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I Miss My Old Self

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    Were I Am Today.

    My mother just got out of jail. my sister the one i have taking care of since was 2 is in Kansas. My bother is on the other side of Texas and I'm in San Antonio. what a life. how did it get this way? that's a good question. i didn't do any thing. my siblings didn't do anything...
    mylife16 mylife16 16-17, F Nov 16, 2012

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    I Miss Myself :(

    When i was on my high school days i use to be smart,confident,and friendly girl everyone is my friend, actually i am quite popular in our school.. my classmates and other schoolmates always elect me as a student official... before i am very organize i always make sure that...
    Marianne01 Marianne01 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 18, 2012

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    Where Are You Spont?

    I remember the new exciting and spare of the moment challenges I would take on. It was always a question if there was enough time to get everything done in a day. I had no problem accepting and doing. Now have it a downfall from excitement and do not want to accept any new...
    mel498 mel498 31-35, F Mar 28, 2012

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    I really miss who I was.

    I was never this sad or down. I used to have lots of friends who cared about me, now it's just me, myself & I. I hate this.
    lyndssyrmz lyndssyrmz 16-17, F Jan 6, 2014

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    I used to be friendly

    and talkative but now i keep on hiding my true self from my new secondary classmates, afraid to let them know i am someone who is not as good as they think.
    wildthoughts33 wildthoughts33 13-15 Sep 7, 2014

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    I Miss Me

    Dear Myself,We haven't spoken in quite some time now and I need to say I miss you. I miss how you used to be that great guy everyone got along with who didn't have the attitude. Who would always smile and laugh and knew how to have a good time without having to drink or fight. I...
    braindeadteen braindeadteen 18-21, M 3 Responses Jan 7, 2010

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    What Happened...

    Today I looked in the mirror and looked at myself. At what I have become.I was pale,skinny,tall,with black hair that was short but covered my face, no smile, and my eyes were cold and focused. I was dressed in all black, and I had my grey converses on which I doodled all over...
    ProfessorPsycho ProfessorPsycho 13-15, F Aug 8, 2013

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    I Dont Know

    I have started to like a girl for some time now...all my friends say im diffrent and say they wish i would be my old self again and i do wish that too...i cut myself now and i feel like dieing and a heavey load of bricks on my chest theres not many people who understand and...
    Suekru Suekru 18-21, T 1 Response Mar 9, 2011

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    Dear Me.

    Dear me, You have never been the best. But not the worse either. I am starting to be really proud of you. You found friends. You found family. You found true beauty. Your progress is outstanding. Although you will still miss (somewhat) your old self, you are making a new...
    PerfectionIsALie PerfectionIsALie 13-15, F Mar 6, 2011

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    Before Ocd...

    I have dealt with ocd for a while now I can't even remember how it started or when it started. It's as if a switch was just turned on in my head. I remember a time when I was a real tom boy. I used to be so out going and sporty always out rollerblading, bikeriding or just hanging...
    moonlightserene moonlightserene 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 12, 2011

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    I Miss You

    Dear Self, I am not certain where you have gone but I want you to know that you can come home to open arms.  I miss your carefree, loving, happy attitude and your great big smiles and hugs for everyone. I love you and I miss you. Please come home. Love, Me
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 6 Responses Sep 23, 2009

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    Ever since third grade,

    my personality went from outgoing to zero. I don't know whether it's because of the fear I was harboring at my math teacher that time, like the way she constantly humiliated and stabbed me with her self-confidence wrenching words. Or because of my mother's constant insults she...
    Momodaki Momodaki 13-15, F May 5, 2014

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    Sometimes I feel so weak inside

    and I just wanna cry. But bc I know it won't make my situation better I jut keep pressing forward. Sometimes I'm extra happy that I was given the opportunity to see the truth about people in my life; other times I just want to go back to being blind and give in. I miss so much...
    donmagic donmagic 31-35, M 1 Response May 8, 2014

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    I miss the days where I didn't have a care in

    the world. I was focused on the right things. How did I get off track and when?
    Booksaremypassion Booksaremypassion 41-45, F 1 Response May 5, 2014

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    I Wish I Was Good

    i used to be good because i was a kind forgiving guy. i miss that time. i used to keep promises that i made to myself. i feel like i am just some worthless piece of trash now. i slowly got worse in my life and eventually became the loser idiot i am now. i hate myself so much that...
    starkweather starkweather 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 29, 2010

