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I Miss My Best Friend

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    Alice And Bella

    I miss them so much it hurts. They committed suicide a very long time ago and it still hurts so much to think about. I still have copies of both suicide notes which I have literally read once. Every time I try again, just touching it, I fall a part. Its hard but I will never stop...
    EmpowermentProject EmpowermentProject 31-35, F 10 Responses Aug 22, 2013

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    Yesterday a friend kind of insinuated

    that he was embarrassed to be my friend
    jazmeup jazmeup 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    I haven't seen her for 2 months.

    I live in Australia and she lives in New Zealand. I've seen her twice this year which is hard considering I lived with her for around 3 years. Not being able to talk to her face to face, or go out and have fun... it's the hardest thing to deal with. I'll be seeing her in 3...
    Trvplord92 Trvplord92 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 17

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    My best friend moved to Florida a couple of

    weeks ago and I just feel like he doesn't even care. I mean I think he does, but he is so happy to be gone. I live in Indiana and it is kind of sucky because it has all four seasons and he doesn't like that so I get why he wanted to move. He also gets to see family and stuff...
    Kyanag Kyanag 16-17, F Aug 17

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    I lost a very good friend to suicide a year

    and a half ago. He was heavily bullied. The worst part was that I heard every bit of it. We were in a Skype call when he did it. I heard the splatter and squirt of blood as the pen went into his throat. I heard his scream. Then, I heard the complete silence afterwards. The...
    PanicAtTheBlink PanicAtTheBlink 16-17, M 4 Responses Jun 22, 2014

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    He was that type of person you couldn't help

    but love. He was funny, smart, caring, and had a love for music. Even bringing his guitar to school and playing it during lunch. I miss him. His laugh, his hugs, his voice. His playful tease. His long, curly hair. Those 2am phone calls. His smile. I miss everything about him. I...
    Aquarius05 Aquarius05 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 5

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    Feels like I've lost my best friend.

    She's too invested in her boyfriend
    245Beautifuldisaster 245Beautifuldisaster 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 19

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    My best friend, more importantly an honest,

    down to earth guy was in my dream last night. I left India in Dec2013 for pursuing studies in Canada. The huge list of things, persons and emotions that i had left behind also included this very innocent friend of mine. I had his address and home phone written on of my diaries...
    amoonlitbarn amoonlitbarn 22-25, M 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    i have no one anymore i just lost my bestfriend

    i guess everyone really does leave
    butterflybaby123 butterflybaby123 13-15, F 4 Responses Aug 19

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    I miss how we used to talk every minute of

    every day. I miss our laughter and the nights we would talk until dawn. I miss the little funny things you would say. As I would giggle for hours, sometimes even days when I would think back to our conversations. I still giggle when I think of you being "mad at sleep". I miss...
    Hanna36 Hanna36 36-40, F 4 Responses Jun 6

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    I used to have a best friend.

    We met in primary school at the age of 10. There were a few of us in a group but she was always my closest friend. We didn't live that far from each other so we walked to school together every morning. Oh the things we used to talk about... Most girls our age would talk about...
    EmmaXP EmmaXP 16-17, F 3 Responses Nov 3, 2014

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    This girl tho, we have been best friends

    since we were 5. She always brightens my day and just knows how to get me back on my feet:) I miss her so much and can't wait to see her again in 5 days
    ToSexyForYou ToSexyForYou 22-25, F Aug 22

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    Her internet has been off

    for about 3 days and I really miss her and need her :( I love you...
    Wompy52 Wompy52 18-21, M Aug 19

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    I had this best friend

    for maybe seven years. We were inseparable. We could chat for hours and laugh at our stupid jokes. We were sharing every moment with each other. But we grew apart and we have nothing in common. And it hurts. I can't not think about it. I'm also an introvert and I don't have...
    anneadelarose anneadelarose 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 18

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    Even though you normally have one best friend

    through your life or when your child I didn't and I still don't, me and my friends are in a large group and they all have their best friends but not me because every best friend I have leaves..so I don't really put myself out there for a new best friend because I guess I'm to...
    gabii354 gabii354 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 5

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    I miss the way things used to be.

