I Miss My Late Husband

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    I Miss My Late Husband.

    My husband passed away on December 19, 1997. It has been 15 years, and I still haven't gotten over him. We have a son, who is now 17. I am disabled, and our son is special needs. Between my physical disabilities, and his mental issues, I am so tired all the time. I have no...
    walkerdaw2 walkerdaw2
    51-55
    1 Response Dec 2, 2012

    I Miss Him So Much It Hurts

    I miss my late husband. Cancer what are you? Why ? Why? Why? I lost my beloved husband 2 yeara ago to cancer. They Say time heals and the pain is more bearable with the time. But that is not my experience. You see, I married Manny when I was 19yrs old. He was the love of my life...
    mannytmylove mannytmylove
    46-50
    1 Response Feb 3, 2011

    Happy Birthday Babe I Love You Forever And Ever

    Today is my late husbands birthday he would have been thirty one years young I miss him so much today. he only passed a little over a month ago but it feels like hes been gone forever. Hes given me two of the most beautiful gifts I could ever ask for love some pepole only dream...
    lovebug81710 lovebug81710
    18-21, F
    Sep 1, 2013

    You Can Go Now

    “It’s okay, honey.  You can go now.  Just go, sweetie.  I’ll be fine.”  I choked back tears as I repeated this over and over again during the wee hours of the morning.   “I don’t know how I’ll...
    dmlc dmlc
    41-45
    5 Responses Mar 26, 2009

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