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I Miss Myself

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    I Really Miss My Past Self

    I really miss my old self.. in the past i was a very positive thinker.. a person who stands tall in problems.. I was very happy and enthusiastic.. a very jamming person but since i got into a relationship.. i thought it makes me more happy. At first it was .. but as time goes by...
    galileo1990 galileo1990 22-25 1 Response Dec 9, 2012

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    As i sit here and look back on the past 2 years

    of my life.. i realized that i have changed in many ways.. some i think is good and that i really need it. some , i dont know if this is still good .. and now it has me hitting my head like a stone. that says, what happened that i suddenly saw myself again so into someone,that...
    DianeKriss DianeKriss 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 24, 2014

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    I Dont' Remember...

    ...when was the last time I laughed and smiled from the inside out. I tried to recall to the nearest moment...but end up rewinding to that nite where I had so much fun dancing, laughing, smiling and chatting away.. I believed thats the real me... that I miss so much. ='(
    Eternal Eternal 31-35, F 10 Responses Oct 20, 2009

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    Lately I Just ....

    don't feel like me .. i miss the old me... sometimes wish i could go back and grab what it was i loved about myself ... but it seems so unreachable now...
    Overload Overload 26-30, M 5 Responses Nov 21, 2007

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    It Not Fair..it Can't Be Fair

    Last sunday i was feeling so depressed so i decided to get out for a while to get some fresh air and be alone for a while, then while i was going around in streets without any detination where to go or what to do i passed by our old street where we used to have our old apartment...
    AYearWithoutRain AYearWithoutRain 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 14, 2011

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    Missed *past Tense*

    For Almost Three years  I was out looking for myself. Until A Few days ago. I realized I was here all along. Just Hidden Behind a Veil. I Released myself Fully. I Came back To My body. My soul Revived. It took openining up Fully. To Someone To Rebirth my spirit. Forever I...
    matthewsmommy matthewsmommy 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 6, 2008

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    I Dont Know Where I Went

    I don't know where the real me went? I almost forget what it feels like to be me. In the last 10 years I have evolved so much and lost parts of me that made me...me. I feel empty inside most of the time and I don't know why I dissect my life so much. It feels as if I am...
    heidiadams heidiadams 26-30 2 Responses Dec 5, 2008

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    I was once a fun loving flirty innocent girl

    and now I am a washed up cold thing. I feel as though I cannot feel love. What I have done to my mind and body in the last year makes me feel like a bottle without a message on the shore... something is missing. I look at pictures now and that young look full of wonder and hope...
    LadySarah09 LadySarah09 22-25, F 6 Responses Apr 27, 2014

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    I was in a bad, really bad accident.

    As a result my personality has changed, I have epilepsy from the skull fracture and my wife and I have been in a precarious sliding scale of anger/ love/anger/tolerate/and now nothing. I make a good pension from the Police Department, but I can't drive. I am home with my girls...
    belial66065 belial66065 36-40, M 1 Response May 2, 2014

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    I Am Inside

      Lately I started thinking about this friend I had. I thought I would always have them in my life in one way or another.As time went by, we grew distant from eachother and just lost touch somehow. I remember how this person would tell me I was so beautiful. I LOVED...
    akaaka akaaka 36-40 2 Responses Jul 12, 2008

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    Too Attached to the Past

    Hello everybody, I miss myself cose I life is a constant change and my mind is attached to the past and can't sometimes just enjoy the present. I changed cowntry more than once and I lost my friends, now I live a quiet life in Belgium, have a man, babies.. but I miss myself, my...
    bubufem bubufem 31-35 1 Response Jul 19, 2009

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    Sometimes i feel like

    that i was more mature when i was a kid. :)
    VISIBLEME VISIBLEME 18-21, F Mar 10, 2014

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    I Use To Do Art

    I use to love art. I really do. I love to draw, add shadows and draw objects or cartoons. I also like using strange objects and magazines as a source of art. Problem was, my family were against it. Especially my parents. They always put it in my mind that art will not get me...
    middlechild274 middlechild274 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 20, 2013

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    What Happened?

    I miss myself. I have been married for six years now, before that I was a single mom trying to go to college. This is my first marriage, and we have been through hell. You would think that the hard times would bring you closer to each other, and for a moment, they did. But...
    wewere1 wewere1 31-35, F Mar 20, 2010

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    Lost the Plot

    Ever looked in the mirror and didn't recognise the person looking at you. I mean that literally. When I was younger the person in the mirror always looked kinda scared. And I was. I was entirely timid and shy. But I had hope. A sense of humour. I KNEW I was going to do great...
    annathom annathom 26-30, F 3 Responses Feb 18, 2008

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    This Is Not Who I Want To Be

    Who am I? This person isn't me. I'm not my depression. I have a whole life that isn't this person. I have an entirely different personality when I actually get to feel happy. Why can't he be around more often? He's who I was growing up. And who I want to be again...
    cluelessandlost cluelessandlost 18-21, M Apr 27, 2011

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    Missing Jaycee

        I MISS JAYCEE I am missing myself today. Where did I go? Well I don’t know, But I have certainly gone away.    
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 32 Responses May 13, 2008

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    I'd love to go back to

    who I was 14 years ago (20). Happy and free of mind. Daring to take on any task. Exploring. Ok in the meantime I've come a long way in terms of experience, self awareness, becoming more sensitive etc. But somewhere along the way I lost that cowboy and I became to serious. Not...
    PeterDr PeterDr 31-35 4 Responses Mar 25

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    .... This could be a little rambly.

