Post
Experience Project iOS Android Apps | Download EP for your Mobile Device

I Miss My Life

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 53 People

    Money Isnt Everything

    A year ago I moved across the country for a 6 figure job...and i can honestly say that it may have been one of or the biggest mistake of my life.. I've lost all of my real friends I have no family here and I cant seem to settle in no matter what. As it is I am a very shy person...
    CANoilfieldwrker CANoilfieldwrker 22-25, M 4 Responses Feb 15, 2011

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I've made right decisions in life

    but they've made me unbelievablely unhappy I barely have a friend to my name anymore My personality is almost completely gone Sounds stupid but I just feel angry at how life has treated me I met someone special, someone I felt completely different towards but typical me, I lost...
    PaddyJack15 PaddyJack15 16-17, M 1 Response Aug 19, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I Feel ... Alone, Excluded And Dead.....

    Last year, I moved to Florida, out of my will. My family moved here because of my brother who plays tennis and wants to become a pro. I didnt like it last year and im still hating it. However at this very momment, i saw a picture of my friend show jumping on a horse. She was my...
    damnit5838 damnit5838 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 21, 2010

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I Miss My Life

    I miss my deceased husband.  I miss my home with him and our dog.  So much has happened in the last few years and there is no going back.  It wasn't a perfect life but just about as close as it can get to perfection.  Now there is a great big hole where my...
    danielsmary69 danielsmary69 56-60, F 2 Responses Jun 3, 2010

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I Miss Everything.

    I always wanted to join the Army and now I've done so and I have been serving for almost six years now. I move around so much its extremely difficult for me to find happiness. Within the last five and a half years of being in the Army Ive never spent more than two consecutive...
    TheyCallMeAnthony TheyCallMeAnthony 26-30, M Aug 26, 2012

    Your Response

    Cancel

    A Gradual Decline

    3 years ago I was fit. I worked out 3 or 4 times a week. I had a good job and a girl I loved. Then the pain started, in my right ear. At first it felt like a tickle. Then it gradually got worse. It felt like something was being crushed and pinched and cut when I talked. Then...
    levinv levinv 36-40 1 Response Dec 6, 2010

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I Just Wanna Be Me..

    My Parents never really spent time wid me... they were always travelling,.,.,, my grandparents practically raised me.But eversince he has stopped travelling i kinda feel trapped.. i get angry really fast cuz hes at home but hes really always working,even when he comes home from...
    lonelyGirl100 lonelyGirl100 13-15, F 4 Responses Sep 23, 2011

    Your Response

    Cancel

    My Life

    at one time i had it all ....handsome loving husband .two great kids ..lots of good friends and great job ...i was really happy ..crazy but happy ...and then HE died leaving us all alone ...my son is in the navy and daughter lives here with me ...but life isnt the same ..its hard...
    goodseemore goodseemore 41-45, F 6 Responses Feb 27, 2011

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Things Lost In The Fire

    One year ago I had five years clean. The most beautiful woman I have ever met loved me. Dearly. We had a beautiful home together, no children, but two wonderful dogs. I became more focused on my career in finance. Then after five years sober the anxiety, the drink and dope...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 13, 2012

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I have put a pause on my entire life including

    my home, husband, friends and enjoyment to take care of my ill grandmother. I am quickly remembering why I moved away from my family. I cannot believe I made this commitment without remembering how much psychological abuse I would be subjected to. I am just finishing the first...
    dezmo1983 dezmo1983 31-35, F Jul 24, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    When Love Turns to Dispair

    After 25 years of marriage My ex husbands cheating & lying, and constant belittling finally destroyed my trust in people and almost destroyed me in the end with an attempted suicide.  But it was I who destroyed the marriage   18 years we had a good...
    misssyb misssyb 51-55 1 Response Sep 30, 2008

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Mid Life

    I suppose I'm scared! I have 2 beautiful daughters but I know that my family die young, I can't come to terms with leaving them.
    Wilfred1917 Wilfred1917 41-45, M 1 Response Nov 9, 2012

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Related Experiences

    And I wondered if I will ever experience something as magical as this. Reality as close to a dream as possible...except I didn't have to pee. Not yet anyway. All I've known didn't...
    rustyskills rustyskills 41-45, M 1 hr ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    It's over, he asked to cut me out, and I finally gave it to him...only after I could totally see it wasn't healthy, it was all wrong to begin with. we both messed up, and also...
    BlueSkysAreCold BlueSkysAreCold 22-25, F 33 mins ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I started smoking weed when I was in 5th grade with my bros. Recently I was arrested for possession on school grounds over a small *** roach. I got off on diversions but honestly...
    shoughnessee shoughnessee 16-17, M 6 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I miss my old best friend. She did beat her cancer, however, the chemo ****** her up. She is a totally different person now. Its like I lost her completely!
    shaybaby26 shaybaby26 26-30, F 5 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    How can I miss someone I've never met yet?
    Rageris Rageris 22-25, F 5 Responses 2 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    we didn't get along. she didn't like me but she loved me and I loved her. its been 18years since she died. I miss our arguments even. today she would have been 65. she was so young...
    simplyafriend simplyafriend 41-45, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Happy 32nd Mum<3 I miss you more then anything. I miss how you used to make me cuddle you even when I wouldnt. I miss how we had matching eyes and you always said we had a...
    LandonS LandonS 16-17, M 1 Response Jan 30

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I feel like ALL of my loves have been first loves, in one way or another. And I miss them all. I could talk about the girl I loved for five years across middle school and high...
    straytian straytian 41-45, M Feb 13

