I Miss My Deceased Son So Much It Feels That My Sould Has Be

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    I Miss My #2..................................

    My son came to visit me last summer in Tucson Az. with his family, I didn't realize that would be the last time I got to see, touch, hold, hug, or talk to my son. When my son went back home to Chicago he was gunned down and killed. My life has not been the same. I have blamed...
    msreva msreva
    46-50, F
    1 Response Aug 31, 2013

    Last Walk

    Today I took my son's ashes to Starved Rock. He had a favorite remote canyon. I was with his mother and his wife. I had been moving for few days and was sore and stiff. Still, I carried his ashes along the long trail. I had walked many times wiht him down this trail. But I had...
    demorcan demorcan
    61-65, M
    1 Response Jun 10, 2012

    My Best Friend, My Heart, My Life

    On Oct 12, 2012 I found my 18 ye old son in his bed not breathing and unresponsive. Long story short, he died of Methadone overdose. Its been 8 months and I am about to lose it. I miss him so much and I hate this life without him. I was a lover of life and put everyone before...
    HeartUndead HeartUndead
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Jun 16, 2013

    His Birthday

    Today would have been his birthday. It was been 1 yr 4 months and 16 days since he died. Somehow, I coped better last year. This year, I broke down yesteday at work and started crying. It was the first time since he died that I broke down at work. Maybe it is the rollercoaster of...
    demorcan demorcan
    61-65, M
    6 Responses Sep 6, 2012

    My Son Birthday Is In 7 Days.:(

    I lost my son on jan.1,2012 i got the horrible news on new years day that my son had died!! i was screaming in dis belief a mothers worst nightmare his birthday is on oct.10 im so scared for his birthday to come i dont know how im gonna face it or what to do..the pain i feel is...
    bunnymiami bunnymiami
    31-35
    3 Responses Oct 3, 2012

    My Friend's Sorrow Knows No Depths....

    My friend lost her child 2 .5 years ago. He was only 2 and she is as grief-stricken today as she was when it happened. I am so heart-broken for her, and mad at God or the powers that be, for taking him from her. I want to ease her pain, but there is nothing I can do for her...
    marthaspeaks marthaspeaks
    36-40, F
    2 Responses May 8, 2010

    I Miss My Son So Much

    I wonder how other parent's who lose children manage to go on. It has been six almost seven years since my child died. I have tried to fill the hole in my very soul with things and people to try to return to normal (is normal even an option?) but I just seem to be in this cycle...
    syntechnik syntechnik
    46-50, F
    11 Responses Oct 28, 2007

    I Am A Grown Man!

    I lost my son Dec 1 2012, he was only 21. Some days are very hard then others. But day like today possibly since we are coming up Dec 1. I am 45 years old father who misses his only son so badly, God i wish i could see him one more time. Just to see his smile. I have read some of...
    zoniman zoniman
    46-50, M
    2 Responses Nov 5, 2013

    My Beautiful Son

    My son was diagnosed with bone cancer in 2010 and died in the fall of 2011. He was 14 years old and had so much to live for. He was my only child and the loss is so great that it is hard to find any joy in this world. His mother left me in 2009 and I realized that he wouldn't...
    mackanezum14 mackanezum14
    51-55, M
    2 Responses Jul 6, 2012

    My Baby Son Is Gone

    Hello It is nearly 5years that I have lost my son! Seems like yesterday the pain is with me everyday....He was 32 when he passed but was my baby and i feel i will never get over this.So hard for me because I have to be strong for my other two children,,,and grandchildren but I...
    njrob3 njrob3
    61-65, F
    1 Response Sep 13, 2011

    His 19th Birthday Is Monday, 11/9

    I lost my 18 yr. old son Tyler on Friday the 13th of February of this year. His birthday is Monday the 9th. I don't know what I will do to honor his birthday. I know I WILL be a wreck. Why my son? I think maybe I'll go to my niece's pier, read some poems he wrote, listen to...
    myty1109 myty1109
    46-50, F
    7 Responses Nov 7, 2009

    Birthday

    2 years 14 days 6 hours ago, I lost my son. Today is his birthday and all I can see is his body laying in the morgue. This is the third birthday he has not been here for. I thought it would get better with time. I set here this morning tears streaming down my face and unable...
    demorcan demorcan
    61-65, M
    5 Responses Sep 6, 2013

    I Miss My Son, My Little Buddy , So Much

    On June 23, 2009, while home for the summer after his first year away at college, my son hung himself in his closet after his college girlfriend broke up with him via text message, I was home at the other end of the house and had no idea all this was transpiring. I went to his...
    lisasacco lisasacco
    56-60
    7 Responses Jun 13, 2012

    Missing My Son

    My son was 37 and we had all those years together. Last year Thursday before Easter, he died. That Wednesday we had made so many plans. I worked 4 10s and had Fri, Sat and Sun off . He had finished finals. When his mom and wife told me at workm I could not even stand up, I...
    demorcan demorcan
    61-65, M
    4 Responses Mar 31, 2012
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