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I Miss My Ex

Support and Personal Stories for People who miss their ex-boyfriend, ex-girlfrend, ex-husband, or ex-wife 1,603 People

    I guess it's the only time i'm posting this way

    about my ex. That once in a life time kind of love, love of my teens. I loved him so much. I've been intimate with guys after him, been to a point where i had never been with him but i haven't loved them the way i had loved him. I kinda miss him today. It's been ages since we...
    Xyanii Xyanii 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 11

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    I could never imagine how much I could love

    somebody... And looking back at it, the love I had for you was absolutely ******* beautiful. I ******* lost my mind. I went to the ******* nut house numerous times. I got to know myself more than I ever planned to. I lost my ******* pride in life, my status, and health(I gained...
    northexit182 northexit182 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 17, 2014

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    Happy Is The Day

    green are the trees,bright is the sun and deep are the memories of me and you, quick on my feet I run away from the pain,only to have it follow just as quickly, handsome is my knife,sharp is its blade, I don't know how long I shall last from this fate, happy are my friends, sad...
    theburningstar theburningstar 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 25, 2013

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    I broke up with him about a month ago now

    because I've truly believed for a while that we just aren't going to work long term. But the longer I'm away from him, the more depressed I feel and the more I miss him. I daren't contact him because if I might end up hurting him again and I can't let that happen. I just feel...
    anniechan anniechan 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 23

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    the problem is he was my best friend

    and then he wanted to become more than friends so he proposed.. i was already in love with him when we were just friends and when he proposed i fell in love with him even more cuz i really thought he's in love with me too.. this scenario happened once in 2013 and then i gave him...
    LoulouB80 LoulouB80 31-35, F 2 Responses Feb 26

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    Talking to you again made me feel

    both good and bad at the same time ...
    Nayera Nayera 16-17 a week ago

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    it is hard not to think of your ex

    and wishing all was just a nightmare.
    fresa87 fresa87 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 2

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    She was so understanding

    and open to my sexuality
    90bicurious 90bicurious 22-25, M Feb 18

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    She was always so horny.

    Even at a young age. Though she could be nagging a lot and was flat chested and short. And glasses. Maybe it's for the best?
    tangledweb94 tangledweb94 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 28

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    I should've listened to your needs.

    You were the best relationship I ever had. You told me you wanted to actually know me... Why didn't I let you? Every time we were together, it was never short of fun and loving. The only person I know who will travel an hours way in the middle of the night just to give me a...
    PixieStixs PixieStixs 18-21, F Aug 13, 2014

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    I feel so stupid and pathetic

    whenever I think about you. You should have been forgotten months (year(s)) ago...but you have not left my mind long enough to be forgotten.
    Nottobeohsoblunt Nottobeohsoblunt 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 30, 2014

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    I feel I am falling back to

    where I come from... Sometimes I am constantly thinking about him.. How long is it going to be like this?? It makes me feel down and depressed. I am in a desperate need to move on.. It is affecting my life in all aspects.
    ShanaiyaGrey ShanaiyaGrey 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 22

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    I still miss my ex, but I'm actually feeling

    much better today. He's really an idiot for dumping me. He's 44, I'm 25 .. I was really his dream girl... At least that's what he said. If he's smart, he'll come back. If not, **** him
    kamilleredd kamilleredd 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 18

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    I Cant Get Over You I am

    so sick and tired of this feeling I have inside, I don't know if TIME will ever fix how I feel. I want to just die, it would be easier and I could escape quicker, maybe its a cowardly move but I really cant stand it anymore. I cant get over my EX and to be honest, maybe I...
    canadianchick101 canadianchick101 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 4

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    I just saw my ex girl along with some other

    dude, I felt something weird, now I think I miss her a lot :( that image had been in my mind all day and night long. ****!
    jmanu86 jmanu86 26-30, M 6 days ago

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    Sometimes.....

    Not in a romantic way or anything. I don't think we were ever meant to be lovers, but I think we were meant to be good friends, and I'm sorry that it ended in a way where that couldn't happen. I think about her quite often. I wonder how she's doing, I hope that she is happy, and...
    explainit2me explainit2me 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 21, 2011

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    today i was hurting in school

    when i saw the ex in the hallway.....I've been hurting for the past 7 months I've kept my emotions bottled up inside for a very long time it has been tearing me apart... I fake a smile everyday pretending that im over her but truly i am no where near over her For seven months...
    CESARR7 CESARR7 18-21, M 2 Responses May 27, 2014

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    The worse thing is falling hard

    for someone to realize they don't feel the same and they have been trying to find a way to tell you this for the past month. This is my most recent experience. I'm currently dwelling on all the things maybe I could have done better or should have not done...I wish I had a time...
    beautifuleyes13 beautifuleyes13 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 4

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    His birthday is coming.

