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I Miss My Husband So Much It Hurts

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    Missing Him So Very Very Much

    My husband died in February this year, we met when we were very young, have two gorgeous girls and now my life is in ruins. He was such a good man, together for over 30 years. He fought and fought to stay alive for me and the girls, he went through so much horrible, painful...
    jlm1407 jlm1407 46-50 3 Responses Sep 9, 2012

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    Missing Jim

    Hi, my name is Kimberly. i lost my husband James in September of this year. We were married for 19 beautiful yrs. We have a 19 yr. old son who will be going into Airforce in 2 mos. My Jim unexpectedly went onto Cardiac Arrest, he wasnt found for 25 mins. He was on support for 5...
    missingmyhoney missingmyhoney 36-40 2 Responses Dec 3, 2008

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    Miss My Husband

    My husband left for another woman 5 months ago. We were together 18 yrs, married 11, have 3 girls. Even though I'm probably better off without him in the long run, he had become a bit of a ****, its still very hard. I miss the person he really is. I miss his presence physically...
    Moonbeam72 Moonbeam72 36-40 1 Response Nov 23, 2012

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    Adem And Nisuh

    My love my everyting adem...he live in usa and I"m liveing in kuwait I"m so loney and miss hem so much I"pery every singl day that to get hem always by my said ady
    nisuh nisuh 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 24, 2012

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    Missing My Husband Of 11yrs.

    I've been married with my husband for 11 years. He has been the only man I have ever been in my life. We have two awesome boys and I'm 19 wks pregnant with another boy. 3 months ago me and my boys caught him with another girl. It was horrible, very painful. I have dedicated 11...
    Liliana81 Liliana81 26-30 Apr 30, 2012

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    Cold As Ice

    Two weeks before comming home for my birthday celebration usual holiday hubby and i had a major arguement about our future, my life changed three days after I arrived home at my parents home several  hundred miles away. I recieved a devestating phone call from him he was calling...
    weepingheart1978uk weepingheart1978uk 31-35 1 Response Apr 1, 2012

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    Newly Wed.. and Already Alone.

    Hi. im new on here and i really dont get how this works lol. but anyway, i am 20 and i just got married. i know its a bit young but, we are in love and i dont want to be with anyone else nor does he. he is the perfect man for me... except he is in the navy. we got married in may...
    WednesdayKalei WednesdayKalei 18-21, F 5 Responses Aug 10, 2009

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    My first husband was killed in a car accident

    in 1983. We were only married for 2 1/2 years. I was heart broken. I never thought I would ever find happiness again. Then in 1996, I married the most amazing guy that ever existed, He suffered a heart attack and died in 2009. I miss him so very much. It has been 4 1/2 years...
    Penelope1995 Penelope1995 56-60, F 1 Response Dec 21, 2013

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    My Forever Soulmate and Bestfriend

    I was only sixteen and i thought i would never find a man that i could love as much as i loved my dad until i met Danny i knew the minute he touched my hand that i was gonna marry him. we dated for two years and he waited for me and when i was 17 he asked me to marry him but i...
    misty2000 misty2000 41-45 3 Responses Nov 29, 2008

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    I Still Miss Him...

    I met my dearest one when he picked me up hitchhiking...! I was going to my then boyfriend's for Thanksgiving, and he took me out there -- but made sure he had my phone number first! Yes, he called.. and as we talked, it became clear that his mind and mine worked in very similar...
    Momcat52 Momcat52 51-55, F 1 Response Nov 29, 2008

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    My Husband...my Hero

    My husband has been in the Army National Guard for 16 years.  The deployments overseas are so hard.  I want to show my support not only to my husband, but all the men and women who show courage and strength daily by doing what they do.   
    armyhasmyhusbandihavehisheart armyhasmyhusbandihavehisheart 36-40, F 2 Responses Feb 28, 2009

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    I Made A Mistake And I Have To Live With The Consequences

    So I finally ended my 7yr relationship with the man I intended to spend the rest of my life with. 4 yrs we fought to be together we made the unthinkable happen (we were just 2 random ppl who met online 1000s of miles apart) During those 4yrs we argued, split up but always seemed...
    anewme11 anewme11 26-30, F 3 Responses Dec 10, 2012

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    Missing Husband Badlly

    I miss my husband so much it hurts ,he had left two days before Christmas ,because we had a spat  from him accussing me of having an affair,which I wasn't because I love him so much . I wouldn't do that to him even though he  kept accussing me. The children don't want...
    kittycatsthomas kittycatsthomas 36-40, F 2 Responses Jan 28, 2010

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    How Soon Is Soon?

