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I Miss My First Love

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    It's crazy how "first loves" work.

    Nobody takes it seriously. Your elders classify it as puppy love, your peers classify it as pure fun, but to you it's the most magical and and most wonderful feeling in the world. To be a teenager and be so infatuated and so in love with another human being is absolutely...
    loverspoem93 loverspoem93 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 18, 2014

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    Why Was She So Special?

    I recently tried to explain to a friend about having my heart broken by my first love, about how I had thought she was the "one."  My friend asked me, "Do you think she was the one? What made her so much more special to you than other women you have dated...
    accomplice accomplice 46-50, M 4 Responses Jun 17, 2008

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    I cannot hold these thoughts on my own

    so I'm setting the weight of our dysfunction in the hands of strangers. I have been writing the letters I'll never ever send to you, l.i.n.e.s., on Experience Project though I'm sure you do not know what that is. I imagine the way you invalidated my emotions and how dismissive...
    honestlyanonymouslyme honestlyanonymouslyme 22-25, F Jul 29

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    True love is a gift and I want you guys to know

    that..I had my first ever love and he was everything to me but he disappeared on me but you can only cry for so long ...why did he leave...idk but I loved him so much and now I can't feel the same about anyone I have my moments but no one seems to make that feeling of love stay...
    trew5432 trew5432 13-15, M 1 Response Mar 31

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    "In Case" Pictures in my pocket Are faded from

    the washer I can barely just make out your face Food you saved for later In my refrigerator It's been too long since later never came I know One day eventually Yeah, I know One day I'll have to let it all go But I keep it just in case Yeah, I keep it just in case In case You...
    sisiyah sisiyah 22-25, F Aug 2

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    I was 12 and he just turned 17.

    We met on Facebook. I lied to him and told him I was 15 and then about a month later when he was starting to fall in love with me I told him the truth. He told me that it was wrong but the feelings he had he couldn't stop. We were together and a few of our close friends knew...
    laurenzerbe laurenzerbe 16-17, F 4 Responses Jul 26

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    I guess my first Love would be my Mom

    and I do miss her so much, she was a wonderful woman, and so special to so many, hard not to shed a tear as I type this.
    phunguy13 phunguy13 56-60, M 1 Response Jun 24

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    Still Miss Her After 14 Yrs

    i will never stop dreaming of her....it never goes away.  i had my chance 14 yrs ago, but let others influence my decisions.....life has brought us new partners...and children....i sometimes wonder how many kids we would of had together....i think about how good it...
    mydreams mydreams 36-40, M 442 Responses Nov 24, 2006

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    There are numerous older men in the world

    who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to find women for dating and companionship. The spokesperson reports that many older men have started finding perfect companions through their...
    alicacc11 alicacc11 26-30, F Aug 19

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    I miss the version of myself

    that would accept such terrible treatment. I miss the version that would entrain the idea I could miss someone like you. But I value myself too much to even admit that my heart skips a beat when I see your car.
    honestlyanonymouslyme honestlyanonymouslyme 22-25, F Aug 6

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    My boyfriend of 3 years just left

    for college last week to another country. The day he left I cried nonstop and although it felt like I had a tiny hole in my heart, I was ok for the next few days. Today, however, I was with some friends we have in common who are together and just seeing them together made me...
    ecuagirl ecuagirl 18-21, F Aug 18

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    I want nothing more than to see your face again,

    to have your arms wrapped tight around my waist and to have you look into my eyes again, to look into your eyes again. What we had - to me it was special, to you it meant nothing. So now I'm just like you. Heartlessness is so contagious.
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jul 23

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    I miss him like crazy today,

    I don't think I'll ever truly get over him.
    TallThing TallThing 18-21, F 7 Responses Jul 4

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    Walking the Plank

    I was the only interest in her life at the time, yet she still did not completely give me her trust. But I loved her. I had to see her that day but she had work in the afternoon. I offered to pick her up and take her to work, anything just to be able see her for one moment. She...
    dateanentry dateanentry M 7 Responses Feb 12, 2006

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    He Was The First Real Kiss

    His name was Joey, we met in High school and he was crazy about me. I never expected to have a boyfriend and was afraid what my parents would say when they saw him. He had long hair but was always clean. He had a beard and mustache a little patchy but it was there. lol He didn...
    passionateheart61 passionateheart61 46-50, F 42 Responses Apr 26, 2012

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    I chased her around for almost a year.

