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I Miss My Daddy

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    Today I am missing and thinking about my father

    a lot more than usual. I just hope he is by my side and proud of me.
    sydneyperez sydneyperez 18-21, F May 7, 2014

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    Should I Be Angry?

    " He's not going to make it through the night..." a sentence that literally made me whimper in shock.. When I got to the hospice center.. I seen him lying there.. half dead.. unable to move.. tubes all in and over him.. the last thing he said was "I love you......." and even then...
    dreamsarebutablinkaway dreamsarebutablinkaway 18-21, F Nov 6, 2012

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    It's Been About a Month and 11 Days Since...

    He died. I have shared a blog or two about him a couple of times. He passed on the 17th of July. He was not an easy man to get along with, but he was my daddy. There were times when we got along and times when we couldn't stand one anothers presence. I haven't really mourned his...
    wendysmith99 wendysmith99 26-30, F 5 Responses Aug 26, 2008

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    It's been a little over 4 months

    and this month it will of been 5 months . How does time fly by so fast . A week before Christmas I lost my daddy and it feels more or less strange now . Yet I think things are getting better the hardest part is anytime something awesome or fun happens it's like I shut down . I...
    Neroforlife Neroforlife 16-17, F 2 Responses May 7

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    I've been in a DDlg relationship

    for a brief time with an amazing Daddy who made me feel so special, cherished and loved but we made a mutual decision last week to end our relationship due to several factors. I've been on a roller coaster of emotions since last Tuesday, but today has been the worst. I miss him...
    SlightlySparkles SlightlySparkles 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 16, 2014

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    I Didn't Get To Say Good Bye.

    I miss my father. I am the eldest and my father died suddenly at the age of 56. He had just moved into his new home. I'm glad he got to live in his new home for a month. At least he enjoyed it for a little. He was the best father as I guess everyone feels about their dad. I miss...
    Ouat Ouat 36-40 2 Responses Oct 8, 2013

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    I miss my dad :( I really miss him I feel like

    he just died now .. He died 4 years ago but it still hurts like it's yesterday every since I remember him I end up crying like child uh it so hard I want him to comeback I just miss him a lot I want to hug him like before hug him as much as I can :'( I wanna see him just for...
    jumanachan jumanachan 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 29, 2014

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    Wishing You Were Somehow Here Again

    My daddy killed himself 10 years ago, 2 weeks after my sixth birthday. He was a Police Officer in my town and served as a US Marine in Desert Storm. He killed himself because he just lost it one day and had severe Post Traumatic Stress. I miss him with every bone in my body and...
    christinedaii christinedaii 18-21, F 1 Response May 14, 2013

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    Gone From Our Home But Not Our Hearts

    hi, my daddy died 15th september 2001, i had just turned 18, I have 2 older sisters,1 was 4mths pregnant at the time with her 1st child which my daddy new about, she had a boy she called him John after my daddy. He has missed out on so much on all our lives he had a motorbike...
    rachellovescharlie rachellovescharlie 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 21, 2008

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    Daddy**

    -there is this emptyness in my heart although im not quite sure what it is i have a feeling its from all the people i have lost in my life so my quetion for myself is why? why let them do that to me? i guiess its cuz my mind doesnt think i deserve any better so i settle for...
    jessicadelbie jessicadelbie 16-17, F 4 Responses Mar 23, 2010

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    Daddy's Little Girl

    He drops his suitcase by the doorShe knows her Daddy wont be back anymoreShe drags her feet across the floorTrying to hold back time, to keep him holding onShe says 'Daddy, Daddy dont leave. I'll do anything to keep you, right here with me. Cant you see how much I need you? Daddy...
    FinallyBeingReal FinallyBeingReal 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 8, 2012

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    I was raised by a step father

    but you would have never known. He treated me as his own. He loved me, teased me , and guided me as if I was from his from flesh. He passed in 2003 and I miss him daily. I know he would be so proud of me. Happy Father's Day Daddy. I love you!
    bethany444 bethany444 46-50, F 1 Response Jun 21

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    4 years ago I came to live to Mexico.

