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I Miss My First Love

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    I want to be selfish... just for once

    He was my first boyfriend and he really carED for me...cared with an -ED... but then again I don't know what happened... He said he wanted honesty, respect and loyalty... i gave him Loyalty... I respected him... when it came to honesty I didn't know what to say... I'm so confused...
    meili_xy meili_xy 16-18, F 3 Responses Mar 20, 2006

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    It sucks. It wasn't the best relationship in

    the world at all and I know what kind of guy he is (cheated and talks to other girls) but I can't help but miss him sometimes. I think about all my exs every once in awhile, mostly just the last two. But my second to last ex was the first guy I ever loved and will always have a...
    93rp 93rp 18-21, F Mar 22

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    Ditto. I miss Brittany.

    She was pretty much my first love.
    breakyourlegs breakyourlegs 26-30, M Mar 16

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    It's crazy how "first loves" work.

    Nobody takes it seriously. Your elders classify it as puppy love, your peers classify it as pure fun, but to you it's the most magical and and most wonderful feeling in the world. To be a teenager and be so infatuated and so in love with another human being is absolutely...
    loverspoem93 loverspoem93 18-21, F Mar 18

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    Why Was She So Special?

    I recently tried to explain to a friend about having my heart broken by my first love, about how I had thought she was the "one."  My friend asked me, "Do you think she was the one? What made her so much more special to you than other women you have dated...
    accomplice accomplice 41-45, M 6 Responses Jun 17, 2008

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    I fell asleep with someone else last night,

    but woke up to you in my arms. I woke up to another dream of being with you, as if everything was back to normal. It has been almost two years since we have been together or even shared a half way decent conversation, yet my feelings toward you have failed to die down. I fear...
    Poker4Life Poker4Life 18-21, M Mar 17

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    Unfortunately.

    He was a bastard. He was full of hate. He treated me like crap. He abused me physically. He abused me emotionally. He led me on. He threatened me. He was reckless. He was a monster. He hurt my family. He made me feel ugly. He told me I was ugly. He made me suffer. He...
    deleted deleted 26-30 47 Responses Mar 27, 2013

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    The search I am looking

    for my first love! It’s been seven years and I can’t find him! I can’t find him on Facebook nor anything I was ten years old when I met him and he was my first kiss… My mother my sister and I went to Mexico for a whole week and I met him there.. He was just a farm...
    JenniferArvayo JenniferArvayo 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 31

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    Love You So Much

    The bus was almost empty. He travelled on this line every day. It took him around 25 minutes to get to work. But that was all what he had. She was there at the second stop and later she travelled farther down town. They never talked. Probably she didn't even noticed that he...
    Bolek Bolek 41-45, M 3 Responses May 9, 2012

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    I never have the courage to say

    that to her how much i love her. Maybe it is just me loving her but who knows she doesn't know anything about it.
    shadow010 shadow010 26-30, M Mar 25

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    15 Years Ago

    Yes,...i miss the feeling I had for him. It's been 15 years that I have not seen or talked to him. I wonder how he is doing and what he is up to. I regret that it never worked out between me and him, due to language barrier. I regret that he misunderstood me. If only I could...
    JBfan JBfan 31-35, F 3 Responses Mar 15, 2007

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    Have you ever lost someone you love

    and wanted one more conversation, one more chance to make up for the time when you thought they would be here forever? If so, then you know you can go your whole life collecting days, and none will outweigh the one you wish you had back.
    unknown159231 unknown159231 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 12

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    Well it was back in the 80's there was this girl

    who stole my heart and did not really know lol. Yes we spent time together and talked and I think I even let her know that I liked her. But I do still think about her know and wonder what she has been doing seeing as she got married and stuff but it makes me feel happy to go...
    savagedman savagedman 36-40 Mar 31

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    Till Death Did Us Apart

    When a man marries, he pledges his love to his wife. She is his be all and end all. She is his happiness. When she dies, everything ends for him. He ends up finding his left empty and worthless. Everything is a formality. Living, eating, drinking, friends, etc, etc. Thus he...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jun 28, 2013

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    How Army Boys Break Your Heart

