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I Miss My Father-he Died

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    My Father Died 3 Months Ago

    I miss him, I said I love you as he lay dying, he told me he loved me too. Rip dad
    imacat imacat 56-60, F 1 Response Feb 15, 2013

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    What Helped You ?

    Hi everyone, I'm interested in what helped you get through your hard times after your fathers passed. When i lost my dad to bowel cancer 2 years ago when i was 19, i read alot of self help books, studied human behaviour and various forms of therapy which really helped me put...
    w3bb21 w3bb21 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 18, 2013

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    Almost Been 2 Years...

    My dad died when i was 16 years old. Im 18 now and i still miss him up to this day. We did everything together and i know he's watching over me. I just wish that he was still here though. I miss talking to him and hanging out with him. He was almost like my bestfriend even if we...
    Luvxoxo Luvxoxo 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 22, 2013

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    The Man In My House Just Looks Like My Father But He Truly Isn't

    Back in the past, when i was just in my early pre-teen years, i loved my father. True, he caned, punished me stricter, more cruel and for the tiniest of reasons like why i got a band 3 in math. But, he loved me at least, i could feel it. Now, six years later, this man who is...
    Forsaken101 Forsaken101 13-15, M Jan 22, 2013

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    It has been four years

    now since my father overdosed on valium and passed away due to a cardiac arrest. He was lucky enough to go in his sleep im told. The last thing he wanted was a cup of tea...and by the time the maid went to hand it to him he had passed away and I, well I wasnt there. I got there...
    Unmasked Unmasked 22-25, F 2 Responses May 15

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    Miss You Dad. I'M Sorry

    from my yearly childhood, my parents neglected me and never seems to care about me. there were times i wish i was dead. i grew up full of hatred and anger. 8 yrs ago my father died and i didn't shed a tear. i hated him so much i didn't even care whether he died or not. after 5...
    Lesaneparishcrooks Lesaneparishcrooks 31-35, M 3 Responses Feb 25, 2013

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    I Lost My Best Friend!

    My father died 2 months ago from cancer. He was only 50, and he died 2 weeks before my 21st birthday. He was my best friend and looking back was a precious gift in my life. We did everything together, we always went on trips, and on Saturday nights we would watch the simpsons...
    dan1991 dan1991 22-25 2 Responses Dec 31, 2012

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    Last Moment Of The Love.

    I love my Dad and Mom very much. 12 Dec'12 was my father's 58th birthday. After a sweet family trip (12-17 Dec'12) my parents go back to their home. But the bad moment caught my dad as name as a road accident. He always walked after his evening prayer for 1 hour. On that day 17...
    corporaterahman corporaterahman 26-30 2 Responses Jan 5, 2013

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    Cancer

    I only saw my dad when I was 5. We began to talk 10 years ago but could no see him . He leaves in USA for over 30 years and recently got his permit. Few month after granted his stay, he was diagnose of cancer. I was refused visa to visit him even though I had letter from the...
    sonluv2 sonluv2 31-35, M Nov 2, 2013

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    I'M 23, My Dad Died When I Was Eleven. This Is How I Feel.

    My dad got sick with pancreatic cancer when I was seven. He was 42. The first sign was that the whites of his eyes turned yellow. All I really remember, is coming to visit my dad at the hospital after he got the cancerous part of his pancreas removed. He was filled with tubes...
    LeahMichael LeahMichael 22-25 Apr 11, 2013

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    I Wish I Could Talk To Him Again

    My father died when i was 13. i was very young and was a bit of a recluse. i just wish i'd told him that i loved him, even though in my culture its not a norm. i admire him now that i am a father myself. i miss his advice and all he did for us. he was such a strong man who taught...
    gotsy gotsy 31-35 3 Responses Jul 12, 2010

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    Lost Her When I Was 7

    When I was seven years old my mother how was a nurse had stopped to help a stranded driver in an overturned car, as she was walking across the high way, she was struck, being killed instantly. The man was not tested for alcohol, but was only sentenced to a year or so of jail. the...
    Wyatts Wyatts 18-21 May 25, 2013

