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I Miss My Old Self

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 243 People

    Where Are You Spont?

    I remember the new exciting and spare of the moment challenges I would take on. It was always a question if there was enough time to get everything done in a day. I had no problem accepting and doing. Now have it a downfall from excitement and do not want to accept any new...
    mel498 mel498 31-35, F Mar 28, 2012

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    I Miss You

    Dear Self, I am not certain where you have gone but I want you to know that you can come home to open arms.  I miss your carefree, loving, happy attitude and your great big smiles and hugs for everyone. I love you and I miss you. Please come home. Love, Me
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 6 Responses Sep 23, 2009

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    Well I miss working out all the time

    and eating healthy and I also miss competitive swimming.
    andreaespe andreaespe 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 19, 2014

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    I used to be friendly

    and talkative but now i keep on hiding my true self from my new secondary classmates, afraid to let them know i am someone who is not as good as they think.
    wildthoughts33 wildthoughts33 13-15 Sep 7, 2014

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    I Miss Me

    Dear Myself,We haven't spoken in quite some time now and I need to say I miss you. I miss how you used to be that great guy everyone got along with who didn't have the attitude. Who would always smile and laugh and knew how to have a good time without having to drink or fight. I...
    braindeadteen braindeadteen 18-21, M 3 Responses Jan 7, 2010

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    I went through a mentally

    and emotionally abusive and controlling relationship for a year and a half and finally got out of it and it opened my eyes to the world, how it works, and my place in it. I guess I miss the carefree, Innocent, trusting person I was before it.
    kxCobra kxCobra 18-21, F Mar 29, 2014

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    I Wish I Was Good

    i used to be good because i was a kind forgiving guy. i miss that time. i used to keep promises that i made to myself. i feel like i am just some worthless piece of trash now. i slowly got worse in my life and eventually became the loser idiot i am now. i hate myself so much that...
    starkweather starkweather 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 29, 2010

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    Were I Am Today.

    My mother just got out of jail. my sister the one i have taking care of since was 2 is in Kansas. My bother is on the other side of Texas and I'm in San Antonio. what a life. how did it get this way? that's a good question. i didn't do any thing. my siblings didn't do anything...
    mylife16 mylife16 16-17, F Nov 16, 2012

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    Sometimes I feel so weak inside

    and I just wanna cry. But bc I know it won't make my situation better I jut keep pressing forward. Sometimes I'm extra happy that I was given the opportunity to see the truth about people in my life; other times I just want to go back to being blind and give in. I miss so much...
    donmagic donmagic 31-35, M 1 Response May 8, 2014

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    I really miss who I was.

    I was never this sad or down. I used to have lots of friends who cared about me, now it's just me, myself & I. I hate this.
    lyndssyrmz lyndssyrmz 16-17, F Jan 6, 2014

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    I Dont Know

    I have started to like a girl for some time now...all my friends say im diffrent and say they wish i would be my old self again and i do wish that too...i cut myself now and i feel like dieing and a heavey load of bricks on my chest theres not many people who understand and...
    Suekru Suekru 18-21, T 1 Response Mar 9, 2011

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    I miss the days where I didn't have a care in

    the world. I was focused on the right things. How did I get off track and when?
    Booksaremypassion Booksaremypassion 41-45, F 1 Response May 5, 2014

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    I Miss Myself :(

    When i was on my high school days i use to be smart,confident,and friendly girl everyone is my friend, actually i am quite popular in our school.. my classmates and other schoolmates always elect me as a student official... before i am very organize i always make sure that...
    Marianne01 Marianne01 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 18, 2012

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    Before Ocd...

    I have dealt with ocd for a while now I can't even remember how it started or when it started. It's as if a switch was just turned on in my head. I remember a time when I was a real tom boy. I used to be so out going and sporty always out rollerblading, bikeriding or just hanging...
    moonlightserene moonlightserene 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 12, 2011

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    What Happened...

    Today I looked in the mirror and looked at myself. At what I have become.I was pale,skinny,tall,with black hair that was short but covered my face, no smile, and my eyes were cold and focused. I was dressed in all black, and I had my grey converses on which I doodled all over...
    ProfessorPsycho ProfessorPsycho 13-15, F Aug 8, 2013

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    Ever since third grade,

    my personality went from outgoing to zero. I don't know whether it's because of the fear I was harboring at my math teacher that time, like the way she constantly humiliated and stabbed me with her self-confidence wrenching words. Or because of my mother's constant insults she...
    Momodaki Momodaki 13-15, F May 5, 2014

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    Dear Me.

