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I Miss My Best Friend

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    My best friend. Lover.

    Soul mate. Partner. I love you, turtle.
    junipersun21 junipersun21 18-21, F Feb 22

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    *Warning! I'm about to have a rant* *some

    if you may not care but I feel like I need to say it* So basically I became (more than) friends with his girl called Austin, we were honestly so close, i loved her like a sister and we told each other everything. She was bisexual and was heavily bullied for this at school...
    DarlinYoullBeOkay DarlinYoullBeOkay 16-17, F 3 Responses Jun 30, 2014

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    I don't have a lot of free time,

    so I often miss my friends; however, it's very rewarding when I finally do see them!
    SteloCasisto SteloCasisto 18-21, F Jan 25

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    I love him a lot, I love him

    so much that I would give my life for him. He is the most special thing that has ever happened to me.. On my sad days he would turn my frown upside down, I also trusted him so much that every time I would tell him all my secrets and stuff that I've done in the past, he wouldn't...
    Bijoker420 Bijoker420 18-21, F Feb 15

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    My best friend and have been friends forever.

    It's been going on lately these days and feel depressed. I love her as a sister but I don't think she loves me like that anymore. Basically, whenever I pass by her she barely notices me. She's with her friends and I'm with mine she claims. She's also changed... DRASTICALLY. She...
    kikilo1234 kikilo1234 41-45, F Feb 5

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    She's not gone anywhere,

    well not physically. She's always moved from friend to friend and now after four years she's moved on from me. Left me behind and given me no reason or explanation as to why. She was my only real friend. So this is really ****** and she better come back!
    amyvictoriaaa amyvictoriaaa 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 9, 2014

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    I thought that my best friend will be there

    for me when I her friend is mouthing of at me, but really and truly she isn't. I thought my best friend will back me up when her friend is saying hurtful thing about me, but all I know is that I hearing thing that I shouldn't be hearing from my best friend mouth...
    KiaraTequila12 KiaraTequila12 13-15, F Jan 25

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    I just want my Best Friend back.

    I wish we had never dated.
    NeeverForget NeeverForget 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 11, 2014

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    He committed suicide more

    than 10 years ago, and I have yet to find a friend like him. I could tell him anything, we could talk for hours, and he was the only person to ever set me up on a blind date. I think he was my soul mate too, but I was too scared of messing up the friendship to see what else...
    cgould72 cgould72 41-45, F 2 Responses Feb 13

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    I got into a fight with my best friend 4 months

    ago.. we stopped talking to each other since then. it felt wrong because we're always together from the beginning. we wouldn't even look into each other's eyes. though we stopped talking, I still care. even if I didn't show it. I acted like I don't even wanna know her anymore...
    kittyblackeyes kittyblackeyes 18-21, F 4 Responses May 23, 2014

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    What happened here As the New York sunset

    disappeared I found an empty garden among the flagstones there Who lived here He must have been a gardener that cared a lot Who weeded out the tears and grew a good crop And now it all looks strange It's funny how one insect can damage so much grain And what's it for This little...
    bigsteve1966 bigsteve1966 46-50, M 1 Response Feb 22

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    Jake,Today was another stupid day,

    but I appreciate the sunset you sent. Did you see my face when I cracked the screen on my laptop? I guess the crack isn't so bad, but I'm noticing it now. Probably because it's the least of my worries right now. Did you see me laugh when I was shopping with Tiffany? Today...
    YouBeTheAnchor YouBeTheAnchor 22-25, F 5 Responses Dec 12, 2013

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    My best friend is schooling in England

    while I'm in America. :'( I miss talking to her everyday and doing everything together. I feel bare and vulnerable without her by my side.
    kele16 kele16 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 1

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    My best friend and have been friends forever.

