I Miss My Childhood Friend

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    My best friend in high school passed away a

    few years ago. She was considered the “trouble maker”, but she found out, right before we graduated that she had bipolar disorder. I always knew that something was not quite right with her, but I didn’t know what it was, she would go through these incredible...
    katzlaw katzlaw
    41-45, F
    1 Response Dec 15, 2014

    We Never Said Goodbye

    When I first realized I had to sit next to him, I was worried. Boys were enemies back in fifth grade and he was known for his perverted jokes. But unlike the boys I knew, his jokes were actually funny and he was really friendly. Because of him, my whole table laughed everyday and...
    kiwoco kiwoco
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Feb 3, 2012

    I've got a childhood friend mark we were the

    best he used to defend me when his sister hit me we took care of each other, once i have got a little brain problem in maths mum suggested to study with him, i went we studied but while that i was wishing that i was studying with julian the worst student i ever meet that sitting...
    Yasmin9 Yasmin9
    16-17, F
    Mar 28, 2014

    Doctor Doctor

    The title is about a nickname for me and my childhood friend I cant find her now she was the light in my dark childhood she always made me happy all I can remember is that her birthday is on the 12 of November and her name was shirin (translation in my country is sweet) I forgot...
    Mobin258 Mobin258
    13-15
    Jun 5, 2011

    I have another one of these,

    but there was another childhood friend of mine I miss as well. I had not considered him one of my best friends at first. I met this childhood friend at my aunt's daycare as well. He's a year or two older than me and I met him after my other childhood friend, Emme. He came...
    mcsunshine09 mcsunshine09
    13-15, F
    Mar 15, 2014

    A Childhood Argument And Tall Tales

    During an argument over what we were going to play next: Laurie: You don't know that last night when you were sleeping, I went to your house and broke all of your windows! My Mother found out and fixed them all before you woke up. That's why you have windows. Me...
    diewasseratte diewasseratte
    61-65, F
    1 Response Apr 12, 2012

    Best friends or not? What happened to our

    friendship? I'm not sure anymore if we are still friends. I would have never met them if it wasn't for my aunt - that's where it all started. It all started about seven to six years ago. My aunt owned a day care, her own house was one. Back then when I was just a few...
    mcsunshine09 mcsunshine09
    13-15, F
    1 Response Mar 15, 2014

    Friends Fall Away...

    I grew up in the Midwest, in a very small town. My friends & I shared very similar experiences during our childhood because of this shared, limited, environment. We went through puberty together, shared all the ups & downs of the teenage years, & the births of our first children...
    01Blackhat 01Blackhat
    36-40, M
    Oct 24, 2011

    Over ten years since you passed.

    I hope you knew I loved you and still do. Always. Your babies are growing up big and strong. Your momma looks after them.
    katariffik katariffik
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Apr 5, 2015

    Lew...

    ...now has 24 years left of his 25 year prison sentence for being involved in a rape/torture/murder case that happened about 3 years ago. He was my best mate in primary school, we were always at each others houses and he was probably my first kiss
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Oct 22, 2008

    I Miss You J

    He was a boy who lived along the same street as I did and our big brothers were friends. We were in the same kindergarten and we were best friends. There was always 2 of us against the rest of the kindergarten. Of course we got our share of mock songs that suggested that we were...
    Fennella Fennella
    31-35, F
    May 21, 2008

    Best Friends For (Not) Ever

    You really believe it when they call you their best friend. I had two best friends - Amanda and Ashley. Ashley was religious, innocent and so sweet. She was so pretty with her long, curly light brown hair. I used to sleep over at her house all the time, she lived so close. Amanda...
    Feb 11, 2013

    The Little Rascals

    (the names have been switched for the safety of others) When I was younger I grew up with the best childhood friends a kid could ask for. There were six of us, with Max as the oldest (five years older than me), then Mariam, Cathy, and Darion the second oldest (three years older...
    Resmkat Resmkat
    18-21
    Sep 7, 2012

    My Best Friend

    I've had few best friends in my lifetime, only a total of 3 who I trusted 100%. My first best friend, Erin, was my playmate from 3-5, but then I moved far away and we lost touch. Not much to say about her, she was the first friend I remember having and I'll never forget that...
    alygal1331 alygal1331
    18-21, F
    Sep 25, 2012

    Laurie And Me

    I can't remember when I didn't know Laurie. She's as much a part of my childhood as my family and the house I grew up in. Every memory I have of childish games, of the seasons, of the holidays involve Laurie in some way. We were inseparable. Laurie and her family lived in the...
    diewasseratte diewasseratte
    61-65, F
    3 Responses Nov 2, 2011

    More Than Neighbors.