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    The.dream That Did Not Become Reality

    Its time to tell my story. About 13 years ago, I had the perfect life. For me perfect doesn't mean you're rich and have everything you want. It just means you have what you need to survive and you're happy with what you got. I had a mother that loved me, a father who would die...
    Monoka14 Monoka14 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 7, 2012

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    Losing Him Too Soon

    Hi, I just wanted share my story so here it goes: My parents got divorced when I was only 6 months old. I loved both my mom and dad. But from a very early age I knew my dad wasn't like other dads. He couldn't pick me up or give me piggy-back rides. He always told me he loved me...
    Horseness Horseness 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 18, 2012

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    My father had a cardiac arrest almost 1 month

    ago and died a little over a week ago after spending an unconscious 2 weeks in the ICU. His heart stopped for too long for there to be any real recovery, and hearing this from the doctors almost killed me. It came down not a matter of 'if' but of 'when'. They told me he would...
    shannzzy shannzzy 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 9

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    I Still Miss My Father To This Day.

    My dad passed away July 21, 2003 because of lung cancer. Please to those of you that smoke, stop now. In his last days, he wished that he would have never picked up a cigarette because if he hadn't't, then he would have been able to see me go to prom, graduate from high school...
    katesmommy katesmommy 22-25, F Apr 19, 2010

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    I miss my dad . He died almost 3 years ago .

    I'm only 12 almost 13 but I'm very mature for my age, I miss him dearly . All I want is to have him back. Idk what to do anymore .
    leilamichelle leilamichelle 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 17

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    I Wish I Could Have Been A Better Son

    Growing up I never understood how great u were. I let people who were. Untrustworthy influence me to do things that shocked. Embarassed and worried u to. No end. U all the time, they say u were proud me in the end but I wish u could now how much I respected who u wereand try to...
    notagamer notagamer 31-35, M 3 Responses Apr 19, 2011

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    My father died last year,

    I am 14 now. He died because of cancer. I really need to talk to someone but I didn't know who, that's why I am writing here. I try to stay strong and try to don't show my feelings to other people but I am dying inside... I miss him so much so my mom does. When my friends are...
    feelinglonely14 feelinglonely14 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 30

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    Fast Car.

    I lost my father on Father's Day the summer before my Junior year at age 15. I was named after him. He did everything he could to support our 'trailer-life' family. We never made a lot of money and always appreciated the little things we got. He was the only person I trusted and...
    Menopausal Menopausal 18-21 Jun 5, 2013

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    Oh Daddy!

    I wish you were here! or at least in this planet I wish I could reach it somewhere I wish you could hug me I wish you were here daddy! No sabes cuanto te extrano papi tus abrasos, tus carrisias tu sonrisa. Papi eres la persona que mas he querido solo de pensar cuanto me quieras...
    onceloved onceloved 18-21, F May 5, 2012

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    The Day My Father Died.

    I guess i could say I knew this was a mad day I had a fight with my husband and took and phone off the hook. I got woke up someone knocking on my door instead of answering it i yelled down from the bathroom who is it. It was a friend from church she said put your phone back on...
    Rbpad5 Rbpad5 51-55, F Feb 5, 2013

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    Daddy's Little Girl

    My father died in 2000 of lung cancer. I was blessed enough to have been there to say good bye to him when he left us...for the final time.  I was not raised with my father. He married my mother because he got her pregnant with me.  When I was born, I became his world...
    flipfloptwinkletoes flipfloptwinkletoes 46-50, F 6 Responses Jul 13, 2008

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    I just cried because i miss my father My

    father died when i was 1 year old. He died after being in coma for 9 months. I don't remember anything about him. It's sometimes upset me that the fact i have to grew up without him. My mom never re married. After my father died, my mom has to work for the family. And i have to...
    LovelyLilly13 LovelyLilly13 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 23

