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I Miss My Friend That Died

Life & Death 730 People

    Every day i still think about you.

    My husband coming to my work and saying "there's been an accident.....it's Sam" You were just such a great person. I miss your hugs and your laugh and voice and jokes. Even miss your inflated ego. I still can't believe you're gone. It's been 5 months and its just not real.
    aussiegirl2014 aussiegirl2014 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 8, 2014

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    How Will You Be Remembered?

    " What lies behind us and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us." Ralph Waldo Emerson I am asked sometimes to write and deliver a eulogy. I am deeply honored to do this not only for my loved one, but for their survivors. As I compose the words...
    Kathieredart Kathieredart 56-60, F 11 Responses Jun 25, 2013

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    My old friends funeral is today.

    To keep myself from thinking about it I'm on a cleaning spree. We're planting 26 trees across the US In remembrance of him for each year he was alive.
    redheadedmelly redheadedmelly 22-25, F Jul 2

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    Twenty years ago.... yesterday.

    ... I lost my dear friend K. She was kind.... generous.... funny.... absolutely gorgeous and so very humble. She had been fighting bulimia, off and on, for 17 years... the last five were tough ones. She did have control, at one point, and then lost it when an ex told her that...
    Cinnamongrl Cinnamongrl 46-50, F 5 Responses May 30

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    I Miss You

    You have been gone 2 years. I miss you so much. I didn't think my heart could break but it shattered when you died. You will always and forever be in my thoughts. I hope you hear me when I talk to you ( out loud and I know you would be saying I am crazy). I love you and miss...
    notsosmartypants notsosmartypants 41-45, F 10 Responses Nov 19, 2013

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    I miss them all. I miss Sarah

    who took her own life at 16, I miss Dave who lost his battle against cancer, I miss Aggie who's liver failed after years of substance abuse, I miss Mani who's life was taken in a home robbery gone wrong. I miss all my friends. Some of them chose to die, some of them gave up, and...
    TryingToLoveLifeNow TryingToLoveLifeNow 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 13

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    One of my best friends

    and closest confidents in my life, died suddenly. went into the hospital with chest pains three months after his first son was born. He had a rare heart problem that made his body completely shut down and died on the operating table 4 days later. I miss you buddy.
    twistedAndJaded twistedAndJaded 41-45, M 1 Response Jun 14

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    I am so depressed 10 weeks ago my husband went

    to the doctor with hip pain they thought he had bursitis and gave him an injection, a week later he was no better. He was then sent to a orthopedic doctor a week later the MRI was done and the next day we were told it was bone cancer and 2 weeks after that we were told he had...
    maggiemaemore maggiemaemore 66-70, F Nov 30, 2014

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    His Name Is In Black Granite.

    Bill and I both graduated from high school in 1966. We became good friends during sixth grade. Due to a school district reorganization we ended up going to different schools yet we still kept in touch. We grew up on farms a short bike ride apart from each other and often hung out...
    GrandPaRoo GrandPaRoo 61-65, M 4 Responses Nov 18, 2012

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    It may be strange, To hold a certain rage,

    For every year, That adds to my rage, But it's true, I do. Wishing I could give them to you My little brother aged barely 16 passed away during my first semester university from an asthma attack. This has been the only way I've been able to express myself about this
    trippysystem trippysystem 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 11, 2014

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    I made a great friend on line,

    his name was Jesse Kolb. He was the youngest double lung transplant recipient in AZ. I emailed him after I saw his YouTube video and he wrote me back. I got to know him for a few years and we became good friends. We kind of lost touch and I looked him up and found his memorial...
    SRayne SRayne 51-55, M 1 Response Sep 29, 2014

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    I Miss You Kristina

    I remember this like it was yesterday although I wish I could forget about what happened I know I never will, it was July 29th 2009 my best friend Kristina and I had been dating for a couple months now and I had never been happier I was in college, my life was still easy, and I...
    a7x1187 a7x1187 26-30, M 2 Responses Sep 22, 2013

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    Well tomorrow is my friends funeral,

    I went to high school with him, and we kind of lost touch after that, but still ran into each other from time to time during the summer, a great guy, fun to be around.....now he's gone due to an enlarged heart....I love you man, I never got to say bye I'll see you again tomorrow...
    asian12 asian12 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 6, 2014

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    A great friend and a better man

    than I'll ever be died today and I don't know how to feel
    GrizzlyOhio GrizzlyOhio 26-30, M Nov 18, 2014

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    I'm cleaning my room

    for the first time since my best friend died a year ago. last thanksgiving she and I sat on the floor folding clothes and laughing like kids. she overdosed and died three weeks later. I hadn't been able to move anything she touched.
    flufballs2 flufballs2 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 26, 2014

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    GGG

    3 years ago in February my best friend died in an accident. I can't get over it it's so hard to think of things he's missing out on and the things I am missing out on because I can't let him go. To this day I can't believe he's gone was one of those kindred spirits you only meet...
    Canadabro Canadabro 26-30, M Nov 3, 2013

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    My friend died 5 months ago.

