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I Miss My Mother Who Is Deceased

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    I Should Have Been There...

    I really missed my mom a lot yesterday and I had a dream about her last night, which kind of had me on edge. But today I was watching The Last Song, and it really made me feel guilty. Her dad gets really sick and ends up dying. She hated him before she was forced to go live with...
    Amay408 Amay408 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 30, 2011

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    Miss You Mommy

    I miss my mom she died a couple of years ago when i was 15 she died because of cancer well the kemo therepy killed her she was diagnosed when I was 12 so I had to grow up pretty quickly to take care of her while my dad was at work all day I always felt bad during the day when I...
    AshieBear AshieBear 16-17, F Jul 7, 2012

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    Flash Backs

    I lost my mum to cancer March this year. I was with her when she took her last breaths, and am unable to get the images of her last few days out of my mind. I walk around with my Herat feeling heavy, and my mood down all the time. I just wish there was a way I could bring her...
    natasha909 natasha909 41-45, F 3 Responses Jul 21, 2013

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    Miss My Mom

    I miss mom so much but I know she's in a better place. I miss hearing her voice & seeing her beautiful face. I never thought I'd lose her so soon. I'm only 19 but it feels like I've had to grow up so fast. June second of this year ...2012my mom passed away...my heart has ached...
    Serenityandharmony Serenityandharmony 18-21 Aug 26, 2012

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    A Golden End...

    She became more of a friend as the years passed; called me her 'fraughter', her friend + daughter. We used to laugh until we cried, gasping for breath. I had to try not to make her laugh for fear of the gasping coughing fits she would have. See, she was diagnosed with lung...
    fraughter8 fraughter8 36-40 1 Response Dec 4, 2012

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    Mother, I Am The Worst Son Of Yours

    I miss my mother so much. I always recall those happy days with her.
    ttom2007 ttom2007 41-45 1 Response Apr 29, 2012

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    Responsibility Of Remembrance

    Well my mom died Feb 2, 2011...day before my birthday. I feel so guilty for every little and big thing i still get to enjoy in life, knowing how much she struggled throughout hers. We were always poor, but she did the best she could to provide as a single mother, who barely even...
    dupuis2387 dupuis2387 22-25 1 Response Jun 4, 2012

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    It's Been 31 Days Since My Mom Passed,

    On August 17 my mom had passed away out of the blue, I had just talked to her 12 hours prior and she seemed completely fine and since it happened I feel completely lost. Through out my entire life she's the only person I ever really had, I always had a hard time talking to people...
    nic5x nic5x 22-25, T 3 Responses Sep 19, 2013

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    More Than Ever Before

    I've already gone into detail of how she passed away in previous stories.Feb. 11th is her birthday.... i have problems dealing with that day. every yr i miss her more.
    LittleFerrett LittleFerrett 18-21, F 6 Responses Feb 2, 2010

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    i am fifteen years old

    and my mum died a little over a year ago and i feel as though it is only hitting me now. I need my mum and i can't talk to my dad because he molested me. I feel like i'm going down a dark path and all i can think about is stopping and ending everything because i just can't carry...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 8

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    I miss my Mom, because she no longer is here.

    She has went to heaven. I remember our late night talks after my dates. I remember sitting up late at night with her and watching Johnny Carson. She always had contagious laughter. She would call me later on when I was married, and I loved those telephone calls. She left us in 2...
    Didro56 Didro56 56-60, F 1 Response Jul 27

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    Roughly Three Minutes Before She Died, I Unknowingly Shared My Last Laugh With Her.

    May 12, 2004. Just seeing the date makes my mind and heart dart around uncontrollably. She was my base support; my best friend. People told me for years, and still do, "It'll get better, I promise". ...what a promise that is. It has yet to "get better", but nonetheless, I...
    RelianceOnScience RelianceOnScience 22-25, F 6 Responses Apr 14, 2010

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    I Miss My Mother Its 13years Now

    She passed on when i was 6 of age she left me unexpectedly i missed her now and then i even cry myself to sleep.Come Mothers day i so wish to have her around, i so wished she could see me graduate see her grandchildrenShe was sick i understand but why didn't you hold on Mada.I...
    sekgome sekgome 18-21 1 Response May 30, 2012

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    Miss Both Mom And Dad

    My parents were older than most by the time they started a family. They were always the oldest parents of any of our classmates at school and even as we got older, sometimes were confused for grandparents. Think they were quite stable by the time my sister and I came along. Dad...
    NorgePrincess NorgePrincess 41-45, F 7 Responses Mar 12, 2012

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    Mommy

    I was four when she got into an accident,she died March 23rd. I was too young to understand what was going on. I stay up all night every now and then thinking about her. Its just at certain moments you wish you had a mother to talk to, to give you that reassuring hug I accept it...
    keewee981 keewee981 18-21 Jun 21, 2012

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    Hollow Vortex

    The lights of my soul are starting to flicker out. one by one they are breaking with a snap. Crunching beneath an evil metaphorical giants menacing feet. This creature of darkness has many names but maybe the most common name it could be called would be Grief, and as Grief takes...
    whereyoustand whereyoustand 26-30, F Sep 17, 2013

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    I Miss My Mom

    Hi.. It will be 11 years since my mom died.. I was only 11 years old. She was the best  mother and young child could ask for. She died from Sepsicemia, Unknown Diabieties and other complications from being over weight. Not a day goes by that I don't think of her. Yes she...
    bratface1988 bratface1988 18-21 5 Responses Feb 2, 2010

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    My Mom Was...

