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    Four Years And I Still Love You

    They say long distance relationships are difficult... I think the distance between the living and dead is the longest. 11.09.1976 - 04.12.2009 Sam, stabbed by a mugger and bled to death, aged 33. You were,stabbed in a secluded path to our house and me, taking our two daughters...
    CaraStarr CaraStarr 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 1, 2013

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    Every Single Thing.

    Every single thing I do is touched with the thought “Bart would have liked this” or “Bart would have done that” or “Last time I was here, Bart was with me”. Every Single Thing. and I MISS YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!
    wilfridis81 wilfridis81 26-30 Dec 12, 2012

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    The Love Of My Life

    My Husband passed away Oct 29 2012, I am completely lost, I feel empty , broken, I go through the motions of the day but it's not the same, I have 2 daughters 11, 18 and too see their hearts broken hurts me deeply. My husband was diagnosed with lung cancer sept 14 2009, 2 months...
    lee94 lee94 36-40, F 10 Responses Dec 2, 2012

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    Lost My Beloved Riley July 3,2012 We Had 43 Years Together But Its Not Enough

    its been 10 months now since Riley suddenly left me...no he did not choose to go but God called him home suddenly....we where kids together got married and grew up together, I never worked outside the home...he was my life my everything...my reason for living and now I find it...
    edginfamily edginfamily 56-60 1 Response May 9, 2013

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    My Husband Died

    My husband of 14 years died on March 15, 2013 of a massive heart attack the kid's and I found him we have a 12 and a 9 year old together the pain that we feel is over whelming w e didn't know when we woke up that morning are whole lives where gonna change forever he is my best...
    catjarr catjarr 41-45, F 5 Responses Oct 6, 2013

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    I miss my husband every minute every hours of

    the day... my husband for almost 9 years... and was my boyfriend for 4 years with a total of 13 years of togetherness... my husband was my bestfriend, my counselor, my partner and my love.. without him my life is incomplete... we had so much fun and laughters to share and...
    wilfridis81 wilfridis81 26-30 3 Responses Dec 4, 2013

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    Rich

    Its nearly four years now (Jan 30 2009). He died here at home, terminally agitated. I felt I had let him down although I know that's not true. Everyone deserves a peaceful, dignified death, alas, he didn't get one - too young, 45 - his heart wouldn't stop. The last 48 hours were...
    reading41 reading41 41-45 2 Responses Nov 12, 2012

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    My Husband Passed Away On Sept. 12, 2012

    The past 3 and a half weeks have been a nightmare to me. I am still in disbelief that my husband of 37 years is gone. He was diagnosed with Pancreatic cancer August 8th and died Sept. 12. He didn't suffer long and that was a blessing and I was very relieved that his pain was...
    Madalineann Madalineann 61-65, F 3 Responses Oct 6, 2012

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    I Miss My Husband So Much That Its Hurts.

    I just recently lost my husband in January, 5 months tomorrow suddenly. He died of sudden cardiac arrest at 1:50 in the morning. Woke me up to a loud thud on the kitchen floor, and has left me devastated. I felt so helpless because I could not do anything to save him. They tell...
    gburkhardt gburkhardt 46-50 9 Responses Jun 21, 2011

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    I Miss My Late Husband More Than Words Can Say, How Do I Go On? How Do I Connect With Him?

    My husband passed on 4 months ago, i miss him so much! I would love to speak to him is it possible? Will we ever meet again?
    teedeemilo teedeemilo 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 6, 2012

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    It has been over 5 years

    since my husband passed away suddenly from a massive heart attack and I miss him sooo much. That day for me was June 3, 2008 at 901 am. Our day started off like other days, he went with his friend to work and I went to work. Im a school bus driver, so the call came over the...
    Akcassell Akcassell 46-50, F 2 Responses Feb 25

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    I Miss Him So Much....

