I Miss My Mother Who Is Deceased

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    I Miss My Mom

    Hi.. It will be 11 years since my mom died.. I was only 11 years old. She was the best  mother and young child could ask for. She died from Sepsicemia, Unknown Diabieties and other complications from being over weight. Not a day goes by that I don't think of her. Yes she...
    bratface1988 bratface1988
    18-21
    5 Responses Feb 2, 2010

    Will The Pain Ever Go Away ( And I miss her beyond belief.)

    December 5, 2012. Will be 10 years and thier's not a day I don't think about u I no your with God but, I needed you to your grand kids may never meet u in person but they will no who u were I miss u so much and the more time that goes by I miss u more all I can say is. I...
    mamasboy4life mamasboy4life
    36-40
    3 Responses Nov 10, 2012

    She's been gone 6 years

    and it's not getting any easier. I want her here. Sometimes I wish I was with her. I just need her.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Mar 23, 2014

    Stillhurting

    My mom died 11 yrs ago and today I am still missing her and have a lot of anger inside me. I do not understand why this had to happen to me. I mean who dies at 40 years old? That is still crazy to me. There is nothing I can do about it and that is the part I just can't stand. I...
    krwoo krwoo
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Dec 9, 2011

    I miss my Mom, because she no longer is here.

    She has went to heaven. I remember our late night talks after my dates. I remember sitting up late at night with her and watching Johnny Carson. She always had contagious laughter. She would call me later on when I was married, and I loved those telephone calls. She left us in 2...
    Didro56 Didro56
    56-60, F
    1 Response Jul 27, 2014

    Hollow Vortex

    The lights of my soul are starting to flicker out. one by one they are breaking with a snap. Crunching beneath an evil metaphorical giants menacing feet. This creature of darkness has many names but maybe the most common name it could be called would be Grief, and as Grief takes...
    whereyoustand whereyoustand
    26-30, F
    Sep 17, 2013

    Who The Hell Was That?

    My dearest Mom passed away in May, 1984 - just after Mother's Day. Three years after this, on a Sunday evening, the phone rang. Daddy watched me as I answered. "Hello." "I'd like to speak to June, please," said a strange woman. I was patient. "My mother is deceased. Who's...
    MaryJanine MaryJanine
    61-65, F
    3 Responses Mar 18, 2013

    Gone But Not Forgotten

    I loss my mum and it was a great loss for me.I sank into depression she was my best friend yes i had my husband and son but she made great time in making me the mother,wife and person who i am today.If i had to go over the days of my life those were the best sharing my times with...
    sexyjez sexyjez
    31-35, F
    Apr 5, 2013

    My Mom Was A Cancer Patient

    i lost my mom who was a cancer patient less than a year ago , her first year anniversary is in a couple of weeks and i'm feeling like i'm not the verge of an emotional break down, i was feeling lost and unbelievably broken. mom was a fighter, struggled with her disease for...
    Daniee Daniee
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Jun 20, 2012

    Miss You Mommy

    I miss my mom she died a couple of years ago when i was 15 she died because of cancer well the kemo therepy killed her she was diagnosed when I was 12 so I had to grow up pretty quickly to take care of her while my dad was at work all day I always felt bad during the day when I...
    AshieBear AshieBear
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jul 7, 2012

    Two Years.

    Two years have gone by.. I know things would be so much better if you were here. I miss you every single day. Im not really sure what to say anymore, other than you know that you're my inspiration for everything and I work hard to make you proud. No matter how alone I may feel...
    Amay408 Amay408
    18-21, F
    May 19, 2011

    Flash Backs

    I lost my mum to cancer March this year. I was with her when she took her last breaths, and am unable to get the images of her last few days out of my mind. I walk around with my Herat feeling heavy, and my mood down all the time. I just wish there was a way I could bring her...
    natasha909 natasha909
    46-50, F
    3 Responses Jul 21, 2013

    Please, Come Back..

    Mom.. I miss you so much right now. We were never close with this kind of stuff, probably because I was still only 15 when you died, but I need you now more than ever. You see.. The love of my life, he broke my heart. He was always there for me and always listened to me talk...
    Amay408 Amay408
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Mar 26, 2011

    My Mom Was...

