I Miss My First Real Girlfriend

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    I Miss the Girl Who Gave Me My First Real Kiss

    I was young she was a year younger we were introduced to each other by our friends we didn't spend that much time together but now I'm having a hard time trying to forget her I never knew back then how much she ment to me and now I don't know where she is or if she would even...
    brydude29 brydude29
    26-30, M
    Aug 2, 2009

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