    Dear me, You have never been the best. But not the worse either. I am starting to be really proud of you. You found friends. You found family. You found true beauty. Your progress is outstanding. Although you will still miss (somewhat) your old self, you are making a new...
    PerfectionIsALie PerfectionIsALie 13-15, F Mar 6, 2011

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    I miss powerpuff girls, catdog, angry beavers, and rugrats.
    samaralavoie2 samaralavoie2 13-15, F 4 Responses Jan 15

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    Yes old school nickelodeon like CatDog, Rugrats, Hey Arnold, as told by Ginger, Doug, All That, Kenan and Kel, The Amanda Show, Rockos Modern Life, I mss all them shows.
    AiymaSnikies AiymaSnikies 22-25, F 8 Responses 4 days ago

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    Should I miss my long hair or love my new hair? Thoughts..
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    in high school I suffer from depression. I still do. I used to cut myself and used to hide it with my bracelet. once I got older I got a tattoo to cover it all up.
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    I sit alone now in the darkness of despair. I cry my silent tears, My heart is broken into a million tiny pieces. The silence is deafening to my ears. The darkness frightens me...
    McCannT12 McCannT12 41-45, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    Open Letter To My Stepfather-At NO TIME were your children held hostage or missing! While you were telling those lies I noticed you never mentioned that by the time my mother died...
    RicanoinHouston RicanoinHouston 26-30, M Jan 10

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    More selfies :) this is me before going to my criminology class today 💁
    MimiGT MimiGT 18-21, F 1 Response 34 mins ago

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    Razor blade Razor blade take my pain away. You make me feel better when I'm down. But you leave scars to show who i am, You leave scars to show what I've survived, You leave scars...
    cutemonkey cutemonkey 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 3

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    It was like 3 o'clock in the morning of January 25, 2006 when i got a call from home. It was my niece on the other line telling me Dad passed away ( accidentally drowned in the...
    Lakee112812 Lakee112812 36-40, F 2 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    Happy Birthday Mike I miss you I hope you are safe and loved and happy :(
    jupsta jupsta 36-40, F 2 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    I feel horrible when days pass and I don't think of him. I blame myself because I tell myself I'm going to forget him. My ex boyfriend and best friend. He always knew how to make...
    Gracie94 Gracie94 18-21, F 5 hrs ago

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    I really miss my boyfriend who is in jail for roughly 11 months now . The thing is he rings me every day but only stays on for about 5 minutes i don't know whether he wants me or...
    leahmccaul leahmccaul 18-21, F 5 hrs ago

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    I always had a thing for older guys there so much mature and experienced, and want an older man. ;)
    Michelle2144 Michelle2144 13-15, F 6 hrs ago

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    Well probably no one will read this to be honest but might aswell give it a go; So when I was 6 years old I met this boy in my primary school and we weren't "best friend" but I had...
    ashaibrahim ashaibrahim 13-15, F 3 Responses Jan 9

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    Fantasies are not only for young lovers. I am amazed at some of the requests I get when seeing my "Sweet" old ladies. I help with as many of the feasible fantasy scenarios as is...
    Lin79 Lin79 31-35, T Jan 17

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    Ciao Mia. Can't say I miss your crazyass. Ok, maybe I do miss you every now and again. But being bulimic sucked *** as a whole sooo I'm just here to say, deuces bitchhhh. It...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 7

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    Well in a really round about way. But I spent my growing up/educative years in Columbia MO. My mother and grand parents were all from there too. I saw it grow from a town of 36,000...
    rowenbumble rowenbumble 56-60, F Jan 3

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    Before I moved, I had friends, no enemies. I had fun, not caring what anyone else thought. Now, well I'm hopeless, I'm still...unique but haven't felt genuinely happy in a while. I...
    xDarkxxAngelx xDarkxxAngelx 13-15, F 1 Response 22 hrs ago

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    Well, another Christmas comes and goes and it was wonderful...but it always happens like this. A few days after the festivities I ache all over, I feel sick, I feel like I have a...
    JaneEbony JaneEbony 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 29, 2014

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    I remember back when I had friends, and followers, I remember back when I had stuff to say and talk about and people listenened, and people believed me. I miss that. when I talked...
    debonaireash debonaireash 16-17, M Jan 1

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    I think that an older Woman could give some advices too!
    MrZenigata MrZenigata 26-30, M 8 hrs ago

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    Any older guys 40-60's want to chat I am so wet. ;)
    Rebecca214 Rebecca214 18-21, F 2 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    The older it seems the better... Love having a daddy
    Jbrig Jbrig 31-35, F 6 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    Young female seeking older male :)
    chantalbae chantalbae 18-21, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    I always watch old movies and shows to feel better
    latifa7 latifa7 16-17, F 2 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    I had been doing so well in recovery from self-harm for almost 5 years. And then a bomb was dropped. I found out that my little sister, who I went to inpatient treatment for (for...
    doggiemom90 doggiemom90 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 6

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    Ditto..it's like an old song at this point. I hope we both overcome the bs,I hope that girl you met truly cares for you too,i really do and that she has her stuff together...Who...
    simpleandpossible simpleandpossible 22-25, F Jan 12

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    Hi Dad, It’s been so long! I still feel the pain of when you were ripped away from me, I have a 9 year old son now, and His name is William. I wanted you to know that he reminds...
    Bluerayful1 Bluerayful1 46-50, M Jan 21

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    Hi Dad, It’s been so long! I still feel the pain of when you were ripped away from me, I have a 9 year old son now, and His name is William. I wanted you to know that he reminds...
    Bluerayful1 Bluerayful1 46-50, M 1 Response Jan 21

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    I am a recovering self harm addict. It's been 7 months since I last self harmed, but even though it was only 4 cuts a relapse is still a relapse. It used to be really bad, but the...
    Ramellan Ramellan 22-25, M Dec 30, 2014

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