    The way we would talk all the time. Even when we had nothing to say we found something. Now it's like we are strangers. I miss the way we used to laugh. Now I hear you laughing with other people and it instantly makes me cry. It makes me remember all of the memories we had...
    JustWantItToWork JustWantItToWork 26-30, F May 6

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    I miss my best friend

    so bady 😭😭😭 Sometimes i just wish i could go back start over. Maybe if I had a second chance, I wouldn't have lost her. She can't possibly know how much she meant to me. When I was struggling with anorexia and depression, she watched me and told me that I was already...
    TaylorNicoleee TaylorNicoleee 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 20, 2014

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    Today me and my best friend,

    and cousin were supposed to go play football. He is no longer here now and i miss him so much. I wish he was still alive :(
    hgaood hgaood 13-15, M 4 Responses Aug 22

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    I miss her. We just met in 2013

    and we got really close.. Then she had to move to Texas.. miss her like crazy.
    Krissie97 Krissie97 18-21, F May 21

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    I met her in 2013. We were only friends at

    first. She was getting bullied from some girls and they were very bitchy with her, but I tried to help her through it. I spent a lot of time with her and we got to know each other more till we decided that we were definetly best friends because of how much we had in common. We...
    24smgcry 24smgcry 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 28

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    I miss Millie. She committed suicide

    when I was away, down in London. I came home and she had hung herself. I miss her so much. She was the only one who stopped me from cutting too deep. She was the one who called the ambulance when I took an overdose. She stopped me from committing suicide but I couldn't stop her...
    ZoeAmilia ZoeAmilia 16-17, F 12 Responses May 9, 2014

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    DON'T MIND ME. Just sitting up at five in the

    morning. Missing my main. No biggie. 😕
    Apostasies Apostasies 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 31

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    My best friend killed himself

    because asshat scumbuckets didnt like his sexuality. Words hurt. Just saying
    BringMacktheHorizon BringMacktheHorizon 13-15, M 1 Response Jun 30

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    My best friend is very ill at the moment

    after a bad accident it's gonna be a long road to recovery It still hasn't sunken in when I want to text I can't when I want to tell him something I can't when I want to share something silly I can't I just want him back
    prettyinpink79 prettyinpink79 36-40, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I haven't seen him sense 6th grade.

    And I'm a senior now. We would hangout everyday. I was his first friend when he moved and I didn't care about what others thought. Seeing him smile and him feeling accepted was good enough for me.
    londonbr1dge londonbr1dge 18-21, F Aug 20

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    Poo ;[ I have so many best friends in

    so many time zones, why can't I just stay up forever and not get tired, I want to give everyone my attention ^x^ I love all of you~ Even when you leave for the bathroom I miss you :" Im clingy and Im not sorry cx
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 11

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    What happened here As the New York sunset

    disappeared I found an empty garden among the flagstones there Who lived here He must have been a gardener that cared a lot Who weeded out the tears and grew a good crop And now it all looks strange It's funny how one insect can damage so much grain And what's it for This little...
    bigsteve1966 bigsteve1966 46-50, M 2 Responses Feb 22

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    Those times after work hours,

    you waited for me when you could have left early. Every other day. And those days when I had to work late, you pitched in to help me with everything, so that I did not have to stay back so late. But You WERE so irritating when I met you... And you never used to greet me...
    kasiyat kasiyat 26-30, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    She moved to Florida a few months back.

    She lived with me for a while so we got really close. She wants to move back here with me. But now her mom is acting like she cares about her.
    katlynC katlynC 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 9

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    i miss my best friend.

    ? haven't seen bbygirl all summer.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 7

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    My best friend was killed in a car accident in

    January of 2013. She was the one who actually made my formative high school years somewhat tolerable. I didn't have many friends in middle school and I was picked on a lot while I was going through the dreaded socially awkward stage. All of that changed when I befriended Jill...
    Missdrakerss Missdrakerss 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 14

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    It's her birthday coming up.

    her big 21st! I wanted to go all out, so I've set no budget. so far I have only purchased clothes for her. I messaged her asking what she wanted in terms of jewelry. necklace or bracelet etc... she said she would prefer a necklace so I started hunting for the perfect one. she...
    Trvplord92 Trvplord92 22-25, F Aug 20

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    She lives so far away.

