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I Miss My Best Friend

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    I miss my best friend

    so bady 😭😭😭 Sometimes i just wish i could go back start over. Maybe if I had a second chance, I wouldn't have lost her. She can't possibly know how much she meant to me. When I was struggling with anorexia and depression, she watched me and told me that I was already...
    TaylorNicoleee TaylorNicoleee 18-21, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    It's hard being so far away from her.

    I enjoy our time together. Funny texts and photo exchange. Little inside jokes .... And if they only knews. Thankfully I found that one person that makes me feel like life anit so crappy. :) Don't get me wrong I have more than one best friend I have 3. They are all best...
    dsuzy dsuzy 36-40, F 1 Response Feb 10

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    Today I'm actually getting to see my girls,

    since graduation. I've missed them both.
    LilRedFoxTail LilRedFoxTail 18-21, M Mar 15

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    When we met my life was a total mess.

    . And then you walked in and gave me a reason to keep going You gave me hope Something to hold on to Then you walked away... taking with you everything you ever gave me and more I made some mistakes.. sometimes I made you mad.. Yet somehow, after all this time, I think I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 4

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    My best friend is a guy.

    We have been friends since we were young. Now that I am moving I won't get to see him hardly at all. When I told him my house sold and I would be moving...he told me something I didn't want to hear. I haven't talked to him since and it is destroying me. I miss my best friend.
    VioletCarroll VioletCarroll 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 21

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    So a few years ago (about 2) I was really close

    with a friend and they were my "bestfriend" I was soo happy, I had someone I could fully trust and someone I could tell everything too and I knew they would never tell anyone. We had a lot of memories and I thought I friendship was going to last "forever". I thought of my...
    farhank14 farhank14 13-15, M Apr 7

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    I'm with you all what I forsake you

    why no person received a holding your hand and pull it I you doing with all your affairs.😘
    EvilBoys EvilBoys 16-17, M Mar 22

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    Opposites Attract

    The following is an intricate, and illustrated tribute to my best friend(and fellow EP member) who I miss dearly due to him being in the Navy. Icansee----topic----Socalsunset Christian - Religion - Pagan Pro life - Abortion - Pro choice Conservative - Political - Anarchist Anti...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Oct 14, 2010

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    So much, just sitting in class today

    and it hit me how much i miss talking to her, being with her, laughing.... I dont even miss her in the love kind of way just as a friend who really knew me and would listen to w.e i had to say and never asked for anything in return. She always used to say i complained like a...
    boringlyawesome boringlyawesome 18-21, M 3 Responses Mar 6

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    I'll See You Soon

    The truth is i miss her everyday , she was someone who i truly admired since i was 5 .  i am the only one that is left ...... she left me when i needed her the most . love flys away from you sometimes and she flew and left me without wings because i would of  flown...
    AnaRosa AnaRosa 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 2, 2008

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    My best human friends are being distant,

    and my best friend who is a llama passed away in February and I don't know what to do without him.
    Kat51 Kat51 18-21, F a week ago

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    On Sleepless Roads The Sleepless Go

    It's nights like tonight where I miss him. It's cold, and I'm lonely, and I would be wondering how he has been since his dog died. I would be wanting to ask him to sing to me "At Your Funeral" by Saves The Day, because he loved that song and it made him happy to sing it. I would...
    YouBeTheAnchor YouBeTheAnchor 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 30, 2013

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    I Miss You Okay?

    I just ******* miss you okay? I know I'm a *****, I know I wasn't good for you, I know we had nothing in common, I know I was clingy, I know I am depressed. but did you really have to leave me? I still cry you know. when no ones around. I read old messages and cry. not the cry...
    BrokenHallelujah412 BrokenHallelujah412 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 20, 2013

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    it would have been my best friends 28th bday

    yesterday. he took his own life when we were 18... he was not just my best friend he was my role model and really everything i wanted to be and live up to. adam i miss you still everyday you will always be here in my heart and memories.
    tristonRy tristonRy 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 4

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    I think the worst thing is missing someone

    who has died. I'm not sure, because I haven't experienced every kind of suffering or whatever, but my friend is dead, he has been for a while, and I miss him every day. This isn't an experience where I'm asking you for help, I just need to talk about him. His name was Ethan...
    JustTiggz JustTiggz 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 13

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    girlauless girlauless 18-21, F Apr 7

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    I just lost my best friend.

