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I Miss My First Love

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    Something about you that I can't get over,

    I just miss you so much and it hurts so bad.
    ashleykaylor45 ashleykaylor45 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 9

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    Still Miss Her After 14 Yrs

    i will never stop dreaming of her....it never goes away.  i had my chance 14 yrs ago, but let others influence my decisions.....life has brought us new partners...and children....i sometimes wonder how many kids we would of had together....i think about how good it...
    mydreams mydreams 36-40, M 429 Responses Nov 24, 2006

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    BeauteFloue BeauteFloue 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 30

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    How Army Boys Break Your Heart

    Some may slap a lable on love stating that you have to be 'a certain age' or having conquered years of knowledge to actually know what love is. However, these people are severely mistaken. I am eighteen years old, and I have loved. Anyone at any age can be in love. A seven year...
    stellar stellar 19-21, F 5 Responses Jul 11, 2007

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    I miss him. I miss the happiness I felt an my

    hear beating in my chest. I'll be quiet now. I'll stop feeling sorry for myself now.
    Jennnaaa Jennnaaa 13-15, F Jun 16

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    What I Miss...

    I miss the way you make me feel.I miss the way you make me smile.I miss the way you make me laugh.I miss your skin.I miss your face.I miss your eyes.I miss your laugh.I miss your cry.I miss everything.I miss the way you kissed me.I miss the way you'd fall asleep on my chest.I...
    FransB FransB 18-21, M 6 Responses Mar 21, 2012

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    The first boy I ever loved is getting married

    next month and I feel sad about it even though I'm married with children.
    buttonsrevisited buttonsrevisited 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 23

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    I wouldnt say he was my boyfriend.

    . We never dated. But had been friends from little kids on. Always did everything together. We were each other's first kiss but then stayed just friends until we were 16. Then he started telling me he loved me, how special I was. This guy I had been friends with since we were 4...
    Missmetomorrow Missmetomorrow 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 6

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    If you miss your FL you're not alone!

    ! All studies based on personal experiences say that First love is magical and quite often pretty dramatic, and even though we are not aware of it’s influence in our future decisions, it is also the relationship by which we judge most that comes after. I once had a first love...
    AGMR1 AGMR1 41-45, F 2 Responses Jun 8

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    The worst part is when you keep wondering

    if he still cares about you.. If he thinks about you.. and if he misses you as much as you do.. I miss him everyday :(
    muyakaa muyakaa 18-21, F Jul 21

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    JatinKapoor JatinKapoor 26-30, M 1 Response Jun 23

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    Look, I miss him ok. The reason I'm down,

    the reason I'm so untrusting to guys. I thought I was over him but now I'm missing him. Why oh why I know missing someone is part of moving on and he done good to tell it to me frankly.... But I just like living in denial
    KywenM1997 KywenM1997 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 27

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    I don't know if he was my first "love" love.

    I know I loved him, I know he loved me. It's just, maybe in a brotherly and sisterly way. I don't know a lot of things, but I miss the way his laugh sounded when I teased him, or the light feeling I had inside me that I never wanted to go away whenever I saw him, I know that I...
    catherineeac catherineeac 13-15, F Jul 7

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    My Luv You Say You Love Me Prove It.

    Ok i was introduced to my ex boyfriend 9 years ao when i was 13 years old he was 12.. he was always head  over heels for me and i was one of those girls that wasnt intersted in a boyfriend.. well time went on and we grew up and in high school we expressed his feeling towards...
    jandreas24 jandreas24 19-21, F 1 Response Nov 30, 2006

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    Where do I begin? I miss him everyday.

    My first love was in high school. We truly loved each other but we were to young to figure out how to make love work. After 5 years I drove away, with tears in my eyes and regret in my heart. It's been many years now and the regret has become the one thing I can always count on...
    KissesA KissesA 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 7

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    Miss An Ex

    Well I guess its natural 2 miss a first love but like at first I didn't miss him but now seeing he's found someone makes me miss him we were on and off for about a year but he was like my real first boyfriend and my feelings towards him well I still love him, with all my heart I...
    SourLove SourLove 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 10, 2007

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    Walking the Plank

    I was the only interest in her life at the time, yet she still did not completely give me her trust. But I loved her. I had to see her that day but she had work in the afternoon. I offered to pick her up and take her to work, anything just to be able see her for one moment. She...
    dateanentry dateanentry M 7 Responses Feb 12, 2006

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    I want to be selfish... just for once

    He was my first boyfriend and he really carED for me...cared with an -ED... but then again I don't know what happened... He said he wanted honesty, respect and loyalty... i gave him Loyalty... I respected him... when it came to honesty I didn't know what to say... I'm so confused...
    meili_xy meili_xy 16-18, F 3 Responses Mar 20, 2006

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    Until We Meet Again

    I keep you a secret Rationing my calls for you each day I could spend hours talking  About our yesterdays There is always so much catching up About the years we didn’t share We talk about connecting Always hinting of a love affair Each of us laughing and joking about our...
    dare2love dare2love 56-60, F 11 Responses Sep 30, 2010

