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I Miss My Son

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    Jayden

    Hi am new to this so i think it would help if i gave a little back story first. I have a 3 year old son and am no longer with his mother anymore she is now in another relationship. we have been split up since new year. basicly she told me sho was going to spain for 3 weeks with...
    hickey47 hickey47 26-30, M Oct 7, 2013

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    We had a big fight years ago,

    with his father also and off he went saying he would never speak to us again and for the most part that has been true. He asked to borrow some money once, which we did, but not again after that. He did ask again. We played hard ball. If you were not willing to work things out...
    kathouse68 kathouse68 66-70, F 2 Responses Sep 6

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    I Miss His Sweet Laugh..

    Tonight my son is not here with me. Today i had to give my son to his father. It killed me, it really and truly did. Tonight i heard no laughing, i heard no 'I go!', i didn't see him run towards me to give me a kiss, he didn't sit in between his mommy's legs to watch tv or to be...
    MissSpookiness MissSpookiness 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 29, 2012

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    I Cant Stop Missing My Son

    its been over 8 months, I lost my baby a week after his third birthday. I cant stop grieving and crying for him. it kills me cause I loved my beautiful boy soo much and we were so close, he'd tell me everything we'd always be talking and i'd always be spoiling him and letting get...
    mayl84 mayl84 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 8, 2013

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    My Son Michael

    My son Michael was the best son i could have ever asked for.He passed away 10/17/2010 i feel my life ended also.Michael was only 20 years old.He passed away from a undetected heart problem called Hypertrophic cardiomyopathy.Im forever heartbroken.
    lmanderson lmanderson 46-50, F 1 Response Aug 6, 2012

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    So its coming up to another christmas i wont

    see my boy this time of year is so hard for anyone in this situation. kieran is 9 years old and lives with his mum and her fella. i'm not after sympathy so dont think that, i know its my fault he's not in my life. people often judge me because i dont see him, if they knew...
    troubledlad troubledlad 31-35, M Dec 13, 2013

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    Ankit

    He left me 4 months ago. He was more than a son. He was a soul mate. He was unreal. Just feel hollow inside. How does one go through life? Howwwwwwwww? Just look forward to meeting him in the other world but have decided will deal with life gracefully till the day God decides it...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 28, 2013

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    My Baby

    I get to see him for 3 hours a week, the day I had to say good bye a part of me died, he's my soul mate the other half of me, I'm a good mum but I let depression and stress get to me, I couldn't deal with his behaviour aswel as my own issues I let him down and everyday I hate my...
    Carla808 Carla808 22-25, F 1 Response May 4, 2013

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    Steven my oldest son i miss you

    so much i cant move forward in life or anything else i dont want to have fun or laugh or be happy with out you because if i did i feel as though im leaving you behind or forgetting all about you i love you more than myself i give up everything for you and for you to be happy i...
    missyluvsmissy4me missyluvsmissy4me 41-45, F 1 Response Oct 5

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    Something to Help!

    Don't Tell Me Please don't tell me you know how I feel, Unless you have lost your child too, Please don't tell me my broken heart will heal, Because that is just not true, Please don't tell me my son is in a better place, Though it is true, I want him here with...
    missingtyler missingtyler 31-35, F 6 Responses Aug 21, 2009

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    Stolen Angel

    At 17 while I was still in high-school in 1999, I had a son named Cameron. He grew to be so handsome, loving, outgoing and so full of life. When he was 3 years old, I trusted a long time family friend to watch Cameron so I could go to work. Cameron never came home. February 7...
    cynthiadivine1 cynthiadivine1 26-30, F Oct 6, 2012

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    eseaboldt eseaboldt 36-40, M 13 Responses Dec 28, 2013

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    I guess it is more important

    for you to spend your time and money on visiting your friends and partying than on letting your son see his father. I've seen him ONCE this year. You lie to me, you keep him from me. What have I done to deserve this??
    MissinMySon MissinMySon 36-40, M Nov 6

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    Really missing my oldest son deployed to

    afghanistan for the second time. He flies an apache AH64 attack helicopter and is in combat daily. To hear from him is rare. Be safe kick *** and come home!
    wazoooah wazoooah 51-55, M Jan 4

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    Micah...

    My beautiful baby boy is 3.5 months old. I gave him to my parents to watch for me so I can finish school. I am a single mom. His dad comes around sometimes but doesn't really help provide or care for him. I miss him so much. I think about him everyday. I hate when people ask me...
    Optimistic813 Optimistic813 22-25, F 9 Responses Oct 20, 2013

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    It Never Gets Any Better!

    I lost my son 10/20/10 and it still seems like yesterday. He just turned 21 and was on an adventure in Australia when he was in a accident and was killed. I never got to see my son again or hear his tails from Australia. I miss his big bear hugs so much. Right now I live for...
    robsue robsue 51-55 Aug 23, 2012

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    I miss my lovely son

    so much I think about him all the time. If I see something he liked I just stare at the toy or whatever it is and wish he was here to see it and see his wonderful face happy little boy. God knows how much I love that boy how much I prayed for him and how we had a beautiful...
    malicha4 malicha4 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 3

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    i miss her is much. it kills me not being able to talk to her everyday i miss making her smile and blush and cheering her up. im such an idiot i wish i told her that she was...
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    Today most people are leaving for Thanksgiving break. I have the blessing of being able to go with my best friend to her house for break. I don't know what made me think of this...
    mstenorsaxplayer mstenorsaxplayer 18-21, F 9 hrs ago

