I Miss My Mom Who Passed Away

I miss my mom who passed away 934 People

    Letter To My Mom ( I Need To Write)

    Dear Mom... You'll never see this. But I miss you and here lately I've felt very conflicted about things since you've been gone. There is so many unanswered questions I have, so many things I want to accomplish but know you'll never be around to see them. Going on day to day is...
    Greeneyedandcurious Greeneyedandcurious
    26-30, F
    6 Responses May 25, 2013

    Mommy I just want to say

    that I miss you a lot. Especially right now . I know you can see me crying , I know you can see how long I've been unhappy. I just don't know who will ever love me like you did . Who will pray for me like you did ? It's already too much that I feel so lonely and I still don't...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    26-30, F
    28 Responses Nov 17, 2014

    Sadness...

    Im about to burst into tears...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    26-30, F
    14 Responses Oct 5, 2013

    I don't think I will ever stop missing her

    but sometimes it is worse than others. I remember the exact day and moment when I knew that she was never going to be the same due to the Alzheimer's disease. I was walking into Walgreens and I had to stop before I went in and the realization that I would never have my mom back...
    Camille7 Camille7
    51-55, F
    3 Responses Aug 8, 2015

    I miss her so much right now.

    Every time it gets around this time of year, I just want to cry.
    lememinger lememinger
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Nov 7, 2015

    Mom.... It's been 24 yrs

    since you left me. Certain times it seems like a lifetime ago and then there are times it seems like yesterday. I think of you every day... There is this huge gaping hole on my heart, a huge void. You were my world, my best friend, my everything. You imparted gifts that have...
    greeneyedlady72 greeneyedlady72
    41-45, F
    6 Responses May 11, 2014

    i listen to my mum favorite songs over

    and over ,,,,its the closest i can get to her..... :( http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=vC7U-F-VYKM
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses May 29, 2015

    I Miss My Mom

    My mom died 2 years ago on April 30 2011 I was 10 at the time. I woke up that morning and everything was the way it usually was...until I went into my bedroom to get dressed. My mom was half way on the bed and making a wheezing sound and I called my step dad to make sure she was...
    staystrong16 staystrong16
    16-17, F
    5 Responses Jul 16, 2013

    Miss you mom, I hope you're happy

    wherever you are. I'm only happy if you are ♥
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Dec 10, 2013

    My Mom Passed Before My Wedding But I Know She Was There In Spirit

    My mom passed away and my heart has been broken ever since. I lived with her the last 2 years of her life and cared for her and there were so many times it was so overwhelming I just felt like I would lose my mind. I have 2 brothers and a sister but it felt like I was making all...
    newbride2012 newbride2012
    41-45, F
    9 Responses Jun 12, 2012

    I miss you so much mommy.

    . I wish you were here with with me, to help me trough the hard times, and enjoy the good times with me, you are the best! I hope the angels are taking good care of you! I'm sorry for making you mad at times, I'm sorry I wasn't always the best son.. I miss your smile, your voice...
    Coreyboy01 Coreyboy01
    16-17, M
    5 Responses Dec 27, 2014

    My mom passed away at the end of January this

    year of Espohagal cancer. I am in so much emotional pain right now. Silent tears are streaming down my face, and my boyfriend, who is sitting on the other end of this couch hasn't even noticed. I wish he would motivate me more and challenge me and ask the tough questions. But he...
    qwertyou2 qwertyou2
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Apr 25, 2015

    People tell me that happiness is a choice .

    That maybe I choose to be sad or depressed. What they don't realize is that there are things in life like losing a mother at a young age, where I had no control over your death. Things like this make it difficult to be happy and smile. How can you be happy when the one basic...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    26-30, F
    6 Responses Nov 17, 2014

    I need you today mom.

    .. No one understands!! You are the only one that understands me! I need you mommy I miss you to much! I love you....
    Coreyboy01 Coreyboy01
    16-17, M
    3 Responses Dec 30, 2014

    All I wanted was to tell sis

    that I fear losing dad too and I don't know why I similar signs like around the time of your death are appearing. The night before you died mom I dreamt I was getting married and last night I again dreamt that I was getting married and dad was at the alter making bows and I keep...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Mar 19, 2015

    This is the one and only picture I got to take

    with her before she left. I just wish nothing ever happened. 😒😔
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Mar 17, 2015

    It's hard living in this world without a father

    who doesn't love you , a mother who is dead and no relatives close by to run to and feeling alone , and depressed daily not knowing who to ask for help in real life
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    26-30, F
    Sep 29, 2015

    I look at some women

    and wish they would adopt me ... I can't function with you mom. It's really hard . As much as I want the world to end , I also want to be a wife and mother one day ... But I'm struggling and I'm very depressed
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    26-30, F
    Sep 22, 2015

    I want u to know mum,

    that I am trying so hard everyday to live my life and make you proud. I just graduated, and it's the best feeling in the world. I know you are so proud of your baby girl. You have been on my mind so much lately. I just wish I could have a hug from u. I miss u so much. I love you...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Dec 20, 2015

    The best memories were

    when I was site seeing with you, when we saw the ocean together ... When you were at my 21st birthday party . When you made me laugh and when you attended all my graduation ceremonies and prize givings. You always had a remarkable way of showing me how proud of me you were . I...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Aug 2, 2014

    I've struggled everyday without you mom.

