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I Miss My First Love

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    To finally get your boyfriend back

    and to have him leave you three days after.
    FandJ15 FandJ15 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 6, 2014

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    Even after all... I listened to our song

    and fall... I miss my bestfriend... My boo...
    Anotherfailmatty Anotherfailmatty 18-21, M Dec 29, 2014

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    I saw him 2 weeks ago.

    It was heartbreaking. And ever since I can't help but wonder if he would've married me if I had stuck around. Which makes me question my whole life in general. Because I'm married, and I often think about how if I wouldn't have moved in with the man who is now my husband, we...
    KiraEliseStClair KiraEliseStClair 26-30, F 10 Responses Jan 27, 2014

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    The worst part is when you keep wondering

    if he still cares about you.. If he thinks about you.. and if he misses you as much as you do.. I miss him everyday :(
    muyakaa muyakaa 18-21, F Jul 21, 2014

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    Younger women dating older men mainly

    because younger women are attracted older men. older men mature, confident, stable .Mature guys always know how to treat their women.These younger women are looking for their age gap love romance.For older men, Younger women older men relationships will surely make an older man...
    carecc13 carecc13 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 14, 2014

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    Why Was She So Special?

    I recently tried to explain to a friend about having my heart broken by my first love, about how I had thought she was the "one."  My friend asked me, "Do you think she was the one? What made her so much more special to you than other women you have dated...
    accomplice accomplice 41-45, M 4 Responses Jun 17, 2008

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    There really is no word to describe how much I

    want to see his face and hear his voice again. We both made mistakes, hell the week leading up to his death we were arguing like crazy and I really regret that, but i felt something change in him and i wanted to know what was happening too us. I don't really express my feelings...
    Knightt15 Knightt15 18-21, F Jan 18

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    Younger women dating older men mainly

    because younger women are attracted older men. older men mature, confident, stable .Mature guys always know how to treat their women.These younger women are looking for their age gap love romance.For older men, Younger women older men relationships will surely make an older man...
    zoecc11 zoecc11 26-30, F Dec 24, 2014

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    I miss him so much. He always made me feel

    better when i was upset even about the little things that wasnt important I wish i answer his calls when he call me and i wish i listen to the music he sent me saying how much they reminded me of me and him and all the things he did for me that i never pay attention to .... I...
    PurpleLove18 PurpleLove18 16-17, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I was fifteen when I started dating this boy,

    we were together for two years and both being in high school it was rough, so many people hated us together but we never let it get the better of us, we spent almost everyday together while we were teenagers, learnt so much from each other, but best of all we experienced what...
    skindeeep skindeeep 18-21, F 6 Responses Apr 14, 2014

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    Happy Holidays old lover!

    I hope you are doing fine. I miss you.
    PenguinLoveDarling PenguinLoveDarling 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 25, 2014

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    It's the Feeling That Is Missed Most.

    I do miss my first love. Not always, necessarily the person, but the feelings that I shared with that person. Nonetheless, it was doomed from the beginning. I met this guy on a whim, it was the summer before my freshman year of college. He was from Cali, I, well, from all over...
    ArdentEyes ArdentEyes 21-25, F 10 Responses Jul 8, 2007

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    I miss him... But I don't want to be in a

    relationship with him I just want to be friends with him again. And to him I don't exist, in his own way is he hurting? Because he told me that he didn't go through any heartbreak and he didn't have any feelings for me. Is that a lie? Because we were together for over a year...
    lunathumbs lunathumbs 16-17, F Dec 23, 2014

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    I miss him. I saw him just last week,

    but my problem is that we are 3 states apart. I wish I could say that is the most painful part, but when we hung out last week it went great. Ever since, he has barely talked to me. At the same time he is snapchatting this other girl and I only know because I see their scores go...
    jsavan17 jsavan17 46-50, F Dec 3, 2014

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    There isn't a time where you haven't came into

    my mind I loved you more than anything and you disappeared on me and I waited for you but I got nothing but my heart longs for something we had but I don't think that will come again...you loved me so much but your gone Ashton and I just wish someone could take this pain from me...
    trew5432 trew5432 13-15, M 1 Response Jan 16

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    I’m doing everything I can to get back to you

    and you wouldn’t even know it.
    jphegan jphegan 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 15, 2014

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    She Was 'the One'!

    My high school sweetheart, She had one year left of high school.  The plan was for me to go play college football and She was to join me after she graduated.  We drifted apart during that year, but remained in constant contact.  We tried on getting back together...
    cmnoved cmnoved 36-40, M 19 Responses Feb 3, 2009

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    I pass your house and remember the past; a

    lifetime has gone but your presence keeps me alive; knowing you still exist keeps my heart pounding; if I'm lucky I'll catch a glimpse; tears start falling attached to every moment I shared with you my beloved first love; You will be on my mind the day that I die!!
    yollayoub yollayoub 36-40, M 2 Responses Sep 20, 2014

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    Unfortunately.

