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I Miss My First Love

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    I miss him so much. I am always thinking of him.

    .. I dream him at nights... Too bad everything is so complicated. If i please myself and give the relationship a second chance i will create a very big problem. I bet my parrents will be very....very angry. I suppose once I finish this year and go to university things will be...
    onenico onenico 18-21, F 19 hrs ago

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    Where to begin. First off let me say I

    appreciate each and every comment and opinion, whether you believe it's best for me to move on which I've already heard a million times or I should keep fighting in the end its my own decision that I will stubbornly cling to no matter the cost, and I read an inspiring story that...
    Wantingtofixthepast Wantingtofixthepast 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 13

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    I Ended My Emotional Love Affair With My First Love

    I have been having an emotional love affair, this summer, with my first love  after he called me, after 30 plus years.  We have only talked on the phone, but he brought back all the love I had locked inside me since we parted.  He and I were meant to be soul mates and it was...
    dare2love dare2love 56-60, F 38 Responses Sep 1, 2010

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    Love is stronger than hate

    I had just moved to Arizona from Georgia and was having a hard time adjusting to everything. Thats when i met my first love. I was walking around my new neighborhood, with my sisters and when we saw him instantly all three of us liked him!  It felt like we were on some kind...
    cancer06 cancer06 16-17, F 17 Responses Sep 4, 2006

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    There are numerous older men in the world

    who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to find women for dating and companionship. The spokesperson reports that many older men have started finding perfect companions through their...
    kayccaa kayccaa 26-30, F Apr 16

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    Love You So Much

    The bus was almost empty. He travelled on this line every day. It took him around 25 minutes to get to work. But that was all what he had. She was there at the second stop and later she travelled farther down town. They never talked. Probably she didn't even noticed that he...
    Bolek Bolek 41-45, M 4 Responses May 9, 2012

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    Surprising ,was not expecting this person to

    express feelings for me,taken aback to say the very least.Was not feeling it at all in the beginning.Feelings changed.We live in different provinces,we spoke on the the phone and messaged through social media. More later gtg
    Devestatedhurtandshame Devestatedhurtandshame 51-55, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I was fifteen when I started dating this boy,

    we were together for two years and both being in high school it was rough, so many people hated us together but we never let it get the better of us, we spent almost everyday together while we were teenagers, learnt so much from each other, but best of all we experienced what...
    skindeeep skindeeep 18-21, F 6 Responses Apr 14, 2014

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    My Luv You Say You Love Me Prove It.

    Ok i was introduced to my ex boyfriend 9 years ao when i was 13 years old he was 12.. he was always head  over heels for me and i was one of those girls that wasnt intersted in a boyfriend.. well time went on and we grew up and in high school we expressed his feeling towards...
    jandreas24 jandreas24 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 30, 2006

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    Lost Love

    I started dating him my Sophomore year of high school.  He called me up on the phone one night out of nowhere and asked me to go to Homecoming with him.  I had never talked to him before in my life but I had seen him and I thought he was cute.  That was the...
    pookiebear pookiebear F 20 Responses Mar 12, 2006

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    It's crazy how "first loves" work.

    Nobody takes it seriously. Your elders classify it as puppy love, your peers classify it as pure fun, but to you it's the most magical and and most wonderful feeling in the world. To be a teenager and be so infatuated and so in love with another human being is absolutely...
    loverspoem93 loverspoem93 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 18, 2014

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    I found this excellent quote: Who gives a duck

    about your first love? Give a round of applause for your second love. Your second love taught you love still exists.
    syntheticrhyme syntheticrhyme 46-50, F 2 Responses Sep 12, 2014

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    And I miss her one hell of lot more

    when she sends me this to wake up to!!!!!!!!!!!
    Extant1 Extant1 51-55, M 8 Responses 5 days ago

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    Unfortunately.