    I know I'm depressed . I'm lonely ... I never used to be fat but i overeat just to get through the days ... More and more people have called me fat , they don't know what your death did to me ... What my fathers remarriage so quickly after your death did to me ... I know I'm...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    26-30, F
    7 Responses Jun 24, 2015

    My mum died the day after her 47th birthday-

    it's her birthday tomorrow and I just know it's going to be a tough couple of days. My flatmates don't understand why I sometimes find it hard just to get out of bed because I am just overcome by sadness- I know it's been three years but I feel like every day I miss you more and...
    ohmyitsemma ohmyitsemma
    22-25, F
    5 Responses Jun 8, 2015

    When you passed away,

    I lost the most important thing in my life...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    26-30, F
    5 Responses Sep 14, 2015
    lovehappinessmusic lovehappinessmusic
    26-30, F
    2 Responses May 18, 2015
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    26-30, F
    5 Responses Dec 23, 2015

    People think the first weeks are the worst part

    for a family suffering from a death. It's not -- it's mostly the period after that. When everyone goes away. For me it's been over 2.5 years. And I'm still not ok.
    Merrmaid Merrmaid
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Dec 23, 2015

    A Tribute For My Mom ....

     As most of you know my mom passed away on Feb. 24th. During the last hours she was alive I talked to her, sang to her and read to her. There was something in the back of a hospice pamphlet that one of her best friend's read to her while I was lucky enough to experience...
    snowbunny1002 snowbunny1002
    46-50, F
    24 Responses Feb 28, 2009

    Miss My Angel Mother

    My mother Passed away when I was 17. It was the hardest thing that I had to go thru. She was always there for me....we had our little petty arguments and all. Hey what mother and daughter dont have those. I will never forget that day. It was also the day I watched my dad die...
    irishwannabeky irishwannabeky
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Sep 4, 2007

    Today is my moms birthday.

    Although I don't remember the sound of her voice. I remember how much she loved my dad and I. How she was always the life of the party, was open about everything and was a wonderful listener. Not a day goes by where I don't wonder what life would be like with her here. Have a...
    WastedShadedDaylight WastedShadedDaylight
    36-40, F
    4 Responses Nov 4, 2014

    I often think, what would she think of me now?

    How would she interact with my kids? I was so blessed to have a mom and best friend, and even 8 years later it hurts.
    writerchic writerchic
    41-45, F
    3 Responses Sep 24, 2014

    I know we didn't have a perfect relationship

    but I still miss you terribly
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Dec 31, 2015

    I miss you dearly mommy .

    .. Just fighting back the tears now
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Nov 8, 2015
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Oct 8, 2015

    My mom passed away on 2/16/2016.

    I miss her so much. I took her food shopping on Friday nights and took her out on Saturday to Walmart. Some times I would take her to the Christmas tree shops. I regret not taking her there one last time. She wanted to go before the snow came and I just got caught up in doing...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    5 Responses Mar 1, 2016

    You shouldn't have died on your children like

    that . I'm still reeling in grief and I've never been so depressed like I am now ... It's affecting even my health
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Nov 6, 2015

    Caught By Surprise While Buying Carrots

    I was grocery shopping tonight at midnight. I had my youngest son with me, because he was high on massive amounts of sweet tea and pound cake due to a long visit with my father today. So, as we finished getting dry goods and were moving through the produce section, I saw her...
    onceandfutureglow onceandfutureglow
    31-35, F
    8 Responses Jun 18, 2008

    It was 1987. A warm evening in the summer.

    My mother took my sister and I aside and told us the bad news. She had a grave chance of being dead within a few years. My mother worked in a laboratory at a county hospital. One day she was testing a blood sample from a patient and she accidentally pricked her finger. In...
    mgm531 mgm531
    46-50, M
    May 6, 2014

    Today was a very rough day

    for me. I don't know if you can see me from where you are but I weeped so much for you today. I'm traumatised by how you died in my arms and how you lay on the bed helpless and seeing them throw sand over your coffin after your coffin had struggled multiple times to get into the...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    26-30, F
    5 Responses Jan 24, 2015

    There are some days when you just really miss

    your mother. My oldest has found the girl he wants to marry. We were looking at rings and all of a sudden in the midst of diamonds is a yellow stone. I tear up it's Mom's birthstone in the middle of all the engagement rings. I tell my son you have your Grandmother's approval...
    awkwardat50 awkwardat50
    51-55, F
    1 Response Jul 13, 2014

    I experienced the greatest loss of my life

    when you died. I don't think I'll ever be okay . I wish you were still around so that I could tell you all my problems and you would pray for me . Now I have nobody
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Oct 11, 2015

    I miss being your baby .

