I Miss My Bf In Bootcamp

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    My boyfriend just left

    for bootcamp yesterday (3/10/14) and I'm a wreck. I think about him 24/7 and can't help but want to cry. I want to hear his voice and see his face again so bad. My family asks about him and stuff but they don't see the hurt that I'm going through.. My best friend asks and tells...
    Futuremarinegf Futuremarinegf
    22-25, F
    1 Response Mar 11, 2014

    It's one of those nights again.

    . I just miss him so much. I want to talk to him again, I feel like it's been forever since I last spoke to him. This is so hard, I hate it. Can the marines give me my boyfriend back now?! 😞
    Futuremarinegf Futuremarinegf
    22-25, F
    Mar 22, 2014

    Just needing to vent at this point.

    .it's funny how I'm always there for my best friend when she needs me. She's going through a tough time with her girlfriend, they're on and off at this point and I've been by her side throughout it all. She calls me crying often and I'm always there to help her get through. & yet...
    Futuremarinegf Futuremarinegf
    22-25, F
    Apr 26, 2014

    Tonight is one of those nights again.

    . I've been so good lately. I've kept real positive it's just not easy. I just miss him so much. I keep rereading his letters and it helps a little I just want to be in his arms again.. This is so hard. I want my boyfriend back already.. Tomorrow marks 3 weeks which means 10 more...
    Futuremarinegf Futuremarinegf
    22-25, F
    Mar 30, 2014

    I just miss you so much it hurts.

    . How am I supposed to do this for 3 months?! I just want to be in your arms cuddling while watching a movie. Instead I'm here bawling my eyes out trying not to write you all that I'm going through right now. I'm trying to be strong for you, babe. I really am. I'm so proud of you...
    Futuremarinegf Futuremarinegf
    22-25, F
    Mar 14, 2014

    I got my first letter today!

    !! Sooo happy. I was at work when my brother texted me telling me that I had a surprise waiting for me when I got home. I knew right away what it was. This seriously made my entire day! :) i love him and miss him so much
    Futuremarinegf Futuremarinegf
    22-25, F
    Mar 24, 2014

    So today was better than yesterday.

    I get the whole thing with keeping busy and it won't be as bad. I started my new job today and was busy the whole entire time. I had school this morning and then went to work right after. I'm home now though so I'm going to get some homework done and then write him a letter...
    Futuremarinegf Futuremarinegf
    22-25, F
    Mar 12, 2014

    I haven't heard from him all week,

    I miss him so much. This feels like the very beginning all over again.. Today is Saturday so the mail won't arrive till Monday. Tomorrow will be another day that I don't hear from him. Ugh I hate this.. I want my boyfriend back. 😩
    Futuremarinegf Futuremarinegf
    22-25, F
    Apr 19, 2014
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