    .. Should I or should I not wish him????
    ShanaiyaGrey ShanaiyaGrey 22-25, F 6 Responses Feb 25

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    Ashley, Though we walk separate paths now,

    my love, I miss the beautiful days we once lived. If only we could turn back those ever-ticking hands of time and heal the sorrows we didn’t know were dividing the bond between our souls. I miss your skin beneath my hands, your breath upon my face, and your voice when I...
    immortalspirit immortalspirit 31-35, M Dec 14, 2014

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    When we first met, you told me you didn't

    believe in forevers. That everything has an expiration date. I was such an optimist then, arguing that you were wrong. I thought that if two people really cared about one another then things will work out, because they usually work out. You're supposed to fight for something you...
    angela9817 angela9817 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 8

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    It's been almost a month

    since we called it off.. we agreed it would be mutual because I've known for awhile now that it hasn't been the same. It doesn't make it hurt any less.. the last time we spoke he thanked me for always being there through his darkest times to which I told him that no matter where...
    SaraBear87 SaraBear87 26-30, F 3 Responses Nov 20, 2014

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    i was with this guy for 3 years.

    we broke up about a year ago he was the first person I ever feel in love with. for some reason I've been having a lot of dreams about him lately and I don't understand why... sometimes memories of us will come up and I'll just smile but deep down it makes me sad we never really...
    ashmash420 ashmash420 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    Sigh...

    I haven't talked to him (except through text) since we broke up. The other day I was checking my voicemail, and the voicemail always (annoyingly) goes through old messages before you hear the new one. Anyway, there were two old messages from him, and listening to them hit like a...
    livingalie1 livingalie1 22-25, F 6 Responses Sep 30, 2011

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    So i decided to keep my feelings from him.

    Because he had a chance to be happy. With someone, textbook his type. Someone that didn't struggle as much as I to understand him or communicate. Someone he shared many interests with. I would have to learn to be happy for him because that's what loving someone is about...
    Ariadni8 Ariadni8 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 13

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    The relationship was never right,

    I broke up with him and I know it was the right decision but I am starting to miss him. Has anyone ever experienced this?
    Shaman1985 Shaman1985 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 9

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    Not Romantically, But...

    I was with my ex-boyfriend for almost 3 years. We were broken up for about 3 months before he killed himself. This happened last month. When his brother called me with the news, I was totally inconsolable. I miss him so much. I wanted us to stay close and stay good friends. We...
    paperalias paperalias 22-25, F 5 Responses Apr 9, 2008

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    There are times when he is forgotten,

    almost like he never happened. I go along with my day and with my boyfriend and I am happy. And then, all it takes is one song, or one movie, or one place, and I am suddenly remembering that, yes, I AM happy. But not as happy as I was with him. I have written him letters...
    reppindetroit reppindetroit 22-25, F 6 Responses Jun 13, 2014

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    I was hurting. There was no doubt about that,

    the pain that has been inflicted from the course of a year build up of ambiguous loving attachment to be completely devastated the moment he rejected me. He's never rejected my advances before. Except this time, he was closed and cold. And as he drove away, something shifted. I...
    Ariadni8 Ariadni8 26-30, F Jan 6

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    We were engaged and i was underaged.

    I didnt know i was so stupid to believe all his words that came out of his mouth and died like there wasnt a meaning. I waited for months for you to return. I tried to call you a bunch of times and you didnt answer my call even a bit. Now i know how stupid i was to believe...
    annaambrose annaambrose 16-17 Feb 25

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    It's close to 2 months

    that I have no communication with him ... I think it finally hit me ... There is no turning back ... I asked God for a good man an sure enough he came ... But he has baggage that I could not accept . He gave me great memories an there for it hurts to let him go 😔
    ev23 ev23 31-35, F 3 Responses Jun 30, 2014

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    I hate the way I feel in the mornings.

