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I Miss My First Love

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    I don't know why I'm thinking about him again,

    but all of sudden, I just become sad. There was so many things I wanted to tell him before he left me, but I can't find any other way of talking to him :/
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 6

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    you said you loved me ,

    you bought me a ring and everything was going to be perfect through college . I trusted you with my life and you threw everything we had in the trash for a girl you just met . I would have gave you my heart so you could live for another day ... but now you want nothing to do...
    abbyhh25 abbyhh25 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 9

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    I miss the way he made me feel.

    How attracted we were/are to each other. His smell. His smile. How his eyes lit up when he would see me. How happy I made him and he made me. How sexy he is. The amazing chemistry we have together. How we couldnt get enough of each other. Such a spark every time we were...
    UnfulfilledMe UnfulfilledMe 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 17

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    Where do I begin? I miss him everyday.

    My first love was in high school. We truly loved each other but we were to young to figure out how to make love work. After 5 years I drove away, with tears in my eyes and regret in my heart. It's been many years now and the regret has become the one thing I can always count on...
    KissesA KissesA 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 7

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    Love You So Much

    The bus was almost empty. He travelled on this line every day. It took him around 25 minutes to get to work. But that was all what he had. She was there at the second stop and later she travelled farther down town. They never talked. Probably she didn't even noticed that he...
    Bolek Bolek 41-45, M 4 Responses May 9, 2012

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    How Army Boys Break Your Heart

    Some may slap a lable on love stating that you have to be 'a certain age' or having conquered years of knowledge to actually know what love is. However, these people are severely mistaken. I am eighteen years old, and I have loved. Anyone at any age can be in love. A seven year...
    stellar stellar 19-21, F 5 Responses Jul 11, 2007

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    Caitlyn

    I can't remember the last time I've ever cried so hard. Keep in mind that I don't cry, and it's quite rare to ever catch me showing any sign that something is wrong. Caitlyn has always been my childhood hero and best friend. Her family and mine would always have dinner together...
    alexmartella alexmartella 18-21, M 4 Responses Oct 24, 2013

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    I know I probably don’t cross your mind much

    anymore but I hope someday you see something that reminds you of me and the things we use to spend hours talking about at night and then your throat gets tight and your heart skips a beat and you finally miss me back.
    Ennevi Ennevi 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    Right where we sat. Untainted

    and unarmed I sat alone bearing a war in my heart Heavy in my head sat the memory of you
    girlinterrupted96 girlinterrupted96 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 11

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    No post has been more confusing

    or time consuming to write than this one. I've written about my ex-boyfriend before and if you look back at my stories I'm sure you'll notice the unresolved feelings there. Those stories were easy because they were about him and the past, but then he was briefly brought back...
    belovely belovely 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    Walking the Plank

    I was the only interest in her life at the time, yet she still did not completely give me her trust. But I loved her. I had to see her that day but she had work in the afternoon. I offered to pick her up and take her to work, anything just to be able see her for one moment. She...
    dateanentry dateanentry M 7 Responses Feb 12, 2006

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    I had a boyfriend a couple weeks ago I was with

    him for almost a month I still don't understand why he left me I cry all the time about it I truly loved him with every piece of me and gave up so much for him and he broke my heart I still love him and I wish I was back in his arms
    baileyzook baileyzook 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 5

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    I Ended My Emotional Love Affair With My First Love

    I have been having an emotional love affair, this summer, with my first love  after he called me, after 30 plus years.  We have only talked on the phone, but he brought back all the love I had locked inside me since we parted.  He and I were meant to be soul mates and it was...
    dare2love dare2love 56-60, F 38 Responses Sep 1, 2010

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    Sleep less nights, memories

    and tears flow through me. I miss you soon much :( I would give anything to have you back yet i know its far from possible :(
    WoundedSwan WoundedSwan 31-35, F 4 Responses Jul 14

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    Want You Back

    On June 27, 200* the guy that I had a crush on for three years finally told me how he felt.that he loved "me" in every sense of the word. He loved me.On June 28, 200*, we began what I could call a journey of our relationship.Falling in love with him was effortless.  Loving him...
    pinkcorsage pinkcorsage 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 8, 2012

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    "I Miss My First Love" .

    ... Because I am a dumbass ...
    Nottobeohsoblunt Nottobeohsoblunt 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 16

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    Today I have cried my eyes out over how much i

    miss my first girlfriend... We broke up last month and my life has been hell every since.
    cutiepieeeee cutiepieeeee 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 30

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    Every time I see the film Dirty Dancing I cry

    because it was after going an a date with her to see the movie my father forced me to break up with her. I still miss her today and still think about her.
    MaireadM MaireadM 41-45, M Aug 6

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    It's been a month and I can't get over him I

    still love him I don't know what to do
    baileyzook baileyzook 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    I don't know if he was my first "love" love.

