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I Miss My Husband

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    It's been almost 3 months

    since he passed... I miss him more and more every day. He was my best friend , love of my life, father of my children. He was big man with a badge with an even bigger heart and The patience of a saint. Always taking the time to try and help someone to better themselves . I'll...
    shannonb78 shannonb78 36-40, F 4 Responses Apr 18, 2014

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    I think at times that he is no longer in pain

    and is in a better place but then the guilt engulfs me that I should have done more to help. He passed in my arms while I was giving him a sip of water. Did I cause him to leave before his time? Was he going already? Why did he die? I don't know but I feel so guilty. He would...
    StaceySyl StaceySyl 41-45, F 4 Responses Aug 13, 2015

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    I Miss My Husband

    August 4, 2011 I had the best birthday ever. It was my 42 birthday and my 45 year old husband bought me a karaoke machine. Our children, my sister, and my daughter's boyfriend were all there. We were having fun singing songs and making jokes. then my daughter's boyfriend got up...
    Teadora Teadora 41-45, F 5 Responses Jan 6, 2012

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    My husband has been gone

    for nearly 4 years. He is not allowed near me as he could be arrested and is not altogether a nice man. In four years I haven't let myself miss him or think about him much accept in therapy. Today I missed him for the first time. I miss how he would text me every day to see how...
    paliglass paliglass 31-35, F 3 Responses Sep 11, 2014

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    JennyTom JennyTom 41-45, F 6 Responses Dec 10, 2015

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    He and I are both military

    and so we get sent random places. I am in Germany and he is in Greenland for a year or so. I talk to him on FB everyday and we Skype on weekends but I really really miss him. I miss his hugs and the way his skin smells. I miss waking up next to him and just seeing how peaceful...
    Ordinarylady Ordinarylady 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 12, 2015

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    soulgonetoitsmate soulgonetoitsmate 36-40, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I Miss My Shorter Half

      Yes my husband was shorter than I, didn't really mind, but when we walked together and passed a store window and I saw our reflection    I did laugh a few times, I lost him two yrs. ago to cancer.... sorry lets go back and correct that, he died two...
    grams grams 56-60, F 8 Responses Jun 25, 2007

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    I'm fighting back tears today without my husband

    and son here for Christmas. My husband goes in front of parole in March but I am so scared they won't let him out or that if they do his parole officer won't let us live together. So many worries and so much anger towards everyone including him for getting locked up in the first...
    DanieGirl1 DanieGirl1 31-35 1 Response Dec 24, 2015

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    I just lost my husband July 10th 2014 from a

    massive heart attack. We have been together for 12 years - married for 9. He had heart disease in his family - lost his dad when he was 45 and his uncle at 28. He had just been to the doctor the day before - routine for a cold - NO SIGNS - I dont understand. I cant stop...
    margob74 margob74 41-45, F 2 Responses Jul 26, 2014

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    dont you love it when you reach

    for a hug and they get a hand full of ***
    derea derea 18-21, F Dec 25, 2015

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    My boyfriend has been deployed a half month

    already but I don't receive any msg from him please somebody answer me its new to me because its my first time to have a army boyfriend I don't even know where he deployed and I'm ready to wait for him but is this normal that lack of communication while their on duty..? Please...
    lairenz lairenz 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 10, 2015

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    There are numerous older men in the world

    who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to find women for dating and companionship. The spokesperson reports that many older men have started finding perfect companions through their...
    emilyccaa emilyccaa 26-30, F Dec 7, 2015

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    I met my husband in Church in 1993.

