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I Miss My Loved Ones That Have Passed On

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 144 People

    What My Grief Feels Like.

    Unsettled and restless, but yet drained and fatigued. Sometimes I can’t feel anything at all… Numbness whispers through Body, mind and soul, Leaving a trail of unexplained feelings, Silent memories that flash like broken records Snap shots of the past Places I can’t go...
    Embird55 Embird55 18-21, F Jul 30, 2013

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    My Uncle

    My uncle was in a lot of pain and god took him to a better place. He had lung cancer... i know he is in a better place and isn't suffering anymore but i really miss him<3
    Dezilynn Dezilynn 16-17, F Nov 7, 2012

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    Mom, dad, and my best fried Hale.

    ..every one of you died too soon and if there was anything at all, I don't care what the hell it was, that I could do to bring you back (even if it were just for a day) I wild do it in a heart beat. I remember about how I wasn't able to help them and regret it every single day.
    GermanWildChild GermanWildChild 13-15, F May 29, 2014

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    Love It While You Can

    When I was 13 my cousin Charolette was 12 we played and laughed but one night she wispered to me " love me while you can" I was very confused a week later she was gone When the doctors found out why she died . brain cancer
    lianawolf lianawolf 22-25, F Feb 13, 2013

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    The Things Ive Learned

    My name is Lorraine. I have three beautiful kids, all boys. When i was younger, i always was in trouble, fighting, rebelling against my parents, you name it i did it. Things always seemed to go wrong in my life and i never kept very good relationships with my family. I moved alot...
    SexxiLingerie SexxiLingerie 26-30, F Nov 29, 2012

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    How

    how do you carry on when you are the only one left? i have lost my entire family... first my sister in april, then my brother in june and now my parents and older brother this past week... i cant see the point of doing it on my own... i feel so lost...... alone..... and scared...
    Keeper2902 Keeper2902 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 28, 2013

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    3 Long Years...

    3 years ago, when i was 13, i lost 3 of my family members on the same day. Same accident. I lost my cousin, his girlfriend and their 3 month old son in a fatal car accident. I remember when my Aunty told me what happened while she was crying and i started crying and i would not...
    bluebird96 bluebird96 18-21, F Feb 1, 2013

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    November 22, 1976 ..... The Day My Life Changed

    This is a story, an example of unconditional love, as I remember my Grandmothers's passing... 36 years ago. I am going to share with you my last letter to my Gram. It was written when I thought my Gram was in the nursing home where I had visited her many, many times. She was...
    Kathieredart Kathieredart 56-60, F 6 Responses Nov 22, 2012

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    My Grandparents Were My World

    I can't believe it has been 17 years now..my mom went into my grandpa's study and told him..if he couldn't wake up grandma to call us..he looked at my mom and said "Diana..you don't know I may be gone before she is.."..he died a week to the day later..then 6 weeks later my...
    theheartofmemphis theheartofmemphis 41-45, F 1 Response Jul 1, 2012

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    In Memory Of My Only Older Sister

    My older sister, Vicki, and I were the two oldest of 11 kids and, when we were kids, had a relationship probably no different than first- and second-oldest siblings in a large brood. Only shortly before Vicki died in January 2008 at the young, young age of 54 after a three-year...
    cmmacneil cmmacneil 41-45, M 3 Responses Jul 15, 2012

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    Miss My Brother

    MY BROTHER WAS'NT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE WHEN HE WAS BORN HE WAS DIAGNOSED WITH   SCOLIOSIS AND CEREBRAL PALSY ME AND HIM WAS ALWAYS CLOSE EVEN THO HE WAS OLDER HE WAS LIKE MY BEST FRIEND EVEN THO HE COULD GET UP AND WALK AND DO ANYTHING THAT WE COULD DO THAT SONG BY CARRIE...
    lovestexas lovestexas 18-21, F 1 Response May 24, 2012

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    My Life Changed Forever When My Sister Passed!

    I know that most everyone thinks that people in their lives who have passed on were special (and they were), but my sister was truly a spectacular human being. She would go out of her way to help anyone anytime. I have never known a person who loved more unconditionally and...
    Lasvegasnluvnit Lasvegasnluvnit 46-50, F Jun 7, 2012

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    Shattered

    I was in a car accident on my birthday that killed my baby. I was 23 weeks and 5 days pregnant. I am so thankful for this site. For the longest time I've been wanting to be able to vent to anyone willing to listen. I was reading one of my pregnancy books and i skipped to the...
    Versaiie Versaiie 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 22, 2012

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    Related Experiences

    4 years ago my brother was killed in a accident while on the way home from work. He was hit by a reversing Landover while on his motorbike and was killed instantly.The driver...
    youngwhitegirl youngwhitegirl 18-21, F 5 hrs ago

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    My mother died on 11th November 2014. She had been acting crazy for 2 years and my family didn't understand it. I didn't understand it. She had some sort of brain damage but we...
    Semanic Semanic 22-25, M Mar 9

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    I lost my boyfriend to brain tumour last year, two days after he was diagnosed. He was my everything. We were long distance, but he would make sure hes there when I needed him...
    AstroMiche AstroMiche 26-30, F 3 Responses Mar 24

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    My grandmother passed away nearly a month ago. She was like my mother - she raised me, cared for me when nobody else would. she was the one I went to when I needed help. My oldest...
    roseblossom90 roseblossom90 22-25, F Mar 7

