I Miss My Kids

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 183 People

    I Miss My Boys...

    It has been 2 years, 1 month, and 10 days since the last time that I was able to hug and kiss my boys. Daily, I close my eyes and play the memory of my last moment with Mathew, as he smiled and stared into my eyes and said, " I love you daddy". Dylan stood next to me and laid his...
    savemyboys savemyboys
    26-30
    1 Response Jul 28, 2011

    I Wake Every Night And Wonder If I Did The Right Thing. I Miss Them So Much.

    Almost 3 years ago I left my children with their dad (my ex husband) and went to another country. It was the hardest decision I have ever made in my whole life. I had my first child at 19, It was with my now ex husband and he was 30 at the time. We had only been together 6 weeks...
    aroural aroural
    31-35
    3 Responses Feb 28, 2011

    I Think About Them Everyday

    Not everyone knows this but I have two kids, ages 3 and 4. It has now been two weeks since the last time I have seen them and it's the longest I have ever been away from them and it's killing me. I think about them all the time. They live in Florida while I'm up here in Minnesota...
    IamDRock IamDRock
    31-35, M
    2 Responses Apr 26, 2013

    Please Help I Miss My Kids

    I am a 37 year old male going thru a very painful divorce with two beautiful kids .  I have been experiencing massive depression and also at times having uncontrollable crying episodes.  I miss my kids so much.  I am so stuck on the things that I am going...
    kab72 kab72
    36-40
    4 Responses Jul 26, 2010

    No Excuse

    I was fighting the war on terror and my children were taken away....
    BlessedandProud BlessedandProud
    41-45
    1 Response Dec 27, 2012

    Miss You Both So Much

    I wonder what you're doing and how you're living life what new things did you learn today and how did you sleep last night did you feel raindrops on your face or sunshine in your eye of all the questions left uknown the biggest one is why why can't we be together why can't I...
    jodidoguy jodidoguy
    36-40, M
    Oct 3, 2013

    Especially At Christmas Time

    I miss my kids and wish I had them in my lap right now.  I miss the little sweethearts tearing through the house like tiny tornadoes leaving a trail of “stuff” in their wake.  I want to feel their giddiness and excitement grow as Christmas gets closer each...
    Myonis108 Myonis108
    56-60, F
    13 Responses Dec 9, 2008

    Telling my experience is like carefully

    unraveling delicate threads one by one from a blanket of chaos. My children are 4 and 6. They were born into a marriage of abuse loosely held together by money, a nice home and all of the comforts of being able to be a stay at home mom. My ex beat me to the point of...
    Benandmcsmom Benandmcsmom
    31-35, F
    Sep 18, 2014

    ok so i don't actually have kids,

    but i have dated women with children. it was a heartbreaking break up, but despite these terrible tragedies, the worst is when you also have to break up with their child. see i bonded with these kids, i treated them as my own. i do still see them, but it sucks not being able...
    Izzyguy007 Izzyguy007
    22-25, M
    Mar 17, 2014

    Divorce

    I never wanted to parent this way, sharing our children between two households. I keep thinking of the story of King Solomon and the two women who came before him, fighting over a child, both claiming him as her own. King Solomon told them that he had a solution-cut the child in...
    lovevolves8 lovevolves8
    41-45, F
    7 Responses Nov 6, 2013

    I Miss My Kids So Much.

    We live in Georgia, and my two children (9 and 5) are a week into a two week visit to Grandma (DH's Mother) in Wisconsin.  DH flew them out and stayed for a few days with them.  He will be home this afternoon.  He flies back next week to bring them home.  I...
    Missingthemsomuch Missingthemsomuch
    31-35
    Jul 17, 2009

    It's almost been 1 year

    since my divorce started. I thought I would be stronger but I'm not. I thought the weeping might be over... It's not. I thought people would understand... They do not nor do they care to take the time to even try. Empathy doesn't exist and while some may say they care...
    prandall prandall
    46-50, M
    Jan 3

    It's Been 3 Years and I Only Have Myself to Blame

    This will probably read like big jumbled mess.  That's what I feel like right now being that it's 2 am and I can't sleep right now because I am Desperatly missing my kids.  I happened  upon this website looking up "I miss my kids" and so I just...
    peace4allkinds peace4allkinds
    31-35
    7 Responses Jul 14, 2008

    Missing My Babies On My Sons Birthday

    I miss them so much. Everything about them. Their smiles, their laughter, their eye rolling, their smell... I miss them so much I physically ache. Today is my oldest son, Asa's 8th birthday. I can barely function. I have never not seen my baby boy on his birthday. But Mommy made...
    krystal1984 krystal1984
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Apr 8, 2011

    I Dread October

    It was October first 2008 and what I thought was just another ordinary day. My daughters dad and I had broken up awhile back and I was talking to a different guy. I was on the phone with him when my daughters dad comes walking up to the door. He had been in and out of jail all...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Sep 26, 2012

    Why Did They Take My Kids?

