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I Miss My Mother

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    I was doing pretty good last week

    or so but when I woke up from my nap today everything had changed. Its the feelings of extreme sadness. It hitting me hard to the point my chest physically is hurting. Loss of breath & shaking, and anxiety. It feels like its happening all over again the pain of losing her. I...
    HauntedShadows HauntedShadows 22-25, F 5 Responses Jan 20

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    I'm crying for the first time in a really long

    time. And its over something I had gotten over. One of those things I wanted to re try leaving behind in the New Year. I miss my Mom. She kicked me out 2 years ago, 2 weeks before Christmas and we've recently visited each other... first time since, at the house we were living...
    Minnowshi Minnowshi 18-21, F Jan 21

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    I don't any more since I learned the truth text

    me if you want to know what happened(the reason I'm doing this is because I have real friends from real life on here and don't want them knowing everything)
    cutekittycat cutekittycat 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 19

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    I wait for you every single day; I know you

    are dead but that's ok... I KNOW you live in joy and light in heaven you abide day and night. You are no longer in the misery and anguish , the pain you bore is no longer there... When you closed your earthy eyes last time , the Angels came for you that time.... And then...
    NyxInvictus NyxInvictus 41-45 3 Responses Dec 13, 2014

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    She died when I was 14.

    At a time a teenage girl really needs a mom. I'm 24 and really miss and need her.
    londepV londepV 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 28

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    I just went to my mothers grave to bring her

    flowers for her birthday. Her headstone was under 4 ft of snow, never mind the 6 ft drift at the edge of the road. I put the flowers in the spot that I think she is. I feel like a horrible daughter, because I am not sure.
    mcrn96 mcrn96 41-45, F 1 Response Feb 20

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    Ever since she died ,

    I struggle to make decisions and life has become so complicated . She was my voice of reason and gave me good advice . Life is hard and stressful. What I would do just to have my mothers guidance again...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333 22-25, F 12 Responses Aug 28, 2014

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    I Miss My Mommie

    When I was four years old, my mother had loss her year long battle against lung cancer. She had worked in a factory where asbestos was exposed, she of course did not know that. She struggled a lot, and I can only imagine the pain of the cancer and treatment. The pain of knowing...
    Curiouskitty15 Curiouskitty15 18-21, F 26 Responses Jul 28, 2011

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    my ******* dad does not Uber stand me

    but my mom does but she can slip sometimes
    Lexibaby421 Lexibaby421 18-21, F Jan 29

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    Mom

    i lost my mom 1 month ago to stage 4 lung cancer. she never smoked a day in her life. grew up on a farm and was never sick. she was diagnosed little over 6 years earlier . God some great doctors a wonderful home nurse and me changing her diet to as much organic and doing away...
    rangergto rangergto 56-60, M 8 Responses Sep 24, 2011

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    Wherever you are ....

     We miss you, we miss all the little things.Wish you were here   :-(  
    underconstruction underconstruction 41-45, F 3 Responses Nov 12, 2014

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    I remember my very first memory of my mother,

    I was about 3 she was leaving me alone with the girl that lived down the street (my babysitter) for what she said would be a couple hours, she came back days later still high on cocaine, by this time the police and my dad who worked out of town where involved..she was a drug...
    harmonyk harmonyk 18-21, F Feb 3

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    my mom died March 22 1974,

    I was 9 years old. though I never got the chance to know her , I miss her everyday. the stories I hear about who she was are wonderful. I just always wonder who I would be today had she been here to raise me! I am always sad on this day. she was 42yrs old when she died. such...
    oriolesfan464 oriolesfan464 46-50, M 2 Responses Mar 22

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    it's been months and still no word from my mom,

    she is still missing. I miss you mom and I hope to see you soon I love you mom
    anneloves anneloves 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 26

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    A thousand words could not bring you back.

    .. I know because I tried. A thousand tears could not bring you back... I know because I cried. 5 years ago today and I still go to call you. I wish I could be with you.
    absolom absolom 41-45 1 Response Jan 16

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    The tears don't want to stop.

