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    I Miss My Life

    I miss my deceased husband.  I miss my home with him and our dog.  So much has happened in the last few years and there is no going back.  It wasn't a perfect life but just about as close as it can get to perfection.  Now there is a great big hole where my...
    danielsmary69 danielsmary69 56-60, F 2 Responses Jun 3, 2010

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    I Just Wanna Be Me..

    My Parents never really spent time wid me... they were always travelling,.,.,, my grandparents practically raised me.But eversince he has stopped travelling i kinda feel trapped.. i get angry really fast cuz hes at home but hes really always working,even when he comes home from...
    lonelyGirl100 lonelyGirl100 13-15, F 4 Responses Sep 23, 2011

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    My Life

    at one time i had it all ....handsome loving husband .two great kids ..lots of good friends and great job ...i was really happy ..crazy but happy ...and then HE died leaving us all alone ...my son is in the navy and daughter lives here with me ...but life isnt the same ..its hard...
    goodseemore goodseemore 41-45, F 6 Responses Feb 27, 2011

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    I Miss Everything.

    I always wanted to join the Army and now I've done so and I have been serving for almost six years now. I move around so much its extremely difficult for me to find happiness. Within the last five and a half years of being in the Army Ive never spent more than two consecutive...
    TheyCallMeAnthony TheyCallMeAnthony 26-30, M Aug 26, 2012

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    Money Isnt Everything

    A year ago I moved across the country for a 6 figure job...and i can honestly say that it may have been one of or the biggest mistake of my life.. I've lost all of my real friends I have no family here and I cant seem to settle in no matter what. As it is I am a very shy person...
    CANoilfieldwrker CANoilfieldwrker 22-25, M 4 Responses Feb 15, 2011

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    I have put a pause on my entire life including

    my home, husband, friends and enjoyment to take care of my ill grandmother. I am quickly remembering why I moved away from my family. I cannot believe I made this commitment without remembering how much psychological abuse I would be subjected to. I am just finishing the first...
    dezmo1983 dezmo1983 31-35, F Jul 24, 2014

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    Things Lost In The Fire

    One year ago I had five years clean. The most beautiful woman I have ever met loved me. Dearly. We had a beautiful home together, no children, but two wonderful dogs. I became more focused on my career in finance. Then after five years sober the anxiety, the drink and dope...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 13, 2012

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    A Gradual Decline

    3 years ago I was fit. I worked out 3 or 4 times a week. I had a good job and a girl I loved. Then the pain started, in my right ear. At first it felt like a tickle. Then it gradually got worse. It felt like something was being crushed and pinched and cut when I talked. Then...
    levinv levinv 36-40 1 Response Dec 6, 2010

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    When Love Turns to Dispair

    After 25 years of marriage My ex husbands cheating & lying, and constant belittling finally destroyed my trust in people and almost destroyed me in the end with an attempted suicide.  But it was I who destroyed the marriage   18 years we had a good...
    misssyb misssyb 51-55 1 Response Sep 30, 2008

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    I Feel ... Alone, Excluded And Dead.....

    Last year, I moved to Florida, out of my will. My family moved here because of my brother who plays tennis and wants to become a pro. I didnt like it last year and im still hating it. However at this very momment, i saw a picture of my friend show jumping on a horse. She was my...
    damnit5838 damnit5838 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 21, 2010

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    Mid Life

    I suppose I'm scared! I have 2 beautiful daughters but I know that my family die young, I can't come to terms with leaving them.
    Wilfred1917 Wilfred1917 41-45, M 1 Response Nov 9, 2012

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    The only time I wish I had one living with me, is when the dirty dishes pile up because I am too sick to have the energy do them myself. All other times I would just call them...
    Zquagmyer Zquagmyer 22-25, F 27 mins ago

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    The only time I wish I had one living with me, is when the dirty dishes pile up because I am too sick to have the energy do them myself. All other times I would just call them...
    Zquagmyer Zquagmyer 22-25, F 27 mins ago

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    The only time I wish I had one living with me, is when the dirty dishes pile up because I am too sick to have the energy do them myself. All other times I would just call them...
    Zquagmyer Zquagmyer 22-25, F 27 mins ago

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    The passed 2 weeks have been very hard for me. My grandfather passed away. Me and my boy have been getting into stupid little arguments over the phone. I'm so frustrated with how...
    Jimthegem Jimthegem 18-21, F 29 mins ago

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    I've had soo many opportunities I know I've missed out on. Everything from jobs I've lost to not saying yes to a particular request from another person
    Bri1989 Bri1989 26-30, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    I awoke this morning and even though it has been six months I still briefly forgot that we are not together. I shut off my alarm and was rolling over to snuggle with you as...
    Broken31 Broken31 31-35, M 3 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    It's awful when you lose contact with someone that you really like. Yes I do miss someone very much.
    Herbidacious Herbidacious 41-45, M 5 hrs ago

