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I Miss My Mother

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    I miss you mom. Letter i wrote to my mom.

    Times like these hurt so much for me. Every birthday, holiday or any day all I can think about are the things we did together. I thank God for every second I got to see you, no one's perfect and we weren't an exception, we didn't have much, we fought too much but at the end of...
    Btimez3 Btimez3 13-15, M 2 Responses May 7

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    I lost my mother recently,

    on 26th august at 6:55 am to be exact.it's imprinted in my mind the moment.her last breath.i miss you terribly.
    nairamushtaq nairamushtaq 22-25, F 7 Responses Sep 15

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    Miss and Love You Granny

    My granny died when I was 13 yrs .old  of liver failure she never drank or smoked and never missed church .If she knew you she wouldn't call you by your name no matter what color you were she would greet you with Hi brother or sister and to her you were her brother or sister...
    rcrisp rcrisp 36-40, F 2 Responses May 5, 2007

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    Mom

    i lost my mom 1 month ago to stage 4 lung cancer. she never smoked a day in her life. grew up on a farm and was never sick. she was diagnosed little over 6 years earlier . God some great doctors a wonderful home nurse and me changing her diet to as much organic and doing away...
    rangergto rangergto 56-60, M 8 Responses Sep 24, 2011

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    I Miss My Mommie

    When I was four years old, my mother had loss her year long battle against lung cancer. She had worked in a factory where asbestos was exposed, she of course did not know that. She struggled a lot, and I can only imagine the pain of the cancer and treatment. The pain of knowing...
    Curiouskitty15 Curiouskitty15 18-21, F 26 Responses Jul 28, 2011

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    Today Would Have Been Your 66th Birthday !

    I miss my Mom more than I could have ever imagined. She passed away Februaury 24, 2009. There is an empty space in my heart that will never be filled in the same way again. Today, Friday, August 27th would have been her 66th birthday. I can't help but think of all the birthday...
    snowbunny1002 snowbunny1002 46-50, F 35 Responses Aug 27, 2010

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    I lost my mother April 13th 2013.

    This year has been the hardest of my life, tried grief counseling...but so far nothing has really helped. It feels like my heart is breaking over and over again
    sunshine092 sunshine092 22-25, F 4 Responses Sep 14

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    It's been almost 5 years

    since she passed. Sometimes I forget. Had the urge to call her on the phone and then I remembered I can't call her anymore. I want to be with her. I would rather be with her than here.
    absolom absolom 36-40 2 Responses Aug 7

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    More And More

    I miss my mom. She passed away in November, and I always said she was my hero. She had cancer before I was even born, and due to complications from the treatment, she was in and out of the hospital my whole life. But she never. once. complained. NEVER. She always had a smile on...
    polythenepam polythenepam 26-30 24 Responses May 2, 2012

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    Mom, I am sorry.

    Last year, before I left my dear country Morocco to come to the United States for the 1st time, at the airport my mom hugged me tightly and looked at me with a teary eye. She said, "Daughter, don't ever change. Stay the same good, innocent girl I have known for my whole life." I...
    LallaZaf LallaZaf 18-21, F 8 Responses Sep 14, 2013

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    Ok so I haven't seen my mom

    since the year I was born (no joke) she left me and my day left me now I've been living with my fathers mom. Everybody thinks I'm living the life but I'm not happy my grandma beats me and she won't let me call my dad so when I do call him it's in secret and she won't even talk...
    Dope112 Dope112 18-21 1 Response Oct 11

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    She passed away seventeen years ago.

    It was so fast. People are supposed to live longer than 47. I still pick something up for her for Christmas and don't realize my mistake until I go to wrap gifts. I hate that her last words to me were so angry and bitter. I loves her and I know she loved me, but she didn...
    bateyegirl bateyegirl 41-45, F 4 Responses Sep 28

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    I lost my mom when I was 4yrs old.