    Everyone still considers me a kid. But I remember the times we spent. I turned 5. You were 4. I missed those little kiddo days. We were more than just side-by-side neighbors. We were friends. We were playmates. I remember our trips to the pool. I remember all the birthday...
    jacqueline17 jacqueline17
    13-15, F
    May 14, 2010

    Missing the Old Days

    Remember when you lived that carefree life as a child with your best pals? The days spent away just playing in the yard laughing and running. More than anything i miss that now. Wishing i had that simple life again. I had this close group of friends that were my life back then...
    browneyegirl89 browneyegirl89
    18-21, F
    Oct 22, 2008

    Odd

    One of my close friends from some of elementary school and mostly middle school was anorexic.It's weird, at one point--we were so close.Who woulda thought we'd both end up with eating disorders. We had complete different upbringings but I guess we shared some of the similar pain...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick
    22-25
    Nov 1, 2011

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    AnarchyRules AnarchyRules
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    51-55, M
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    deleted deleted
    26-30
    5 Responses Apr 20
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    BeardedJustice BeardedJustice
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 20
    This is my last post..... And it is for Him My love My heart And my soul... May you be happy I will miss you I will miss my best friend I will miss talking to you I will...
    Ttiffany330 Ttiffany330
    41-45, F
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    CharlenneDelaCruz CharlenneDelaCruz
    16-17, F
    1 Response Apr 20
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    31-35, T
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    LittleBallOfFire LittleBallOfFire
    13-15, F
    4 Responses Apr 19
    I was homeschooled through high school and I was raised by elderly relatives and separate from my brother. I grew up in a lower-middle class environment and was sheltered and as a...
    desertonion desertonion
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Apr 19
    My Undying Love for Ed...It’s been 3 years since I last wrote a blog about my first love. Now, I’m going to write again.I don’t know how I will start my blog...
    red2006 red2006
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    1 Response Apr 19
    Dear RLB2, Before this site is set for pause, I want to put these words here in honor of you. I want to thank you for being such a great friend to me. When I was hurting and so...
    Blissfullybeautiful Blissfullybeautiful
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Apr 18
    I really miss my old/former best friend Sierra. She would cancel on me when we would try to get together, and I felt she didn't have room for me in her life anymore. Instead of...
    kimalee77 kimalee77
    31-35, F
    1 Response Apr 17
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    SSASAM SSASAM
    26-30, F
    Apr 17
    Just the typical conversation between longterm friends. Or is it? "MY IIIIIIIIIIIICE CREEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMMMMMM!" -me "...." "Hello? U there?" "...." "Hell-ooooo? Come...
    SparkofDecency SparkofDecency
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 17
    To sum up my childhood memories, I guess one can say that I had a semi-normal and only a semi-happy childhood. I attended a small private boarding school overseas and suffered...
    spankemotk spankemotk
    56-60, M
    Apr 17
    back in like the 8th grade my girlfriend broke up with me I wasn't sad at all I was very calm and one day while walking to the park I saw her and her new boyfriend (my friend...
    Appleslices69 Appleslices69
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 16
    Oh me oh my. Only 5 days left and we say goodbye to EP. Well...Thank you EP. Without some members on here I'd probably be on a totally different path all together. Not going to...
    itsMaggimay itsMaggimay
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Apr 16
    It hurts so bad when your best friend cuts you off completely and you're like air to them. It feels even worse when you work in the same office with that person and they ignore and...
    foolinlovegirl foolinlovegirl
    31-35, F
    1 Response Apr 15
    Before I found about EP,Askmehelpdesk,yahoo q/a or any such!! It was between December 2012 2013 April ' something like that ! I am at my Mission and trying to figure out still...
    fuckuprincessanyajaki fuckuprincessanyajaki
    41-45, F
    1 Response Apr 15
    Today I reached my home town and started missing all the best friends this making me feel bored sad and lonely
    Sourabh789 Sourabh789
    16-17, M
    Apr 15
    Saying goodbye is like saying goodbye to an old friend. I have met friends on here I've met people I hate. I have shared and took the brutal honesty of what people thought but it's...
    JesseDoll JesseDoll
    16-17, F
    Apr 14
    I miss my friend from here. Wish I would hear from her.
    avgniceguy avgniceguy
    41-45, M
    1 Response Apr 14
    I want to grow up all over again just so I could have a childhood best friend I could fall in love with later. :)
    infie infie
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 14
    Hello everyone, This is my goodbye message on EP, so....let's get started. First of all let me say that I will miss this place. This place has helped me through the years as a...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 14
    Going into freshman year of college, I expected it to be one of the best times of my life. Quite the contrary, in fact I've gone through some of my lowest points this year. If...
    SMA13 SMA13
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Apr 13
    Yesterday I left my old caring friends Aman, Abhijith , Rozi ,Jyothi, Bhawana and most importantly my best bro Amith feeling very sad and missing them all very much all of them...
    Sourabh789 Sourabh789
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    Apr 13
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    marchingelephant marchingelephant
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 13
    To look through the lens of the end, that special view of sweet pain and fear. It's a glass of champagne with cough medicine to serch one last time for this website. It will still...
    Itekimasu Itekimasu
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 13
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    pixiepunk98 pixiepunk98
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    Apr 12
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    bluediamond325 bluediamond325
    31-35, F
    Apr 12
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    Sourabh789 Sourabh789
    16-17, M
    1 Response Apr 12
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