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I Miss My Mom Who Passed Away

I miss my mom who passed away 721 People

    It has been almost 18 months

    since my mother's death, and it is still painful for me. We had a very close mother/son relationship, and we used to do everything together. I miss talking with her & spending my free time with her. I think she would be proud of me because I am living my own life, but I still...
    s4019t s4019t 26-30, M 3 Responses Sep 15

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    It has been 5 months

    and 26 days that my mom lost her fight, she was so sick, she had heart and kidney problems, she suffered a lot the last 3 months. watching her suffering and being unable to help, was the worst feeling in the world. I miss u mom and it hurts more than ever.
    soulsearching2014 soulsearching2014 26-30, F 4 Responses Aug 21

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    My mom died on 1/25/14,

    and I'm really missing her. She was not only my biggest fan, but also a close friend. I've been having a hard week trying to get back into work. I teach first grade, which can been stressful. I used to call her or go visit to tell her all about my kids. I really miss being able...
    brendoy11 brendoy11 31-35, M 5 Responses Feb 6

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    My Soul,my Life, My Mom...

    I lost my mom on Sept. 20,2008.  Although she was sick from diabetes and had an amputated leg, she was starting to improve in the last year and was really enjoying her grandkids.  I really can't write alot now because I am choked up and suicidial, but I wanted to pay...
    patchworkofmistakes patchworkofmistakes 26-30, F 8 Responses Sep 25, 2008

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    My Mom

    My mom died on 26 December 2007, it is now 4 Aug 2008 and I still can't get over the fact that she has died.  I miss her so much sometimes that it hurts.  Sometimes I can think about her just start crying.  I wish she wouldn't have left me yet.....I still need her...
    DragonAround DragonAround 41-45, F 8 Responses Aug 4, 2008

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    Today, I witnessed a bicyclist get hit by a car.

    His forehead was gushing blood... Normally, my reaction would be to say "**** that driver for not seeing him!" However, I witnessed the driver getting out of his car, incredibly flustered, not knowing what to do... where to go... how to help... The guy in the car behind him...
    HubertTheLion HubertTheLion 26-30 Sep 15

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    Mom

    Mom has been gone what will be 4 years very soon.  She was the closest person in this life to me.  She was friend, confidant and mother.  I miss her so much.  My heart is broken and I dream of when I will see her again. 
    slecia slecia 41-45, F 2 Responses May 4, 2008

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    Mom.... It's been 24 yrs

    since you left me. Certain times it seems like a lifetime ago and then there are times it seems like yesterday. I think of you every day... There is this huge gaping hole on my heart, a huge void. You were my world, my best friend, my everything. You imparted gifts that have...
    greeneyedlady72 greeneyedlady72 41-45, F 7 Responses May 11

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    My mom passed away on January 26th 2011,

    it's been 4 years and I miss her so much! I feel like nothing is going to ever be okay again!
    Psych0Bitch Psych0Bitch 13-15, F 3 Responses Jan 24

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    My mom passed away Jan 2 2014 unexpectedly it

    was the hardest day of my life.
    iihardygirl1909 iihardygirl1909 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 27

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    she died, when i was 17.

    for 4 years i thought it was suicide becauce no one in my family wanted to talk about and finally when they did i thought they were lying, i hated her and blamed her for those 4 years until i had the nerves to see her autopsy report. it wasn't suicide and something was lifted...
    orscentedcandles orscentedcandles 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 27

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    My mama died when I was 5.

    My father was in the army...remarried 6 months later...the next 13 years were abusive. My sister was 7. She has always acted like she knew everything there was to know about Mama. She has always been very possessive about anything related to Mama, even her family....& I've been...
    wamw wamw 41-45, F 2 Responses Apr 14

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    There are some days when you just really miss

    your mother. My oldest has found the girl he wants to marry. We were looking at rings and all of a sudden in the midst of diamonds is a yellow stone. I tear up it's Mom's birthstone in the middle of all the engagement rings. I tell my son you have your Grandmother's approval...
    awkwardat50 awkwardat50 46-50, F 1 Response Jul 13

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    I miss our talks, I miss shopping together.

