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I Miss My Loved Ones That Have Passed On

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 140 People

    What My Grief Feels Like.

    Unsettled and restless, but yet drained and fatigued. Sometimes I can’t feel anything at all… Numbness whispers through Body, mind and soul, Leaving a trail of unexplained feelings, Silent memories that flash like broken records Snap shots of the past Places I can’t go...
    Embird55 Embird55 18-21, F Jul 30, 2013

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    Shattered

    I was in a car accident on my birthday that killed my baby. I was 23 weeks and 5 days pregnant. I am so thankful for this site. For the longest time I've been wanting to be able to vent to anyone willing to listen. I was reading one of my pregnancy books and i skipped to the...
    Versaiie Versaiie 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 22, 2012

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    My Grandparents Were My World

    I can't believe it has been 17 years now..my mom went into my grandpa's study and told him..if he couldn't wake up grandma to call us..he looked at my mom and said "Diana..you don't know I may be gone before she is.."..he died a week to the day later..then 6 weeks later my...
    theheartofmemphis theheartofmemphis 41-45, F 1 Response Jul 1, 2012

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    Mom, dad, and my best fried Hale.

    ..every one of you died too soon and if there was anything at all, I don't care what the hell it was, that I could do to bring you back (even if it were just for a day) I wild do it in a heart beat. I remember about how I wasn't able to help them and regret it every single day.
    GermanWildChild GermanWildChild 13-15, F May 29, 2014

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    The Things Ive Learned

    My name is Lorraine. I have three beautiful kids, all boys. When i was younger, i always was in trouble, fighting, rebelling against my parents, you name it i did it. Things always seemed to go wrong in my life and i never kept very good relationships with my family. I moved alot...
    SexxiLingerie SexxiLingerie 26-30, F Nov 29, 2012

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    Miss My Brother

    MY BROTHER WAS'NT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE WHEN HE WAS BORN HE WAS DIAGNOSED WITH   SCOLIOSIS AND CEREBRAL PALSY ME AND HIM WAS ALWAYS CLOSE EVEN THO HE WAS OLDER HE WAS LIKE MY BEST FRIEND EVEN THO HE COULD GET UP AND WALK AND DO ANYTHING THAT WE COULD DO THAT SONG BY CARRIE...
    lovestexas lovestexas 18-21, F 1 Response May 24, 2012

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    3 Long Years...

    3 years ago, when i was 13, i lost 3 of my family members on the same day. Same accident. I lost my cousin, his girlfriend and their 3 month old son in a fatal car accident. I remember when my Aunty told me what happened while she was crying and i started crying and i would not...
    bluebird96 bluebird96 18-21, F Feb 1, 2013

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    My Uncle

    My uncle was in a lot of pain and god took him to a better place. He had lung cancer... i know he is in a better place and isn't suffering anymore but i really miss him<3
    Dezilynn Dezilynn 16-17, F Nov 7, 2012

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    November 22, 1976 ..... The Day My Life Changed

    This is a story, an example of unconditional love, as I remember my Grandmothers's passing... 36 years ago. I am going to share with you my last letter to my Gram. It was written when I thought my Gram was in the nursing home where I had visited her many, many times. She was...
    Kathieredart Kathieredart 56-60, F 5 Responses Nov 22, 2012

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    My Life Changed Forever When My Sister Passed!

    I know that most everyone thinks that people in their lives who have passed on were special (and they were), but my sister was truly a spectacular human being. She would go out of her way to help anyone anytime. I have never known a person who loved more unconditionally and...
    Lasvegasnluvnit Lasvegasnluvnit 46-50, F Jun 7, 2012

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    Love It While You Can

    When I was 13 my cousin Charolette was 12 we played and laughed but one night she wispered to me " love me while you can" I was very confused a week later she was gone When the doctors found out why she died . brain cancer
    lianawolf lianawolf 22-25, F Feb 13, 2013

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    How

    how do you carry on when you are the only one left? i have lost my entire family... first my sister in april, then my brother in june and now my parents and older brother this past week... i cant see the point of doing it on my own... i feel so lost...... alone..... and scared...
    Keeper2902 Keeper2902 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 28, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    last night my high school and college best friends are keep calling me, they were missed me and i'm so glad to finally heard their voice again. But i do miss my other best friend...
    Bloodyjasmine Bloodyjasmine 18-21, F 1 hr ago

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    Actually having only one Bichon Frise, who in passport is named White Crystal Dream Mikki, his name should have started with M and since my grandmother bought the dog actually for...
    DragonSheep DragonSheep 22-25, F 2 hrs ago

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    I met a man on here back in May. we were friends at first, then started flirting. then made plans to meet. my father got sick, I couldn't leave my father at that time. this also...
    solomey solomey 41-45, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    How about everyone? Does that Count at all? I've loved husband children parents .... People.. And in the end no one can really be trusted to support me. I will love with all my...
    cujo0807 cujo0807 31-35 4 hrs ago

