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I Miss My Boyfriend Who Passed Away

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    Rest In Paradise My Love <3

    I met the perfect man for me. He was confident. Smart. Outgoing. Funny. Supportive. Affectionate. Loyal. I could go on forever basically he was everything and more than I could have ever hoped for. His name was jack. We just made it to 2 years a little over 2 months ago... but...
    cristij420 cristij420 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 20, 2012

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    It'S Been A Week Today

    I found out the thing that would change my life forever. My boyfriend passed away from a long illness, whereas I'm happy he's no longer in pain I am sorry that he is gone. It's difficult to find balance when someone has just always been there and now they are not. I am not sure...
    ThisWillowWeeps ThisWillowWeeps 70+, F 1 Response Jun 9, 2013

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    He was my everything.

    My Best Friend. The one who i couldn't stay mad at him forever. He was my forever. Just My Everything. Four Years without him. Four Years without his touch. Four Years without his voice Four Years Without my guiding light. Four Years without my everything. i remember...
    ForeverLoveGone ForeverLoveGone 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 22

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    I Miss My Boyfriend

    Wow first of all im happy i found this site..i thought i was the only one... Anyways im 18 and had been going out with this guy i met for almost 6 months..i know its not a long time but the conection was just there i dont know how to explain it...we met at work, he was kinda shy...
    SaDGuRl SaDGuRl 18-21 1 Response Nov 21, 2008

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    LOVE IS REAL

    FEB 19 2013 I LOST THE LOVE OF MY LIFE. ESCOFFIER DEVEUXE WAS THE MOST AMAZING HUMAN BEING THAT COULDA EVER TOUCHED BOTH MY HEART AND MY LIFE. HAVE YOU EVER FELT HOPELESS AFTER A BREAKUP OR EXPERIENCED A HEARTBREAK THAT COULD NOT BE NUMBED. I LIVED LIFE LIKE THAT FOR SEVERAL...
    lostnluv415 lostnluv415 26-30, F Nov 12, 2013

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    So my boyfriend died very unexpectedly just

    under two months ago, and I feel like things are just becoming more and more difficult. We would talk to each other every single day and whenever we saw each other it was absolutely amazing. He was my first love. I don't know what to do to fill this void, or minimize my...
    teneal teneal 16-17, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Today is one of the hard days.

    Everyday has been up and down since my boyfriend Joe died 2 months ago in a car crash. I just woke up with no real motivation. Just laid in bed with his pillow re reading text conversations. He was so special i truely feel he was my one and only soulmate. I need him back I hate...
    misscamille misscamille 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 28, 2013

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    my boyfriend and the love of my life passed

    away 5 months ago from a drug overdose .. i do no do drugs so i didnt understand nd i did what i could to help him .. but my best wasnt good enough .. i tried for a year before he finally gave up!! i have no answers once he passed his family wanted nothing to do with me .. i...
    darkestlove623 darkestlove623 22-25, F 8 Responses Dec 25, 2013

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    Fatherless Girls

    A week ago today I lost the love of my life. The father of my two young girls. Ages 1 and 2. I got the call around 5:30am. He was pronounced dead at 5:02. My life is in shambles. I have no clue how I will go on with out him. My kids need him! I need him! What am I to do? They...
    Cookie513 Cookie513 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 28, 2013

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    I remember the phone call

    so clearly. For over two weeks my gut kept telling me something was wrong, but I ignored it. I mean who really loses two men that they had fallen in love with at the border of the Mexico and the US, what are the odds? But a feeling kept lingering and I kept ignoring it. Finally...
    RebeccaV977 RebeccaV977 36-40, F Feb 17

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    He Will Always Be In My Heart

    Jimmy and I met in 1985, I was 13 and he was 15. We dated, we lost our virginity, we loved, we fought, we grew, we broke up. Over the years I knew his whole family. I was friends with 2 of his sisters and his uncle and even dated his younger brother for a while. His mother always...
    luvinmydogs luvinmydogs 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 1, 2012

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    A Piece Of My Heart Died That Day...

