I Miss My Loved Ones That Have Passed On

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 217 People

    My Uncle

    My uncle was in a lot of pain and god took him to a better place. He had lung cancer... i know he is in a better place and isn't suffering anymore but i really miss him<3
    Dezilynn Dezilynn
    16-17, F
    Nov 7, 2012

    November 22, 1976 ..... The Day My Life Changed

    This is a story, an example of unconditional love, as I remember my Grandmothers's passing... 36 years ago. I am going to share with you my last letter to my Gram. It was written when I thought my Gram was in the nursing home where I had visited her many, many times. She was...
    Kathieredart Kathieredart
    56-60, F
    5 Responses Nov 22, 2012

    Love the holidays. I love the look on my kids

    faces as we put out the decorations and pretty up our Christmas tree. The light in their eyes move my soul. Love them so much.....but I do miss some very important people who I've lost....makes me sad knowing they can't celebrate and spend time with us. Every day is rough...miss...
    greeneyedmomma greeneyedmomma
    26-30, F
    Dec 22, 2015

    3 Long Years...

    3 years ago, when i was 13, i lost 3 of my family members on the same day. Same accident. I lost my cousin, his girlfriend and their 3 month old son in a fatal car accident. I remember when my Aunty told me what happened while she was crying and i started crying and i would not...
    bluebird96 bluebird96
    18-21, F
    Feb 1, 2013

    One of my friends committed suicide like a week

    ago. Idk I feel responsible for not being there enough or whatever it was that she needed.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Feb 12

    Miss My Brother

    MY BROTHER WAS'NT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE WHEN HE WAS BORN HE WAS DIAGNOSED WITH   SCOLIOSIS AND CEREBRAL PALSY ME AND HIM WAS ALWAYS CLOSE EVEN THO HE WAS OLDER HE WAS LIKE MY BEST FRIEND EVEN THO HE COULD GET UP AND WALK AND DO ANYTHING THAT WE COULD DO THAT SONG BY CARRIE...
    lovestexas lovestexas
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 24, 2012

    My Life Changed Forever When My Sister Passed!

    I know that most everyone thinks that people in their lives who have passed on were special (and they were), but my sister was truly a spectacular human being. She would go out of her way to help anyone anytime. I have never known a person who loved more unconditionally and...
    Lasvegasnluvnit Lasvegasnluvnit
    46-50, F
    Jun 7, 2012

    I miss all of my loved ones

    who passed away. They are in heaven now
    Anthony2400 Anthony2400
    22-25, M
    Feb 12

    My Grandparents Were My World

    I can't believe it has been 17 years now..my mom went into my grandpa's study and told him..if he couldn't wake up grandma to call us..he looked at my mom and said "Diana..you don't know I may be gone before she is.."..he died a week to the day later..then 6 weeks later my...
    theheartofmemphis theheartofmemphis
    41-45, F
    1 Response Jul 1, 2012

    Love It While You Can

    When I was 13 my cousin Charolette was 12 we played and laughed but one night she wispered to me " love me while you can" I was very confused a week later she was gone When the doctors found out why she died . brain cancer
    lianawolf lianawolf
    22-25, F
    Feb 13, 2013

    Shattered

    I was in a car accident on my birthday that killed my baby. I was 23 weeks and 5 days pregnant. I am so thankful for this site. For the longest time I've been wanting to be able to vent to anyone willing to listen. I was reading one of my pregnancy books and i skipped to the...
    Versaiie Versaiie
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 22, 2012

    How

    how do you carry on when you are the only one left? i have lost my entire family... first my sister in april, then my brother in june and now my parents and older brother this past week... i cant see the point of doing it on my own... i feel so lost...... alone..... and scared...
    Keeper2902 Keeper2902
    36-40, F
    Jul 28, 2013

    Mom, dad, and my best fried Hale.

    ..every one of you died too soon and if there was anything at all, I don't care what the hell it was, that I could do to bring you back (even if it were just for a day) I wild do it in a heart beat. I remember about how I wasn't able to help them and regret it every single day.
    GermanWildChild GermanWildChild
    16-17, F
    May 29, 2014

    What My Grief Feels Like.

