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I Miss My Mom Who Passed Away

I miss my mom who passed away 763 People

    I Miss My Mom

    My mom died 2 years ago on April 30 2011 I was 10 at the time. I woke up that morning and everything was the way it usually was...until I went into my bedroom to get dressed. My mom was half way on the bed and making a wheezing sound and I called my step dad to make sure she was...
    staystrong16 staystrong16 13-15, F 6 Responses Jul 16, 2013

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    I need you today mom.

    .. No one understands!! You are the only one that understands me! I need you mommy I miss you to much! I love you....
    Coreyboy01 Coreyboy01 13-15, M 3 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    It just dawned on me

    that today makes 2 years that i received the most dreadful call from my dad. He said something is wrong with mom and i need you now. I held my mom in my arms not realizing it would be the last time that i would hold her or speak to her before rushing her to the hospital. I miss...
    Bittersweet73 Bittersweet73 41-45, F 2 Responses Jan 15

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    Mommy I just want to say

    that I miss you a lot. Especially right now . I know you can see me crying , I know you can see how long I've been unhappy. I just don't know who will ever love me like you did . Who will pray for me like you did ? It's already too much that I feel so lonely and I still don't...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333 22-25, F 17 Responses Nov 17, 2014

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    I miss both my mom and mother in law.

    I have no one to talk to now. I've tried reaching out to my aunts but they are all busy most of the time. I miss that motherly connection that I had with my moms. Some days I'm okay but other days, like today, it just kicks me in the heart. I still have my grandmother but...
    LadyCNote LadyCNote 26-30, F 3 Responses Aug 23, 2014

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    I often think, what would she think of me now?

    How would she interact with my kids? I was so blessed to have a mom and best friend, and even 8 years later it hurts.
    writerchic writerchic 36-40, F 5 Responses Sep 24, 2014

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    It's Almost Been a Year

    My mom and best friend died August 14th 2007. I was only fifteen when it happened. She was diagnosed with breast cancer 3 years prior and it slowly took hold of her. She was actually in remission for a couple months, but it came back in a much more aggressive form. I still think...
    coexist coexist 16-17 6 Responses Jul 16, 2008

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    Mom.... It's been 24 yrs

    since you left me. Certain times it seems like a lifetime ago and then there are times it seems like yesterday. I think of you every day... There is this huge gaping hole on my heart, a huge void. You were my world, my best friend, my everything. You imparted gifts that have...
    greeneyedlady72 greeneyedlady72 41-45, F 6 Responses May 11, 2014

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    Letter To My Mom ( I Need To Write)

    Dear Mom... You'll never see this. But I miss you and here lately I've felt very conflicted about things since you've been gone. There is so many unanswered questions I have, so many things I want to accomplish but know you'll never be around to see them. Going on day to day is...
    Greeneyedandcurious Greeneyedandcurious 22-25, F 7 Responses May 25, 2013

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    Caught By Surprise While Buying Carrots

    I was grocery shopping tonight at midnight. I had my youngest son with me, because he was high on massive amounts of sweet tea and pound cake due to a long visit with my father today. So, as we finished getting dry goods and were moving through the produce section, I saw her...
    onceandfutureglow onceandfutureglow 31-35, F 8 Responses Jun 18, 2008

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    It's almost a year mommy.

    I miss you everyday and I will never stop loving you . You died in my arms... Don't know why
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 21, 2014

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    A Tribute For My Mom ....

     As most of you know my mom passed away on Feb. 24th. During the last hours she was alive I talked to her, sang to her and read to her. There was something in the back of a hospice pamphlet that one of her best friend's read to her while I was lucky enough to experience...
    snowbunny1002 snowbunny1002 46-50, F 24 Responses Feb 28, 2009

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    I lost my best friend

    when I was 18 she was my first kiss my first love my first teacher she was my rock, my strong hold, my faith. She was my heart my strength, my very first everything... She knew me better than anyone and no one will EVER compare to where she was in my life, where she stands in my...
    Jojo09061994 Jojo09061994 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 15, 2014

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    Miss My Angel Mother

    My mother Passed away when I was 17. It was the hardest thing that I had to go thru. She was always there for me....we had our little petty arguments and all. Hey what mother and daughter dont have those. I will never forget that day. It was also the day I watched my dad die...
    irishwannabeky irishwannabeky 26-30, F 4 Responses Sep 4, 2007

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    Mom

    Mom has been gone what will be 4 years very soon.  She was the closest person in this life to me.  She was friend, confidant and mother.  I miss her so much.  My heart is broken and I dream of when I will see her again. 
    slecia slecia 41-45, F 2 Responses May 4, 2008

