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I Miss Myself

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    It Not Fair..it Can't Be Fair

    Last sunday i was feeling so depressed so i decided to get out for a while to get some fresh air and be alone for a while, then while i was going around in streets without any detination where to go or what to do i passed by our old street where we used to have our old apartment...
    AYearWithoutRain AYearWithoutRain 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 14, 2011

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    I was once a fun loving flirty innocent girl

    and now I am a washed up cold thing. I feel as though I cannot feel love. What I have done to my mind and body in the last year makes me feel like a bottle without a message on the shore... something is missing. I look at pictures now and that young look full of wonder and hope...
    LadySarah09 LadySarah09 22-25, F 4 Responses Apr 27

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    Lately I Just ....

    don't feel like me .. i miss the old me... sometimes wish i could go back and grab what it was i loved about myself ... but it seems so unreachable now...
    Overload Overload 26-30, M 5 Responses Nov 21, 2007

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    I was in a bad, really bad accident.

    As a result my personality has changed, I have epilepsy from the skull fracture and my wife and I have been in a precarious sliding scale of anger/ love/anger/tolerate/and now nothing. I make a good pension from the Police Department, but I can't drive. I am home with my girls...
    belial66065 belial66065 36-40, M May 2

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    Some Time I Miss My Self

    i sometimes miss my old self when i did not care all that much about what people though about me when i was not all emotional i miss being so care free i really do and maybe someday i will be back to my old self and maybe that will never happen but all i can do is be who i am...
    kaylatheanimegirl3 kaylatheanimegirl3 18-21, F Jul 7, 2012

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    I Miss Me

    I wonder what happened... I expect things from me that I do not do anymore... Like I've changed somehow but I'm still the same ... I don't like the present and I don't feel excited about the future... I used to feel certain things that I am. No longer able to... I used to...
    ThePeach ThePeach 26-30, F Jun 11, 2013

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    I Dont Know Where I Went

    I don't know where the real me went? I almost forget what it feels like to be me. In the last 10 years I have evolved so much and lost parts of me that made me...me. I feel empty inside most of the time and I don't know why I dissect my life so much. It feels as if I am...
    heidiadams heidiadams 26-30 2 Responses Dec 5, 2008

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    This Is Not Who I Want To Be

    Who am I? This person isn't me. I'm not my depression. I have a whole life that isn't this person. I have an entirely different personality when I actually get to feel happy. Why can't he be around more often? He's who I was growing up. And who I want to be again...
    cluelessandlost cluelessandlost 18-21, M Apr 27, 2011

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    Too Attached to the Past

    Hello everybody, I miss myself cose I life is a constant change and my mind is attached to the past and can't sometimes just enjoy the present. I changed cowntry more than once and I lost my friends, now I live a quiet life in Belgium, have a man, babies.. but I miss myself, my...
    bubufem bubufem 31-35 1 Response Jul 19, 2009

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    What Happened?

    I miss myself. I have been married for six years now, before that I was a single mom trying to go to college. This is my first marriage, and we have been through hell. You would think that the hard times would bring you closer to each other, and for a moment, they did. But...
    wewere1 wewere1 31-35, F Mar 20, 2010

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    Sometimes i feel like

    that i was more mature when i was a kid. :)
    visibleme visibleme 18-21, F Mar 10

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    I Really Miss My Past Self

    I really miss my old self.. in the past i was a very positive thinker.. a person who stands tall in problems.. I was very happy and enthusiastic.. a very jamming person but since i got into a relationship.. i thought it makes me more happy. At first it was .. but as time goes by...
    galileo1990 galileo1990 22-25 1 Response Dec 9, 2012

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    I Am Inside

      Lately I started thinking about this friend I had. I thought I would always have them in my life in one way or another.As time went by, we grew distant from eachother and just lost touch somehow. I remember how this person would tell me I was so beautiful. I LOVED...
    akaaka akaaka 36-40 2 Responses Jul 12, 2008

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    I Dont' Remember...

    ...when was the last time I laughed and smiled from the inside out. I tried to recall to the nearest moment...but end up rewinding to that nite where I had so much fun dancing, laughing, smiling and chatting away.. I believed thats the real me... that I miss so much. ='(
    Eternal Eternal 31-35, F 10 Responses Oct 20, 2009

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    Missed *past Tense*

    For Almost Three years  I was out looking for myself. Until A Few days ago. I realized I was here all along. Just Hidden Behind a Veil. I Released myself Fully. I Came back To My body. My soul Revived. It took openining up Fully. To Someone To Rebirth my spirit. Forever I...
    matthewsmommy matthewsmommy 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 6, 2008

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    I Use To Do Art

    I use to love art. I really do. I love to draw, add shadows and draw objects or cartoons. I also like using strange objects and magazines as a source of art. Problem was, my family were against it. Especially my parents. They always put it in my mind that art will not get me...
    middlechild274 middlechild274 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 20, 2013

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    Missing Jaycee

        I MISS JAYCEE I am missing myself today. Where did I go? Well I don’t know, But I have certainly gone away.    
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 32 Responses May 13, 2008

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    Lost the Plot

    Ever looked in the mirror and didn't recognise the person looking at you. I mean that literally. When I was younger the person in the mirror always looked kinda scared. And I was. I was entirely timid and shy. But I had hope. A sense of humour. I KNEW I was going to do great...
    annathom annathom 26-30, F 3 Responses Feb 18, 2008

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    As i sit here and look back on the past 2 years

    of my life.. i realized that i have changed in many ways.. some i think is good and that i really need it. some , i dont know if this is still good .. and now it has me hitting my head like a stone. that says, what happened that i suddenly saw myself again so into someone,that...
    DianeKriss DianeKriss 26-30, F Feb 24