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    Caitlyn

    I can't remember the last time I've ever cried so hard. Keep in mind that I don't cry, and it's quite rare to ever catch me showing any sign that something is wrong. Caitlyn has always been my childhood hero and best friend. Her family and mine would always have dinner together...
    alexmartella alexmartella 18-21, M 4 Responses Oct 24, 2013

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    Love You So Much

    The bus was almost empty. He travelled on this line every day. It took him around 25 minutes to get to work. But that was all what he had. She was there at the second stop and later she travelled farther down town. They never talked. Probably she didn't even noticed that he...
    Bolek Bolek 41-45, M 4 Responses May 9, 2012

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    Unfortunately.

    He was a bastard. He was full of hate. He treated me like crap. He abused me physically. He abused me emotionally. He led me on. He threatened me. He was reckless. He was a monster. He hurt my family. He made me feel ugly. He told me I was ugly. He made me suffer. He...
    deleted deleted 26-30 47 Responses Mar 27, 2013

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    Till Death Did Us Apart

    When a man marries, he pledges his love to his wife. She is his be all and end all. She is his happiness. When she dies, everything ends for him. He ends up finding his left empty and worthless. Everything is a formality. Living, eating, drinking, friends, etc, etc. Thus he...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jun 28, 2013

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    I think I have the most painful story about my

    true love.....still missing her but have to look forward for a bright future n I'll pray for her that she will get a better soul mate 😐
    JatinKapoor JatinKapoor 26-30, M 2 Responses Jun 7

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    I'm with my first love,

    but we are in such a rocky stage. I don't know if I should continue being with him. But right now I love him so much. He is my best friend. I don't WANT to be with any other person. But my first love has a lying issue and it's sabotaging our relationship.
    misshaley7 misshaley7 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    15 Years Ago

    Yes,...i miss the feeling I had for him. It's been 15 years that I have not seen or talked to him. I wonder how he is doing and what he is up to. I regret that it never worked out between me and him, due to language barrier. I regret that he misunderstood me. If only I could...
    JBfan JBfan 31-35, F 3 Responses Mar 15, 2007

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    Why Was She So Special?

    I recently tried to explain to a friend about having my heart broken by my first love, about how I had thought she was the "one."  My friend asked me, "Do you think she was the one? What made her so much more special to you than other women you have dated...
    accomplice accomplice 41-45, M 5 Responses Jun 17, 2008

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    Still Grieving

    I still have the most vivid dreams about him and it has been five years since we even stood face to face.  I will never see him again and I know that.  We are on opposite coasts now.  I am married, and have 2 wonderful children that I wouldn't give up for anything...
    mskdwmn mskdwmn 26-30 28 Responses Mar 27, 2008

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    I Ended My Emotional Love Affair With My First Love

    I have been having an emotional love affair, this summer, with my first love  after he called me, after 30 plus years.  We have only talked on the phone, but he brought back all the love I had locked inside me since we parted.  He and I were meant to be soul mates and it was...
    dare2love dare2love 56-60, F 38 Responses Sep 1, 2010

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    From the first moment,

    i did know, that i love her. As i was going into the class, i felt somthing special. I felt her existens, but i did not see her. She had feelings too. We started, a normal friendship. The first time in my live, i felt like a human. She loved me without a reason. Later I made a...
    deflo deflo 18-21, M 2 Responses Jun 7

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    I think of her each day

    and night. I miss her soo much. Ever been in love and knew that this person was the one?? Well she was the one for me and I was the one for her. We were in love and we both saw each other through the imperfections and flaws we had. She has a beautiful body, soul and mind. She...
    allencam05 allencam05 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 21

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    I Ache When I Think of Him.....

    I had a dream about my first love last night.    When I dream of him,  God,  it seem so real.   Sometime I have to sit there and convince myself that it was just a dream. {Crazy I know}.   I always wake up feeling lonely and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Sep 9, 2007

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    Sleep less nights, memories

    and tears flow through me. I miss you soon much :( I would give anything to have you back yet i know its far from possible :(
    WoundedSwan WoundedSwan 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 14

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    Lost Love

    I started dating him my Sophomore year of high school.  He called me up on the phone one night out of nowhere and asked me to go to Homecoming with him.  I had never talked to him before in my life but I had seen him and I thought he was cute.  That was the...
    pookiebear pookiebear F 20 Responses Mar 12, 2006

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    Her name is Hanna. We went out

    for 3 and a half years. It's been 2 years now with other females which I don't see myself with for a long period. Hanna and I did everything together, never seemed to leave each others sides. I still very much miss her and think about her a lot. Will she feel the same? Did she...
    Cossie227 Cossie227 16-17, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Want You Back

