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I Miss My First Love

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    Lost Love

    I started dating him my Sophomore year of high school.  He called me up on the phone one night out of nowhere and asked me to go to Homecoming with him.  I had never talked to him before in my life but I had seen him and I thought he was cute.  That was the...
    pookiebear pookiebear F 20 Responses Mar 12, 2006

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    There really is no word to describe how much I

    want to see his face and hear his voice again. We both made mistakes, hell the week leading up to his death we were arguing like crazy and I really regret that, but i felt something change in him and i wanted to know what was happening too us. I don't really express my feelings...
    Knightt15 Knightt15 18-21, F Jan 18

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    I loved her so much, I'd never met her in person

    but she was the most amazing person I had ever spoke to. I spoke with her every day and she made me so happy. We were together seven months until my mister found out and made me leave her. I was heart broken and it felt like every thing was falling apart around me. I miss her so...
    charliewolfie12 charliewolfie12 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 8

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    we met online and talked on

    and off for a year, dated about four months. stopped dating January 2014 but talked maybe once a month after that. June 2014 we talked a few times and July 3 he confessed to having cheated on me when he disappeared for a few weeks in late December. I didn't talk to him almost...
    degavsser degavsser 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Don't Wake Me I went to bed I was thinking

    about you Ain't the same since I'm living without you All the memories are getting colder All the things that I wanna do over I went to bed I was thinking about you I wanna talk and laugh like we used to When I see you in my dreams at night It's so real but it's in my mind And...
    callmejohann callmejohann 41-45, M 2 hrs ago

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    It's crazy in away how I can miss my first love!

    I was 14 at the time and thought I would be with him the rest of my life. However he did not treat me right and was not nice to me after a couple years of on and off dating I find out he was cheating on me! To this day he is still with the girl he was cheating on me with ! They...
    lovemags lovemags 26-30, F 2 Responses Dec 11, 2013

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    The sad part is although my heart is broken I

    don't care because i'd suffer endlessly to see you happy. If that means you're happy with another woman than so be it. You mean more to me than myself, and that's scary. You will always have a special place in my heart, and I believe that someday, somehow, that place will fade...
    cydneyxx cydneyxx 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 29

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    narren1 narren1 46-50, M Feb 2

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    I feel like ALL of my loves have been first

    loves, in one way or another. And I miss them all. I could talk about the girl I loved for five years across middle school and high school. She had beautiful dark-oak skin and was brilliant and kind. We were great friends--we were in clubs together, classes together, liked the...
    straytian straytian 41-45, M Feb 13

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    I'm just afraid that being a homosexual is just

    about lust. What if it is? But then I remember how I genuinely fell in love and it wasn't even about wanting to get into his pants I just loved him. I cried when he was gone and when he was with me I was so happy :) we would hang out and chill and it was amazing even though I...
    internallybroken internallybroken 16-17, M 3 Responses Jan 29

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    I've never been in love

    but I've had a lot of crushes when i was younger. And I hadn't thought of the first girl I had a serious crush on. Actually she had a small crush on me before that and she really liked talking to me. We became best friends. When I asked her out, she said no. Then, a few weeks...
    ashfaaqb ashfaaqb 18-21, M Jan 17

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    I miss him so much. He always made me feel

    better when i was upset even about the little things that wasnt important I wish i answer his calls when he call me and i wish i listen to the music he sent me saying how much they reminded me of me and him and all the things he did for me that i never pay attention to .... I...
    PurpleLove18 PurpleLove18 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 23

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    Me and my first love broke up 3 years ago

    because he was leaving for the army. He only ended up going recently and before he left he told me I'd always be special to him and he regrets the way things had to end with us. And saying goodbye and having to walk away from him was the hardest thing ive ever done. Today I...
    bellarose1106 bellarose1106 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 17

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    I have every thing in life .

    Money , family . Friends , best life style .but there is something which is missing,i am waiting 4 sm 1 or smthing which i myself dont know
    mwelsh404 mwelsh404 61-65, M 1 Response Feb 18

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    Trying To Share A Story Through These Lines..

