I Miss My Son So Much

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    His Birthday

    Today would have been his birthday. It was been 1 yr 4 months and 16 days since he died. Somehow, I coped better last year. This year, I broke down yesteday at work and started crying. It was the first time since he died that I broke down at work. Maybe it is the rollercoaster of...
    demorcan demorcan
    61-65, M
    1 Response Sep 6, 2012

    An Angel God Had to Have Too Soon....

    I guess to start out, I should say that I am the mom of 4 great kids. They are all grown now, but thnking back to their births, Eric was the only one that was not an induced birth. He was a quiet child. (Quieter than the other 3) He was taller than his peers. He always stood...
    jetsgirl jetsgirl
    46-50, F
    3 Responses Aug 13, 2009

    Think About Him All The Time

    My son died seven years ago of a drug overdose at the age of 19.  I loved him so much.  I vowed to stay strong for my daughter, who is three years older.  She and her husband have blessed me with three beautiful granddaughters.  Today, she and I had...
    KitM KitM
    56-60, F
    3 Responses Nov 4, 2009

    My son stopped all contact with me 4 years ago.

    I don't know why as he won't tell me. He sent an email asking me not to contact and to respect his wishes. I saw him at my mothers funeral and he spoke to me and had a conversation but I am still not allowed to make contact. He is having counselling but I don't know what for...
    Verysadmum Verysadmum
    61-65, F
    1 Response Mar 30, 2014

    I Always Write Things For My Son Who Life I Selfishly Took.

    i wrote this about a week before my due date. Alex,       I really don't know what to say to you today, but the usual that mummy is sorry and misses you everyday. i have to admit to you that i thought last week was getting easier but it didn't and haven't got any easier...
    deleted deleted
    Aug 20, 2012

    I never liked the holidays to begin with.

    now it is even harder. why couldn't it be me instead of him?
    blueeyeddevil18 blueeyeddevil18
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Dec 22, 2014

    God I Miss Him

     I was a single father now he is gone and I have no one to love . I also have no one to take care of me when I get old ,as we had planed . I have a daughter in law and a Grand daughter. She is to young to know any better. My Daughter in law doesn't care ? I still Cry ! How...
    rpo12345 rpo12345
    56-60, M
    5 Responses Sep 5, 2009
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