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I Miss My Life

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    A Gradual Decline

    3 years ago I was fit. I worked out 3 or 4 times a week. I had a good job and a girl I loved. Then the pain started, in my right ear. At first it felt like a tickle. Then it gradually got worse. It felt like something was being crushed and pinched and cut when I talked. Then...
    levinv levinv 36-40 1 Response Dec 6, 2010

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    I've made right decisions in life

    but they've made me unbelievablely unhappy I barely have a friend to my name anymore My personality is almost completely gone Sounds stupid but I just feel angry at how life has treated me I met someone special, someone I felt completely different towards but typical me, I lost...
    PaddyJack15 PaddyJack15 16-17, M 1 Response Aug 19, 2014

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    Money Isnt Everything

    A year ago I moved across the country for a 6 figure job...and i can honestly say that it may have been one of or the biggest mistake of my life.. I've lost all of my real friends I have no family here and I cant seem to settle in no matter what. As it is I am a very shy person...
    CANoilfieldwrker CANoilfieldwrker 22-25, M 4 Responses Feb 15, 2011

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    Things Lost In The Fire

    One year ago I had five years clean. The most beautiful woman I have ever met loved me. Dearly. We had a beautiful home together, no children, but two wonderful dogs. I became more focused on my career in finance. Then after five years sober the anxiety, the drink and dope...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 13, 2012

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    When Love Turns to Dispair

    After 25 years of marriage My ex husbands cheating & lying, and constant belittling finally destroyed my trust in people and almost destroyed me in the end with an attempted suicide.  But it was I who destroyed the marriage   18 years we had a good...
    misssyb misssyb 51-55 1 Response Sep 30, 2008

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    I Feel ... Alone, Excluded And Dead.....

    Last year, I moved to Florida, out of my will. My family moved here because of my brother who plays tennis and wants to become a pro. I didnt like it last year and im still hating it. However at this very momment, i saw a picture of my friend show jumping on a horse. She was my...
    damnit5838 damnit5838 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 21, 2010

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    My Life

    at one time i had it all ....handsome loving husband .two great kids ..lots of good friends and great job ...i was really happy ..crazy but happy ...and then HE died leaving us all alone ...my son is in the navy and daughter lives here with me ...but life isnt the same ..its hard...
    goodseemore goodseemore 41-45, F 6 Responses Feb 27, 2011

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    I Miss Everything.

    I always wanted to join the Army and now I've done so and I have been serving for almost six years now. I move around so much its extremely difficult for me to find happiness. Within the last five and a half years of being in the Army Ive never spent more than two consecutive...
    TheyCallMeAnthony TheyCallMeAnthony 26-30, M Aug 26, 2012

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    I Miss My Life

    I miss my deceased husband.  I miss my home with him and our dog.  So much has happened in the last few years and there is no going back.  It wasn't a perfect life but just about as close as it can get to perfection.  Now there is a great big hole where my...
    danielsmary69 danielsmary69 56-60, F 2 Responses Jun 3, 2010

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    Mid Life

    I suppose I'm scared! I have 2 beautiful daughters but I know that my family die young, I can't come to terms with leaving them.
    Wilfred1917 Wilfred1917 41-45, M 1 Response Nov 9, 2012

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    I Just Wanna Be Me..

    My Parents never really spent time wid me... they were always travelling,.,.,, my grandparents practically raised me.But eversince he has stopped travelling i kinda feel trapped.. i get angry really fast cuz hes at home but hes really always working,even when he comes home from...
    lonelyGirl100 lonelyGirl100 13-15, F 4 Responses Sep 23, 2011

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    I have put a pause on my entire life including

    my home, husband, friends and enjoyment to take care of my ill grandmother. I am quickly remembering why I moved away from my family. I cannot believe I made this commitment without remembering how much psychological abuse I would be subjected to. I am just finishing the first...
    dezmo1983 dezmo1983 31-35, F Jul 24, 2014

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    I miss life before the Internet! I took my mom and aunt out for dinner last night and my mom sat on her phone the entire night!
    slimmmerman slimmmerman 41-45, M 3 Responses May 20

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    I always think about you.I can't think of my life without you. I'll love you for my whole life. I really loves you n miss you..
    adain1 adain1 18-21, M 18 hrs ago

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    this fucke^ suck! I really hate Mondays, one thing... I lost my job... secondly I was late to school... I missed one bus to go home and other broken down, so I walked home (glad...
    Thankyou1337 Thankyou1337 16-17, M 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    Mia I miss you so much. I wish I could've said goodbye properly.You have no idea how much life sucks without you. Not having someone I can talk to about everything. The friends I...
    SecretSephira14 SecretSephira14 13-15, F 9 hrs ago

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    I miss my best friend who hasn't lived in the same country for me in about ten years. I miss my ex, I wish I never dated him as friendship post break up is not possiple and he's...
    Oceaneater Oceaneater 26-30, F 20 hrs ago