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I miss the way being with a guy makes me feel. I miss feeling important and cared about. I miss the feeling of femininity that comes with it. Usually I don't feel very feminine...
    brimc7 brimc7 16-17, F Jan 27

    Your Response

    Cancel
    He was my best friend, we fought a lot, he helped me when I was down and I did the same for him. I met him at the most conflictive time of my life when I was 17 years old and was...
    Devilch Devilch 18-21, M Feb 18

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Mom, I know you said never to become a lifeless person but just the other day, someone pointed out that my eyes no longer gleam and I swear I don't know how to put a bounce back...
    avabellaforb avabellaforb 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 4

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I wonder how long it's gonna take to really get over you? I hate you at times yet at the same time i still miss you.. guess you finally cut off the endless loop.I never even got to...
    simpleandpossible simpleandpossible 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    So this is going to be somewhat of a long story.. But I need to share with someone. Maybe sharing it will help me figure out where my heart lies. My ex an I broke up about 2 years...
    StephanieLynne1125 StephanieLynne1125 22-25, F Feb 6

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Im not really sure how to start. Theres really so much going on and anyone could give me some kind of insight this would help a whole lot, even if its a few words. Im sorry for...
    ConfusedNote ConfusedNote 16-17, F 1 Response 3 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    My spouse is away on a training trip for the week, and has been voluntarily calling home to say hi and recap the day. I guess she felt homesick. Today, her sister was going to...
    IStallion IStallion 51-55 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    the problem is he was my best friend and then he wanted to become more than friends so he proposed.. i was already in love with him when we were just friends and when he proposed i...
    LoulouB80 LoulouB80 31-35, F 11 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    The only thing I know for sure is the day to day. I know I will bring my son to the bus stop in the morning, after I feed him and he brushes his teeth and gets dressed. I know I...
    sweetintuition sweetintuition 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 28

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I miss Kit so much. i've had him for ten years but somehow feels longer. he's been with me since my teen years and has helped me get through some of the toughest moments of my life...
    Alan132 Alan132 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 15

    Your Response

    Cancel
    When i didn't have a Dom/Master/Mentor i was missing a major part of myself. i don't deny that i was desperate and made some bad choices. it was because i needed my Dom and i'd yet...
    shimmeringrose shimmeringrose 31-35, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    a life is many ... listen to what each tells ...
    jaybean jaybean 26-30, M 1 hr ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I miss you. I've been lost since you went away. It's been just over seven months since I saw you take your last breath. I remember how every month on that day, I'd lose it. I...
    AngelaNix AngelaNix 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 10

    Your Response

    Cancel
    For our Dear Friend A. :We love you and miss you so much.We acknowledge you are in Heaven's Light Now.All of your love and kindness compassion tender heart and love of life that...
    lunadelobos lunadelobos 41-45 3 Responses Feb 11

    Your Response

    Cancel
    It was a birth come and gone…Season’s winter forever played in song…But your memory lives forever on...I send to you, that discussion so true…Oh how I...
    nocool nocool 41-45, M 1 Response 2 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Fluffy . . ..Remembering Bear years later i vowed not to have a pet ever again. My ex brought a cat home one day and of course failed. I did my best to try not accept her. The cat...
    Dreambuttterfly Dreambuttterfly 41-45, M 3 Responses Jan 30

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I haven't been the same since my grandma passed away she passed away on december 14th 2013 and I miss her so much ever day she gave me so many good memories like when I was really...
    rmcrockett rmcrockett 22-25, M Jan 31

    Your Response

    Cancel
    i miss a few people from my life that i used to spend time with a lot , even though some of them hurt me and i moved on even years ago for some of them , just the thought of them i...
    OccultumLapidem OccultumLapidem 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 3

    Your Response

    Cancel
    My parents were both dead before I turned 30. I guess I should count myself lucky that I had them for most of my life — I'm only 34 at the time of this writing. Regardless, I...
    avium avium 31-35, M Feb 9

    Your Response

    Cancel
    It's been almost 2 years now, it seems like only yesterday when I last heard your voices...when I hugged and kissed you both goodbye. I'm trying to get my life back together...
    musiclover74 musiclover74 36-40, M 4 Responses Feb 10

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Dear EP friends, old, new, and the ones who are not here anymore: I miss the old days when everyone posted on each other's whiteboards before they PM'd them. I miss the old days...
    BlueRoseNeko BlueRoseNeko 16-17, F Feb 10

    Your Response

    Cancel
    It seems like every time I get ahead in life something kicks my *** back down the the start line and from there it's struggle after struggle. I love my life and my family. I...
    clnj clnj 26-30, M Feb 11

    Your Response

    Cancel
    How to make a very long story, very short? I dated a boy (we shall call him Darlin), a coworker, for 6 months. My high school sweetheart and best friend (who we shall call Bug...
    quirkygirl520 quirkygirl520 22-25, F 6 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    My father really really ****** up. My mother and father divorced when i was 1 and at 4 he found a new girlfriend. Tracy. She was my wonderful stepmom that i saw as my mother, she...
    legend0fkywwie legend0fkywwie 16-17, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Idk what it is, but every time i listen to a song that reminds me of a certain time in my life, I seem to drown in nostalgia missing that time and thinking how nice it was...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 21 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I miss someone and it hurts so bad. I wish I die in my sleep pretend life was only a bad dream. They hurt me bad 2 years ago but I still miss them :'(
    matrixwolf matrixwolf 16-17, M 3 Responses Jan 28

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I sit alone now in the darkness of despair. I cry my silent tears, My heart is broken into a million tiny pieces. The silence is deafening to my ears. The darkness frightens me...
    McCannT12 McCannT12 41-45, F 2 Responses Jan 29