    She died in a car wreck and I was in it too. So was my great grand mother (Granny). I remember all of it and I wish that I didn't remember any of it. We were t- boned my mom was driving and we were hit on her side. I remember trying to wake her up but she wouldn't. I was found...
    brokenandunwanted brokenandunwanted 36-40, F 3 Responses Sep 7

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    I lost my mom oct 12 last year,

    I still cant believe shes gone,... I go to her grave every week, I miss her a lot... a day before she passed away I was with her we had coffee, we laughed n we were happy, but my happiness ended on Saturday morning at 7:30 when my dad called me he said your mom is gone, that was...
    tinababaloo tinababaloo 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 19

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    She Was So Funny

    I don't remember how young I was, but I couldn't have been much older than six. It was summer, and I was home looking out of the window.  (No air conditioner) My mother decided that we could have some fun.  So she grabbed a few of my balloons and went into the bathroom where...
    holloway64 holloway64 46-50, M 5 Responses Jan 10, 2013

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    My Mom... A Year And A Poem I Read At Her Grave

    Mom. I don't go a day without a tear and a sigh. I see your face with my doggy and a tear rolls from my eye, You were my world, my best friend and my heart. When you left me alone, I have fallen apart. I didn't know how cancer could grab you away And leave me struggling every...
    Extinguish Extinguish 36-40, M 3 Responses Nov 26, 2012

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    My Mom passed away last year.

    She had leukemia and it eventually took. I miss her everyday, and hard to be without her. It was a long painful progress, she managed to be in remission after having chemo for 1 year and within two months she was gone :'( I was with her when she took her last breath.
    Snowie1Cristy Snowie1Cristy 26-30, F 4 Responses Sep 24

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    I miss my mother very much.

    I think of her every day, thinking back on all the good memories she left behind. I have not visited her as often as I'd wanted, since I do not live there anymore. My mother died a few years ago. She died in 2004 and I was only 7 years old. I was so small, and I remember the...
    Tullo96 Tullo96 18-21, F Oct 16

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    I lost my mommy last July.

    She was only 51. I still don't know exactly why she died and it eats me alive. Her death certificate says "chronic alcohol abuse," but she died with lacerations on her face and the man that created 25 yeasts of abuse standing over her. Her bags were packed- that's one of those...
    wtftodo51 wtftodo51 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 4

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    Ever since she died ,

    I struggle to make decisions and life has become so complicated . She was my voice of reason and gave me good advice . Life is hard and stressful. What I would do just to have my mothers guidance again...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333 22-25, F 13 Responses Aug 28

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    It Doesn't Get Easier

    I know people say only time heals the pain of losing someone, but it doesn't. I think about my mom all the time. Sometimes I spend a whole class at school remembering things about her, and thinking about her makes me feel depressed. I guess I handled it having my brother to...
    Btimez3 Btimez3 13-15, M 7 Responses Oct 26, 2013

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    Missing Her

    My mom has been gone for more than 12 years now. It's easy to remember how long because she died 10 months before my daughter was born. We had just made a cross-country move. We stopped for a weeks visit on our way. She seemed ok, but I think she knew soMething was wrong...
    jordanmom jordanmom 41-45, F 30 Responses Sep 21, 2011

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    She hasn't died yet but my parents divorced.

    I ended up living with my dad and I lived without my mom. I feel so sad and alone. I miss her so much. I'm afraid of her dying before I get to actually spend time with her. A divorced family is so sad. I want to talk to her about things but I feel like we are such strangers. She...
    ponycupcake ponycupcake 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 20

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    I just lost my mother 6 days back.

    It looks like world has ended for me. My life has stopped. Nothing makes me happy now. I lost her on 6th sep 2014. I bought gifts for her birthday that was on 11th of sep. I was even unable to give her birthday gifts. She was just 60 and she died of silent heart attack in my...
    gaytrinagpal gaytrinagpal 26-30, F 5 Responses Sep 12

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    Next week, September 23rd will mark the 1 year

    anniversary of my Mother's passing. I can't believe it. The pain I feel is still so real, so new, so raw. I actually lost her a few years before her final breath due to dementia, she forgot who all of us were. I thought that would help me deal with her death somehow, but it has...
    AnnaCrystal AnnaCrystal 31-35, F 3 Responses Sep 19

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    Today was one of those days.

