I Miss My Boyfriend Hayate

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    Missing You.

    I miss the way you laugh, I miss the way you talk, I miss the way you sang to me when I was sad. I know you aren't coming back and it just hurts so much. I can wish, I can hope but I already know. I want you back. Why must people kill? Why do people hurt? I ask myself this over...
    Emoskittlezrockz Emoskittlezrockz
    18-21, F
    Feb 18, 2011

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