I Miss My Father-he Died

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    I only saw my dad when I was 5. We began to talk 10 years ago but could no see him . He leaves in USA for over 30 years and recently got his permit. Few month after granted his stay, he was diagnose of cancer. I was refused visa to visit him even though I had letter from the...
    sonluv2 sonluv2
    36-40, M
    Nov 2, 2013


    My dad died at that morning of 9th sept 2012.it's very hard for me since I was a daddie girl... He left a hole in me that can never be refilled a gap that no one can replace it. I misss you soo much dad:(
    Sara106 Sara106
    1 Response Oct 11, 2012

    The.dream That Did Not Become Reality

    Its time to tell my story. About 13 years ago, I had the perfect life. For me perfect doesn't mean you're rich and have everything you want. It just means you have what you need to survive and you're happy with what you got. I had a mother that loved me, a father who would die...
    Monoka14 Monoka14
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Nov 7, 2012

    My Father Died 3 Months Ago

    I miss him, I said I love you as he lay dying, he told me he loved me too. Rip dad
    imacat imacat
    56-60, F
    1 Response Feb 15, 2013

    Hello, I am manish Just like 7months ago my

    dad died by heart and kidney problem .. I passed like a month with him in hospital n he keep telling me that "Manish you will save me na?" i always keep saying yes dad you will be fine then his condition gone more whorse then he's transfred in icu on vantilator like 10 days he...
    Manish9121 Manish9121
    18-21, M
    1 Response Dec 9, 2013

    Rip Dad 8-6-11

    My dad passed away peacefully in his sleep at the hospital. He battle with complications after surgery, he had esophageal cancer. He was only 54 years old, I'm going to be 18 in a few weeks. I cannot live without him. I am having bad anxiety already.
    hasbrogrl74 hasbrogrl74
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Sep 6, 2011

    It has been four years

    now since my father overdosed on valium and passed away due to a cardiac arrest. He was lucky enough to go in his sleep im told. The last thing he wanted was a cup of tea...and by the time the maid went to hand it to him he had passed away and I, well I wasnt there. I got there...
    Unmasked Unmasked
    26-30, F
    2 Responses May 15, 2014

    So I get the question a lot "where does the

    Captain come from?" The story/memory behind it was my father was the captain freight fishing boat. And every time he was at home, I was his little Captain and he was my first mate. And we'd swap pirate stories with each other. He was my best friend. He was the one who got me...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Jul 31, 2015

    I feel so much grief today.

    I'm not sure why. It must be thought of the first Christmas without him. I'm lying alone, in the dark, crying. I wish I could just talk to him one more time.
    Pattycake1234 Pattycake1234
    31-35, F
    1 Response Dec 12, 2015

    I just cried because i miss my father My

    father died when i was 1 year old. He died after being in coma for 9 months. I don't remember anything about him. It's sometimes upset me that the fact i have to grew up without him. My mom never re married. After my father died, my mom has to work for the family. And i have to...
    LovelyLilly13 LovelyLilly13
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jun 23, 2014

    So, when i was in the third grade

    which is 3 years ago my Dad died cause of Lung Cancer and a Tumor on his brain he couldn't even move a muscle anymore.. That night at the hospital my mum is begging me and my brother to stay at the hospital, but we wanna go home so we did.. And our cousins came to our house at...
    MelissaL3559123 MelissaL3559123
    16-17, F
    2 Responses May 29, 2014

    22 yearssdI have yet to feel him with me,

    but I am patiently waiting for him. If he could tell me anything, he'd probably quote A. A. Milne, "“If ever there is tomorrow when we're not together... there is something you must always remember. You are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you...
    shannzzy shannzzy
    22-25, F
    Apr 9, 2014

    Only yesterday he died he was 92 1/2 I know its

    old but somehow I expected him to be around for ever, let me say we did not get on & its nearly 9 years since I saw him. As long as I live I will never understand why I could not have a happy or close relationship with dad, I tried many times but the only thing was rejection. I...
    Daveschoice Daveschoice
    51-55, M
    1 Response Nov 21, 2014

    Oh Daddy!

    I wish you were here! or at least in this planet I wish I could reach it somewhere I wish you could hug me I wish you were here daddy! No sabes cuanto te extrano papi tus abrasos, tus carrisias tu sonrisa. Papi eres la persona que mas he querido solo de pensar cuanto me quieras...
    onceloved onceloved
    18-21, F
    May 5, 2012

    Almost A Year..