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    Rip Dad 8-6-11

    My dad passed away peacefully in his sleep at the hospital. He battle with complications after surgery, he had esophageal cancer. He was only 54 years old, I'm going to be 18 in a few weeks. I cannot live without him. I am having bad anxiety already.
    hasbrogrl74 hasbrogrl74 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 6, 2011

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    I Miss My Father He Was My Very Best Friens

    My father was my best friend in the world. He died in  February 2008. He was not sick although he had attributing ailments.  He was a type II diabetic but his A1-C was a 6 that's pretty dam good for a diabetic. He told me he was having chest pain and I raced...
    chel0773 chel0773 31-35, F 4 Responses Nov 9, 2008

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    I Miss My Dad Who Passed Away Nearly 3 And A Half Years Ago.

    I remember the very day that was the last time I saw my dad ever. I was 20 years old and it was August 25, 2009. I was heading off to work at 2:30pm. My dad took half day off from work and was at home watching T.V. On my way out, I said "I get off work at 8:00pm, I'll see you...
    CodeBlox CodeBlox 22-25, M Jan 21, 2013

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    My Father Died

    He was diagnosed with leukemia this year, he never complained about the pain nor discomfort, even when the doctors broke a part of his bone for marrow biopsy. he never let his family know he was dying until his cancer overtook him. he died peacefully in his sleep..I miss you dad...
    peachfuzz68 peachfuzz68 41-45, F 11 Responses Mar 1, 2012

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    My dad does from a rare blood disease .

    I never got to say goodbye , he was in the icu for 3 days & we had to let him go. I was. Only 10, and I was to scared to even talk to him. I regret that. No one could ho him. I miss him so much. I just want him back. I'm almost 13 now and I honestly think I have depression but I...
    leilamichelle leilamichelle 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 17

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    Hello, I am manish Just like 7months ago my

    dad died by heart and kidney problem .. I passed like a month with him in hospital n he keep telling me that "Manish you will save me na?" i always keep saying yes dad you will be fine then his condition gone more whorse then he's transfred in icu on vantilator like 10 days he...
    Manish9121 Manish9121 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 9, 2013

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    It's a 'Meet Joe Black' Kind of Evening

    After the three-hour movie, Meet Joe Black, ended I changed the channel and there it was starting on another channel. I couldn't have been happier. Something about that movie touches all my buttons and it makes me feel more happy than sad. Tonight I realized that it makes me...
    Mwms2190 Mwms2190 56-60, F Jan 31, 2013

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    My Dad Was Awesome! I Miss Him.

    My dad passed away last year, on April 28th, 2010. I learned of the news as soon as I got home from work. It was a huge shock. He had an ATV accident. He had type 2 diabetes, which began to claim his right hand. He lost the feeling and sensation in his thumb and index finger...
    reallygoodperson reallygoodperson 41-45, F 3 Responses Aug 23, 2011

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    Remembering Fathers

    My dad died when I was twelve and I still miss him. All of the Fathers Days that have passed during those years and I think about him and how he always was so proud of me. That he knew he was going to die for over a year and fought so hard. I remember the last time we were...
    dartist dartist 56-60, F 7 Responses Jun 14, 2010

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    I Miss My Daddy He Was Everythingwas

    Im 19 and my father died a month and a week ago ( july 14th 2009). He wasnt sick or anything i was taking care of my boyfriend he just had surgery so i was over his house and i was sleeping then at 5:32 am i get a call from my mother to come home and i knew something was wrong...
    coa0903 coa0903 18-21 4 Responses Aug 23, 2009

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    I Still Miss Him...

    Well actually, my Father died on 31 May 2000. So it’s almost 10 years now. It was the day before Acentions Day which is also known as Father’s Day. Well it definitely was both for me. I’m sure I’ll never forget this date. Even though a long time has...
    tayen tayen 26-30, F 3 Responses Feb 18, 2010

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    Wow

    i cant belive it he came back my father came back yay i cant belive mt eyes i daddy came alive again and we both love each other more than we did he just came back from the died righy now YAY super YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    jah1234 jah1234 13-15 Oct 6, 2012

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    My Dad Is Gone, But How Do I Get Over His Death?

