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I Miss My Loved Ones That Have Passed On

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 144 People

    How

    how do you carry on when you are the only one left? i have lost my entire family... first my sister in april, then my brother in june and now my parents and older brother this past week... i cant see the point of doing it on my own... i feel so lost...... alone..... and scared...
    Keeper2902 Keeper2902 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 28, 2013

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    3 Long Years...

    3 years ago, when i was 13, i lost 3 of my family members on the same day. Same accident. I lost my cousin, his girlfriend and their 3 month old son in a fatal car accident. I remember when my Aunty told me what happened while she was crying and i started crying and i would not...
    bluebird96 bluebird96 18-21, F Feb 1, 2013

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    In Memory Of My Only Older Sister

    My older sister, Vicki, and I were the two oldest of 11 kids and, when we were kids, had a relationship probably no different than first- and second-oldest siblings in a large brood. Only shortly before Vicki died in January 2008 at the young, young age of 54 after a three-year...
    cmmacneil cmmacneil 41-45, M 3 Responses Jul 15, 2012

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    Love It While You Can

    When I was 13 my cousin Charolette was 12 we played and laughed but one night she wispered to me " love me while you can" I was very confused a week later she was gone When the doctors found out why she died . brain cancer
    lianawolf lianawolf 22-25, F Feb 13, 2013

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    My Grandparents Were My World

    I can't believe it has been 17 years now..my mom went into my grandpa's study and told him..if he couldn't wake up grandma to call us..he looked at my mom and said "Diana..you don't know I may be gone before she is.."..he died a week to the day later..then 6 weeks later my...
    theheartofmemphis theheartofmemphis 41-45, F 1 Response Jul 1, 2012

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    November 22, 1976 ..... The Day My Life Changed

    This is a story, an example of unconditional love, as I remember my Grandmothers's passing... 36 years ago. I am going to share with you my last letter to my Gram. It was written when I thought my Gram was in the nursing home where I had visited her many, many times. She was...
    Kathieredart Kathieredart 56-60, F 6 Responses Nov 22, 2012

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    Mom, dad, and my best fried Hale.

    ..every one of you died too soon and if there was anything at all, I don't care what the hell it was, that I could do to bring you back (even if it were just for a day) I wild do it in a heart beat. I remember about how I wasn't able to help them and regret it every single day.
    GermanWildChild GermanWildChild 13-15, F May 29, 2014

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    My Uncle

    My uncle was in a lot of pain and god took him to a better place. He had lung cancer... i know he is in a better place and isn't suffering anymore but i really miss him<3
    Dezilynn Dezilynn 16-17, F Nov 7, 2012

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    Shattered

    I was in a car accident on my birthday that killed my baby. I was 23 weeks and 5 days pregnant. I am so thankful for this site. For the longest time I've been wanting to be able to vent to anyone willing to listen. I was reading one of my pregnancy books and i skipped to the...
    Versaiie Versaiie 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 22, 2012

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    What My Grief Feels Like.

    Unsettled and restless, but yet drained and fatigued. Sometimes I can’t feel anything at all… Numbness whispers through Body, mind and soul, Leaving a trail of unexplained feelings, Silent memories that flash like broken records Snap shots of the past Places I can’t go...
    Embird55 Embird55 18-21, F Jul 30, 2013

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    My Life Changed Forever When My Sister Passed!

    I know that most everyone thinks that people in their lives who have passed on were special (and they were), but my sister was truly a spectacular human being. She would go out of her way to help anyone anytime. I have never known a person who loved more unconditionally and...
    Lasvegasnluvnit Lasvegasnluvnit 46-50, F Jun 7, 2012

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    Miss My Brother

    MY BROTHER WAS'NT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE WHEN HE WAS BORN HE WAS DIAGNOSED WITH   SCOLIOSIS AND CEREBRAL PALSY ME AND HIM WAS ALWAYS CLOSE EVEN THO HE WAS OLDER HE WAS LIKE MY BEST FRIEND EVEN THO HE COULD GET UP AND WALK AND DO ANYTHING THAT WE COULD DO THAT SONG BY CARRIE...
    lovestexas lovestexas 18-21, F 1 Response May 24, 2012

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    The Things Ive Learned

    My name is Lorraine. I have three beautiful kids, all boys. When i was younger, i always was in trouble, fighting, rebelling against my parents, you name it i did it. Things always seemed to go wrong in my life and i never kept very good relationships with my family. I moved alot...
    SexxiLingerie SexxiLingerie 26-30, F Nov 29, 2012

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    it's Good Friday, 2015. I am waiting at the train station for my oldest son. The pouring rain us beating off my windshield. Sunday is Easter. I am reminded of egg hunts I organized...
    DeniseDamico DeniseDamico 56-60, F 2 Responses Apr 3

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    In 2009, my mother was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer. Barely 3 months passed and she was dead. 6 years later and I can still hardly find the words to describe the impact it had...
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    I lost my boyfriend to brain tumour last year, two days after he was diagnosed. He was my everything. We were long distance, but he would make sure hes there when I needed him...
    AstroMiche AstroMiche 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 24