    I can't believe how time flies by! I still feel like it happened yesterday.. It happened so, so fast, I didn't even have time to say goodbye and I guess that is the worst part. I hope that he knew how much I loved him even if I didn't used to tell him so...
    forevermissingdad forevermissingdad
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 2, 2013

    my step dad died Friday,

    but we found out today, he committed suicide, it was horrible we had to go and identify the body to see if it was him, I just cannot believe he decided to do such a thing, he was always so happy, I guess you can't judge a book by it's cover, I miss him so much, I wish I could...
    SlowlyChanging SlowlyChanging
    16-17, T
    Dec 21, 2015

    I Wish I Could Have Been A Better Son

    Growing up I never understood how great u were. I let people who were. Untrustworthy influence me to do things that shocked. Embarassed and worried u to. No end. U all the time, they say u were proud me in the end but I wish u could now how much I respected who u wereand try to...
    notagamer notagamer
    31-35, M
    3 Responses Apr 19, 2011

    My Hero

    I lost my dad on March 10, 2012 to Non small cell lung cancer. I am a nurse so I made a lot of the medical decisions on treatments and physicians. My dad battled for 7 miserable months before it took everything away. And as for me, I battled for 7 long months for doctors to do...
    sarahb97 sarahb97
    1 Response Mar 20, 2013

    I Miss My Daddy He Was Everythingwas

    Im 19 and my father died a month and a week ago ( july 14th 2009). He wasnt sick or anything i was taking care of my boyfriend he just had surgery so i was over his house and i was sleeping then at 5:32 am i get a call from my mother to come home and i knew something was wrong...
    coa0903 coa0903
    3 Responses Aug 23, 2009

    Lost Her When I Was 7

    When I was seven years old my mother how was a nurse had stopped to help a stranded driver in an overturned car, as she was walking across the high way, she was struck, being killed instantly. The man was not tested for alcohol, but was only sentenced to a year or so of jail. the...
    Wyatts Wyatts
    May 25, 2013


    i cant belive it he came back my father came back yay i cant belive mt eyes i daddy came alive again and we both love each other more than we did he just came back from the died righy now YAY super YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    jah1234 jah1234
    Oct 6, 2012

    I miss my dad . He died almost 3 years ago .

    I'm only 12 almost 13 but I'm very mature for my age, I miss him dearly . All I want is to have him back. Idk what to do anymore .
    leilamichelle leilamichelle
    16-17, F
    1 Response Mar 17, 2014

    Almost Been 2 Years...

    My dad died when i was 16 years old. Im 18 now and i still miss him up to this day. We did everything together and i know he's watching over me. I just wish that he was still here though. I miss talking to him and hanging out with him. He was almost like my bestfriend even if we...
    Luvxoxo Luvxoxo
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jul 22, 2013

    I'M 23, My Dad Died When I Was Eleven. This Is How I Feel.

    My dad got sick with pancreatic cancer when I was seven. He was 42. The first sign was that the whites of his eyes turned yellow. All I really remember, is coming to visit my dad at the hospital after he got the cancerous part of his pancreas removed. He was filled with tubes...
    LeahMichael LeahMichael
    Apr 11, 2013

    My Dad Was Awesome! I Miss Him.

    My dad passed away last year, on April 28th, 2010. I learned of the news as soon as I got home from work. It was a huge shock. He had an ATV accident. He had type 2 diabetes, which began to claim his right hand. He lost the feeling and sensation in his thumb and index finger...
    reallygoodperson reallygoodperson
    41-45, F
    3 Responses Aug 23, 2011

    I Lost My Best Friend!

    My father died 2 months ago from cancer. He was only 50, and he died 2 weeks before my 21st birthday. He was my best friend and looking back was a precious gift in my life. We did everything together, we always went on trips, and on Saturday nights we would watch the simpsons...
    dan1991 dan1991
    2 Responses Dec 31, 2012

    Daddy's Little Girl

    My father died in 2000 of lung cancer. I was blessed enough to have been there to say good bye to him when he left us...for the final time.  I was not raised with my father. He married my mother because he got her pregnant with me.  When I was born, I became his world...
    flipfloptwinkletoes flipfloptwinkletoes
    46-50, F
    7 Responses Jul 13, 2008

    I miss my dad everyday.

    ..he passed away on January 16, 2012, almost two years after the death of my mother. I was 24 when he left this world. I used to believe that I was a confident and (almost) fearless young woman. That young woman is now gone.
    desiit desiit
    26-30, F
    Dec 17, 2013

    I Wish I Could Talk To Him Again

    My father died when i was 13. i was very young and was a bit of a recluse. i just wish i'd told him that i loved him, even though in my culture its not a norm. i admire him now that i am a father myself. i miss his advice and all he did for us. he was such a strong man who taught...
    gotsy gotsy
    3 Responses Jul 12, 2010

    My father had a cardiac arrest almost 1 month

    ago and died a little over a week ago after spending an unconscious 2 weeks in the ICU. His heart stopped for too long for there to be any real recovery, and hearing this from the doctors almost killed me. It came down not a matter of 'if' but of 'when'. They told me he would...
    shannzzy shannzzy
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 9, 2014

    Miss You Dad. I'M Sorry

    from my yearly childhood, my parents neglected me and never seems to care about me. there were times i wish i was dead. i grew up full of hatred and anger. 8 yrs ago my father died and i didn't shed a tear. i hated him so much i didn't even care whether he died or not. after 5...
    Lesaneparishcrooks Lesaneparishcrooks
    36-40, M
    3 Responses Feb 25, 2013

    I'M 23, My Dad Died When I Was Eleven. This Is How I Feel.

