I Miss My First Love My Forever Man

and my heart will never be the same............ 9 People

    Another Year Without You.....

      I remember our first kiss on New Year's Eve...... To feel your arms again, to feel your lips on mine...... It would be pure heaven, but that will never be. Oh dear man, I miss you so.  My heart breaks over  and over with each year that passes.......when...
    giggles4488 giggles4488
    56-60, F
    14 Responses Dec 31, 2009

    My Shadow-next Song(do Comment Pls ) :)

    i need the one who can be my shadow hey boy ,will you be my shadow?? hey boy ,will you be my shadow?? ho ho!! i never wanna be alone the only thing that comes with me is MY SHADOW and i want you to be my shadow my shadow, my shadow I NEED THE ONE WHO CAN BE MY SHADOW :( Life...
    poojabhatt poojabhatt
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 20, 2012

    My Musician

        He was my musician....the music he made in my life will stay in my heart forever. He played acoustic and electric guitar. His Spanish guitar was beautiful and I still have it.  It makes me smile to remember him trying so hard to help me learn to play it. Of...
    giggles4488 giggles4488
    56-60, F
    12 Responses Dec 6, 2009

    You

    I was 16 years old. I was shy, self-conscious and filled with so much doubt. Throughout the 3 years we were together you gave me experience and prospect like I've never felt in my life. You changed me, you saved me. I remember irrational decisions late at night to dine at the Two...
    cottoneyes cottoneyes
    22-25, F
    1 Response Mar 26, 2013

    My Own Written Lyrics!!!!! My First Trial!! Do Comment Please

    best place on the earth!! verse 1: wereva yo're wid me is the best place on the earth i feel like lyk a paradise! yes!tat's wat i cal a paradise!! yo'l neva kno how i feel wen i'm with yu wish tha same you feel iside!! pre-chorus: baby yo're th air throu i breathe.... and i...
    poojabhatt poojabhatt
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 12, 2012

    My Miguel, My Beautiful Man

    AND THAT IS WHAT I CALLED HIM.....MY BEAUTIFUL MAN. I MISS HIS VOICE CALLING MY NAME.......I WAS HIS IRISH JEWEL...... I MISS THOSE EYES, SO DARK AND BROODING..... I MISS THE SCENT OF HIM...CEDAR AND LIME AND WHITE MUSK..... I MISS HIS TOUCH THAT SENT A SHIVER UP MY SPINE AND...
    giggles4488 giggles4488
    56-60, F
    7 Responses Nov 26, 2009

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