I Miss My Soulmate

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 119 People

    My soul mate is dying of cancer

    and still cares about me. It is killing me. He was the main love of my life when my mom died. He cried to me the other day and was willing to let me go. I am in so much pain. I don't want to lose him but do not have a choose. He is in so much pain and I do not want to see him...
    burbanek burbanek
    Mar 29, 2014

    My Soulmate Is Not Good For Me

    I have been with my husband for 8 years, the second we met, I knew he was special. We connect on such a deep level, we've always said we're one soul occupying two bodies. There is a connection that I don't think could ever be severed. We have gone through and made it through, so...
    utterlydisastrious utterlydisastrious
    26-30, F
    1 Response Oct 25, 2013

    He Won't Talk To Me..

    ..and i miss him. He's the love of my life, and gave up everything just to be with him. My marriage, my friends, my church, my meetings, everything. And now he won't talk to me. Of course, it is so complicated because our relationship began as an affair. He's my soulmate. I...
    ElyaMarie ElyaMarie
    26-30, F
    1 Response Feb 8, 2012

    I lost my soulmate three month ago to untimely

    sudden death. I want him back so much because I can't do anything without him. We dated for 11 yrs but married 6yrs ago making 17yrs all together with 3 little lovely kids age 8, 5 and 2. I don't know what to do to bring him back for me and our kids because he deserve to be...
    Floxyy Floxyy
    36-40, F
    Dec 23, 2013


    If we are meant to feel the love and pain our soulmate feels when we're apart, then my soulmate must be in agony, much like I am.
    MrsLalaninjacakes MrsLalaninjacakes
    26-30, F
    9 Responses May 12, 2009

    I Miss My Soulmate

    I still miss him.  It's now been four months since my love passed away and it still feels like yesterday.  Everyone tells me that there are different stages of grief.  I sure as hell don't know what stage I'm at now, but I feel like I did in the first few weeks...
    Darlo Darlo
    18 Responses May 4, 2009

    I'M So Empty

    I'm gay. I walked out of my ex's life a couple months ago after 2 years of living together. I hurt him more than anyone should ever have to go through emotionally. I thought I didn't want to settle down at 21. He found another guy. This guy was there for him when he needed...
    SilentGay SilentGay
    22-25, M
    Oct 21, 2013

    My Soul Mates Death

     My wonderful Leslie passed in my arms at Hospice at 2 Am December 7th, 2009 on our 12th Anniversary. What started as a backache in September turned into a nightmare 22 of November when my husband could no longer stand up and was in horrible pain. We went to the urgent care...
    Leslieslove Leslieslove
    41-45, F
    11 Responses Dec 18, 2009

    There are so many nights I dream

    and you are there. To feel your strong embrace would be so welcoming. I have been watching a show you would really like and every time it comes on I wish you were there to share it with me. But I know better and my wishes are only those. I know you are happy with you new lady...
    BlueRose601 BlueRose601
    31-35, F
    Sep 2, 2015


    I have 2 soul mates if that's possible! But I love both from the bottom of my heart. I lost the first one, who was my very first love. I think about him everyday and hoping he found someone else and that someone else treats him better then I did. Because he deserves good...
    musared musared
    16-17, F
    Aug 22, 2009

    I Didn't Even Believe...

    in soulmates until i met him. one look at him and i knew i was never going to be the same. circumstances and decisions took him away. "tangerine, tangerine  living reflection from a dream  i was her love, she was my queen  and now a thousand years between...
    bowieblue99 bowieblue99
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Oct 17, 2009

    Lost My Soulmate For Good.

    Yes this is true,I lost my match.Oh my sweet Lord help me please,I miss him so much.
    angelwithoutwings angelwithoutwings
    26-30, F
    1 Response May 15, 2011

    When Two Souls Connect Across An Ocean

    On vacation in France I met my soulmate. I remember the very moment, I was in a room full of people talking and I felt an energy. I looked at the door as it opened and he walked in, we met eyes and I smiled. From that moment on we were together. We spoke about things that I...
    Solitarysiren Solitarysiren
    3 Responses Jan 1, 2012

    Soulmate Loss, Don't Know How to Feel...

