I Miss My Dead Loved One

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 543 People

    My auntie was my best friend.

    She committed suicide at 18yrs. The sudden death still hurts. I miss her soo much 20yrs on and I think of her every day. I dreamt of her and my granny recently, it was so vivid. I was at a party and my friend said "there's someone at the door " I opened it and there was my aunt...
    daisybell7 daisybell7
    36-40, F
    Jul 27, 2014

    I wish I could have made my dad more proud

    and spent more time appreciating when he was here
    minigeddy1998 minigeddy1998
    18-21, M
    May 11, 2014
    thomasxoxo thomasxoxo
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Apr 6, 2015

    My uncle Yousef, we were really close

    and we'd spend all the time together, even thought they didn't live close to us, we've always managed to meet up. I lost him when i was 9 years old and he was 16 years old, he died a week after his 16th birthday, which was amazing, he had a big party and he was very happy, just...
    SaraKh286 SaraKh286
    16-17, F
    May 10, 2014

    Cliff

    My mom met him after her divorce from my dad. I loved him immediately. He treated us so well. He looked tough and had a gruff voice and way of telling it like it is...but had a heart of gold. He was always very protective and treated me,my sister and brother like we were his kids...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Apr 14, 2009

    I have regrets. I hurt every day knowing

    that I let you slip away. There is a love I felt with you that I have never felt before. I long for your kiss, your embrace, the kind words you always spoke to me. I look at where I am at now and what I am going through and I think, "How stupid was I to let him go?" What I...
    asterinight asterinight
    31-35, F
    1 Response Nov 13, 2014

    I think about my sisters all the time .

    Wish I knew how to forget about them cause it make me sad every time I think about them
    Dbgang Dbgang
    46-50, M
    Jul 6, 2014

    Miss you horribly Dad.

    I imagine we're both sorry about the years where we know we both loved each other but had a lot of distance between ourselves.
    bookishlutheran bookishlutheran
    61-65, M
    Feb 17

    Three years have passed

    since the last time I saw his face or felt the warmth of his presence. My uncle was an old school man, the last of a dying breed. He was like a father to me as he and my aunt practically raised me as a child. He was a big and burly man who wouldn't put up with any BS, but also a...
    FloweryCurtains FloweryCurtains
    26-30, F
    Jan 7, 2015

    My precious husband. No-one can replace him.

    My partner for 24 years, it's 20 days since he left me. The pain doesnt subside, the pain and tears keep coming more everyday. Everything i see reminds me of him. Everything i eat reminds me of him. His memory is everywhere in this home. He was so active and healthy, then he...
    YasminAli YasminAli
    56-60, F
    1 Response May 5, 2014

    He Died. Just Like That.

    It was a stroke . Or maybe a heart attack. Severe heart attack, as my mom calls it. I never bothered to find out the real cause because it doesn't change the fact that he's gone now. And it wasn't like we'd conduct an autopsy to find out. It was enough shock to last a lifetime...
    ringi ringi
    18-21, F
    Sep 12, 2013

    All of my friends, Come to see me last night,

    I was laying in my bed and dying, Anybody know, From sin and jill, Say the weather down here so fine, Just in the wind, Came running through the dawn, But who can the weather come being, Just wanna have a little peace, To die, And a friend or two I love at hand, Fever roll up...
    thomasxoxo thomasxoxo
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Apr 6, 2015

    Am Situation

    i want someone to help me because am a bastered child.have never see my mom and dad since they gave birth to me
    kingswiss kingswiss
    18-21, M
    Apr 6, 2013

    It seems like forever Went by too fast A

    beautifully written future Now a forgotten past I dream of seeing you all night And wish you were with me all day I wish I could rewind the years I wish to God there was a way I wish I was there to stop them I wish I could've held you when you cried I wish I was there to fight...
    savedbygrace030312 savedbygrace030312
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Jan 15, 2014

    A Reunion -

    I think about my Grandfather all the time. Although he passed away nearly 10 years ago, the impression he left has been significant.  My Grandfather was one of the most humble and intelligent men I have ever met. He lived a life dedicated to his family and friends. He...
    goldenmoments goldenmoments
    26-30
    4 Responses Apr 7, 2009

    I Miss My Grandma

    She raised me. I am 33 yrs old now and shes been gone for a year. I remember her everyday but it hurts alot. I promised her by her coffin i would be with her again. I promised. My grandmother was more to me than my own mother. My mother is more like a sister. I called my...
    DragonflyRose DragonflyRose
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Jun 27, 2009

    I See My Parents Frequently.

