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I Miss My Boyfriend Who Passed Away

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    Today is one of the hard days.

    Everyday has been up and down since my boyfriend Joe died 2 months ago in a car crash. I just woke up with no real motivation. Just laid in bed with his pillow re reading text conversations. He was so special i truely feel he was my one and only soulmate. I need him back I hate...
    misscamille misscamille 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 28, 2013

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    He was my everything.

    My Best Friend. The one who i couldn't stay mad at him forever. He was my forever. Just My Everything. Four Years without him. Four Years without his touch. Four Years without his voice Four Years Without my guiding light. Four Years without my everything. i remember...
    ForeverLoveGone ForeverLoveGone 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 22, 2014

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    mystic00 mystic00 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 16, 2014

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    A month is over, and the pain just doesn't seem

    to reduce. Suicidal thoughts do not leave me, and just when I feel like I have no tears left, my eyes begin watering again. I don't think I can ever be with another guy. I feel like a part of me is dead. Just living so that my family doesn't suffer if I commit suicide. But I don...
    Lonelyndepressedgirl Lonelyndepressedgirl 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 30, 2014

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    Pregnant And The Love If My Life Passed Away.

    3 months ago my boyfriend and my dad both drowned in a river trying to save my little brother that was first drowning. The water was flooded and the current was strong my boyfriend didn't even know how to swim. But he went in anyways I didn't even get a chance to tell him to back...
    Chrissyx214 Chrissyx214 18-21, F Jun 16, 2013

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    This is a story on how my world become undone.

    Sorry if it long. I met a guy name Nicky on a game call World of Warcraft. While some of you might say it was doom for failure, I would beg to differ. We talk for about 2 month back in 2009. We meet up in september. I know right then and there that I had like him. I was not in...
    Angela0312 Angela0312 26-30 1 Response Apr 11, 2014

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    My boyfriend passed away just over 3 months ago.

    . I miss him every single day. We had lived together for a year and had started going out not long before that.. He was my first and only true love. My soul mate. We spent almost all our time together and had so many plans. I knew he was the one.. I used to see my friends with...
    Csoutz Csoutz 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 20

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    He's Really Gone

    I lost my boyfriend, James, on July 30, 2013. He was an organ donor, so the last time I saw his face was July 31st, and I still can't believe that he's really gone. It was July 24th, and we were going to celebrate our 3rd anniversary. I got off work, and picked up some food and...
    BrackneysGirl BrackneysGirl 31-35 3 Responses Sep 13, 2013

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    My Boyfriend Who Was Shot And Killed

    im know to this but here it goes i been dating my boyfriend since my freshman year in high school he was everything a girl can ask for of course every couple goes thru ups and down break ups.but that was still my boo on the 26 day of october 2009 i had spoke to him he was suppose...
    Ladybugg01 Ladybugg01 18-21, F 5 Responses Oct 8, 2011

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    I remember the phone call

    so clearly. For over two weeks my gut kept telling me something was wrong, but I ignored it. I mean who really loses two men that they had fallen in love with at the border of the Mexico and the US, what are the odds? But a feeling kept lingering and I kept ignoring it. Finally...
    RebeccaV977 RebeccaV977 36-40, F Feb 17, 2014

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    My boyfriend passed away by choice.

    He was my soul-mate, my best friend, my rock, the love of my life; all easily said. We've been dating for 3 years going on to 4. I met him in 7th grade, we hated each other at first then became best friends and so on. He meant and still means the world to me. He was my first in...
    Nizzle599 Nizzle599 16-17, F 3 Responses Jun 17

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    My Rose Died

    It hurts to know you lose the biggest part of you. No letters, no texts, no phone calls, nothing can get you to explain how much you love one another. My fiance passed away.  he commited suicide. It was actually love at first sight. He was the baseball player everyone loved, i...
    17lostangel 17lostangel 18-21 1 Response Oct 21, 2012

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    It's been 19 days since the love of my life

    passed and it feels like yesterday. I miss him more than words can describe. Everyone keeps saying "keep your head up" "stay strong" "don't worry time heals all wounds". Well they are only trying to help, they have no idea what kid of pain it is to lose a lover and best friend...
    Memphis0260 Memphis0260 31-35, F 4 Responses Feb 18, 2014

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    Never Thought It Would Be Me

    its been over a year and a half since my boyfriend died,i hate talking about it but lately i feel like i have to because its really starting to overwhelm me.i hate that hes gone and instead of the pain going away it somehow seems to get more poignant every passing day...
    shootingstar80 shootingstar80 22-25 4 Responses Jun 12, 2010

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    my boyfriend died 3 weeks ago he was my

    everything we planned a future ahead even thought i am only 17 and he was only 18 we already thought we will spend our lives toghter he was so kind and sweet he loved me very much and always told me he did but we had a fight and i said i wanted to breakup he was sad and said he...
    sara1881994 sara1881994 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 17, 2014

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    My boyfriend passed away a little over four

    weeks ago on March 23, 2014. He was in a motorcycle accident. He was riding with his brother on separate bikes and he took a turn in a small street too sharp, hit the curb, and flew into a light pole. He was unconscious after that. He cracked his skull, face laceration, broken...
    pinkmonkey1247 pinkmonkey1247 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 22, 2014

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    It's been 10 days since I found him dead.