    I lost my dad a year ago on aug. 27th and I thought I was doing pretty good until this last weekend. Now I cant stop crying I miss him so much. I just wish I could talk to him and give him one more hug. His death was very unexpected. He died from alcoholism. He had been clean and...
    maryrachell maryrachell 26-30 2 Responses Oct 8, 2012

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    My Dad Died Way To Soon

    I miss my dad very much. He died August 2012. He was diagnosed with cancer in July 2012. My dad was only 51 and shouldn't of been so soon. makes it really hard he died so close to my birthday in August and I wanted him to be there so bad. I have very good memories of my dad he...
    Rochdawg Rochdawg 36-40, F 2 Responses Feb 23, 2013

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    I Was Daddy'S Girl

    My dad was amazing, always there for me, nice. Him and my mom had the perfect relationship. When I was 7 years old, he called my mom, saying he couldn't remember how to get to work, which was strange, he had worked there for over 10 years. We picked him up, and he complained...
    Anonymousgirl152 Anonymousgirl152 13-15, F 1 Response May 11, 2013

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    Life Is So Different Now...

    My Dad passed away reading a book (what he loved doing most) this past Christmas (2009),  He had a heart attack and had been neglecting to take his blood thinner (although he told us he was) because he did not like the side effects.  I miss him so much, he and I were...
    cheersy cheersy 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 18, 2010

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    Almost A Year..

    I can't believe how time flies by! I still feel like it happened yesterday.. It happened so, so fast, I didn't even have time to say goodbye and I guess that is the worst part. I hope that he knew how much I loved him even if I didn't used to tell him so...
    forevermissingdad forevermissingdad 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 2, 2013

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    My Hero

    I lost my dad on March 10, 2012 to Non small cell lung cancer. I am a nurse so I made a lot of the medical decisions on treatments and physicians. My dad battled for 7 miserable months before it took everything away. And as for me, I battled for 7 long months for doctors to do...
    sarahb97 sarahb97 31-35 1 Response Mar 20, 2013

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    So, when i was in the third grade

    which is 3 years ago my Dad died cause of Lung Cancer and a Tumor on his brain he couldn't even move a muscle anymore.. That night at the hospital my mum is begging me and my brother to stay at the hospital, but we wanna go home so we did.. And our cousins came to our house at...
    MelissaL3559123 MelissaL3559123 13-15, F 2 Responses May 29

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    22 yearssdI have yet to feel him with me,

    but I am patiently waiting for him. If he could tell me anything, he'd probably quote A. A. Milne, "“If ever there is tomorrow when we're not together... there is something you must always remember. You are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you...
    shannzzy shannzzy 22-25, F Apr 9

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    My father died when I was eight in a motorcycle

    accident and I really miss him and it makes me scared of driving...
    EmoryDelf EmoryDelf 18-21, M May 2

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    I Miss Him So!

    I lost my father May2005 do to cancer..it was a huge shock. My life! hasnt been the same. Can someone tell me, when does the pain go away?
    prettysoul prettysoul 26-30, F 3 Responses Mar 11, 2010

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    I'M 23, My Dad Died When I Was Eleven. This Is How I Feel.

    My dad got sick with pancreatic cancer when I was seven. He was 42. The first sign was that the whites of his eyes turned yellow. All I really remember, is coming to visit my dad at the hospital after he got the cancerous part of his pancreas removed. He was filled with tubes...
    LeahMichael LeahMichael 22-25 Apr 11, 2013

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    Noo......daddie

    My dad died at that morning of 9th sept 2012.it's very hard for me since I was a daddie girl... He left a hole in me that can never be refilled a gap that no one can replace it. I misss you soo much dad:(
    Sara106 Sara106 18-21 1 Response Oct 11, 2012

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    I miss my dad everyday.

    ..he passed away on January 16, 2012, almost two years after the death of my mother. I was 24 when he left this world. I used to believe that I was a confident and (almost) fearless young woman. That young woman is now gone.
    desiit desiit 26-30, F Dec 17, 2013

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