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I Miss My First Love

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    Still Miss Her After 14 Yrs

    i will never stop dreaming of her....it never goes away.  i had my chance 14 yrs ago, but let others influence my decisions.....life has brought us new partners...and children....i sometimes wonder how many kids we would of had together....i think about how good it...
    mydreams mydreams 36-40, M 436 Responses Nov 24, 2006

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    I miss him. I wish I hadnt broken up with him.

    I mean hes changed. We had ONE fight that we couldnt make through like damn. He said I was the first one he actually loved. The first one he told "I love You" to. The first girl that he dated that didnt just want to make out. The first one he dated who was actually his type. The...
    ILavIt ILavIt 13-15, F Mar 16

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    Sometimes I still think about him.

    I know he still thinks about me. He still talks about me and asks about me. I really don't know if I miss him or not. I do know I don't need to. He's so bad for me. He's literally a flame. Unpredictable and liable to get out of control at any time. He's a damaged soul who can...
    DeluxedEdition DeluxedEdition 18-21, F Jan 30

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    I wonder if he thinks of me

    as often as he seems to cross my mind. I know I remember who he was and not who he probably is today. But I hope he still thinks of me. We were each others first. Those times really were amazing. He now belongs to another and so do I. I dont want to get back together and both of...
    Iwalwjv Iwalwjv 31-35, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    Don't Wake Me I went to bed I was thinking

    about you Ain't the same since I'm living without you All the memories are getting colder All the things that I wanna do over I went to bed I was thinking about you I wanna talk and laugh like we used to When I see you in my dreams at night It's so real but it's in my mind And...
    callmejohann callmejohann 41-45, M Mar 6

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    I feel like ALL of my loves have been first

    loves, in one way or another. And I miss them all. I could talk about the girl I loved for five years across middle school and high school. She had beautiful dark-oak skin and was brilliant and kind. We were great friends--we were in clubs together, classes together, liked the...
    straytian straytian 41-45, M Feb 13

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    The sad part is although my heart is broken I

    don't care because i'd suffer endlessly to see you happy. If that means you're happy with another woman than so be it. You mean more to me than myself, and that's scary. You will always have a special place in my heart, and I believe that someday, somehow, that place will fade...
    cydneyxx cydneyxx 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 29

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    I'm just afraid that being a homosexual is just

    about lust. What if it is? But then I remember how I genuinely fell in love and it wasn't even about wanting to get into his pants I just loved him. I cried when he was gone and when he was with me I was so happy :) we would hang out and chill and it was amazing even though I...
    internallybroken internallybroken 16-17, M 3 Responses Jan 29

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    He Was The First Real Kiss

    His name was Joey, we met in High school and he was crazy about me. I never expected to have a boyfriend and was afraid what my parents would say when they saw him. He had long hair but was always clean. He had a beard and mustache a little patchy but it was there. lol He didn...
    passionateheart61 passionateheart61 46-50, F 42 Responses Apr 26, 2012

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    I saw him 2 weeks ago.

    It was heartbreaking. And ever since I can't help but wonder if he would've married me if I had stuck around. Which makes me question my whole life in general. Because I'm married, and I often think about how if I wouldn't have moved in with the man who is now my husband, we...
    KiraEliseStClair KiraEliseStClair 26-30, F 11 Responses Jan 27, 2014

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    Times like now in my life I seem to be

    constantly thinking about him.. Why did I fall in love? Why did I give him my time, my love, just everything I thought we would get married... I thought we would live an amazing life together run away... Start a new life... How was I supposed to know I was just another victim...
    LBNF LBNF 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 22

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    I Ended My Emotional Love Affair With My First Love

    I have been having an emotional love affair, this summer, with my first love  after he called me, after 30 plus years.  We have only talked on the phone, but he brought back all the love I had locked inside me since we parted.  He and I were meant to be soul mates and it was...
    dare2love dare2love 56-60, F 37 Responses Sep 1, 2010

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    Unfortunately.

    He was a bastard. He was full of hate. He treated me like crap. He abused me physically. He abused me emotionally. He led me on. He threatened me. He was reckless. He was a monster. He hurt my family. He made me feel ugly. He told me I was ugly. He made me suffer. He...
    deleted deleted 26-30 46 Responses Mar 27, 2013

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    I do not miss him because I loved him

    so much. I miss him because he was my friend for the formative years. Plus he's the first person I have ever loved and cared for deeply. This is an awkward story so I hope if you read this you understand. This is a crazy story because in the end the truth is he was my first...
    Jennerrous Jennerrous 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 18, 2014

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    It has Been 3 years that we didn't see each

    other.. I'll meet him tomorrow! My first Love :) miss him a lot! i Hope that all goes right.
    NawelClarck NawelClarck 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 15

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    I met my 1st love when I was 17

    and he was 21. It was intense from the start. He was Muslim so we had some cultural differences which caused problems between us. We dated for 3 years. Most of those years we were really happy but he didn't like me going drinking with my friends incase I cheated. This caused so...
    Tigga1975 Tigga1975 36-40, F 3 Responses Mar 18

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    She Was 'the One'!

