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I Miss My Mom Who Passed Away

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    I dreamt last night that i had my mum back.

    I was so happy! And then I realised i was just dreaming and my mum was slowly disappearing, I was reaching for her then she was gone. I broke down on my hands and knees and started crying then the person who I'm falling for in real life was there kissing my forehead and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 19, 2015

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    Everytime something goes wrong with these new

    people in my life or when anything else goes wrong I'm reminded of your death and it causes me more pain that I didn't ask for this situation , it was just thrown in my face. Even a stupid dog can see I'm unhappy
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 26, 2015

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    Well not my mom it was my friends mom Maria the

    one with the big booty I feel so bad for her though I'm supporting her through it which is good
    123qwe42 123qwe42 18-21, M Dec 29, 2015

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    Why did you have to die

    so that I'm miserable like this and having to deal with these people in my life ? This is such an unfavorable position no matter what angle you look at it and I'm so weak right now I can't even talk anymore. I really am miserable mommy . Don't know what to do
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 26, 2015

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    My Mom Passed Before My Wedding But I Know She Was There In Spirit

    My mom passed away and my heart has been broken ever since. I lived with her the last 2 years of her life and cared for her and there were so many times it was so overwhelming I just felt like I would lose my mind. I have 2 brothers and a sister but it felt like I was making all...
    newbride2012 newbride2012 41-45, F 9 Responses Jun 12, 2012

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    I was honestly robbed of a mother

    and I'm miserable beyond compare
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333 22-25, F 3 Responses Dec 23, 2015

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    Sadness...

    Im about to burst into tears...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333 22-25, F 17 Responses Oct 5, 2013

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    All I wanted was to tell sis

    that I fear losing dad too and I don't know why I similar signs like around the time of your death are appearing. The night before you died mom I dreamt I was getting married and last night I again dreamt that I was getting married and dad was at the alter making bows and I keep...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333 22-25, F 4 Responses Mar 19, 2015

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    I don't think I will ever stop missing her

    but sometimes it is worse than others. I remember the exact day and moment when I knew that she was never going to be the same due to the Alzheimer's disease. I was walking into Walgreens and I had to stop before I went in and the realization that I would never have my mom back...
    Camille7 Camille7 46-50, F 4 Responses Aug 8, 2015

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    Mom.... It's been 24 yrs

    since you left me. Certain times it seems like a lifetime ago and then there are times it seems like yesterday. I think of you every day... There is this huge gaping hole on my heart, a huge void. You were my world, my best friend, my everything. You imparted gifts that have...
    greeneyedlady72 greeneyedlady72 41-45, F 6 Responses May 11, 2014

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    Your death really hurt me

    and I mean really hurt me . You left me with a stupid sister and a stupid father to deal with without a replacement of the love you showed me ...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333 22-25, F Dec 26, 2015

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    I Miss My Mom

    My mom died 2 years ago on April 30 2011 I was 10 at the time. I woke up that morning and everything was the way it usually was...until I went into my bedroom to get dressed. My mom was half way on the bed and making a wheezing sound and I called my step dad to make sure she was...
    staystrong16 staystrong16 16-17, F 7 Responses Jul 16, 2013

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    I've struggled everyday without you mom.

    I know I'm depressed . I'm lonely ... I never used to be fat but i overeat just to get through the days ... More and more people have called me fat , they don't know what your death did to me ... What my fathers remarriage so quickly after your death did to me ... I know I'm...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333 22-25, F 7 Responses Jun 24, 2015

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    I miss the days when we stayed at home during

    the holidays until we could eventually afford going on holidays which was usually shameful for me . I just miss having you as my comfort zone . The perfect mother and you're home while terrible mothers still have their kids ... I carry a huge burden of sadness daily
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333 22-25, F Dec 26, 2015

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    Happy Winter Solstice beloved Mom,

    also known as 'Dongzhi Festival' for us Chinese which falls today three days before Christmas time. Sister came to chat with me today and she so sad missing you as well as me too. Though I'm far distance away I still remember that I use to call home when it comes to such...
    cloudyvberryz cloudyvberryz 36-40, F 3 Responses Dec 22, 2015

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    I know we didn't have a perfect relationship

    but I still miss you terribly
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 31, 2015

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    There's certain things I'll never be able to

    get again , a hug from a mother ... Love and care are all gone , no more encouragement . Just in this world alone with so many fears and devastating moments
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 14, 2015

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    I wish you were here to look

    after me when I'm not feeling well
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 22, 2015

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    I miss her so much right now.

    Every time it gets around this time of year, I just want to cry.
    lememinger lememinger 18-21, F 5 Responses Nov 7, 2015

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    I live everyday telling myself.