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    Really missing my mom lately. She passed unexpected in 2006. She was my rock and my best friend. I still mourn her deeply. She was such a wonderful person.
    lynne7722 lynne7722 36-40, F 3 Responses Mar 5

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    I lost 2 brothers in the same year within 7 months of each other, it was a very heartbreaking time for my family.My younger brothers birthday is this month, and it is always a sad...
    wvcountrylady wvcountrylady 56-60, F 1 Response Mar 5

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    i sat outside for a little bit today to have a cigarette. it was the same place that i sat the night i took my grandfather to the hospital, after an argument of him not wanting...
    nadialje nadialje 22-25, F Mar 13

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    I pray everyday that my grandma is in a better place. I guess she will always be in my thoughts. I feel bad as the few years before she died she had Alzheimer's and I was not there...
    Temahsulong Temahsulong 36-40, F Mar 7

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    I had a brown chihuahua named Lord Byron Reece Fernando Bob Junior Cogswell. He died in October a day before my moms wedding. We had him for eight years since I was in second grade...
    Cogsy Cogsy 16-17, F Mar 21

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    After 15 long years, my beautiful English Bulldog went to play among the stars. I got her when she was only 4 months old, and shortly thereafter, she was plagued with health issues...
    wirehead73 wirehead73 41-45, M 1 Response Mar 8

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    so dearly...she was the only person that could really understand me and what I was going through at the time
    cookieporn cookieporn 22-25, F Mar 7

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    This is the one and only picture I got to take with her before she left. I just wish nothing ever happened. 😒😔
    touchtorelax touchtorelax 13-15, M 3 Responses Mar 17

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    All I wanted was to tell sis that I fear losing dad too and I don't know why I similar signs like around the time of your death are appearing. The night before you died mom I...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 19

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    Loss is such a unique feeling. All that once was, is forever lost and there are no more tomorrows left to share with that person. It eats into the realism of your soul so...
    SwanSongRebeL SwanSongRebeL 36-40, F 7 Responses Mar 4

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    i hate when my ep friends just all of a sudden vanish because they deleted their accounts and commited EP suicides.. or just stopped coming on here , i need a life i know. but i...
    OccultumLapidem OccultumLapidem 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 16

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    Implied consent law...people don't realize what it means. It supersedes your Miranda rights. So the cop says, you have the right to remain silent, you have the right to an attorney...
    ramble123 ramble123 31-35, M 1 Response Mar 17

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    Here it goes, I have a thing with pianos. I love it. I like it. I'm not actually a professional pianist or keyboardist or whatsoever they call it; but whenever I play it - I can...
    styleup styleup 18-21 1 Response Mar 22

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    I recently realised that I had never been able to feel what others feel. i feel bad for people, but I can't put myself in their shoes... when I see someone crying I generally...
    loafemon1 loafemon1 18-21, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    "Coz I'm missing you so bad. Now you're not by my side. Guess you could say, it's me who's hurting so bad. After all this time, After all that we've been through, Baby, aren't you...
    abcdefghisabelmnopqrst abcdefghisabelmnopqrst 26-30, F Mar 2

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    this is going to be one of those brittany rants that i'm not going to filter and make pretty. if you like pretty, then stop reading. THE SAME WAY THAT IF YOU ONLY LIKE PRETTY GIRLS...
    foldedunfolding foldedunfolding 31-35, F 3 Responses Mar 4

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    I need help... For the past few week's, I have been very vey lonely and depressed. I'm a senior in high school. I have never had a real girlfriend, I was in a relationship with...
    CoreyG97 CoreyG97 18-21, M Mar 19

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    I can't believe how fast 3 weeks have passed! I get to see my airman in a month!!!! I can't wait to hug him and kiss him
    brooklinn17 brooklinn17 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 1

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    Ran across this on a website, made me feel better. If you've ever felt frustrated by an abuser who always seems to escape justice & karma: Imagine waking up every morning with an...
    Wbyogimaso Wbyogimaso 26-30, M Mar 12

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    My story is not about the horrible effects of this disease on my body, my mind, my life. It is not about having to isolate myself from friends, my children, grandchildren, my...
    neckoflace neckoflace 70+, F 1 Response Mar 17

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    The lesson I've learned, don't go to bed angry at your loved ones.
    Cutiepeachpie Cutiepeachpie 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    Very recently I joined an office as an intern ,new place, new life. I was suffering from stress,I realized that when i started loosing a lot of hair and my other MAJOR stress...
    Avaashi Avaashi 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I missed my ex so much just missed nothing more that I just want to say everything I want to talk everything I do same before.But everything become the pass That I can't take...
    nimkansiri nimkansiri 22-25, F Mar 10

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    i grew up in multiple homes.(foster care, family, friends, and homeless, renting underage) while i was in foster care i really bonded to some of my foster siblings. i miss them and...
    amaracherish amaracherish 18-21, F Mar 2

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    I regularly have dreams about my family members who have passed away, it is usually plays out the same way though. I wake up from my bed and walk downstairs into the living room...
    Melite Melite 16-17 3 Responses Mar 9

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    I'm in love with this guy and it's tearing me apart. We were friends, than we added the "benefits" and then he found a girl...a girl he probably doesn't love, but she's his girl...
    Lor97 Lor97 16-17, F 6 Responses Mar 24