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    I don't miss us being together as a couple because every time we were together I wasn't feeling happy. It was a fake happiness that i swept under the rug for a long time. I had...
    DarkGoddesss DarkGoddesss 16-17, F 38 mins ago

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    TheWickedJester TheWickedJester 26-30, M 29 mins ago

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    I have this song stuck in my head band cattle decapitation song forced gendereassignment Why do we hate what we don't understand? Forced into a body and damned with intelligence...
    josesliknot josesliknot 13-15, M 7 hrs ago

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    I always miss him, even though he probably doesn't think about me. I find out his favorite songs and play them over and over again. There's a reason he likes those songs, right...
    laracomn laracomn 16-17, F Nov 9

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    We met online. Well re-met is more like it. We went to high school together. I barely knew her, but she remembered me well. She was married yet separated, in a long sad, abusive...
    tsohg76 tsohg76 36-40, M 4 Responses Nov 13

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    I hate it when you miss someone so much but they seem to not even care :(
    LoveHadassah LoveHadassah 18-21, F 15 hrs ago

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    Holidays are hard sense my daughter passed away. Miss holding her hand or hear her voice and that cute little smile. Sometimes I swear there is somebody in the house or even near...
    azcat696969 azcat696969 41-45, M 4 hrs ago

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    My son and his wife have a long history of drama starting with their high school relationship. When my son was a sophomore and his wife a freshman, she told him she had some sort...
    lostmom1022 lostmom1022 51-55, F Nov 15

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    Friends - I have a friend who went to NY to visit his fiancé for 6 months I miss her so dearly that every time I heard the song of Jason Mraz - Lucky, I can't help myself but...
    Lakee112812 Lakee112812 36-40, F Nov 14

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    My EP friend. I've been on here for more than a year. I have this habit of making accounts and deleting them. I met many people but never made stable friendships cuz I didn't...
    EpicalBoy EpicalBoy 13-15, M 3 Responses Nov 17

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    Well tbh..I never thought this would be my piece of cake.But then I got broken hearted and felt like I should try to express myself and then came up with song writing thingy! I...
    ThisIsMeYeah ThisIsMeYeah 18-21, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    Songs that remind me of the past; Here without you by 3 Doors Down Misery business by Paramore Sleeping with a broken heart by Alicia Keys Waiting for superman by Daughtry...
    Jenezebel Jenezebel 26-30, F 16 hrs ago

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    Evenessence-my immortal I can't listen to this song with out thinking of my parents
    mirajane123 mirajane123 13-15, F 14 hrs ago

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    Brown Skin by India Arie This song is a friends favorite...Happy Memories of your New Guy..All us girls want details of Yummy Chronicles.... tomorrow!..living through your stories...
    warriormama warriormama 41-45, F 2 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    What else, but Gothic Metal. Freakin' love this song! Deep, full of emotion..'Safe In A Dream' - by Entwine On the edge of lifeAfter all these days are goneThe endless haze will...
    Mirages Mirages 41-45, F 6 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    We Were Promised Jetpacks - Human ErrorThe first song I've hit repeat on today. I had a giggle because I was being mocked by a friend for my 'gracefullness' (or lack there of) and...
    S74rxed S74rxed 31-35, F 7 hrs ago

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    little lion man - Mumford and sons
    ozboybrian ozboybrian 26-30 6 hrs ago

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    'These Days' the new song by Take That. Unless I'm stood right next to the radio, it sounds like they're singing 'Bee Stings' lol - anyone else thought that?
    Darjo74 Darjo74 36-40, M 2 hrs ago

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      There's no sense in me staying Then why does it matter?(It doesn't matter, it never matters)I hope someday soon maybe we'll finish this chapter(I can't ever finish...
    airisfleeting airisfleeting 22-25, M Nov 16

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    I miss the essence of you. I miss your smile and the sound of your voice. I miss the way you made me feel and I havent felt that way since. I just miss "you". I thought you were...
    emagynethat emagynethat 36-40, F 4 days ago

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    in july this year my wife decided she wanted to end things. because "I didnt care about her". Everything i ever did was for her and our son. I worked hard to give her the life she...
    rezadash rezadash 22-25, M Oct 31

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    Dear ClintToday you have been dead for four years. This afternoon at 4:15 you left us. I just want to tell you that we still miss your presence in our lives. My heart and mind...
    SwanSongRebeL SwanSongRebeL 36-40, F 7 Responses Nov 7

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    like the title of this experience says. i like the beat, the sound, of this song more than anything. STACIE ORRICO LYRICS "Stuck" I can't get out of bed today Or get you off my...
    PsychoBitch69 PsychoBitch69 31-35, F Nov 7

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    Quit clipping on your feet, quit clipping on your wings. Sometimes we hate to leave somebody. What's happening to we? Warm winds on a space ride. when I call your phone on a late...
    peacefulrebel peacefulrebel 18-21, F Nov 11

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    My son. People will never understand the pain and trauma his death has caused me, most don't even care to try. They tell me things like "everything happens for a reason" or things...
    NoRegretsAndNoRemorse NoRegretsAndNoRemorse 22-25, F 4 Responses Nov 12

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    I was so worried about screwing things up with her and it's what drove her away. Have you ever had true love in the grasp of your finger tips or the potential for a best friend...
    ozboybrian ozboybrian 26-30 2 Responses Nov 13

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