    .. I feel empty inside, bitter and cold Its all my fault, i wish i'd been a different person, i wish i'd never existed... Im nothing without you, you took away apart of my heart with you I loved you, as my friend Yes, i loved you as i use to but that didn't matter, i just wanted...
    FayeAndMerlin FayeAndMerlin 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 10

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    I miss my best friend.

    She died at only 21 from a car accident. Not a day goes by when I don't think of her. Rest in peace lovely. See you some day
    23Crystal1991 23Crystal1991 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I met my (former) best friend right here on EP

    six years ago. We connected straight away. In a very short space of time, I felt like I had known him for ever. We spent so many nights up just talking and laughing and being silly. We both had issues to deal with too, naturally. After all, we did meet here! We had some breaks...
    Cleansed Cleansed 22-25, F Apr 15

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    It was a fairytale, too good to be true.

    . We'd talk all day, all night.. And now, thinking back, I don't even know what we were talking about.. We finished each other's sentences, we even said the same things sometimes.. We'd fight but make up, we'd forgive.. It seemed so real, so true.. Guess I was just too naive...
    isabel6 isabel6 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 9

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    I miss her.. The girl I

    once loved and knew.. I feel is gone. I still love her, but I have yet to figure out if she loves me. We all lose hope sometimes.. But.. 10 suicide attempts..? I cant handle this anymore.. What happened to the happy girl I once knew...? What happened to hanging out.. Talking...
    simpenternal simpenternal 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 11

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    Best Buds

    Me and my best friend hit a bit of a rough patch over the last year, fortunately we're back on speaking terms, now i feel the only way to progress and bond like we used to is by taking an interest and becoming enthusiastic about the things he loves, this would not be a problem if...
    Sublimelovecuts Sublimelovecuts 18-21, M 2 Responses Feb 16, 2013

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    lostCake lostCake 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 15

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    Time Is Not A Healer.

    Coming up for two years since my best friend took her own life. i was 15 at the time and going through your best friend commiting suicide at that age is not easy, and its still not. i think about her everyday and go and visit her as much as i can. she was the person always there...
    aloneinadarkroom aloneinadarkroom 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 10, 2013

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    I Hope They're Happy Together

    My second year in college I started dating my best friend.  At about this time as well I started getting really close to a freshman girl who quickly became one of my best friends.  As a trio we really were inseperable. My female best friend admited to having had a...
    foxylady345 foxylady345 22-25, F 4 Responses May 28, 2010

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    Not physically but emotionally.

    She's there but she isn't there, you know what I mean? She's the same around me, but slowly getting more distant; more rude; impressionable towards other peers; and just overall different. I miss te way she was when we first met 😔
    PteMatriarch PteMatriarch 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    We Were Friends, That's Why It Hurts...

       We met in a summer camp when i was twelve. She was a year and a half older than me. I thought she was beautiful. She helped me learn a song in a musical instrument and that was it. The following year, we were there again. We weren't at the same group because of the...
    aloneforlong aloneforlong 22-25, F 5 Responses May 3, 2010

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    To Joe K. Rest In Peace My Friend

      You were the best friend a girl could ever have. You knew every one of my secrets, my hopes, my dreams , my fears, my victories and my defeats.  You were with me every step of the way.  Standing by my side.  You never judged me, even when you hated what I was doing.  You...
    TKD1 TKD1 46-50, F 4 Responses Oct 22, 2013

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    It's been over 12 years

    since I lost my best friend. We grew up together, went to school, college and made some wonderful memories that will last a lifetime. He was always there when I needed a friend any time of the day or night. It was a friendship to die for and he truly lived up to that. I lost him...
    mylife2002 mylife2002 36-40, F 3 Responses Jan 25