    My mom made my brother & I move with her because she wanted to be with her family. (My parents had recently divorced) It's probably been the hardest 4 years of my life. I was born in Mexico but when I was like 3 months old I was brought to California illegally. All my life I...
    Bquiet Bquiet 18-21, F Nov 1, 2014

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    It's Been 25 Days Since You Left

    And still feels like the first day. My handsome daddy, I will always miss to look at your wonderfull blue eyes. The last evening you had gone to buy some chocolate to all of us. You never consider yourself as an old men, you weren't. You were walking even faster than me. You...
    aysanmed aysanmed 36-40 1 Response Feb 15, 2009

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    Gone But Definitely Not Forgotten

    My daddy died this past June. He was not my 'biological father', however he raised me from birth until he passed away, therefore he was and always will be my daddy. He had been in the hospital for about a month or so...He first had a massive heart attack in May 2007 and was...
    AllMyLove AllMyLove 18-21, F Nov 4, 2007

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    Gone But Deinitely Not Forgotten

    My daddy died this past June. He had been in the hospital for about a month or so...He first had a massive heart attack in May 2007 and was rushed to the hospital unconcious. His brain stem had blown and he was incapable of doing anything...he was in a coma. He was in the...
    AllMyLove AllMyLove 18-21, F Nov 4, 2007

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    Gone But Never Forgotten

    My father past away November 10, 2007.  I feel so guilty about his passing.  He was only 53 years old. My father got hurt at his work 5 days before his passing.  He fell and hurt himself.  My sister took him to the hospital and dropped him off, I left my work...
    hockeymomof4 hockeymomof4 31-35, F Dec 30, 2008

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    My Dad Is Being Forgotten...

    My dad was killed in 2005. He was a police officer who was killed in a car crash... Since his death, another police officer in our town was shot and he has become the face of my town. He's called my town's hero and it bugs me. He is getting more media attention just because he...
    awredfrog247 awredfrog247 18-21, F Jul 21, 2012

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    My Dad

    My dad died of cancer 4 years ago, he knew for 3 month but didn't ask to see me before he died and yet me and him were so close, when I'm at my worst I feel like I can't breathe because I miss him so much and I just feel alone because all people can say is you will be fine. I...
    Emma675 Emma675 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 18, 2013

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    Broken Promises

    He left my life almost 8 years ago. Thats when he walked out on my family. He very active at first and a lady with him at all times. He use to call me daddies little girl. Which i am, I don't even look my mom it mostly my dad. He stop calling 4 years ago. No birthdays, No...
    Saiaino Saiaino 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 3, 2008

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    I Miss Papa :((

    My dad & mom had passed away about 10 years ago,, but I do know why I do miss my dad heaps than my mom.. Even I lived with my mom for a whole years till my mam died, and I used to separate with my dad for few years... But I know exactly my dad loved me really and he was the best...
    8pang8 8pang8 22-25, F 3 Responses Jun 11, 2012

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    Miss You.

     Hi dad, I love you. It's Jessica. Im 15 now.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Feb 12, 2009

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    I wish he never left me here

    so confused for another family I wish he figured himself out before he had me I wish I was good enough for him
    Angel2345 Angel2345 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 7, 2014

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    I Miss Him...

    I miss My Daddy so much... He's a heavy smoker and he got lung cancer and after that he got Tumor on he's brain... After a few weeks, he can't walk or talk... He's body is getting weaker day by day and after 5 months taking care of him, he Died in a Hospital... And now every...
    MelissaLL35591 MelissaLL35591 13-15, F Nov 19, 2013

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    It was three years ago I just have to turned 10

    and at the point my brother and my dad were fighting so my dad offered to go of a camping trip but my brother said no so I went it was really hard about 2 to 3 days later I was up at my grandmas and I had to go home I didn't knwo why but when I got there I found out my dad was...
    bmwical bmwical 13-15 Aug 23, 2014

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    Thinking Of You Today

    I am cleaning out furniture and toys today, Dad. I need to make room for different things in my life and in my house. Mom's taking the buffet, I have to rearrange the table and furniture to make space for my daughter's homework space. That's right, Dad, she's starting school...
    BloodyMary82 BloodyMary82 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 17, 2013

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    I know that this isn't the first story

    where I've posted this but I'm just having another one of those times where I miss him and he's all that I think about. I feel I have to write it down to deal a little better. It does help but I know that I won't ever get over it. I just miss him so much... I know that I wasn't...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 31, 2014

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    I left my dad and my younger brother,

    13, to live with my boyfriend. And I just miss my daddy.
    beautifulhypocrisy beautifulhypocrisy 18-21, F Apr 5, 2014

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    I Miss You, Dad!!!