    Its been 15 months and I miss her so much
    MsAngeeDepp MsAngeeDepp 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 12

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    My mother a beautiful spirit,

    always a smile, her laughter, embarrassed me when I was a kid but I loved it so much as I got older. I lost her after a 6-year cancer fight on the night of Mother's Day, May 13th, 2013. I didn't even get to talk to her that day we played phone tag.. When I got her cell later...
    Kim906 Kim906 26-30, F 3 Responses Aug 22

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    Mom-I know you are always with me.

    Sometimes I can feel your presence stronger now than ever before. You know I miss you. I am happy you are at peace. You suffered a great deal on this Earth. I know I will see you again someday. Please help me to continue to be the strong, and determined woman you made me. No...
    nettyg nettyg 36-40, F 1 Response May 11

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    It's Almost Been a Year

    My mom and best friend died August 14th 2007. I was only fifteen when it happened. She was diagnosed with breast cancer 3 years prior and it slowly took hold of her. She was actually in remission for a couple months, but it came back in a much more aggressive form. I still think...
    coexist coexist 16-17 6 Responses Jul 16, 2008

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    A Tribute For My Mom ....

     As most of you know my mom passed away on Feb. 24th. During the last hours she was alive I talked to her, sang to her and read to her. There was something in the back of a hospice pamphlet that one of her best friend's read to her while I was lucky enough to experience...
    snowbunny1002 snowbunny1002 46-50, F 24 Responses Feb 28, 2009

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    I often think, what would she think of me now?

    How would she interact with my kids? I was so blessed to have a mom and best friend, and even 8 years later it hurts.
    writerchic writerchic 36-40, F 5 Responses Sep 24

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    My mother had it tough from the git-go.

    Born to a serving soldier during WWII who came back mentally messed up and it reflected back into the family. She couldn't choose a good partner to save her life (sorry Da, you know its true). She pointed the way out of "the Projects" life to me and I believed her when she...
    willnevada willnevada 51-55, M May 6

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    I Watched You Take Your Last Breath

    My Mom was my soul mate. I've never known a human so amazing, doubt I ever will. She understood me like no other. Me and my mom had a connection that was so rare. When I was a little girl I used to have night mares about losing her. When the day came that I had to deal with...
    Libations Libations 36-40, F 4 Responses Nov 23, 2013

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    Sadness...

    Im about to burst into tears...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333 22-25, F 12 Responses Oct 5, 2013

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    I Miss My Mom

    My mom died 2 years ago on April 30 2011 I was 10 at the time. I woke up that morning and everything was the way it usually was...until I went into my bedroom to get dressed. My mom was half way on the bed and making a wheezing sound and I called my step dad to make sure she was...
    staystrong16 staystrong16 13-15, F 5 Responses Jul 16, 2013

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    She died in February.

    .. And even though she was an addict... Even though we weren't on good terms... I miss her. I miss her so much. I miss the conversations we had... And how she actually encouraged me to dream. She saw something in me that no one, not even me, has seen. And I miss her. Because...
    TubaAtheist TubaAtheist 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 24

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    So last weekend was my birthday

    and it was the 2nd one without my Mother. I miss her so much. We went to her favorite restaurant for dinner so she would be with us in spirit but it wasn't the same as having there in person. I miss her laugh and her smile.
    LookingforLove63 LookingforLove63 51-55, F 2 Responses Sep 17

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    Eyes twinkle like my own,

    smile as white as snow. Hair curled down placed upon my head, warmth as we lay in bed. Her heart beats softly with each breathe taken as my heart pounds from all the aching. How you could be gone is a mystery i cannot solve, yet i have grown strong throughout life that will...
    MussiociZinni MussiociZinni 16-17, M 1 Response Jan 28

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    awkwardat50 awkwardat50 46-50, F 2 Responses Jul 16

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    Miss you mom, I hope you're happy

    wherever you are. I'm only happy if you are ♥
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Dec 10, 2013

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    4/21. Today is her birthday.

