I Miss My Mom Who Passed Away

I miss my mom who passed away 943 People

    Letter To My Mom ( I Need To Write)

    Dear Mom... You'll never see this. But I miss you and here lately I've felt very conflicted about things since you've been gone. There is so many unanswered questions I have, so many things I want to accomplish but know you'll never be around to see them. Going on day to day is...
    Greeneyedandcurious Greeneyedandcurious
    22-25, F
    6 Responses May 25, 2013

    Someone really special wasn't there at my

    graduation to say how proud she was of me ... To hug me and say well done my child... You weren't there so I ultimately feel like I haven't achieved anything ,,, it doesn't work to say I'm doing it to make myself proud ... It would've mattered to know that you were proud of me...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    Apr 14

    I miss her so much right now.

    Every time it gets around this time of year, I just want to cry.
    lememinger lememinger
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Nov 7, 2015

    I need you today mom.

    .. No one understands!! You are the only one that understands me! I need you mommy I miss you to much! I love you....
    Coreyboy01 Coreyboy01
    13-15, M
    3 Responses Dec 30, 2014

    Sadness...

    Im about to burst into tears...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    15 Responses Oct 5, 2013

    I never ever thought you would die .

    .. I can't believe you're gone
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    Apr 13

    All I wanted was to tell sis

    that I fear losing dad too and I don't know why I similar signs like around the time of your death are appearing. The night before you died mom I dreamt I was getting married and last night I again dreamt that I was getting married and dad was at the alter making bows and I keep...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Mar 19, 2015

    I was 11 and know 13

    when my mom passed away i live life hard but i can make it I think about her day in day out of everyday for almost three years now it is hard to do it but i must live life on and so must you i was very young and people took advantage and now they can not i am way to smart for...
    annie2149 annie2149
    13-15, F
    1 Response Apr 5

    Just emptiness inside

    and outside of me ... Having a mom is a comfort zone . You can escape to whenever ... But you're gone mommy so what do I do
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 14

    It's hard living in this world without a father

    who doesn't love you , a mother who is dead and no relatives close by to run to and feeling alone , and depressed daily not knowing who to ask for help in real life
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    Sep 29, 2015

    I never asked for our father to get remarried

    and it's put me in very awkward situations where I have to face people that are judgemental and it just lowers my confidence everytime and I keep seeing how life is so unfair ... How others have mothers firstly , how people younger than me are married and that's all I want but I...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    Apr 2
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    Apr 14

    Losing a great mother is the worst pain anyone

    can go through . I'm barely living with so much sadness
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 21

    There were many conversations

    that I still needed from you Mommy .
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    Apr 21

    I no longer have a zest

    for life ..your death triggered my lack of spirituality ... I'll have to pretend forever as I gaze upon other families with moms and I don't have one ... Life is unfair but losing you went too far
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 14

    The best memories were

    when I was site seeing with you, when we saw the ocean together ... When you were at my 21st birthday party . When you made me laugh and when you attended all my graduation ceremonies and prize givings. You always had a remarkable way of showing me how proud of me you were . I...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Aug 2, 2014

    It's scary to know that I'll never be okay .

    I find it hard to say goodbye to someone ... What more a death ? It's so permanent. You're never coming back for me
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    Apr 14

    My mum died the day after her 47th birthday-

    it's her birthday tomorrow and I just know it's going to be a tough couple of days. My flatmates don't understand why I sometimes find it hard just to get out of bed because I am just overcome by sadness- I know it's been three years but I feel like every day I miss you more and...
    ohmyitsemma ohmyitsemma
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Jun 8, 2015

    Mom.... It's been 24 yrs

    since you left me. Certain times it seems like a lifetime ago and then there are times it seems like yesterday. I think of you every day... There is this huge gaping hole on my heart, a huge void. You were my world, my best friend, my everything. You imparted gifts that have...
    greeneyedlady72 greeneyedlady72
    41-45, F
    6 Responses May 11, 2014

    I want u to know mum,

    that I am trying so hard everyday to live my life and make you proud. I just graduated, and it's the best feeling in the world. I know you are so proud of your baby girl. You have been on my mind so much lately. I just wish I could have a hug from u. I miss u so much. I love you...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Dec 20, 2015

    Today is my moms birthday.