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    I miss my chihuahua that we had to put to sleep a couple weeks ago. He was like my baby. I've had him since I was 8. He was about 16. He had congestive heart failure and lived...
    LittleBabyAnimals LittleBabyAnimals 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    I rescued a beagle about 8 years a go. For the past 2-3 years my dog has stayed with my parents while I've been away at school and I've only seen him on my breaks. This past week...
    drrafg drrafg 26-30, M 3 Responses Apr 2

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    I rescued a beagle about 8 years a go. For the past 2-3 years my dog has stayed with my parents while I've been away at school and I've only seen him on my breaks. This past week...
    drrafg drrafg 26-30, M Apr 2

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    As a lifelong pet owner, I personally know the joy our non-human companions can bring to our lives. The one big downside is that the animals we typically adopt as pets have...
    Rutterman Rutterman 36-40, M 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    My great-grandfather passed away three years ago. He was a wonderful man who spent much of his life in the Royal Navy and saw so much of the world. He saw active service against...
    EarthWalkerMan EarthWalkerMan 31-35, M Apr 8

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    I had a brown chihuahua named Lord Byron Reece Fernando Bob Junior Cogswell. He died in October a day before my moms wedding. We had him for eight years since I was in second grade...
    Cogsy Cogsy 16-17, F Mar 21

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    4 years ago my brother was killed in a accident while on the way home from work. He was hit by a reversing Landover while on his motorbike and was killed instantly.The driver...
    youngwhitegirl youngwhitegirl 18-21, F Apr 1

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    I miss him. I want to feel him, smell him, hear him. I want to be held my him. Sometimes I wish heaven was a place we could visit.
    mollyhearts mollyhearts 36-40, F 2 Responses Apr 4

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    For all the days that you made me smile, and the many nights when i was tired and you refuse to stop barking and just let me sleep. I miss you. So thankful to have had a chance to...
    RedApple44 RedApple44 41-45, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    I lost two girlfriends last year. One to cancer and one in a car accident. I am thinking about them today because my mind is quiet and their memories are coming forward. I miss you...
    girl4gurlz girl4gurlz 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    Cherish every moment you spend with the ones you love because some day they will leave you and you'll wish you had spend more time with them when you had the chance
    RebeccaMontero RebeccaMontero 22-25, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I still have two voicemails from him and I listened to them and omg I miss him sooooo much
    relapsing14 relapsing14 16-17, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    "Missing someone is part of loving them. If you're never apart, you'll never really know how STRONG your love is." Or isn't...
    Cicek Cicek 41-45, F Apr 7

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    Two years ago today.. On her husbands birthday(the day after the anniversary of my other grandfathers passing)We were all ready for her to pass, it was a long time coming. Early...
    Jessicaliners Jessicaliners 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 7

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    it hurts. i miss him everyday. 6 years us a long time. i tried to convince him that we should go to couples counselling, but he wasnt willing. he will always have a place in my...
    Ang012685 Ang012685 26-30, F Apr 9

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    Im 44 and just lost a big love in my life,and it hurts like hell, it was all down to mistrust,jealousy issues and misunderstanding. I haven't helped these issues recently, when we...
    loulou2000 loulou2000 41-45, M 1 Response Apr 9

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    All I wanted was to tell sis that I fear losing dad too and I don't know why I similar signs like around the time of your death are appearing. The night before you died mom I...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333 22-25, F 4 Responses Mar 19

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    Such a strange experience, when it happened (it's only happened to me once): out of the blue, a strange sleepiness, not knowing what was happening to me, consciousness fading out...
    macmann macmann 56-60, M 5 days ago

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    My biggest mistake was leaving u? Nah. My biggest mistake was loving u that much.
    Nubeeh Nubeeh 16-17, F a week ago

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    Although I haven't seen Fast & Furious 7 yet, I don't really need to acknowledge the fact that he's gone or that he's a great actor because he'll always be a brother within their...
    SuicidalSilence SuicidalSilence 13-15 a week ago

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    It's taken me a long time to get around to writing this letter. I've been putting it off for years, to be honest. I suppose that I was waiting for you to get in touch with me. An...
    courtney24850 courtney24850 22-25, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Here it goes, I have a thing with pianos. I love it. I like it. I'm not actually a professional pianist or keyboardist or whatsoever they call it; but whenever I play it - I can...
    styleup styleup 18-21 1 Response Mar 22

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    I recently realised that I had never been able to feel what others feel. i feel bad for people, but I can't put myself in their shoes... when I see someone crying I generally...
    loafemon1 loafemon1 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 30

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    I'm 29 years old, no kids, educated, has a dream and goals for my future, and I've never been in a relationship. I have been trying so hard not to turn into a bitter b!tch but I...
    MJP88 MJP88 26-30, F 6 Responses a week ago

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    I need help... For the past few week's, I have been very vey lonely and depressed. I'm a senior in high school. I have never had a real girlfriend, I was in a relationship with...
    CoreyG97 CoreyG97 18-21, M Mar 19

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    For all those heart broken people reading this... This is what I've learnt to help me through months of pain. I hope it helps you At first you need to learn to breath through the...
    missssyme missssyme 31-35, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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