    Remember the time When you said you love me.. And I said stop kidding me please :) that day you said I'm your world.. now you say I'm 'old' After all that happened between us.. now you ask me to vanish.. I'm telling you Its terrible way to punish.. you are a bird too colourful...
    angelslover angelslover 22-25, M 1 Response Jun 29, 2013

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    It was the summer before my senior year

    and I was seventeen. I didn't have any friends at the time besides people I may have shared small talk with in class or at lunch at school. I was painfully quiet. No boy had ever showed any real interest in me. I was spending the summer alone until my dad got cruise tickets for...
    cocoagirl95 cocoagirl95 18-21, F Jan 20

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    JoeySavage JoeySavage 18-21, M 5 Responses Jan 13

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    I do not miss him because I loved him

    so much. I miss him because he was my friend for the formative years. Plus he's the first person I have ever loved and cared for deeply. This is an awkward story so I hope if you read this you understand. This is a crazy story because in the end the truth is he was my first...
    Jennerrous Jennerrous 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 18, 2014

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    Still Grieving

    I still have the most vivid dreams about him and it has been five years since we even stood face to face.  I will never see him again and I know that.  We are on opposite coasts now.  I am married, and have 2 wonderful children that I wouldn't give up for anything...
    mskdwmn mskdwmn 26-30 28 Responses Mar 27, 2008

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    Unfortunately.

    He was a bastard. He was full of hate. He treated me like crap. He abused me physically. He abused me emotionally. He led me on. He threatened me. He was reckless. He was a monster. He hurt my family. He made me feel ugly. He told me I was ugly. He made me suffer. He...
    deleted deleted 26-30 46 Responses Mar 27, 2013

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    I miss her so much. We broke up

    because we didn't get time for each other. I love her but there is no way of getting her again!
    just4u97 just4u97 16-17, M Feb 23

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    My Luv You Say You Love Me Prove It.

    Ok i was introduced to my ex boyfriend 9 years ao when i was 13 years old he was 12.. he was always head  over heels for me and i was one of those girls that wasnt intersted in a boyfriend.. well time went on and we grew up and in high school we expressed his feeling towards...
    jandreas24 jandreas24 19-21, F 1 Response Nov 30, 2006

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    She Was 'the One'!

    My high school sweetheart, She had one year left of high school.  The plan was for me to go play college football and She was to join me after she graduated.  We drifted apart during that year, but remained in constant contact.  We tried on getting back together...
    cmnoved cmnoved 36-40, M 19 Responses Feb 3, 2009

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    Yes, I confess here, I miss her.

    She is my first love. Due to some issues, she went away from me, but a little mention of her came today, when she favorite one of my posts I had contributed on her blog. My mind started engrossing in thoughts though it's been 3 years now.. I never met her(though it may sound...
    rko683 rko683 31-35, M 1 Response Feb 6

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    "I Miss My First Love" .

    ... Because I am a dumbass ...
    Nottobeohsoblunt Nottobeohsoblunt 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 16, 2014

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    Everybody misses their first love!

    They are the ones who hold all your insecurities. They are the ones who you told your deepest thoughts to. They are the ones who saw you at your most vulnerable, at your very best! The only question remaining is do you wonder if they ever think of you?
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M 4 Responses Jul 9, 2014

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    Walking the Plank

    I was the only interest in her life at the time, yet she still did not completely give me her trust. But I loved her. I had to see her that day but she had work in the afternoon. I offered to pick her up and take her to work, anything just to be able see her for one moment. She...
    dateanentry dateanentry M 7 Responses Feb 12, 2006

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    What I Miss...

    I miss the way you make me feel.I miss the way you make me smile.I miss the way you make me laugh.I miss your skin.I miss your face.I miss your eyes.I miss your laugh.I miss your cry.I miss everything.I miss the way you kissed me.I miss the way you'd fall asleep on my chest.I...
    FransB FransB 18-21, M 7 Responses Mar 21, 2012

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    I Ended My Emotional Love Affair With My First Love

    I have been having an emotional love affair, this summer, with my first love  after he called me, after 30 plus years.  We have only talked on the phone, but he brought back all the love I had locked inside me since we parted.  He and I were meant to be soul mates and it was...
    dare2love dare2love 56-60, F 38 Responses Sep 1, 2010

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    Where do I begin? I miss him everyday.

    My first love was in high school. We truly loved each other but we were to young to figure out how to make love work. After 5 years I drove away, with tears in my eyes and regret in my heart. It's been many years now and the regret has become the one thing I can always count on...
    KissesA KissesA 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 7, 2014

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    I had a girlfriend (R).