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    I used to have an outie belly button but then I got surgery to change it to an innie and I've loved it ever since 😉
    stewartman12 stewartman12 18-21, M 4 hrs ago

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    have missed her every day of my life after coming out of a coma to learn my wife was killed the next day as she walked to her office in Siagon 1/1967 then to be told the mother...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M 4 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    Well I did but she passed away two months ago. Can't get over it, I don't think I ever will.
    Spookyluv33 Spookyluv33 31-35, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    I miss a guy I fell in love with almost 20 years. ago. if I seen him today, id still love him the same. He was my first and I doubt I will ever not miss, ir love him.
    mz053533 mz053533 31-35, T 6 hrs ago

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    Have you ever felt like you loved someone so much that when your spending time with them it feels like your staring at an hourglass slowing running out of time you have left...
    Cravndiscipline79 Cravndiscipline79 36-40, F 10 hrs ago

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    (Warning: my story is very long, please take your time reading it) Elaine, you are and will always be in my heart forever! You are on my mind now as I think about you. Recently...
    Friedwontonsonaplate Friedwontonsonaplate 26-30, M 10 hrs ago

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    To build a home *don't know who it Is sung by There is a house built out of stone Wooden floors, walls and window sills Tables and chairs worn by all of the dust This is a place...
    emily1213 emily1213 13-15, F 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    Hello everyone, I'm Heiry (pronounced Haiti) like the country but spelled differently. I know some ppl have a difficult time understanding my name and that's okay! But anyway..so I...
    heirytoni heirytoni 31-35, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    I know this looks really bad, but please don't judge me. I was 17 when I started working as a waitress in a restaurant in my hometown. One day, as I was about to leave work and...
    ironwoman45 ironwoman45 26-30, F 1 Response 23 hrs ago

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    I changed a lot since I left EP. Nice to see how everything can change within a year. I guess at some point you just realise that some changes are inevitable and life has a lot...
    Rainatmidnight97 Rainatmidnight97 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    It was 4 years back when i wanted to conquer the world. I started drawing as a kid and at 12 discovered my artistic abilities when i would create something and be appreciated for...
    Bllahblah Bllahblah 22-25, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    It all kinda happened really fast he was really far away literally 2or 3 states away he was hiking and ended up falling 40ft off a cliff and landed head 1st. He was 21 he would've...
    Katesdonthate Katesdonthate 16-17, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    This song is dedicated to an Angel, an Angel whom I waited for. All the while, I waited, I waited for him to come back. What I hadn't realized was that while I was waiting, He...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 4 days ago

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    i give back too...it's always nice to feel appreciated :)
    saravonpein saravonpein 36-40, F 4 days ago

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    I dunno if I'll ever forgive myself for that fight the last time I saw my uncle. Before he died. It's been 8 years. I hope he knows I love him.
    katariffik katariffik 31-35, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I lost my grandma to lung cancer when I was 6. I lost my grandpa to the same thing when I was 13. My dad died 4 months before I was born.. I'd do anything to have a chance with all...
    JustDevy JustDevy 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 27

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    LAWARIS...The Hindi Terminology for ORPHAN... "I am a poor and lonesome boy in need of a Home, I climbed fruit trees in the tropics for food - free to Roam, I chased after...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F Jul 26

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    I still think about you from time to time.I miss how i could tell you anything,i could be completely honest with you.How i could trust you,i miss that a lot,I miss you listening to...
    simpleandpossible simpleandpossible 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 26

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    The summer he died (massive heart attack), before it was even into summer, I told him we should go fishing and we never went because he died. I wish I was there with him at least...
    FutureVet2014 FutureVet2014 18-21, F Jul 25

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    I've lost 5 loved family members in a time period of 2 months. Ugh.
    00dom00 00dom00 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 24

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    its not even about him really its that he died horribly, he said my name then choked on his own blood and died. i was there broken beside him, but its not that. its that our lives...
    chantal555 chantal555 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 24

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    What I have seen and done. I have seen man at his very worst and very best. From the dust, blood and vomit to other bodily fluids. Its amazing what man can do to another human...
    GWMH GWMH 56-60, M 7 Responses Jul 24

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    Welp, I had a panic attack yesterday for the first time in two years. I don't know what is worse; the claustrophobic, dizzying feeling of drowning on land, feeling like you'd be...
    jdhammer84 jdhammer84 31-35, M 2 Responses Jul 24

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    Life always seems to have a different plan for you than the one you come up with. You put your ducks in a row, rub your hands together, and get ready to jump into the water just...
    SunshineMel SunshineMel 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 23

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    Last year i found out my cousin has cancer, i hate knowing i cant do anything about it, my granddad died of cancer, I'm sick of losing people, in 2011 alone i lost 5 people, and i...
    KillaSparks KillaSparks 16-17, F Jul 23

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    I lost my dad when I was young , I'm the youngest so missed out on even remembering how he looks, I enjoy a lot of things that boys enjoy to do. I'm not a tom boy or anything I...
    Smiler01 Smiler01 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 22

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