    I met and fell in love with what I now know to be my soul mate when we were in middle school.He was in the 8th grade, me the 7th.We were inseparable for nearly 4 years when for reasons neither of us can remember we broke up.He broke up with me and I thought that the only thing I...
    marley123 marley123
    1 Response Aug 21, 2009

    Lost Dating Touch

    I lost my soulmate about 7 years again a car crash she was in. and it really messed me up to move on with my life and things around me I try so hard to move on and try to find at least new friends and can't woman wise .
    piantaguy piantaguy
    2 Responses Dec 9, 2010

    Soulmate Loss, Don't Know How to Feel...

    I met and fell in love with what I now know to be my soul mate when we were in middle school.He was in the 8th grade, me the 7th.We were inseparable for nearly 4 years when for reasons neither of us can remember we broke up.He broke up with me and I thought that the only thing I...
    marley123 marley123
    3 Responses Aug 21, 2009


    i know you know the pain i feel i know the pain youhad to feel when your life was taken from youi have sen others go the same way i am so sorry i could not protect you that morning wish we could go back to that last day of R&R in Japan just a few days before and the love we...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2
    61-65, M
    Aug 7, 2011

    Mr Jemal

    We were only together for 6 years... second and last marriage for both... then he became ill and passed away in March 2012. It's only been 3 months but I feel like I've been crying for an eternity. I feel like noone really wants to hear my woes, everyone has their own. Therapists...
    MrsJemal MrsJemal
    41-45, F
    Jun 2, 2012

    Lost My Soulmate

    I lost my soulmate when I was 15 yrs old . He moved 1000 miles away. And we were so young we got split apart . We knew eachother thoughts and feelings. had a great inner connection.At the age of soon to be 55 . I still miss him deeply. Only a moment with him would be a taste of...
    yontzy yontzy
    51-55, F
    1 Response May 12, 2009

    Kind Of Unbelievable But I Feel So Strongly About This Situation

    My story is kind of like the song "You're Beautiful" by James Blunt. One day i walked into a room and first thing caught my eye was the most beautiful man ever. I know he noticed me to and i heard the words in my head "my future husband" i don't know if God was telling me that...
    stephybear1990 stephybear1990
    22-25, F
    1 Response Feb 8, 2012

    Missing Him Always...

    After reading some of the stories here, I realized my situation is different...or I'm crazy. :/ Regardless, this is my story.To start, I'll say I met my husband just a few months after I turned 14, we've been together since August 1999, and married since August 2005.  I thought...
    Mom2IrishTwins Mom2IrishTwins
    31-35, F
    Apr 17, 2013

    Lost the Love of My Life

    I lost the love of my life in June 2007. She succumbed to cancer. We had been together for 20+ years. I have been fortunate to have support from friends, family, and Hospice, to help me through my grieving process. Even after 2 years, there are some days that I feel like she has...
    kersplatt kersplatt
    3 Responses May 13, 2009

    I Thought I'D Found My Soulmate...

    Being a gay female, I stayed away from relationships because I just wasn't comfortable with who I was. I always felt that love was for other people. I'm quite complex - an introverted-extrovert, fun-loving, exciteable and child-like in some ways, yet an old head on young...
    Debbiedebbie30 Debbiedebbie30
    36-40, F
    1 Response May 26, 2013

    This Is How I Broke My Own Heart...

    Today, after a normal day of work and stress I arrived home, I spoke with my 3 year long girlfriend normally as we usually do. It was about 1:30 am. I hung up so I could eat some takeout I bought when I received my last verbal contact with her. She talked to me in an unusual tone...
    HeartBrokenYoung HeartBrokenYoung
    1 Response Jun 15, 2010

    If Only He Knew

    ..how I really felt ...how much I need him ...how much I care... He wouldn't have done this to me.
    LadyKiv LadyKiv
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Jul 11, 2010

    Unrequited Love Stings -especially When Trapped W/ A Psycho In A Loveless "marriage"

    Long story short: I'm gay, he's... ??? We were young, trying to be "normal" and we accidentally made a baby and decided to keep it and become a family. Fast-forward 12 years. We're still legally married because our son ended up having Autism and needing 500% typical parenting...
    DancingShiva DancingShiva
    1 Response Jul 10, 2010
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