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I Miss My Mother

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    I wait for you every single day; I know you

    are dead but that's ok... I KNOW you live in joy and light in heaven you abide day and night. You are no longer in the misery and anguish , the pain you bore is no longer there... When you closed your earthy eyes last time , the Angels came for you that time.... And then...
    NyxInvictus NyxInvictus 41-45 2 Responses Dec 13, 2014

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    Today it has been 11 months

    since my mother passed away. 43 years old. Beautiful as always. But it's not on the outside that matters. You left way to soon. I saw the happiness you deserved coming into your life with your new job, new lover, and new house.. and shorty after you just dropped and went to...
    TheOnetheOnly8414 TheOnetheOnly8414 18-21, M 4 Responses Jul 4

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    I wish I could have bought you flowers

    and painted you a picture like I used to every Mother's Day. Nothing compares to the love that swelled in my heart to see you tear up with happiness. I always tried my hardest to show you just how much I appreciated all that you've done for me, but I wish I had done more. I wish...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F 1 Response May 10

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    My mother and I never had a real relationship,

    well not after my sister was born. I was never her love, and I never had her in my life. Sure she went through the motions, but when my father was asked to leave the house I found out real quick that my mother didn't love me the way she did my sis. I was called a piece of...
    CouchBurrito CouchBurrito 18-21, F Aug 10

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    My mom died when I was eleven.

    She was in a car accident caused by a drunk driver. I wanted to kill him. I was eleven. I still needed my mother. I still needed a mother that I couldn't get back, and he broke his arm. He got his cast signed while my dad and I made funeral arrangements. It wasn't fair. It's...
    oerall oerall 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 26

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    Today is the anniversary of the day she died 21

    years ago and I still miss her each and every single day.
    diablesse34 diablesse34 46-50, F 9 Responses Oct 9, 2014

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    SouthAfricanQueen SouthAfricanQueen 18-21, F Jul 19

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    My mother passed away 4 months ago.

    I cried everyday for two months. It was the hardest thing I have ever gone through. I took her to the hospital on a Saturday, she was diagnosed with lung cancer Sunday, Monday I signed her DNR and she passed away early Tuesday morning while I held her hand. I barely got a...
    julietdreams julietdreams 22-25, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    I am really worried about my mother.

    I'm worried that she will never be happy. I'm really upset to because she's a good person and so many people just use her. I really love my mum and wish things were different. I miss her so much as well and I can't remember the last time she was truly happy.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jun 22

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    My Mom... A Year And A Poem I Read At Her Grave

    Mom. I don't go a day without a tear and a sigh. I see your face with my doggy and a tear rolls from my eye, You were my world, my best friend and my heart. When you left me alone, I have fallen apart. I didn't know how cancer could grab you away And leave me struggling every...
    Extinguish Extinguish 36-40, M 3 Responses Nov 26, 2012

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    I've been feeling very unhappy lately

    and finally figured out its probably because I miss my mom terribly. She died 9 years ago when I was 29, and I don't think I've ever properly grieved for her. How do you accept the fact that you will never see someone you love, the most important person in your life, ever again...
    kebdal23 kebdal23 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 7

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    I miss my mother deeply.

    She was a good mom to her kids. However, she was a single mom and needed more money to pay the monthly bills and to provide financial support for her family. She was arrested and tried in a local court a year ago for identity theft of credit cards. She plead guilty and was...
    femaleredheadpianist femaleredheadpianist 18-21, F Jul 13

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    there are times I hate my mother

    and I think that once I graduate I will move far away from her and dad but when all the other people let me down I realise that mum is the only person I can rely on. I am 1000 km away from her now and I miss her terribly although she's not the best mother I could have.
    fosterpaste fosterpaste 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 14

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    My mother was the perfect angel in the would!