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    I miss being the talkative one,

    i miss being the kinda stupid blonde girl, i miss my old natural blonde hair before i dyed it blackish brown, i miss being called " Old Blue Eyes " before i wore brown contact lenses. Even if i dye my hair a black-brown color, the blonde spirit is still here. :D
    annaambrose annaambrose 16-17 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I went through a mentally

    and emotionally abusive and controlling relationship for a year and a half and finally got out of it and it opened my eyes to the world, how it works, and my place in it. I guess I miss the carefree, Innocent, trusting person I was before it.
    kxCobra kxCobra 18-21, F Mar 29, 2014

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    I really miss "Clarissa explains it all", that was my Friday night show and that theme song gets stuck in my head all the time. I even miss "fergface"...another thing..why didn't...
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    Hey Arnold,rugrats & Doug ( shhh I still watch sometimes) aaaaahhhh real monsters (i loved that Nintendo game) are you afraid of the dark,cousin skeeter lol omg who remembers Pete...
    reese187 reese187 26-30, F Mar 4

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    The Adventures of Billy and Mandy. Thank god its on netflix. (:
    ninjadentistinspace ninjadentistinspace 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 22

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    I hear they are making a captain planet movie. If they destroy it like the tmnt I'm gonna be super mad.
    nomadichippy nomadichippy 26-30, F Mar 22

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    digimon! digimon digimon :)
    ibrmer ibrmer 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 22

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    i have low self esteem, and i hate it. because i love myself, but its like i find trouble thinking in that way everyday. i have headaches sometimes thinking about bad things. I am...
    NonoFlorArtist NonoFlorArtist 13-15, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    I miss him so much. He's not my ex nor my boyfriend, but he's about 8 years older than me and he has a girlfriend. The sad is thing is that i never admit to him that im attracted...
    annaambrose annaambrose 16-17 9 hrs ago

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    I met a guy several years ago and he is 8 years older than me. He began to talk to me but suddenly he began flirting. When I was 18 he began to tell me about his personal life and...
    GalacticMermaid GalacticMermaid 22-25, F 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    I miss him very much and I keep seeking for him in the other faces
    girlyboy83 girlyboy83 31-35, T 13 hrs ago

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    28 years old, need someone to be older and mature also gentleman wise. If you love to be pretending to be pregnant. :)
    WomanOfBeauty WomanOfBeauty 26-30, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    I am not sure if he doesn't want me back. Because I can't ask him. My pride is killing me. We are friends and he keeps me up to date with his life but I just feel.....weird. I love...
    Adridee Adridee 16-17, F 1 hr ago

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    so at home with my parents I have a kitty. i moved away for college and i cant take her with me. i miss her now i want her with me. she is my lil baby.
    ValiToytiki ValiToytiki 18-21, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    I'm missing my high school sweetheart right now.
    littlewallflower1 littlewallflower1 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 hr ago

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    because of my mum and stepdad I have missed out on everything. I have had to be a second mum for my sister's because they choose not to. I have lost every friendship/relationship I...
    chelle068 chelle068 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 14

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    Hi all. I'm writing here out of need to feel a connection. I am battling many different things in life right now and I feel very alone. I embarked on a new career this year, hoping...
    CarolineT84 CarolineT84 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 21

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    *you post too many selfies you must be full of yourself* well just look at me..
    reeessa reeessa 13-15, F 3 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    (Pic) selfie game on point lol sike.
    ANNI3PI3 ANNI3PI3 16-17, F 4 hrs ago

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    Here I am complaining about my mistakes and heartbreaks WHEN THERE ARE PEOPLE SUFFERING EVEN MORE ABOUT SERIOUS THINGS! It's my fault for trusting people I thought were close to me...
    ChildOfHarmony ChildOfHarmony 16-17, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    I love my new tapestry, it makes for a good selfie background :p
    kenzieyeah kenzieyeah 16-17, F 23 mins ago

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    You know, I know my friend was completely messed up in his own way, but I knew he'd be there to talk when I called. Not anymore, I'm fully aware that things completely changed...
    EngulfingBreeze EngulfingBreeze 22-25, F Mar 13

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    I wish I had an older man to take care of me. Buy me whatever I needed and in return have me as his toy ;) use me as he wishes
    daisy124 daisy124 18-21, F 9 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    I like when old men stare at me. I sometimes wish they would do something
    daisy124 daisy124 18-21, F 14 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    Yesterday I went to the store with my Mum and my shoe was untied and this old couple had me sit down and tie it then continued to tell me their life story. It was cute :P
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot 16-17, F 6 hrs ago

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    I love older mature guys who pretends to be pregnant. :D
    WomanOfBeauty WomanOfBeauty 26-30, F 6 hrs ago

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    Ok disgusting old wrinkly smelly slow boys and gold digging ****** with nothing to do and waiting for the insurance payoff and inheritance
    extincthumanspecies extincthumanspecies 26-30, F 38 mins ago

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