone... Without turning back... Wish I were all that you needed... Wish I could have done something.... Why did you give up on us?
    Mikey022 Mikey022 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 11

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    Damn... I've known her

    since I was 11, which is almost 3 years ago... I've seen her get worse and worse, but I refused to face that she needed professional help. Now I've actually realised it, and it hit my hard... This Tuesday she made suicide attempt number 5. Yesterday she moved into a mental...
    Colourfi Colourfi 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    There's always that one friend,

    the friend no one will ever be able to replace. I love and miss her every day, but she's not the person she once was and she doesn't want me in her life. It's for the best, I know. I always tried to help her but it was never totally appreciated. She's ****** up on a level I...
    MissListless MissListless 26-30, F Nov 22

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    I wish he could still be here.

    ..I'd give anything for just one more day with him...he meant everything to me, still does...I want him to comeback but he never will
    Il0veandre Il0veandre 13-15, T Nov 1

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    She called me last night to ask my help

    for a project. And it was like old times. That's the best thing about best friends. Even if you haven't talked for days, months, years even, you connect in an instant. <3 Geography hasn't got any chance at separating us. :D ;D
    rabinafrost rabinafrost 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    Manonoor Manonoor 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 28

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    She's not gone anywhere,

    well not physically. She's always moved from friend to friend and now after four years she's moved on from me. Left me behind and given me no reason or explanation as to why. She was my only real friend. So this is really ****** and she better come back!
    amyvictoriaaa amyvictoriaaa 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 9

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    I got into a fight with my best friend 4 months

    ago.. we stopped talking to each other since then. it felt wrong because we're always together from the beginning. we wouldn't even look into each other's eyes. though we stopped talking, I still care. even if I didn't show it. I acted like I don't even wanna know her anymore...
    kittyblackeyes kittyblackeyes 16-17, F 4 Responses May 23

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    My best friend's name is samantha she died a

    year ago i really miss her so much her birthday is May 15 😢
    freetifaith freetifaith 13-15, F May 18

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    I once had a best friend

    that I could stay up all night talking to on the phone about absolutely anything. I would help her with her boyfriend troubles and she would help me with my girl troubles. Turns out her boyfriend was super jealous of me, I mean wouldn't you be if your girlfriend was that close...
    Rune2u Rune2u 18-21, M 3 Responses May 20

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    my best friend of 10 year's is away at basic

    training for the army and I miss her so much but I'm so proud of her, we have one of those relationships where even if we don't see each other for days we pick up where we left off and it is like we were never apart I can't wait to see her again and pick up from where we left...
    Lai96 Lai96 18-21, F Nov 23

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    You make me stronger... my best friend..

    So i'm here again and since i didn't had anything to do today i'm gonna share a small but very important part of my life with all of u.. my real life best friend... She is 5 feet 3 inches tall and have white skin with long black hairs and very beautiful dark brown eyes.. she...
    Thatsmystyle77 Thatsmystyle77 22-25, M 2 Responses Apr 14, 2012

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    I just want my Best Friend back.

    I wish we had never dated.
    NeeverForget NeeverForget 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 11

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    I Regret..

    I really feel bad what about what happened between me and my best friend. We met in kindergarten when I lived in Atlanta, GA. We instantly clicked, and was pretty much inseparable from each other. The other kids complained that we would never play with them, but we always had the...
    silver222 silver222 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 12, 2011

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    It's not been easy these months.

    ..the pain was always there, numbed and pushed aside by distractions. But the other day my thoughts turned to you and so much emotion came flooding back all at once...I'm not ready to lose you. I'm not ready to give up the best friend I have ever had.
    iamstillhuman iamstillhuman 18-21 1 Response Aug 3

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    I met her on EP & we could talk about anything

    & everything. Now she is gone I miss you Melody
    jeffster72 jeffster72 41-45, M Nov 23

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    Have you ever been away from someone

    for a long period of time and miss them so incredibly much. I am at school in one city and my best friend is in school in another city and we don’t talk a lot. I miss the days when we were inseparable, that we didn’t go more than two days without seeing each other. I try to...
    jhnn0356 jhnn0356 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 11

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    I met her on this website.

    She was amazing in every aspect. She could charm a whistle into a flute. We lived across the world from each other (literally a sea apart) and I felt closer to her than ever. Reading her stories completed me; I connected with her better than anyone I have ever known. Learning of...
    PixieStixs PixieStixs 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 24

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    College ****** everything up -_- I haven't

    talked to him in over a year. I hope he's doing good :) I'm sorry Jake :/ Hopefully we'll see each other again sometime I miss all of my friends from high school :(
    MusicJunkie6794 MusicJunkie6794 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 15

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    its been about a week I feel like I don't know

    myself any more I miss her so much
    heather2775 heather2775 18-21, F Nov 16

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    My Other Mother

    Not a day goes by I do not miss my very best friend..Some may have seen it as odd since she was 33 yrs older than I but she was my everything I not only looked up to her but admired her very much. She just may be partially to blame for my very independent, strong willed and...
    specks77 specks77 36-40, F 3 Responses Jan 27, 2013

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    Some People Connect With You Differently...

    .. and you find it pretty hard when those kind of people leave. I met both of them in College and the three of us automatically clicked. We weren't ladies yet at that time, we were kids who would hang out just anywhere to study, pray, read, boy watch, talk, laugh, take photos...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Feb 5, 2012

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    I miss Millie. She committed suicide

    when I was away, down in London. I came home and she had hung herself. I miss her so much. She was the only one who stopped me from cutting too deep. She was the one who called the ambulance when I took an overdose. She stopped me from committing suicide but I couldn't stop her...
    ZoeAmilia ZoeAmilia 16-17, F 12 Responses May 9

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    At just 13, a village in Colombia lost its

    golden girl. Her name, María Alejandra. She was my best friend since we were 2. For 4 years, she suffered abuse from her brother, who was 7 years older than her. The day after she told me about her abuse, she jumped off a cliff. No one knows where her brother is now, whether...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Aug 28

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    I think about you sometimes I think about you

    often I think about us, like sisters Soul mates who became so close so quickly You were everything I needed My person And I think about you sometimes Now that you're married, A day we talked about over and over Hashing out the details of maids of honor Dress colors...
    breannajust breannajust 18-21, F Nov 18

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    Opposites Attract

    The following is an intricate, and illustrated tribute to my best friend(and fellow EP member) who I miss dearly due to him being in the Navy. Icansee----topic----Socalsunset Christian - Religion - Pagan Pro life - Abortion - Pro choice Conservative - Political - Anarchist Anti...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Oct 14, 2010

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    I'm sat here crying, she was my best friend,

    and she just suddenly stopped talking to me. I miss her so much...
    lesha17x lesha17x 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 6

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    A best friend is one soul in two bodies!

    The two bodies will find their other half someday.
    AwkwardlyClumsy AwkwardlyClumsy 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 9

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    I have a small group of friends,

    and my one friend was my best friend. last year she came to public school for the first time. i feel like she only used to me become friends with new people. she ignores me now, and i just pretend we were never friends. i realized that in the middle of last school year how much...
    somedayiwillbeme somedayiwillbeme 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    My best friend is in London

    for the month . I miss her so much. She promised me a nice present - here"s hoping - lol Actually I want her back to have coffee with me </