I Miss My Son So Much

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 25 People

    I never liked the holidays to begin with.

    now it is even harder. why couldn't it be me instead of him?
    blueeyeddevil18 blueeyeddevil18
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Dec 22, 2014

    My son stopped all contact with me 4 years ago.

    I don't know why as he won't tell me. He sent an email asking me not to contact and to respect his wishes. I saw him at my mothers funeral and he spoke to me and had a conversation but I am still not allowed to make contact. He is having counselling but I don't know what for...
    Verysadmum Verysadmum
    61-65, F
    1 Response Mar 30, 2014

    His Birthday

    Today would have been his birthday. It was been 1 yr 4 months and 16 days since he died. Somehow, I coped better last year. This year, I broke down yesteday at work and started crying. It was the first time since he died that I broke down at work. Maybe it is the rollercoaster of...
    demorcan demorcan
    61-65, M
    1 Response Sep 6, 2012

    God I Miss Him

     I was a single father now he is gone and I have no one to love . I also have no one to take care of me when I get old ,as we had planed . I have a daughter in law and a Grand daughter. She is to young to know any better. My Daughter in law doesn't care ? I still Cry ! How...
    rpo12345 rpo12345
    56-60, M
    5 Responses Sep 5, 2009

    I Always Write Things For My Son Who Life I Selfishly Took.

    i wrote this about a week before my due date. Alex,       I really don't know what to say to you today, but the usual that mummy is sorry and misses you everyday. i have to admit to you that i thought last week was getting easier but it didn't and haven't got any easier...
    deleted deleted
    Aug 20, 2012

    Think About Him All The Time

    My son died seven years ago of a drug overdose at the age of 19.  I loved him so much.  I vowed to stay strong for my daughter, who is three years older.  She and her husband have blessed me with three beautiful granddaughters.  Today, she and I had...
    KitM KitM
    56-60, F
    3 Responses Nov 4, 2009

    An Angel God Had to Have Too Soon....

    I guess to start out, I should say that I am the mom of 4 great kids. They are all grown now, but thnking back to their births, Eric was the only one that was not an induced birth. He was a quiet child. (Quieter than the other 3) He was taller than his peers. He always stood...
    jetsgirl jetsgirl
    46-50, F
    3 Responses Aug 13, 2009
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