    He was 17. Us and our other friends spent our summer days and evenings together. We'd go fishing, BMXing, or just lay down on the grass and talked utter ****. Then one weekend I went to the a festival. He text me saying; 'Hey you! Where are you!? Coming out with me to make the...
    khall95 khall95 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 27, 2014

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    Dont Cry For Your Friends

    Two friends cared for each other very much....Unfortunately one of them died.....The second friend was so upset that he could not stop his tears.....He kept on crying day and night.....Many people gave sympathy but no arguments could stop his tears.....One night when he slept, he...
    saveushiral saveushiral 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 30, 2011

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    Heard About It While I Was Stationed Overseas

    I'm not sure what was more shocking: that my friend since childhood died or how I got to hear about it.I was stationed in Germany in the late 1980s and my chief means of correspondence was by letter writing. Phone calls to the states were very expensive so I did very little of...
    bitabyss bitabyss 46-50, M 1 Response Aug 31, 2013

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    I lost my cousin in a tragic car accident in

    July this year. My life had changed dramatically. The smiles and happiness seems to be withdrawn from my life. I have good people around but nobody really understands. Loosing someone so young at 32. Leaving behind two young boys breaks my heart to not see my cuz. Miss ya!
    111gadafy 111gadafy 31-35, M 2 Responses Nov 28, 2014

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    My Dear Friend

    My friend died one year back..He was not one of my best friends, but definitely we were good friends..I met him while doing my first year graduation..we were from the same college.. He had a very positive attitude and simply talking to him gave me so much inspiration..he knew he...
    MeDaphne MeDaphne 22-25, F Aug 8, 2012

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    Larry. Bryce. Robert.

    Justice. Quality. Freedom.
    Converted Converted 46-50, M Mar 20

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    Happy birthday to a really good friend Andrew

    you were to young when you died but at least you died serving America, I know today's your birthday and your watching everyone from up above. Happy 24th birthday bud.
    sabresfan2010 sabresfan2010 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 31

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    my childhood crush passed away at 36 I've known

    him since i was 8 but haven't talked to or seen him since i was about 16 he died a month ago i feel weird that it still bothers me i used to write his name on everything i stalked him lol freaked out when i saw him and spent a lot of days obsessing over him he was friends with...
    Sweetcheeks0215 Sweetcheeks0215 31-35, F Oct 27, 2014

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    Pain & Loss

                                                         When you lose someone you love every last word said rolls through your mind like thunder.  "I'm so worried about you sweetie"...."please slow down"...."for your daughter."  silence. The last words...
    dollysworld dollysworld 46-50, F 3 Responses Dec 4, 2013

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    He would have been 16 last week.

    I have nightmares about him at least once a week, and I wake up screaming because I never got closure. Happy birthday, Benjamin Dressler.
    confusedgiraffe confusedgiraffe 16-17, T May 3

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    I've posted on here before

    but I want to again just because I miss him so much. He had so much to give and live for. One bizarre accident and poof he's gone forever. No body to say goodbye to, no opportunity to tell him one last time how much he meant to me, just an "I'll see ya soon" but I never get to...
    aussiegirl2014 aussiegirl2014 26-30, F 3 Responses Oct 2, 2014

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    A memory that distant memory not far from my

    thoughts seemed so long ago now that we were full of laughter and happiness until we meet again you left way too soon long before your time. 15 years old!!!! Four months before your 16th birthday you were soo stoked! The day I got the call saying; your gone fell to my knees next...
    shexlove shexlove 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 8, 2014

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    Dance

    Dance Your smile could light up the blackened skies, no darkness could lurk, no secrets, no lies Your fire burned so hot, not a tear could be formed, no screams, no whimpers, it never stormed God knew he was mistaken, when you fell from the sky, so he called back his angel...
    silentandforgotten silentandforgotten 26-30, F 2 Responses Dec 22, 2012

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    Richard

    My friend Richard was not just my friend.He had died at the age of 18 from a brain hemorrhage. He had battled brain tumours that were cancerous since the age of 7. Not only did he re-teach me to live my life to its fullest but, also taught me to love God again. He also was the...
    FreshBeginning FreshBeginning 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 3, 2012

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    Buckley.