    My parents have been dead for for over 15 years. I have seen them standing beside me. I have seen them on the passenger side of my car. Once on a friday I was coming home from work on the train. We stopped at a station. On one side was a group of houses. They had a roof...
    steve824 steve824
    61-65, M
    4 Responses Dec 15, 2008

    Loss Of Two Loved Ones In One Year

    On March 11, 2011 I received some terrible news. My older sister's boyfriend and two nephews father had committed suicide. I was shocked at first. I did not want to believe it. For a few weeks I even hated him.. I could not understand why he would leave my sister who loved him...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 2, 2012

    If For Only a Day..

    If only I could have just one more day with my best friend, mentor, and role model, Lynn I would give anything. After my accident, in 2002 one of the people that supported me and made the biggest impact on how I changed my outlook on my life was my friend Lynn.  Lynn had...
    UnperfectAngel UnperfectAngel
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Apr 6, 2009

    I Told Him I Hate Him Then He Died

    Our story .. Is crazy .. My loved one died a couple of hours ago .. I haven't seen him in 2 years and haven't talked to him in a couple a months and a week later he had an accident and got paralyzed and couldn't see him because he was so far away from me and now he is gone. I...
    LujainHunaity LujainHunaity
    18-21, F
    Sep 3, 2013

    It's been a year and a half.

    The hole will never be filled again. When you died, a part of me died with you. I still see your dead body laying on your bedroom floor after the attempts of CPR failed. I guess I didn't see your spirit flee. You were alive. Then you weren't. You were the only one in this...
    FauxPasitive FauxPasitive
    31-35, F
    Mar 23, 2015

    What Could Be Worse Than Losing A Loved One? Try This And You Will Know.

    Lisa was the most wonderful person in my life. She was kind, caring, fun, smart, and much much more. We shared many interests, beliefs, and views. I loved her so much; I thought I finally found the woman that I was going to live the rest of my life with. Things started to get...
    masta873 masta873
    22-25, M
    3 Responses Jun 17, 2012

    It's hard to imagine

    that he's been gone for almost 7 yrs. I will never forget that day I got the call. My entire world came crashing down. It wasn't supposed to be this way. We had both lost our way but in our hearts we knew that we belonged together. I imagined a day when I would be back in his...
    asterinight asterinight
    31-35, F
    1 Response May 27, 2014

    I Have a Question...

    If you could bring back to life for a visit one or more loved ones who have died:    Who would you bring back?   Where would you want to have your "reunion?"   What would you want to accomplish with them?   What would you talk to them...
    EPjake EPjake
    26-30, M
    30 Responses Apr 6, 2009

    I have been a widow for 21 days.

    Today has been the worst day yet. I had a complete meltdown. I miss my husband so much, and wish that he was still here with me. My friends and family try to be nice, but no one can really understand what I am going through.
    Reginas6 Reginas6
    56-60
    2 Responses May 21, 2014

    Grandmother Guides Me

    I know for a fact that there are realms or heavens with different countries on the Other Side. I've got several relatives who are taking a rest there before coming back here for another life cycle. Or maybe they don't want to return to a physical body. It takes so much...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Apr 7, 2009

    Cherry Almond Memories

    Someone recently posed the question,” if you could bring back one person from the dead who would it be and why?” I know that there are a lot of us that would ponder this question for a long time before answering; however I didn’t have to think even a moment...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm
    46-50, F
    12 Responses Apr 6, 2009

    Even after so many years I still can't move on.

    I compare everyone to him, and he always 'wins'. In my mind I feel like he's never gone. At night I fell asleep with visions of myself lying beside him, and the worst part is that I love doing so. I don't ever wanna wake up from my pathetic dreams.
    heavenimj heavenimj
    22-25, F
    Jul 3, 2015
    stevester stevester
    46-50, M
    5 Responses Apr 8, 2009

    Elisabeth

    My beautiful Elisabeth, the day i put you in that cold dark ground nearly killed me. You were my love for 24 years. We shared the ultimate bond. You were my lover and my best friend, the mother to our 2 beautiful girls. They look so much like you. I see you in their eyes and...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    23 Responses Feb 27, 2013

    I Miss A Dear Friend / Lover

    this time of year i start having dreams about a young man who was a "friend with benefits", though that term hadn't been coined yet when i knew him. whenever we were both between partners, we had the most amazingly romantic dates.  He was an actor and singer (not a famous one...
    Lucinnda Lucinnda
    61-65, F
    6 Responses Nov 5, 2011

    Funny how time plays it's little game.

