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I Miss My First Love

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    My love is 23 years older

    than me. We met a few years ago online via AgeMeet.com. It was totally platonic but I broke off contact due to doing other things in my life, I wasn't quite ready to explore my spirituality. At the beggining of the year we got back into contact and basically fell in love over...
    toylycc11 toylycc11 26-30, F Nov 26

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    She was my first real love,

    she was my soul mate.....what happened? i miss her so much! I wish things were different.
    BlaiddDrwg05 BlaiddDrwg05 41-45, M 3 Responses Nov 13

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    I'm trying to not to love you everyday.

    I'm trying to ignore you every time we see. I'm trying so hard for not caring for you. I am having a hard time when I'm with you but we look strangers at all. I'm just not prepared of accepting you as my friend or being well known. 'Coz I am not yet leaving our past memories. I...
    isahruth isahruth 18-21, F Dec 3

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    Unfortunately.

    He was a bastard. He was full of hate. He treated me like crap. He abused me physically. He abused me emotionally. He led me on. He threatened me. He was reckless. He was a monster. He hurt my family. He made me feel ugly. He told me I was ugly. He made me suffer. He...
    deleted deleted 26-30 46 Responses Mar 27, 2013

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    The worst part is when you keep wondering

    if he still cares about you.. If he thinks about you.. and if he misses you as much as you do.. I miss him everyday :(
    muyakaa muyakaa 18-21, F Jul 21

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    She Was 'the One'!

    My high school sweetheart, She had one year left of high school.  The plan was for me to go play college football and She was to join me after she graduated.  We drifted apart during that year, but remained in constant contact.  We tried on getting back together...
    cmnoved cmnoved 36-40, M 20 Responses Feb 3, 2009

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    Suddenly thinking of you

    before I sleep. Sighh...I miss you.
    Togepi07 Togepi07 18-21, F a week ago

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    Still Grieving

    I still have the most vivid dreams about him and it has been five years since we even stood face to face.  I will never see him again and I know that.  We are on opposite coasts now.  I am married, and have 2 wonderful children that I wouldn't give up for anything...
    mskdwmn mskdwmn 26-30 28 Responses Mar 27, 2008

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    I thought I was over you.

    Seems like I'm not at that point yet.. I still love you and it's torturing me.
    Togepi07 Togepi07 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 25

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    It's crazy how "first loves" work.

    Nobody takes it seriously. Your elders classify it as puppy love, your peers classify it as pure fun, but to you it's the most magical and and most wonderful feeling in the world. To be a teenager and be so infatuated and so in love with another human being is absolutely...
    loverspoem93 loverspoem93 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 18

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    My Luv You Say You Love Me Prove It.

    Ok i was introduced to my ex boyfriend 9 years ao when i was 13 years old he was 12.. he was always head  over heels for me and i was one of those girls that wasnt intersted in a boyfriend.. well time went on and we grew up and in high school we expressed his feeling towards...
    jandreas24 jandreas24 19-21, F 1 Response Nov 30, 2006

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    It's been years since I left you,

    But the pain is still there, I've been living my life, Pretending that I don't care.. That the happiness I thought I gave you was never enough, Knowing the pain I caused you is so tough, I wish I could have turned back time, And never ever have made you mine. Chorus: My...
    Harmony242 Harmony242 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 24

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    I don't really miss him

    as a person. I miss the newness. I miss knowing without thinking this person is going to be here for me. It's us against the world.I miss that feeling.Perhaps I'm naive.
    katariffik katariffik 31-35, F Nov 19

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    CinnamonCandle CinnamonCandle 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 2

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    You know even I don't think about you.

    no matter what I do something always reminds me of you. like now. I'm simply reading a book and I thought of you. I shut the book and let the tears fall from my eyes because I felt that familiar sweet pain of how you loved me. and how I believe you still might though I'll...
    sadbaby103 sadbaby103 18-21, F Dec 11

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    I pass your house and remember the past; a

    lifetime has gone but your presence keeps me alive; knowing you still exist keeps my heart pounding; if I'm lucky I'll catch a glimpse; tears start falling attached to every moment I shared with you my beloved first love; You will be on my mind the day that I die!!
    yollayoub yollayoub 36-40, M 2 Responses Sep 20

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    I do not miss him because I loved him

    so much. I miss him because he was my friend for the formative years. Plus he's the first person I have ever loved and cared for deeply. This is an awkward story so I hope if you read this you understand. This is a crazy story because in the end the truth is he was my first...
    Jennerrous Jennerrous 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    I feel so lonely. Each & every moment she is in

    my thoughts. That was memorable moment when I Proposed her. She holded me first time. I not met for about 2 years Every moment every second She comes in my Mind. But still I love her & feels that she also have same feeling for me even today.
    lonely19M lonely19M 18-21, M Nov 26

