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I Miss My First Love

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    He doesn't believe in marriage,

    or God, or waiting to have sex until you're in love. Long story short, he doesn't believe in the same things I do. And maybe that means he isn't the one for me. His belief in not trying to understand why things are the way they are, just feel and move towards that only attracts...
    glassbonespaperskin glassbonespaperskin 18-21, F Jun 7

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    My boyfriend and I have lost each other

    and haven't talked for 20 years. We found our way back to each other. We first got together 1991-1995. He had an ex that loved to get in the middle of any new relationships he would get into. I didn't know that at that time. She did some things where it made it look like he...
    lynnpoo67 lynnpoo67 46-50, F Jun 7

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    how is it possible I still dream about my first

    crush. I was only 11 years old?
    Eyesshut78 Eyesshut78 36-40, F 2 Responses May 25

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    Eight letters, three words,

    one regret - I MISS YOU.
    NikkiCOCO NikkiCOCO 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 7

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    I pass your house and remember the past; a

    lifetime has gone but your presence keeps me alive; knowing you still exist keeps my heart pounding; if I'm lucky I'll catch a glimpse; tears start falling attached to every moment I shared with you my beloved first love; You will be on my mind the day that I die!!
    yollayoub yollayoub 36-40, M 2 Responses Sep 20, 2014

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    i miss my first time

    when i miss her then i really get sad ,,,, i don't no but its good for both of us after seperation
    shujakhan14 shujakhan14 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 27

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    Why Was She So Special?

    I recently tried to explain to a friend about having my heart broken by my first love, about how I had thought she was the "one."  My friend asked me, "Do you think she was the one? What made her so much more special to you than other women you have dated...
    accomplice accomplice 46-50, M 4 Responses Jun 17, 2008

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    He Was The First Real Kiss

    His name was Joey, we met in High school and he was crazy about me. I never expected to have a boyfriend and was afraid what my parents would say when they saw him. He had long hair but was always clean. He had a beard and mustache a little patchy but it was there. lol He didn...
    passionateheart61 passionateheart61 46-50, F 42 Responses Apr 26, 2012

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    I love my wife and have been married

    for 19 years. but still think of a girl I last saw 22 years ago I just want to hug her again why can't I let her go think ill always miss her miss you jo x
    vinnyboy70 vinnyboy70 41-45, M Jun 7

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    It was a long lasting infatuation.

    Everything about him was golden, carrying a certain warmth. His hair, his eyes, his smile. The way he held me close, his breath tickling my ear, calling me my nickname playfully. I shouldn't miss him, I sabotaged what chances I had, because I was afraid of being loved. Flash...
    Fuzzies Fuzzies 61-65, M Jun 22

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    I know I probably don’t cross your mind much

    anymore but I hope someday you see something that reminds you of me and the things we use to spend hours talking about at night and then your throat gets tight and your heart skips a beat and you finally miss me back.
    Ennevi Ennevi 18-21, F Aug 20, 2014

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    Her name is Shannon Morgan.

    She was my very first love and best friend until I got married and my wife put an end to our communication. I dont know what happened to her or where she is. I can't find her on social media or linked in. I long to see her again, hear her voice and laugh. Any ideas for help...
    Lloydd111 Lloydd111 31-35, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Walking the Plank

    I was the only interest in her life at the time, yet she still did not completely give me her trust. But I loved her. I had to see her that day but she had work in the afternoon. I offered to pick her up and take her to work, anything just to be able see her for one moment. She...
    dateanentry dateanentry M 7 Responses Feb 12, 2006

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    It's the Feeling That Is Missed Most.

    I do miss my first love. Not always, necessarily the person, but the feelings that I shared with that person. Nonetheless, it was doomed from the beginning. I met this guy on a whim, it was the summer before my freshman year of college. He was from Cali, I, well, from all over...
    ArdentEyes ArdentEyes 18-21, F 10 Responses Jul 8, 2007

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    Sometimes I Still Miss My First Love..

    it has been ten years we broke up. We met at 18 stayed together for one year. We both fell deeply in love each other. He was such a kind, loving caring and supportive person. It was the purest love i ever had. We lost our contacts after he moved to another country for studies. I...
    dilgon dilgon 26-30, F 3 Responses Nov 4, 2013

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    It's been 10 years for me.