    He was a bastard. He was full of hate. He treated me like crap. He abused me physically. He abused me emotionally. He led me on. He threatened me. He was reckless. He was a monster. He hurt my family. He made me feel ugly. He told me I was ugly. He made me suffer. He...
    deleted deleted 26-30 43 Responses Mar 27, 2013

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    One of my biggest regrets

    so far in life is pushing him away. All he ever wanted to do was love me, & all I ever did was hurt him. All because I thought I was doing what was right. Im such a fool, & now I have to lay in the bed I made. While he's laying with someone else.
    Leanne95 Leanne95 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 6

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    I wanna just breakdown

    so bad. every time I see you I cry. my parents wanna check me into a long term facility because I tried to hang myself and I cut my arms a lot. I'm sorry for what I did cheyenne! I'm so sorry! I still love you! life without you is meaningless :'( ????
    IDontEvenKnowAnymore1 IDontEvenKnowAnymore1 13-15, M Mar 29

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    Want You Back

    On June 27, 200* the guy that I had a crush on for three years finally told me how he felt.that he loved "me" in every sense of the word. He loved me.On June 28, 200*, we began what I could call a journey of our relationship.Falling in love with him was effortless.  Loving him...
    pinkcorsage pinkcorsage 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 8, 2012

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    I miss him but it's hard to move on am I right

    like I mean seriously it's harder than it looks I mean I want someone new I think I know the person but then I want him why can't it be easier to pick like what am I to so and o don't care about my age but I want someone who will love for who I am and not because of any thing...
    sunzoshi99 sunzoshi99 13-15, F 3 Responses Apr 15

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    my ex boyfriend and i were bestfriends

    for years after we broke up. in fact it was like we never broke up although we moved on with separate partners. truth is we still love each other but i havent spoken to him in over a year because his girlfriend publicly disrespected me and he didnt stand up for me. i miss him so...
    evasweet evasweet 22-25, F 3 Responses Apr 19

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    I saw him 2 weeks ago.

    It was heartbreaking. And ever since I can't help but wonder if he would've married me if I had stuck around. Which makes me question my whole life in general. Because I'm married, and I often think about how if I wouldn't have moved in with the man who is now my husband, we...
    KiraEliseStClair KiraEliseStClair 26-30, F 10 Responses Jan 27, 2014

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    Jurnee16 Jurnee16 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 25

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    i miss her so much she was my everything no she

    doesn't even think about me or maybe she does she left me for some one else she doesn't relise how much i have fallen apart with out her i haven't sleep well in two months she told me not to talk to her so i dont but **** i opened up to her no i cant trust anyone i am not the...
    Jamison96 Jamison96 18-21, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Trying To Share A Story Through These Lines..

    Remember the time When you said you love me.. And I said stop kidding me please :) that day you said I'm your world.. now you say I'm 'old' After all that happened between us.. now you ask me to vanish.. I'm telling you Its terrible way to punish.. you are a bird too colourful...
    angelslover angelslover 22-25, M 1 Response Jun 29, 2013

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    onetouchforever onetouchforever 41-45, F 4 Responses Mar 27

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    I don't know how to forget her,

    she was annoyed and stupid but still I love her...
    prashuk1996 prashuk1996 18-21, M 1 Response May 6

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    I do not miss him because I loved him

    so much. I miss him because he was my friend for the formative years. Plus he's the first person I have ever loved and cared for deeply. This is an awkward story so I hope if you read this you understand. This is a crazy story because in the end the truth is he was my first...
    Jennerrous Jennerrous 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 18, 2014

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    Every night I sit in front of my computer,

    checking my phone, all I want is to see her replies. I wait, and slowly I start to cry. Whenever I see the background of the chat room, it brings back all the memories and then the pains. She never replies until tomorrow morning. I tell her I want her back, she never rejects...
    CaPtJiMmY CaPtJiMmY 16-17, M 3 Responses Apr 9

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    I miss my girl friend with whom I fall in love

    at first sight ..first time I saw her when I went to see my friend and she opened the door and then I was mesmerized by her beauty and when we talked we fall in love for each other.. And we started meeting as many times as we can .. We started dreaming together and talk to each...
    xRohit xRohit 31-35, M May 5

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    I often think about him it's stupid

    but I was young and In love it's been about 1 or more that we broke up but I still remember all plans we had for eachother turn 18 and move to nyc togther have kids and have great jobs we were so in love that we honestly didn't care were we ended up just as long as we were...
    Dezitorsmilez Dezitorsmilez 18-21, F May 3

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    She Was 'the One'!

    My high school sweetheart, She had one year left of high school.  The plan was for me to go play college football and She was to join me after she graduated.  We drifted apart during that year, but remained in constant contact.  We tried on getting back together...
    cmnoved cmnoved 36-40, M 19 Responses Feb 3, 2009

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    It's the Feeling That Is Missed Most.