    I miss you dearly mommy. RIP
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333 22-25, F 15 Responses Jan 25

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    Last night , I can't sleep

    and I suddenly felt hungry . I went to the kitchen , the kitchen light was switched off . I'm not turn on the light , I just went to the fridge to come out something to eat. I took out a box of ice cream and but it in the table and sat on the chair , opened an ice cream box and...
    peacelovehope2015 peacelovehope2015 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 22

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    It Doesn't Get Easier

    I know people say only time heals the pain of losing someone, but it doesn't. I think about my mom all the time. Sometimes I spend a whole class at school remembering things about her, and thinking about her makes me feel depressed. I guess I handled it having my brother to...
    Btimez3 Btimez3 13-15, M 5 Responses Oct 26, 2013

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    More And More

    I miss my mom. She passed away in November, and I always said she was my hero. She had cancer before I was even born, and due to complications from the treatment, she was in and out of the hospital my whole life. But she never. once. complained. NEVER. She always had a smile on...
    polythenepam polythenepam 26-30 24 Responses May 2, 2012

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    my mother... i Miss the old her

    and how she used to read me bed time stories. how she tucked me in and kissed me goodnight... the night she left me to go to drugs she left for good... how could she leave me for something so simple such as those drugs... she never even said goodbye... she calls me to tell me...
    hollie2parker hollie2parker 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    "Sometimes when one person is missing,

    the whole world seems depopulated." Dear Mom, I can never stop loving you.
    hiddentears hiddentears 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 9

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    I bet if you were here

    now I won't be sad all the time I won't cry myself sleep it hard to now your gone and I will never see you agen until its my time to go and I will see you agen love you mummy xx
    jessicalove04 jessicalove04 13-15, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    she worth gold. she was the mother of her word

    She work hard and manage a full household. She will be truly missed and appreciated.
    bgirl1978 bgirl1978 36-40, F 1 Response Feb 23

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    3 Years ago my mother was diagnosed with cancer.

    She still went to work after receiving chemo and radiation because she refused to quit. 3 Months ago she could still walk - a doctor told her that: "You do realize you're going to die soon." In a condescending manner. She never recovered. She died on the 4th Of February 2015 at...
    pandalien pandalien 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 16

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    she was 44 and I was 15

    when she was taken in a car accident folks IF you love someone tell then everytime you talk to then Love you was my last words to her before she lift that day MOM i miss and love you every day will be a great day when i get to be with her again in gods will
    Randysos50 Randysos50 51-55, M 3 Responses Jun 21, 2014

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    So Badly, So Often

    I don't even remember what she smelled like, but I miss her so much.  I wish my mom was still alive...I so need her love.  I have one photo of her pregnant with me, smiling and happy, a little chub in her cheeks...she had such a delicate frame, the slight weight she put on...
    Whym Whym 36-40, F 5 Responses May 31, 2012

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    I've written about her many times.

    Tomorrow is special though. She would be 59 years old. Not a day goes by that I do not think about her. It doesn't seem that long ago that everything happened yet it also seems like an eternity. I don't know why God had to take her. I don't know why he didn't just heal her like...
    mstenorsaxplayer mstenorsaxplayer 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 2, 2014

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    I lost my mother when I was seven years old.

    She was killed in a car accident. It is the hole in my heart I can never fill. A part of me has always been missing.
    sullyn sullyn 36-40, F 2 days ago

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    This weekend I was reminded of my mother

    repeatedly....this morning I found myself crying over her and missing her. This doesn't happen often. And still I'm crying, and thinking of her memory and how loved she was by many. Saturday was the 12 year anniversary of her death, Sunday the 2nd year of a tradition my...
    RedHotCrazyPerson RedHotCrazyPerson 26-30, F 3 Responses Aug 11, 2014

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    Today was one of those days.