    My high school sweetheart, She had one year left of high school.  The plan was for me to go play college football and She was to join me after she graduated.  We drifted apart during that year, but remained in constant contact.  We tried on getting back together...
    cmnoved cmnoved 36-40, M 19 Responses Feb 3, 2009

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    we met online and talked on

    and off for a year, dated about four months. stopped dating January 2014 but talked maybe once a month after that. June 2014 we talked a few times and July 3 he confessed to having cheated on me when he disappeared for a few weeks in late December. I didn't talk to him almost...
    degavsser degavsser 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 1

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    Where do I begin? I miss him everyday.

    My first love was in high school. We truly loved each other but we were to young to figure out how to make love work. After 5 years I drove away, with tears in my eyes and regret in my heart. It's been many years now and the regret has become the one thing I can always count on...
    KissesA KissesA 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 7, 2014

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    It was the summer before my senior year

    and I was seventeen. I didn't have any friends at the time besides people I may have shared small talk with in class or at lunch at school. I was painfully quiet. No boy had ever showed any real interest in me. I was spending the summer alone until my dad got cruise tickets for...
    cocoagirl95 cocoagirl95 18-21, F Jan 20

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    I just feel hurt and cheated we only dated

    for a few months but i cut all contact with her when I started to have serious health issues because of embarrassment. So many opportunities were ruined. I know people have worse problems in the world but that doesn't mean this feeling doesn't suck
    Ifeeluberish Ifeeluberish 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 17

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    I miss him so much. He always made me feel

    better when i was upset even about the little things that wasnt important I wish i answer his calls when he call me and i wish i listen to the music he sent me saying how much they reminded me of me and him and all the things he did for me that i never pay attention to .... I...
    PurpleLove18 PurpleLove18 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 23

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    It's the Feeling That Is Missed Most.

    I do miss my first love. Not always, necessarily the person, but the feelings that I shared with that person. Nonetheless, it was doomed from the beginning. I met this guy on a whim, it was the summer before my freshman year of college. He was from Cali, I, well, from all over...
    ArdentEyes ArdentEyes 18-21, F 10 Responses Jul 8, 2007

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    its a Saturday, I just got home from turning up

    with his high school friends whom I see more often than he does. I think its natural to think of him. His friends agree that what he did was ****** up. I just wish I could've left all of that behind. I'm drunk. I know you're drunk right now. Could I maybe be on your mind too...
    toekneeow toekneeow 18-21, F Mar 1

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    I was fifteen when I started dating this boy,

    we were together for two years and both being in high school it was rough, so many people hated us together but we never let it get the better of us, we spent almost everyday together while we were teenagers, learnt so much from each other, but best of all we experienced what...
    skindeeep skindeeep 18-21, F 6 Responses Apr 14, 2014

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    I loved her so much, I'd never met her in person

    but she was the most amazing person I had ever spoke to. I spoke with her every day and she made me so happy. We were together seven months until my mister found out and made me leave her. I was heart broken and it felt like every thing was falling apart around me. I miss her so...
    charliewolfie12 charliewolfie12 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 8

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    I Still Cherish Those sweetest Moments,

    That I have Spent with you. Those Moments That Make Me Smile, Which Light up My Heart And Soul. I Cannot Forget That Glance Of Yours, That Made My Day, Those Sweet Words of Yours, Which Were Like Treasure. When Ever I Think Of Them, It Is A Pleasure. Though You Are Not...
    rogi123 rogi123 36-40, M Mar 18

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    My Luv You Say You Love Me Prove It.

    Ok i was introduced to my ex boyfriend 9 years ao when i was 13 years old he was 12.. he was always head  over heels for me and i was one of those girls that wasnt intersted in a boyfriend.. well time went on and we grew up and in high school we expressed his feeling towards...
    jandreas24 jandreas24 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 30, 2006

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    I still miss her every day 20 years later.

    I will admit to google stalking her a little. Still cute. Want to talk to her and see what's up. But things ended badly.
    Alston76 Alston76 36-40, M 7 Responses Jan 29

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    I have every thing in life .

    Money , family . Friends , best life style .but there is something which is missing,i am waiting 4 sm 1 or smthing which i myself dont know
    mwelsh404 mwelsh404 61-65, M 1 Response Feb 18

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    Yes, I confess here, I miss her.

    She is my first love. Due to some issues, she went away from me, but a little mention of her came today, when she favorite one of my posts I had contributed on her blog. My mind started engrossing in thoughts though it's been 3 years now.. I never met her(though it may sound...
    rko683 rko683 31-35, M 1 Response Feb 6

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    Trying To Share A Story Through These Lines..