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    Words can't describe how much I loved this

    person, or how much I want him back... It's been nearly 3 years since I lost him and my life hasn't been the same without him. I remember the first time we met, I bumped into him in the corridors at school, and he said that he needed my name and phone number for insurance...
    lennie4 lennie4 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 17

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    Alice And Bella

    I miss them so much it hurts. They committed suicide a very long time ago and it still hurts so much to think about. I still have copies of both suicide notes which I have literally read once. Every time I try again, just touching it, I fall a part. Its hard but I will never stop...
    EmpowermentProject EmpowermentProject 31-35, F 8 Responses Aug 22, 2013

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    Today I got on Facebook cause he was on my mind

    and I went to message him and I started looking thru all our old messages first then I messaged my boyfriend and asked if I should message Koda and he reminded me that he was gone I miss him so much I would do anything to turn back to clock and find a way to keep him alive even...
    MissSkye MissSkye 16-17, F 1 Response a week ago

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    She Ditched Me On My Wedding Day

    We've been best friends for about 6 years, she was one of those friends you could talk about ANYTHING with. We worked together, so saw each other everyday and had a fantastic time! I helped her through her relationship problems when she split from her fiance, she helped me when I...
    loverlygirl83 loverlygirl83 26-30 8 Responses Apr 5, 2009

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    My Friends Betrayed Me

    I act like the most confident person ever when the truth is I'm not even strong enough to follow the advice I give. Last Tuesday at school, the two people I called my best friends told a bunch of people something that was supposed to be kept between us only. I was really hurt. I...
    Allisongraham20 Allisongraham20 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 7, 2013

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    I just want my Best Friend back.

    I wish we had never dated.
    NeeverForget NeeverForget 18-21, F Apr 11

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    We got in a fight. I said some horrible things

    and now I'm afraid it's over. I'm drifting away from all my friends and now I have nobody... This is horrible it's like I have to start a new life again
    Es777 Es777 26-30, M 2 Responses Apr 12

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    Some People Connect With You Differently...

    .. and you find it pretty hard when those kind of people leave. I met both of them in College and the three of us automatically clicked. We weren't ladies yet at that time, we were kids who would hang out just anywhere to study, pray, read, boy watch, talk, laugh, take photos...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Feb 5, 2012

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    When do you forgive someone

    or just set them free? My mind says to walk away and never look back because of all the crap she's done to you. But, my heart just will not let her go. I miss her everyday. It's been tough but I have managed to stand my ground. We haven't spoken in almost a year. I know she's...
    blumoon9339 blumoon9339 31-35, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I really missing having a close friend to talk

    to about anything and everything. I haven't had one since I ended things with my ex and my other close friend got married. It just kinda hit me that I have no one that I want to talk to about problems or anything.
    Ab262632 Ab262632 22-25, F Mar 22

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    When I was 5 a girl moved in next door to me.

    We instantly became best friends. For 9 years that lasted, for 9 years she lived next door. Then she moved house, took her mental health problems with her and I was from then on, unable to help her. I worry about her so much. She messed me around so much. Going out shopping one...
    Khione13 Khione13 16-17, F Apr 8

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    Death Of A Friendship...

    My best friend didn't die, so i don't know if i'm writing in the right place. It's more like our friendship died a horrible death. We've been friends since freshman year of high school and have always been very close. We told each other everything and have gone through so much...
    PurpleDandelion PurpleDandelion 31-35, F 2 Responses Aug 24, 2010

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    Jake,Today was another stupid day,

    but I appreciate the sunset you sent. Did you see my face when I cracked the screen on my laptop? I guess the crack isn't so bad, but I'm noticing it now. Probably because it's the least of my worries right now. Did you see me laugh when I was shopping with Tiffany? Today...
    YouBeTheAnchor YouBeTheAnchor 22-25, F 6 Responses Dec 12, 2013

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    I miss the years that were erased I miss all

    the little things I never thought that they would mean everything to me I miss you And I wish you were here
    deleted deleted 26-30 Feb 22