    I guess I was lucky that I wasn't charged with stalking. Of course it wasn't stalking. I was trying to romance her. In the end it worked and we enjoyed a wonderful relationship together. We both lost our virginity to each other. We had similar surnames, and people thought we...
    daniol daniol 46-50, M 1 Response Aug 5

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    Want You Back

    On June 27, 200* the guy that I had a crush on for three years finally told me how he felt.that he loved "me" in every sense of the word. He loved me.On June 28, 200*, we began what I could call a journey of our relationship.Falling in love with him was effortless.  Loving him...
    pinkcorsage pinkcorsage 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 8, 2012

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    Sometimes I Still Miss My First Love..

    it has been ten years we broke up. We met at 18 stayed together for one year. We both fell deeply in love each other. He was such a kind, loving caring and supportive person. It was the purest love i ever had. We lost our contacts after he moved to another country for studies. I...
    dilgon dilgon 26-30, F 4 Responses Nov 4, 2013

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    i miss my first time

    when i miss her then i really get sad ,,,, i don't no but its good for both of us after seperation
    shujakhan14 shujakhan14 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 27

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    I pass your house and remember the past; a

    lifetime has gone but your presence keeps me alive; knowing you still exist keeps my heart pounding; if I'm lucky I'll catch a glimpse; tears start falling attached to every moment I shared with you my beloved first love; You will be on my mind the day that I die!!
    yollayoub yollayoub 36-40, M 2 Responses Sep 20, 2014

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    Ain't afraid to say so

    as maybe it will spark other offended lovers to stop their prideful behaviour. You need told.. Love won't stop if you feel it... if it's legit.
    poiemajeremiah poiemajeremiah 36-40, M Aug 3

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    We met in 2011 and I knew I loved her

    but we broke up after a year only three weeks ago we got back together and I miss her still being that she is so far away
    RedShiftBrady RedShiftBrady 18-21 1 Response a week ago

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    What I Miss...

    I miss the way you make me feel.I miss the way you make me smile.I miss the way you make me laugh.I miss your skin.I miss your face.I miss your eyes.I miss your laugh.I miss your cry.I miss everything.I miss the way you kissed me.I miss the way you'd fall asleep on my chest.I...
    FransB FransB 18-21, M 6 Responses Mar 21, 2012

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    i miss her so much i cant imagine my life

    without her my life was fantastic with her we had an amazing moments together i was so happy with her and she was happy with me and she told me thats she loves me alot and she cant leave finally she leaves me for no reason !!!
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 9

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    Gosh I hate living this life without you!

    I miss you so much every damn day!!!
    solongago2 solongago2 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 19

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    I was 14 when we first met.

    It was a house party we didnt talk much but danced the whole night away. We felt the instant connection. But i was young n felt that I was too young to be in a relationship so i didn't keep in contact with him or date him. We saw each other in church occasionally, and smiled but...
    berniefree berniefree 46-50, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    My Luv You Say You Love Me Prove It.

    Ok i was introduced to my ex boyfriend 9 years ao when i was 13 years old he was 12.. he was always head  over heels for me and i was one of those girls that wasnt intersted in a boyfriend.. well time went on and we grew up and in high school we expressed his feeling towards...
    jandreas24 jandreas24 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 30, 2006

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    I was fifteen when I started dating this boy,

    we were together for two years and both being in high school it was rough, so many people hated us together but we never let it get the better of us, we spent almost everyday together while we were teenagers, learnt so much from each other, but best of all we experienced what...
    skindeeep skindeeep 18-21, F 6 Responses Apr 14, 2014

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    Unfortunately.

    He was a bastard. He was full of hate. He treated me like crap. He abused me physically. He abused me emotionally. He led me on. He threatened me. He was reckless. He was a monster. He hurt my family. He made me feel ugly. He told me I was ugly. He made me suffer. He...
    deleted deleted 26-30 42 Responses Mar 27, 2013

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    I dreamt of my first love again.