    I know I loved him, I know he loved me. It's just, maybe in a brotherly and sisterly way. I don't know a lot of things, but I miss the way his laugh sounded when I teased him, or the light feeling I had inside me that I never wanted to go away whenever I saw him, I know that I...
    catherineeac catherineeac 13-15, F Jul 7

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    I do not miss him because I loved him

    so much. I miss him because he was my friend for the formative years. Plus he's the first person I have ever loved and cared for deeply. This is an awkward story so I hope if you read this you understand. This is a crazy story because in the end the truth is he was my first...
    jaylow13 jaylow13 36-40, F 2 days ago

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    Lost Love

    I started dating him my Sophomore year of high school.  He called me up on the phone one night out of nowhere and asked me to go to Homecoming with him.  I had never talked to him before in my life but I had seen him and I thought he was cute.  That was the...
    pookiebear pookiebear F 20 Responses Mar 12, 2006

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    First off. None of you know how old I am,

    and won't tell you. So if you wanna say something to me just leave. Okay so two years ago I met a boy and I had a huge crush on him, and he showed no intrest for a while then one day he started texting me and then we started hanging out. Then one time he asked me "do you like...
    ciciyoshi ciciyoshi 13-15, F 4 Responses Aug 10

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    VictorFernando18 VictorFernando18 18-21, M 2 Responses Jul 10

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    What I Miss...

    I miss the way you make me feel.I miss the way you make me smile.I miss the way you make me laugh.I miss your skin.I miss your face.I miss your eyes.I miss your laugh.I miss your cry.I miss everything.I miss the way you kissed me.I miss the way you'd fall asleep on my chest.I...
    FransB FransB 18-21, M 6 Responses Mar 21, 2012

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    Why is it tht this one song brings back all

    these feelings i have for him i miss him sooo much even tho it was a long distance Relationship we had plans that we were gonna meet each other get married live together i hate this feeling ugh i just gotta get over him but its so hard he was my first love and he i think he...
    desitor desitor 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 8

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    Why Was She So Special?

    I recently tried to explain to a friend about having my heart broken by my first love, about how I had thought she was the "one."  My friend asked me, "Do you think she was the one? What made her so much more special to you than other women you have dated...
    accomplice accomplice 41-45, M 5 Responses Jun 17, 2008

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    Unfortunately.

    He was a bastard. He was full of hate. He treated me like crap. He abused me physically. He abused me emotionally. He led me on. He threatened me. He was reckless. He was a monster. He hurt my family. He made me feel ugly. He told me I was ugly. He made me suffer. He...
    deleted deleted 26-30 46 Responses Mar 27, 2013

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    Something about you that I can't get over,

    I just miss you so much and it hurts so bad.
    ashleykaylor45 ashleykaylor45 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 9

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    Still Miss Her After 14 Yrs

    i will never stop dreaming of her....it never goes away.  i had my chance 14 yrs ago, but let others influence my decisions.....life has brought us new partners...and children....i sometimes wonder how many kids we would of had together....i think about how good it...
    mydreams mydreams 36-40, M 435 Responses Nov 24, 2006

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    Today he sat on the other side of the cafeteria-

    but it seemed everyone's heads were magically arranged, and so we had a clear view of each other. So for about 35 minutes we stole glances of each other. Then again, I am sort of blind, so maybe he wasnt looking at me after all
    Nottobeohsoblunt Nottobeohsoblunt 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 12

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    Thepainlover Thepainlover 22-25, M Aug 1

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    He Was The First Real Kiss

    His name was Joey, we met in High school and he was crazy about me. I never expected to have a boyfriend and was afraid what my parents would say when they saw him. He had long hair but was always clean. He had a beard and mustache a little patchy but it was there. lol He didn...
    passionateheart61 passionateheart61 46-50, F 43 Responses Apr 26, 2012

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    Everybody misses their first love!

    They are the ones who hold all your insecurities. They are the ones who you told your deepest thoughts to. They are the ones who saw you at your most vulnerable, at your very best! The only question remaining is do you wonder if they ever think of you?
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M 3 Responses Jul 9

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    In 1991, I met a girl in another province

    when I was 16. We stayed in touch by writing letters back and forth regularly for about a year. We were close friends and she met up with me once when her family travelled to my province. I wrote her my true feelings finally one day but by then she wrote back saying there was a...
    countryboy204 countryboy204 36-40, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    My Luv You Say You Love Me Prove It.