    People keep telling me it's going to get better but the more days that pass the more I think I can't go on without him. I can't stop sleeping because it's the only thing that takes the pain away. When I'm awake I sink away into the spot on his couch and cry. He was the love of...
    Hr24678 Hr24678 46-50, F 3 Responses Mar 1, 2014

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    this month marked 1 year

    and a half that my boyfriend passed away, I'm not gonna lie it does get better! it still hurts alot tho and if I sit and think about it it hurts just like it did the very first day. I miss him like crazy and I would give anything just to see him one more time. I still can't see...
    iloveyou9612 iloveyou9612 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 1

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    It hasn't even been a full two weeks

    and I'm just starting to slowly get back into my routine again. It's hard to get the image of finding him out of my head. I'm not rushing or trying to force myself into anything yet. A lot of my energy is still used to think about him, write to him, look at his pictures, re read...
    Hr24678 Hr24678 46-50, F 2 Responses Mar 2, 2014

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    my boyfriend passed away almost two months ago

    on November 19, 2012. we had been together for 1 year and 2 months, he had overdosed twice this year but he got saved but this last time we couldn't find him the day the officer told me that they found him dead was unexplainable in that very moment I just wanted to die, I still...
    iloveyou9612 iloveyou9612 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 8, 2014

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    my boyfriend and the love of my life passed

    away 5 months ago from a drug overdose .. i do no do drugs so i didnt understand nd i did what i could to help him .. but my best wasnt good enough .. i tried for a year before he finally gave up!! i have no answers once he passed his family wanted nothing to do with me .. i...
    darkestlove623 darkestlove623 22-25, F 7 Responses Dec 25, 2013

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    Letters To The Departed

    its been just over 2 months And all I can do Is lay around the house and think about you And about our love It was the best kind So devoted and true Something most never find We were made for eachother And we both knew it too We would always be together I would always have you...
    cristij420 cristij420 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 30, 2012

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    I Miss Him So Much

    My boyfriend/fiance passed away august 12, 2009 of an asthma attack, i was with him when it happened. We are both 19 years old. We would have had our 3year anniversary october 4th, we had been friends since the 8th grade though. He was not only my boyfriend but my bestfriend, we...
    aaronwalker aaronwalker 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 25, 2009

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    Hardest Thing I'Ve Ever Gone Through....

    I met Kody when I was in 5th Grade and he was in 6th we pretty much grew up together, He was my neighbor and we both didn't have the best home life and I guess somehow because of that we connected. I fell in love with him, That smile, That laugh just everything. Everything about...
    RIPKodyMichael RIPKodyMichael 16-17 2 Responses Feb 1, 2013

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    My boyfriend dead was

    so unexpected I never thought are trip to Tijuana was going to be our last he was kidnapped and murder he didn't deserve what they did to him he was one of the most kind,happy person he would do anything to help people when help was needed my friendship with him started in high...
    Godoy20 Godoy20 22-25, F Feb 1, 2014

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    I lost my boyfriend to brain tumour last year,

    two days after he was diagnosed. He was my everything. We were long distance, but he would make sure hes there when I needed him - text, Skype, call. I thought I was the luckiest girl the day he told me he loved me. It was so hard since the day he left. I tried to talk myself...
    AstroMiche AstroMiche 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 24

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    I miss my boyfriend more

    than anything words can't explain how much I miss him.. We started dating back on feb,04/2012. My boyfriend passed away feb,02/2014. A week before that we planned our 2year anniversary but instead of our big day happening I spent Feb,04/2012 planning out my boyfriends funeral...
    didzenascanie didzenascanie 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 23, 2014

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    I told you I was a grenade

    and one day I was going to explode and take out everything in my path....I just didn't expect you to leave for good when it happened...your soul was far too beautiful for me Ben, yet you loved me anyways...I'll never be able to express how thankful I am for that...
    diabeticHailey diabeticHailey 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 25

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    After i found out that my husband was a serial

    cheater I was devasted. After 1 year I met my soulmate. I was so happy and thought that everything happened for a reason. Unfortunately my soulemate passed away 2 month ago after a very aggressive cancer. I try to survive and in order to do so I party a lot and drink... But I...
    alitska alitska 31-35, F 2 Responses Jun 24, 2014

