I Miss My Friend That Died

Life & Death 791 People

    My brother in laws dad passed away

    and I just don't know how to feel.... It hurts
    Camrakes Camrakes
    16-17, F
    Feb 2

    its been 5 years and it doesnt get any easier.

    i feel like he was the only person in the world that understood me. he was the love of my life.??
    deleted deleted
    Feb 13

    So, today is May 9, 2015.

    It was May 9, 1988 when I lost my best friend, George, to a drunk driver. Even now, 27 years later, it still can reduce me to tears thinking about it.
    CrypticK76 CrypticK76
    36-40, M
    2 Responses May 9, 2015

    He would have been 16 last week.

    I have nightmares about him at least once a week, and I wake up screaming because I never got closure. Happy birthday, Benjamin Dressler.
    confusedgiraffe confusedgiraffe
    18-21, T
    May 3, 2015
    dollysworld dollysworld
    46-50, F
    Jan 13, 2014

    Loving Lucia, The Angel Inside Me

    I have a friend who will never change. She will never lie about me, or bully me or leave me. Se will never cuddle me again, giggle with me, joke with me. She won't tease me, come around my house, smile at me, write a card for my birthday. Lucia Sofia Ximena. We grew up together...
    MummaToAZoo MummaToAZoo
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Mar 24, 2013

    He Is Dead...but His Spirit Travels With Me...

    He was one of my best buddies....i met him at a local gym and we became great friends....he always wanted to experience life and wanted to try out new things....on one tragic day he met with a bike accident...he was taken to a hospital and was pronounced dead by the doctors....i...
    saveushiral saveushiral
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Mar 28, 2011

    I Miss You

    You have been gone 2 years. I miss you so much. I didn't think my heart could break but it shattered when you died. You will always and forever be in my thoughts. I hope you hear me when I talk to you ( out loud and I know you would be saying I am crazy). I love you and miss...
    notsosmartypants notsosmartypants
    41-45, F
    10 Responses Nov 19, 2013

    In the past 2 months I lost my first girlfriend

    who even though I hate it I told her I love her we still spoke then when life thought it wasn't enough they took a very close friend who walked the roads of hell with me I hate the word love feels wrong when I say it but I still love them both
    pjrtt pjrtt
    22-25, M
    Jun 14, 2015

    A memory that distant memory not far from my

    thoughts seemed so long ago now that we were full of laughter and happiness until we meet again you left way too soon long before your time. 15 years old!!!! Four months before your 16th birthday you were soo stoked! The day I got the call saying; your gone fell to my knees next...
    shexlove shexlove
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jun 8, 2014

    I miss my friend Walter g Allen.

    He died this year on 4/30/2015
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Oct 3, 2015

    Dont Cry For Your Friends

    Two friends cared for each other very much....Unfortunately one of them died.....The second friend was so upset that he could not stop his tears.....He kept on crying day and night.....Many people gave sympathy but no arguments could stop his tears.....One night when he slept, he...
    saveushiral saveushiral
    22-25, M
    1 Response Aug 30, 2011

    Yes I lost Yvonne last year October,

    a childhood friend. she died of kidney failure at the age of 35.....she was a rare gem,a lady with a heart of gold.she was a loving,caring and sweet girl.Though she s gone but the memories of us as friends since age 6 and7yrs as kids will forever be with me.
    onmaloz onmaloz
    36-40, F
    1 Response Nov 4, 2015

    A few days ago was her birthday; she would have

    been seventeen. You know, everyone dies. It's not something that I tend to complain about a whole lot--death in general, I mean--and plus, I'm pretty good about handling death. I mean, I don't completely shut down like some people do. I'm proud of myself for that. However, that...
    WanderingCuriosities WanderingCuriosities
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Feb 15

    My Dear Friend

    My friend died one year back..He was not one of my best friends, but definitely we were good friends..I met him while doing my first year graduation..we were from the same college.. He had a very positive attitude and simply talking to him gave me so much inspiration..he knew he...
    MeDaphne MeDaphne
    22-25, F
    Aug 8, 2012

    My friend died 5 months ago.

    He was 17. Us and our other friends spent our summer days and evenings together. We'd go fishing, BMXing, or just lay down on the grass and talked utter ****. Then one weekend I went to the a festival. He text me saying; 'Hey you! Where are you!? Coming out with me to make the...
    khall95 khall95
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jan 27, 2014

    A few months ago, we were hanging out.