    Nick was a true southern gentleman. His smile would make your heart stop, his eyes would make you melt and as if that wasn't enough, he had the sexiest southern accent a girl could ever dream of. We met three years ago, he was graduating as I was starting college. We only had...
    breee84 breee84 18-21, F Nov 26, 2013

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    I completely miss the emotional aspect my

    boyfriend have me but I really miss the physical too. We had so much passion. He did everything right he knew my entire body and I knew his. His touch gave me butterflies. He was so affectionate I felt so lucky with him. I feel like there's no one else like that out there for me...
    misscamille misscamille 22-25, F 6 Responses Jan 9

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    I Miss You Dearly.

    I just went to your funeral today....It was really hard for me. I guess we had a long distance relationship due to the different colleges we attended. So we were 4 hours away from each other. I remember thanksgiving beak was right around the corner and you decided to pick me up...
    Imissyoukc Imissyoukc 18-21 1 Response Nov 24, 2012

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    My Rose Died

    It hurts to know you lose the biggest part of you. No letters, no texts, no phone calls, nothing can get you to explain how much you love one another. My fiance passed away.  he commited suicide. It was actually love at first sight. He was the baseball player everyone loved, i...
    17lostangel 17lostangel 18-21 3 Responses Oct 21, 2012

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    I Miss Him So Much

    My boyfriend/fiance passed away august 12, 2009 of an asthma attack, i was with him when it happened. We are both 19 years old. We would have had our 3year anniversary october 4th, we had been friends since the 8th grade though. He was not only my boyfriend but my bestfriend, we...
    aaronwalker aaronwalker 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 25, 2009

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    Today makes 2months since he left I miss him

    so much I still cant imagine life without him our future we planned is gone forever and I cant do anything it sucks :( I love him and miss him each day moree and moree. Always and forever.
    iloveyou9612 iloveyou9612 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 19

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    It Hurts

    My boyfriend passed away yesterday morning. I am hurt beyond words. He was taken away so suddenly. It hurts more because he wanted to marry me. He brought a ring and was going to propose for Valentines Day....but I never saw him because he got sick. I can't stop crying. I do...
    Shonda Shonda 22-25, F 10 Responses Feb 21, 2010

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    I miss him so much.But I think he's the one

    who supports me,he's my guardian angel and has helped me through this rough time.There were times I couldn't breath ...times I thought I would never recover.But now somehow I have started to move on with the support of my friends and family.I read so many experiences of people...
    anianshi anianshi 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 16

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    on the morning of Good Friday,

    April 6th 2012, my boyfriend and I skipped school. after having donuts for breakfast and falling asleep on the couch, I told him he needed to head home to get some rest. he had been up all night having a heart to heart with his mom. we kissed each other goodbye and said how much...
    jsprabary jsprabary 18-21, F Apr 4

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    My Boyfriend Anthony

    Tuesday 16th July 2013 was the worst day of my life. It was the day my boyfriend of over 2 years 1 month passed away in a tragic accident. Up until that point, me and Anthony were almost never apart. It was a relationship that some people can only dream of. We loved doing so many...
    starfish93 starfish93 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 8, 2013

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    I'll Always Miss Him

    I was in love once before and he was my world he said he couldnt love me the way I needed to be loved he sent me on my way      after a couple of years and a few terrible experiances I called his sister out of the blue she said honey craig died.... a part...
    hippiechicNmississip hippiechicNmississip 36-40 2 Responses Oct 9, 2008

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    He's Really Gone

    I lost my boyfriend, James, on July 30, 2013. He was an organ donor, so the last time I saw his face was July 31st, and I still can't believe that he's really gone. It was July 24th, and we were going to celebrate our 3rd anniversary. I got off work, and picked up some food and...
    BrackneysGirl BrackneysGirl 26-30 3 Responses Sep 13, 2013

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    It's Been 11 Months

    It has now been 11 months since I lost my very best friend and the only boyfriend I have ever really loved. He was eight years older than me, we started dating when I was 23 and it started off as a casual thing but within two months we knew it was going to be serious, even though...
    Jcrp1127 Jcrp1127 26-30 1 Response Feb 19, 2012

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    It hasn't even been a full two weeks

    and I'm just starting to slowly get back into my routine again. It's hard to get the image of finding him out of my head. I'm not rushing or trying to force myself into anything yet. A lot of my energy is still used to think about him, write to him, look at his pictures, re read...
    Hr24678 Hr24678 46-50, F 1 Response Mar 2

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    All I've Ever Known

    Ryan was my best friend before he was anything. We started dating in sophomore year of high school April 8, 2004. We were together 4 years and broke up during college to give each other the chance to branch out. After college we still very much wanted to be together , so we were...
    catoe06 catoe06 22-25, F Oct 7, 2013

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    I must admit that I am a teenager.