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    We were so close but I don't know I guess with

    time we started growing apart and she started hanging out with someone else even when we do stuff together. Like we all go somewhere and they just like wander off and do whatever they want. I probably sound really whiney but it makes me kind of sad to loose someone I used to be...
    Lori07 Lori07 13-15, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    My Best Friend

    i haven't talked to her in about a year. we got in a huge fight and we both got so mad, and i said some things i constantly regret saying. i messaged her on a website awhile back apologizing and i told her that i feel badly about it every day. lately, i've been missing her even...
    foxieroxie foxieroxie 18-21, F 1 Response May 13, 2008

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    I still think about you a lot,

    and it hurts almost every time. But maybe it’s okay to get hurt, to feel the pain, to feel sad, and to cry..
    deleted deleted 26-30 Mar 4

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    It will be three months on the 19th of March

    since I lost my best friend to Cancer. She was given an estimate of six months to live. That time sure flew by. At the time of her death on the 19th of December, I was not as sad as I thought I might be and I started to question if I was right to feel that. I was upset, but I...
    SkiingJames SkiingJames 18-21, M Mar 11

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    Missing kills !! :/ nobody like U !

    ! i wish u could know that !
    hala01 hala01 22-25, F Mar 11

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    Hi Kuya,I know it's been a long time

    but I think I should tell you something. I have to set my self free form my past, I have to look forward furthermore. Believe it or not,I'm still missing you until now .Yes, I do. I miss the way you are just the real you. I don’t know whether it works, but at least I can...
    BRATNER BRATNER 22-25 Apr 8

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    I Regret..

    I really feel bad what about what happened between me and my best friend. We met in kindergarten when I lived in Atlanta, GA. We instantly clicked, and was pretty much inseparable from each other. The other kids complained that we would never play with them, but we always had the...
    silver222 silver222 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 12, 2011

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    About two years ago, I met a girl online.

    Sometimes people don't think that online relationships are the same, and they may not be, but they are still real. We became closer, and soon best friends. Unfortunately, we lived across the country from each other, but we had our technological connection, which we maintained...
    ilostsomeonetoo ilostsomeonetoo 13-15, F Feb 10

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    I miss you, Jeanne (10/2009)I have been absent

    from blogging for the last 3 months. Partly due to much needed rest another is adjusting to recent developments in my life. I had to adjust to Mom coming back from Florida and resume my caregiver duties. I got a part time job being a transportation assistant to special need kids...
    bemyvalentine bemyvalentine 51-55, F 1 Response Mar 7

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    My Other Mother

    Not a day goes by I do not miss my very best friend..Some may have seen it as odd since she was 33 yrs older than I but she was my everything I not only looked up to her but admired her very much. She just may be partially to blame for my very independent, strong willed and...
    specks77 specks77 36-40, F 4 Responses Jan 27, 2013

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    Omg so me and my friend got into a fight on

    Facebook and I miss her so much we'd have so much fun together and it kills me not to be friends with her. I've tried contacting her and she ******* me out. Omg I just need friends I was there for her and she can't even do the same. I miss her😦❤️
    jakesprincess1106 jakesprincess1106 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 2

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    Jordan...R.I.P 22.1.1999 - 20.11.2013

    Just the other day we were both messing about in tutor. You were singing What does the fox say just to annoy everybody, with a big beaming smile on your face, making me laugh like crazy. But then the next day, there was just an empty seat next to me. Nobody dare sit in it...
    RadiateLove RadiateLove 13-15, F 9 Responses Nov 21, 2013

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    You make me stronger... my best friend..

    So i'm here again and since i didn't had anything to do today i'm gonna share a small but very important part of my life with all of u.. my real life best friend... She is 5 feet 3 inches tall and have white skin with long black hairs and very beautiful dark brown eyes.. she...
    Thatsmystyle77 Thatsmystyle77 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 14, 2012

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    Related Experiences

    Well I'm new to Experience Project but yeah I miss my best friend. Um.. we were strong last year and now in the beginning of the new school year back in August... we still were...
    FanGirlsohard FanGirlsohard 13-15, F 3 days ago

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