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I Miss My First Love

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    Unfortunately.

    He was a bastard. He was full of hate. He treated me like crap. He abused me physically. He abused me emotionally. He led me on. He threatened me. He was reckless. He was a monster. He hurt my family. He made me feel ugly. He told me I was ugly. He made me suffer. He...
    deleted deleted 26-30 46 Responses Mar 27, 2013

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    Jana, Twenty-seven and a half years is a long

    time, a very long time, but that's how long it has been since I made the stupidest mistake of my life. That's how long it has been since I hurt and lost you. Why did I do it? I don't know. I've never figured that out. But that one night, that one mistake, ranks at the very top...
    callmejohann callmejohann 41-45, M 3 Responses Mar 1

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    My Luv You Say You Love Me Prove It.

    Ok i was introduced to my ex boyfriend 9 years ao when i was 13 years old he was 12.. he was always head  over heels for me and i was one of those girls that wasnt intersted in a boyfriend.. well time went on and we grew up and in high school we expressed his feeling towards...
    jandreas24 jandreas24 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 30, 2006

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    Walking the Plank

    I was the only interest in her life at the time, yet she still did not completely give me her trust. But I loved her. I had to see her that day but she had work in the afternoon. I offered to pick her up and take her to work, anything just to be able see her for one moment. She...
    dateanentry dateanentry M 7 Responses Feb 12, 2006

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    My first love...i miss not my first love

    or even my last of the moment, but of the one left undone, unexplored and quite possibly unrequitted as well. JC was in my life at the time when we were meant to cross paths. For that he will always be my soulmate. Both of us cut from similar cloth it seemed but whose lives were...
    ursulaf ursulaf 46-50, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I pass your house and remember the past; a

    lifetime has gone but your presence keeps me alive; knowing you still exist keeps my heart pounding; if I'm lucky I'll catch a glimpse; tears start falling attached to every moment I shared with you my beloved first love; You will be on my mind the day that I die!!
    yollayoub yollayoub 36-40, M 2 Responses Sep 20, 2014

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    I miss him. I wish I hadnt broken up with him.

    I mean hes changed. We had ONE fight that we couldnt make through like damn. He said I was the first one he actually loved. The first one he told "I love You" to. The first girl that he dated that didnt just want to make out. The first one he dated who was actually his type. The...
    ILavIt ILavIt 13-15, F Mar 16

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    What I Miss...

    I miss the way you make me feel.I miss the way you make me smile.I miss the way you make me laugh.I miss your skin.I miss your face.I miss your eyes.I miss your laugh.I miss your cry.I miss everything.I miss the way you kissed me.I miss the way you'd fall asleep on my chest.I...
    FransB FransB 18-21, M 6 Responses Mar 21, 2012

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    It's funny how I hate you,

    I hate you for the way you treated me, I hate you for the lies, I hate you for going out with my best friend and ruining a friendship that began before I even knew you! yet everyday I think of you, a happy memory will pop into my head and then I'm sat missing you.
    minnieblack93 minnieblack93 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 6

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    Trying To Share A Story Through These Lines..

    Remember the time When you said you love me.. And I said stop kidding me please :) that day you said I'm your world.. now you say I'm 'old' After all that happened between us.. now you ask me to vanish.. I'm telling you Its terrible way to punish.. you are a bird too colourful...
    angelslover angelslover 22-25, M 1 Response Jun 29, 2013

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    Love You So Much

    The bus was almost empty. He travelled on this line every day. It took him around 25 minutes to get to work. But that was all what he had. She was there at the second stop and later she travelled farther down town. They never talked. Probably she didn't even noticed that he...
    Bolek Bolek 41-45, M 4 Responses May 9, 2012

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    Caitlyn

    I can't remember the last time I've ever cried so hard. Keep in mind that I don't cry, and it's quite rare to ever catch me showing any sign that something is wrong. Caitlyn has always been my childhood hero and best friend. Her family and mine would always have dinner together...
    alexmartella alexmartella 18-21, M 4 Responses Oct 24, 2013

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    I miss him but it's hard to move on am I right

    like I mean seriously it's harder than it looks I mean I want someone new I think I know the person but then I want him why can't it be easier to pick like what am I to so and o don't care about my age but I want someone who will love for who I am and not because of any thing...
    sunzoshi99 sunzoshi99 13-15, F 3 Responses Apr 15

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    It's crazy in away how I can miss my first love!