    Some may slap a lable on love stating that you have to be 'a certain age' or having conquered years of knowledge to actually know what love is. However, these people are severely mistaken. I am eighteen years old, and I have loved. Anyone at any age can be in love. A seven year...
    stellar stellar 19-21, F 5 Responses Jul 11, 2007

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    Fist Mover Advantage

    Freshman year of high school, i'm a freshman, he's a senior. Only problem is, my best friend is "in love with him". His family jokes that she is stalking him, but the truth of the matter is, i can't say anything about it since i only became friends with him through...
    lostlovelife lostlovelife 26-30, F 3 Responses Feb 13, 2006

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    How Do You Say Goodbye?

    These words I write are just for you, we're alone now in my mind, my heart and soul are black and blue as I struggle to say goodbye...But how do you say goodbye when the one you love is gone, how do you make it right when the timing is all wrong? Looking back on our moments...
    66me 66me 41-45, F 3 Responses Dec 30, 2008

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    When i was 15 i met the love of my life,

    my best friend. He was 18 at the moment. typical high school experience he was the "bad" boy skater guy who was popular among the ladies and never believed in relationships. we started off as friends and went on lunch dates, walked me home and was always there for me when i...
    stepjosh stepjosh 18-21, F Mar 21

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    Sometimes I Still Miss My First Love..

    it has been ten years we broke up. We met at 18 stayed together for one year. We both fell deeply in love each other. He was such a kind, loving caring and supportive person. It was the purest love i ever had. We lost our contacts after he moved to another country for studies. I...
    dilgon dilgon 26-30, F 3 Responses Nov 4, 2013

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    I found an old letter he had written me,

    and I started to cry. "A Letter to a Loved" " I love you foreve and eve, always till the end, never ending, to bits and pieces, more everyday, i want you more than ever before, I need you in my arms to help me sleep at night, i miss you like crazy and it hurts way to much, I...
    cowgurrl cowgurrl 22-25, F Apr 12

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    I Ache When I Think of Him.....

    I had a dream about my first love last night.    When I dream of him,  God,  it seem so real.   Sometime I have to sit there and convince myself that it was just a dream. {Crazy I know}.   I always wake up feeling lonely and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Sep 9, 2007

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    She Was 'the One'!

    My high school sweetheart, She had one year left of high school.  The plan was for me to go play college football and She was to join me after she graduated.  We drifted apart during that year, but remained in constant contact.  We tried on getting back together...
    cmnoved cmnoved 36-40, M 20 Responses Feb 3, 2009

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    Found Him...far Away!

    I met my first love my freshman year in High School, which is when it seems I met everyone who means something special to me...I wouldn't have thought about it then, but this year was very important to my life...  He was a bit older than me, but everything was cool with my...
    jen jen 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 29, 2006

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    I miss him like crazy this morning it's not

    even funny. We go through our periods were we talk a few days or weeks and right now is one of those days. Said he ****** up again with me like he always does, says he loves me and called me babe again. My heart dropped. Last time we talked he called me on the phone, it was so...
    93rp 93rp 18-21, F Apr 7

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    My heart is broken and it keeps flaring up.

    It's either one thing or another and now it's me missing this girl. She was by far the least perfect person I have ever known but I miss her. Growing up sucks you lose all your friends and loved ones. **** I hate this pain
    Es777 Es777 26-30, M Apr 12

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    Walking the Plank

    I was the only interest in her life at the time, yet she still did not completely give me her trust. But I loved her. I had to see her that day but she had work in the afternoon. I offered to pick her up and take her to work, anything just to be able see her for one moment. She...
    dateanentry dateanentry M 7 Responses Feb 12, 2006

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    Still Miss Her After 14 Yrs

    i will never stop dreaming of her....it never goes away.  i had my chance 14 yrs ago, but let others influence my decisions.....life has brought us new partners...and children....i sometimes wonder how many kids we would of had together....i think about how good it...
    mydreams mydreams 36-40, M 410 Responses Nov 24, 2006

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    I really did! Even though I'm married to

    another wonderful woman. I even hooked up with her after 37 years and made love to her 24/7 for 3 days. She is married, post menopausal, retired and still loves me like crazy. She didn't know she would ever have an ****** again. And never dreamed of having multiples and powerful...
    Batboy69 Batboy69 56-60, M 4 Responses Mar 13

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    I miss my first love.