    She would light the hole room up with just her beautiful smile... N we she would sing it would sound like the angels was singing with her... But even though she was so beautiful inside n out she was torn down by my father! All my life the mental abuse n the physical abuse was...
    1avezzie 1avezzie 31-35, F 2 Responses Aug 3

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    been thinking a lot about her today.

    she was the kind of person who took care of things and put others before herself. she reminded everyone of birthdays and made sure everyone felt appreciated and loved. she worked hard all her life, and was better than i deserved.
    xkmb xkmb 51-55 2 Responses May 1

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    growing up, i was that bullied girl,

    that freek in the back, the one no one befriended, i was hat lonly overall girl with messy hiar and frecels, i never knew my father, i only had my mother and little sissters, i remeber being left at my grandmas house for a mounth than see my mom pull in with her (new) boyfriend...
    xxliviacakexx xxliviacakexx 13-15, F Jul 10

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    My Mom Died On Friday

    My Mom died on Friday evening. I am sad. I miss her. I want her in my life. I am only 30. My life has barely begun.  She is going to miss it. I don't know what else I could have done. I only wanted the best for her. She had a hard life. I wish it were better. She deserved...
    BrokenDoll BrokenDoll 26-30, F 64 Responses Jan 5, 2009

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    I can't believe that today makes 2 years

    since my mom died and it still hasn't got easier to deal with and I'm still really depressed about t😢
    softballdancer99 softballdancer99 16-17, F 4 Responses Aug 2

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    Tomorrow will be 16 years

    since my mom died. I can still remember that day like it was yesterday. I can remember how she looked the last time I saw her face. I can remember the exact words the doctor said to me when we walked into the hospital. I remember the last words I said to her when I kissed her...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Jun 7

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    She was the only one on my side no matter what.

    I struggle everyday hoping shes proud of me, I dont want to disappoint her. Im so lost without her.
    Angelcum Angelcum 18-21, F 15 Responses Nov 21, 2014

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    2 years ago today you fell asleep

    and left us. Love and miss you everyday Mum xx
    sillysoo sillysoo 46-50, F 1 Response Dec 28, 2014

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    Declanx Declanx 13-15, M 9 Responses a week ago

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    It have been only once month

    that you're gone gut I miss you like you left me years ago. I am sorry mom if in 17 years of living I wasn't able to return you one of a hundred thing you did for me. Sorry if I was not the perfect daughter you deserved to have. I am sorry to see that know. I know you loved me...
    ElitaVicky ElitaVicky 16-17 4 Responses Jun 10

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    On Sunday it will be a year

    since my mom passed and as the day approaches I just can't seem to stop crying. I miss her so much n it hurts so much. I'm sitting here in my office with my door shut as I type this with tears in my eyes. I just wish I had one more day with her so I can tell her that I love her...
    JoAnnE25 JoAnnE25 26-30, F 4 Responses Aug 13

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    my mother left me when i was very

    and she abused me and now im 19 and before she said she hated me and my dad and now she calls me like she cares and i still dont know if i love her or jot but i know that i miss having a mother
    ToLoveIsToDestroy12 ToLoveIsToDestroy12 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 17

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    Just had a thought of wanting to see you again

    really badly ... To hear your voice , to feel your warm embrace . I miss you so much mommy RIP
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333 22-25, F 4 Responses Dec 5, 2014

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    It Doesn't Get Easier

    I know people say only time heals the pain of losing someone, but it doesn't. I think about my mom all the time. Sometimes I spend a whole class at school remembering things about her, and thinking about her makes me feel depressed. I guess I handled it having my brother to...
    Btimez3 Btimez3 16-17, M 5 Responses Oct 26, 2013

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    Dear Mom, This is your son.

    I have never lived with you a day in my life, yet you've always been in my life. I you know how excited I felt when I got to see you every Sunday when you would come to visit me and my sister at my grandmas house. I realize I could not live with you due to your alcohol problems...
    dkssudgktpdy1 dkssudgktpdy1 18-21, M Jun 10

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    I Miss My Mommie

    When I was four years old, my mother had loss her year long battle against lung cancer. She had worked in a factory where asbestos was exposed, she of course did not know that. She struggled a lot, and I can only imagine the pain of the cancer and treatment. The pain of knowing...
    Curiouskitty15 Curiouskitty15 18-21, F 26 Responses Jul 28, 2011

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    It's been nine years

    since you've been chosen to live your life in paradise. I think it was to early for you to leave this world, but you are in a better place then we all are. There's not a day that goes by that I don't miss or think of you. It's all the good memories that we shared that keep you...
    auwayz420 auwayz420 41-45, M 4 Responses Jun 7

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    I've written about her many times.