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    I miss the first person who loved me. She was my best friend we spent lots of time together each week. We both played sports together up through the the beginning of junior high...
    crazyram45 crazyram45 22-25, M 12 hrs ago

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    It's been a week since my boyfriend left for basic and I miss him more and more everyday. I wish he was here with me right now. :( but I'm staying strong for him because I know...
    Tayyytor Tayyytor 18-21, F 2 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    Just for a week x just to go back to How I was . Enjoying being with either man and having fun . Missing my lover every day and when together it's amazing and I leave sad . Going...
    LT167 LT167 31-35, F 11 hrs ago

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    I used to re -read each and every letter written by him almost everyday since I missed him like crazy... It was a long time ago... Miss those days...
    UrbanLights UrbanLights 36-40, F 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    I miss her, I know that's not helping and I know that makes things worse but it makes me so so happy when I read them.
    turki2550 turki2550 16-17, M 2 Responses 21 hrs ago

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    I miss a lot of people. I went to Africa with a friend and I made so many friends there. It's kind of depressing that I don't know when I'll see them again.
    tomh11 tomh11 31-35, M 15 hrs ago

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    My boyfriend had to go away for work, and I'm really missing him. it's only been about 5 hours and already I'm looking at all our texts and smiling the entire time. I have to wait...
    Jonie10 Jonie10 22-25, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    I miss him so much.He had to go to work.Alex I want the hours to hurry on but they are so slow.I love you Alex.See you when you come back.
    MusicLover4Eternity MusicLover4Eternity 13-15, F 10 hrs ago

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    You were my first love. The control in the science of relationships that all other ventures were to be compared and critiqued against. Still noone knew. Not from shame or guilt or...
    ricanboom ricanboom 26-30, M 6 hrs ago

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    So today was my last class with him and tbh I'm sad and will miss him so much even tho he is just my crush I had so much fun talking to him hanging out with him and today after our...
    Dezitorsmilez Dezitorsmilez 18-21, F 2 hrs ago

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    Cameron will forever be missed, I love you buddy. :(
    tessamarie24 tessamarie24 16-17, F 2 hrs ago

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    It seems I think too much. I've been depressed, and then I think further into it and analyze why I'm depressed. I start to see patterns, and I can actually predict when I will get...
    Lateralus07 Lateralus07 18-21, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Stop. Rewind. Play. Take me back to the time where you took me to the park, take me back to when we'd play outside in the dark. Take me back to when you would put me on a swing...
    MariosGirl95 MariosGirl95 18-21, F May 3

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    it's been 5 months since my boyfriend broke up with me. it came out of the blue, and I still miss him terribly. He does not want any contact, as he says it will make it harder to...
    sohaki sohaki 46-50, F 2 Responses May 12

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    despite the fact i feel sad that moment feeling like i am excluded and ignored . the only concelation that helps is the wonderful memories i have had with people I have met...
    lonesomedove80 lonesomedove80 31-35, F May 22

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    He became my best friend. Before him, I was damaged- mentally and physically. I was bullied severely in grade school. My self esteem and confidence was at an all time low. Yet...
    Hannah102 Hannah102 16-17 3 days ago

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    Tomorrow afternoon, my little sister will begin the biggest adventure of her life so far-- serving an LDS 1.5 year mission in Brazil. I am so proud of her for her choice to go...
    quirkygirl520 quirkygirl520 22-25, F May 6

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    Another Mother's Day is here,And I still miss having you near.You were the best mom you could be,At times we were distant,And at times we would disagree,I never once doubted your...
    CrystalRainsPearls CrystalRainsPearls 41-45, F 21 Responses May 10

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    Someone asked me once if I ever considered suicide. If my memory is correct I think I immediately said no. I said if be more likely to lose it and kill someone else before I'd kill...
    Halestone Halestone 22-25, F May 17

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    Because You Love Me Lyrics - Celine DionFor all those times you stood by meFor all the truth that you made me seeFor all the joy you brought to my lifeFor all the wrong that you...
    1CreativeVirtuosa 1CreativeVirtuosa 41-45, F May 23

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    uh...where do I start? I used to be an only child. My parents divorced before they knew they were pregnant with me. My dad stuck around, though. Mom had me, and then set out to...
    Syko93 Syko93 18-21, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    My life worthless. It could not be worse unless of course IT GETS WORSE EVERYDAY... Nothing good ever happens to me. Why do I even try. Life's probably going to be over before I...
    itsLucy itsLucy 16-17, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    It is time to let you go, to say goodbye, time to let you go to a better place without pain, a place full of light and happiness I know you will always be watching over me and I...
    nathchalk97 nathchalk97 18-21, M 2 Responses May 22

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    I am struggling with the decision to put my cat Sam to sleep. he's 17, having some health problems, probably some dementia, and just sleeps all day. I can see the signs that...
    anderson77 anderson77 41-45 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    This is my life I believe that we are all so lucky to have a life full of love, laughter and joy. We should embrace it as it is short which I have hopefully done in my 27 years. I...
    IonaMacAleese IonaMacAleese 26-30, F May 24

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