    Remember the time When you said you love me.. And I said stop kidding me please :) that day you said I'm your world.. now you say I'm 'old' After all that happened between us.. now you ask me to vanish.. I'm telling you Its terrible way to punish.. you are a bird too colourful...
    angelslover angelslover 22-25, M 1 Response Jun 29, 2013

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    What I Miss...

    I miss the way you make me feel.I miss the way you make me smile.I miss the way you make me laugh.I miss your skin.I miss your face.I miss your eyes.I miss your laugh.I miss your cry.I miss everything.I miss the way you kissed me.I miss the way you'd fall asleep on my chest.I...
    FransB FransB 18-21, M 7 Responses Mar 21, 2012

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    I miss her so much. We broke up

    because we didn't get time for each other. I love her but there is no way of getting her again!
    just4u97 just4u97 16-17, M Feb 23

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    I pass your house and remember the past; a

    lifetime has gone but your presence keeps me alive; knowing you still exist keeps my heart pounding; if I'm lucky I'll catch a glimpse; tears start falling attached to every moment I shared with you my beloved first love; You will be on my mind the day that I die!!
    yollayoub yollayoub 36-40, M 2 Responses Sep 20, 2014

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    Caitlyn

    I can't remember the last time I've ever cried so hard. Keep in mind that I don't cry, and it's quite rare to ever catch me showing any sign that something is wrong. Caitlyn has always been my childhood hero and best friend. Her family and mine would always have dinner together...
    alexmartella alexmartella 18-21, M 4 Responses Oct 24, 2013

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    Jana, Twenty-seven and a half years is a long

    time, a very long time, but that's how long it has been since I made the stupidest mistake of my life. That's how long it has been since I hurt and lost you. Why did I do it? I don't know. I've never figured that out. But that one night, that one mistake, ranks at the very top...
    callmejohann callmejohann 41-45, M 4 Responses Mar 1

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    It's crazy in away how I can miss my first love!

    I was 14 at the time and thought I would be with him the rest of my life. However he did not treat me right and was not nice to me after a couple years of on and off dating I find out he was cheating on me! To this day he is still with the girl he was cheating on me with ! They...
    lovemags lovemags 26-30, F 2 Responses Dec 11, 2013

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    It's funny how I hate you,

    I hate you for the way you treated me, I hate you for the lies, I hate you for going out with my best friend and ruining a friendship that began before I even knew you! yet everyday I think of you, a happy memory will pop into my head and then I'm sat missing you.
    minnieblack93 minnieblack93 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 6

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    It's crazy how "first loves" work.

    Nobody takes it seriously. Your elders classify it as puppy love, your peers classify it as pure fun, but to you it's the most magical and and most wonderful feeling in the world. To be a teenager and be so infatuated and so in love with another human being is absolutely...
    loverspoem93 loverspoem93 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 18, 2014

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    Love You So Much

    The bus was almost empty. He travelled on this line every day. It took him around 25 minutes to get to work. But that was all what he had. She was there at the second stop and later she travelled farther down town. They never talked. Probably she didn't even noticed that he...
    Bolek Bolek 41-45, M 4 Responses May 9, 2012

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    Want You Back

    On June 27, 200* the guy that I had a crush on for three years finally told me how he felt.that he loved "me" in every sense of the word. He loved me.On June 28, 200*, we began what I could call a journey of our relationship.Falling in love with him was effortless.  Loving him...
    pinkcorsage pinkcorsage 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 8, 2012

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    Why Was She So Special?

    I recently tried to explain to a friend about having my heart broken by my first love, about how I had thought she was the "one."  My friend asked me, "Do you think she was the one? What made her so much more special to you than other women you have dated...
    accomplice accomplice 41-45, M 4 Responses Jun 17, 2008

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    I know I probably don’t cross your mind much

    anymore but I hope someday you see something that reminds you of me and the things we use to spend hours talking about at night and then your throat gets tight and your heart skips a beat and you finally miss me back.
    Ennevi Ennevi 18-21, F Aug 20, 2014

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    it's been almost a year

    since we've broken up and consciously thinking about it, it still almost feels fresh. I'm not sure if I miss him, but there is this feeling that I can't get rid of like maybe I'm still waiting for our second chance at working it out because we didn't break up from not loving...
    toekneeow toekneeow 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 23

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    Love is stronger than hate

    I had just moved to Arizona from Georgia and was having a hard time adjusting to everything. Thats when i met my first love. I was walking around my new neighborhood, with my sisters and when we saw him instantly all three of us liked him!  It felt like we were on some kind...
    cancer06 cancer06 16-17, F 17 Responses Sep 4, 2006

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