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I Miss My Loved Ones That Have Passed On

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 145 People

    How

    how do you carry on when you are the only one left? i have lost my entire family... first my sister in april, then my brother in june and now my parents and older brother this past week... i cant see the point of doing it on my own... i feel so lost...... alone..... and scared...
    Keeper2902 Keeper2902 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 28, 2013

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    3 Long Years...

    3 years ago, when i was 13, i lost 3 of my family members on the same day. Same accident. I lost my cousin, his girlfriend and their 3 month old son in a fatal car accident. I remember when my Aunty told me what happened while she was crying and i started crying and i would not...
    bluebird96 bluebird96 16-17, F Feb 1, 2013

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    Mom, dad, and my best fried Hale.

    ..every one of you died too soon and if there was anything at all, I don't care what the hell it was, that I could do to bring you back (even if it were just for a day) I wild do it in a heart beat. I remember about how I wasn't able to help them and regret it every single day.
    GermanWildChild GermanWildChild 13-15, F May 29

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    Love It While You Can

    When I was 13 my cousin Charolette was 12 we played and laughed but one night she wispered to me " love me while you can" I was very confused a week later she was gone When the doctors found out why she died . brain cancer
    lianawolf lianawolf 22-25, F Feb 13, 2013

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    My Grandparents Were My World

    I can't believe it has been 17 years now..my mom went into my grandpa's study and told him..if he couldn't wake up grandma to call us..he looked at my mom and said "Diana..you don't know I may be gone before she is.."..he died a week to the day later..then 6 weeks later my...
    theheartofmemphis theheartofmemphis 41-45, F 1 Response Jul 1, 2012

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    My Life Changed Forever When My Sister Passed!

    I know that most everyone thinks that people in their lives who have passed on were special (and they were), but my sister was truly a spectacular human being. She would go out of her way to help anyone anytime. I have never known a person who loved more unconditionally and...
    Lasvegasnluvnit Lasvegasnluvnit 46-50, F Jun 7, 2012

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    Shattered

    I was in a car accident on my birthday that killed my baby. I was 23 weeks and 5 days pregnant. I am so thankful for this site. For the longest time I've been wanting to be able to vent to anyone willing to listen. I was reading one of my pregnancy books and i skipped to the...
    Versaiie Versaiie 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 22, 2012

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    The Things Ive Learned

    My name is Lorraine. I have three beautiful kids, all boys. When i was younger, i always was in trouble, fighting, rebelling against my parents, you name it i did it. Things always seemed to go wrong in my life and i never kept very good relationships with my family. I moved alot...
    SexxiLingerie SexxiLingerie 26-30, F Nov 29, 2012

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    November 22, 1976 ..... The Day My Life Changed

    This is a story, an example of unconditional love, as I remember my Grandmothers's passing... 36 years ago. I am going to share with you my last letter to my Gram. It was written when I thought my Gram was in the nursing home where I had visited her many, many times. She was...
    Kathieredart Kathieredart 56-60, F 6 Responses Nov 22, 2012

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    Miss My Brother

    MY BROTHER WAS'NT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE WHEN HE WAS BORN HE WAS DIAGNOSED WITH   SCOLIOSIS AND CEREBRAL PALSY ME AND HIM WAS ALWAYS CLOSE EVEN THO HE WAS OLDER HE WAS LIKE MY BEST FRIEND EVEN THO HE COULD GET UP AND WALK AND DO ANYTHING THAT WE COULD DO THAT SONG BY CARRIE...
    lovestexas lovestexas 18-21, F 1 Response May 24, 2012

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    What My Grief Feels Like.

    Unsettled and restless, but yet drained and fatigued. Sometimes I can’t feel anything at all… Numbness whispers through Body, mind and soul, Leaving a trail of unexplained feelings, Silent memories that flash like broken records Snap shots of the past Places I can’t go...
    Embird55 Embird55 18-21, F Jul 30, 2013

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    In Memory Of My Only Older Sister

    My older sister, Vicki, and I were the two oldest of 11 kids and, when we were kids, had a relationship probably no different than first- and second-oldest siblings in a large brood. Only shortly before Vicki died in January 2008 at the young, young age of 54 after a three-year...
    cmmacneil cmmacneil 51-55, M 3 Responses Jul 15, 2012

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    My Uncle

    My uncle was in a lot of pain and god took him to a better place. He had lung cancer... i know he is in a better place and isn't suffering anymore but i really miss him<3
    Dezilynn Dezilynn 16-17, F Nov 7, 2012

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    I miss my mom who passed away 2 weeks of this year before her birthday on April 1st. I miss her so much. I loved going to see her. She was there when I needed to talk to her. I...
    NightRaider1969bc NightRaider1969bc 41-45, M 5 Responses Nov 23

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    Happy birthday Mom. I love you to the moon and back again, and miss you so so much. There's not a day that goes by that I don't think of your beautiful smiling face. Your velvety...
    BrokenSoul88 BrokenSoul88 26-30, F 10 Responses Nov 25

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    Dear GG, I still today cannot get through my immortal without crying my eyes out. I heard it yesterday and though well it's been years let's see if you don't cry. I cried worse...
    Jennerrous Jennerrous 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 1

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    My dad passed away in July of a massive heart attack and complications from pneumonia. He died 2 days after July 4th. He had health problems for a long time and a very hard life...
    allib91 allib91 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    it's been a year and I still cry a lot, I wish that i didn't watch him die, right in my arms and that I couldn't do anything to help him. he was my best friend, my bodyguard and...
    silviamj5 silviamj5 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 28

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    It was nearly 4 to 3 years ago and I still feel sad, I remember that when I would walk to my bus stop she would walk me there and when I would stop and wait she would do the same...
    pinkkitten100 pinkkitten100 13-15, F Dec 10