    It's been going on lately these days and feel depressed. I love her as a sister but I don't think she loves me like that anymore. Basically, whenever I pass by her she barely notices me. She's with her friends and I'm with mine she claims. She's also changed... DRASTICALLY...
    cherrypop321 cherrypop321 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 9

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    Ik I shouldn't after what happened,

    but I tend to reminisce on our childhood a lot & well I just miss her... We got into an argument and now she want to fight me. I'm not even mad at her /: ugh..
    Dreamscape98x Dreamscape98x 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 1

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    I miss my best friend

    so bady 😭😭😭 Sometimes i just wish i could go back start over. Maybe if I had a second chance, I wouldn't have lost her. She can't possibly know how much she meant to me. When I was struggling with anorexia and depression, she watched me and told me that I was already...
    TaylorNicoleee TaylorNicoleee 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 20, 2014

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    I once had a best friend

    that I could stay up all night talking to on the phone about absolutely anything. I would help her with her boyfriend troubles and she would help me with my girl troubles. Turns out her boyfriend was super jealous of me, I mean wouldn't you be if your girlfriend was that close...
    Rune2u Rune2u 18-21, M 3 Responses May 20, 2014

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    Opposites Attract

    The following is an intricate, and illustrated tribute to my best friend(and fellow EP member) who I miss dearly due to him being in the Navy. Icansee----topic----Socalsunset Christian - Religion - Pagan Pro life - Abortion - Pro choice Conservative - Political - Anarchist Anti...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Oct 14, 2010

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    More Than One

    I have made a few friends here that I consider to be very close friends. The relationship I have with each of them, while based on what we shared on EP, goes beyond EP. But, EP is virtual. E-mail is virtual. Each of us have lives beyond EP. I do truly love and appreciate...
    NoLongerHere NoLongerHere 41-45, M 6 Responses Mar 14, 2013

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    At just 13, a village in Colombia lost its

    golden girl. Her name, María Alejandra. She was my best friend since we were 2. For 4 years, she suffered abuse from her brother, who was 7 years older than her. The day after she told me about her abuse, she jumped off a cliff. No one knows where her brother is now, whether...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Aug 28, 2014

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    jujufruit12345 jujufruit12345 18-21, F Feb 15

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    SarahChevalier SarahChevalier 16-17, F Feb 1

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    I lost a very good friend to suicide a year

    and a half ago. He was heavily bullied. The worst part was that I heard every bit of it. We were in a Skype call when he did it. I heard the splatter and squirt of blood as the pen went into his throat. I heard his scream. Then, I heard the complete silence afterwards. The...
    PanicAtTheBlink PanicAtTheBlink 16-17, M 4 Responses Jun 22, 2014

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    2 months since you passed.

    my heart aches.. almost physically. i miss you my friend... "I still can't believe you're gone..."
    Musicgamer14 Musicgamer14 13-15, M Jan 30

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    It's OK to argue with your friends.

    Guys can do it better than girls, usually, but if you ever get into a fight with a true friend or a spouse or a boyfriend, get it out, fight, be angry for five minutes, and then move past it. Don't let it fester; don't hold a grudge. If you do, that's when it will get worse and...
    tiya78 tiya78 26-30, F Feb 6

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    At one point she begged,

    "Lets never fight. I need you." And now she wont apologize for hurting me. I see her life changing and have no idea whats happening, and I want to update her on things in my own life.
    thischickiswack thischickiswack 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 7

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    It's not been easy these months.

    ..the pain was always there, numbed and pushed aside by distractions. But the other day my thoughts turned to you and so much emotion came flooding back all at once...I'm not ready to lose you. I'm not ready to give up the best friend I have ever had.
    iamstillhuman iamstillhuman 18-21 1 Response Aug 3, 2014

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    Some People Connect With You Differently...

    .. and you find it pretty hard when those kind of people leave. I met both of them in College and the three of us automatically clicked. We weren't ladies yet at that time, we were kids who would hang out just anywhere to study, pray, read, boy watch, talk, laugh, take photos...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Feb 5, 2012

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    I used to have a best friend.

    We met in primary school at the age of 10. There were a few of us in a group but she was always my closest friend. We didn't live that far from each other so we walked to school together every morning. Oh the things we used to talk about... Most girls our age would talk about...
    EmmaXP EmmaXP 16-17, F 4 Responses Nov 3, 2014

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    Will I miss you so much.

