I Miss My Husband So Much It Hurts

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 54 People

    How Soon Is Soon?

    My husbandis a soldier, like many others. He went to Iraq last june. Well I went to USMC basic and so those first three months I was entirely occupied, though instead of learning my chain of command I daydreamed about him. Well basically it came down to the Corps or him. I...
    littlered1011 littlered1011
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 27, 2009

    Adem And Nisuh

    My love my everyting adem...he live in usa and I"m liveing in kuwait I"m so loney and miss hem so much I"pery every singl day that to get hem always by my said ady
    nisuh nisuh
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Oct 24, 2012

    I Still Miss Him...

    I met my dearest one when he picked me up hitchhiking...! I was going to my then boyfriend's for Thanksgiving, and he took me out there -- but made sure he had my phone number first! Yes, he called.. and as we talked, it became clear that his mind and mine worked in very similar...
    Momcat52 Momcat52
    51-55, F
    1 Response Nov 29, 2008

    Miss My Husband

    My husband left for another woman 5 months ago. We were together 18 yrs, married 11, have 3 girls. Even though I'm probably better off without him in the long run, he had become a bit of a ****, its still very hard. I miss the person he really is. I miss his presence physically...
    Moonbeam72 Moonbeam72
    36-40
    1 Response Nov 23, 2012

    Missing Him So Very Very Much

    My husband died in February this year, we met when we were very young, have two gorgeous girls and now my life is in ruins. He was such a good man, together for over 30 years. He fought and fought to stay alive for me and the girls, he went through so much horrible, painful...
    jlm1407 jlm1407
    46-50
    4 Responses Sep 9, 2012

    My Husband...my Hero

    My husband has been in the Army National Guard for 16 years.  The deployments overseas are so hard.  I want to show my support not only to my husband, but all the men and women who show courage and strength daily by doing what they do.   
    armyhasmyhusbandihavehisheart armyhasmyhusbandihavehisheart
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Feb 28, 2009

    My first husband was killed in a car accident

    in 1983. We were only married for 2 1/2 years. I was heart broken. I never thought I would ever find happiness again. Then in 1996, I married the most amazing guy that ever existed, He suffered a heart attack and died in 2009. I miss him so very much. It has been 4 1/2 years...
    Penelope1995 Penelope1995
    56-60, F
    1 Response Dec 21, 2013

    Missing Jim

    Hi, my name is Kimberly. i lost my husband James in September of this year. We were married for 19 beautiful yrs. We have a 19 yr. old son who will be going into Airforce in 2 mos. My Jim unexpectedly went onto Cardiac Arrest, he wasnt found for 25 mins. He was on support for 5...
    missingmyhoney missingmyhoney
    36-40
    3 Responses Dec 3, 2008

    Missing My Husband Of 11yrs.

    I've been married with my husband for 11 years. He has been the only man I have ever been in my life. We have two awesome boys and I'm 19 wks pregnant with another boy. 3 months ago me and my boys caught him with another girl. It was horrible, very painful. I have dedicated 11...
    Liliana81 Liliana81
    26-30
    Apr 30, 2012

    My Forever Soulmate and Bestfriend

    I was only sixteen and i thought i would never find a man that i could love as much as i loved my dad until i met Danny i knew the minute he touched my hand that i was gonna marry him. we dated for two years and he waited for me and when i was 17 he asked me to marry him but i...
    misty2000 misty2000
    41-45
    3 Responses Nov 29, 2008

    Missing Husband Badlly

    I miss my husband so much it hurts ,he had left two days before Christmas ,because we had a spat  from him accussing me of having an affair,which I wasn't because I love him so much . I wouldn't do that to him even though he  kept accussing me. The children don't want...
    kittycatsthomas kittycatsthomas
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Jan 28, 2010

    Newly Wed.. and Already Alone.

    Hi. im new on here and i really dont get how this works lol. but anyway, i am 20 and i just got married. i know its a bit young but, we are in love and i dont want to be with anyone else nor does he. he is the perfect man for me... except he is in the navy. we got married in may...
    WednesdayKalei WednesdayKalei
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Aug 10, 2009

    I Made A Mistake And I Have To Live With The Consequences

    So I finally ended my 7yr relationship with the man I intended to spend the rest of my life with. 4 yrs we fought to be together we made the unthinkable happen (we were just 2 random ppl who met online 1000s of miles apart) During those 4yrs we argued, split up but always seemed...
    anewme11 anewme11
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Dec 10, 2012

    Cold As Ice

    Two weeks before comming home for my birthday celebration usual holiday hubby and i had a major arguement about our future, my life changed three days after I arrived home at my parents home several  hundred miles away. I recieved a devestating phone call from him he was calling...
    weepingheart1978uk weepingheart1978uk
    31-35
    1 Response Apr 1, 2012

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