    Strict, firm, not stinting with the spankings but always had a reason for giving one; she was also loving, giving, forgiving if someone hurt her, and generous. I miss her so much, and wish she was still with us all. Her two youngest grandchildren and youngest daughter-in-law...
    MaryJanine MaryJanine
    61-65, F
    Mar 15, 2013

    Miss My Mom

    My mom died three years ago in August. She was in hospital and was to go to a nursing home soon when she suddenly had a drop in blood pressure and lost consciousness. 24 hours later she was gone from a systemic infection ( they believe). It was the worst time in my life. I got to...
    Lolowor17 Lolowor17
    41-45
    Jul 25, 2013

    I went through a very tragic loss

    as a teen.my mother was my world growing up.she taught me and my brother and sis right from wrong.she was a great person.she was pure women and would stick up for anyone no matter what the case was.she loved all of us dearly.my dad was around but he was never there when i needed...
    yellowhead007 yellowhead007
    31-35, M
    1 Response Oct 4, 2014

    i am fifteen years old

    and my mum died a little over a year ago and i feel as though it is only hitting me now. I need my mum and i can't talk to my dad because he molested me. I feel like i'm going down a dark path and all i can think about is stopping and ending everything because i just can't carry...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Jan 8, 2014

    My Moms Only Brother Tried To Kill Himself 1yr After My Mom Died

    i feel so terrible, my moms only brother tried to kill himself, its one year ago that my mom passed away. what the heck? i feel so sad that he did this. there are so many different circumstances at work here that i cant disclose online for the sake of privacy, but i wish i...
    2bofthesea 2bofthesea
    36-40
    Dec 9, 2012

    I Miss My Mother Its 13years Now

    She passed on when i was 6 of age she left me unexpectedly i missed her now and then i even cry myself to sleep.Come Mothers day i so wish to have her around, i so wished she could see me graduate see her grandchildrenShe was sick i understand but why didn't you hold on Mada.I...
    sekgome sekgome
    18-21
    1 Response May 30, 2012

    Mum

    My lovely mum died on the 8th of May and I was doing ok but tonight I miss her so much. I want to talk to her, I want to hug her, I want to ask her advice but I can't. My heart is breaking.
    Eggyegg Eggyegg
    46-50, F
    5 Responses Sep 12, 2013

    Today, Everyday, Always

    On this special day (Mother's day 2012) I realized just how much I miss my mother who has passed away many years go. Before I had a wife to take her place in some way as we tried for a family of our own, then after we succeeded it was her who was the mother giving me something...
    Falcran Falcran
    41-45, M
    May 13, 2012

    Mummy

    for two nights i have dreamed of my dear mum, both dreams are of me crying dont die mummy dont die , i am really sad, its being 7 years . i havent felt like this ever, since mummy died  please give me some positive feedback      deb  
    debandbonnie debandbonnie
    46-50
    1 Response Jan 4, 2011

    How I miss you, Mom. You were too young

    for me to have to let you go. But you had suffered enough.
    danabeth618 danabeth618
    46-50, F
    1 Response Apr 22, 2015

    Responsibility Of Remembrance

    Well my mom died Feb 2, 2011...day before my birthday. I feel so guilty for every little and big thing i still get to enjoy in life, knowing how much she struggled throughout hers. We were always poor, but she did the best she could to provide as a single mother, who barely even...
    dupuis2387 dupuis2387
    22-25
    1 Response Jun 4, 2012

    It's Been 31 Days Since My Mom Passed,

    On August 17 my mom had passed away out of the blue, I had just talked to her 12 hours prior and she seemed completely fine and since it happened I feel completely lost. Through out my entire life she's the only person I ever really had, I always had a hard time talking to people...
    nic5x nic5x
    22-25, T
    2 Responses Sep 19, 2013

    More Than Ever Before

    I've already gone into detail of how she passed away in previous stories.Feb. 11th is her birthday.... i have problems dealing with that day. every yr i miss her more.
    LittleFerrett LittleFerrett
    26-30, F
    6 Responses Feb 2, 2010

    Miss My Mom

    I miss mom so much but I know she's in a better place. I miss hearing her voice & seeing her beautiful face. I never thought I'd lose her so soon. I'm only 19 but it feels like I've had to grow up so fast. June second of this year ...2012my mom passed away...my heart has ached...
    Serenityandharmony Serenityandharmony
    18-21
    Aug 26, 2012

    It's been almost two years now.