    On June 27, 200* the guy that I had a crush on for three years finally told me how he felt.that he loved "me" in every sense of the word. He loved me.On June 28, 200*, we began what I could call a journey of our relationship.Falling in love with him was effortless.  Loving him...
    pinkcorsage pinkcorsage 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 8, 2012

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    The boy I ever truly knew loved me has been

    coming up in my mind a lot, His name was twon and I met him through a mutual friend. twon and i dated for about 4 yrs an i totally screwed up the relationship. I was always heavy-set an I usually liked the boys who were small with muscles and were athletic etc. when i heard his...
    CAMBRIA22 CAMBRIA22 18-21, F Jun 22

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    Sometimes I Still Miss My First Love..

    it has been ten years we broke up. We met at 18 stayed together for one year. We both fell deeply in love each other. He was such a kind, loving caring and supportive person. It was the purest love i ever had. We lost our contacts after he moved to another country for studies. I...
    dilgon dilgon 26-30, F 3 Responses Nov 4, 2013

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    She Was 'the One'!

    My high school sweetheart, She had one year left of high school.  The plan was for me to go play college football and She was to join me after she graduated.  We drifted apart during that year, but remained in constant contact.  We tried on getting back together...
    cmnoved cmnoved 36-40, M 20 Responses Feb 3, 2009

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    He Was The First Real Kiss

    His name was Joey, we met in High school and he was crazy about me. I never expected to have a boyfriend and was afraid what my parents would say when they saw him. He had long hair but was always clean. He had a beard and mustache a little patchy but it was there. lol He didn...
    passionateheart61 passionateheart61 46-50, F 43 Responses Apr 26, 2012

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    I was 13, she was going on 14,

    I am white, she is black and well developed for her age. We were so lame, but we learned together and we were so much in love. Her family moved away when we were 15, and back then you have to write letters and leave them for the mailman and just too much going on when you were...
    OldRangerbob OldRangerbob 61-65, M 2 Responses Jun 28

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    endlesslyyyforever endlesslyyyforever 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 20

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    We put each other through hell.

    We were young, dumb, and crazy. Sometimes we were crazy about each other and sometimes we hated each other SO much it was insane. I could talk about the way I felt about him for hours... Still. I don't know if it's because my life is so deathly perfect now, or if it's just my...
    blondedream226 blondedream226 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 30

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    It's crazy how "first loves" work.

    Nobody takes it seriously. Your elders classify it as puppy love, your peers classify it as pure fun, but to you it's the most magical and and most wonderful feeling in the world. To be a teenager and be so infatuated and so in love with another human being is absolutely...
    loverspoem93 loverspoem93 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 18

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    Letting you go is Making me feel

    so cold, And I've been trying to make Believe it doesn't hurt But that makes it worse, See, I'm a wreck inside My tongue is tied and my Whole body feels so weak The future may be all I really need
    ElenaMegan ElenaMegan 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 29

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    Wow this is going to probably be long

    but here goes, about 4 years ago I was dating my first love and he was just perfect. I loved him so much as he did to me. He was just an angel. He was fun, loving, crazy, and weird like me, we would still be dating. Whenever I think of him I get this empty feeling, like I need...
    Jen429 Jen429 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 21

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    "I Miss My First Love" .

    ... Because I am a dumbass ...
    Nottobeohsoblunt Nottobeohsoblunt 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 16

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    Trying To Share A Story Through These Lines..

    Remember the time When you said you love me.. And I said stop kidding me please :) that day you said I'm your world.. now you say I'm 'old' After all that happened between us.. now you ask me to vanish.. I'm telling you Its terrible way to punish.. you are a bird too colourful...
    angelslover angelslover 22-25, M 1 Response Jun 29, 2013

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    Write more about this I cant believe i wrote

    this three years ago tomorrow ( July 23 , 2011) and still feel almost the same : You’re the reason I live, you’re the reason I’d die, you’re the reason I smile yet breakdown and cry. You’re the reason I keep going and the reason I fall. So aren't those enough reasons...
    lacrossegirl09 lacrossegirl09 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 23

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    Everybody misses their first love!

    They are the ones who hold all your insecurities. They are the ones who you told your deepest thoughts to. They are the ones who saw you at your most vulnerable, at your very best! The only question remaining is do you wonder if they ever think of you?
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M 3 Responses Jul 9

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    I miss the way he made me feel.

    How attracted we were/are to each other. His smell. His smile. How his eyes lit up when he would see me. How happy I made him and he made me. How sexy he is. The amazing chemistry we have together. How we couldnt get enough of each other. Such a spark every time we were...
    UnfulfilledMe UnfulfilledMe 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 17

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    VictorFernando18 VictorFernando18 18-21, M 2 Responses Jul 10

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    you said you loved me ,

    you bought me a ring and everything was going to be perfect through college . I trusted you with my life and you threw everything we had in the trash for a girl you just met . I would have gave you my heart so you could live for another day ... but now you want nothing to do...
    abbyhh25 abbyhh25 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 9

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