    Although I don't remember the sound of her voice. I remember how much she loved my dad and I. How she was always the life of the party, was open about everything and was a wonderful listener. Not a day goes by where I don't wonder what life would be like with her here. Have a...
    WastedShadedDaylight WastedShadedDaylight
    31-35, F
    4 Responses Nov 4, 2014

    I miss you so much mommy.

    . I wish you were here with with me, to help me trough the hard times, and enjoy the good times with me, you are the best! I hope the angels are taking good care of you! I'm sorry for making you mad at times, I'm sorry I wasn't always the best son.. I miss your smile, your voice...
    Coreyboy01 Coreyboy01
    13-15, M
    5 Responses Dec 27, 2014

    I smile for the sake of smiling

    but it's not like I'm actually happy ...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    Apr 14

    Mom the reason I work

    so hard is because you're not here . When I come home the house is empty . They don't know the pain I feel daily
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    Apr 19
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 2

    My Mom Passed Before My Wedding But I Know She Was There In Spirit

    My mom passed away and my heart has been broken ever since. I lived with her the last 2 years of her life and cared for her and there were so many times it was so overwhelming I just felt like I would lose my mind. I have 2 brothers and a sister but it felt like I was making all...
    newbride2012 newbride2012
    41-45, F
    9 Responses Jun 12, 2012

    People tell me that happiness is a choice .

    That maybe I choose to be sad or depressed. What they don't realize is that there are things in life like losing a mother at a young age, where I had no control over your death. Things like this make it difficult to be happy and smile. How can you be happy when the one basic...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    6 Responses Nov 17, 2014

    This is the one and only picture I got to take

    with her before she left. I just wish nothing ever happened. 😒😔
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Mar 17, 2015

    I look at some women

    and wish they would adopt me ... I can't function with you mom. It's really hard . As much as I want the world to end , I also want to be a wife and mother one day ... But I'm struggling and I'm very depressed
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    Sep 22, 2015

    Miss you mom, I hope you're happy

    wherever you are. I'm only happy if you are ♥
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Dec 10, 2013
    lovehappinessmusic lovehappinessmusic
    26-30, F
    2 Responses May 18, 2015

    Miss My Angel Mother

    My mother Passed away when I was 17. It was the hardest thing that I had to go thru. She was always there for me....we had our little petty arguments and all. Hey what mother and daughter dont have those. I will never forget that day. It was also the day I watched my dad die...
    irishwannabeky irishwannabeky
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Sep 4, 2007
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    5 Responses Dec 23, 2015

    In my mind and heart you weren't supposed to go

    ...what am I honestly supposed to do ?
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    Apr 14

    I miss everything about you mommy .

    I just cry and cry with no love in my life . I wish you hadn't died in my arms . I'm really miserable mommy . I never knew I loved you this much ... My soul is empty . My heart is broken
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 8

    People think the first weeks are the worst part

    for a family suffering from a death. It's not -- it's mostly the period after that. When everyone goes away. For me it's been over 2.5 years. And I'm still not ok.
    Merrmaid Merrmaid
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Dec 23, 2015

    A Tribute For My Mom ....

     As most of you know my mom passed away on Feb. 24th. During the last hours she was alive I talked to her, sang to her and read to her. There was something in the back of a hospice pamphlet that one of her best friend's read to her while I was lucky enough to experience...
    snowbunny1002 snowbunny1002
    46-50, F
    24 Responses Feb 28, 2009

    One moment I am a young girl peeping outside

    the window waiting for you to come home from the shops or the mall and next thing you died in my arms ... Only God knows how I feel inside , only God
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    Apr 9

    I'm disappointed in myself

    that I'm not able to get past this great loss . The future seems much scarier now without you here
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 14

    I'm sorry but I really wish I still had a

    mother . It's that comfort zone that every child , every human that is born needs ... I yearn for you daily ... Nothing can make me smile
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 14

    I sleep on too many of my tears .