    Strict, firm, not stinting with the spankings but always had a reason for giving one; she was also loving, giving, forgiving if someone hurt her, and generous. I miss her so much, and wish she was still with us all. Her two youngest grandchildren and youngest daughter-in-law...
    MaryJanine MaryJanine 56-60, F Mar 15, 2013

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    I Miss Her Every Second Of Every Day

    My mom was my best friend. We talked about everything. I nursed her when she became sick. I'd carry her to the car and we'd go on adventures. Oh the fun we had! She died in my arms. Her death wasn't pretty, she didn't say anything profound and it shook me to my core. Today, 13...
    TammyFern TammyFern 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 17, 2013

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    Will The Pain Ever Go Away ( And I miss her beyond belief.)

    December 5, 2012. Will be 10 years and thier's not a day I don't think about u I no your with God but, I needed you to your grand kids may never meet u in person but they will no who u were I miss u so much and the more time that goes by I miss u more all I can say is. I...
    mamasboy4life mamasboy4life 36-40 Nov 10, 2012

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    Mummy

    for two nights i have dreamed of my dear mum, both dreams are of me crying dont die mummy dont die , i am really sad, its being 7 years . i havent felt like this ever, since mummy died  please give me some positive feedback      deb  
    debandbonnie debandbonnie 46-50 1 Response Jan 4, 2011

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    Today, Everyday, Always

    On this special day (Mother's day 2012) I realized just how much I miss my mother who has passed away many years go. Before I had a wife to take her place in some way as we tried for a family of our own, then after we succeeded it was her who was the mother giving me something...
    Falcran Falcran 41-45, M May 13, 2012

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    Today is the first anniversary of my mother's

    death, and I have been thinking about her all day. I miss her so much. My life has been miserable without her. I would spend all of my free time with her. Oftentimes, I was the only person who made her happy. We had the best relationship a mother & son could have, and I...
    s4019t s4019t 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 30

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    She's been gone 6 years

    and it's not getting any easier. I want her here. Sometimes I wish I was with her. I just need her.
    Booksaremypassion Booksaremypassion 41-45, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    My Moms Only Brother Tried To Kill Himself 1yr After My Mom Died

    i feel so terrible, my moms only brother tried to kill himself, its one year ago that my mom passed away. what the heck? i feel so sad that he did this. there are so many different circumstances at work here that i cant disclose online for the sake of privacy, but i wish i...
    2bofthesea 2bofthesea 36-40 Dec 9, 2012

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    MY Thelma Lou

    It's been almost 2years since losing my Mom. You know people always wonder how they would react or deal with the loss of their Mom,well I dealt with it very well considering the circumstances. After a long battle with lung cancer she went home on my deceased sister's birthday 9-2...
    Karino Karino 46-50 3 Responses Jul 24, 2009

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    My Mom Was A Cancer Patient

    i lost my mom who was a cancer patient less than a year ago , her first year anniversary is in a couple of weeks and i'm feeling like i'm not the verge of an emotional break down, i was feeling lost and unbelievably broken. mom was a fighter, struggled with her disease for...
    Daniee Daniee 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 20, 2012

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    I Miss You

    I've psoted the full story a couple of other times if you are curious and want to read it. It has been a year and a month since my mother passed away and my whole life has changed. I miss her cooking, her laugh, her selflessness.. But msotly I jsut miss having a parent who cared...
    Amay408 Amay408 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 30, 2010

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    Mum

    My lovely mum died on the 8th of May and I was doing ok but tonight I miss her so much. I want to talk to her, I want to hug her, I want to ask her advice but I can't. My heart is breaking.
    Eggyegg Eggyegg 46-50, F 6 Responses Sep 12, 2013

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    Miss My Mom

    My mom died three years ago in August. She was in hospital and was to go to a nursing home soon when she suddenly had a drop in blood pressure and lost consciousness. 24 hours later she was gone from a systemic infection ( they believe). It was the worst time in my life. I got to...
    Lolowor17 Lolowor17 41-45 Jul 25, 2013

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    Two Years.