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    My mother a beautiful spirit,

    always a smile, her laughter, embarrassed me when I was a kid but I loved it so much as I got older. I lost her after a 6-year cancer fight on the night of Mother's Day, May 13th, 2013. I didn't even get to talk to her that day we played phone tag.. When I got her cell later...
    Kim906 Kim906 26-30, F 3 Responses Aug 22, 2014

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    I Will Always Remember Her Birthday

    My mother passed away almost 20 years ago I miss her so much. She was my mother / best friend. She was born on February the 19th .My husband and I were planning to marry on the 6th of November. My mother asked us if we would wait and get married on her birthday which we did...
    Lizzy2046 Lizzy2046 46-50, F 21 Responses Feb 19, 2011

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    The best memories were

    when I was site seeing with you, when we saw the ocean together ... When you were at my 21st birthday party . When you made me laugh and when you attended all my graduation ceremonies and prize givings. You always had a remarkable way of showing me how proud of me you were . I...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333 22-25, F 6 Responses Aug 2, 2014

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    My Mom Passed Before My Wedding But I Know She Was There In Spirit

    My mom passed away and my heart has been broken ever since. I lived with her the last 2 years of her life and cared for her and there were so many times it was so overwhelming I just felt like I would lose my mind. I have 2 brothers and a sister but it felt like I was making all...
    newbride2012 newbride2012 41-45, F 9 Responses Jun 12, 2012

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    Today was a very rough day

    for me. I don't know if you can see me from where you are but I weeped so much for you today. I'm traumatised by how you died in my arms and how you lay on the bed helpless and seeing them throw sand over your coffin after your coffin had struggled multiple times to get into the...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333 22-25, F 8 Responses a week ago

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    So last weekend was my birthday

    and it was the 2nd one without my Mother. I miss her so much. We went to her favorite restaurant for dinner so she would be with us in spirit but it wasn't the same as having there in person. I miss her laugh and her smile.
    LookingforLove63 LookingforLove63 51-55, F 2 Responses Sep 17, 2014

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    Sitting on a crowded subway is the same thing

    as sitting alone. Or at least, that's what it feels like whenever I sit quietly sobbing about my mum. She died on March 31st 2014. I'm 25. Christmas will mark a year since we saw each other and my soul is just a deflated, horrible, dark rendition of what it was then. My father...
    Likkleflower Likkleflower 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 27, 2014

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    People tell me that happiness is a choice .

    That maybe I choose to be sad or depressed. What they don't realize is that there are things in life like losing a mother at a young age, where I had no control over your death. Things like this make it difficult to be happy and smile. How can you be happy when the one basic...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333 22-25, F 9 Responses Nov 17, 2014

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    she died, when i was 17.

    for 4 years i thought it was suicide becauce no one in my family wanted to talk about and finally when they did i thought they were lying, i hated her and blamed her for those 4 years until i had the nerves to see her autopsy report. it wasn't suicide and something was lifted...
    orscentedcandles orscentedcandles 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 27, 2014

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    Sadness...

    Im about to burst into tears...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333 22-25, F 18 Responses Oct 5, 2013

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    It has been 5 months

    and 26 days that my mom lost her fight, she was so sick, she had heart and kidney problems, she suffered a lot the last 3 months. watching her suffering and being unable to help, was the worst feeling in the world. I miss u mom and it hurts more than ever.
    soulsearching2014 soulsearching2014 26-30, F 4 Responses Aug 21, 2014

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    Happy birthday Mom. I love you to the moon

    and back again, and miss you so so much. There's not a day that goes by that I don't think of your beautiful smiling face. Your velvety soft curls enveloping me and the scent of your vanilla fields perfume lingering on me after your awesome hugs. Your contagious laughter...
    BrokenSoul88 BrokenSoul88 26-30, F 9 Responses Nov 25, 2014

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    I lost my mom 7 years ago.

    And to this day, it hurts.
    dracobane dracobane 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 11, 2014

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    I've been so depressed every single day .

    To get out of bed is the biggest struggle everyday . I think of all the challenges I have to face daily without you being there mommy. I used to start everyday with you mom. You would tell me you loved me before I went to college every day and even if I was too grumpy to say hi...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333 22-25, F 5 Responses Jun 15, 2014

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    I Watched You Take Your Last Breath

    My Mom was my soul mate. I've never known a human so amazing, doubt I ever will. She understood me like no other. Me and my mom had a connection that was so rare. When I was a little girl I used to have night mares about losing her. When the day came that I had to deal with...
    Libations Libations 36-40, F 4 Responses Nov 23, 2013

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    Mom-I know you are always with me.