    He was a bastard. He was full of hate. He treated me like crap. He abused me physically. He abused me emotionally. He led me on. He threatened me. He was reckless. He was a monster. He hurt my family. He made me feel ugly. He told me I was ugly. He made me suffer. He...
    deleted deleted 26-30 46 Responses Mar 27, 2013

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    Until We Meet Again

    I keep you a secret Rationing my calls for you each day I could spend hours talking  About our yesterdays There is always so much catching up About the years we didn’t share We talk about connecting Always hinting of a love affair Each of us laughing and joking about our...
    dare2love dare2love 56-60, F 11 Responses Sep 30, 2010

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    Me and my first love broke up 3 years ago

    because he was leaving for the army. He only ended up going recently and before he left he told me I'd always be special to him and he regrets the way things had to end with us. And saying goodbye and having to walk away from him was the hardest thing ive ever done. Today I...
    bellarose1106 bellarose1106 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 17

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    I Ended My Emotional Love Affair With My First Love

    I have been having an emotional love affair, this summer, with my first love  after he called me, after 30 plus years.  We have only talked on the phone, but he brought back all the love I had locked inside me since we parted.  He and I were meant to be soul mates and it was...
    dare2love dare2love 56-60, F 38 Responses Sep 1, 2010

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    You know even I don't think about you.

    no matter what I do something always reminds me of you. like now. I'm simply reading a book and I thought of you. I shut the book and let the tears fall from my eyes because I felt that familiar sweet pain of how you loved me. and how I believe you still might though I'll...
    sadbaby103 sadbaby103 18-21, F Dec 11, 2014

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    If one day I saw you again I'd never want to

    let go again. It's one of these moments, when I'm feeling the most sentimental and am truly listening to myself is when my mind is filled will only thoughts of you. It's strange really, that I find myself rereading your emails even as I know them by heart. I replay the memories...
    CindyLEvans CindyLEvans 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 2

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    Where do I begin? I miss him everyday.

    My first love was in high school. We truly loved each other but we were to young to figure out how to make love work. After 5 years I drove away, with tears in my eyes and regret in my heart. It's been many years now and the regret has become the one thing I can always count on...
    KissesA KissesA 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 7, 2014

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    Everybody misses their first love!

    They are the ones who hold all your insecurities. They are the ones who you told your deepest thoughts to. They are the ones who saw you at your most vulnerable, at your very best! The only question remaining is do you wonder if they ever think of you?
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M 4 Responses Jul 9, 2014

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    I will not give up on her.

    Everything in the world is trying to keep me from her, but I will not give up.
    jphegan jphegan 18-21, M Dec 4, 2014

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    I do not miss him because I loved him

    so much. I miss him because he was my friend for the formative years. Plus he's the first person I have ever loved and cared for deeply. This is an awkward story so I hope if you read this you understand. This is a crazy story because in the end the truth is he was my first...
    Jennerrous Jennerrous 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 18, 2014

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    Trying To Share A Story Through These Lines..

    Remember the time When you said you love me.. And I said stop kidding me please :) that day you said I'm your world.. now you say I'm 'old' After all that happened between us.. now you ask me to vanish.. I'm telling you Its terrible way to punish.. you are a bird too colourful...
    angelslover angelslover 22-25, M 1 Response Jun 29, 2013

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    It's crazy how "first loves" work.

    Nobody takes it seriously. Your elders classify it as puppy love, your peers classify it as pure fun, but to you it's the most magical and and most wonderful feeling in the world. To be a teenager and be so infatuated and so in love with another human being is absolutely...
    loverspoem93 loverspoem93 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 18, 2014

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    JoeySavage JoeySavage 18-21, M 5 Responses Jan 13

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    Younger women dating older men mainly

    because younger women are attracted older men. older men mature, confident, stable .Mature guys always know how to treat their women.These younger women are looking for their age gap love romance.For older men, Younger women older men relationships will surely make an older man...
    keliscc11 keliscc11 26-30, F Dec 30, 2014

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    I actually thinked my first love was going to

    be my last love.. And nope, didnt happen.
    annaambrose annaambrose 13-15 3 Responses Jan 13

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    yes, I do miss her a lot.