    I do miss my first love. Not always, necessarily the person, but the feelings that I shared with that person. Nonetheless, it was doomed from the beginning. I met this guy on a whim, it was the summer before my freshman year of college. He was from Cali, I, well, from all over...
    ArdentEyes ArdentEyes 18-21, F 10 Responses Jul 8, 2007

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    yettybabe yettybabe 36-40, F Apr 28

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    Togepi07 Togepi07 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 18

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    True love is a gift and I want you guys to know

    that..I had my first ever love and he was everything to me but he disappeared on me but you can only cry for so long ...why did he leave...idk but I loved him so much and now I can't feel the same about anyone I have my moments but no one seems to make that feeling of love stay...
    trew5432 trew5432 13-15, M 1 Response Mar 31

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    Caitlyn

    I can't remember the last time I've ever cried so hard. Keep in mind that I don't cry, and it's quite rare to ever catch me showing any sign that something is wrong. Caitlyn has always been my childhood hero and best friend. Her family and mine would always have dinner together...
    alexmartella alexmartella 18-21, M 4 Responses Oct 24, 2013

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    I first met my first love

    when I was 12 and we both get well together .. But we never start dating or confirmed our relationship which make me so sad until now . He's popular at school and many girls like him but we just got a good time together for two year but at then school finished and we both...
    Samnesiaa Samnesiaa 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 29

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    Sometimes I Still Miss My First Love..

    it has been ten years we broke up. We met at 18 stayed together for one year. We both fell deeply in love each other. He was such a kind, loving caring and supportive person. It was the purest love i ever had. We lost our contacts after he moved to another country for studies. I...
    dilgon dilgon 26-30, F 3 Responses Nov 4, 2013

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    I pass your house and remember the past; a

    lifetime has gone but your presence keeps me alive; knowing you still exist keeps my heart pounding; if I'm lucky I'll catch a glimpse; tears start falling attached to every moment I shared with you my beloved first love; You will be on my mind the day that I die!!
    yollayoub yollayoub 36-40, M 2 Responses Sep 20, 2014

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    I know I probably don’t cross your mind much

    anymore but I hope someday you see something that reminds you of me and the things we use to spend hours talking about at night and then your throat gets tight and your heart skips a beat and you finally miss me back.
    Ennevi Ennevi 18-21, F Aug 20, 2014

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    Been a few months since he broke up with me

    and I can't get him out of my damn mind. I just want us to be friends again so at least things would be like they used to.
    joeyc773 joeyc773 18-21 1 Response Apr 29

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    Walking the Plank

    I was the only interest in her life at the time, yet she still did not completely give me her trust. But I loved her. I had to see her that day but she had work in the afternoon. I offered to pick her up and take her to work, anything just to be able see her for one moment. She...
    dateanentry dateanentry M 7 Responses Feb 12, 2006

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    I only found out last year of my feelings,

    we are both in loveless marriages!
    Devestatedhurtandshame Devestatedhurtandshame 51-55, F 5 days ago

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    Quân....Có lẽ bao nhiêu năm đi nữa

    nước mắt dành cho q và w chưa bao giờ là đủ. W không bao giờ hình dung được tình cảm trong q lớn thế nào đâu. W cũng không hình dung được đau đớn thế nào khi muốn nắm lấy tay w nhưng biết mình không thể, muốn ôm lấy...
    dquyen226 dquyen226 18-21, F Apr 4

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    I'm 22. My first love was

    when I was 18. I am currently with a man who would do anything in his power to make me happy. What's the problem, you ask? Well, I sometimes start missing my first love. Him and I were on and off for 4 years. He would constantly hurt me emotionally. He would leave me for girls...
    axclowngirl axclowngirl 22-25, F 1 Response May 16

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    Sleep less nights, memories

    and tears flow through me. I miss you soon much :( I would give anything to have you back yet i know its far from possible :(
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jul 14, 2014

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    He Was The First Real Kiss

    His name was Joey, we met in High school and he was crazy about me. I never expected to have a boyfriend and was afraid what my parents would say when they saw him. He had long hair but was always clean. He had a beard and mustache a little patchy but it was there. lol He didn...
    passionateheart61 passionateheart61 46-50, F 42 Responses Apr 26, 2012

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