    He was divorced with 5 adult children but 1 sadly died. My husband was 20 years my senior but we got on amazingly well. We married in 2001. Although I got pregnant quickly it ended quickly and I miscarried sadly. Gordon developed dementia then Alzheimer's and put into a Home...
    digordon51 digordon51 51-55, F 2 Responses Oct 21, 2015

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    How does this work? All things here are

    extremely depressing,,,
    catalina1979 catalina1979 31-35, F Jan 19

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    As I've written before my husband is a truck

    driver and is gone for long stretches sometimes. Almost three weeks now. I love and miss him so much when he's not home. Hopefully in a few days I will have him in my arms again.
    mztruble mztruble 31-35, F 3 Responses Mar 30, 2015

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    I lost my husband if fourth five years last

    week. Freddie I miss you. He told he before he passed away to try and become a social butterfly. And I'm tryin my best.
    Jenniferheart Jenniferheart 70+, F 6 Responses Mar 18, 2014

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    I miss my husband, I haven't seen him

    since the beginning of the month. He comes home in two days! I'm so excited! It will be a good night! <3
    foreveraaprincess foreveraaprincess 22-25, F Jun 28, 2015

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    I can avoid thinking about it most days

    because I do my best to stay distracted, but I miss him so badly. I miss the way he always made me laugh and the way he made me feel like everything would be okay. I felt at home by his side so now t he is gone I feel a little lost. The worst part about the whole thing is trying...
    IPleadthe5th IPleadthe5th 41-45, F 9 Responses Feb 13, 2015

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    Hello all, I came across this link looking

    for others that were about my late husband who was killed after leaving work and the killers still have not been found...that was 7/24/12. A lot like all of you, it's so very hard as although I have moved on with my life and re-married there isn't a day I don't talk to him, cry...
    MickiJackson MickiJackson 51-55, F 3 Responses Jan 2, 2014

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    Everything I Had Is Gone

    My husband of 13 years has left me and please don't anyone get on here and say he was an *** and I'm better off.  He was the best spouse ever and I just wore him down with my personal issues and verbal abuse.  I should have gotten counseling.  I offered that - or...
    MetalFatigue MetalFatigue 36-40, F 8 Responses Jul 15, 2009

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    My husband & i have been together 4years he

    recently got arrested for agg assault with a deadly weapon & sum more charges i know he's going to be gone for a few years due to his pass record i have 3 kids and im just fed up i dont want to leave him but enough is enough he made sure we were tooking care of wen he was out...
    Tisshh Tisshh 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 29, 2015

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    We live together, we work in the same hospital,

    we work the same days, we drive to work together....... But we still in love with each other
    hzel1323 hzel1323 26-30, F Jul 23, 2014

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    Tom will be home from work any minute,

    I changed into his favorite boots, lets see what HAPPENS????
    JennyTom JennyTom 41-45, F 17 Responses Dec 21, 2015

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    He's overseas right now

    and won't be home until the end February. Long enough to to see our twins be born then he'll be off again in April!
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 27

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    Lost my husband a little over a year ago from

    cancer. Sometimes I feel like such an outcast just due to my thoughts. We've known each other since we were 12 years old. I swear I feel down the rabbit hole sometimes.
    Jperalta24 Jperalta24 31-35, F 3 Responses Jan 8

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    I miss my husband.. sometimes i'm quite okay

    having my own time. sometimes I really miss him like I am now. the long distance marriage has gone too long. it'll be four years soon. and another three and half years to go.. yesterday I went to a relative's wedding. my guarantor's family kept asking about my husband. I know...
    rainyrainsky rainyrainsky 26-30, F Sep 20, 2015

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    Although he's alive, healthy

    and well, I miss him. I miss the closeness we once shared. I miss the times we would text and say "I love you" every time we talked. I miss the feeling of being the only one in his heart and on his mind. Sometimes I feel stupid for going back with him, knowing her name is...
    TennesseeWhiskey TennesseeWhiskey 41-45, F 2 Responses Jul 14, 2015

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    I'm military gf and were four month only

    but I know to my self that I want to spent my whole life with him he been deployed 10days since then but I don't receive any msg from him or didn't know where he been deployed..... Please somebody advice me I'm new to this experience I don't have friends to ask because all if my...
    lairenz lairenz 26-30, F Sep 9, 2015

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    We are still married

    and he is right beside me every night, but at the same time it is like he's not even there,
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Sep 1, 2014

