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I Miss My Loved Ones That Have Passed On

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    My Uncle

    My uncle was in a lot of pain and god took him to a better place. He had lung cancer... i know he is in a better place and isn't suffering anymore but i really miss him<3
    Dezilynn Dezilynn 16-17, F Nov 7, 2012

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    Love It While You Can

    When I was 13 my cousin Charolette was 12 we played and laughed but one night she wispered to me " love me while you can" I was very confused a week later she was gone When the doctors found out why she died . brain cancer
    lianawolf lianawolf 22-25, F Feb 13, 2013

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    The Things Ive Learned

    My name is Lorraine. I have three beautiful kids, all boys. When i was younger, i always was in trouble, fighting, rebelling against my parents, you name it i did it. Things always seemed to go wrong in my life and i never kept very good relationships with my family. I moved alot...
    SexxiLingerie SexxiLingerie 26-30, F Nov 29, 2012

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    What My Grief Feels Like.

    Unsettled and restless, but yet drained and fatigued. Sometimes I can’t feel anything at all… Numbness whispers through Body, mind and soul, Leaving a trail of unexplained feelings, Silent memories that flash like broken records Snap shots of the past Places I can’t go...
    Embird55 Embird55 18-21, F Jul 30, 2013

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    Shattered

    I was in a car accident on my birthday that killed my baby. I was 23 weeks and 5 days pregnant. I am so thankful for this site. For the longest time I've been wanting to be able to vent to anyone willing to listen. I was reading one of my pregnancy books and i skipped to the...
    Versaiie Versaiie 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 22, 2012

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    In Memory Of My Only Older Sister

    My older sister, Vicki, and I were the two oldest of 11 kids and, when we were kids, had a relationship probably no different than first- and second-oldest siblings in a large brood. Only shortly before Vicki died in January 2008 at the young, young age of 54 after a three-year...
    cmmacneil cmmacneil 51-55, M 3 Responses Jul 15, 2012

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    My Life Changed Forever When My Sister Passed!

    I know that most everyone thinks that people in their lives who have passed on were special (and they were), but my sister was truly a spectacular human being. She would go out of her way to help anyone anytime. I have never known a person who loved more unconditionally and...
    Lasvegasnluvnit Lasvegasnluvnit 46-50, F Jun 7, 2012

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    3 Long Years...

    3 years ago, when i was 13, i lost 3 of my family members on the same day. Same accident. I lost my cousin, his girlfriend and their 3 month old son in a fatal car accident. I remember when my Aunty told me what happened while she was crying and i started crying and i would not...
    bluebird96 bluebird96 18-21, F Feb 1, 2013

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    Mom, dad, and my best fried Hale.

    ..every one of you died too soon and if there was anything at all, I don't care what the hell it was, that I could do to bring you back (even if it were just for a day) I wild do it in a heart beat. I remember about how I wasn't able to help them and regret it every single day.
    GermanWildChild GermanWildChild 13-15, F May 29, 2014

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    Miss My Brother

    MY BROTHER WAS'NT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE WHEN HE WAS BORN HE WAS DIAGNOSED WITH   SCOLIOSIS AND CEREBRAL PALSY ME AND HIM WAS ALWAYS CLOSE EVEN THO HE WAS OLDER HE WAS LIKE MY BEST FRIEND EVEN THO HE COULD GET UP AND WALK AND DO ANYTHING THAT WE COULD DO THAT SONG BY CARRIE...
    lovestexas lovestexas 18-21, F 1 Response May 24, 2012

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    My Grandparents Were My World

    I can't believe it has been 17 years now..my mom went into my grandpa's study and told him..if he couldn't wake up grandma to call us..he looked at my mom and said "Diana..you don't know I may be gone before she is.."..he died a week to the day later..then 6 weeks later my...
    theheartofmemphis theheartofmemphis 41-45, F 1 Response Jul 1, 2012

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    How

    how do you carry on when you are the only one left? i have lost my entire family... first my sister in april, then my brother in june and now my parents and older brother this past week... i cant see the point of doing it on my own... i feel so lost...... alone..... and scared...
    Keeper2902 Keeper2902 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 28, 2013

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    November 22, 1976 ..... The Day My Life Changed

    This is a story, an example of unconditional love, as I remember my Grandmothers's passing... 36 years ago. I am going to share with you my last letter to my Gram. It was written when I thought my Gram was in the nursing home where I had visited her many, many times. She was...
    Kathieredart Kathieredart 56-60, F 6 Responses Nov 22, 2012

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    Related Experiences

    My boyfriend passed away just over 3 months ago.. I miss him every single day. We had lived together for a year and had started going out not long before that.. He was my first and...
    Csoutz Csoutz 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 20

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    You were my best friend. Ever since I was a toddler you were there for me. I mean I tried jumping out of a car to get to you. (Not a suicide attempt, just me being young.) Even in...
    soon2016 soon2016 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 21

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    I told you I was a grenade and one day I was going to explode and take out everything in my path....I just didn't expect you to leave for good when it happened...your soul was far...
    diabeticHailey diabeticHailey 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I feel horrible when days pass and I don't think of him. I blame myself because I tell myself I'm going to forget him. My ex boyfriend and best friend. He always knew how to make...
    Gracie94 Gracie94 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    My brother who was three years younger then me passed away 6months ago. he was the closest person to me and i just cant seem to move on, i keep playing all our memories in my head...
    zenii15 zenii15 18-21, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    My grandfather just passed away a few minutes ago (9:30 p.m.) Sigh, he was in such a bad shape.....He made it to his birthday though. He lost all his memory a few months ago...
    innocentflower innocentflower 13-15, F 3 Responses Jan 4