    Even if was four years ago. January 4, 2010... The day you asked me out. I still think about you everyday. I think about our relationship we had. I think about that summer when you and I would hang out with our friends. I remember you and our friends would go walking at 6 in...
    Ipromiseyou Ipromiseyou 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 24

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    A years ago, i had you.

    You made my life complete. Then you left me with million pieces scattering all over the floor. I confess to have intentionally made myself slipped into downward spiral but thank god i have made a conscious decision to turn over a new leaf. I started to write songs about my...
    jessycarcher jessycarcher 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 26

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    My first love was in year 9 at one time

    because it was unisex toilets we would sneek to the toilets go in one of the cubicles and make out
    challinor999 challinor999 16-17, M Mar 21

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    So my boyfriend just broke up with me last

    night. We dated for 3 years, broke up for a year and dated other people within that time. We saw each other time to time and knew we still loved one another. I saw him about two months ago and we fell right back in love instantly. In the past two months, things have been great...
    emmakate12 emmakate12 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 16

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    I remember as if it was yesterday.

    .. I still miss him immensely, my story is almost too similar to the person who posted this. It's been almost 3 years, since we were last together! We were together for almost 3 years. We lived together for the entirety of our relationship. We shared so many fond memories...
    5fragments 5fragments 22-25 Mar 18

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    That summer was the best summer of my life.

    Me, Nolan, Nate, Yadi and Liam. Best friends at camp, it was our second day and everyone was already getting a date for the dance on the last night. I met this girl, I barely talked then, but we hit it off and she was my first kiss, we danced but I only know her first name...
    louisrcac louisrcac 13-15, M Mar 12

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    It's the Feeling That Is Missed Most.

    I do miss my first love. Not always, necessarily the person, but the feelings that I shared with that person. Nonetheless, it was doomed from the beginning. I met this guy on a whim, it was the summer before my freshman year of college. He was from Cali, I, well, from all over...
    ArdentEyes ArdentEyes 21-25, F 10 Responses Jul 8, 2007

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    It's been over 2 weeks

    and I can't stop thinking about him. I wasn't enough for him so he left me. He was supposed to be mine. He was supposed to be mine forever.
    rebrat91 rebrat91 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 16

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    He Was The First Real Kiss

    His name was Joey, we met in High school and he was crazy about me. I never expected to have a boyfriend and was afraid what my parents would say when they saw him. He had long hair but was always clean. He had a beard and mustache a little patchy but it was there. lol He didn...
    passionateheart61 passionateheart61 46-50, F 43 Responses Apr 26, 2012

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    sweetassour sweetassour 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    he took a risk and so did I it was the most

    scariest, daring, exciting, happiest, miserable moment of my life. and I regret nothing. (ask me about it if you want)
    heymaia heymaia 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 22

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    Caitlyn

    I can't remember the last time I've ever cried so hard. Keep in mind that I don't cry, and it's quite rare to ever catch me showing any sign that something is wrong. Caitlyn has always been my childhood hero and best friend. Her family and mine would always have dinner together...
    alexmartella alexmartella 18-21, M 4 Responses Oct 24, 2013

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    "I Miss My First Love" .

    ... Because I am a dumbass ...
    Nottobeohsoblunt Nottobeohsoblunt 16-17, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    thank thank thank you technology.

    ..My first love was 23 years ago but thanks to mobile phones, whats app and Facebook we have been in active contact for past 4 years now. he still rocks my world....just in cyber space now, never wanted him out of my life and even though we both have new lives we can still have...
    spiderb spiderb 36-40, F 2 Responses Mar 19

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    My ex just got married ?

    what should I do to feel better :) ?
    aprildo89 aprildo89 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 19

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    I talk to her all the time

    and inside I tell myself its over and that I'm ok with that but then I hear her voice ad see her smile and then its hurts all over again
    DominicHunter21 DominicHunter21 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 16

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    I wrote this as a confession over a year ago.