    Lately.... i've been feeling like i'm a different person. I'm not sure if i'm depressed, if i am i think i could be denying it, or if i'm overexagerating my current set of circumstances. I know that there are people that have it worse than me. I always feel like i could be...
    a1uM1nuM448 a1uM1nuM448 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 12, 2014

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    Some Time I Miss My Self

    i sometimes miss my old self when i did not care all that much about what people though about me when i was not all emotional i miss being so care free i really do and maybe someday i will be back to my old self and maybe that will never happen but all i can do is be who i am...
    kaylatheanimegirl3 kaylatheanimegirl3 18-21, F Jul 7, 2012

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    I miss my boyfriend he recently just took a job in Alaska for 3 months but I haven't heard from him since he left he doesn't want me to move on and leave him for somebody else but...
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    We would fly June beetles like a kite or catch butterflies with nets. Sometimes we went fishing, camping, hiking, swimming, etc. we had a lot of fun! I miss those days. Did anyone...
    MinecraftGirl1999 MinecraftGirl1999 13-15, F 32 mins ago

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    I don't feel like there's something missing, I KNOW there's something missing!!
    Jenezebel Jenezebel 26-30, F 1 hr ago

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    Missing my mum a lot today I lost her when I was 14 years old from a stroke which happened very suddenly and I didn't expect a thing! I never ever thought I would be without my mum...
    Lonelyhannah18 Lonelyhannah18 18-21, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    The passion, feeling of what we had shall now vanish.. Into thin air it will flow freely.. I feel my hand free of yours. You have a strayed. My heart beat for you, hurt, desired...
    xxAriDollxx xxAriDollxx 26-30, F 2 hrs ago

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    to the one.. who talked with me for months, about a place who pushed me away from my cave held my hand, told me that she loves me and i am saved so i went on a journey of...
    anotherclone anotherclone 26-30, M 3 hrs ago

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    my extremism wants me to fly, spill the blood start the ritual, hallucinate and reach the sky embrace the sun, burn myself alive so i could feel alive..for a while walk on...
    anotherclone anotherclone 26-30, M 3 hrs ago

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    I miss having people to talk to, people who understands me, understands my weirdness with no judgment. Life seams to be very complicated without some friend to keep you company...
    GlennSimpson348 GlennSimpson348 18-21, M 4 hrs ago

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    I love this experience. This is also why I LOVE being crushed on or liked in general. Because I know that I'm being myself and not fake at all... And these people like the real me...
    akaShaun akaShaun 16-17, M 5 hrs ago

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    I hate days like this so much. The days when all I can do is feel anxious and think of hurting myself even though I know I won't do it. The thought is very heavy though and it...
    QuietKitten QuietKitten 18-21, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    I still love the girl who killed me. I gave her everything a guy should give to his princess, his love, to his life for 3 years. I made her happy, then one day, she ran away with...
    kennyordway kennyordway 18-21, M 6 hrs ago

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    I miss talking to people who love talking. Them type of people come once a blue moon
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F 2 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    yes I know it's crazy but I miss you we never got chance to really get to know each other no fault of my own but I admit it i miss you a lot I know am a strange character and you...
    susananngoga32 susananngoga32 31-35, F 8 hrs ago

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    Hello, I'm looking for some guidance but also trying to give a heads up of sorts to us ladies who give our hearts to the men who join the Marines. I had been with my boyfriend for...
    lmoore12 lmoore12 18-21, F 3 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    I just wanna know you're OK..where are you? I miss your smell..your lips
    imabitchimamother imabitchimamother 31-35, F 8 hrs ago

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    I miss having someone I can doam throughout the day with all the small things in life. I've lost everyone. I miss the friendships I used to have
    PaigeOfSteel PaigeOfSteel 16-17, F 8 hrs ago

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    I miss having someone to talk to who understands how evil and weird (and gifted) I am.
    claudiaalora claudiaalora 18-21, F 8 hrs ago

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    I was given a name after my grandfather that passed away not too long ago and still regret about the things that I have not done much for him. To start off with my story, my...
    YourNormalGuy YourNormalGuy 22-25 9 hrs ago

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    I'm pretty shy and when I was younger I didn't really like to stay at others people's houses that much. My mom got me that way because she only let me stay at her family members...
    FutureVet2014 FutureVet2014 18-21, F 9 hrs ago

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    I know we never got the chance to get to know each other cause of me and we didn't not talk much but I did like talking with you and miss talking with you and haven't forgot about...
    susananngoga32 susananngoga32 31-35, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    miss them that much at times, my whole chest starts to strain, my mind goes blank except for their face and voice in there..one day I may see them again..here's hoping
    raggedeagle raggedeagle 31-35, F 10 hrs ago

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    I miss him so much. I miss every single detail about him. We were so perfect before, we were so inlove with each other . But then one day I lose myself, I was so very insecure...
    hellsAngel025 hellsAngel025 18-21, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    am feeling so blue..its just that i am missing you... you are soaring above the sky...but i know you are shining on me from heaven... i know you are happy wherever you are now...
    realhappiness realhappiness 26-30, F 13 hrs ago

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