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I Miss My Life

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 53 People

    I Feel ... Alone, Excluded And Dead.....

    Last year, I moved to Florida, out of my will. My family moved here because of my brother who plays tennis and wants to become a pro. I didnt like it last year and im still hating it. However at this very momment, i saw a picture of my friend show jumping on a horse. She was my...
    damnit5838 damnit5838 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 21, 2010

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    Mid Life

    I suppose I'm scared! I have 2 beautiful daughters but I know that my family die young, I can't come to terms with leaving them.
    Wilfred1917 Wilfred1917 41-45, M 1 Response Nov 9, 2012

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    My Life

    at one time i had it all ....handsome loving husband .two great kids ..lots of good friends and great job ...i was really happy ..crazy but happy ...and then HE died leaving us all alone ...my son is in the navy and daughter lives here with me ...but life isnt the same ..its hard...
    goodseemore goodseemore 41-45, F 6 Responses Feb 27, 2011

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    I've made right decisions in life

    but they've made me unbelievablely unhappy I barely have a friend to my name anymore My personality is almost completely gone Sounds stupid but I just feel angry at how life has treated me I met someone special, someone I felt completely different towards but typical me, I lost...
    PaddyJack15 PaddyJack15 16-17, M 1 Response Aug 19, 2014

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    I Miss Everything.

    I always wanted to join the Army and now I've done so and I have been serving for almost six years now. I move around so much its extremely difficult for me to find happiness. Within the last five and a half years of being in the Army Ive never spent more than two consecutive...
    TheyCallMeAnthony TheyCallMeAnthony 26-30, M Aug 26, 2012

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    I have put a pause on my entire life including

    my home, husband, friends and enjoyment to take care of my ill grandmother. I am quickly remembering why I moved away from my family. I cannot believe I made this commitment without remembering how much psychological abuse I would be subjected to. I am just finishing the first...
    dezmo1983 dezmo1983 31-35, F Jul 24, 2014

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    I Just Wanna Be Me..

    My Parents never really spent time wid me... they were always travelling,.,.,, my grandparents practically raised me.But eversince he has stopped travelling i kinda feel trapped.. i get angry really fast cuz hes at home but hes really always working,even when he comes home from...
    lonelyGirl100 lonelyGirl100 13-15, F 4 Responses Sep 23, 2011

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    When Love Turns to Dispair

    After 25 years of marriage My ex husbands cheating & lying, and constant belittling finally destroyed my trust in people and almost destroyed me in the end with an attempted suicide.  But it was I who destroyed the marriage   18 years we had a good...
    misssyb misssyb 51-55 1 Response Sep 30, 2008

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    A Gradual Decline

    3 years ago I was fit. I worked out 3 or 4 times a week. I had a good job and a girl I loved. Then the pain started, in my right ear. At first it felt like a tickle. Then it gradually got worse. It felt like something was being crushed and pinched and cut when I talked. Then...
    levinv levinv 36-40 1 Response Dec 6, 2010

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    Things Lost In The Fire

    One year ago I had five years clean. The most beautiful woman I have ever met loved me. Dearly. We had a beautiful home together, no children, but two wonderful dogs. I became more focused on my career in finance. Then after five years sober the anxiety, the drink and dope...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 13, 2012

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    I Miss My Life

    I miss my deceased husband.  I miss my home with him and our dog.  So much has happened in the last few years and there is no going back.  It wasn't a perfect life but just about as close as it can get to perfection.  Now there is a great big hole where my...
    danielsmary69 danielsmary69 56-60, F 2 Responses Jun 3, 2010

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    Money Isnt Everything

    A year ago I moved across the country for a 6 figure job...and i can honestly say that it may have been one of or the biggest mistake of my life.. I've lost all of my real friends I have no family here and I cant seem to settle in no matter what. As it is I am a very shy person...
    CANoilfieldwrker CANoilfieldwrker 22-25, M 4 Responses Feb 15, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    So I've been trying to get my life to a level that are like and I want to be and I finally got there but the problem isthere's something missing and I have no idea what that is I'm...
    aymanbreak aymanbreak 16-17, M 4 hrs ago

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    Today was a very rough day for me. I don't know if you can see me from where you are but I weeped so much for you today. I'm traumatised by how you died in my arms and how you lay...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333 22-25, F 5 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    She moved hundreds of miles away to Minnesota 3 years ago. I thought it was going to be one of those situations where they move and you guys lose touch, but that never happened...
    AjLeePunk AjLeePunk 22-25, F 2 Responses 20 hrs ago

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    it's late. I miss her. I miss her scent I miss her hands on me I miss looking into her eyes I miss HER I waited too long it seems. I never thought this would be possible. I gave...
    irishstone irishstone 41-45, M 20 hrs ago

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    Another day is ending. Another day I didn't live to the fullest. The days left are becoming fewer and fewer quicker and quicker, and here I am- wasting my time. If I chose path B...
    JJjenniejones JJjenniejones 41-45, F 1 hr ago

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    I can`t do anything without thinking of her pretty face , her perfect smile . her lovely sense of humor , without thinking of her and her perfection . I Miss her so much it hurts...
    Alijumah Alijumah 18-21, M 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    So its been a little while since my best friend was in a car accident and i cant stop thinking about what happened that day and how willing i would be to take his place. I think...
    NickNguyen92298 NickNguyen92298 16-17, M 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    i miss my dad,want him every time when i am sad n weak. dad...........i am nothing without u
    ssherry1990 ssherry1990 36-40, M 2 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    I was in a shelter where I met some friends. Tanisha and kyshia are my bff's even tho I knew Tanisha longer. we used to do everything together. cook, blast music, sing, smoke...
    jenniebaez1992 jenniebaez1992 22-25, F 5 hrs ago