    She would have been 74 if she were still alive.
    Booksaremypassion Booksaremypassion 41-45, F 2 Responses Apr 21

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    It was over 2 years ago

    when I got the call that my mother passed away; only 6 months before my wedding day and finding out I was pregnant with her first grandchild. The pain seems to grow more now than ever. When I look at my daughter, I think of all the love she could have given her and the wise...
    mharleman mharleman 31-35, F Apr 14

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    My Mom Passed Before My Wedding But I Know She Was There In Spirit

    My mom passed away and my heart has been broken ever since. I lived with her the last 2 years of her life and cared for her and there were so many times it was so overwhelming I just felt like I would lose my mind. I have 2 brothers and a sister but it felt like I was making all...
    newbride2012 newbride2012 41-45, F 9 Responses Jun 12, 2012

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    My Best Friend

    I lost my mom fifteen years ago this past July. I am an only child, and my mom was struck with aryhritis, which placed her in a wheelchair. It was the only way I knew her, as I was born to an already bed ridden mom. My whole life, it was a tough road to hoe, and I was not...
    alekatz alekatz 46-50, M 1 Response Aug 19, 2013

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    I miss my Step-Mom. We had our ups

    and downs as any parent and child have.She was an amazing woman. She was an integral part of what makes me who I am today. Your song always Dorothy. I miss you and love you with all my heart. 
    Kindal Kindal 46-50, F May 6

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    My grandparents came from Sicily.

    They sold their 2 acre farm for what was then pennies to come to America for a chance at a better life. My grandfather Charles had a pushcart fruit stand that he wheeled around for 10 back breaking hours a day to make maybe 2 dollars. My grandmother Catherine worked in a waist...
    ATroubledLife ATroubledLife 46-50, M 1 Response May 6

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    My mom passed away last Sunday,

    12/22. I took her to the ER for leg pain on 10/17, and 9 weeks later she was gone. She worked a 12 hour shift that day. She told me her legs had been hurting that week. When she got home from her RN job she looked and her legs (esp. left) was very swollen. As a nurse she knew...
    hcamp88 hcamp88 22-25, F 5 Responses Dec 30, 2013

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    It's almost a year mommy.

    I miss you everyday and I will never stop loving you . You died in my arms... Don't know why
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 21

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    Mommy...

    I can't fathom that my mother is gone
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333 22-25, F 4 Responses Oct 13, 2013

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    Feeling Alone

    New to this board and i'm not even sure why I'm writing this. Maybe to vent or express my feelings bc I never do to my family or friends. My mother left us of by way of cancer a year ago,but the effects of her passing on our family have greatly changed all of us. It's almost as...
    RNY77 RNY77 36-40, M 2 Responses Jul 29, 2013

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    Letter To My Mom ( I Need To Write)

    Dear Mom... You'll never see this. But I miss you and here lately I've felt very conflicted about things since you've been gone. There is so many unanswered questions I have, so many things I want to accomplish but know you'll never be around to see them. Going on day to day is...
    Greeneyedandcurious Greeneyedandcurious 22-25, F 7 Responses May 25, 2013

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    My mom passed away when I was 10.

    I'm about to be 18 now and just today I woke crying from a dream I had about her not really being dead. In my dream it was as if everyone knew of this little secret... But me. In my dream instead of dying she was in jail for 8 years... And I have these dreams often and they...
    coolbeansdani coolbeansdani 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 28

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    The best memories were

    when I was site seeing with you, when we saw the ocean together ... When you were at my 21st birthday party . When you made me laugh and when you attended all my graduation ceremonies and prize givings. You always had a remarkable way of showing me how proud of me you were . I...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333 22-25, F 6 Responses Aug 2

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    I miss both my mom and mother in law.