    On December 25th my mother will have been gone for 20 years, and two weeks before that I will be experiencing my 30th birthday, and also FINALLY graduating from college.. I got angry because I have managed to go back to school, do REALLY REALLY WELL, while raising 3 children...
    PhoenixLF PhoenixLF 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 19

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    I miss her smile, and the way she would tell

    things were gonna be okay. Cancer sucks.
    1Sykes1 1Sykes1 16-17, F 3 Responses Sep 29

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    lost my mom at 15 and my life has been changed

    since. my life seems to be missing a vital part. im a mom now and I really need her. I haven't been the same since my mom died. hiding behind a fake smile when deep down my heart is bleeding. ive accepted that shes gone but it still doesn't stop the pain. I lost my mom to lupus...
    ajayy21 ajayy21 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 29

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    she was 44 and I was 15

    when she was taken in a car accident folks IF you love someone tell then everytime you talk to then Love you was my last words to her before she lift that day MOM i miss and love you every day will be a great day when i get to be with her again in gods will
    Randysos50 Randysos50 46-50, M 3 Responses Jun 21

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    I still remember the first time I put makeup on.

    I think I was like four or five years old, on vacation with my parents, and I saw my mother putting on some mascara before we went out to eat. I saw it and asked what it was, and if I could have some too. I was still so young though, so my mother said that it was a one-time...
    Darkthoughtsallover Darkthoughtsallover 16-17, F Oct 9

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    Missing My Mother There was one point in my

    life when I did not get along with my mother. Most of it was because I was very angry at her for not being there for me. I didn’t fully understand why that was until later on in life. I was a teenager with all this animosity toward her. I did stupid and careless things...
    Bokohoyo2 Bokohoyo2 51-55, F 2 Responses Sep 20

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    The Story Of Wanda Jean Collins: My Mom.

    I know when she was young life wasn't good, and as she grew older she met a man, in Mexico and married him and took his last name and had my brother Troy. Eventually she broke it off with him, keeping his last name. Then she went to Mississippi where she met another man, and had...
    GingerLoudandProud GingerLoudandProud 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 2, 2013

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    My mom passed away last year (January 2013).

    She was eighty-eight years old, which was very fitting for her to have lived in years, the same amount as there are keys on a piano; because her life was built around her love for playing the piano. We had no clue that mom was sick. She had no signs or symptoms of there being...
    miryam57 miryam57 56-60, F 2 Responses Oct 14

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    i m missing my mom ..

    i lost her n war .. I need mom love please any single mom plz pm me i ll care u like son
    Obaidjan Obaidjan 22-25, M 2 Responses Oct 8

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    I'm so sad I miss my mom already .

    She just pasted away 3 days ago on Sept 2nd 2014. She was ill for a long time so I'm glad she no longer suffering but I still miss her. RIP mom I love you and miss you .
    DawnR59 DawnR59 51-55, T 9 Responses Sep 5

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    My mom passed away when I was 3 years old.

    I never really got to see her a lot because she was always busy. She was one of the best mother's anyone could ever ask for... I just wish she was still here with me
    zvkk zvkk 16-17, M 1 Response Sep 23

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    It’s only been three years

    since you passed away. I still think about you every day. I miss you so much. You were always there for me and our small family. There was nothing I couldn’t tell you and you were always wanting the best for me and my sister. My father hasn’t been the same since my mom died...
    chloeforever chloeforever 18-21, F 4 Responses Oct 4

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    Today is the anniversary of the day she died 21

    years ago and I still miss her each and every single day.
    diablesse34 diablesse34 46-50, F 11 Responses Oct 9

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    Dear mom, Like every normal girl,

    I was excited about marriage right from my childhood days. I never thought beyond the time that I would spend happily with my prince charming. But today when I am married, I realize that marriage is not all roses. It’s not just about being with your beloved and having a gala...
    poisonlady poisonlady 31-35, F 48 Responses Jul 18

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    My Mom Died On Friday

    My Mom died on Friday evening. I am sad. I miss her. I want her in my life. I am only 30. My life has barely begun.  She is going to miss it. I don't know what else I could have done. I only wanted the best for her. She had a hard life. I wish it were better. She deserved...
    BrokenDoll BrokenDoll 26-30, F 63 Responses Jan 5, 2009

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    Well I never really got to experience what's it

    was like to have a Mom or I can't remember ! When I was 5yrs old my Mom left me and my 3 siblings and went out on her own. Everything changed I never really had much time with her after that. When I was a teenager I hoped I would get to move in with her and finally have my Mom...
    Clorey88 Clorey88 41-45, F 2 Responses Sep 25

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    ı Miss My Mum Too.

