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I Miss Myself

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    Missed *past Tense*

    For Almost Three years  I was out looking for myself. Until A Few days ago. I realized I was here all along. Just Hidden Behind a Veil. I Released myself Fully. I Came back To My body. My soul Revived. It took openining up Fully. To Someone To Rebirth my spirit. Forever I...
    matthewsmommy matthewsmommy 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 6, 2008

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    I Am Inside

      Lately I started thinking about this friend I had. I thought I would always have them in my life in one way or another.As time went by, we grew distant from eachother and just lost touch somehow. I remember how this person would tell me I was so beautiful. I LOVED...
    akaaka akaaka 36-40 2 Responses Jul 12, 2008

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    Lost the Plot

    Ever looked in the mirror and didn't recognise the person looking at you. I mean that literally. When I was younger the person in the mirror always looked kinda scared. And I was. I was entirely timid and shy. But I had hope. A sense of humour. I KNEW I was going to do great...
    annathom annathom 26-30, F 3 Responses Feb 18, 2008

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    I was in a bad, really bad accident.

    As a result my personality has changed, I have epilepsy from the skull fracture and my wife and I have been in a precarious sliding scale of anger/ love/anger/tolerate/and now nothing. I make a good pension from the Police Department, but I can't drive. I am home with my girls...
    belial66065 belial66065 36-40, M May 2

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    I was once a fun loving flirty innocent girl

    and now I am a washed up cold thing. I feel as though I cannot feel love. What I have done to my mind and body in the last year makes me feel like a bottle without a message on the shore... something is missing. I look at pictures now and that young look full of wonder and hope...
    LadySarah09 LadySarah09 22-25, F 4 Responses Apr 27

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    Missing Jaycee

        I MISS JAYCEE I am missing myself today. Where did I go? Well I don’t know, But I have certainly gone away.    
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 32 Responses May 13, 2008

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    .... This could be a little rambly.

    Lately.... i've been feeling like i'm a different person. I'm not sure if i'm depressed, if i am i think i could be denying it, or if i'm overexagerating my current set of circumstances. I know that there are people that have it worse than me. I always feel like i could be...
    a1uM1nuM448 a1uM1nuM448 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 12

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    Lately I Just ....

    don't feel like me .. i miss the old me... sometimes wish i could go back and grab what it was i loved about myself ... but it seems so unreachable now...
    Overload Overload 26-30, M 5 Responses Nov 21, 2007

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    I Really Miss My Past Self

    I really miss my old self.. in the past i was a very positive thinker.. a person who stands tall in problems.. I was very happy and enthusiastic.. a very jamming person but since i got into a relationship.. i thought it makes me more happy. At first it was .. but as time goes by...
    galileo1990 galileo1990 22-25 1 Response Dec 9, 2012

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    I Use To Do Art

    I use to love art. I really do. I love to draw, add shadows and draw objects or cartoons. I also like using strange objects and magazines as a source of art. Problem was, my family were against it. Especially my parents. They always put it in my mind that art will not get me...
    middlechild274 middlechild274 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 20, 2013

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    Some Time I Miss My Self

    i sometimes miss my old self when i did not care all that much about what people though about me when i was not all emotional i miss being so care free i really do and maybe someday i will be back to my old self and maybe that will never happen but all i can do is be who i am...
    kaylatheanimegirl3 kaylatheanimegirl3 18-21, F Jul 7, 2012

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    I Dont' Remember...

    ...when was the last time I laughed and smiled from the inside out. I tried to recall to the nearest moment...but end up rewinding to that nite where I had so much fun dancing, laughing, smiling and chatting away.. I believed thats the real me... that I miss so much. ='(
    Eternal Eternal 31-35, F 10 Responses Oct 20, 2009

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    As i sit here and look back on the past 2 years

    of my life.. i realized that i have changed in many ways.. some i think is good and that i really need it. some , i dont know if this is still good .. and now it has me hitting my head like a stone. that says, what happened that i suddenly saw myself again so into someone,that...
    DianeKriss DianeKriss 31-35, F Feb 24

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    This Is Not Who I Want To Be

    Who am I? This person isn't me. I'm not my depression. I have a whole life that isn't this person. I have an entirely different personality when I actually get to feel happy. Why can't he be around more often? He's who I was growing up. And who I want to be again...
    cluelessandlost cluelessandlost 18-21, M Apr 27, 2011

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    Sometimes i feel like

    that i was more mature when i was a kid. :)
    SHOOLIN SHOOLIN 18-21 Mar 10

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    I Dont Know Where I Went

    I don't know where the real me went? I almost forget what it feels like to be me. In the last 10 years I have evolved so much and lost parts of me that made me...me. I feel empty inside most of the time and I don't know why I dissect my life so much. It feels as if I am...
    heidiadams heidiadams 26-30 2 Responses Dec 5, 2008

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    Too Attached to the Past

    Hello everybody, I miss myself cose I life is a constant change and my mind is attached to the past and can't sometimes just enjoy the present. I changed cowntry more than once and I lost my friends, now I live a quiet life in Belgium, have a man, babies.. but I miss myself, my...
    bubufem bubufem 31-35 1 Response Jul 19, 2009

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    It Not Fair..it Can't Be Fair

    Last sunday i was feeling so depressed so i decided to get out for a while to get some fresh air and be alone for a while, then while i was going around in streets without any detination where to go or what to do i passed by our old street where we used to have our old apartment...
    AYearWithoutRain AYearWithoutRain 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 14, 2011

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    What Happened?