    Unsettled and restless, but yet drained and fatigued. Sometimes I can’t feel anything at all… Numbness whispers through Body, mind and soul, Leaving a trail of unexplained feelings, Silent memories that flash like broken records Snap shots of the past Places I can’t go...
    Embird55 Embird55
    18-21, F
    Jul 30, 2013

    The Things Ive Learned

    My name is Lorraine. I have three beautiful kids, all boys. When i was younger, i always was in trouble, fighting, rebelling against my parents, you name it i did it. Things always seemed to go wrong in my life and i never kept very good relationships with my family. I moved alot...
    SexxiLingerie SexxiLingerie
    26-30, F
    Nov 29, 2012

    Related Experiences

    One last story to write. EP was there for me when my grandfather passed, which is initially why I joined EP and again when my grandmother passed. I could count on the random people...
    holygrailofvampires holygrailofvampires
    26-30, F
    Apr 21
    Losing a great mother is the worst pain anyone can go through . I'm barely living with so much sadness
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 21
    There were many conversations that I still needed from you Mommy .
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    Apr 21
    I definitely will miss it, I have been using it almost every day to openly express myself, and talk about what is going on with my life. I suppose I will just have to take the...
    StephanieDan StephanieDan
    36-40, M
    1 Response Apr 21
    First as 0nest0, then nest37, and a few other that I made poof, what will be most difficult is not missing anyone, I have nice memories of the few I interacted with, but in all...
    Bettercallsalamander Bettercallsalamander
    36-40, M
    1 Response Apr 21
    well with less then 24 hours left before the big goodbye I will say a few final parting words. My time here on EP has been fun. I've met lots of interesting people. Some good...
    rorytheawesomeboy rorytheawesomeboy
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 20
    I have passed out at school before. I have a problem with passing out. I have passed out at least 10 times and meny were I almost. Anyway so I was in 2ed grade and I was at reases...
    Jaylen9890 Jaylen9890
    13-15, F
    Apr 20
    I don't even know where to start. It saddens me to see EP go. I have so many good memories of it and have been fortunate enough to meet the best people I've ever known from here...
    Jennifer337 Jennifer337
    31-35, T
    2 Responses Apr 20
    Okay my last experience I post will be this.. My last grandfather has passed away.. I have only met him once I think when I was a baby. A week ago I found out he was very ill and...
    JordanTheLost6 JordanTheLost6
    16-17, M
    1 Response Apr 20
    Dear great grandma From WW2 I have never met u an I wish I did u have been through so much and I love u very much and I am sorry about everything that they did... Concentration...
    Dessily Dessily
    13-15, F
    Apr 19
    My Undying Love for Ed...It’s been 3 years since I last wrote a blog about my first love. Now, I’m going to write again.I don’t know how I will start my blog...
    red2006 red2006
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 19
    Mom the reason I work so hard is because you're not here . When I come home the house is empty . They don't know the pain I feel daily
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    Apr 19
    My mother died . Now I must have a harder life than everyone else
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Apr 19
    Well she is actually my GREAT Grandmother who passed away last week and my family and I are devastated. She was born in the deep south in Louisiana in 1921. She was a country girl...
    maialove maialove
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Apr 18
    I just lost a couple friends of mine to murder/suicude. One friend turned on his wife (who I was also close with) killed her, their children, and then himself. I've lost loved ones...
    BruceWained BruceWained
    26-30, M
    1 Response Apr 18
    Many of you here on EP will be missed terribly. I have been more than one username here and I have made some very interesting friends. I cherish a few of you and care for virtually...
    Filthybeast Filthybeast
    56-60, M
    1 Response Apr 17
    I miss my friend. I miss him a lot. I wish he'd return back into my life. He was such a good influence on me. He was my muse. I miss my friend. I miss him a lot. Not often do...
    itsMaggimay itsMaggimay
    36-40, F
    1 Response Apr 16
    I don't know what to do. I haven't talked to you in two years, but I still think about and miss you just as much. I never wanted us to lose touch, but I'm the one who disappeared...
    maybemaybenotwhat maybemaybenotwhat
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Apr 16
    He Was The Only Daddy I Ever Knew-Granddaddy, my mother's father, was a big man, about 6’4” and sturdily built,and he was as black as night with thick glasses. No that's NOT...
    ToBeDiskovered ToBeDiskovered
    22-25, M
    1 Response Apr 15
    One of life's twists is the sudden recollection of a memory embedded in my mind. I hadn't thought of her in ages yet today's beautiful Spring afternoon jolted me back to a...