    My husbandis a soldier, like many others. He went to Iraq last june. Well I went to USMC basic and so those first three months I was entirely occupied, though instead of learning my chain of command I daydreamed about him. Well basically it came down to the Corps or him. I...
    littlered1011 littlered1011 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 27, 2009

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    Well it looks like I won't make it to school again today... it's 3:30 AM and as usual i can't sleep because im terrified of the dark for reasons i still don't know. Sitting here on...
    RnneKK RnneKK 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 23

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    You don’t even have an inkling of how anxious this heart remains for you? What kind of dreams this heart dreams? When I feel you close my heart wants to freeze the moment so that...
    winterfall winterfall 36-40 22 hrs ago

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    I miss him. It hurts more when he's around than my happiness being with him? I guess I feel negative emotions more? Or maybe I'm just weird. I miss him so much but know when he...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F 5 days ago

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    Dear EP friends, old, new, and the ones who are not here anymore: I miss the old days when everyone posted on each other's whiteboards before they PM'd them. I miss the old days...
    BlueRoseNeko BlueRoseNeko 16-17, F Feb 10

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    And there's nothing I can do about it. All I can do is think about him and just miss him. :( it hurts and sucks 💔💔
    DessyLove DessyLove 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    its sad the lives some children are growing up in now days...and in the past. its sad to know how many kids are homeless and are orphans or who grow up in abusive homes. why bting...
    sk1ttl3s sk1ttl3s 16-17, F Feb 24

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    i hate so much about my life that when i met you i couldn't believe that i found myself smiling and laughing every time we spoke but now i just feel like you don't need me anymore...
    AlwaysGonnaBHere4You AlwaysGonnaBHere4You 18-21, M 45 mins ago

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    I still do..Sometimes I hate you for it,for making me feel like this,for still wanting you to be here,sometimes i want you to feel as awful as you make me feel when i miss you.Id...
    simpleandpossible simpleandpossible 22-25, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    all of my friends ask why im alone truth is i trust no one, and if i do the person hurts me in return i rage out and fire back. so the best way for me to help them is to just not...
    feelsgoodtocut feelsgoodtocut 18-21, M 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    I used to be really friendly and could get along with anyone. And I really mean everyone, from the cool kids to the nerds to the outcasts. Nearly everyone in my batch I could greet...
    RojakBlood RojakBlood 18-21, F 5 hrs ago

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    I wonder how long it's gonna take to really get over you? I hate you at times yet at the same time i still miss you.. guess you finally cut off the endless loop.I never even got to...
    simpleandpossible simpleandpossible 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 21

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    I want to fall asleep in your soft, warm arms. Each night I want to lay snuggled close to you, close enough to hear your heartbeat, close enough to smell your sweet fragrance. I...
    winterfall winterfall 36-40 1 Response Feb 20

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    We all have people we think about. Have you ever thought that you may think alot about someone from your past and miss them that maybe someone thinks that way about you and you...
    geordieboy93 geordieboy93 18-21, M 21 mins ago

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    It is such an old photograph… It’s color’s fade slowly from gray to black… And the crease divides it from center mass…. Looking at the fading smile; as the paper fades...
    nocool nocool 41-45, M 2 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    I miss him holding me while watching movies. I miss his touch! I really wish I could spend more time with him, I can't wait for his basic training to be over.
    xoxodeja xoxodeja 18-21, F 1 hr ago

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    So this is going to be somewhat of a long story.. But I need to share with someone. Maybe sharing it will help me figure out where my heart lies. My ex an I broke up about 2 years...
    StephanieLynne1125 StephanieLynne1125 22-25, F Feb 6

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    I miss hom so much but I know our relationship is irreplaceable. He must up bad. It will never be the same and I need to forget about him. It's just so hard knowing and thinking...
    Luisa246 Luisa246 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 23

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    My Husband was the last man I said I love you to besides my dad but that is not the same kind of love.I tell him every day That I love him when I go outside and look up at the sky...
    HazelWolf HazelWolf 36-40, F 1 hr ago

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    Since you got back from where you came from, everything has changed so much. I cannot call you anymore like I used to, when I was tired of living or when I just needed someone to...
    Misaki7590 Misaki7590 18-21, F 2 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    I MISS HIM This post is from my journal and was written a long time ago but I am posting it because I think it will help one of my friends here. I am missing him so much. I...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 17 Responses Feb 9

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    I'm so sorry my time with you has been stopped, at least for a while. I regret that so much. I told you things would never change, I didn't know it then but I was lying. I miss you...
    madesomemistakes madesomemistakes 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 8

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    So i am in a long distance relashionship with this guy whom i am sooo inlove with :( i just love the hell out of him..sometimes all i want to do is sit next to him or just give him...
    Moonlightandstars Moonlightandstars 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 14

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    You never even existed... Not the you that I knew you as, anyway. You told me you wouldn't lie - made up more lies to make your existence seem more believable. And I... Drank it...
    iFortiTude iFortiTude 31-35 1 Response Feb 14

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    "Sometimes you never really know how important a moment is until it becomes a memory." Growing up, I never really had a father figure. The closest person I had to a dad was my...
    queenmallow queenmallow 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    to the most amazing man I've known.. you have no idea how much missing you hurts.. Ly!
    TrueLove213 TrueLove213 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 20

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    I miss you so much that it hurts. I cry when I think about you and I honestly think I will never get over it. It's almost been a year and it hasn't gotten easier.
    Kayleehere Kayleehere 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 21

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    My best friend was my highschool sweetheart whom after years apart I reunited with in 2007 ..he was so good to me.He loved me for me and stood up for me always even if I was wrong...
    tennmelann tennmelann 46-50, F 2 Responses 1 hr ago

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    so, my husband died about 4-5 yrs ago. Yes I struggled, and am still struggling. I went to celebrate recovery for my grief and it pulled me through the first year, but then I was...
    1mtnstr 1mtnstr 41-45, F Feb 11

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    Loss is such a unique feeling. All that once was, is forever lost and there are no more tomorrows left to share with that person. It eats into the realism of your soul so...
    SwanSongRebeL SwanSongRebeL 36-40, F 5 Responses 2 days ago

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