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I Miss My First Love

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    She Was 'the One'!

    My high school sweetheart, She had one year left of high school.  The plan was for me to go play college football and She was to join me after she graduated.  We drifted apart during that year, but remained in constant contact.  We tried on getting back together...
    cmnoved cmnoved 36-40, M 19 Responses Feb 3, 2009

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    I'm 22. My first love was

    when I was 18. I am currently with a man who would do anything in his power to make me happy. What's the problem, you ask? Well, I sometimes start missing my first love. Him and I were on and off for 4 years. He would constantly hurt me emotionally. He would leave me for girls...
    axclowngirl axclowngirl 22-25, F 1 Response May 16

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    can't sleep, got this sex drive.

    for not being with my girlfriend in about 8 months. it's not really sex I want, even when I think about other girls. she pops up in my head. we been talking again. Maybe, this is what she wanted to know. if, I really love her the way I show it? I miss my real first love.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 5

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    onetouchforever onetouchforever 41-45, F 4 Responses Mar 27

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    I miss my first long relationship with my ex

    girlfriend and we are still going to be friends and all but I miss talking to her and all so I am just going to text her next week and hope for the best
    MericaMan MericaMan 16-17, M May 1

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    InFiDeL0020 InFiDeL0020 26-30, M May 31

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    I was fifteen when I started dating this boy,

    we were together for two years and both being in high school it was rough, so many people hated us together but we never let it get the better of us, we spent almost everyday together while we were teenagers, learnt so much from each other, but best of all we experienced what...
    skindeeep skindeeep 18-21, F 6 Responses Apr 14, 2014

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    Still Grieving

    I still have the most vivid dreams about him and it has been five years since we even stood face to face.  I will never see him again and I know that.  We are on opposite coasts now.  I am married, and have 2 wonderful children that I wouldn't give up for anything...
    mskdwmn mskdwmn 26-30 28 Responses Mar 27, 2008

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    Surprising ,was not expecting this person to

    express feelings for me,taken aback to say the very least.Was not feeling it at all in the beginning.Feelings changed.We live in different provinces,we spoke on the the phone and messaged through social media. More later gtg
    Devestatedhurtandshame Devestatedhurtandshame 51-55, F 1 Response May 19

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    i miss her so much she was my everything no she

    doesn't even think about me or maybe she does she left me for some one else she doesn't relise how much i have fallen apart with out her i haven't sleep well in two months she told me not to talk to her so i dont but **** i opened up to her no i cant trust anyone i am not the...
    Jamison96 Jamison96 18-21, M 2 Responses May 18

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    A month ago today we met again.

    Spent a few hours together and it was bliss again! I really loved spending that time with you it was so good. It was like time just stood still for those few hours,and thank god for that! We loved eachother like we always do. Those few hours made me feel like there was no place...
    solongago2 solongago2 31-35, F Jun 17

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    I only found out last year of my feelings,

    we are both in loveless marriages!
    Devestatedhurtandshame Devestatedhurtandshame 51-55, F May 19

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    Sleep less nights, memories

    and tears flow through me. I miss you soon much :( I would give anything to have you back yet i know its far from possible :(
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jul 14, 2014

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    I miss him. I miss my besfriend.

    We we're together for five years. And in the end I left you. Maybe it's because I never took the time to mourn you instead I was too busy trying to get back at you with the wrong guys. I hate how I dream about you almost every night and I always wake up crying. The guys I sleep...
    Hamyamyak Hamyamyak 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 21

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    I miss my girl friend with whom I fall in love

    at first sight ..first time I saw her when I went to see my friend and she opened the door and then I was mesmerized by her beauty and when we talked we fall in love for each other.. And we started meeting as many times as we can .. We started dreaming together and talk to each...
    xRohit xRohit 31-35, M 1 Response May 5

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    I miss the heaven but not the hell.

    He gave me the most pleasure and pain out of everyone in my life!
    Magicalcarebear Magicalcarebear 22-25, F 1 Response May 29

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    My Luv You Say You Love Me Prove It.