    Im a great MOM! Love my children with all my heart. Ive been married for 16 years to my husband. My oldest daughter Hannah is 10, My youngest daughter is 8 her name is Haley. My husband and I got into a arguement and the neighbor called police. We just moved into a nice new...
    fairytale9775 fairytale9775
    31-35, F
    1 Response Dec 3, 2009

    My Kid Is Now Being Taken Away

    I am 21 a very young parent i would say, me and my ex got together at the age of 18 beggening of collage. Had our kid at the age, we both love him but because i work at nights she blames me for not being with him during the day, i cant bacause in the morning he goes to an educare...
    Xavi1 Xavi1
    18-21, M
    Sep 28, 2012

    Missing My Kids But It Turned Out For The Best

    Ten years ago I left my husband, my home and my four children and moved to another country. At that time I was suffering from a severe depression, and my marriage had broken down, though my husband and I were still on friendly terms.  I couldn't afford the family house and I...
    Marjah Marjah
    41-45
    2 Responses Mar 13, 2011

    My Kids Are Everything To Me

    My kids are everything that keeps me sane in this crazy world. I always knew that one day they would grow up and leave home,I just never realized time would go by so fast. I am proud of my kids,I have 3 and they all have started college this year. They are smart,independent...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Nov 6, 2012

    It's my lil boys 4th birthday n his mum is

    being a ***** n not letting me see him n she not let me c him in over a year it's going through court
    VIPERkris VIPERkris
    36-40, M
    Sep 18, 2014

    Well, it's official. I won't be sing our kids

    over the holidays because my ex is a cruel, heartless *****.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Dec 30, 2014

    So I am a father who works away,

    this time i'll be 7 weeks away from my 1 year old son. I've been away 5 days now and the last 4 days each time I've spoken (skyped) my wife, I've either heard or seen her parents at my house having fun with my son. On one hand I feel happy that my son is enjoying time with his...
    DanHoward DanHoward
    31-35, M
    Mar 24

    I Want My Four Boys Back!!!

    I AM A 26 YEAR OLD MOTHER , I HAVE 4 KIDS AND I USED TO HAVE A HUSBAND , UNTIL CPS SHOWED UP. MY EX-HUSBAND AND I PROVIDED A CLEAN , LOVING AND CARING HOME FOR OUR CHILDREN AND WE DIDN'T DESERVE TO LOSE THEM. CPS TOOK OUR KIDS FOR WHAT I BELIEVE IS VERY UNJUST AND TAMPERED WITH...
    angeiebaire26 angeiebaire26
    26-30
    4 Responses May 10, 2011

    My Lil Men...

    April 1,2012...Ethan and Ayden. I found out after 13 years,I was pregnant again. My daughter,at the time,was just a thought. My sons were My world.the only right things I've done was have My children. My father has guardianship of My boys.I'm currently on methadone,and My family...
    sablegrl3 sablegrl3
    31-35, F
    May 12, 2013

    My Life Is Incomplete W/Out Them Here...

    About 5 years ago I went through domething extremely tramatic and became depressed. I have post tramatic stress syndrome. I went to get help for myself to get better. When I did that my 2 oldest father went to friend of court andfiled to take them from me. I never was given a...
    sweetbee7 sweetbee7
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Feb 13, 2013

    I Want My Kids Back..do They Think About Me?

    evEVERYTHING I LOVED I HAVE LOST...MY KIDS, MY APARTMENT, MY FAMILY, MY SELF RESPECT AND PRETTY MUCH EVERYTHING ELSE THAT COMES WITH ME BEING AAN INDEPENDENT WOMAN. R U READY FOR THE SAD PART?...THE MAN I LOVED THE MOST..TOOK IT ALL FROM ME. HE GAVE MY KIDS AWAY TO MAKE A LONG...
    honeydip13 honeydip13
    26-30
    9 Responses Feb 12, 2008

    For 12 years I was in a emotionally abusive

    marriage, I got so mentally ill that it got to a point where all I did was drinking and trying to commit suicide and my then 6 & 8 year olds saw mommy in and out of hospital. My soon to be x husband convinced me to go to the Middle East to "earn the money" while he decided to...
    Chanita1 Chanita1
    36-40, F
    1 Response Aug 11, 2015

    They will be with there Father today

    (Christmas) .. Its my first without them.. I am totally devastated and a mess. I know its one day.. But the older now and I don't get to see them as often. I dont begrudge my ex-husband his time, he deserves it as well as his extended family. I just do not have much extended...
    fairone fairone
    46-50, F
    13 Responses Dec 25, 2015

    I Want My Kids.

    I used to be a stay at home mom. Around the time my daughter turned 3, I was pregnant with #2. She was born in 2000, he was born in 2003. I haven't seen my kids since 2004. I think about them every single day, and that will never stop. I used to write letters to them that I didn...
    Daenerys2012 Daenerys2012
    31-35, F
    Sep 12, 2012

    i live in a room..literally I pay rent

    for my room and I am scared to leave it...anxiety and depression have taken so much ....I watch normal people living and enjoying there lives and wish I could be like them yet most people judge me and think im lazy and a loser...Not true!
    Jaystorm11 Jaystorm11
    46-50, M
    1 Response Sep 21, 2015

    Being a single dad can be brutal.