    Of him confessing that he never stopped loving me. Me throwing myself into his arms. Sounds kind of desperate. I miss him and think of home very now and then. And what's weird is he just sent a message a day after that dream. But it was just to say hello. Not over analyzing it...
    lonelydinosaur lonelydinosaur 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 22

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    I'm just afraid that being a homosexual is just

    about lust. What if it is? But then I remember how I genuinely fell in love and it wasn't even about wanting to get into his pants I just loved him. I cried when he was gone and when he was with me I was so happy :) we would hang out and chill and it was amazing even though I...
    internallybroken internallybroken 16-17, M 3 Responses Jan 29

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    What happened to you?

    Why did you change?
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 19

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    Love is stronger than hate

    I had just moved to Arizona from Georgia and was having a hard time adjusting to everything. Thats when i met my first love. I was walking around my new neighborhood, with my sisters and when we saw him instantly all three of us liked him!  It felt like we were on some kind...
    cancer06 cancer06 16-17, F 17 Responses Sep 4, 2006

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    It's been 10 years for me.

    I am married to a great man and have 2 beautiful boys. My ex and I dated for 18 months when we were 17/18 and broke up because he began a lifestyle I could not accept (drugs). I was completely broken, but picked up the pieces and quickly found a fantastic man and married. My...
    Stricken1016 Stricken1016 26-30 2 Responses Jun 28

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    My thoughts strayed from the burdensome weight

    on my chest and looked back stealing glances at me memories I hate to have unpacked. I sense your judgment as though you must know that I holding on to a picture in my mind that you'd hoped I would have let go of. Their my memories I want to turn in say to the guilt. I'm...
    honestlyanonymouslyme honestlyanonymouslyme 22-25, F Jul 29

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    Her name is Shannon Morgan.

    She was my very first love and best friend until I got married and my wife put an end to our communication. I dont know what happened to her or where she is. I can't find her on social media or linked in. I long to see her again, hear her voice and laugh. Any ideas for help...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Jul 24

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    I Ended My Emotional Love Affair With My First Love

    I have been having an emotional love affair, this summer, with my first love  after he called me, after 30 plus years.  We have only talked on the phone, but he brought back all the love I had locked inside me since we parted.  He and I were meant to be soul mates and it was...
    dare2love dare2love 56-60, F 38 Responses Sep 1, 2010

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    There are numerous older men in the world

    who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to find women for dating and companionship. The spokesperson reports that many older men have started finding perfect companions through their...
    astrudcc11 astrudcc11 26-30, F Jul 27

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    Still Grieving

    I still have the most vivid dreams about him and it has been five years since we even stood face to face.  I will never see him again and I know that.  We are on opposite coasts now.  I am married, and have 2 wonderful children that I wouldn't give up for anything...
    mskdwmn mskdwmn 26-30 28 Responses Mar 27, 2008

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    I miss you for the first time in a long time.

    I don't miss the idea of us and the many idle day dreams and lose pages of thoughts I call our story. I do not miss the man I wanted you to be or the man I thought you could be. I miss you, the rough edges and real struggle. I miss exactly who you were and who I remember you as...
    honestlyanonymouslyme honestlyanonymouslyme 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 28

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    And I miss her one hell of lot more

    when she sends me this to wake up to!!!!!!!!!!!
    Extant1 Extant1 51-55, M 5 Responses May 19

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    I really want to text him right now,

    but I know that would be stupid so I'm writing this instead. I've been constantly distracting myself, here goes another one. It stings a little less. I can't even really cry anymore. I guess that means its a good thing. I guess this is moving on. I desperately want to call him...
    captivating23 captivating23 22-25, F 15 hrs ago

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    I know I probably don’t cross your mind much

    anymore but I hope someday you see something that reminds you of me and the things we use to spend hours talking about at night and then your throat gets tight and your heart skips a beat and you finally miss me back.
    Ennevi Ennevi 18-21, F Aug 20, 2014

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    I cut my soul into a million different pieces

    just to form a constellation to light your way home...
    DeathThrone DeathThrone 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 5

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    I saw him 2 weeks ago.

    It was heartbreaking. And ever since I can't help but wonder if he would've married me if I had stuck around. Which makes me question my whole life in general. Because I'm married, and I often think about how if I wouldn't have moved in with the man who is now my husband, we...
    KiraEliseStClair KiraEliseStClair 26-30, F 10 Responses Jan 27, 2014

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    Not sure how it happened.

    We were skyping one minute and the next he was gone. I don't know what happened. I just want to talk to him again.
    LurkingShadow LurkingShadow 13-15, F 2 Responses 3 days ago