    İ lost my mum a few years back, And i still havent got over ıt. İts lıke a lie at times,  i didnt get to see her before she died, and ı didnt say the things ı wanted to. she was my best frıend and ı mıss her so much, she was ill most of my life and so it...
    seven seven 31-35, F 2 Responses Apr 9, 2007

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    I didn't miss my mother

    until I was cleaning out my room the other night and found a couple of old letters in her broken English. She isn't dead, and she lives minutes away but I haven't seen her in over a year. Two February's ago, she was caught in an affair and split my family apart, forcing my dad...
    songbirdyy songbirdyy 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 5

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    It's been just 5 months

    and I miss her so much. I still sometimes cry myself to sleep. She was my only parent, why did she have to go?! I'm so lonely and lost. I see 50 year olds complaining abt losing their mother and I'm so angry and jealous! I only got 24 years with her. Now I'm stuck in this rotten...
    jhenifad jhenifad 22-25, F 10 Responses Sep 8

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    So Badly, So Often

    I don't even remember what she smelled like, but I miss her so much.  I wish my mom was still alive...I so need her love.  I have one photo of her pregnant with me, smiling and happy, a little chub in her cheeks...she had such a delicate frame, the slight weight she put on...
    Whym Whym 36-40, F 5 Responses May 31, 2012

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    Four days straight of crying

    because of my mothers death. My father remarried rather quickly after her death. He has done so many things to hurt me and my sister . Everyone around me is becoming moms . Everyone around me is getting engaged . I never even had grandparents . I don't know what it's like to be...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333 22-25, F 6 Responses Sep 20

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    It's birthday season

    for my family. My husband's just passed, mine is in a few days, my mom's is 2 days later. -- I've been estranged from my parents for almost 2 years now. Holidays and birthdays are the hardest. I used to always talk to my parents on the phone and Skype, a couple hours, every few...
    frostyflower frostyflower 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 1

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    I lost my mother July 20,

    2000. I miss her everyday. On the day that she passed, I left the house early to study and I regret it so much. I wish I had stayed. The pain of losing my mom is still raw and it is something that I'll never get over. I work hard to try to make her proud everyday. Trust me...
    quincyn2014 quincyn2014 31-35 2 Responses Sep 19

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    A Poem For My Mom...i Miss You Most...

    I miss you, mom… I miss you most When I first wake up, in the morning I miss you most When I am trying to fall asleep, at night I can still see your face, your smile, your voice Your crazy curly hair, And the twinkles in your eyes The way you always managed To make everything...
    leejniamzoo48 leejniamzoo48 26-30 18 Responses Mar 19, 2011

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    I miss her too much..

    . Why is this world such a cruel place? Why did she have to leave so early in her life? And in such a brutal way? I hope you who's still got your mother, loves her, and let's her know that you do. Be happy to have her there.
    Darkthoughtsallover Darkthoughtsallover 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 17

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    My mother is my grandma

    and my father is grandpa. Yes, my grandparents are my parents. They are the reason why I am who I am today. My mother had just passed away less than a year ago on March 10th, 2013. I remember when it turned 2013 when spending my New Year's in New York City I had said, "This is...
    GBitty GBitty 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 8

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    It was nearly seven years ago.

    I still remember the look on my father's face when he heard the news. I remember when the sheriff went into his car and pulled out the two teddy bears to try and calm down my two siblings. I still remember the misery that I felt. The scar that will never fade. The pain that won...
    LovingChihiro LovingChihiro 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 27

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    At the holidays and birthdays (which she always

    remembered..even spouses) you could always depend on her to bring the chocolates and the home made pastries. You could also depend on the well thought of gifts lovingly wrapped with her own special touches. Which we all ever so slightly took for granted. I miss you Mom. Whenever...
    Sungirl3 Sungirl3 46-50, F 21 Responses Dec 14, 2013

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