    .. Life will never be the same... Your loss has broken me apart , everyday from your death in my arms has been a struggle. Wanted to let you know I got my degree mom... I got it even though I was burdened with grief and our fathers remarriage immediately after your death which...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Apr 19, 2015

    I Miss You

    I've psoted the full story a couple of other times if you are curious and want to read it. It has been a year and a month since my mother passed away and my whole life has changed. I miss her cooking, her laugh, her selflessness.. But msotly I jsut miss having a parent who cared...
    Amay408 Amay408
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Jun 30, 2010

    Mother, I Am The Worst Son Of Yours

    I miss my mother so much. I always recall those happy days with her.
    ttom2007 ttom2007
    41-45
    2 Responses Apr 29, 2012

    just the other day your daughters had played

    next to you on the couch and you jokingly teased us to stop . We had giggled in your presence mommy... Just the other day we had stopped to get ice cream and you joked with me ... Just the other day I was in your room from high school just making small talk with you... Just the...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    1 Response Mar 13, 2015

    On the 26th of October 2007,

    my momma passed away. At first it feels like a dream, the days would run pass when you need to do the ceremony, the cremation. You just wish that on one of these days, she'll just knock on the coffin wall and said that the doctor did a wrong diagnosis. She had rashes that wouldn...
    smittenpoise smittenpoise
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Dec 14, 2013

    I Should Have Been There...

    I really missed my mom a lot yesterday and I had a dream about her last night, which kind of had me on edge. But today I was watching The Last Song, and it really made me feel guilty. Her dad gets really sick and ends up dying. She hated him before she was forced to go live with...
    Amay408 Amay408
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 30, 2011

    MY Thelma Lou

    It's been almost 2years since losing my Mom. You know people always wonder how they would react or deal with the loss of their Mom,well I dealt with it very well considering the circumstances. After a long battle with lung cancer she went home on my deceased sister's birthday 9-2...
    Karino Karino
    46-50
    3 Responses Jul 24, 2009

    Today is the first anniversary of my mother's

    death, and I have been thinking about her all day. I miss her so much. My life has been miserable without her. I would spend all of my free time with her. Oftentimes, I was the only person who made her happy. We had the best relationship a mother & son could have, and I...
    s4019t s4019t
    31-35, M
    2 Responses Mar 30, 2014

    Mommy

    I was four when she got into an accident,she died March 23rd. I was too young to understand what was going on. I stay up all night every now and then thinking about her. Its just at certain moments you wish you had a mother to talk to, to give you that reassuring hug I accept it...
    keewee981 keewee981
    18-21
    Jun 21, 2012

    Miss Both Mom And Dad

    My parents were older than most by the time they started a family. They were always the oldest parents of any of our classmates at school and even as we got older, sometimes were confused for grandparents. Think they were quite stable by the time my sister and I came along. Dad...
    NorgePrincess NorgePrincess
    41-45, F
    6 Responses Mar 12, 2012

    A Golden End...

    She became more of a friend as the years passed; called me her 'fraughter', her friend + daughter. We used to laugh until we cried, gasping for breath. I had to try not to make her laugh for fear of the gasping coughing fits she would have. See, she was diagnosed with lung...
    fraughter8 fraughter8
    36-40
    1 Response Dec 4, 2012

    Roughly Three Minutes Before She Died, I Unknowingly Shared My Last Laugh With Her.

    May 12, 2004. Just seeing the date makes my mind and heart dart around uncontrollably. She was my base support; my best friend. People told me for years, and still do, "It'll get better, I promise". ...what a promise that is. It has yet to "get better", but nonetheless, I...
    RelianceOnScience RelianceOnScience
    22-25, F
    6 Responses Apr 14, 2010

    I Miss Her Every Second Of Every Day

    My mom was my best friend. We talked about everything. I nursed her when she became sick. I'd carry her to the car and we'd go on adventures. Oh the fun we had! She died in my arms. Her death wasn't pretty, she didn't say anything profound and it shook me to my core. Today, 13...
    TammyFern TammyFern
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jan 17, 2013

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