    I am married to a great man and have 2 beautiful boys. My ex and I dated for 18 months when we were 17/18 and broke up because he began a lifestyle I could not accept (drugs). I was completely broken, but picked up the pieces and quickly found a fantastic man and married. My...
    Stricken1016 Stricken1016 26-30 2 Responses Jun 28

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    There are times when I'm lying in my bed at

    night, I think of you and hope to God you're alright. The air I breathed then was all for you, Now I'm through and I'm brand new. Never thought you'd become so toxic and bitter, You promised me that you weren't a quitter. I watched you walk away from all we had...
    ChemicalCole ChemicalCole 18-21, M Jul 15

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    She moved to Texas over spring break.

    My new GF is great though.
    pardax pardax 13-15, M Jun 7

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    I miss him so much. I am always thinking of him.

    .. I dream him at nights... Too bad everything is so complicated. If i please myself and give the relationship a second chance i will create a very big problem. I bet my parrents will be very....very angry. I suppose once I finish this year and go to university things will be...
    onenico onenico 18-21, F 1 Response May 24

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    What I Miss...

    I miss the way you make me feel.I miss the way you make me smile.I miss the way you make me laugh.I miss your skin.I miss your face.I miss your eyes.I miss your laugh.I miss your cry.I miss everything.I miss the way you kissed me.I miss the way you'd fall asleep on my chest.I...
    FransB FransB 18-21, M 6 Responses Mar 21, 2012

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    Unfortunately.

    He was a bastard. He was full of hate. He treated me like crap. He abused me physically. He abused me emotionally. He led me on. He threatened me. He was reckless. He was a monster. He hurt my family. He made me feel ugly. He told me I was ugly. He made me suffer. He...
    deleted deleted 26-30 42 Responses Mar 27, 2013

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    onetouchforever onetouchforever 41-45, F 4 Responses Mar 27

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    Lost Love

    I started dating him my Sophomore year of high school.  He called me up on the phone one night out of nowhere and asked me to go to Homecoming with him.  I had never talked to him before in my life but I had seen him and I thought he was cute.  That was the...
    pookiebear pookiebear F 20 Responses Mar 12, 2006

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    I tried to track him down on Facebook

    but cant find him.So many people have his name. I still miss him. We had good memories but distance separated us. I still have feelings for him and wonder what he's up to.
    Rudyhuxtable Rudyhuxtable 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 15

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    I guess my first Love would be my Mom

    and I do miss her so much, she was a wonderful woman, and so special to so many, hard not to shed a tear as I type this.
    phunguy13 phunguy13 56-60, M 1 Response Jun 24

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    Me and my boyfriend broke up a year ago

    and we haven't talked since and I'm missing him a lot, idk what to do without him
    DarkWorld21 DarkWorld21 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 7

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    I was 12 and he just turned 17.

    We met on Facebook. I lied to him and told him I was 15 and then about a month later when he was starting to fall in love with me I told him the truth. He told me that it was wrong but the feelings he had he couldn't stop. We were together and a few of our close friends knew...
    laurenzerbe laurenzerbe 16-17, F 6 Responses 1 day ago

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    I miss the first person

    who loved me. She was my best friend we spent lots of time together each week. We both played sports together up through the the beginning of junior high and the first year in high school. Went to her house on practice days and played video games . I'll never forget the day she...
    crazyram45 crazyram45 22-25, M Jun 2

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    I Ended My Emotional Love Affair With My First Love

    I have been having an emotional love affair, this summer, with my first love  after he called me, after 30 plus years.  We have only talked on the phone, but he brought back all the love I had locked inside me since we parted.  He and I were meant to be soul mates and it was...
    dare2love dare2love 56-60, F 38 Responses Sep 1, 2010

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    can't sleep, got this sex drive.

    for not being with my girlfriend in about 8 months. it's not really sex I want, even when I think about other girls. she pops up in my head. we been talking again. Maybe, this is what she wanted to know. if, I really love her the way I show it? I miss my real first love.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 5

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    Togepi07 Togepi07 18-21, F 2 Responses May 27

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    Still Grieving

    I still have the most vivid dreams about him and it has been five years since we even stood face to face.  I will never see him again and I know that.  We are on opposite coasts now.  I am married, and have 2 wonderful children that I wouldn't give up for anything...
    mskdwmn mskdwmn 26-30 28 Responses Mar 27, 2008

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    i miss her so much i cant imagine my life

    without her my life was fantastic with her we had an amazing moments together i was so happy with her and she was happy with me and she told me thats she loves me alot and she cant leave finally she leaves me for no reason !!!
    Meazowourf Meazowourf 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 9

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    It's crazy how "first loves" work.