    gnikool gnikool
    56-60, M
    Apr 15
    I miss simple things like your cooking . You used to say that someone should be concerned about others . It's just a mess and my spirit is crushed without you here
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 14
    I feel bad ...they call me fat continuously now . But I use food to deal with your death ... I eat to try forget about the terrible events that have happened since your death...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 14
    I no longer have a zest for life ..your death triggered my lack of spirituality ... I'll have to pretend forever as I gaze upon other families with moms and I don't have one...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 14
    I sleep on too many of my tears ...I accept that I'll never be happy ... The pain is unbearable
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 14
    3 years on and I still find myself crying for you
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 14
    Just emptiness inside and outside of me ... Having a mom is a comfort zone . You can escape to whenever ... But you're gone mommy so what do I do
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 14
    It's scary to know that I'll never be okay . I find it hard to say goodbye to someone ... What more a death ? It's so permanent. You're never coming back for me
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    Apr 14
    Ultimately I'm lost without you ...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    Apr 14
    Someone really special wasn't there at my graduation to say how proud she was of me ... To hug me and say well done my child... You weren't there so I ultimately feel like I haven...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    Apr 14
    I'm sorry but I really wish I still had a mother . It's that comfort zone that every child , every human that is born needs ... I yearn for you daily ... Nothing can make me smile
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 14
    I smile for the sake of smiling but it's not like I'm actually happy ...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    Apr 14
    I cry because you are the only one that loved me unconditionally and with so much unbelievable passion . Only a great mother like you could've loved me the way you did
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    Apr 14
    In my mind and heart you weren't supposed to go ...what am I honestly supposed to do ?
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    Apr 14
    I'm disappointed in myself that I'm not able to get past this great loss . The future seems much scarier now without you here
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 14
    Only God knows how much I'm hurting ...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    Apr 14
    Mommy I don't know why you left your children ... I don't know . This world is hard
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    Apr 14
    I never ever thought you would die ... I can't believe you're gone
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    Apr 13
    hahaha....I smile because I now realised I'm not the only lady that loves Foreign men.well it's not easy for Africans cos there are not many white people here.those who come here...
    Rosalindaag Rosalindaag
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 11
    I suppose this is where I can speak freely, not revealing my identity. Honestly, writing about my life, a stupid, sob story, I feel skeptical about it. Not knowing if anyone cares...
    Aselfconsciousturtle Aselfconsciousturtle
    13-15, F
    Apr 10
    You left your children alone ... We are always alone . Our father doesn't care about us , relatives couldn't be bothered and your friends don't care . Hope you know how miserable I...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Apr 10
    Every once in a while, I start to think of all the mistakes I've made in the past couple years, and they really bother me a lot. Gaining an enormous amount of weight. Dropping...
    animallover110293 animallover110293
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 10
    Eating has helped me a bit to overcome this tremendous loss . It's really terrible losing a mother . I wish God could tell me why ...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    Apr 9
    One moment I am a young girl peeping outside the window waiting for you to come home from the shops or the mall and next thing you died in my arms ... Only God knows how I feel...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    Apr 9
    My boyfriend and I fought for 2 or 3 months because I suspected he was cheating when I noticed he started acting differently. It upset me because we shared a love that was...
    CMC93 CMC93
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Apr 8
    Even my own sister doesn't care about me . You were the only one that loved me . And you're gone ... It wouldn't even help if others knew the pain behind my fake laughter . Why did...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    Apr 8
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