    I was 14 at the time and thought I would be with him the rest of my life. However he did not treat me right and was not nice to me after a couple years of on and off dating I find out he was cheating on me! To this day he is still with the girl he was cheating on me with ! They...
    lovemags lovemags 26-30, F 2 Responses Dec 11, 2013

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    onetouchforever onetouchforever 41-45, F 5 Responses Mar 27

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    Still Grieving

    I still have the most vivid dreams about him and it has been five years since we even stood face to face.  I will never see him again and I know that.  We are on opposite coasts now.  I am married, and have 2 wonderful children that I wouldn't give up for anything...
    mskdwmn mskdwmn 26-30 28 Responses Mar 27, 2008

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    I was in the third grade

    when I met her. Her name was shauntel and she was really pretty, but really quiet. I was part of this dumb group of fake friends at the time also who kinda used each other to boost our popularity. Anyways, my "friends" would always use shauntel for her items like candy and...
    TokioDoll TokioDoll 16-17, F Mar 29

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    I Still Cherish Those sweetest Moments,

    That I have Spent with you. Those Moments That Make Me Smile, Which Light up My Heart And Soul. I Cannot Forget That Glance Of Yours, That Made My Day, Those Sweet Words of Yours, Which Were Like Treasure. When Ever I Think Of Them, It Is A Pleasure. Though You Are Not...
    manindarkness manindarkness 46-50, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Where to begin. First off let me say I

    appreciate each and every comment and opinion, whether you believe it's best for me to move on which I've already heard a million times or I should keep fighting in the end its my own decision that I will stubbornly cling to no matter the cost, and I read an inspiring story that...
    Wantingtofixthepast Wantingtofixthepast 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 13

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    I sent you a really long message,

    it's honest. You told me you like honesty even if it's brutal, well I hope you can understand what I mean when you read it (#connorfranta)
    HisMsLane HisMsLane 16-17, F 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    I was fifteen when I started dating this boy,

    we were together for two years and both being in high school it was rough, so many people hated us together but we never let it get the better of us, we spent almost everyday together while we were teenagers, learnt so much from each other, but best of all we experienced what...
    skindeeep skindeeep 18-21, F 6 Responses Apr 14, 2014

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    It's crazy how "first loves" work.

    Nobody takes it seriously. Your elders classify it as puppy love, your peers classify it as pure fun, but to you it's the most magical and and most wonderful feeling in the world. To be a teenager and be so infatuated and so in love with another human being is absolutely...
    loverspoem93 loverspoem93 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 18, 2014

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    HisMsLane HisMsLane 16-17, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I do not miss him because I loved him

    so much. I miss him because he was my friend for the formative years. Plus he's the first person I have ever loved and cared for deeply. This is an awkward story so I hope if you read this you understand. This is a crazy story because in the end the truth is he was my first...
    Jennerrous Jennerrous 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 18, 2014

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    I wanna just breakdown

    so bad. every time I see you I cry. my parents wanna check me into a long term facility because I tried to hang myself and I cut my arms a lot. I'm sorry for what I did cheyenne! I'm so sorry! I still love you! life without you is meaningless :'( ????
    IDontEvenKnowAnymore1 IDontEvenKnowAnymore1 13-15, M Mar 29

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    I miss you so much cheyenne?

    ??? words can't express what I felt and still feel for you. every second I'm not with you kills me.
    IDontEvenKnowAnymore1 IDontEvenKnowAnymore1 13-15, M Mar 29

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    There are numerous older men in the world

    who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to find women for dating and companionship. The spokesperson reports that many older men have started finding perfect companions through their...
    kayccaa kayccaa 26-30, F Apr 16

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    Still Miss Her After 14 Yrs

    i will never stop dreaming of her....it never goes away.  i had my chance 14 yrs ago, but let others influence my decisions.....life has brought us new partners...and children....i sometimes wonder how many kids we would of had together....i think about how good it...
    mydreams mydreams 36-40, M 436 Responses Nov 24, 2006

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    its a Saturday, I just got home from turning up

    with his high school friends whom I see more often than he does. I think its natural to think of him. His friends agree that what he did was ****** up. I just wish I could've left all of that behind. I'm drunk. I know you're drunk right now. Could I maybe be on your mind too...
    toekneeow toekneeow 18-21, F Mar 1

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    my ex boyfriend and i were bestfriends

    for years after we broke up. in fact it was like we never broke up although we moved on with separate partners. truth is we still love each other but i havent spoken to him in over a year because his girlfriend publicly disrespected me and he didnt stand up for me. i miss him so...
    evasweet evasweet 22-25, F 3 Responses Apr 19

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    Why Was She So Special?