    My husband died after an 8 week illness.  Later we found out he had brain cancer.  It was quick and I had so much to do with my two teenagers.  I miss him more than ever now.  We were married for nearly 24 years, he was 45.  For a long time I felt the...
    catherineMc catherineMc 51-55 9 Responses Sep 9, 2010

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    My Soulmate Just Didn't Wake Up

    On march 11, 2013 my 46 year old husband just didn't wake up. We have 2children then 7 and 13. We were together for 23 years I miss him everyday
    Mirdsyt Mirdsyt 46-50, F 1 Response Jul 22, 2013

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    My Wonderful Darling Husband

    i lost my husband on 7th april 2010 and it hurts so much, i miss him every minute of every day we were together 26 years. Although my husband was 22 years older than me we were made for each other and i just don't know how to cope without him, we spent 24/7 together and we got...
    hmr1668 hmr1668 41-45 8 Responses Jul 21, 2010

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    I Miss My Husband So Much

    My husband of 8 years died Friday August 23,2013 at the age of 33. We went into the hospital on July 28,2013 he was diagnosed with pneumonia later found out he had a severe blood infection and he had two bad heart valves. He never came back home I miss him so much. I can't...
    YadiraHerrera YadiraHerrera 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 1, 2013

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    Miss My Hubby

    My husband died November 22, 2009. In a car accident not far from my house. I still am not able to stay in our home. I go over there a little bit everyday so that I will eventually be able to live there again. I still have his clothes hanging up in the closet. It's almost like...
    carrot1 carrot1 31-35, F 3 Responses Feb 23, 2010

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    I Miss My Deceased Husband.....

    Hi I am 22 yrs old I have a son that is 5 yrs old I met my husband when i was 13 yrs olds we were young when we met and young when he pass away we both are high school grads and were attending college we had our own place and were teen parents he went out one night and never...
    queenqueenqueen queenqueenqueen 22-25 2 Responses Aug 21, 2012

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    So Hurt

    I LOST MY HUSBAND OF 17 YEARS THIS YEAR IN MAY ON A VACATION TO PUERTO RICO HE WAS 33 YEARS OLD HE WAS ROBBED IN FRONT OF AIRPORT AND THEN KILLED IN FRONT OF ME IT HURTS THAT I COULD NOT SAVE HIS LIFE I WAS HIDING HE DIED IN MY ARMS IM SO BROKEN HEARTED , I WONDER IF HE CAN...
    REPRESENT305 REPRESENT305 36-40, F 9 Responses Oct 28, 2010

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      How hard is it to forgive oneself?

    I was married for 48 years to my dear husband , he wasn't the easiest, he drank and ran up debts, I protected my children from him and became so bitter at the way he behaved, but he always said he loved us. Eventually he changed after quite a few years, but by that time I...
    dottydeedo dottydeedo 66-70, F Jan 4

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    Love Eternal

    I met my husband when I was 15yrs old he was 18. We dated the three years while I was in high school. One year after I graduated we married. I went directly from living with my mom to being married. Things were rough at first although I loved him dearly, I missed home so bad...
    KsBornGal KsBornGal 51-55, F Sep 10, 2012

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    Til Death Do Us Part

    Im crying right now .... trying to remember the moments on our wedding day...December 13, 2003 was the day that husband and I officially tie the knot after going out together for 3 years... it was a very simple wedding yet turn out to be a very memorable one for me because family...
    wilfridis81 wilfridis81 26-30 1 Response Dec 12, 2012

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    I Had 28 Years Of His Love

    Everyone has their own story of how they miss their spouse. And each of us live in our loss and sadness. I kept looking for a place to relay my thoughts and feelings and finally found this one. So here goes. I lost my Jeff on Oct. 18, 2012. We were married 28 years. We only dated...
    amyjth28eff amyjth28eff 46-50 1 Response Apr 27, 2013

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    I Miss My Husband So Very Much.

    He died April 14, 2012 from a massive bleed in his brain. We are both registered nurses and believed he was experiencing a migrain at first. He refused to go to the hospital until it was much too late. He was 57. I feel so guilty. I have had one dream where I saw him in a...
    Skybrightlight Skybrightlight 56-60 Nov 13, 2013

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    Never Stop Loving

    I lost my sweet husband 14 years ago. He went to work one day and never came back. Died in a trucking accident. I have dated occasionally in the past years, but gave up when it never measured up. I am so sorry to hear the stories of recent widows on this page and wish I could...
    3 Responses Jan 23, 2013

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    Missing My Husband Of 38 Years

    IT'S BEEN 3 MONTHS TODAY JAN. 3, 2013 THAT MY HUSBAND WAS CALLED HOME. MY POOR BABE BATTLED LUNG CANCER FOR 2 YEARS HE WAS DOING GOOD AND ALL OF A SUDDEN THE DOCTOR SAID THE CANCER WAS BACK AND SPREAD ALL OVER. HE SAID THE LIFE SPAN WAS 2-3 MONTHS. THIS WAS ON AUG.8.2012...
    G4452 G4452 61-65 6 Responses Jan 3, 2013