    .. Another day without Mommy
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 29, 2015

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    I'm so sad. I miss her

    so much. I wish I could hide away from the Holidays. I haven't even shop for Christmas. I wasn't expecting this. I've never seen a Christmas tree this empty and ugly before. How will I survive the rest of my life without her unconditional love? I'm in so much pain.
    momstermom momstermom 36-40, F Dec 19, 2015

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    My mom passed away at the end of January this

    year of Espohagal cancer. I am in so much emotional pain right now. Silent tears are streaming down my face, and my boyfriend, who is sitting on the other end of this couch hasn't even noticed. I wish he would motivate me more and challenge me and ask the tough questions. But he...
    qwertyou2 qwertyou2 22-25, F 5 Responses Apr 25, 2015

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    You tell me one moment

    that this is your favourite picture and next moment you're dead . How is that right ?
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333 22-25, F Dec 26, 2015

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    People have no idea how much I wish I had a

    mother ... I carry this heavy emptiness daily . Maybe I dream of you and I get a bit of comfort
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 31, 2015

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    I need you today mom.

    .. No one understands!! You are the only one that understands me! I need you mommy I miss you to much! I love you....
    Coreyboy01 Coreyboy01 13-15, M 4 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    its been so long ago ,

    her voice is fading in my head,maby for the best
    Rain0069 Rain0069 26-30, F 3 Responses Jan 20

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    I look at some women

    and wish they would adopt me ... I can't function with you mom. It's really hard . As much as I want the world to end , I also want to be a wife and mother one day ... But I'm struggling and I'm very depressed
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 22, 2015

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    Miss you mom, I hope you're happy

    wherever you are. I'm only happy if you are ♥
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 10, 2013

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    When you passed away,

    I lost the most important thing in my life...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333 22-25, F 5 Responses Sep 14, 2015

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    I often think, what would she think of me now?

    How would she interact with my kids? I was so blessed to have a mom and best friend, and even 8 years later it hurts.
    writerchic writerchic 36-40, F 3 Responses Sep 24, 2014

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    This incredible sadness ,

    is it because I think it's almost 3 years without you mommy ?
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 6

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    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 22, 2015

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    I can't believe you won't be physically present

    at my wedding or see your grandchildren ...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 27, 2015

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    I miss you so much mommy.

    . I wish you were here with with me, to help me trough the hard times, and enjoy the good times with me, you are the best! I hope the angels are taking good care of you! I'm sorry for making you mad at times, I'm sorry I wasn't always the best son.. I miss your smile, your voice...
    Coreyboy01 Coreyboy01 13-15, M 6 Responses Dec 27, 2014

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    i listen to my mum favorite songs over

    and over ,,,,its the closest i can get to her..... :( http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=vC7U-F-VYKM
    Rain0069 Rain0069 26-30, F 4 Responses May 29, 2015

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    The best memories were

    when I was site seeing with you, when we saw the ocean together ... When you were at my 21st birthday party . When you made me laugh and when you attended all my graduation ceremonies and prize givings. You always had a remarkable way of showing me how proud of me you were . I...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333 22-25, F 6 Responses Aug 2, 2014

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    Maybe you were already dying

    that day on my graduation ...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333 22-25, F Dec 26, 2015

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    Today is the anniversary of my mother's passing.

    I still remember like it was yesterday. The beautiful blue winter sky that day, the way the crisp air felt on my face, the SHOCK I felt at first. Then I remembered she was no longer suffering. She just moved in with Jesus. God couldn't have created a more beautiful day to bring...
    kayblue kayblue 36-40, F 3 Responses Jan 20

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    It's been quite a number of years

    since Mama moved in with Jesus but it doesn't make me miss her any less than the day I held her hand as her spirit left her body. I've been planning a trip up to her grave to clean it up and put flowers and more dove and angels. I know that isn't where she is. She's in heaven...
    kayblue kayblue 36-40, F 3 Responses May 20, 2015

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    After your death instead of our fathers new

    wife's family putting in some effort to get used to us, they expect your children to put in that effort . After a year of neglect , I mean real neglect where he brushed us off to give attention to them he still expected me to sponsor the holiday for both families ...after all...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 23, 2015

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    This is the one and only picture I got to take

    with her before she left. I just wish nothing ever happened. 😒😔
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Mar 17, 2015

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    lovehappinessmusic lovehappinessmusic 26-30, F 2 Responses May 18, 2015

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    My mum died the day after her 47th birthday-

    it's her birthday tomorrow and I just know it's going to be a tough couple of days. My flatmates don't understand why I sometimes find it hard just to get out of bed because I am just overcome by sadness- I know it's been three years but I feel like every day I miss you more and...
    ohmyitsemma ohmyitsemma 18-21, F 5 Responses Jun 8, 2015

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    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 30, 2015

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    It's amazing how useless

    and unaccomplished I feel because all I ever wanted was an acknowledgment from you
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 5

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