    I recently tried to explain to a friend about having my heart broken by my first love, about how I had thought she was the "one."  My friend asked me, "Do you think she was the one? What made her so much more special to you than other women you have dated...
    accomplice accomplice 41-45, M 4 Responses Jun 17, 2008

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    Where do I begin? I miss him everyday.

    My first love was in high school. We truly loved each other but we were to young to figure out how to make love work. After 5 years I drove away, with tears in my eyes and regret in my heart. It's been many years now and the regret has become the one thing I can always count on...
    KissesA KissesA 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 7, 2014

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    Every night I sit in front of my computer,

    checking my phone, all I want is to see her replies. I wait, and slowly I start to cry. Whenever I see the background of the chat room, it brings back all the memories and then the pains. She never replies until tomorrow morning. I tell her I want her back, she never rejects...
    CaPtJiMmY CaPtJiMmY 16-17, M 3 Responses Apr 9

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    we met online and talked on

    and off for a year, dated about four months. stopped dating January 2014 but talked maybe once a month after that. June 2014 we talked a few times and July 3 he confessed to having cheated on me when he disappeared for a few weeks in late December. I didn't talk to him almost...
    degavsser degavsser 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 1

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    I saw him 2 weeks ago.

    It was heartbreaking. And ever since I can't help but wonder if he would've married me if I had stuck around. Which makes me question my whole life in general. Because I'm married, and I often think about how if I wouldn't have moved in with the man who is now my husband, we...
    KiraEliseStClair KiraEliseStClair 26-30, F 11 Responses Jan 27, 2014

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    I Ended My Emotional Love Affair With My First Love

    I have been having an emotional love affair, this summer, with my first love  after he called me, after 30 plus years.  We have only talked on the phone, but he brought back all the love I had locked inside me since we parted.  He and I were meant to be soul mates and it was...
    dare2love dare2love 56-60, F 38 Responses Sep 1, 2010

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    Don't Wake Me I went to bed I was thinking

    about you Ain't the same since I'm living without you All the memories are getting colder All the things that I wanna do over I went to bed I was thinking about you I wanna talk and laugh like we used to When I see you in my dreams at night It's so real but it's in my mind And...
    callmejohann callmejohann 41-45, M Mar 6

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    He Was The First Real Kiss

    His name was Joey, we met in High school and he was crazy about me. I never expected to have a boyfriend and was afraid what my parents would say when they saw him. He had long hair but was always clean. He had a beard and mustache a little patchy but it was there. lol He didn...
    passionateheart61 passionateheart61 46-50, F 42 Responses Apr 26, 2012

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    I do a lot, I still wonder

    if she thinks about me as much I do her
    CalZe CalZe 16-17, M 14 hrs ago

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    Lost Love

    I started dating him my Sophomore year of high school.  He called me up on the phone one night out of nowhere and asked me to go to Homecoming with him.  I had never talked to him before in my life but I had seen him and I thought he was cute.  That was the...
    pookiebear pookiebear F 20 Responses Mar 12, 2006

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    Sleep less nights, memories

    and tears flow through me. I miss you soon much :( I would give anything to have you back yet i know its far from possible :(
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jul 14, 2014

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    Togepi07 Togepi07 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 18

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    Want You Back

    On June 27, 200* the guy that I had a crush on for three years finally told me how he felt.that he loved "me" in every sense of the word. He loved me.On June 28, 200*, we began what I could call a journey of our relationship.Falling in love with him was effortless.  Loving him...
    pinkcorsage pinkcorsage 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 8, 2012

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    I met my 1st love when I was 17

    and he was 21. It was intense from the start. He was Muslim so we had some cultural differences which caused problems between us. We dated for 3 years. Most of those years we were really happy but he didn't like me going drinking with my friends incase I cheated. This caused so...
    Tigga1975 Tigga1975 36-40, F 3 Responses Mar 18

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    She Was 'the One'!

    My high school sweetheart, She had one year left of high school.  The plan was for me to go play college football and She was to join me after she graduated.  We drifted apart during that year, but remained in constant contact.  We tried on getting back together...
    cmnoved cmnoved 36-40, M 19 Responses Feb 3, 2009

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    It has Been 3 years that we didn't see each

    other.. I'll meet him tomorrow! My first Love :) miss him a lot! i Hope that all goes right.
    NawelClarck NawelClarck 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 15

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