    The hole isn't healing. I wish I could say that I'm okay, but I'm not anymore. Sometimes I get really angry that I had to lose you. Some days I just sit there, trying not to cry. Wondering how I'm going to pretend like everything is alright, so my mother doesn't think I need...
    ChemicalVision ChemicalVision 18-21, F May 30, 2013

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    He Is Dead...but His Spirit Travels With Me...

    He was one of my best buddies....i met him at a local gym and we became great friends....he always wanted to experience life and wanted to try out new things....on one tragic day he met with a bike accident...he was taken to a hospital and was pronounced dead by the doctors....i...
    saveushiral saveushiral 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 28, 2011

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    A year has passed since you died.

    It was nice being able to talk to you about things freely and not worry that you would just look down on me.I mean I don't know if that is how it was but you never made me feel otherwise.Your daughter is doing great man,her family looks after her really well.Doing well in school...
    RafaReu RafaReu 22-25, M May 25

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    As i approach my 23rd year on this earth I feel

    alone. Yesterday, I found out my best friend passed away. Sean Dill. Out of everyone me and you had this real *** connection. Not romantic, although it should have been. i was to shallow to see that you truly loved me, respected me, and i feel so alone right now that i dont...
    Cheyybby Cheyybby 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 20

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    So, today is May 9, 2015.

    It was May 9, 1988 when I lost my best friend, George, to a drunk driver. Even now, 27 years later, it still can reduce me to tears thinking about it.
    CrypticK76 CrypticK76 36-40, M 4 Responses May 9

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    In the past 2 months I lost my first girlfriend

    who even though I hate it I told her I love her we still spoke then when life thought it wasn't enough they took a very close friend who walked the roads of hell with me I hate the word love feels wrong when I say it but I still love them both
    pjrtt pjrtt 22-25, M Jun 14

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    When i was nine there was a little girl named

    addy and we were good friends until she got leukemia and died about a year after
    Kitry Kitry 16-17, F 3 Responses Sep 29, 2014

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    Two of my friend's I used to be pretty close

    with, passed away three night's ago. I remember the shock, and grief that overcame e as I figured out on social media, they had died. They were driving home when the driver had lost control of his truck, and crashed it into a fisheries pond. They were found with two other bodies...
    shadowwolf972 shadowwolf972 18-21, F Aug 23

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    Where Are You?

    Today has been tough for some reason. Thinking of Jake, it chokes me when I try to swallow my saliva. His voice has been inside my head all day, and most days lately. I have a child with autism in my art camp this week... he mentioned today that he was so mad he could kill...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jul 9, 2013

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    Frank Sapienza

    It will be two years in March that my Best Friend, Frank Sapienza, died in a car accident. When I first heard about it, I dropped to my knees in shock, disbelief, and utter devastation. He was more than my Best Friend, He was my Brother. He couldn't be gone... We met in the...
    MstrNyseGuy MstrNyseGuy 26-30 Nov 2, 2012

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    BreeezeBlocks BreeezeBlocks 16-17, F Nov 18, 2014

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    my friend died a few months ago of cancer.

    she was 16. The saddest parts of death really is how it affects people. I was affected by my guilt and shame. we had once been very good friends but when she was 7 she got cancer and we saw each other less and less and something had caused some big personality changes that I was...
    shamrok11 shamrok11 16-17, F Jun 14

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    I have said it before here.

    But I really miss my boyfriend that committed suicide when I went away for a couple days. Not a single day goes by that I don't think about him. I remember that on his funeral I got shunned by his family that "the gay relationship you were in was a sin so he killed himself". I...
    RedLineEngineer RedLineEngineer 18-21, M May 30

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    Dear Carlos,

    I don’t know if you knew, but i had a crush on you 8th grade year. I’d see you looking at me in class and I thought, ohh he’s pretty cute. You were a gangster though-not into my type then. Plus you had the horrible memory of me 7th grade year-ew.lol you were...
    BellaVara BellaVara 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 28, 2009

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    He Was Just Unique

    I miss my soul mate, he took his own life , I miss him so much, he was intelligent, funny, quick witted, sensitive and forceful when he needed to be. He shared my love of music, all things spiritual and was just the other part of me that made me whole, I feel like an amputee...
    chadster chadster 41-45, F 3 Responses Jan 23, 2010

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