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    Barely knew one Family secret kept from me But he found me So we had weeks together And me misses what me met
    OddButResilient OddButResilient 46-50, M 5 hrs ago

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    If you dont have a happy dog in you life, then think twice you just might be lacking in Selfless love.
    Denny29 Denny29 26-30, M 8 hrs ago

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    I myself, have no clue what to do with my life. I finished year 12 last year and even then, whenever a peer would ask me questions like "what do you want to study in university...
    breesworld breesworld 16-17, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    I used to have no friends where I lived, I used to get home from school and get on EP on my kindle. I miss those times, all my friends I made on EP when I first started have no...
    AlyxJey AlyxJey 16-17, M 9 hrs ago

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    This Group is for all guys who like to wear a life jacket. Some of us like to wear them while they waterski, while being on a rafting trip or while sailing. Others like to wear a...
    schwimmweste schwimmweste 22-25, M 10 hrs ago

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    Hey ex boyfriend! I still think of you, you dumbass! hehehe. How are you? I hope you're doing good. I still care for you. And I miss you! :*
    cjg1289 cjg1289 26-30, M 13 hrs ago

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    "We may be a thousand miles apart But I'll be with you wherever you are I'm already there Take a look around I'm the sunshine in your hair I'm the shadow on the ground I'm the...
    xXverlorenXx xXverlorenXx 22-25, M 14 hrs ago

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    These old rascals and I have been through Hell and high water together. These are the two finest, most lively, and optimistic pair of guys I know... Conor (left) always knew how to...
    SonofPaddy121 SonofPaddy121 18-21, M 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    I miss you. Wholeheartedly and absolutely. Things in my life are not the same without you in it. My life was never perfect and there always seemed to be bumps in the road, but...
    TheWhimsicalHeart TheWhimsicalHeart 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    I'll Always Love You FORGIVENESS I got the call today, I didn't want to hear but I knew that it would come. An old, true friend of ours was...
    Jackie69C Jackie69C 46-50, F 4 days ago

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    Date Night is one of my favorite movies. I can see how the title might be misleading and have judgmental others think it is a mega-romantic movie when it isn't that at all. The...
    loveismyfriend loveismyfriend 36-40, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I always had in my heart, when I have a son I would Name him "Maaiyukkh Rubbaiyat Rashid" May be a nick name..Al .Ghafoor. My Father, El Rahsid.. Who was fluent in Farsi. I grew up...
    soulgonetoitsmate soulgonetoitsmate 36-40, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Its weird when listening to the song All I Want by Kodaline, never experiencing anything like it before in my life, yet feeling it. Its like i have a hole where something is...
    dathglas dathglas 13-15, M 5 days ago

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    I miss her so much. It's been almost 6 months and still I break down and cry most days. I don't simy miss her. She is missing from me. I have never felt so incomplete in my life. I...
    Broken31 Broken31 31-35, M 6 days ago

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    I've been around almost 40yrs. And I've never missed anyone before. Never knew who my first real love was. Until December 18, 2014. I ****** up and hurt the only woman I loved more...
    Grimmfk Grimmfk 36-40, M 1 Response Feb 1

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    Sunshine646 SpiritualStoner itsalonleyworldoutthere Lifejunkie These are my EP friends that have disappeared without a word. I hope they return soon, I miss talking to them. I...
    moose73630 moose73630 16-17, M 1 Response Feb 1

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    When I say I miss you I really do mean it. I'm not the type of person to only say those three words when I need something from you. If I tell you I miss you, it means that you mean...
    cmyk323 cmyk323 36-40, F 3 Responses Jan 30

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    This is a confession. My best friend was the most courageous person I know. She es very very strong and reminded me of the best of my mother. She was kind and caring, loving and...
    QuestionMarks QuestionMarks 41-45, F 2 Responses Jan 29

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    I do terribly not a day goes by where I don't miss it. before my current illness before the organization, before the deaths of so many of my friends. before the nightmares before...
    SladeTheLegend SladeTheLegend 18-21, M Jan 29

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    I miss someone im yet to meet, i miss a place im yet to visit... I miss a life im yet to have.
    Valencia Valencia 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 29

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    I miss her terribly. She stopped being my friend, just like that, because she said she couldn't handle any friendships at the time. Her own issues - her depression, anxiety and...
    hsargasso hsargasso 16-17, F Jan 29

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    By my side in bed is the empty spot you used to sleep. I used to awake in the middle of the night and reach out and just touch and hold you. Even before you left me you seemed like...
    Broken31 Broken31 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 29

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    As I arrived at the nursing home, I saw my brother in the room at her bedside. She was experiencing apnea and had been given high doses of morphine by the hospice nurses on duty...
    Nightvale Nightvale 46-50, M 1 Response Jan 28

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