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I Miss My Friend That Died

Life & Death 717 People

    Heard About It While I Was Stationed Overseas

    I'm not sure what was more shocking: that my friend since childhood died or how I got to hear about it.I was stationed in Germany in the late 1980s and my chief means of correspondence was by letter writing. Phone calls to the states were very expensive so I did very little of...
    bitabyss bitabyss 46-50, M 1 Response Aug 31, 2013

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    Happy birthday Robby.

    I can't say anything, but I miss you.
    supernerd22 supernerd22 16-17, M 1 Response May 7

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    I lost my cousin in a tragic car accident in

    July this year. My life had changed dramatically. The smiles and happiness seems to be withdrawn from my life. I have good people around but nobody really understands. Loosing someone so young at 32. Leaving behind two young boys breaks my heart to not see my cuz. Miss ya!
    111gadafy 111gadafy 31-35, M 2 Responses Nov 28, 2014

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    GGG

    3 years ago in February my best friend died in an accident. I can't get over it it's so hard to think of things he's missing out on and the things I am missing out on because I can't let him go. To this day I can't believe he's gone was one of those kindred spirits you only meet...
    Canadabro Canadabro 26-30, M Nov 3, 2013

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    As i approach my 23rd year on this earth I feel

    alone. Yesterday, I found out my best friend passed away. Sean Dill. Out of everyone me and you had this real *** connection. Not romantic, although it should have been. i was to shallow to see that you truly loved me, respected me, and i feel so alone right now that i dont...
    Cheyybby Cheyybby 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 20

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    When i was nine there was a little girl named

    addy and we were good friends until she got leukemia and died about a year after
    Kitry Kitry 16-17, F 3 Responses Sep 29, 2014

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    Larry. Bryce. Robert.

    Justice. Quality. Freedom.
    Converted Converted 46-50, M Mar 20

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    How Will You Be Remembered?

    " What lies behind us and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us." Ralph Waldo Emerson I am asked sometimes to write and deliver a eulogy. I am deeply honored to do this not only for my loved one, but for their survivors. As I compose the words...
    Kathieredart Kathieredart 56-60, F 11 Responses Jun 25, 2013

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    He Was Just Unique

    I miss my soul mate, he took his own life , I miss him so much, he was intelligent, funny, quick witted, sensitive and forceful when he needed to be. He shared my love of music, all things spiritual and was just the other part of me that made me whole, I feel like an amputee...
    chadster chadster 41-45, F 3 Responses Jan 23, 2010

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    Frank Sapienza

    It will be two years in March that my Best Friend, Frank Sapienza, died in a car accident. When I first heard about it, I dropped to my knees in shock, disbelief, and utter devastation. He was more than my Best Friend, He was my Brother. He couldn't be gone... We met in the...
    MstrNyseGuy MstrNyseGuy 26-30 Nov 2, 2012

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    Loving Lucia, The Angel Inside Me

    I have a friend who will never change. She will never lie about me, or bully me or leave me. Se will never cuddle me again, giggle with me, joke with me. She won't tease me, come around my house, smile at me, write a card for my birthday. Lucia Sofia Ximena. We grew up together...
    MummaToAZoo MummaToAZoo 36-40, F 2 Responses Mar 24, 2013

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    He would have been 16 last week.

    I have nightmares about him at least once a week, and I wake up screaming because I never got closure. Happy birthday, Benjamin Dressler.
    confusedgiraffe confusedgiraffe 16-17, T May 3

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    Dont Cry For Your Friends

    Two friends cared for each other very much....Unfortunately one of them died.....The second friend was so upset that he could not stop his tears.....He kept on crying day and night.....Many people gave sympathy but no arguments could stop his tears.....One night when he slept, he...
    saveushiral saveushiral 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 30, 2011

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    BreeezeBlocks BreeezeBlocks 16-17, F Nov 18, 2014

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    my friend died a few months ago of cancer.

    she was 16. The saddest parts of death really is how it affects people. I was affected by my guilt and shame. we had once been very good friends but when she was 7 she got cancer and we saw each other less and less and something had caused some big personality changes that I was...
    shamrok11 shamrok11 16-17, F Jun 14

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    I am so depressed 10 weeks ago my husband went

    to the doctor with hip pain they thought he had bursitis and gave him an injection, a week later he was no better. He was then sent to a orthopedic doctor a week later the MRI was done and the next day we were told it was bone cancer and 2 weeks after that we were told he had...
    maggiemaemore maggiemaemore 66-70, F Nov 30, 2014