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    There must be a hundred reasons

    why I left. The biggest one was him wanting to know why I didn't trust him enough to obey him. That was the reason that got me shoving stuff in bin bags. But some of the others are. He never ever touched me. He would hug me. Peck me. But that's all. He had given up...
    grommit3 grommit3 36-40, F 8 Responses Feb 9, 2015

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    There are numerous older men in the world

    who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to find women for dating and companionship. The spokesperson reports that many older men have started finding perfect companions through their...
    bethccaa bethccaa 26-30, F Dec 25, 2015

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    We are going to be apart a few days

    and I miss him already :(
    xoSincerelyYoursxo xoSincerelyYoursxo 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 25, 2015

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    He Is Deploying and I Miss Him Already!

    My husband and I have been married for a little over a year ( have known each other for 3 years). We got married in June of 2006 and he joined the Air Force shortley thereafter. He left for basic in December 06 and was gone til april. When he got home, we left for our duty...
    Naked Naked 18-21, F Sep 5, 2007

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    My husband went to prison a year ago

    and I miss him like crazy! Hopefully he will get out after going in front of parole in March. If he doesn't I think I will lose my mind
    DanieGirl1 DanieGirl1 31-35 1 Response Dec 7, 2015

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    There are numerous older men in the world

    who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to find women for dating and companionship. The spokesperson reports that many older men have started finding perfect companions through their...
    allisoncc11 allisoncc11 26-30, F Aug 13, 2015

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    I just lost my Husband on July 29th,

    2015. He was my world. We were together everyday for 25 years. We were not like other couples who had their own jobs and friends. We went to college and worked together. I don't know how to go on without him. I know that he is helping me get through this time, but I am running...
    StaceySyl StaceySyl 41-45, F 1 Response Aug 13, 2015

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    My husband's been in service

    for almost four years. We've been married for five years i feel our marriage is falling apart due to living apart in two different states i don't know what to do anymore.
    carmel2015 carmel2015 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 30, 2015

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    My Soul Mate Is Gone, My Life Has Been Destroyed.

    I met my husband the summer of 1999 while playing volley ball at the river.  I had recently came out of a relationship that was not so great and was not looking for a relationship.  We hit it off right away and became great friends.  By Oct 2000, we were married...
    GeneosLady GeneosLady 41-45, F 23 Responses Jun 5, 2007

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    We just had the most intense phone sex ever .

    WOW. Then one of the best discussions . Then laughed our ***** off . I hate being so far away from him . Hope I can make it to him , and surprise him .
    Gemma3sahara Gemma3sahara 31-35, F 1 Response Oct 11, 2014

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    I'm still scared about going out into public

    because I'm not very convincing women I still look very much like a man well at least I think so. I think that's all I have to say. ok I wish that I still had a girlfriend I don't like being alone it really sucks she won't have me back I've been trying for three months over. the...
    watcher369 watcher369 46-50, F Aug 28, 2015

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    I've been missing my husband everyday

    for over two weeks. Even though we've been having communication issues and need to get into some counseling to overcome them; we are very close. He is my other half. I am at peace when he is nearby. But today I finally got to spend the day with him and my heart has been refilled...
    ThaFMSstarfish ThaFMSstarfish 41-45, F Dec 3, 2015

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    There are numerous older men in the world

    who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to find women for dating and companionship. The spokesperson reports that many older men have started finding perfect companions through their...
    kimcc11aa kimcc11aa 26-30, F Jan 20

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    I miss the husband I never had.

    Our wedding day was a complete nightmare for me. He suffers from P.T.S.D. and he had a complete meltdown to the point of of cussing me out on our wedding night. He apologized relentlessly but no sooner than we returned home he met someone and cheated with her. Again he promises...
    KarenLong15 KarenLong15 41-45, F 1 Response Jul 23, 2015

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    When They Have to Go Away

    when i met my future husband of course i didnt know that he was the future one and didnt know that i would soon be put through the worst thing in my life.  Love someone so much that you dont want to get up and go to work, and you cant wait to get home to them..and...
    kellyann970 kellyann970 36-40, F 8 Responses Oct 24, 2006

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