    I see my dad once a week. He's been gone for over an hour and I miss him to pieces because sometimes I feel like once a week isn't enough.
    hihi500 hihi500 16-17 1 Response Dec 6, 2008

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    Littles Message From My Dad

    Since I was child I am really close with my mom. I knew my dad loves me too but he never show it. just bought toys and nice dress to me. till I'm adult now and I live in other country he never talk to me. He look like dont care about me. But I dont care about that, because I knew...
    flyingfish19 flyingfish19 26-30, F 1 Response May 16, 2013

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    I Cry

    I hate knowing that I will cry myself to sleep tonight and there's basically nothing I can do about it and I know what anyone I try to speak to will just say "sorry I don't know what to say you're dads dead yeh hope you're alright" of course I'm not alright I'm being mentally...
    Emma675 Emma675 13-15, F Jan 19, 2013

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    A lot My little sister always asked me

    when he's coming home and I can't ever say he is not
    Angel2345 Angel2345 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 25, 2014

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    Daddy

    it has been 4 years since my father passed away. he was wonderful. he always cared and was almost always there for me. He was a true mr.mom. how many dads do you know that played barbies with their 5 yr old or joked around with you like he was a kid. i miss my daddy so much...
    UndefinedLabelessStrangeChick UndefinedLabelessStrangeChick 18-21 4 Responses Nov 18, 2008

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    You Can Let Go Now Daddy

    I'm sitting here listening to "you can let go now daddy....My daddy's been gone for a little over 2 years now..2-22-09.I found a box that i had put together right after her passed...It contained little trinkets .The tie that he had ever since I was little...I use sit on his lap...
    HeartOnnaLiveWire HeartOnnaLiveWire 31-35, F 3 Responses Apr 6, 2011

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    Lost

    I haven't felt safe and secure since my daddy died. He loved me unconditionally. He was always here for me. He would help me and hug me and make everything okay. He was my backbone and he just left me one day. Now I'm the one who has to hold everything together and I'm not doing...
    evolvutghiL evolvutghiL 36-40, F 2 Responses Aug 15, 2012

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    HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!

    !! I know you are in heaven now and watching over me:) I love you so much and miss you so very much! I wish you were still with us so I could just get a hug from you
    BabyBabz BabyBabz 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 22

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    I miss my daddy πŸ˜” I miss waking up really

    early and seeing him there πŸ’” I miss taking weird selfies πŸ’” I miss him always bothering me about my closet (because my closet is a mess like for real)πŸ’” I miss wearing his hats and saying I look just like himπŸ’” I miss going on random walksπŸ’” I miss feeling complete...
    Angel2345 Angel2345 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 16, 2014

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    he left a few minutes ago

    and wontme back till sunday night... i dont want him to go i love him and my mom is mean so how she'll take out har anger on me and my brother.
    Cheshirecupacat Cheshirecupacat 13-15, F 3 Responses Apr 22

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    Daddy

    my daddy died 3 months ago today..in june 2009 he died suddenly of a heart attack at 44 years old. i miss him so so much and find myself agonsing over his death all the time. i am only 19,he will never get to see my kids,wedding day etc etc and it breaks my heart. i just wish i...
    littlemiss09 littlemiss09 18-21, F 8 Responses Sep 6, 2009

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    I Miss My Dad Who Lives In A Different Country But I Never Really Talk About It

    when i was very young (around age 4) my mum and dad split up. Now my dad lives in China and I live in England. I am now 16 years old and I've lived without seeing my dad for a long time, so i presumed I had gotten over it, but really i don't think i have. I never really talk...
    MATD1 MATD1 16-17 Feb 21, 2013

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    He's been in the hospital

    for two weeks and I haven't talk or seen him yet. He had two more surgeries and that makes a total of 27 surgeries on his arm in one year. I just want him home healthy again. 😭😭😭😭
    BooBear99 BooBear99 16-17, F Jul 18, 2014

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    I Wish He Would Come Back

    i remember when my daddy passed away he was sick with cancer so bad he died a week later they didnt even let me see him. and when he died I cried myself to sleep I didnt even get to say goodbye he wasnt thee best father but he was good enough for me I remember he put me on his...
    betweenloveandhate betweenloveandhate 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 23, 2012

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    I Love You Forever .

    i Can remember being really close to my father up until the age of 10 . We used to spent lost of time together but all of a sudden he started to direct his anger towards me. I respected him and never was willing to amswer him back . Around the age of 12 i realized that he had...
    lopezkiss lopezkiss 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 14, 2013

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    Clinging to Memories

    Dear Daddy, I haven't forgotten you, but your memory is fading. The years have gone by and sometimes I still cry waiting for you to come home.  You've been gone for 17 yrs this year and I suddenly realize that you've been gone more than 2/3's of my life. Mom sits in...
    writingLIVreadingLAFmusicLUV writingLIVreadingLAFmusicLUV 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 16, 2008

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