    I miss my kids tonight..coming home to an empty house ...power rangers on the couch...rainbowdash and applejack ponies under the coffee table with a loom bracelet saddle( my girls are sooo cool!) and purple play dough crumbling and dried into the PS3 controller (it was the one...
    MrHeartaFire MrHeartaFire
    41-45, M
    4 Responses Jun 19, 2015

    Ex Being A Totally Unreasonable!!

    Today I picked my kids up from school to take them home. My eldest says he wants to spend time with me and the youngest follows suit. I miss them. Never spent so much time away from them ever. All I have left is my kids since she decided that our marriage was over. I didn't see...
    flawedman flawedman
    36-40, M
    1 Response Sep 16, 2013

    I Miss My Kids. All the time.

    Sometimes I even miss them when they're With Me... Cuz I see the ways in which they've bought into the bullshit their father/step-mother/society has been cramming down their precious throats. And I miss that bright, shiny penny sheen of their souls shimmering in their eyes...
    AdoraGel AdoraGel
    36-40, F
    1 Response Jun 26, 2015

    It's dumb that I am now used to not seeing my

    kids for 3-4 days every week. The old saying "kids are resilient" blah blah. Yes it's true but if I get a leg bitten off by a crocodile I'm sure Id get used to not having a leg in time too!...doesn't mean sh_t. It just means all of us have to make the best of the new normal...
    MrHeartaFire MrHeartaFire
    41-45, M
    2 Responses Mar 19

    Tring To Reconnect With My Teenaged Daughter

    I have a fourteen year old daughter who I have not seen since she was two, her mother and I devorced and she refused to let me visit with her. Then she refused to let me even talk to her . I was not a bad parent just a bad husband, any way my little girl recently contacted me on...
    Ratchet09 Ratchet09
    36-40, M
    Sep 6, 2012

    My children went out of state with their father

    last week. They have been gone for 1 week as of today. This is the longest I have spent away from them ever. They will be gone for about another whole week, I knew this would be hard but I didn't imagine it would be this hard. I talk to them a couple of times through out each...
    NewBeginnings77 NewBeginnings77
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Jan 2, 2015

    I Miss My Kids Terribly

    My wife of 13 years left me last summer after I was laid off.  She move 2000 miles away, and took my four children with her.  Hoping to save our marriage, I got a job where she moved.  As soon as I did, she served me with divorce papers, and limited my contact with...
    or06kgblky or06kgblky
    36-40
    4 Responses May 27, 2010

    I have two adult daughters.

    Both of them are in a religion that is very harsh and is tearing our family apart. All of the 4 grandchildren have left them because if the overly strict beliefs they live by. Two are 18, one 15 and the last is 13. Somehow, I am to blame for this because my husband and I took...
    Ladyozzy Ladyozzy
    56-60, F
    3 Responses Aug 26, 2014

    My Kids Left For Vacation Last Night

    They are with their dad, and they are happy and they will be fine, but I am a wreck.  I can't quit crying, and I feel horrible.  They are going to be gone for 6 weeks.  I don't know how I will stand it.  I knew it would hurt a little when they left, but I...
    mexpat mexpat
    41-45, F
    6 Responses Jun 26, 2010

    My ex won't let me see our kids

    because I brought renters in the house. She claims they were terrified of them but I know that's not true and I have the evidence to prove it. It's tearing me apart because I won't get to see them over the holidays and I know she's doing it just to satisfy her need for revenge.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Dec 27, 2014

    My Ex Has Run Off With My Kids & I Miss Them So Much

    Sometime last year 2010 the social services got involved with my ex as there had been some concerns raised regarding my kids. I found out by reading a report from social services & was so concerned i rang social & arranged to meet them. I met with them & some of the things i have...
    tyler4164 tyler4164
    31-35
    2 Responses Feb 19, 2011

    Pain.

    Not knowing where they are, or if they will know how much you love them. Feeling the failure of not being there. And not being able to let them know, you did all you can...
    jtw29 jtw29
    31-35, M
    4 Responses Jul 10, 2013

    The Mornings Are The Worst

    I'm about to give in a go ask the doctor for something to help me get through the mornings. I miss my kids so much it is making me sick. I cry and feel like vomiting. I tell myself that by afternoon I will feel better, but getting through those hours after I wake up is really...
    mexpat mexpat
    41-45, F
    1 Response Jul 1, 2010

    I Was The One To Move Out

    I miss them so much. I was the one to move out because I felt that it would damage them more to see their parents squabble over the house. He is with them more due to my work schedule and living situation at the moment. God I miss them. I think I did the right thing in the long...
    missing4pieces missing4pieces
    31-35, F
    5 Responses Nov 30, 2013

    My 3 middle kids are away at church camp they

    come home in 3 days and i can't wait.
    southernlady38 southernlady38
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jun 28, 2015
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