    Ok i was introduced to my ex boyfriend 9 years ao when i was 13 years old he was 12.. he was always head  over heels for me and i was one of those girls that wasnt intersted in a boyfriend.. well time went on and we grew up and in high school we expressed his feeling towards...
    jandreas24 jandreas24 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 30, 2006

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    Unfortunately.

    He was a bastard. He was full of hate. He treated me like crap. He abused me physically. He abused me emotionally. He led me on. He threatened me. He was reckless. He was a monster. He hurt my family. He made me feel ugly. He told me I was ugly. He made me suffer. He...
    deleted deleted 26-30 42 Responses Mar 27, 2013

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    Me and my boyfriend broke up a year ago

    and we haven't talked since and I'm missing him a lot, idk what to do without him
    DarkWorld21 DarkWorld21 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 7

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    It's crazy how "first loves" work.

    Nobody takes it seriously. Your elders classify it as puppy love, your peers classify it as pure fun, but to you it's the most magical and and most wonderful feeling in the world. To be a teenager and be so infatuated and so in love with another human being is absolutely...
    loverspoem93 loverspoem93 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 18, 2014

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    What I Miss...

    I miss the way you make me feel.I miss the way you make me smile.I miss the way you make me laugh.I miss your skin.I miss your face.I miss your eyes.I miss your laugh.I miss your cry.I miss everything.I miss the way you kissed me.I miss the way you'd fall asleep on my chest.I...
    FransB FransB 18-21, M 6 Responses Mar 21, 2012

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    how is it possible I still dream about my first

    crush. I was only 11 years old?
    patty78roman patty78roman 36-40, F 2 Responses May 25

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    True love is a gift and I want you guys to know

    that..I had my first ever love and he was everything to me but he disappeared on me but you can only cry for so long ...why did he leave...idk but I loved him so much and now I can't feel the same about anyone I have my moments but no one seems to make that feeling of love stay...
    trew5432 trew5432 13-15, M 1 Response Mar 31

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    i miss my first time

    when i miss her then i really get sad ,,,, i don't no but its good for both of us after seperation
    shujakhan14 shujakhan14 18-21, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Sometimes I Still Miss My First Love..

    it has been ten years we broke up. We met at 18 stayed together for one year. We both fell deeply in love each other. He was such a kind, loving caring and supportive person. It was the purest love i ever had. We lost our contacts after he moved to another country for studies. I...
    dilgon dilgon 26-30, F 3 Responses Nov 4, 2013

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    It's crazy in away how I can miss my first love!

    I was 14 at the time and thought I would be with him the rest of my life. However he did not treat me right and was not nice to me after a couple years of on and off dating I find out he was cheating on me! To this day he is still with the girl he was cheating on me with ! They...
    lovemags lovemags 26-30, F 2 Responses Dec 11, 2013

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    I saw him 2 weeks ago.

    It was heartbreaking. And ever since I can't help but wonder if he would've married me if I had stuck around. Which makes me question my whole life in general. Because I'm married, and I often think about how if I wouldn't have moved in with the man who is now my husband, we...
    KiraEliseStClair KiraEliseStClair 26-30, F 10 Responses Jan 27, 2014

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    Still Miss Her After 14 Yrs

    i will never stop dreaming of her....it never goes away.  i had my chance 14 yrs ago, but let others influence my decisions.....life has brought us new partners...and children....i sometimes wonder how many kids we would of had together....i think about how good it...
    mydreams mydreams 36-40, M 440 Responses Nov 24, 2006

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    Togepi07 Togepi07 18-21, F 2 Responses May 27

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    I do not miss him because I loved him

    so much. I miss him because he was my friend for the formative years. Plus he's the first person I have ever loved and cared for deeply. This is an awkward story so I hope if you read this you understand. This is a crazy story because in the end the truth is he was my first...
    Jennerrous Jennerrous 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 18, 2014

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    I guess my first Love would be my Mom

    and I do miss her so much, she was a wonderful woman, and so special to so many, hard not to shed a tear as I type this.
    phunguy13 phunguy13 56-60, M 1 Response Jun 24

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    Walking the Plank

    I was the only interest in her life at the time, yet she still did not completely give me her trust. But I loved her. I had to see her that day but she had work in the afternoon. I offered to pick her up and take her to work, anything just to be able see her for one moment. She...
    dateanentry dateanentry M 7 Responses Feb 12, 2006

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    Eight letters, three words,

    one regret - I MISS YOU.
    NikkiCOCO NikkiCOCO 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 7

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    It's been 10 years for me.