    .. I was terrified of losing him, I had no idea what I'd do without him... and to be honest I still don't. I take it day by day. I miss him. Every day. and what hurts the most is that he doesn't miss me. Sad day, eh? I met this guy.. it's.. I can't explain it. People will go on...
    DancingWithFire DancingWithFire 16-17, F Apr 4

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    Trying To Share A Story Through These Lines..

    Remember the time When you said you love me.. And I said stop kidding me please :) that day you said I'm your world.. now you say I'm 'old' After all that happened between us.. now you ask me to vanish.. I'm telling you Its terrible way to punish.. you are a bird too colourful...
    angelslover angelslover 22-25, M 1 Response Jun 29, 2013

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    My Luv You Say You Love Me Prove It.

    Ok i was introduced to my ex boyfriend 9 years ao when i was 13 years old he was 12.. he was always head  over heels for me and i was one of those girls that wasnt intersted in a boyfriend.. well time went on and we grew up and in high school we expressed his feeling towards...
    jandreas24 jandreas24 19-21, F 1 Response Nov 30, 2006

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    Still Grieving

    I still have the most vivid dreams about him and it has been five years since we even stood face to face.  I will never see him again and I know that.  We are on opposite coasts now.  I am married, and have 2 wonderful children that I wouldn't give up for anything...
    mskdwmn mskdwmn 26-30 28 Responses Mar 27, 2008

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    Until We Meet Again

    I keep you a secret Rationing my calls for you each day I could spend hours talking  About our yesterdays There is always so much catching up About the years we didn’t share We talk about connecting Always hinting of a love affair Each of us laughing and joking about our...
    dare2love dare2love 56-60, F 11 Responses Sep 30, 2010

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    He helped me when I needed it most

    and held me when I was weak, but I guess I turned out to be a lie. I took a chance, I was scared, and lonely. He was all I had. Then one day I found his dirty little secret, he didn't really like me. He never did. He said he loved me because of dare. He didn't want his secret...
    Marielights Marielights 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    Miss An Ex

    Well I guess its natural 2 miss a first love but like at first I didn't miss him but now seeing he's found someone makes me miss him we were on and off for about a year but he was like my real first boyfriend and my feelings towards him well I still love him, with all my heart I...
    SourLove SourLove 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 10, 2007

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    I Ended My Emotional Love Affair With My First Love

    I have been having an emotional love affair, this summer, with my first love  after he called me, after 30 plus years.  We have only talked on the phone, but he brought back all the love I had locked inside me since we parted.  He and I were meant to be soul mates and it was...
    dare2love dare2love 56-60, F 36 Responses Sep 1, 2010

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    Want You Back

    On June 27, 200* the guy that I had a crush on for three years finally told me how he felt.that he loved "me" in every sense of the word. He loved me.On June 28, 200*, we began what I could call a journey of our relationship.Falling in love with him was effortless.  Loving him...
    pinkcorsage pinkcorsage 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 8, 2012

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    I was fifteen when I started dating this boy,

    we were together for two years and both being in high school it was rough, so many people hated us together but we never let it get the better of us, we spent almost everyday together while we were teenagers, learnt so much from each other, but best of all we experienced what...
    skindeeep skindeeep 18-21, F 6 Responses 6 days ago

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    It was in 4th grade when I just moved to a new

    school all the way on the other side of the country from California to North Carolina (do to the military) any way I was very shy at this time and still kinda am but I was introduced to my new class and this is when I saw her, her name was Lauren Schultz I started falling in...
    madison57 madison57 13-15, M Mar 21

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    Love is stronger than hate

    I had just moved to Arizona from Georgia and was having a hard time adjusting to everything. Thats when i met my first love. I was walking around my new neighborhood, with my sisters and when we saw him instantly all three of us liked him!  It felt like we were on some kind...
    cancer06 cancer06 16-18, F 17 Responses Sep 4, 2006

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    It has been 6 years and I still see him in my

    dreams, even though I am happily married, he still comes to my mind more often than I would like. He will always be a part of me.
    disneychick13 disneychick13 22-25, F 4 Responses Dec 30, 2013

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