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    my childhood crush passed away at 36 I've known

    him since i was 8 but haven't talked to or seen him since i was about 16 he died a month ago i feel weird that it still bothers me i used to write his name on everything i stalked him lol freaked out when i saw him and spent a lot of days obsessing over him he was friends with...
    Sweetcheeks0215 Sweetcheeks0215 31-35, F Oct 27, 2014

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    I've never talked about this before

    but here we go.... His name Blake Tomas Boothe, he was 14 when we died. It was in April.. He went to a differnt school then me but we lived in the same state,Everyday he was bullied for being bisexual, people would call him horrible name. He was so strong and he tried his...
    SpideyAlyx SpideyAlyx 13-15, M 2 Responses Aug 10, 2014

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    I made a great friend on line,

    his name was Jesse Kolb. He was the youngest double lung transplant recipient in AZ. I emailed him after I saw his YouTube video and he wrote me back. I got to know him for a few years and we became good friends. We kind of lost touch and I looked him up and found his memorial...
    SRayne SRayne 51-55, M 1 Response Sep 29, 2014

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    A memory that distant memory not far from my

    thoughts seemed so long ago now that we were full of laughter and happiness until we meet again you left way too soon long before your time. 15 years old!!!! Four months before your 16th birthday you were soo stoked! The day I got the call saying; your gone fell to my knees next...
    shexlove shexlove 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 8, 2014

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    One of my best friends

    and closest confidents in my life, died suddenly. went into the hospital with chest pains three months after his first son was born. He had a rare heart problem that made his body completely shut down and died on the operating table 4 days later. I miss you buddy.
    twistedAndJaded twistedAndJaded 41-45, M 1 Response Jun 14

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    Today I found out my soccer coach of 6 years

    just died from choking to death and that is why he mysteriously didn't show up to practice Thursday. I have been crying for about 3 hours... I just.. It hurts so much.
    alliebear1211 alliebear1211 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 2, 2014

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    He was my best friend in my childhood

    and in my primary school class too. He used to buy me hair clips and a ring with the love heart and gave me a mango through my concrete fence. He was everything I had in my childhood. We did not see each other for 37 years due to my family leaving for overseas, then we just...
    Buon Buon 46-50, F 1 Response Mar 16

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    I Miss You Kristina

    I remember this like it was yesterday although I wish I could forget about what happened I know I never will, it was July 29th 2009 my best friend Kristina and I had been dating for a couple months now and I had never been happier I was in college, my life was still easy, and I...
    a7x1187 a7x1187 26-30, M 2 Responses Sep 22, 2013

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    I'm cleaning my room

    for the first time since my best friend died a year ago. last thanksgiving she and I sat on the floor folding clothes and laughing like kids. she overdosed and died three weeks later. I hadn't been able to move anything she touched.
    flufballs2 flufballs2 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 26, 2014

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    My friends name is Ean

    and I love him. He was in band with me and in the same section. I've spent so much time with him and today he got shot. He's at the hospital right now and he's not going to make it.
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Apr 30

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    Richard

    My friend Richard was not just my friend.He had died at the age of 18 from a brain hemorrhage. He had battled brain tumours that were cancerous since the age of 7. Not only did he re-teach me to live my life to its fullest but, also taught me to love God again. He also was the...
    FreshBeginning FreshBeginning 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 3, 2012

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    I Miss You

    You have been gone 2 years. I miss you so much. I didn't think my heart could break but it shattered when you died. You will always and forever be in my thoughts. I hope you hear me when I talk to you ( out loud and I know you would be saying I am crazy). I love you and miss...
    notsosmartypants notsosmartypants 41-45, F 10 Responses Nov 19, 2013

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    Lung Cancer robbed me of my dear friend over a

    year ago. I posted about it then, but I felt compelled to post about him again because I miss him so much. I swear I have not felt a loving embrace since the last time he hugged me :( I miss him so much :.(
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 17, 2014

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    More than anything.. :/ he was my Mad Hatter in

    this crazy world that we live in. When things didn't make sense, he had a way of making it seem less painful. I miss the way we'd laugh for hours because of how random he could be.. I miss his advice. ..Things haven't really been the same since he's been gone. Rest in so much...
    SaraBear87 SaraBear87 26-30, F Nov 26, 2014

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    A great friend and a better man

    than I'll ever be died today and I don't know how to feel
    GrizzlyOhio GrizzlyOhio 26-30, M Nov 18, 2014

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    A year has passed since you died.