    Sometimes I can feel your presence stronger now than ever before. You know I miss you. I am happy you are at peace. You suffered a great deal on this Earth. I know I will see you again someday. Please help me to continue to be the strong, and determined woman you made me. No...
    nettyg nettyg 36-40, F 1 Response May 11, 2014

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    I worry about dad and my duster ever

    since you left us so untimely. Mom the family is broken up. I blame dad a lot . Sis doesn't like talking about your death ... But I can't get rid of that imagine of you dying in my arms... Going in and out of hospitals lately alone was scary and terrifying . I blame myself too...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333 22-25, F 8 Responses Jan 20

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    I graduated from middle school today

    and my mom wasn't there and I started crying and I didn't know what to do. I really just miss my mom so much.
    EmmaTheMusicFreak EmmaTheMusicFreak 13-15, F Jun 3, 2014

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    awkwardat50 awkwardat50 51-55, F 2 Responses Jul 16, 2014

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    Miss you mom, I hope you're happy

    wherever you are. I'm only happy if you are ♥
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Dec 10, 2013

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    My mom passed away last Sunday,

    12/22. I took her to the ER for leg pain on 10/17, and 9 weeks later she was gone. She worked a 12 hour shift that day. She told me her legs had been hurting that week. When she got home from her RN job she looked and her legs (esp. left) was very swollen. As a nurse she knew...
    hcamp88 hcamp88 22-25, F 5 Responses Dec 30, 2013

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    I miss you so much mommy.

    . I wish you were here with with me, to help me trough the hard times, and enjoy the good times with me, you are the best! I hope the angels are taking good care of you! I'm sorry for making you mad at times, I'm sorry I wasn't always the best son.. I miss your smile, your voice...
    Coreyboy01 Coreyboy01 13-15, M 2 Responses Dec 27, 2014

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    Eyes twinkle like my own,

    smile as white as snow. Hair curled down placed upon my head, warmth as we lay in bed. Her heart beats softly with each breathe taken as my heart pounds from all the aching. How you could be gone is a mystery i cannot solve, yet i have grown strong throughout life that will...
    MussiociZinni MussiociZinni 16-17, M 1 Response Jan 28, 2014

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    Today, I witnessed a bicyclist get hit by a car.

    His forehead was gushing blood... Normally, my reaction would be to say "**** that driver for not seeing him!" However, I witnessed the driver getting out of his car, incredibly flustered, not knowing what to do... where to go... how to help... The guy in the car behind him...
    HubertTheLion HubertTheLion 26-30 Sep 15, 2014

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    Today is my moms birthday.

    Although I don't remember the sound of her voice. I remember how much she loved my dad and I. How she was always the life of the party, was open about everything and was a wonderful listener. Not a day goes by where I don't wonder what life would be like with her here. Have a...
    DeadHeartsAreEverywhere DeadHeartsAreEverywhere 31-35, F 5 Responses Nov 4, 2014

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    My mom passed away when I was 11 years old

    and now I am 14. My birthday is in a week and I don't know how I can cope without her being there. I miss her a lot.
    Sierra346 Sierra346 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 16, 2014

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    Mommy...

    I can't fathom that my mother is gone
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333 22-25, F 4 Responses Oct 13, 2013

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    There are some days when you just really miss

    your mother. My oldest has found the girl he wants to marry. We were looking at rings and all of a sudden in the midst of diamonds is a yellow stone. I tear up it's Mom's birthstone in the middle of all the engagement rings. I tell my son you have your Grandmother's approval...
    awkwardat50 awkwardat50 51-55, F 1 Response Jul 13, 2014

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    My Mom

    My mom died on 26 December 2007, it is now 4 Aug 2008 and I still can't get over the fact that she has died.  I miss her so much sometimes that it hurts.  Sometimes I can think about her just start crying.  I wish she wouldn't have left me yet.....I still need her...
    DragonAround DragonAround 41-45, F 8 Responses Aug 4, 2008

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    It was 1987. A warm evening in the summer.

    My mother took my sister and I aside and told us the bad news. She had a grave chance of being dead within a few years. My mother worked in a laboratory at a county hospital. One day she was testing a blood sample from a patient and she accidentally pricked her finger. In...
    mgm531 mgm531 46-50, M May 6, 2014

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    Life ain't always what it seem to be Words

    can't express what you mean to me And though you're gone We still a team Through your family I'll fulfill your dreams In the future can't wait to see If you'll open up the gates for me Reminisce sometime The night they took my friend Try to black it out but it plays again When...
    SummerH12 SummerH12 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 6

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    It has been almost 18 months

    since my mother's death, and it is still painful for me. We had a very close mother/son relationship, and we used to do everything together. I miss talking with her & spending my free time with her. I think she would be proud of me because I am living my own life, but I still...
    s4019t s4019t 26-30, M 3 Responses Sep 15, 2014

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    My mum died 2 days after her 61st birthday

    October 7 2014. I am so incredibly sad and it has almost been 4 months. My mom was my best friend we talked every day almost all day through text at least, now nothing. What to do what to do this is how I feel, so sad
    Rjf8737 Rjf8737 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 23

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