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    My Love, My Partner, My Best Friend And My Husband

    Vic and I met 12 years ago while I was going through a really nasty divorce from an abusive 15 year marriage. We had no intentions of becoming anything but friends. I was working in a bar which I always said, "I'll never tend bar." But I needed a second job to help pay the...
    Cmemaw Cmemaw 56-60, F Sep 28, 2013

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    George Was Ripped Away Without Warning Of Any Kind Due To Negligence In The Workplace

    I was sitting outside on a summer evening, July 31st. It will be three months on Halloween. The phone rang and within seconds, a whirlwind started and within a few hours, he was dead. I kind of knew because he told me that you didn't survive getting hit with one of those...
    fondamacquarrie fondamacquarrie 46-50 3 Responses Oct 24, 2011

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    Taken To Soon

    I just lost my daughters father on10/04/12, he was 26 & was stabbed by his father. I got the call from his sister that he was gone. I rushed to the hospital to find out that he got to surgery in time and that he wasn't gone..they told me he had a good chance of survival cause he...
    ALKMylove ALKMylove 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 9, 2012

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    My Hiusband Passed 2 Months Ago

    I lost my husband 2 months and 16 days now to a colon cancer, and I still can't imagine my life without him and accept the fact that he passed. The stangest thing is 2 days after he passed the house started falling apart, the stairs broke, the sewage pipe got backed up and on the...
    soniadean soniadean 36-40 5 Responses Dec 3, 2010

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    Vaishnavijk

    My husband was a doctor he passed away on 30th June .people say that he had a massive heart attack but to me the cause of his death is still a mystery. I FELL IN LOVE WITH HIM AT THE AGE OF 14. GOT MARRIED AT 18 NOW I AM 34 . ALL THESE TWENTY YEARS HE WAS THE FIRST PERSON IN MY...
    vaishnavijk vaishnavijk 31-35, F 2 Responses Aug 2, 2013

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    Lost The Best Husband Ever

    On April 2 2012 my loving husband died in my arms he was only 36 healthy man strong man never been sick real bad until 2weeks before he passed away he took off work that he never did he was a work man to support me and our 2kids he was amazing man well he was having chest pains...
    danielsloveme danielsloveme 36-40, F 1 Response Feb 24, 2013

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    Everyday

    I miss my deceased husband more than words can say, because its been five years since his passing and I still think about him everyday. I still hurt and i need him by my side. my husband and i had been married 18 years, when he had his heartattack and the doctors said he had an...
    mcksuz mcksuz 46-50 23 Responses Feb 14, 2009

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    My Monkey Has Left Me

    My husband of 36 years passed of Cirrhosis of The Liver on Valentines Day, in my arms, while I was singing our favorite song in his ear.
    smckoy smckoy 51-55 4 Responses Mar 21, 2009

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    My Husband, My Best Friend

    15 years together is a lifetime to a person like me. My husband of 9 years passed away tradgically on the 26th March 2012 at 21h15. A day I will never forget. I had the best day with him on that day, laughing and talking but little did I know that few hours later, my entire world...
    sassama sassama 31-35 1 Response Dec 19, 2012

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    I Miss My Love

    It's been just over 2 months since I lost the love of my life. I miss him every moment. I keep waiting for him to come home so I can see his eyes sparkle when he smiles. A sudden brain hemorrhage took my love. I can't stand being without him. 35 years just wasn't enough. We...
    osmalls osmalls 51-55, F 2 Responses Aug 20, 2013

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    So Sudden

    On March16,2013 my husband had just gotten home from work. He had been home about 35 mins or so, I here him scream and a loud bang, he had fallen into the wall and passed from a massive heart attack!! It has been so difficult for my daughters and I!!! GOD is in control!!!
    Diane914 Diane914 46-50, F May 29, 2013

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    How's It Going?