    I lost my boyfriend from an accident and the mere fact that I saw how the machine was taken away from him, it hurts even more. He's the best guy I've ever known. Many people say it's just high school fling but it's not. We used to dream about how life would be after we graduate...
    girl659 girl659 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 27

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    Noone Understands My Pain

    I'm 16 years old. I had my first real boyfriend when I was 13. We dated for 8 months. I broke up with him because I wanted to exprience things with other people and I wanted to be like everyones else relationship, but instead ours wasn't like that. Our relationship just moved so...
    LoveDontLiveHereAnymore LoveDontLiveHereAnymore 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 27, 2013

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    It's been 19 days since the love of my life

    passed and it feels like yesterday. I miss him more than words can describe. Everyone keeps saying "keep your head up" "stay strong" "don't worry time heals all wounds". Well they are only trying to help, they have no idea what kid of pain it is to lose a lover and best friend...
    Memphis0260 Memphis0260 26-30, F 3 Responses Feb 18

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    I Miss You Bill!!!!!!! Rest In Peace Baby!

    I am 20 years old and have been with my boyfriend bill every night and day since i met him we were together almost two years. He was 33 but age for us didn't matter. The day I met him i slept next to him in bed and we did everything together. he loved fishing and the beach...
    stephbill stephbill 18-21, F 5 Responses Jul 19, 2009

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    my boyfriend passed away almost two months ago

    on November 19, 2012. we had been together for 1 year and 2 months, he had overdosed twice this year but he got saved but this last time we couldn't find him the day the officer told me that they found him dead was unexplainable in that very moment I just wanted to die, I still...
    iloveyou9612 iloveyou9612 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 8

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    My boyfriend of 4 years just pass a way on

    sunday I miss him the days go on the more I miss him! He was the best father husband best friend I could of ever had I miss him so much I wish I could see him again I have to be strong for our son but it is so hard I want him back I don't think I can go on without him I need him...
    nikkilynnlyons93 nikkilynnlyons93 18-21, F 8 Responses Mar 21

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    Dear Kareen,

    when I think of you I think of rainy days with little sunshine I think of back rubs and my first time people don't get how I can hold something not here I keep all our memories without them you'll disapear yes they warned me teenage couples wouldn't last but no one could...
    collegelady95 collegelady95 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 3, 2012

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    my boyfriend died 3 weeks ago he was my

    everything we planned a future ahead even thought i am only 17 and he was only 18 we already thought we will spend our lives toghter he was so kind and sweet he loved me very much and always told me he did but we had a fight and i said i wanted to breakup he was sad and said he...
    sara1881994 sara1881994 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 17

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    Never Thought It Would Be Me

    its been over a year and a half since my boyfriend died,i hate talking about it but lately i feel like i have to because its really starting to overwhelm me.i hate that hes gone and instead of the pain going away it somehow seems to get more poignant every passing day...
    shootingstar80 shootingstar80 22-25 4 Responses Jun 12, 2010

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    Hardest Thing I'Ve Ever Gone Through....

    I met Kody when I was in 5th Grade and he was in 6th we pretty much grew up together, He was my neighbor and we both didn't have the best home life and I guess somehow because of that we connected. I fell in love with him, That smile, That laugh just everything. Everything about...
    RIPKodyMichael RIPKodyMichael 16-17 2 Responses Feb 1, 2013

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    This is a story on how my world become undone.

    Sorry if it long. I met a guy name Nicky on a game call World of Warcraft. While some of you might say it was doom for failure, I would beg to differ. We talk for about 2 month back in 2009. We meet up in september. I know right then and there that I had like him. I was not in...
    Angela0312 Angela0312 26-30 Apr 11

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    Pregnant And The Love If My Life Passed Away.