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    I miss him. I saw him just last week,

    but my problem is that we are 3 states apart. I wish I could say that is the most painful part, but when we hung out last week it went great. Ever since, he has barely talked to me. At the same time he is snapchatting this other girl and I only know because I see their scores go...
    jsavan17 jsavan17 46-50, F Dec 3

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    "When I Ruled the World" We were going to

    live forever! Nothing would ever come between us. We ruled the world together. So many were jealous of what we had, they hated us, but loved us, our friends wanted what we had & now I would not wish the pain that my heart carries on anyone & will carry till my last breath. I...
    blitzer850 blitzer850 36-40, M 2 Responses Nov 3

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    He Was The First Real Kiss

    His name was Joey, we met in High school and he was crazy about me. I never expected to have a boyfriend and was afraid what my parents would say when they saw him. He had long hair but was always clean. He had a beard and mustache a little patchy but it was there. lol He didn...
    passionateheart61 passionateheart61 46-50, F 43 Responses Apr 26, 2012

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    It's okay if you don't love me anymore,

    it's ok if you don't miss me anymore. Just please don't forget about me. Don't forget what we once had. Don't forget me....
    Togepi07 Togepi07 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 22

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    Until We Meet Again

    I keep you a secret Rationing my calls for you each day I could spend hours talking  About our yesterdays There is always so much catching up About the years we didn’t share We talk about connecting Always hinting of a love affair Each of us laughing and joking about our...
    dare2love dare2love 56-60, F 11 Responses Sep 30, 2010

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    Want You Back

    On June 27, 200* the guy that I had a crush on for three years finally told me how he felt.that he loved "me" in every sense of the word. He loved me.On June 28, 200*, we began what I could call a journey of our relationship.Falling in love with him was effortless.  Loving him...
    pinkcorsage pinkcorsage 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 8, 2012

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    Today my boyfriend of 2 years left to go to San

    Diego for his basic training. And I'm having a really hard time dealing with it tonight. IT seems like the night is a harder time because I'm use to talking to him at night. But I'm 18 and he's 19 and it seems like we have a long process ahead of us and I was wondering if anyone...
    Kayyreese Kayyreese 18-21 1 Response Dec 2

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    I was best friends with her,

    and then in a dark time, when everything else had turned to ****, and she was still there, I let it go too far and I fell for her. Before I knew it my feelings were totally out of control. I would have done anything for her, I travelled across the country for her when I could...
    MrWinstonSmith MrWinstonSmith 22-25, M 1 Response Nov 22

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    Where do I begin? I miss him everyday.

    My first love was in high school. We truly loved each other but we were to young to figure out how to make love work. After 5 years I drove away, with tears in my eyes and regret in my heart. It's been many years now and the regret has become the one thing I can always count on...
    KissesA KissesA 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 7

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    I was 18 living in Africa,

    one of my closest friends and i were walking back from school, he ask me if I would please stop by with him at his friend's house just for a minute. It was a Wednesday afternoon and the day I met the love of my life. The minute I saw his friend, everything around us disappeared...
    evolvinggirl evolvinggirl 36-40, F 5 Responses Nov 3

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    Younger women dating older men mainly

    because younger women are attracted older men. older men mature, confident, stable .Mature guys always know how to treat their women.These younger women are looking for their age gap love romance.For older men, Younger women older men relationships will surely make an older man...
    carecc13 carecc13 26-30, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I don't know why I ended it.

    . I know that he said things that he shouldn't have but I miss him. I made the mistake of leaving him and "moving on" I'm now with somebody else who only wants me for sex.. I just feel so stupid for leaving the one who genuinely loves me and I love him. No, I love him. Still.
    issuesbitches issuesbitches 13-15, F Nov 27

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    Love is stronger than hate

    I had just moved to Arizona from Georgia and was having a hard time adjusting to everything. Thats when i met my first love. I was walking around my new neighborhood, with my sisters and when we saw him instantly all three of us liked him!  It felt like we were on some kind...
    cancer06 cancer06 16-18, F 17 Responses Sep 4, 2006

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    Sleep less nights, memories

    and tears flow through me. I miss you soon much :( I would give anything to have you back yet i know its far from possible :(
    MzPhoenix MzPhoenix 31-35, F 4 Responses Jul 14

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    Everybody misses their first love!

    They are the ones who hold all your insecurities. They are the ones who you told your deepest thoughts to. They are the ones who saw you at your most vulnerable, at your very best! The only question remaining is do you wonder if they ever think of you?
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M 4 Responses Jul 9

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    I’m doing everything I can to get back to you

    and you wouldn’t even know it.
    jphegan jphegan 18-21, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    i haven't seen her for over 20 years last spoke

    to her in 1998 im happily married my wife was good friends with her too. I think about her not sexually just love to give her a hug dont think a week goes by without thinking of her wish it would go away she will always been in my heart why cant I let her it go
    wellermarriott wellermarriott 41-45, M 2 Responses Nov 15

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    I had a dream about him.