    I have no one to talk to now. I've tried reaching out to my aunts but they are all busy most of the time. I miss that motherly connection that I had with my moms. Some days I'm okay but other days, like today, it just kicks me in the heart. I still have my grandmother but...
    LadyCNote LadyCNote 26-30, F 3 Responses Aug 23

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    Missing My Mom

    I was only 17 when my mom passed away. She had gotten sick and her hip was bothering her she went to doctor to doctor trying to figure out was wrong she went to the ER I don't know how many times, but none of the doctors realized how sick she was until it was to late and she...
    DontKnowWhatToDoHelp DontKnowWhatToDoHelp 18-21, F 7 Responses Aug 13, 2013

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    She was like an angel.

    She passed away 4 years ago but the pain is stronger than it was when it happened. She passex away when i was 22 and to this day, i cry at night just wishing i could talk to her. Im over 24 yrs but i feel lime i need my mom like a baby. She just has been everything to me and i...
    Loer Loer 26-30, M 2 Responses Apr 17

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    I Lov

    hey mum, i love you and miss you....i've been writing to you everyday - checking your my space page to see if you are able to respond - i know you can't but i still look - just to make sure...i emailed you at your 'bigpond' account, just to see if you would respond their...
    ambrosian ambrosian 31-35 3 Responses Aug 28, 2009

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    Caught By Surprise While Buying Carrots

    I was grocery shopping tonight at midnight. I had my youngest son with me, because he was high on massive amounts of sweet tea and pound cake due to a long visit with my father today. So, as we finished getting dry goods and were moving through the produce section, I saw her...
    onceandfutureglow onceandfutureglow 31-35, F 8 Responses Jun 18, 2008

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    I've been so depressed every single day .

    To get out of bed is the biggest struggle everyday . I think of all the challenges I have to face daily without you being there mommy. I used to start everyday with you mom. You would tell me you loved me before I went to college every day and even if I was too grumpy to say hi...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333 22-25, F 4 Responses Jun 15

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    It was 1987. A warm evening in the summer.

    My mother took my sister and I aside and told us the bad news. She had a grave chance of being dead within a few years. My mother worked in a laboratory at a county hospital. One day she was testing a blood sample from a patient and she accidentally pricked her finger. In...
    mgm531 mgm531 41-45, M May 6

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    She passed away around 3 months ago now,

    i just turned 18 last month,my first birthday without her,the birthday by which i'm defined as an adult.I was abused by my father as a child,not physically but verbally,mentally.So was my mother,she didn't have a great childhood either,her farther was just like mine.selfish...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Apr 14

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    I graduated from middle school today

    and my mom wasn't there and I started crying and I didn't know what to do. I really just miss my mom so much.
    EmmaTheMusicFreak EmmaTheMusicFreak 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 3

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    It's been 2 long years

    since my mom was taking away from her family, by a greedy jealous woman. I think about her a lot. I wish I could pick up the phone and call her but heaven doesn't have a number. I'm heart broken that my daughter didn't get to meet her, but mom knew she had a grand daughter on...
    cjohnson1983 cjohnson1983 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 18

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    I Will Always Remember Her Birthday

    My mother passed away almost 20 years ago I miss her so much. She was my mother / best friend. She was born on February the 19th .My husband and I were planning to marry on the 6th of November. My mother asked us if we would wait and get married on her birthday which we did...
    Lizzy2046 Lizzy2046 46-50, F 19 Responses Feb 19, 2011

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    Miss My Angel Mother

    My mother Passed away when I was 17. It was the hardest thing that I had to go thru. She was always there for me....we had our little petty arguments and all. Hey what mother and daughter dont have those. I will never forget that day. It was also the day I watched my dad die...
    irishwannabeky irishwannabeky 26-30, F 4 Responses Sep 4, 2007

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