    You were wrestling with my dog, playing video games at my parents house. Wasn't a special night, just like any other... We sat and talked for a while.. You fell asleep. I fell asleep... I woke up..... Nobody was home, your phone was ringing.. Why didn't you respond when I tried...
    EE4Life EE4Life
    18-21, M
    Sep 18, 2015

    One of my best friends

    and closest confidents in my life, died suddenly. went into the hospital with chest pains three months after his first son was born. He had a rare heart problem that made his body completely shut down and died on the operating table 4 days later. I miss you buddy.
    DefineItFromNow DefineItFromNow
    41-45, M
    Jun 14, 2015

    It may be strange, To hold a certain rage,

    For every year, That adds to my rage, But it's true, I do. Wishing I could give them to you My little brother aged barely 16 passed away during my first semester university from an asthma attack. This has been the only way I've been able to express myself about this
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Sep 11, 2014

    On the 8th May 2014, my friend tried to end his

    life. His life support was switched off on 22nd May 2014. I will never forget him. R.I.P
    Beeinthetree Beeinthetree
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jan 8

    As i approach my 23rd year on this earth I feel

    alone. Yesterday, I found out my best friend passed away. Sean Dill. Out of everyone me and you had this real *** connection. Not romantic, although it should have been. i was to shallow to see that you truly loved me, respected me, and i feel so alone right now that i dont...
    Cheyybby Cheyybby
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Jan 20, 2015

    Twenty years ago.... yesterday.

    ... I lost my dear friend K. She was kind.... generous.... funny.... absolutely gorgeous and so very humble. She had been fighting bulimia, off and on, for 17 years... the last five were tough ones. She did have control, at one point, and then lost it when an ex told her that...
    Cinnamongrl Cinnamongrl
    46-50, F
    4 Responses May 30, 2015

    3 years ago today, a dear friend died of a

    massive heart attack. We texted the day before while I was at a doctors appointment. I told him I was in pain & he texted "drink some moon shine!" He was trying to cheer me up as he knows I'm not a drinker. I was laughing while in pain. He texted me later that day to call him...
    deleted deleted
    Feb 12

    My friend died more than a year ago

    and I miss him . He was so nice to chat with . It was so fun talking to him.
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Aug 26, 2015

    I am so depressed 10 weeks ago my husband went

    to the doctor with hip pain they thought he had bursitis and gave him an injection, a week later he was no better. He was then sent to a orthopedic doctor a week later the MRI was done and the next day we were told it was bone cancer and 2 weeks after that we were told he had...
    maggiemaemore maggiemaemore
    66-70, F
    Nov 30, 2014

    Every day i still think about you.

    My husband coming to my work and saying "there's been an accident.....it's Sam" You were just such a great person. I miss your hugs and your laugh and voice and jokes. Even miss your inflated ego. I still can't believe you're gone. It's been 5 months and its just not real.
    aussiegirl2014 aussiegirl2014
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jul 8, 2014

    He Was Just Unique

    I miss my soul mate, he took his own life , I miss him so much, he was intelligent, funny, quick witted, sensitive and forceful when he needed to be. He shared my love of music, all things spiritual and was just the other part of me that made me whole, I feel like an amputee...
    chadster chadster
    41-45, F
    3 Responses Jan 23, 2010

    My grandpas best friend died today at 6:05PM,

    he was so nice to Me, he was pretty much My adopted grandpa, but my grandpa called me crying, and they said they found him in a trailer (he loads trailers) dead.. I can't believe he's gone already, he had just turned 60 last weekend, and he just got back from vacation with my...
    deleted deleted
    Jul 18, 2014

    My friends name is Ean

    and I love him. He was in band with me and in the same section. I've spent so much time with him and today he got shot. He's at the hospital right now and he's not going to make it.
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Apr 30, 2015


    3 years ago in February my best friend died in an accident. I can't get over it it's so hard to think of things he's missing out on and the things I am missing out on because I can't let him go. To this day I can't believe he's gone was one of those kindred spirits you only meet...
    Canadabro Canadabro
    26-30, M
    Nov 3, 2013

    my friend died a few months ago of cancer.

    she was 16. The saddest parts of death really is how it affects people. I was affected by my guilt and shame. we had once been very good friends but when she was 7 she got cancer and we saw each other less and less and something had caused some big personality changes that I was...
    shamrok11 shamrok11
    16-17, F
    Jun 14, 2015

    Heard About It While I Was Stationed Overseas

    I'm not sure what was more shocking: that my friend since childhood died or how I got to hear about it.I was stationed in Germany in the late 1980s and my chief means of correspondence was by letter writing. Phone calls to the states were very expensive so I did very little of...
    bitabyss bitabyss
    46-50, M
    Aug 31, 2013

    His Name Is In Black Granite.

    Bill and I both graduated from high school in 1966. We became good friends during sixth grade. Due to a school district reorganization we ended up going to different schools yet we still kept in touch. We grew up on farms a short bike ride apart from each other and often hung out...
    deleted deleted
    4 Responses Nov 18, 2012

    Frank Sapienza

    It will be two years in March that my Best Friend, Frank Sapienza, died in a car accident. When I first heard about it, I dropped to my knees in shock, disbelief, and utter devastation. He was more than my Best Friend, He was my Brother. He couldn't be gone... We met in the...
    MstrNyseGuy MstrNyseGuy
    Nov 2, 2012

    He was my best friend in my childhood

    and in my primary school class too. He used to buy me hair clips and a ring with the love heart and gave me a mango through my concrete fence. He was everything I had in my childhood. We did not see each other for 37 years due to my family leaving for overseas, then we just...
    Buon Buon
    46-50, F
    1 Response Mar 16, 2015

    My old friends funeral is today.