    On December 25th my mother will have been gone for 20 years, and two weeks before that I will be experiencing my 30th birthday, and also FINALLY graduating from college.. I got angry because I have managed to go back to school, do REALLY REALLY WELL, while raising 3 children...
    PhoenixLF PhoenixLF 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 19, 2014

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    After over 2 years if silence,

    I received a hand written letter from my mom. She apologized for the way she behaved and the things she said, acknowledging the inappropriateness and cruelty of the accusations and judgement she passed on us, and especially on my husband. She said she wouldn't call, as it would...
    frostyflower frostyflower 26-30, F 8 Responses Feb 4

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    I lost my mother July 20,

    2000. I miss her everyday. On the day that she passed, I left the house early to study and I regret it so much. I wish I had stayed. The pain of losing my mom is still raw and it is something that I'll never get over. I work hard to try to make her proud everyday. Trust me...
    quincyn2014 quincyn2014 31-35 2 Responses Sep 19, 2014

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    At the holidays and birthdays (which she always

    remembered..even spouses) you could always depend on her to bring the chocolates and the home made pastries. You could also depend on the well thought of gifts lovingly wrapped with her own special touches. Which we all ever so slightly took for granted. I miss you Mom. Whenever...
    deleted deleted 26-30 20 Responses Dec 14, 2013

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    Just had a thought of wanting to see you again

    really badly ... To hear your voice , to feel your warm embrace . I miss you so much mommy RIP
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333 22-25, F 6 Responses Dec 5, 2014

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    2 years ago today you fell asleep

    and left us. Love and miss you everyday Mum xx
    sillysoo sillysoo 46-50, F 1 Response Dec 28, 2014

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    im so emotional right now.

    ... i need my mommy.... :"(
    Aijmeerah Aijmeerah 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 29

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    Sometimes I get all choked up inside

    and I feel emotions of sadness, anger, and envy flood my insides when I see daughters spending times with there moms. This doesn't always happen, but when the reality that I will never have a girls lunch, a spa day, or just a hug with my mom sets in, I can't help but want to cry...
    OhGK OhGK 26-30, F 7 Responses Feb 18

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    She was the only one on my side no matter what.

    I struggle everyday hoping shes proud of me, I dont want to disappoint her. Im so lost without her.
    Angelcum Angelcum 18-21, F 15 Responses Nov 21, 2014

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    My Mom... A Year And A Poem I Read At Her Grave

    Mom. I don't go a day without a tear and a sigh. I see your face with my doggy and a tear rolls from my eye, You were my world, my best friend and my heart. When you left me alone, I have fallen apart. I didn't know how cancer could grab you away And leave me struggling every...
    Extinguish Extinguish 36-40, M 3 Responses Nov 26, 2012

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    I think my Mom got tired of raising kids.

    Im the youngest (22 now) and somewhere in those vital teen years, it felt as if she gave up a little. I never got pushed in school or had the guidance my other siblings got; I was the last in line, the unfortunate one that often got over-looked. It made me feel lesser to not...
    Kaiririri Kaiririri 22-25, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I didn't get to know you very long

    but you were the best person in the world. It hurts to know that I won't be able to take comfort in your arms again like I did when I was a kid. Growing up without you was hard, being with a strange family who did nothing but hate me. They still hate me and it burns even more...
    PersistentRage PersistentRage 16-17, F Mar 2

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    My mother is my grandma

    and my father is grandpa. Yes, my grandparents are my parents. They are the reason why I am who I am today. My mother had just passed away less than a year ago on March 10th, 2013. I remember when it turned 2013 when spending my New Year's in New York City I had said, "This is...
    GBitty GBitty 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 8, 2014

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    I lost my mother when I was 8 due to

    complications from NF-1 & cancer.
    meanameicallmyself meanameicallmyself 36-40, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I haven't heard or seen my mother in over two

    years she cares more about her boyfriends kids then she does her own she never calls me to see if i'm doing okay or just to talk to me she has also lied to me about everything and she thinks im going to believe her but i have no trust in her anymore.... she kicked me out my...
    hayhay2016 hayhay2016 16-17, F Jan 27

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    Three years ago today my mother committed

    suicide by hanging herself in her basement. I never knew why, the only two theories are: She was so broken hearted about losing the love of her life to cancer a few years before and it was too much pain, or she was diagnosed with cancer herself and didn't want to suffer the same...
    BrokeBandit BrokeBandit 36-40, F 5 Responses Apr 5

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    I miss you mom. Letter i wrote to my mom.

    Times like these hurt so much for me. Every birthday, holiday or any day all I can think about are the things we did together. I thank God for every second I got to see you, no one's perfect and we weren't an exception, we didn't have much, we fought too much but at the end of...
    Btimez3 Btimez3 13-15, M 2 Responses May 7, 2014

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