I Miss My Life

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 57 People

    I have put a pause on my entire life including

    my home, husband, friends and enjoyment to take care of my ill grandmother. I am quickly remembering why I moved away from my family. I cannot believe I made this commitment without remembering how much psychological abuse I would be subjected to. I am just finishing the first...
    dezmo1983 dezmo1983
    31-35, F
    Jul 24, 2014

    Money Isnt Everything

    A year ago I moved across the country for a 6 figure job...and i can honestly say that it may have been one of or the biggest mistake of my life.. I've lost all of my real friends I have no family here and I cant seem to settle in no matter what. As it is I am a very shy person...
    CANoilfieldwrker CANoilfieldwrker
    22-25, M
    4 Responses Feb 15, 2011

    I Feel ... Alone, Excluded And Dead.....

    Last year, I moved to Florida, out of my will. My family moved here because of my brother who plays tennis and wants to become a pro. I didnt like it last year and im still hating it. However at this very momment, i saw a picture of my friend show jumping on a horse. She was my...
    damnit5838 damnit5838
    13-15, F
    1 Response Sep 21, 2010

    Things Lost In The Fire

    One year ago I had five years clean. The most beautiful woman I have ever met loved me. Dearly. We had a beautiful home together, no children, but two wonderful dogs. I became more focused on my career in finance. Then after five years sober the anxiety, the drink and dope...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jun 13, 2012

    I Just Wanna Be Me..

    My Parents never really spent time wid me... they were always travelling,.,.,, my grandparents practically raised me.But eversince he has stopped travelling i kinda feel trapped.. i get angry really fast cuz hes at home but hes really always working,even when he comes home from...
    lonelyGirl100 lonelyGirl100
    13-15, F
    4 Responses Sep 23, 2011

    Mid Life

    I suppose I'm scared! I have 2 beautiful daughters but I know that my family die young, I can't come to terms with leaving them.
    Wilfred1917 Wilfred1917
    41-45, M
    1 Response Nov 9, 2012

    My Life

    at one time i had it all ....handsome loving husband .two great kids ..lots of good friends and great job ...i was really happy ..crazy but happy ...and then HE died leaving us all alone ...my son is in the navy and daughter lives here with me ...but life isnt the same ..its hard...
    goodseemore goodseemore
    41-45, F
    6 Responses Feb 27, 2011

    I Miss Everything.

    I always wanted to join the Army and now I've done so and I have been serving for almost six years now. I move around so much its extremely difficult for me to find happiness. Within the last five and a half years of being in the Army Ive never spent more than two consecutive...
    TheyCallMeAnthony TheyCallMeAnthony
    26-30, M
    Aug 26, 2012

    A Gradual Decline

    3 years ago I was fit. I worked out 3 or 4 times a week. I had a good job and a girl I loved. Then the pain started, in my right ear. At first it felt like a tickle. Then it gradually got worse. It felt like something was being crushed and pinched and cut when I talked. Then...
    levinv levinv
    36-40
    1 Response Dec 6, 2010

    I Miss My Life

    I miss my deceased husband.  I miss my home with him and our dog.  So much has happened in the last few years and there is no going back.  It wasn't a perfect life but just about as close as it can get to perfection.  Now there is a great big hole where my...
    danielsmary69 danielsmary69
    56-60, F
    2 Responses Jun 3, 2010

    When Love Turns to Dispair

    After 25 years of marriage My ex husbands cheating & lying, and constant belittling finally destroyed my trust in people and almost destroyed me in the end with an attempted suicide.  But it was I who destroyed the marriage   18 years we had a good...
    misssyb misssyb
    51-55
    1 Response Sep 30, 2008