    I am married to a great man and have 2 beautiful boys. My ex and I dated for 18 months when we were 17/18 and broke up because he began a lifestyle I could not accept (drugs). I was completely broken, but picked up the pieces and quickly found a fantastic man and married. My...
    Stricken1016 Stricken1016 26-30 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    He doesn't believe in marriage,

    or God, or waiting to have sex until you're in love. Long story short, he doesn't believe in the same things I do. And maybe that means he isn't the one for me. His belief in not trying to understand why things are the way they are, just feel and move towards that only attracts...
    ThighMegaTampon ThighMegaTampon 18-21, F Jun 7

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    She moved to Texas over spring break.

    My new GF is great though.
    pardax pardax 13-15, M Jun 7

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    Lost Love

    I started dating him my Sophomore year of high school.  He called me up on the phone one night out of nowhere and asked me to go to Homecoming with him.  I had never talked to him before in my life but I had seen him and I thought he was cute.  That was the...
    pookiebear pookiebear F 20 Responses Mar 12, 2006

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    I Ended My Emotional Love Affair With My First Love

    I have been having an emotional love affair, this summer, with my first love  after he called me, after 30 plus years.  We have only talked on the phone, but he brought back all the love I had locked inside me since we parted.  He and I were meant to be soul mates and it was...
    dare2love dare2love 56-60, F 38 Responses Sep 1, 2010

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    I found this excellent quote: Who gives a duck

    about your first love? Give a round of applause for your second love. Your second love taught you love still exists.
    syntheticrhyme syntheticrhyme 46-50, F 2 Responses Sep 12, 2014

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    today I was called my first luv

    after 1 month she didn't pick my call, I called her in every 2 hrs. she can't picked up my call... iam missing her a lot.. :(
    prashuk1996 prashuk1996 18-21, M May 24

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    I pass your house and remember the past; a

    lifetime has gone but your presence keeps me alive; knowing you still exist keeps my heart pounding; if I'm lucky I'll catch a glimpse; tears start falling attached to every moment I shared with you my beloved first love; You will be on my mind the day that I die!!
    yollayoub yollayoub 36-40, M 2 Responses Sep 20, 2014

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    I love my wife and have been married

    for 19 years. but still think of a girl I last saw 22 years ago I just want to hug her again why can't I let her go think ill always miss her miss you jo x
    vinnyboy70 vinnyboy70 41-45, M Jun 7

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    I miss the first person

    who loved me. She was my best friend we spent lots of time together each week. We both played sports together up through the the beginning of junior high and the first year in high school. Went to her house on practice days and played video games . I'll never forget the day she...
    crazyram45 crazyram45 22-25, M Jun 2

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    It's the Feeling That Is Missed Most.

    I do miss my first love. Not always, necessarily the person, but the feelings that I shared with that person. Nonetheless, it was doomed from the beginning. I met this guy on a whim, it was the summer before my freshman year of college. He was from Cali, I, well, from all over...
    ArdentEyes ArdentEyes 18-21, F 10 Responses Jul 8, 2007

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    Why Was She So Special?

    I recently tried to explain to a friend about having my heart broken by my first love, about how I had thought she was the "one."  My friend asked me, "Do you think she was the one? What made her so much more special to you than other women you have dated...
    accomplice accomplice 46-50, M 4 Responses Jun 17, 2008

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    It was a long lasting infatuation.

    Everything about him was golden, carrying a certain warmth. His hair, his eyes, his smile. The way he held me close, his breath tickling my ear, calling me my nickname playfully. I shouldn't miss him, I sabotaged what chances I had, because I was afraid of being loved. Flash...
    Fuzzies Fuzzies 61-65, M Jun 22

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