    I dreamed that he was knocking at the door, but I couldn't get to it in time. I couldn't find my shoes or a jacket and by the time I got ready to answer, he walked away. I didn't go after him.
    kissmissnikki kissmissnikki 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 22

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    I found this excellent quote: Who gives a duck

    about your first love? Give a round of applause for your second love. Your second love taught you love still exists.
    syntheticrhyme syntheticrhyme 46-50, F 2 Responses Sep 12

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    I know I probably don’t cross your mind much

    anymore but I hope someday you see something that reminds you of me and the things we use to spend hours talking about at night and then your throat gets tight and your heart skips a beat and you finally miss me back.
    Ennevi Ennevi 18-21, F Aug 20

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    A new survey has revealed

    that one 25% of women prefer to be with men 10+ years older than they are, while one third of men prefer to be with women 10+ years younger than them.The study, conducted by online younger women older men dating site www.agemeet.com , collected data from 53,233 users with the...
    Katycc11 Katycc11 26-30, F Nov 27

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    Walking the Plank

    I was the only interest in her life at the time, yet she still did not completely give me her trust. But I loved her. I had to see her that day but she had work in the afternoon. I offered to pick her up and take her to work, anything just to be able see her for one moment. She...
    dateanentry dateanentry M 7 Responses Feb 12, 2006

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    I was fifteen when I started dating this boy,

    we were together for two years and both being in high school it was rough, so many people hated us together but we never let it get the better of us, we spent almost everyday together while we were teenagers, learnt so much from each other, but best of all we experienced what...
    skindeeep skindeeep 18-21, F 6 Responses Apr 14

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    Love You So Much

    The bus was almost empty. He travelled on this line every day. It took him around 25 minutes to get to work. But that was all what he had. She was there at the second stop and later she travelled farther down town. They never talked. Probably she didn't even noticed that he...
    Bolek Bolek 41-45, M 4 Responses May 9, 2012

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    Still Miss Her After 14 Yrs

    i will never stop dreaming of her....it never goes away.  i had my chance 14 yrs ago, but let others influence my decisions.....life has brought us new partners...and children....i sometimes wonder how many kids we would of had together....i think about how good it...
    mydreams mydreams 36-40, M 435 Responses Nov 24, 2006

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    To finally get your boyfriend back

    and to have him leave you three days after.
    FandJ15 FandJ15 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 6

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    Trying To Share A Story Through These Lines..

    Remember the time When you said you love me.. And I said stop kidding me please :) that day you said I'm your world.. now you say I'm 'old' After all that happened between us.. now you ask me to vanish.. I'm telling you Its terrible way to punish.. you are a bird too colourful...
    angelslover angelslover 22-25, M 1 Response Jun 29, 2013

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    Caitlyn

    I can't remember the last time I've ever cried so hard. Keep in mind that I don't cry, and it's quite rare to ever catch me showing any sign that something is wrong. Caitlyn has always been my childhood hero and best friend. Her family and mine would always have dinner together...
    alexmartella alexmartella 18-21, M 4 Responses Oct 24, 2013

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    I saw him 2 weeks ago.

    It was heartbreaking. And ever since I can't help but wonder if he would've married me if I had stuck around. Which makes me question my whole life in general. Because I'm married, and I often think about how if I wouldn't have moved in with the man who is now my husband, we...
    KiraEliseStClair KiraEliseStClair 26-30, F 10 Responses Jan 27

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    "I Miss My First Love" .

    ... Because I am a dumbass ...
    Nottobeohsoblunt Nottobeohsoblunt 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 16

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    Why Was She So Special?

    I recently tried to explain to a friend about having my heart broken by my first love, about how I had thought she was the "one."  My friend asked me, "Do you think she was the one? What made her so much more special to you than other women you have dated...
    accomplice accomplice 41-45, M 4 Responses Jun 17, 2008

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    Lost Love

    I started dating him my Sophomore year of high school.  He called me up on the phone one night out of nowhere and asked me to go to Homecoming with him.  I had never talked to him before in my life but I had seen him and I thought he was cute.  That was the...
    pookiebear pookiebear F 20 Responses Mar 12, 2006

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    My love is 23 years older

    than me. We met a few years ago online via AgeMeet.com. It was totally platonic but I broke off contact due to doing other things in my life, I wasn't quite ready to explore my spirituality. At the beggining of the year we got back into contact and basically fell in love over...
    Donnacc12 Donnacc12 26-30, F Dec 3

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    He's half the world away right now.

    He's on a holiday in Europe (right now he's in the UK, London probably), and I'm in Australia. I just want to see him and give him a hug. Or two. Or twenty.