    ..I feel so alone and sad. I want to burst into tears...it's so cold alone. My boyfriend used to stay the nights with me and be here in the morning to hold me and make me feel love and warmth. Without him I have discovered that mornings are the most difficult and depressing...
    beautifuleyes13 beautifuleyes13 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 6

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    I Want To Toss Out The Trash

    You broke my heart and took me for granted. You showed me the most amazing joy and the most crippling pain. You raised me up and you knocked me down... again, and again, and again. And I let you. Heck, I *made* you. I presented my heart, no matter what you did, time and time...
    LovesLaborsLost LovesLaborsLost 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 3, 2012

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    I do, but only sometimes.

    The rest if the time I wonder how I lasted as long as I did.
    Sicarium Sicarium 36-40, M 1 Response Jan 1

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    Love Lost

    I miss him so much. I've not been without him for 5 years. He says he never wants to be with me again. But I can't help loving him. He is my soulmate, I know it. I don't know how to live without him. It hurts to think about how much I've hurt him and how much he's hurt me. But it...
    dreamofme dreamofme 18-21, F 6 Responses Jan 5, 2007

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    Just realized today it'll be 2 months

    since we physically saw each other on 1st June. Makes me feel sad. The absence and longing for someone, who seems to mutually miss you. It's really tough. I am stuck in another city with no set date for moving back to where he is aka no chance of trying again in the foreseeable...
    Ariadni8 Ariadni8 26-30, F May 25, 2014

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    Well, it was hard to admit to myself.

    . It's been more than a year! Sometimes I pray to God to make me forget you. But I can't. Why? :( Why do you only make me feel this way...  v u l n e r a b l eEven after all the wrong things you've done to me. If I would make a list of pros and cons, I'm sure there would be...
    AmyL0ve AmyL0ve 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 19, 2013

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    Younger women dating older men mainly

    because younger women are attracted older men. older men mature, confident, stable .Mature guys always know how to treat their women.These younger women are looking for their age gap love romance.For older men, Younger women older men relationships will surely make an older man...
    minniecc11 minniecc11 26-30, F Jan 15

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    It's very hard to accept she can stop loving me

    so easily I know I need to quit reading through old text, FB messages, and emails wondering how all those things she said and felt can mean nothing now... I want to fix it but really the more I try the further away I push her letting go is so hard because that hope she'll find...
    DeLos1985 DeLos1985 26-30, M 2 Responses Jul 10, 2014

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    just got to town where my last girlfriend lives

    and am starting to think about her again and really fighting the urge to call her...i need to be strong cause i kinda miss her sometimes but i also know why it didn't work... its haaaard!!
    rover112 rover112 22-25, M Jan 20

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    It’s stupid how things can never be the same

    with a person who is so dear to you and whose friendship is very precious to you just because at on point of your lives , you were more than “ just friends “. I mean , I lost a lover why should I have to pay for it by not being able to keep the company of that good person...
    Nayera Nayera 16-17 6 days ago

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    I was 11 when I met my ex

    while ice scating. It was love at first sight. We only started seeing each other when I was 14 and he was 18. He used to come visit me on his motorbike after school. I was so smitten. He was my first love and I gave my all, no holding back, at that age I innocently believed it...
    HisOnlyForever HisOnlyForever 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 10, 2014

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    The Neverending Story

    We starting dating nearly six years ago. Both of us were young and lived a crazy, have fun party lifestyle. We always had one of those super passionate relationships, but with every overly amazing portion, we had even worse dark periods of fighting. It was never physical, but the...
    themanicmind themanicmind 22-25, F 4 Responses Feb 23, 2009

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    I met my bf in a conference

    and we fell deeply in love.. After 4 months of a deep and intense relationship, he confessed that he is unhappily married with 2 kids. I was shocked, but it was already too late. I was madly in love. 2 months later, he just told me that he can't go on. He didn't say much...
    Soseeta Soseeta 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 10, 2014

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    I was moving on but today I thought about my ex

    because I was on fb and her ex from long ago who had a history with said he liked a girl who had a "e" in her first name and "a" at the beginning of her first name. Which is my ex I assume because my ex has a "e" in her first name and a "a" I'm her last name. Anyways I creeped...
    kem99 kem99 18-21, M 3 Responses Dec 22, 2013

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    I was just thinking about my first ever

    boyfriend and started listening to 'Headlines by Drake' which was his favourite song. Now I think about it... "I may be might be too strong out on compliments, over dosed on confidence, starting not to give a **** and stop fearing the consequence." ... He was one cocky...
    WeCouldBeDead WeCouldBeDead 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 14, 2014

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    I keep thinking I should text him.

    . But I'm too scared. at the same time I keep thinking "what if he's the one, and I'm letting him go"
    Rosaalie Rosaalie 18-21, F 3 Responses