    Tomorrow is special though. She would be 59 years old. Not a day goes by that I do not think about her. It doesn't seem that long ago that everything happened yet it also seems like an eternity. I don't know why God had to take her. I don't know why he didn't just heal her like...
    mstenorsaxplayer mstenorsaxplayer 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 2, 2014

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    Mom, I am sorry.

    Last year, before I left my dear country Morocco to come to the United States for the 1st time, at the airport my mom hugged me tightly and looked at me with a teary eye. She said, "Daughter, don't ever change. Stay the same good, innocent girl I have known for my whole life." I...
    LallaZaf LallaZaf 18-21, F 7 Responses Sep 14, 2013

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    My mom has been sick

    since I was 4, she was diagnosed with cancer. She past away in december 2011. Her I am... almost 4 years later... missing her like crazy.
    Liendakaas Liendakaas 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 13

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    so my mom used to do drugs

    and tried to sell my little sister for drug money 4 years ago so she's been going to court for 4 years now and she's getting better, but I haven't seen her in 4 years and I can't see her until courts over... well anyway if she doesn't win my sister she will no longer be able...
    2Dishot 2Dishot 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 21

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    So Badly, So Often

    I don't even remember what she smelled like, but I miss her so much.  I wish my mom was still alive...I so need her love.  I have one photo of her pregnant with me, smiling and happy, a little chub in her cheeks...she had such a delicate frame, the slight weight she put on...
    Whym Whym 36-40, F 5 Responses May 31, 2012

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    The tears don't want to stop.

    I miss you dearly mommy. RIP
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333 22-25, F 15 Responses Jan 25

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    I miss you mum. There is no one in the world I

    love more. You can never be replaced. I will see you again one day. X.
    Gumba1000 Gumba1000 26-30, M 4 Responses Jul 31

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    She Was So Funny

    I don't remember how young I was, but I couldn't have been much older than six. It was summer, and I was home looking out of the window.  (No air conditioner) My mother decided that we could have some fun.  So she grabbed a few of my balloons and went into the bathroom where...
    holloway64 holloway64 46-50, M 4 Responses Jan 10, 2013

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    After over 2 years if silence,

    I received a hand written letter from my mom. She apologized for the way she behaved and the things she said, acknowledging the inappropriateness and cruelty of the accusations and judgement she passed on us, and especially on my husband. She said she wouldn't call, as it would...
    frostyflower frostyflower 26-30, F 7 Responses Feb 4

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    my mom was my best friend talk to her about

    anything now she gone I feel empty
    quit7 quit7 41-45, F 3 Responses Jun 5

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    As I sit here staring at this computer screen

    and feeling a little unwell, I am thinking of my mother.  We always want our mouther's when we aren't feeling well.  I miss her very much, today especially, I am grown woman for gosh sakes, but there are times when I still would love to spend time with her, talking...
    AwakenEdge AwakenEdge 41-45, F 8 Responses Aug 7

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    Ever since she died ,

    I struggle to make decisions and life has become so complicated . She was my voice of reason and gave me good advice . Life is hard and stressful. What I would do just to have my mothers guidance again...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333 22-25, F 11 Responses Aug 28, 2014

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    My mother is my grandma

    and my father is grandpa. Yes, my grandparents are my parents. They are the reason why I am who I am today. My mother had just passed away less than a year ago on March 10th, 2013. I remember when it turned 2013 when spending my New Year's in New York City I had said, "This is...
    GBitty GBitty 22-25, F 5 Responses Jan 8, 2014

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    Another Mother's Day is here,

    And I still miss having you near.You were the best mom you could be,At times we were distant,And at times we would disagree,I never once doubted your love for me.I was so young when you passed away.Just to turn 16...If we had the time, I know we would have been best of friends.I...
    CrystalRainsPearls CrystalRainsPearls 41-45, F 20 Responses May 10

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    The woman who birthed me openly regrets me.

    My adoptive mother gave up on raising me during early childhood. My mother earth has been as close to me as gravity and yet sometimes I feel so far away from her.
    Earthdaughter Earthdaughter 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 30

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    sometimes i feel like a lost little baby

    wondering, looking for her mommy. i miss my mom sooo much. i cant believe its been 5 yrs alreadu :'(
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jul 30