    I'm so scared cuz I don't even know if your okay. I don't know if "I love you" were going to be your last words to me. Please talk to me. Call me or something. I need to know that your okay. I was there for you from the beginning and I promise I'll be here till the end..... -ari...
    zakiana15 zakiana15 16-17, F 4 Responses Jul 23, 2014

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    I haven't seen my best friend in forever

    and I feel like I'll never see her again. Why can't she live closer?
    DeAnnR DeAnnR 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 22

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    Today i got a text from my bff i miss living

    with him he was that person who i could tell him my doubts fears and everything and he would always cheer me up and tell me that i could do it and follow my dreams that he believed in me i miss that i miss me messing with him and us laughing i wish we has more time for each...
    Dezitorsmilez Dezitorsmilez 18-21, F Feb 22

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    So its been a little while

    since my best friend was in a car accident and i cant stop thinking about what happened that day and how willing i would be to take his place. I think about it everyday. and i always walk into school thinking hes going to be there and show up. but he never does. I know people...
    NickNguyen92298 NickNguyen92298 16-17, M 2 Responses Jan 24

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    it seems like me and my best friend are fading

    away... ever since this school year started, we've been so distant from each other.
    lollipoponastick lollipoponastick 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I really want her back

    and I know I'm going to loose her and I just keep calling her my best friend even though we don't talk to each other or do anything together and I'm just hanging on and as she starts hanging out with the popular crowd; the people who trip me and laugh at me she slips away from...
    GirlInABottle GirlInABottle 13-15, F Feb 1

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    She stopped talking to me

    after a big fight, and I feel like nothing can replace the connection we had.
    carlo0907 carlo0907 13-15, M 1 Response Feb 6

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    My one and only best friend accuses me of

    telling everyone her crush when I never did. She has been ignoring me for a couple months and I miss talking to her.
    greyybear greyybear 16-17, F Feb 9

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    You've left a great part of me empty.

    . no body can take your place.. I hope you're well and I hope the angels send you this message, I miss you... Ash. x
    Starz93 Starz93 18-21, F Aug 9, 2014

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    You make me stronger... my best friend..

    So i'm here again and since i didn't had anything to do today i'm gonna share a small but very important part of my life with all of u.. my real life best friend... She is 5 feet 3 inches tall and have white skin with long black hairs and very beautiful dark brown eyes.. she...
    Thatsmystyle77 Thatsmystyle77 22-25, M 2 Responses Apr 14, 2012

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    I miss my best friend a lot.

    She moved away in December, way too far to visit. We still chat online and e-mail and stuff but its not the same. I hope she is happy, I think she likes her new home and school. I love her to bits!
    jillibeanz jillibeanz 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 22

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    Fifi, as she liked to be called,

    got herself mixed up with the wrong guy, and when he wouldn't leave his wife she got depressed. She dropped out of her studies, and returned home to Grenoble. We had been good, even best friends but I didn't seem to help!
    Rovigatti Rovigatti 18-21, F Feb 11

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    I miss Millie. She committed suicide

    when I was away, down in London. I came home and she had hung herself. I miss her so much. She was the only one who stopped me from cutting too deep. She was the one who called the ambulance when I took an overdose. She stopped me from committing suicide but I couldn't stop her...
    ZoeAmilia ZoeAmilia 16-17, F 12 Responses May 9, 2014

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    Alice And Bella

    I miss them so much it hurts. They committed suicide a very long time ago and it still hurts so much to think about. I still have copies of both suicide notes which I have literally read once. Every time I try again, just touching it, I fall a part. Its hard but I will never stop...
    EmpowermentProject EmpowermentProject 31-35, F 10 Responses Aug 22, 2013

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    At this time my words are dry

    and tears have soaked my face.I have no very eloquent things to say.I MISS MY MAMA.I MISS MY ex Best FRIEND.I miss other good people who are not in my life.Only in my heart and my memories,memories seem to never be enough.In some cases , I have some belonging of theirs,or gifts...
    lunadelobos lunadelobos 41-45 1 Response Jan 6

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    My Other Mother

    Not a day goes by I do not miss my very best friend..Some may have seen it as odd since she was 33 yrs older than I but she was my everything I not only looked up to her but admired her very much. She just may be partially to blame for my very independent, strong willed and...
    specks77 specks77 36-40, F 3 Responses Jan 27, 2013

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    Today, May 27, 2014 marks four months

    since Darren's suicide. I miss him so much. We were best friends from the start and we always had so much fun together. We could be real with each other and tell each other everything. We helped each other out and he was the only person that knew who I was. Every weekend on the...
    snowunderthestars snowunderthestars 13-15, F 3 Responses May 27, 2014

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    Having my girl best friend not here at skool

    with me sucks fuken *** cuz we laugh n I like laughing:( it just sucks so much like where's the point of going if she not with me like really man!!!
    Chipmunk1023 Chipmunk1023 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 4