    To keep myself from thinking about it I'm on a cleaning spree. We're planting 26 trees across the US In remembrance of him for each year he was alive.
    redheadedmelly redheadedmelly
    26-30, F
    Jul 2, 2015

    Rest peacefully Sasyka Thank-you

    for sharing your life with me, all the joy, protection, all the times you kept me company, put up with some of my not so happy moods, nuzzled your nose into my neck when you felt I was sad. Wild and beautiful soul your presence will be missed sweetie. Goodbye I love you
    Ashishishe Ashishishe
    70+, M
    1 Response Sep 28, 2015

    Well tomorrow is my friends funeral,

    I went to high school with him, and we kind of lost touch after that, but still ran into each other from time to time during the summer, a great guy, fun to be around.....now he's gone due to an enlarged heart....I love you man, I never got to say bye I'll see you again tomorrow...
    asian12 asian12
    26-30, M
    1 Response Feb 6, 2014

    I lost my cousin in a tragic car accident in

    July this year. My life had changed dramatically. The smiles and happiness seems to be withdrawn from my life. I have good people around but nobody really understands. Loosing someone so young at 32. Leaving behind two young boys breaks my heart to not see my cuz. Miss ya!
    111gadafy 111gadafy
    36-40, M
    1 Response Nov 28, 2014

    Pain & Loss

                                                         When you lose someone you love every last word said rolls through your mind like thunder.  "I'm so worried about you sweetie"...."please slow down"...."for your daughter."  silence. The last words...
    dollysworld dollysworld
    46-50, F
    3 Responses Dec 4, 2013

    I have said it before here.

    But I really miss my boyfriend that committed suicide when I went away for a couple days. Not a single day goes by that I don't think about him. I remember that on his funeral I got shunned by his family that "the gay relationship you were in was a sin so he killed himself". I...
    RedLineEngineer RedLineEngineer
    18-21, M
    May 30, 2015

    Today I found out my soccer coach of 6 years

    just died from choking to death and that is why he mysteriously didn't show up to practice Thursday. I have been crying for about 3 hours... I just.. It hurts so much.
    alliebear1211 alliebear1211
    16-17, F
    Jun 2, 2014

    I miss my friend Walter g Allen.

    He died this year on 4/30/2015
    deleted deleted
    Oct 3, 2015

    It's been over 4 years

    since Amanda Todd committed suicide. She was always there for me when I felt alone. I miss her so much. Amanda you will be missed a lot. I'll see you soon </3
    saramae01 saramae01
    16-17, F
    Dec 30, 2014

    Two of my friend's I used to be pretty close

    with, passed away three night's ago. I remember the shock, and grief that overcame e as I figured out on social media, they had died. They were driving home when the driver had lost control of his truck, and crashed it into a fisheries pond. They were found with two other bodies...
    shadowwolf972 shadowwolf972
    18-21, F
    Aug 23, 2015

    How Will You Be Remembered?

    " What lies behind us and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us." Ralph Waldo Emerson I am asked sometimes to write and deliver a eulogy. I am deeply honored to do this not only for my loved one, but for their survivors. As I compose the words...
    Kathieredart Kathieredart
    56-60, F
    10 Responses Jun 25, 2013

    Dear Carlos,

    I don’t know if you knew, but i had a crush on you 8th grade year. I’d see you looking at me in class and I thought, ohh he’s pretty cute. You were a gangster though-not into my type then. Plus you had the horrible memory of me 7th grade year-ew.lol you were...
    BellaVara BellaVara
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Oct 28, 2009

    I miss them all. I miss Sarah

    who took her own life at 16, I miss Dave who lost his battle against cancer, I miss Aggie who's liver failed after years of substance abuse, I miss Mani who's life was taken in a home robbery gone wrong. I miss all my friends. Some of them chose to die, some of them gave up, and...
    TryingToLoveLifeNow TryingToLoveLifeNow
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Jan 13, 2015

    One of my close friends died in February due to

    a head injury at school and I miss him and idk what to do
    Lollyvird14812 Lollyvird14812
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Oct 17, 2015

    I Miss You Kristina

    I remember this like it was yesterday although I wish I could forget about what happened I know I never will, it was July 29th 2009 my best friend Kristina and I had been dating for a couple months now and I had never been happier I was in college, my life was still easy, and I...
    a7x1187 a7x1187
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Sep 22, 2013

    I remember when she was alive,

    everyone made her life a misery. When she killed herself everyone acted like her best pal. It angered me cause most of they people where the ones that pushed her too far....
    CrazyBitch1996 CrazyBitch1996
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 6

    I wish my brother was here.

    we never talked much, because he lived 6000 miles away in a different Country. I wish I could hug him. Then have him slap me I the back of my head, and say what the "RATPOOP ARE YOU DOING"
    nevets68 nevets68
    46-50, M
    Oct 3, 2015
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