    The clock ticks away the minutes and the hours the days the months and years. And yet you can recall everything as if it was a second ago that you heard them say hello you felt his touch. And you knew at that time you were safe in his arms inside the castle walls were no harm...
    RChin RChin
    56-60, F
    1 Response May 10, 2014

    To H.,I miss you so much.

    But more, I wish I had been a better husband. I wish I had not made you sad. I wish I had more time to love you
    marc19 marc19
    70+
    Apr 20, 2014

    I Miss All of You So Much.

    I would have the people that I was closest to when I was growing up all at my daughter's home for a wonderful meeting to tell them about my life since they left me for the last time.  First, I would see my dad healthy and  laughing and not as I last saw him. ...
    dartist dartist
    56-60, F
    8 Responses Apr 6, 2009

    Orillas -- May 14, 2010

    I know you had to leave to escape the pain of the disease ravaging your body, my departed love I know that you stayed as long as you could for the bright colors for the music for the dancing and for the people who needed you So I will stay for you, gather what I can, do what I...
    windlion windlion
    56-60, M
    1 Response Feb 7, 2012

    Abuela

    Okay Jake here's your answer to the questions only in my way... LONG! :)   Who would you bring back?   Where would you want to have your "reunion?"   What would you want to accomplish with them?   What would you talk to them about? show...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality
    36-40, F
    5 Responses Apr 7, 2009

    I haven't been to EP in a long time,

    but i want to thank everyone again for their kind words about my loss. I recently found some friends of his, learned a little more about his illness, and got some more pictures as well as a recording of his singing. I will rest a little easier. I still wish i had been in...
    Lucinnda Lucinnda
    61-65, F
    Jul 6, 2014

    Bad Memories Relived...

    I had recently posted a story about this same experience - this one is about the same dead cousin but a completely different scenario. In my school there's something called PA (it has to do with acting). With a major exam beginning later this month, the teacher wanted us to have...
    megamjfan megamjfan
    18-21, F
    May 15, 2013

    I'm not sure if sharing makes you feel better

    when you lose the most important person in your world but I hope it gives me just a bit of peace.I pick up my love from work she goes to our room and changes I fix her something to eat then bring it to her and she is gone in our bed its been almost three months of pure hell.I...
    Rierie81 Rierie81
    31-35, F
    1 Response Dec 30, 2013

    My uncle Leon. You were an awesome uncle.

    I miss you so much. I went to your funeral and tried my hardest not to cry. But I did anyway. It's been a few years. I know you're in heaven, looking over my family and I. I love you Leon. 👼
    01sparkly 01sparkly
    16-17, F
    Apr 20, 2014

    Miss You So Much

    Everyday I think about you. Wishing you were here. Sometimes I think that you are not gone, but then it clicks in my head that you are. I have so much new things going on in my life. I just want to tell you everything! New movies.. including sequels to you favorite movies. I...
    emjay91 emjay91
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 3, 2012

    Miss you Nan. "we know you'd be with us today,

    if heaven wasn't so far away"
    Ang012685 Ang012685
    31-35, F
    Apr 7, 2015

    I Miss My Wife Who Passed Away In November 2012

    My wife passed away in November of last year after a four year battle with ALS. She was a wonderful person, strong in Jesus Christ and Registered Nurse. I miss her so much that it hurts. Every day I think of all the things I did wrong and how much more I could have done. We were...
    Larry7557 Larry7557
    56-60, M
    1 Response Aug 11, 2013

    My Aunt Three Years Ago

    She was the best aunt ever. My parents were old when they had me so my aunt was around in her 60s-70s when she was in my life. She was in my life for 10 years ever since I was born! I had thousands of memories with her the earliest ones were when she would take me around in my...
    Maggie065 Maggie065
    16-17, F
    Oct 11, 2013

    That Empty Space.....

    That empty place……. There`s an empty place set at my table, With a wine glass, a knife fork and spoon And the hi-fi`s switched on, softly playing The start of our favourite tune. The supper is cooked and is ready And I`ve taken the cork out the wine. I am here my dear...
    Wisewords Wisewords
    61-65, M
    1 Response Apr 3, 2013

    It's been 7 years since I've seen his face.

    He was the absolute love of my life. Each day living without him still hurts as much as the last. How I wish I could pick up the phone or drop by his house and talk to him. I can't ever seem to think about the what ifs. "what if I never left him", "what if I picked up the phone...
    asterinight asterinight
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Oct 13, 2014

    My Guardian Angel

    We were best friends since I was 11, and you were 13. We met online through a friend and we've been bound ever since. Time went by and our friendship grew into love, it ended too soon but we remained friends, for two weeks, and then you were gone. I lost you new years eve. You...
    idwellondreams idwellondreams
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 31, 2012
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