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    Life ain't always what it seem to be Words can't express what you mean to me And though you're gone We still a team Through your family I'll fulfill your dreams In the future can't...
    SummerH12 SummerH12 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 6

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    Recently I got a bunch of fans who showed me interest - some just asked me to be their friend, some said talk to me talk to me but no reply when I mailed them, few are good ones...
    psycruler psycruler 31-35, M Jan 13

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    I worry about dad and my duster ever since you left us so untimely. Mom the family is broken up. I blame dad a lot . Sis doesn't like talking about your death ... But I can't get...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333 22-25, F 8 Responses Jan 20

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    It's one of those nights where I think about my good friend that took his life 2 years ago, and at my school I have no one to talk to about this and how I feel so iv been bottling...
    nicoledemersx nicoledemersx 16-17, F Jan 20

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    even tho I was 3 when he passed I still remember him holding me and i still have an image of him R.I.P grand dad
    jovorrism jovorrism 16-17, M Jan 20

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    Well it's coming up to that time of year again. And we're all feeling it. I miss you so much Baba. The pain is almost unbearable because I have to live the rest of my life...
    TheFemaleGrimReaper TheFemaleGrimReaper 18-21, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    It is almost a year ago that my beautiful brother was given eight weeks to live. His lung cancer had moved to his brain. He died on 3 march, 2014 and I was holding his hand. He...
    JaneCrispin JaneCrispin 46-50, F 2 Responses Jan 9

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    It just dawned on me that today makes 2 years that i received the most dreadful call from my dad. He said something is wrong with mom and i need you now. I held my mom in my arms...
    Bittersweet73 Bittersweet73 41-45, F 2 Responses Jan 15

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    Sometimes when I'm talking to my elderly family members that I'm very close to, I just think to myself that the day that they die, I'm going to be inconsolable. It's so hard to...
    gglz18 gglz18 22-25, F 4 Responses Jan 3

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    Today was a very rough day for me. I don't know if you can see me from where you are but I weeped so much for you today. I'm traumatised by how you died in my arms and how you lay...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333 22-25, F 8 Responses Jan 24

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    My mother's father died of colorectal cancer in May of 2012. My father's father is currently in the hospital after having suffered another major stroke. I hope he pulls through and...
    findmewhydoncha findmewhydoncha 18-21 1 Response Jan 4

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    I lost my mother last January. I think that was the hardest thing that I have had to deal with. She was my best friend. There isn't a day that goes by that I think of her.
    Camo74 Camo74 36-40, M 1 Response Jan 24

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    Timeline part 4. And the story continues. Leave it to me to make the simplest things as complicated as any novel. After Caryn's death I continued to live and work as before. My...
    bcvegas4u2 bcvegas4u2 66-70, M Jan 21

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    October 23, 2014 he was my best friend.
    guideme2truth guideme2truth 26-30, F 7 Responses Jan 11

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    My mum died 2 days after her 61st birthday October 7 2014. I am so incredibly sad and it has almost been 4 months. My mom was my best friend we talked every day almost all day...
    Rjf8737 Rjf8737 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 23

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    I get rlly paranoid about this, like is I don't hear from a person in awhile I automatically assume the worst. It's terrible :(
    chasetheweirdo8 chasetheweirdo8 13-15, M 2 Responses Jan 3

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    My mom got into an accident today and all I could think of was why wasn't I there to help her?!?
    rushman5 rushman5 13-15, M 1 Response Jan 4

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    Three years have passed since the last time I saw his face or felt the warmth of his presence. My uncle was an old school man, the last of a dying breed. He was like a father to me...
    FloweryCurtains FloweryCurtains 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 7

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    My aunt's husband passed away this morning. He was a nice man, but he was also from that generation that were taught real men don't cry, and real men don't show feelings and he was...
    diablesse34 diablesse34 46-50, F 13 Responses a week ago

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    I wish I knew what I was searching for. I feel like I'm aimlessly wanting some unknown thing. What is missing? I love my life, I am lucky, I am gifted with amazing loved ones, yet...
    reenab29 reenab29 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 7

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    Has any of your loved ones tell you that jail is like a vacation for them or that they want to party when they get out? If so how did you deal with it or what did you do?
    tiffanygetchell tiffanygetchell 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 4

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    i loved a boy in our class from my whole heart.he too loved me.bt we never talked.just smiled.oneday i frowned at him.still i can't imagine why i had frowned.i liked him so much...
    jez999 jez999 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 13

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    Hi Dad, It’s been so long! I still feel the pain of when you were ripped away from me, I have a 9 year old son now, and His name is William. I wanted you to know that he reminds...
    Bluerayful1 Bluerayful1 46-50, M Jan 21

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    Hi Dad, It’s been so long! I still feel the pain of when you were ripped away from me, I have a 9 year old son now, and His name is William. I wanted you to know that he reminds...
    Bluerayful1 Bluerayful1 46-50, M 1 Response Jan 21

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    I still miss my dog who passed away years ago, his name is Bobbie. My parents took him out for a walk and a stray husky chased him and bit his tail.. My parents had to try and...
    HighHopes811 HighHopes811 16-17, F Jan 4

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    I am a person who stands up for my loved ones. Months ago I realised that my friends(very close ones) needed me only for their good times and did not bother abt me when I was very...
    dontmatter11 dontmatter11 22-25, F Jan 13

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    My mother's cousin (I don't know what name that relation has -- second cousin? IDK :P) has schizophrenia. A little while ago, he got in a particularly nasty breakup with his...
    Boulier Boulier 18-21, F Jan 18

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    I am no longer sad or hurt about this. I just can not believe how fast time has flown, how all these years have passed so fast. This march 10th will be 30 years since my dad died...
    Niko864 Niko864 41-45, M Jan 19