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    The first time i heard the news, i still thought there was time, at least a month it was then. Now I dunno how it is 21st already. Guess this it then. I personally learnt a lot...
    urnesha urnesha
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    I met my best friend here that is like my brother too, hmm well before I met him I had a hard life especially in friendship all the friends I called betrayed me and my first gf...
    Anther21 Anther21
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    1 Response Apr 21
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    36-40, M
    1 Response Apr 21
    I definitely will miss it, I have been using it almost every day to openly express myself, and talk about what is going on with my life. I suppose I will just have to take the...
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    1 Response Apr 21
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    urnesha urnesha
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    AGuyTurnedOptimist AGuyTurnedOptimist
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    1 Response Apr 21
    I think its fitting now to just add my thoughts with the demise of EP at Midnight GMT... I would like to thank every single individual that I have ever interacted with in my time...
    BUBBLYBOY BUBBLYBOY
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    I had most wonderful time on EP. I will miss you all. The site has changed my life. It has gaved me lots of thing I.e I met my soulmate here, met amazing people some become my...
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    I remember when I first made my EP account. It was at the end of my Junior year when I was at a low point in my life. I came here to make friends and I have made many friends since...
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    musicvideographer musicvideographer
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    Guys, Gals, Genderfluids, RacialFluids, and all other forms of life here on ep and beyond.... I will miss the living heck out of all of you, you're all an inspiration and although...
    debonaireash debonaireash
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    2 Responses Apr 20
    I will miss it so much and now I must delete my account. As a final statement I hate life right now but to all stay strong and never give in
    XxRazorbladeRomancexX XxRazorbladeRomancexX
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    2 Responses Apr 20
    I don't know why I'm so heartbroken that EP is ending. Like, it's kind of pathetic. But I guess it's the fact that I won't be able to read these amazing stories and experiences...
    themoonwalkswithme themoonwalkswithme
    13-15, M
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    I've been on EP for a year and a half. EP has changed my life a lot. I thought that it's just me who has a problem like me. No, there are many people feel the same. I've met...
    chocolatewhatsoever chocolatewhatsoever
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    I will really miss EP. When I first started looking at sites to try, I wasn't sure where to go, but EP's ad line about 10 million friendships made convinced me to give it a try...
    RealMustangGuy RealMustangGuy
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    4 Responses Apr 20
    Where to begin? Ep is such a bitter sweet friend. Perhaps this is a sign from the heavens above that time brings everything to an end. This journey we call Life is a strange but...
    BeardedJustice BeardedJustice
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    1 Response Apr 20
    This is my last post..... And it is for Him My love My heart And my soul... May you be happy I will miss you I will miss my best friend I will miss talking to you I will...
    Ttiffany330 Ttiffany330
    41-45, F
    Apr 20
    EP you will truly be missed. I don't think I will ever find a site with users as kind, funny, considerate and out of the ordinary as I have found here..I don't know if I would have...
    SweetDreamsRubi SweetDreamsRubi
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    Jennifer337 Jennifer337
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    Life for me has always had more downs than ups, but somehow I've always managed to keep fighting through it. EP use to be a place I would come to vent and talk to people and it...
    nightskyvampire nightskyvampire
    16-17, F
    1 Response Apr 20
    I guess this is it. EP will be gone soon. It still hasn't sunk in. I feel like I'll just keep logging in like normal and nothing will change. I think, like a lot of people, I was...
    AmayaTsuki AmayaTsuki
    26-30, F
    1 Response Apr 20
    Ep is ending :( Literally if u asked me 2 hours ago how I felt about how EP is closing I would've said "I don't really care" But now that it is so close and I mean SO CLOSE, I'm...
    LittleBallOfFire LittleBallOfFire
    13-15, F
    4 Responses Apr 19
    It can be a good thing EP closing. Therefore I can be focusing on my real life. Now I'm too in tune with the world EP creates. Ohh EP ... I'm so going to miss you SO MUCH!!!
    ChannelingTruth ChannelingTruth
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    Apr 19
    My Undying Love for Ed...It’s been 3 years since I last wrote a blog about my first love. Now, I’m going to write again.I don’t know how I will start my blog...
    red2006 red2006
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    it seems to be lot of important people and stuff in my life being get away... One thing that i am sure, i will miss them forever :(
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    Blissfullybeautiful Blissfullybeautiful
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    kimalee77 kimalee77
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    1 Response Apr 17
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    Mickee24 Mickee24
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    1 Response Apr 16
    Oh well... My life is drifting and drifting. I live another day in this lonely world wondering if there is someone for me. But it seems like with all this lack of communication...
    YourSecretAdmire22 YourSecretAdmire22
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    Apr 15
    I'm going to miss all the people I used to talk to on EP. It's sad that I've barely been on due To the extremities of life events going on. If anyone still wants to continue to...
    SFRosie SFRosie
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    Apr 15
    I'll miss all the people I had the honor and privilege of having in my life on my friends list. Many of you truly touched my life...my heart...made me laugh...and helped me when I...
    Mcinacann Mcinacann
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    Apr 14
    I will miss EP but like with everything in life there comes a time when you have to move on.
    savoy2 savoy2
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    We were just the same, she was the best friend I ever had, the closest person to me in the whole world. I never knew anyone before her I could meld with so well. She believed in my...
    marchingelephant marchingelephant
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 13
    I miss you my beautiful Bella,... but I can't tell you that. you helped me through some dark, lonely nights and days. now without you, I'm right back where I started before you...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 10
    I suppose this is where I can speak freely, not revealing my identity. Honestly, writing about my life, a stupid, sob story, I feel skeptical about it. Not knowing if anyone cares...
    Aselfconsciousturtle Aselfconsciousturtle
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    Apr 10
    I miss him like crazy and will always love him. I am sad and sorry that I had to say Goodbye but I couldn't take the in and out of my life or the games anymore... Just wish he...
    cityofnopity cityofnopity
    36-40, F
    Apr 9
    Like a car chase on the highway We were going nowhere real fast I let you tear my heart out I wear it on my sleeve now I thought I'd never take my foot off the gas You made me...
    stephanie751 stephanie751
    13-15, F
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