    And she means the world to me. I really just want her right now. I'm really hurt right now. It all hurts so much and I need her.
    Theendisirrelevant Theendisirrelevant 13-15, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    You make me stronger... my best friend..

    So i'm here again and since i didn't had anything to do today i'm gonna share a small but very important part of my life with all of u.. my real life best friend... She is 5 feet 3 inches tall and have white skin with long black hairs and very beautiful dark brown eyes.. she...
    Thatsmystyle77 Thatsmystyle77 22-25, M 2 Responses Apr 14, 2012

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    Four years ago I met the realest girl ever.

    She was the truest friend I ever had. Three months ago she moved to New York and now she's just a stranger to me. Sometimes i feel I'll never find a friend as real and true as she was.
    ImAPuzzle ImAPuzzle 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 17

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    My former best friend

    and I were very close, I met him when I was 18 and we were good friends until feelings got involved. In the summer of 2012, he sent me a angry text message asking if I "felt the same way he did" I was kinda thrown off because this just came out of the blue, we were friends for...
    roseofthedevilsgarden roseofthedevilsgarden 22-25, F 5 Responses Apr 27

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    If you can even still call her that.

    The thing about Hannah is, is she isn't very reliable. She'll make promises to do things and then won't do them claiming she's busy. I know she's not, all she does is smoke pot and then loses all motivation later for anything else. She's always late, always ruining plans, always...
    SwissLady SwissLady 18-21, F Aug 5

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    My best friend and I had drunken sex about a

    year ago and his current girlfriend found out so she didn't want us talking. He completely dropped me for her & I absolutely miss him. We've been best friends for years and now I don't have him. He was the only one who understood me.
    Mariag123 Mariag123 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 23

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    I haven't seen her since June,

    I am very excited to see her in September
    MarkimooFANGIRL MarkimooFANGIRL 13-15, F Aug 7

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    I miss my best friend We did everything

    together shopping, going out for lunch, we had showers together and even bedroom sexy times. ;) We are the best's friends ever this friend is also the love of my life. We are in different worlds now but trying to teach out to one another. I pray that God finds a way for is to...
    Smiler01 Smiler01 22-25, F Aug 11

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    More Than One

    I have made a few friends here that I consider to be very close friends. The relationship I have with each of them, while based on what we shared on EP, goes beyond EP. But, EP is virtual. E-mail is virtual. Each of us have lives beyond EP. I do truly love and appreciate...
    NoLongerHere NoLongerHere 41-45, M 5 Responses Mar 14, 2013

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    At this time my words are dry

    and tears have soaked my face.I have no very eloquent things to say.I MISS MY MAMA.I MISS MY ex Best FRIEND.I miss other good people who are not in my life.Only in my heart and my memories,memories seem to never be enough.In some cases , I have some belonging of theirs,or gifts...
    NyxInvictus NyxInvictus 41-45 1 Response Jan 6

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    I do, I hope to see her soon

    since she moved away. I will miss hanging out with her all day and sometimes all night
    OneDirection4life95 OneDirection4life95 18-21, F Aug 7

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    So I have a good mate

    who I absolutely love to death. She's my only friend here in the States I have. She lives out west ( California ) and I'm out east ( New York ) and next year or so we're moving in together, but right now she's in the process of moving. Moving even further away from me and it...
    Salute2MyFlaws Salute2MyFlaws 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 13

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    My best friend for 32 years died this morning.

    I cannot still believe it. We have know each other since we were 6 years old and now only in middle 30s. I do not know how to feel, as I cannot remember a time when she was not with me. This is hurting unlike any pain I have felt.
    Shampati Shampati 36-40, F 8 Responses Jun 3

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    my bestfriend died in august of 2012.

    we were friends forever and she was killed three days before her birthday. her murderer just got convicted on two counts of first degree murder and got two consecutive life sentences without the possibility of parole. i miss her so much and i hate it here without her.
    femalien femalien 18-21, F 10 Responses May 1