    My dad got sick with pancreatic cancer when I was seven. He was 42. The first sign was that the whites of his eyes turned yellow. All I really remember, is coming to visit my dad at the hospital after he got the cancerous part of his pancreas removed. He was filled with tubes...
    LeahMichael LeahMichael
    Apr 11, 2013

    Losing Him Too Soon

    Hi, I just wanted share my story so here it goes: My parents got divorced when I was only 6 months old. I loved both my mom and dad. But from a very early age I knew my dad wasn't like other dads. He couldn't pick me up or give me piggy-back rides. He always told me he loved me...
    Horseness Horseness
    13-15, F
    1 Response Nov 18, 2012

    Fast Car.

    I lost my father on Father's Day the summer before my Junior year at age 15. I was named after him. He did everything he could to support our 'trailer-life' family. We never made a lot of money and always appreciated the little things we got. He was the only person I trusted and...
    Menopausal Menopausal
    Jun 5, 2013

    My Father Died

    He was diagnosed with leukemia this year, he never complained about the pain nor discomfort, even when the doctors broke a part of his bone for marrow biopsy. he never let his family know he was dying until his cancer overtook him. he died peacefully in his sleep..I miss you dad...
    peachfuzz68 peachfuzz68
    41-45, F
    10 Responses Mar 1, 2012

    It's been more than a year

    and today I am missing my dad so much, I was missing his hug so I just picked up his pillow and hugged it, maybe now I can sleep
    friendsseeker friendsseeker
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Dec 1, 2015

    Last Moment Of The Love.

    I love my Dad and Mom very much. 12 Dec'12 was my father's 58th birthday. After a sweet family trip (12-17 Dec'12) my parents go back to their home. But the bad moment caught my dad as name as a road accident. He always walked after his evening prayer for 1 hour. On that day 17...
    corporaterahman corporaterahman
    2 Responses Jan 5, 2013

    missing you... I miss him alot in every breath

    on my heart.. My heart feel very cold since he was gone..I miss the best man on my life..no one will give me warm hugged,no one i can talk with and listen me like my dad did..I become loner..I feel i lost my true happiness for many years. He is the only one who can make me feel...
    myselfhere myselfhere
    22-25, F
    Nov 7, 2015

    I can't stop thinking of my dad

    who passed away this past fathers day I miss him so much we were suppose to rebuild our relationship but never had time to before he passed away and I have so Much regret Bec I didn't try hard enough to have a relationship with him like I wanted now it's to late :(
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Apr 17, 2015

    Remembering Fathers

    My dad died when I was twelve and I still miss him. All of the Fathers Days that have passed during those years and I think about him and how he always was so proud of me. That he knew he was going to die for over a year and fought so hard. I remember the last time we were...
    dartist dartist
    56-60, F
    7 Responses Jun 14, 2010

    My Dad Died Way To Soon

    I miss my dad very much. He died August 2012. He was diagnosed with cancer in July 2012. My dad was only 51 and shouldn't of been so soon. makes it really hard he died so close to my birthday in August and I wanted him to be there so bad. I have very good memories of my dad he...
    Rochdawg Rochdawg
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Feb 23, 2013

    My dad does from a rare blood disease .

    I never got to say goodbye , he was in the icu for 3 days & we had to let him go. I was. Only 10, and I was to scared to even talk to him. I regret that. No one could ho him. I miss him so much. I just want him back. I'm almost 13 now and I honestly think I have depression but I...
    leilamichelle leilamichelle
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Mar 17, 2014
    deleted deleted
    Jun 22, 2015

    My Dad Is Gone, But How Do I Get Over His Death?

    I lost my dad a year ago on aug. 27th and I thought I was doing pretty good until this last weekend. Now I cant stop crying I miss him so much. I just wish I could talk to him and give him one more hug. His death was very unexpected. He died from alcoholism. He had been clean and...
    maryrachell maryrachell
    2 Responses Oct 8, 2012

    What Helped You ?

    Hi everyone, I'm interested in what helped you get through your hard times after your fathers passed. When i lost my dad to bowel cancer 2 years ago when i was 19, i read alot of self help books, studied human behaviour and various forms of therapy which really helped me put...
    w3bb21 w3bb21
    26-30, M
    1 Response Mar 18, 2013

    My father passed away

    when I was four years old. I can't remember anything about him. I still miss him. Miss having him be a part of my life. I hope I make him proud. "R.I.P., Dad. I love you."
    angelafireheart angelafireheart
    26-30, F
    Jan 27, 2016

    it's been just over a year

    since my father , who was my everything, died from an overdose on herion. when his body collapsed to the floor I heard it while I was in my basement. however I stupidly didn't think anything of it. a few mins later I left the house... I came back later and when my mother came...
    cherBearCJ cherBearCJ
    31-35, F
    1 Response Dec 29, 2014

    My father died when I was eight in a motorcycle

    accident and I really miss him and it makes me scared of driving...
    EmoryDelf EmoryDelf
    22-25, M
    May 2, 2014
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