    I miss you looking after me . Now I have no one. Don't know why all this is happening to me.
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Oct 4, 2015

    Happy birthday, Mom !

    ! You had left us for 1.5 year. I think of you everyday, think of your lovely smiling face and your laughter. I love you, you are living in my heart.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Jul 21, 2015

    I Will Always Remember Her Birthday

    My mother passed away almost 20 years ago I miss her so much. She was my mother / best friend. She was born on February the 19th .My husband and I were planning to marry on the 6th of November. My mother asked us if we would wait and get married on her birthday which we did...
    Lizzy2046 Lizzy2046
    46-50, F
    21 Responses Feb 19, 2011

    My mom passed away last Sunday,

    12/22. I took her to the ER for leg pain on 10/17, and 9 weeks later she was gone. She worked a 12 hour shift that day. She told me her legs had been hurting that week. When she got home from her RN job she looked and her legs (esp. left) was very swollen. As a nurse she knew...
    hcamp88 hcamp88
    22-25, F
    5 Responses Dec 30, 2013

    Mom-I know you are always with me.

    Sometimes I can feel your presence stronger now than ever before. You know I miss you. I am happy you are at peace. You suffered a great deal on this Earth. I know I will see you again someday. Please help me to continue to be the strong, and determined woman you made me. No...
    nettyg nettyg
    36-40, F
    May 11, 2014

    Mommy...

    I can't fathom that my mother is gone
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Oct 13, 2013

    Eyes twinkle like my own,

    smile as white as snow. Hair curled down placed upon my head, warmth as we lay in bed. Her heart beats softly with each breathe taken as my heart pounds from all the aching. How you could be gone is a mystery i cannot solve, yet i have grown strong throughout life that will...
    MussiociZinni MussiociZinni
    18-21, M
    1 Response Jan 28, 2014

    Happy Winter Solstice beloved Mom,

    also known as 'Dongzhi Festival' for us Chinese which falls today three days before Christmas time. Sister came to chat with me today and she so sad missing you as well as me too. Though I'm far distance away I still remember that I use to call home when it comes to such...
    cloudyvberryz cloudyvberryz
    41-45, F
    4 Responses Dec 22, 2015

    It has been almost 18 months

    since my mother's death, and it is still painful for me. We had a very close mother/son relationship, and we used to do everything together. I miss talking with her & spending my free time with her. I think she would be proud of me because I am living my own life, but I still...
    s4019t s4019t
    31-35, M
    3 Responses Sep 15, 2014
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    26-30, F
    1 Response Dec 30, 2015

    R.I.P. Mom I miss you

    so much!! I lost my mom 1 year ago today. And as painful as that is the really sad and hard part is she will know know he for who I really am, Dawn, her daughter . I miss you I love you mom!!
    DawnR59 DawnR59
    56-60, T
    5 Responses Sep 2, 2015

    My mum died 2 days after her 61st birthday

    October 7 2014. I am so incredibly sad and it has almost been 4 months. My mom was my best friend we talked every day almost all day through text at least, now nothing. What to do what to do this is how I feel, so sad
    Rjf8737 Rjf8737
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Jan 23, 2015

    Tomorrow marks 9 years

    that my mom passed away. It amazes me I have made it this long without her. What I would give for just one more hug from her. I love her so much and miss her even more.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 20, 2015

    It hurts to see you only in my dreams .

    I want to be the best for you . I'm very lonely . I know I would've been chatting with you whenever I come home but it's been very lonely since you passed away . There have been too many changes . I've cried so much . I cry so easily . You were my mother . I had you as my mother...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    26-30, F
    Dec 4, 2015

    Really missing my mom lately.

    She passed unexpected in 2006. She was my rock and my best friend. I still mourn her deeply. She was such a wonderful person.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Mar 5, 2015

    I wish she could hug me

    and cry with me and share her wisdom with me and tell me that everything is gonna be okay. She'd understand, she'd know what to do. She could get through to me in a way no one else can. I miss her so much.
    marinadelmonroe marinadelmonroe
    22-25, F
    Feb 5, 2015

    People don't realise how much easier everything

    is in life when you have a mom . RIP Mommy . I think of you everyday
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Aug 9, 2015

    I miss her so much, it feels like

    now more than ever. It's been more than two years and things just feel worse...
    lememinger lememinger
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Mar 14, 2016

    In my dream you told me

    that the overloaded car that we were in would make it up the hill. Just wanted to tell you that I really feel lost in this world now after your death. It was comforting having a mother who cared . No one else cares and I feel very lost
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    26-30, F
    5 Responses Jul 19, 2015

    It's Almost Been a Year

    My mom and best friend died August 14th 2007. I was only fifteen when it happened. She was diagnosed with breast cancer 3 years prior and it slowly took hold of her. She was actually in remission for a couple months, but it came back in a much more aggressive form. I still think...
    coexist coexist
    18-21
    6 Responses Jul 16, 2008
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