    Ok i was introduced to my ex boyfriend 9 years ao when i was 13 years old he was 12.. he was always head  over heels for me and i was one of those girls that wasnt intersted in a boyfriend.. well time went on and we grew up and in high school we expressed his feeling towards...
    jandreas24 jandreas24 19-21, F 1 Response Nov 30, 2006

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    Her name is Hanna. We went out

    for 3 and a half years. It's been 2 years now with other females which I don't see myself with for a long period. Hanna and I did everything together, never seemed to leave each others sides. I still very much miss her and think about her a lot. Will she feel the same? Did she...
    Cossie227 Cossie227 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 28

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    Sometimes I Still Miss My First Love..

    it has been ten years we broke up. We met at 18 stayed together for one year. We both fell deeply in love each other. He was such a kind, loving caring and supportive person. It was the purest love i ever had. We lost our contacts after he moved to another country for studies. I...
    dilgon dilgon 26-30, F 3 Responses Nov 4, 2013

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    I’ve been trying to figure out how to write

    this for a month now. Every time I start, I always get off track or start to sound a little depressing. Although I suppose that’s what happens when you try to fit three years of thoughts into one small account. The essence of the story is that what I want more than anything...
    jphegan jphegan 18-21, M 5 days ago

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    It's the Feeling That Is Missed Most.

    I do miss my first love. Not always, necessarily the person, but the feelings that I shared with that person. Nonetheless, it was doomed from the beginning. I met this guy on a whim, it was the summer before my freshman year of college. He was from Cali, I, well, from all over...
    ArdentEyes ArdentEyes 21-25, F 10 Responses Jul 8, 2007

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    I think of her each day

    and night. I miss her soo much. Ever been in love and knew that this person was the one?? Well she was the one for me and I was the one for her. We were in love and we both saw each other through the imperfections and flaws we had. She has a beautiful body, soul and mind. She...
    allencam05 allencam05 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 21

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    The worst part is when you keep wondering

    if he still cares about you.. If he thinks about you.. and if he misses you as much as you do.. I miss him everyday :(
    muyakaa muyakaa 18-21, F Jul 21

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    Miss An Ex

    Well I guess its natural 2 miss a first love but like at first I didn't miss him but now seeing he's found someone makes me miss him we were on and off for about a year but he was like my real first boyfriend and my feelings towards him well I still love him, with all my heart I...
    SourLove SourLove 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 10, 2007

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    I was 16 when I found my first love,

    from the moment I laid eyes in him I knew he was the one. He was kind of shy, happy sweet funny and very attractive. He wasnt all mr romantic, but the way he did stuff like our first kiss and asking me out was just perfect for me :) it makes me smile even to this day and I'm...
    angelskyanderson angelskyanderson 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 4

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    We met up the other day

    for coffee. I had brought my best mate as I had to give him a ride somewhere. We were catching up and everything was going great. We all went for a walk round the city and we just kept looking for our lost love in each others eyes. My best mate wanted something to eat, we stayed...
    Cossie227 Cossie227 16-17, M 1 Response Aug 8

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    15 Years Ago

    Yes,...i miss the feeling I had for him. It's been 15 years that I have not seen or talked to him. I wonder how he is doing and what he is up to. I regret that it never worked out between me and him, due to language barrier. I regret that he misunderstood me. If only I could...
    JBfan JBfan 31-35, F 3 Responses Mar 15, 2007

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    She was the girl I had my first long term

    relationship with. She was the girl that made me know what love was. She was very friendly and beautiful. The cutest, jolliest and most beautiful bubbly girl I've ever dated. A few months after I started talking to her, I realized I like her. I became madly in love with her. She...
    ccdawgg ccdawgg 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 10

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    It's crazy how "first loves" work.

    Nobody takes it seriously. Your elders classify it as puppy love, your peers classify it as pure fun, but to you it's the most magical and and most wonderful feeling in the world. To be a teenager and be so infatuated and so in love with another human being is absolutely...
    loverspoem93 loverspoem93 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 18

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    Still Grieving

    I still have the most vivid dreams about him and it has been five years since we even stood face to face.  I will never see him again and I know that.  We are on opposite coasts now.  I am married, and have 2 wonderful children that I wouldn't give up for anything...
    mskdwmn mskdwmn 26-30 28 Responses Mar 27, 2008

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    I don't know if I miss you,

    or if I miss every part of who I was when I was in love with you. 2 years has started to seem so long ago.. maybe only because so much has changed since you've been gone.
    ChNi ChNi 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    I want to be selfish... just for once

    He was my first boyfriend and he really carED for me...cared with an -ED... but then again I don't know what happened... He said he wanted honesty, respect and loyalty... i gave him Loyalty... I respected him... when it came to honesty I didn't know what to say... I'm so confused...
    meili_xy meili_xy 16-18, F 3 Responses Mar 20, 2006

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    I was fifteen when I started dating this boy,

    we were together for two years and both being in high school it was rough, so many people hated us together but we never let it get the better of us, we spent almost everyday together while we were teenagers, learnt so much from each other, but best of all we experienced what...
    skindeeep skindeeep 18-21, F 6 Responses Apr 14

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    Trying To Share A Story Through These Lines..

    Remember the time When you said you love me.. And I said stop kidding me please :) that day you said I'm your world.. now you say I'm 'old' After all that happened between us.. now you ask me to vanish.. I'm telling you Its terrible way to punish.. you are a bird too colourful...
    angelslover angelslover 22-25, M 1 Response Jun 29, 2013

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