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    I really really miss mine as well.., all of them.
    MrGW MrGW 51-55, M 3 hrs ago

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    When I was 15 and living with my mum and my sister my mum swore that we would never ever get a dog We only went to a dog rescue centre just to have a look and we saw an old golden...
    charmingcutie charmingcutie 18-21, M 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    Could be taking a chance by posting this but Idc at this point.... So I'm talking to this guy who is amazing in every way and has some faults but don't we all and I just don't know...
    ArtisticLife ArtisticLife 16-17, F Jan 11

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    I have a new life, my life changed on the 10th January 2010. Your life can change too - here is how: This group may currently only have a few members, but the content is visible...
    tcennoC tcennoC 51-55, M 1 Response 19 hrs ago

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    I miss them all. I miss Sarah who took her own life at 16, I miss Dave who lost his battle against cancer, I miss Aggie who's liver failed after years of substance abuse, I miss...
    TryingToLoveLifeNow TryingToLoveLifeNow 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 13

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    I miss your advice :/ your logic lmao i know i actually do lol your common sense your ability to stay calm under pressure i wish i had that,i miss how i could be honest with you...
    simpleandpossible simpleandpossible 22-25, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Hi Dad, It’s been so long! I still feel the pain of when you were ripped away from me, I have a 9 year old son now, and His name is William. I wanted you to know that he reminds...
    Bluerayful1 Bluerayful1 46-50, M 3 days ago

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    Hi Dad, It’s been so long! I still feel the pain of when you were ripped away from me, I have a 9 year old son now, and His name is William. I wanted you to know that he reminds...
    Bluerayful1 Bluerayful1 46-50, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Do I miss you? I don't know But Im missing your lovely smile When my heart is hurt & tears flow down Its not here today to comfort me Do I miss you? I don't know But Im missing...
    rogi4u rogi4u 36-40, M Dec 24, 2014

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    Dear "You", (the culmination of my past, my experiences, and my feelings of true love and loss.) Holiday blues? Well...no. Christmas/New Years depression? Nope, in fact, the...
    CaptainRoberts CaptainRoberts 51-55, M 1 Response Dec 26, 2014

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    I have never missed anyone this much in my life as I miss HIM. He has brought out traits in me I never knew existed, including jealousy. I always thought I was above it and even...
    Piscesrose Piscesrose 46-50, F 3 Responses Jan 5

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    i miss full house , saved by the bell and blossom.. i miss playing tag ..and acting stupid with my big bro.. i miss waking up on Saturday morning for cartoons .. i miss not being...
    Rwnn Rwnn 13-15, F 3 Responses Jan 10

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    I don't know if this is the right group to post in but I do miss my husband very much. This is the first time I am posting about this so this is a difficult and scary post for me...
    Gaffa1234 Gaffa1234 22-25, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I worry about dad and my duster ever since you left us so untimely. Mom the family is broken up. I blame dad a lot . Sis doesn't like talking about your death ... But I can't get...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333 22-25, F 7 Responses 4 days ago

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    I appreciate everything that life has to give. From the little moments to big moments, I'll cherish them all. Something as simple as a smile or knowing the people I love are okay...
    AndyL567 AndyL567 13-15, M 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    At this time my words are dry and tears have soaked my face.I have no very eloquent things to say.I MISS MY MAMA.I MISS MY ex Best FRIEND.I miss other good people who are not in...
    lunadelobos lunadelobos 41-45 1 Response Jan 6

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    Ditto..it's like an old song at this point. I hope we both overcome the bs,I hope that girl you met truly cares for you too,i really do and that she has her stuff together...Who...
    simpleandpossible simpleandpossible 22-25, F Jan 12

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    I miss her always. Its been 49 days since. Not a second ticks by that I dont think about her. Everyday the pain gets stronger. Its like walking with a knife that stabs you 24/7...
    SummerH12 SummerH12 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 13

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    Life ain't always what it seem to be Words can't express what you mean to me And though you're gone We still a team Through your family I'll fulfill your dreams In the future can't...
    SummerH12 SummerH12 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 6

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    I've been dating my boyfriend since February 2014. I found out I was pregnant in April. We are young and were pressured by my side of the family to give the baby for adoption. We...
    xxdiscoveringme xxdiscoveringme 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 14

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    "This false self is never happy or fulfilled for long." An EP user suggested Ekhart Tolle to me and I am very grateful. I wanted to share "living in the now" in this experience...
    KemiKill KemiKill 36-40, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Well, it has been pretty much a week and a half since me and my girlfriend has spoke any. It's not her fault or mine, if you're wondering. No, her uncle is visiting her and her...
    Sierra1993 Sierra1993 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    At times I wonder... What is life all about... Is it Achievement??? Success??? Glory??? Money??? Power??? Love??? I really never get the answer... Maybe it depends on person to...
    PS333 PS333 26-30, F Jan 10

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    I'm only in middle school and I miss my old life. I had two other friends that have moved on, we are all now in different social groups in school and sometimes I miss the old times...
    okokokokookok okokokokookok 26-30, M Dec 27, 2014

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    This may sound silly, because it's not something people would say I need. However, I long to have a good group of friends, best friends that are always around. I want them to be...
    qwernia qwernia 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 27, 2014