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    I lost my best friend when I was 18 she was my first kiss my first love my first teacher she was my rock, my strong hold, my faith. She was my heart my strength, my very first...
    Jojo09061994 Jojo09061994 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Spread happiness in the lives of the people you love and make your own life happy too! Send Flowers to South Korea along with Cakes and Hampers from the online shopping sites for...
    koreaflowers koreaflowers 18-21, M Dec 9

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    Sitting on a crowded subway is the same thing as sitting alone. Or at least, that's what it feels like whenever I sit quietly sobbing about my mum. She died on March 31st 2014. I'm...
    Likkleflower Likkleflower 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 27

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    Well, I'll try to keep this as short as possible.. I live with my mother who is bi-polar/schizophrenic and i do my best to take care of her and provide the things she needs but...
    Volumes Volumes 22-25, M Nov 28

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    I feel like i have lost a part of myself because of loving someone that doesn't care about me. Just walked away from this ****** up relationship, i feel good and bad at the same...
    zz0828 zz0828 18-21, F Nov 30

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    "Love that we can not have is the one that last the longest, hurts the deepest and feels the strongest....."
    BlueEyes31 BlueEyes31 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 6

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    It's just happened so many times. Today's events takes the totals up to three in the past three months... Just why??
    sfairy27 sfairy27 13-15, F 1 hr ago

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    I Will Hopefully Meet Him Someday. In 1967 my biological mother took my 4 year old brother and split, leaving me and my 2 year old sister with my biological father. She took him...
    throwawaychild throwawaychild 46-50, M 1 Response Dec 12

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    Theirs is not a day that goes by that I don't think of her and how much she made me laugh and smile.
    holloway64 holloway64 46-50, M 1 day ago

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    I woke up to find out my mother had past away when I was sleeping, I was 14. a few years before that, my grandmother. and a year before that my grandfather.
    Bitchenwolf Bitchenwolf 16-17, F Dec 7

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    To lose someone you love is to alter your life forever..... The pain stops, there are new people, but the gap never closes... This hole in your heart is the shape of the one you...
    BlueEyes31 BlueEyes31 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 1

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    And then it was so clear life would never be the same A sickening love that made me do crazy things Yet life was so hard to live without you That no matter what I did, I kept...
    wonderlust33 wonderlust33 18-21, F Dec 2

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    I wait for you every single day; I know you are dead but that's ok... I KNOW you live in joy and light in heaven you abide day and night. You are no longer in the misery and...
    lunadelobos lunadelobos 41-45 3 Responses Dec 13

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    I see a lot of people on here posting stuff about God and Christianity and I also see a bunch of people making rude comments about the religion and I must say those are the reasons...
    brkekami brkekami 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 22

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    My first year without you my love.Wish you stayed home the night you left and ignored me. I learned this one life we get, we can't leave family friends or loved ones angry. There...
    DeeplyLoves DeeplyLoves 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 27

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    There are many things over a span of years that I have allowed to be said about me, and to me by members of this site. I have told you repeatedly that I do not speak out to...
    Joseph84 Joseph84 31-35, M 3 Responses Dec 8

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    I guess this group is about loss not just of those who have passed on, but people that we don't have in our lives anymore. I've had a lot of people disappear on me that I'll never...
    MelMel68 MelMel68 31-35, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Well it sucks that my son (19 months) and I will be spending Thanksgiving alone. I'm no longer close to most members in my family, since my sister n law past in 2011. I feel like...
    astubble38 astubble38 41-45, F Nov 22

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    It's hard being the way we are, Always watching, Always hesitant, Always on guard for the next person who comes up to us claiming that they will be our "Friend" What happens when...
    SecondFiddle SecondFiddle 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    One side is the sweet and kind me who is always happy and is trying to make everyone around me happy as well, and i will do anything for my loved ones. The other side is like a...
    unidentiffied unidentiffied 16-17, F 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    My third anniversary on EP was in August 2014. I am a bit behind. You know how life keeps you busy. So it is time for me to share what I have learned in this past year. I hope you...
    PoetryNEmotion PoetryNEmotion 51-55, F 21 Responses Nov 27

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    One day, she was a child full of life, hope, and great ambitions. Days go by. The child has grown. Years have broken her delicate heart. They blew out her candle. They buried her...
    Knefe24 Knefe24 22-25, F 8 Responses Dec 7

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    I am still so angry. I don't know how to process these feelings and they are eroding my adult life, holding me back from being a successful person. Mental illness runs in my...
    momshelle momshelle 26-30, F Dec 9

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    I'm 20. Never had a boyfriend. I am extremely insecure. I hate the way I look. I'm tall, have a slim body, nice hair, and have been told that I have a nice personality. Some guys...
    parisjade12 parisjade12 22-25 Dec 4

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    I took two pregnancy tests.. Both came out negative. But there has got to be something wrong with me. My last period was in October. My due period was supposed to be on November 21...
    bribri590 bribri590 18-21, F Dec 12

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    Yeah it's true that I do miss him but what's critical for me to differentiate is who he actually is and who I remember him as. There's a lot of hope that's clouding my vision of...
    KelseyLeigh123 KelseyLeigh123 22-25, F 14 hrs ago

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    I have 4 cats (Luna, Kitty, Snow and Lillian), all cute girls with different personalities and habits. I used to have 5, but the oldest one passed away a few months ago due to...
    BayoKitty BayoKitty 18-21, F 15 hrs ago

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    I wrote a post not to long ago...here is what I found waiting for me... When a sky lantern landed in this father’s driveway the words on it touched his heart deeply. Now he is...
    Blanche08 Blanche08 31-35, F 4 Responses Dec 6