    I loved her a lot and we did all kinds of krazy stuff together. She loved guitar, so I learned how to play one. One of the most memorable day that I remember with her is when I took her for a date on our second anniversary. I had told her coz of certain reasons I wasn't able...
    ArupDas20 ArupDas20 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 4

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    I see her on facebook

    and sometimes we text. I've loved her for 27 years,no one has ever had my attention more. I married knowing that I would never have the ability to love them completely. She knows I say I love her but she has never believed me. I wish she only knew how I would be complete with...
    Blaker19 Blaker19 41-45, M 2 Responses Feb 8

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    Sleep less nights, memories

    and tears flow through me. I miss you soon much :( I would give anything to have you back yet i know its far from possible :(
    MzPhoenix MzPhoenix 31-35, F 3 Responses Jul 14, 2014

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    There isn't a time where you haven't came into

    my mind I loved you more than anything and you disappeared on me and I waited for you but I got nothing but my heart longs for something we had but I don't think that will come again...you loved me so much but your gone Ashton and I just wish someone could take this pain from me...
    trew5432 trew5432 13-15, M 1 Response Jan 16

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    I saw him 2 weeks ago.

    It was heartbreaking. And ever since I can't help but wonder if he would've married me if I had stuck around. Which makes me question my whole life in general. Because I'm married, and I often think about how if I wouldn't have moved in with the man who is now my husband, we...
    KiraEliseStClair KiraEliseStClair 26-30, F 11 Responses Jan 27, 2014

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    Sometimes I still think about him.

    I know he still thinks about me. He still talks about me and asks about me. I really don't know if I miss him or not. I do know I don't need to. He's so bad for me. He's literally a flame. Unpredictable and liable to get out of control at any time. He's a damaged soul who can...
    DeluxedEdition DeluxedEdition 18-21, F Jan 30

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    Still Miss Her After 14 Yrs

    i will never stop dreaming of her....it never goes away.  i had my chance 14 yrs ago, but let others influence my decisions.....life has brought us new partners...and children....i sometimes wonder how many kids we would of had together....i think about how good it...
    mydreams mydreams 36-40, M 437 Responses Nov 24, 2006

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    It's the Feeling That Is Missed Most.

    I do miss my first love. Not always, necessarily the person, but the feelings that I shared with that person. Nonetheless, it was doomed from the beginning. I met this guy on a whim, it was the summer before my freshman year of college. He was from Cali, I, well, from all over...
    ArdentEyes ArdentEyes 21-25, F 10 Responses Jul 8, 2007

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    its a Saturday, I just got home from turning up

    with his high school friends whom I see more often than he does. I think its natural to think of him. His friends agree that what he did was ****** up. I just wish I could've left all of that behind. I'm drunk. I know you're drunk right now. Could I maybe be on your mind too...
    toekneeow toekneeow 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    It's crazy how "first loves" work.

    Nobody takes it seriously. Your elders classify it as puppy love, your peers classify it as pure fun, but to you it's the most magical and and most wonderful feeling in the world. To be a teenager and be so infatuated and so in love with another human being is absolutely...
    loverspoem93 loverspoem93 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 18, 2014

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    I miss Colorado. I miss the West.

    I've been away for 20 years and I miss it more with every passing year.
    sandstone4160 sandstone4160 51-55, M 2 days ago

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    Jana, Twenty-seven and a half years is a long

    time, a very long time, but that's how long it has been since I made the stupidest mistake of my life. That's how long it has been since I hurt and lost you. Why did I do it? I don't know. I've never figured that out. But that one night, that one mistake, ranks at the very top...
    callmejohann callmejohann 41-45, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Why Was She So Special?

    I recently tried to explain to a friend about having my heart broken by my first love, about how I had thought she was the "one."  My friend asked me, "Do you think she was the one? What made her so much more special to you than other women you have dated...
    accomplice accomplice 41-45, M 4 Responses Jun 17, 2008

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    Love is stronger than hate

    I had just moved to Arizona from Georgia and was having a hard time adjusting to everything. Thats when i met my first love. I was walking around my new neighborhood, with my sisters and when we saw him instantly all three of us liked him!  It felt like we were on some kind...
    cancer06 cancer06 16-18, F 17 Responses Sep 4, 2006

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    I found this excellent quote: Who gives a duck

    about your first love? Give a round of applause for your second love. Your second love taught you love still exists.
    syntheticrhyme syntheticrhyme 46-50, F 2 Responses Sep 12, 2014

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    Want You Back

    On June 27, 200* the guy that I had a crush on for three years finally told me how he felt.that he loved "me" in every sense of the word. He loved me.On June 28, 200*, we began what I could call a journey of our relationship.Falling in love with him was effortless.  Loving him...
    pinkcorsage pinkcorsage 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 8, 2012

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    I was 18 living in Africa,

    one of my closest friends and i were walking back from school, he ask me if I would please stop by with him at his friend's house just for a minute. It was a Wednesday afternoon and the day I met the love of my life. The minute I saw his friend, everything around us disappeared...
    evolvinggirl evolvinggirl 36-40, F 4 Responses Nov 3, 2014