    3 months ago my boyfriend and my dad both drowned in a river trying to save my little brother that was first drowning. The water was flooded and the current was strong my boyfriend didn't even know how to swim. But he went in anyways I didn't even get a chance to tell him to back...
    Chrissyx214 Chrissyx214 18-21, F Jun 16, 2013

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    My Angel Up In Heaven

    I met him through a friend at our local festival in town. When we first looked in each others eyes we couldn`t stop, there was just something there that can`t be explained through words. We talked for the whole night while staring in each others eyes, smiling and laughing. We had...
    tash1510 tash1510 16-17, F 4 Responses Nov 14, 2012

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    Michael Jeffrey Kramer & His Parents

    My fiance & both of his parents were murdered on March 2, 2010. I had been living with them in their home for about 2 months. Mike and I were to celebrate our 1 year anniversary on March 6. Mike and I fell in love so fast. I miss him so much. We had our whole lives planned...
    tinathetigerr tinathetigerr 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 22, 2010

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    I Miss Him So Much...

    His name is Eugene (Gene) and he stole my heart first time we met which was 4 years ago. I never thought I was going to love him as much as I do now. He was with his friends when my friend and I stumbled upon them. We all start talking and after that we knew all 4 of us were...
    tdubz12 tdubz12 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 21, 2013

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    Pregnant And Baby Father Passed Away

    I miss him so much I don't knw where to being me and B have been together for 8 years we livedtogether for 5 years he was my best friend my my true love and now I'm 9 months pregnant with his baby boy he passed away 2 months ago I can't stop thinking of him I cry everyday I don't...
    alwaysBs alwaysBs 22-25, F 7 Responses Feb 21, 2013

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    My boyfriend dead was

    so unexpected I never thought are trip to Tijuana was going to be our last he was kidnapped and murder he didn't deserve what they did to him he was one of the most kind,happy person he would do anything to help people when help was needed my friendship with him started in high...
    Godoy20 Godoy20 18-21, F Feb 1

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    I miss my boyfriend more

    than anything words can't explain how much I miss him.. We started dating back on feb,04/2012. My boyfriend passed away feb,02/2014. A week before that we planned our 2year anniversary but instead of our big day happening I spent Feb,04/2012 planning out my boyfriends funeral...
    didzenascanie didzenascanie 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 23

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    It's been 10 days since I found him dead.

    People keep telling me it's going to get better but the more days that pass the more I think I can't go on without him. I can't stop sleeping because it's the only thing that takes the pain away. When I'm awake I sink away into the spot on his couch and cry. He was the love of...
    Hr24678 Hr24678 46-50, F 3 Responses Mar 1

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    The Love Of My Life- I Will Love You Forever + 1

    My boyfriend/ future fiance and I were together almost 6 years before tragedy struck. It was the night of July 3, 2013, I was at my friends wedding rehearsal with the rest of the bridal party. I remember talking with Anthony around 7:30pm and just asking him what he'd be up to...
    amc18 amc18 26-30 3 Responses Oct 23, 2013

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    All I've Ever Known

    Ryan was my best friend before he was anything. We started dating in sophomore year of high school April 8, 2004. We were together 4 years and broke up during college to give each other the chance to branch out. After college we still very much wanted to be together , so we were...
    catoe06 catoe06 22-25, F 3 Responses Oct 7, 2013

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    My Boyfriend Who Was Shot And Killed

    im know to this but here it goes i been dating my boyfriend since my freshman year in high school he was everything a girl can ask for of course every couple goes thru ups and down break ups.but that was still my boo on the 26 day of october 2009 i had spoke to him he was suppose...
    Ladybugg01 Ladybugg01 18-21, F 5 Responses Oct 8, 2011

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    Letters To The Departed

    its been just over 2 months And all I can do Is lay around the house and think about you And about our love It was the best kind So devoted and true Something most never find We were made for eachother And we both knew it too We would always be together I would always have you...
    cristij420 cristij420 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 30, 2012

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    My Boyfriend Passed Away...

    1 year and 2 months ago. It still feels like yesterday... I guess time goes by fast. Next month would have been our fifth anniversary. He was my soulmate, THE ONE, my other half. He was my everything. And he died... from an unknown reason. In aug 2012 he just collapsed and died...
    swin87 swin87 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 12, 2013

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    The day my life came crashing down--October 20,

    2013 He had been complaining about his leg hurting, so of course we both thought it was cramping up because he had been up all night studying. Well I took him to his GP and they diagnosed him with tendonitis. Okay so they gave him so anti-inflammorties and pain medicine to help...
    engagedwidow engagedwidow 22-25, F 5 Responses Dec 8, 2013

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