    She died at the age of 36, too young to go. She is an angel now. Farewell my darling.
    shehasgone shehasgone 46-50, M 2 Responses Jan 12

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    Lost Love

    I started dating him my Sophomore year of high school.  He called me up on the phone one night out of nowhere and asked me to go to Homecoming with him.  I had never talked to him before in my life but I had seen him and I thought he was cute.  That was the...
    pookiebear pookiebear F 20 Responses Mar 12, 2006

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    Sleep less nights, memories

    and tears flow through me. I miss you soon much :( I would give anything to have you back yet i know its far from possible :(
    MzPhoenix MzPhoenix 31-35, F 4 Responses Jul 14, 2014

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    Caitlyn

    I can't remember the last time I've ever cried so hard. Keep in mind that I don't cry, and it's quite rare to ever catch me showing any sign that something is wrong. Caitlyn has always been my childhood hero and best friend. Her family and mine would always have dinner together...
    alexmartella alexmartella 18-21, M 4 Responses Oct 24, 2013

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    My first love was my best friend.

    His home life wasn't as messed as mine, but not far from.. We were only 13. He knew I wasn't a virgin, but he was.. and i considered myself to be emotionally anyway because everything had been someone far far older than me, and I can't explain my thought process but I...
    megansunshine megansunshine 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 29, 2014

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    Love You So Much

    The bus was almost empty. He travelled on this line every day. It took him around 25 minutes to get to work. But that was all what he had. She was there at the second stop and later she travelled farther down town. They never talked. Probably she didn't even noticed that he...
    Bolek Bolek 41-45, M 4 Responses May 9, 2012

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    My Luv You Say You Love Me Prove It.

    Ok i was introduced to my ex boyfriend 9 years ao when i was 13 years old he was 12.. he was always head  over heels for me and i was one of those girls that wasnt intersted in a boyfriend.. well time went on and we grew up and in high school we expressed his feeling towards...
    jandreas24 jandreas24 19-21, F 1 Response Nov 30, 2006

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    i miss you so much, every second.

    every minute. every hour. every day. i love you, i love you, i love you, i love you.
    SelinaKyle1 SelinaKyle1 18-21, F Dec 27, 2014

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    Suddenly thinking of you

    before I sleep. Sighh...I miss you.
    Togepi07 Togepi07 18-21, F Dec 14, 2014

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    He's half the world away right now.

    He's on a holiday in Europe (right now he's in the UK, London probably), and I'm in Australia. I just want to see him and give him a hug. Or two. Or twenty.
    LittleClouds LittleClouds 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 3, 2014

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    it's been almost 2 years

    and I'm still not over him. I don't think I ever will be. sometimes I just want to take him back even though I know he will cheat on me and lie to me and hurt me again.
    iloveyoudude iloveyoudude 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 4

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    Love is stronger than hate

    I had just moved to Arizona from Georgia and was having a hard time adjusting to everything. Thats when i met my first love. I was walking around my new neighborhood, with my sisters and when we saw him instantly all three of us liked him!  It felt like we were on some kind...
    cancer06 cancer06 16-18, F 17 Responses Sep 4, 2006

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    It's funny how everything feels like a betrayal

    to you. Maybe because deep down I know I shouldn't. But I never cared before. You said I was smart. You said I was a rare catch. You said I was talented. You said I was very mature. Why did everything you say stand out more? Did I ever believe it when everyone told me I was a...
    CindyLEvans CindyLEvans 16-17, F Dec 23, 2014

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    I found this excellent quote: Who gives a duck

    about your first love? Give a round of applause for your second love. Your second love taught you love still exists.
    syntheticrhyme syntheticrhyme 46-50, F 2 Responses Sep 12, 2014

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    Walking the Plank

    I was the only interest in her life at the time, yet she still did not completely give me her trust. But I loved her. I had to see her that day but she had work in the afternoon. I offered to pick her up and take her to work, anything just to be able see her for one moment. She...
    dateanentry dateanentry M 7 Responses Feb 12, 2006

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    Still Grieving

    I still have the most vivid dreams about him and it has been five years since we even stood face to face.  I will never see him again and I know that.  We are on opposite coasts now.  I am married, and have 2 wonderful children that I wouldn't give up for anything...
    mskdwmn mskdwmn 26-30 28 Responses Mar 27, 2008

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    It was the summer before my senior year

    and I was seventeen. I didn't have any friends at the time besides people I may have shared small talk with in class or at lunch at school. I was painfully quiet. No boy had ever showed any real interest in me. I was spending the summer alone until my dad got cruise tickets for...
    cocoagirl95 cocoagirl95 18-21, F a week ago

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    I know I probably don’t cross your mind much

    anymore but I hope someday you see something that reminds you of me and the things we use to spend hours talking about at night and then your throat gets tight and your heart skips a beat and you finally miss me back.
    Ennevi Ennevi 18-21, F Aug 20, 2014

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    He Was The First Real Kiss

    His name was Joey, we met in High school and he was crazy about me. I never expected to have a boyfriend and was afraid what my parents would say when they saw him. He had long hair but was always clean. He had a beard and mustache a little patchy but it was there. lol He didn...