    ..I accept that I'll never be happy ... The pain is unbearable
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 14

    I feel bad ...they call me fat continuously

    now . But I use food to deal with your death ... I eat to try forget about the terrible events that have happened since your death ... It's just a way to feel better Mommy
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 14

    Eating has helped me a bit to overcome this

    tremendous loss . It's really terrible losing a mother . I wish God could tell me why ...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    Apr 9
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 14

    You left your children alone .

    .. We are always alone . Our father doesn't care about us , relatives couldn't be bothered and your friends don't care . Hope you know how miserable I am... But I guess you don't
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Apr 10

    I cry because you are the only one

    that loved me unconditionally and with so much unbelievable passion . Only a great mother like you could've loved me the way you did
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    Apr 14

    I don't think I will ever stop missing her

    but sometimes it is worse than others. I remember the exact day and moment when I knew that she was never going to be the same due to the Alzheimer's disease. I was walking into Walgreens and I had to stop before I went in and the realization that I would never have my mom back...
    Camille7 Camille7
    46-50, F
    3 Responses Aug 8, 2015

    I'm honestly not okay .

    Things just keep getting worse and unbearable in my life . Why did you die on me? I can't even be happy . I can't function at work or anything . Just look how screwed up things were . I've completely lost myself in depression ... It doesn't get better daily . I dream of you and...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Apr 1

    Mommy I don't know why you left your children .

    .. I don't know . This world is hard
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    Apr 14

    My mom passed away at the end of January this

    year of Espohagal cancer. I am in so much emotional pain right now. Silent tears are streaming down my face, and my boyfriend, who is sitting on the other end of this couch hasn't even noticed. I wish he would motivate me more and challenge me and ask the tough questions. But he...
    qwertyou2 qwertyou2
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Apr 25, 2015
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    Apr 14

    Mommy I just want to say

    that I miss you a lot. Especially right now . I know you can see me crying , I know you can see how long I've been unhappy. I just don't know who will ever love me like you did . Who will pray for me like you did ? It's already too much that I feel so lonely and I still don't...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    29 Responses Nov 17, 2014

    I Miss My Mom

    My mom died 2 years ago on April 30 2011 I was 10 at the time. I woke up that morning and everything was the way it usually was...until I went into my bedroom to get dressed. My mom was half way on the bed and making a wheezing sound and I called my step dad to make sure she was...
    staystrong16 staystrong16
    13-15, F
    6 Responses Jul 16, 2013

    I miss simple things like your cooking .

    You used to say that someone should be concerned about others . It's just a mess and my spirit is crushed without you here
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 14

    I've struggled everyday without you mom.

    I know I'm depressed . I'm lonely ... I never used to be fat but i overeat just to get through the days ... More and more people have called me fat , they don't know what your death did to me ... What my fathers remarriage so quickly after your death did to me ... I know I'm...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    7 Responses Jun 24, 2015
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Apr 19

    I often think, what would she think of me now?

    How would she interact with my kids? I was so blessed to have a mom and best friend, and even 8 years later it hurts.
    writerchic writerchic
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Sep 24, 2014

    i listen to my mum favorite songs over

    and over ,,,,its the closest i can get to her..... :( http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=vC7U-F-VYKM
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses May 29, 2015

    Even my own sister doesn't care about me .

    You were the only one that loved me . And you're gone ... It wouldn't even help if others knew the pain behind my fake laughter . Why did you leave me mommy ? Why ?
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    Apr 8

    When you passed away,

    I lost the most important thing in my life...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    5 Responses Sep 14, 2015
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