    How's it going, Wilfridis? Me: Tough... everyday my life is very challenging...2012 has been a very tough year for me and my son josh after my husband Bartolome M Actub passed away... a new chapter of being incomplete as family....On New Year’s Eve 2012, I'm still unsure how we...
    wilfridis81 wilfridis81 26-30 4 Responses Dec 27, 2012

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    My Husband Passed Away Four Months Ago

    When I took him to the hospital I did not expect that he would not come home. We had been married for 39 years and I miss him so bad I sometimes dont know how to go on. He was my life my love my everything. I took him to the hospital because he had pneumonia and I also believe he...
    mybabyisgone mybabyisgone 56-60 12 Responses Mar 30, 2011

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    Losing Cliff

    I lost my soulmate 2mths ago. Brain tumour stage 4. Been together 33yrs. Married 25yrs. He was my very existence. I love my children age 23 and 18 but I lived for him. We lived for each. When you love so deep, it can be both blissful and the most agonising pain ever. I cannot...
    tyropie tyropie 46-50 1 Response Sep 24, 2013

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    Husband Died Of Massive Heart Attack At 47 August 1 2011

    My husband Pat died suddenly on August 1,2011, That's the day my life turned upside down, We were in the process of moving back nhome to TN from MS and he had a stent put in in Feb, but was doing fine, He got overheated and started having chest pains but would not stop moving the...
    diamond47m diamond47m 46-50, F 3 Responses Aug 15, 2011

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    It Is 10 Weeks Today - I Miss Him Too Much

    10 weeks since my beloved husband died in my arms. I am torn apart - the pain is too much, it seems unbearable. The cross is so heavy. I miss him terribly. To everyone around me, I seem to be OK - it's only a mask. It is a long dark night, I know day will come again and I will be...
    freemp23 freemp23 51-55, F 3 Responses May 6, 2011

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    So Sudden

    My husband had just come in from work on March 16, 2013. He was in the house about 35 mins, I here him scream loudly and a big bang!! My husband of 17 years had died of a massive heart attack, my 17 year daughter and him were like twins, it has been VERY difficult to deal with...
    Diane914 Diane914 46-50, F May 29, 2013

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    It Feels Like A Dream

    I lost my husband on 1/25/13 I will never forget that day ... To see the love of my life die is the worst pain I have ever experienced especially in th way it happened he got shot 7 times ;( I wanted to run up to him and tell him I loved him and that he would be fine but the cops...
    Isi2013 Isi2013 22-25 3 Responses Feb 20, 2013

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    I Miss My Husband. 2013

    On march 23nd,About 1:30am my oldest dar came home and cane and me told me that carl did not look right. he Was in the liveroom laying down. So i got up And ckeck him and he was gone. We were married 18 yrs. We have a16 yr old girl &twins boys 8 yrs old and one died 8 Yrs ago. At...
    gizzy2013 gizzy2013 51-55, F 2 Responses Oct 18, 2013

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    I Miss My Husband

    I just lost my husband on Sept 5, 2013. He was diagnosed with stage 4 colon cancer with mets to the liver in 2009. He was given 2 and a half yrs with me. He lived 2 years longer than he was supposed to. I knew him for 20years, and we were married for 19yrs. This is the hardest...
    nanasusu5 nanasusu5 41-45, F 1 Response Sep 22, 2013

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    (:') um.. using google translate) :') um, I know i never felt like this before, I love him so so much that I don't know how to think, and I don't know it just this is the first...
    Blazingdragon Blazingdragon 13-15, M 1 Response Aug 24

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    i love you more than you will ever love me.
    stephaniekaye stephaniekaye 26-30, F 4 days ago

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    I pick up the phone to call you and remember, you don't want to hear my voice....I put your number in to text you and remember, you don't want to talk to me...I find myself doing...
    Godsmack23 Godsmack23 31-35, M 5 days ago

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    I hate to sound like an attention ***** but I can't hold it in I just wanna break down and cry... I found out today that... My brother is going back to live wit my dad. ( who I...
    werebentnotbroken werebentnotbroken 16-17, F Aug 22

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    Why cant i have a guy who will treat me like a princess and appreciate me And love me for who i am.seems everyguy i get i am a piece of **** to and get taken advantage of...
    Heyababe Heyababe 18-21, F 6 Responses Aug 24

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    I am sick of being there for everyone else and noone ever returns the favor when im in need of someone
    Heyababe Heyababe 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    I'm jealous of the people that have parents that try to be their kids friend. It was never that way with my dad. He's so ******* mean.
    maurylight maurylight 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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