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    So my boyfriend died very unexpectedly just

    under two months ago, and I feel like things are just becoming more and more difficult. We would talk to each other every single day and whenever we saw each other it was absolutely amazing. He was my first love. I don't know what to do to fill this void, or minimize my...
    teneal teneal 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 15, 2014

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    A year ago this weekend my boyfriend

    and I decided to commit to each other. 60 days later, he was being called back to heaven and left me finishing all the incomplete journey he and I planned out. I look out to the fireworks today in the sky and I cannot stop my tear from falling. I wonder if he still remembers...
    AstroMiche AstroMiche 26-30, F 1 Response May 18

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    LAWARIS...The Hindi Terminology

    for ORPHAN... "I am a poor and lonesome boy in need of a Home, I climbed fruit trees in the tropics for food - free to Roam, I chased after goats and ran from wild cattle, I saw life as the greatest challenge for me to battle, I grew up without parents; I lived as an...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F a week ago

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    raebaybrown raebaybrown 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 21

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    May 15, 2015 will forever be the worst day of

    my life. My fiancé was the victim of a robbery gone wrong & shot. I found him right outside of our apartment attempting to make it home to me. He was out on his skateboard in a neighborhood we thought was so safe. He was LITERALLY in the bed with me 30mins before the incident...
    AdrianKeli AdrianKeli 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 12

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    its not even about him really its

    that he died horribly, he said my name then choked on his own blood and died. i was there broken beside him, but its not that. its that our lives were so broken before he died , our families were horrible and our lives were full of pain, he was a light to me and i to him. i...
    chantal555 chantal555 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 24

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    I lost my boyfriend unexpectedly almost seven

    months ago. Everyday I tell myself, I have to keep going and movin forward for him. Everything I do is for him. But everyday gets so much harder without him. How am I supposed to move on with my life when he completed it? The years he and I spent together I keep close to my...
    KittyKat423 KittyKat423 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 12, 2014

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    my boyfriend died very suddenly a month ago

    today. we were together for a year and 2 and a half months. I can't believe it's been 31 days since I last saw him, last spoke to him, last held him. he was my best friend and the first boy I could really see myself with for a really long time, if not for the rest of my life. we...
    gloria1234567 gloria1234567 22-25 6 Responses May 8, 2014

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    This song is dedicated to an Angel,

    an Angel whom I waited for. All the while, I waited, I waited for him to come back. What I hadn't realized was that while I was waiting, He suffered to "Love" and in return, I Loved to "Suffer"...In other words, He suffered to be Loved and in return I gave Love to suffer not...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    My boyfriend of 4 years just pass a way on

    sunday I miss him the days go on the more I miss him! He was the best father husband best friend I could of ever had I miss him so much I wish I could see him again I have to be strong for our son but it is so hard I want him back I don't think I can go on without him I need him...
    nikkilynnlyons93 nikkilynnlyons93 22-25, F 6 Responses Mar 21, 2014

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    on the morning of Good Friday,

    April 6th 2012, my boyfriend and I skipped school. after having donuts for breakfast and falling asleep on the couch, I told him he needed to head home to get some rest. he had been up all night having a heart to heart with his mom. we kissed each other goodbye and said how much...
    jsprabary jsprabary 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 4, 2014

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    Rest In Paradise My Love <3

    I met the perfect man for me. He was confident. Smart. Outgoing. Funny. Supportive. Affectionate. Loyal. I could go on forever basically he was everything and more than I could have ever hoped for. His name was jack. We just made it to 2 years a little over 2 months ago... but...
    cristij420 cristij420 22-25, F 5 Responses Oct 20, 2012

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    It Hurts

    My boyfriend passed away yesterday morning. I am hurt beyond words. He was taken away so suddenly. It hurts more because he wanted to marry me. He brought a ring and was going to propose for Valentines Day....but I never saw him because he got sick. I can't stop crying. I do...
    Shonda Shonda 22-25, F 10 Responses Feb 21, 2010

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    A Piece Of My Heart Died That Day...

    Nick was a true southern gentleman. His smile would make your heart stop, his eyes would make you melt and as if that wasn't enough, he had the sexiest southern accent a girl could ever dream of. We met three years ago, he was graduating as I was starting college. We only had...
    breee84 breee84 22-25, F Nov 26, 2013

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    He became my best friend.

    Before him, I was damaged- mentally and physically. I was bullied severely in grade school. My self esteem and confidence was at an all time low. Yet, some strength came over me when I saw him. I scanned the room freshman year looking for all the "cute boys". Him. He caught my...
    Hannah102 Hannah102 16-17 May 30

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    I completely miss the emotional aspect my

    boyfriend have me but I really miss the physical too. We had so much passion. He did everything right he knew my entire body and I knew his. His touch gave me butterflies. He was so affectionate I felt so lucky with him. I feel like there's no one else like that out there for me...
    misscamille misscamille 22-25, F 7 Responses Jan 9, 2014

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