    It was nice being able to talk to you about things freely and not worry that you would just look down on me.I mean I don't know if that is how it was but you never made me feel otherwise.Your daughter is doing great man,her family looks after her really well.Doing well in school...
    RafaReu RafaReu 22-25, M May 25

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    dollysworld dollysworld 46-50, F Jan 13, 2014

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    Every day i still think about you.

    My husband coming to my work and saying "there's been an accident.....it's Sam" You were just such a great person. I miss your hugs and your laugh and voice and jokes. Even miss your inflated ego. I still can't believe you're gone. It's been 5 months and its just not real.
    aussiegirl2014 aussiegirl2014 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 8, 2014

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    In the past 2 months I lost my first girlfriend

    who even though I hate it I told her I love her we still spoke then when life thought it wasn't enough they took a very close friend who walked the roads of hell with me I hate the word love feels wrong when I say it but I still love them both
    pjrtt pjrtt 22-25, M Jun 14

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    Happy birthday to a really good friend Andrew

    you were to young when you died but at least you died serving America, I know today's your birthday and your watching everyone from up above. Happy 24th birthday bud.
    sabresfan2010 sabresfan2010 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 31

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    Well tomorrow is my friends funeral,

    I went to high school with him, and we kind of lost touch after that, but still ran into each other from time to time during the summer, a great guy, fun to be around.....now he's gone due to an enlarged heart....I love you man, I never got to say bye I'll see you again tomorrow...
    asian12 asian12 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 6, 2014

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    My old friends funeral is today.

    To keep myself from thinking about it I'm on a cleaning spree. We're planting 26 trees across the US In remembrance of him for each year he was alive.
    redheadedmelly redheadedmelly 22-25, F Jul 2

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    Where Are You?

    Today has been tough for some reason. Thinking of Jake, it chokes me when I try to swallow my saliva. His voice has been inside my head all day, and most days lately. I have a child with autism in my art camp this week... he mentioned today that he was so mad he could kill...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jul 9, 2013

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    His Name Is In Black Granite.

    Bill and I both graduated from high school in 1966. We became good friends during sixth grade. Due to a school district reorganization we ended up going to different schools yet we still kept in touch. We grew up on farms a short bike ride apart from each other and often hung out...
    GrandPaRoo GrandPaRoo 61-65, M 4 Responses Nov 18, 2012

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    Twenty years ago.... yesterday.

    ... I lost my dear friend K. She was kind.... generous.... funny.... absolutely gorgeous and so very humble. She had been fighting bulimia, off and on, for 17 years... the last five were tough ones. She did have control, at one point, and then lost it when an ex told her that...
    Cinnamongrl Cinnamongrl 46-50, F 5 Responses May 30

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    My friend died 5 months ago.

    He was 17. Us and our other friends spent our summer days and evenings together. We'd go fishing, BMXing, or just lay down on the grass and talked utter ****. Then one weekend I went to the a festival. He text me saying; 'Hey you! Where are you!? Coming out with me to make the...
    khall95 khall95 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 27, 2014

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    I've posted on here before

    but I want to again just because I miss him so much. He had so much to give and live for. One bizarre accident and poof he's gone forever. No body to say goodbye to, no opportunity to tell him one last time how much he meant to me, just an "I'll see ya soon" but I never get to...
    aussiegirl2014 aussiegirl2014 26-30, F 3 Responses Oct 2, 2014

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    I miss them all. I miss Sarah

    who took her own life at 16, I miss Dave who lost his battle against cancer, I miss Aggie who's liver failed after years of substance abuse, I miss Mani who's life was taken in a home robbery gone wrong. I miss all my friends. Some of them chose to die, some of them gave up, and...
    TryingToLoveLifeNow TryingToLoveLifeNow 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 13

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    So, today is May 9, 2015.

    It was May 9, 1988 when I lost my best friend, George, to a drunk driver. Even now, 27 years later, it still can reduce me to tears thinking about it.
    CrypticK76 CrypticK76 36-40, M 4 Responses May 9

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    Pain & Loss

                                                         When you lose someone you love every last word said rolls through your mind like thunder.  "I'm so worried about you sweetie"...."please slow down"...."for your daughter."  silence. The last words...
    dollysworld dollysworld 46-50, F 3 Responses Dec 4, 2013

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