    I miss myself. I have been married for six years now, before that I was a single mom trying to go to college. This is my first marriage, and we have been through hell. You would think that the hard times would bring you closer to each other, and for a moment, they did. But...
    wewere1 wewere1 31-35, F Mar 20, 2010

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    it's been so many days since I have seen her and she is coming back for me ! I just feel so ecstatic ! I'm gonna throw myself into her arms ! aw mom I miss you so much ! oh yeah...
    annah19 annah19 18-21, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    Well I just read the experience :( (in the picture ) and I havnt been contacted in 2 months now I guess:( I wish I was more,I mean I wish I did more for you and I'm sorry that...
    Sophiakhan1 Sophiakhan1 18-21, F 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    Let's see how far I get... 1. I'm ugly 2. I'm fat 3. I spend most of my time wallowing in self-pity 4. I'm cripplingly awkward 5. I'm so insecure and self-conscious I can hardly...
    kaleidoscopic21 kaleidoscopic21 13-15, F 2 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    I cant take it anymore ! I miss him so fm he doesnt talk to me anymore its been like 4 months and he rarely skypes me even ✋ just no .
    FrancesFaye FrancesFaye 13-15, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    I simply miss you ! I want to hug you real tight ! no sex! just hugs and passionate kisses !
    annah19 annah19 18-21, F 2 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    For everyone who misses someone who got banned.
    fatboy76 fatboy76 18-21, M 6 hrs ago

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    I miss this girl sooo much:( wish she were here right now
    BBPike BBPike 18-21, F 54 mins ago

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    I haven't slept well for the past 3 days. I'm moody, depressed and exhausted. telling myself to hang on.. forcing my body to adapt the new changes. I even struggle to express...
    DNightTrain DNightTrain 26-30, M 1 Response Dec 13

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    Yeah it's true that I do miss him but what's critical for me to differentiate is who he actually is and who I remember him as. There's a lot of hope that's clouding my vision of...
    KelseyLeigh123 KelseyLeigh123 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    As I write these words it is Saturday, December 13th, 2014, and I am a depressive, often anxious, unemployed 41 year old. But this is no ordinary day for me. That's because today...
    CosmoLang CosmoLang 36-40, M Dec 13

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    I know I'm still young and I'm the reason we broke up, but I still miss him... He was my everything and still is. I just hope one day we'll get back together. I miss him because...
    Chaserness56 Chaserness56 13-15, M 1 Response Dec 1

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    Okay, it's time for me to be honest with myself. I'm so disappointed. I know that we already broke up, and maybe I should've told him what was actually on my mind, but it's a bit...
    TheAnonymousINFx TheAnonymousINFx 18-21, F Dec 7

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    I keep way to many things to myself and then I explode
    hedleygirl hedleygirl 13-15, F 1 Response 18 hrs ago

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    I deserve the pain that comes. I deserve to feel the blade as it cuts into my skin. I deserve the pain from my lighter. I deserve the pain of loosing the people I once truly...
    DWIA DWIA 13-15, F 3 Responses 16 hrs ago

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    Like, a proper conversation and everyone around me thinks I'm nuts :(. But, I like talking to myself because...well...I can become people I wish I am actually talking to and it...
    TheKidInTheCorner TheKidInTheCorner 13-15, M 14 hrs ago

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    ... At least I try. I am not any good at small talk. And I am not super great at conversation. So I try to share myself through writing. Sadly, unless I wear a chalk board...
    OldNRusty OldNRusty 41-45, M 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    I have more conversations with myself then I do with anyone else
    Sinnister14 Sinnister14 13-15, F 3 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    I'm nothing but a ugly,weirdo,creepy,stupid,retarded,dumb,idiotic, poor,loser. I'm nothing, but what they call me. They were right all along. Everything they said and say about me...
    wassup305 wassup305 13-15, F 3 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    Desire...intense, decadent, and strong...electrifies the longing when our eyes meet. Your gaze captures mine and in a second takes me away to paradises unknown. My breath quickens...
    Superficialsaint Superficialsaint 31-35, F 3 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    I cut my dreadlocks off a few weeks ago. I miss them, but my fiancee likes the change. I did it for her after she told me she missed me and couldn't wait to run her fingers through...
    CinimonGypsy CinimonGypsy 41-45 1 Response Dec 3

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    recently my ex messaged me saying how she's missed me in her life. I told myself if she ever tried to talk to me again I would either tell her the Fuhhck off or ignore her...
    raynbow32 raynbow32 18-21, F Dec 6

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    So I find myself here again same time as last year... My boyfriend of six years has left me again. Not for another women but for four walls and bars as a door. He was arrested this...
    stepbystepxxx stepbystepxxx 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 8

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    Ok, so me and my sister are really reallyyy close... We do everything together and stay up late all the time and just always have eachother there. But about 3 months ago she moved...
    jessica1010 jessica1010 16-17, F Nov 27

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    I wrote a post not to long ago...here is what I found waiting for me... When a sky lantern landed in this father’s driveway the words on it touched his heart deeply. Now he is...
    Blanche08 Blanche08 31-35, F 5 Responses Dec 6

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    I hate that I left my wife. Ever since I left I have missed her so much. A few months ago we signed the papers. It was so hard too but I did it. She was the world to me and still...
    mophasa mophasa 36-40, M 1 Response Dec 11

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    It feels terrible without my boyfriend, it's like, I just lost connection and interaction, it has been almost 2 weeks I have last contacted, I feel that there may be problems when...
    TetraZL TetraZL 13-15, F Dec 12

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    The affair is over, the door has been closed. But I am still missing him. After nearly 2 years of sneaking around, lying to my family (which I will say I'm glad is over) I can't...
    yespleaseMrDarcy yespleaseMrDarcy 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 18

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