    Two years have gone by.. I know things would be so much better if you were here. I miss you every single day. Im not really sure what to say anymore, other than you know that you're my inspiration for everything and I work hard to make you proud. No matter how alone I may feel...
    Amay408 Amay408 18-21, F May 19, 2011

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    Gone But Not Forgotten

    I loss my mum and it was a great loss for me.I sank into depression she was my best friend yes i had my husband and son but she made great time in making me the mother,wife and person who i am today.If i had to go over the days of my life those were the best sharing my times with...
    sexyjez sexyjez 31-35, F Apr 5, 2013

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    Who The Hell Was That?

    My dearest Mom passed away in May, 1984 - just after Mother's Day. Three years after this, on a Sunday evening, the phone rang. Daddy watched me as I answered. "Hello." "I'd like to speak to June, please," said a strange woman. I was patient. "My mother is deceased. Who's...
    MaryJanine MaryJanine 56-60, F 2 Responses Mar 18, 2013

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    Stillhurting

    My mom died 11 yrs ago and today I am still missing her and have a lot of anger inside me. I do not understand why this had to happen to me. I mean who dies at 40 years old? That is still crazy to me. There is nothing I can do about it and that is the part I just can't stand. I...
    krwoo krwoo 31-35, F 3 Responses Dec 9, 2011

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    On the 26th of October 2007,

    my momma passed away. At first it feels like a dream, the days would run pass when you need to do the ceremony, the cremation. You just wish that on one of these days, she'll just knock on the coffin wall and said that the doctor did a wrong diagnosis. She had rashes that wouldn...
    smittenpoise smittenpoise 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 14, 2013

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    Please, Come Back..

    Mom.. I miss you so much right now. We were never close with this kind of stuff, probably because I was still only 15 when you died, but I need you now more than ever. You see.. The love of my life, he broke my heart. He was always there for me and always listened to me talk...
    Amay408 Amay408 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 26, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    Imagine waking up one day and not having somebody to call mommy, nobody to tell you they love you , nobody to give you a welcome back from school , no one to hold you and hug you...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333 22-25, F 4 Responses Aug 2

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    I am 24 years old. My mother passed away when I was 17. My family and I have never truly gotten along. I am like the black sheep of the family. (Literally) My entire family is...
    prayingforeternity prayingforeternity 22-25, F 2 Responses 20 hrs ago

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    It's taken me and my sister a very long time to realise that our mother is passive aggressive. We always thought our mother was selfish and wanted the world to revolve around her...
    Cupcakes95 Cupcakes95 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 31

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    Material things never mattered to me because I'm not materialistic . I don't believe money makes you happy . All these things don't matter to me . Small things have always been...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333 22-25, F Aug 6

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    My first post about my passive aggressive mother, an explanation: EP Link I've been doing some research on passive aggressiveness and found that it's an actual personality...
    Cupcakes95 Cupcakes95 36-40, F 2 days ago

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    This is the way I have come to view my mother at this point. Until recently, I thought it was just bad events in her life that caused my mother to be angry and gloomy everyday...
    SamiSquare SamiSquare 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    My mother's always been the same way, but I'm not enabling that kind of behavior anymore so anytime she says anything in the form of passive aggressive bs** I call her on it by...
    misternobrain misternobrain 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 31

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    My night has consisted of drinking, smoking, kitty cuddles and crying over Gatlin. :'( I miss how excited he would get over my "sink ham" and his inappropriate comments about his...
    BlankWhitePage BlankWhitePage 18-21, F Aug 13

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    I'm 55 and a 22-year survivor of ovarian cancer. I'm also a 55-year survivor of a passive-aggressive mother. My mom had a pretty tough childhood, and I am sad to know the awful...
    Katsez01 Katsez01 51-55, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I don't like coming home anymore because you are not there to welcome me when I get back from a long day at college. It's all just silly . They have been feeding us crap , not...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 7

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    I connected with Tanisha few days back and I got connected to her. And today she deleted the account today and I have now no clue how can I reach her. I feel bad to loose her...
    Ravidesai Ravidesai 41-45, M Aug 9

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    My cousin passed away, her funeral is tomorrow. I just buried another good friend last Saturday. Just makes me think life's too short to be so unhappy. With a heavy heart I'm up...
    dsuzy dsuzy 36-40, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I miss my all mothers. I miss my mother who gave birth to me. I miss my Other Race mother, who taught me to dress,cook, clean, read, write, wash dishes to sweep and mom floor. I...
    PathologicalLair PathologicalLair 26-30, F Aug 13

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    I often think that in my dysfunctional marriage therefore, in the family I created, besides the mutual love, respect and partnership, the major thing that's missing is the father...
    TheDreamyWoman TheDreamyWoman 36-40, F Aug 14

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    I once told myself that if I'm gonna have a family of my own, I will never be like my mother. I must admit, I envy mothers who are close to their children. In my case, my mother...
    SweetEclair SweetEclair 31-35, F 3 Responses Aug 1

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