    Nobody takes it seriously. Your elders classify it as puppy love, your peers classify it as pure fun, but to you it's the most magical and and most wonderful feeling in the world. To be a teenager and be so infatuated and so in love with another human being is absolutely...
    loverspoem93 loverspoem93 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 18, 2014

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    like all other days, today i extremely miss him

    alot. not knowing where is he and why he left me after 6 yrs together and now for 2.5 yrs i havent heard from him life a torture. i wish i could still text him, hug him,and stay in his arm again like before. im afraid to be with another man coz im afraid to be hurt again. i...
    sherisha sherisha 36-40, F 2 Responses Jul 10

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    I was fifteen when I started dating this boy,

    we were together for two years and both being in high school it was rough, so many people hated us together but we never let it get the better of us, we spent almost everyday together while we were teenagers, learnt so much from each other, but best of all we experienced what...
    skindeeep skindeeep 18-21, F 6 Responses Apr 14, 2014

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    Sleep less nights, memories

    and tears flow through me. I miss you soon much :( I would give anything to have you back yet i know its far from possible :(
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jul 14, 2014

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    Want You Back

    On June 27, 200* the guy that I had a crush on for three years finally told me how he felt.that he loved "me" in every sense of the word. He loved me.On June 28, 200*, we began what I could call a journey of our relationship.Falling in love with him was effortless.  Loving him...
    pinkcorsage pinkcorsage 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 8, 2012

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    I saw him 2 weeks ago.

    It was heartbreaking. And ever since I can't help but wonder if he would've married me if I had stuck around. Which makes me question my whole life in general. Because I'm married, and I often think about how if I wouldn't have moved in with the man who is now my husband, we...
    KiraEliseStClair KiraEliseStClair 26-30, F 10 Responses Jan 27, 2014

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    I miss him like crazy today,

    I don't think I'll ever truly get over him.
    TallThing TallThing 18-21, F 5 Responses Jul 4

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    I want nothing more than to see your face again,

    to have your arms wrapped tight around my waist and to have you look into my eyes again, to look into your eyes again. What we had - to me it was special, to you it meant nothing. So now I'm just like you. Heartlessness is so contagious.
    Kittyk22 Kittyk22 22-25, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I really don't even know how to express this.

    This is something I have never felt before, I never even thought it was something that I could even feel. I feel like I'm stuck. I miss him everyday, the same as I did when we first broke up. The only thing that's changed is that I've learned to live with the sadness. Him and I...
    TaintedBlueberry TaintedBlueberry 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 22

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    There are numerous older men in the world

    who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to find women for dating and companionship. The spokesperson reports that many older men have started finding perfect companions through their...
    astrudcc11 astrudcc11 26-30, F 1 day ago

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    She Was 'the One'!

    My high school sweetheart, She had one year left of high school.  The plan was for me to go play college football and She was to join me after she graduated.  We drifted apart during that year, but remained in constant contact.  We tried on getting back together...
    cmnoved cmnoved 36-40, M 19 Responses Feb 3, 2009

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    I found this excellent quote: Who gives a duck

    about your first love? Give a round of applause for your second love. Your second love taught you love still exists.
    syntheticrhyme syntheticrhyme 46-50, F 2 Responses Sep 12, 2014

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    I miss him. I miss my besfriend.

    We we're together for five years. And in the end I left you. Maybe it's because I never took the time to mourn you instead I was too busy trying to get back at you with the wrong guys. I hate how I dream about you almost every night and I always wake up crying. The guys I sleep...
    Hamyamyak Hamyamyak 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 21

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