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    I go miles away to conquer the Unknown, only to know that I will lose my self in the journey. So, this is what it is like. I miss you dearly, I miss you more and more each day. The...
    PsychjiLL PsychjiLL 22-25 1 Response Jul 19

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    Yes, I know I shouldn't miss her the way I do now but part of me wants to make myself thinking about her. Her crooked smile, the taunting confidence on her face, her pointy nose...
    happyquest happyquest 22-25, F a week ago

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    I miss my daddy 😔 I miss waking up really early and seeing him there 💔 I miss taking weird selfies 💔 I miss him always bothering me about my closet (because my closet...
    Angel2345 Angel2345 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 16

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    It's late at night and I can't catch a wink, I am still wide awake but feeling numb. I miss her. I miss the way we were before. Our laughter and funny moments, our tears and...
    madlovelace madlovelace 26-30, F Jul 4

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    My boyfriend (slashfiance) works out of town a lot. He just has one of those jobs. He works for a communication company, and he's one of the electricians that has to go and fix a...
    Kryzta Kryzta 26-30, F Jul 16

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    I miss my wife who left about 1 year and 1/2 ago. We had a good marriage until my sister and her friends reinforced her belief i had cheated on her. I did not and for a while i...
    mikenmikena mikenmikena 31-35, M 1 Response Jul 19

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    There she was laying so peacefully on the bed, she looked so frail but at peace. I had always wondered how I would be on this day, I tried to prepare myself some nights. I would...
    Gentleandlovingsoul Gentleandlovingsoul 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 1

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    7 years ago, my life went downhill. I'm turning 17 next week. I sound a little young for this and you may think i'm posting this just because my hormones are busting up and down...
    roberteezy roberteezy 18-21, M Jul 14

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    I am dissatisfied with myself. I work too hard and missed out on my childhood. Though I was a popular kid in high school I never visited parties. Instead, I constantly dedicated...
    choppamonsta1 choppamonsta1 22-25, M 5 days ago

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    I wrote 50 random facts about myself last night. and i'm bored so i'm going to write another 50. so um yea... here we go. 51- I have met a lot of bands. 52- 90% of my wardrobe...
    sugarcakes143 sugarcakes143 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    A while back I started dating a guy. He's the right kind if guy for me: intelligent, humorous, very conscious of how his actions affect the rest of the world, and very educated...
    DAE1991 DAE1991 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 4

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    She was the better part of me, she made me feel alive so alive. So took my breath away just by the way she looked in to my eyes. I miss putting my arms around her while she is...
    Gentleandlovingsoul Gentleandlovingsoul 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 5

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    Idk why I miss him. It's not like he misses me. Especially when all I was to him was a "companion." He never was planning on getting serious with me, but he sure out up a good...
    lss0807 lss0807 18-21, F 5 Responses Jul 12

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    Didn't realize it came up to four years of ending, our five years of being together.. I've already wasted over half my life I woulda laid down and died for you, I no longer cry...
    shexlove shexlove 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 14

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    I moved into a house last year in a wonderful community. The house was brand new and we were the first people to live in it and it was really beautiful, it had dark brown banisters...
    Blankness Blankness 16-17, F Jul 17

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    I miss my great Uncle. He died a couple of years ago from old age but the though of him never goes away. I keep on asking myself if he got to see the card I wrote him before he...
    LovelyGamer LovelyGamer 16-17, F Jul 22

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    Him.... I met him January of this year. When I first met him, I really didn't "feel" anything for him nor was I attracted to him. But why, why did I miss him after ? Why did he...
    islanderg1rL islanderg1rL 22-25, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    A year ago today I watched my Dad take his final breath. I can't believe he's gone. I didn't want him to die alone so I drove 5 hrs to the VA home and stayed by his side for most...
    Ludavin Ludavin 46-50, F 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    Yes, we have electricity and Internet. I read books and I love art and intelligent conversation. I play video games and I love Japanese Anime and Korean Dramas. No, I'm not...
    Blahshoda Blahshoda 22-25, F Jul 13

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    Her name is Hanna. We went out for 3 and a half years. It's been 2 years now with other females which I don't see myself with for a long period. Hanna and I did everything together...
    Cossie227 Cossie227 16-17, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Last September, a month after turning 20, I found out I was pregnant. I took a month to make up my mind but knew abortion was the right decision at that time in my life. I didn't...
    DizzieDazie DizzieDazie 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 5

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    When I first arrived in Ibiza it was very difficult for anyone to get to know me. I was afraid to smile and socialize because I cared too much about what other people thought. I...
    Badtimanonymous Badtimanonymous 31-35, M Jul 6

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    I miss you Whats does it mean to miss someone? Whats the purpose of missing someone? is it somthing you can control? And if so how? In order to know the meaning of missing someone...
    sinistergirl sinistergirl 26-30, F Jul 12

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    BEEN AWAY for almost a year now. I miss my parents. I miss my dad's cooking. I miss manning the kitchen and he tells me what to do step by step on how to cook. I miss washing the...
    iamnotshy iamnotshy 22-25 a week ago

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    I miss him. I miss his green eyes. I miss his expression when I said I love you. I miss how he would be so full of happiness. I miss him and his awkwardness. I miss the first kiss...
    catherineeac catherineeac 13-15, F Jul 9

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    I drink to numb myself. Because I feel pain. Drinking just numbs the pain a little. It still hurts, but it hurts a little less. I am alone, but when I drink, it matters less. I...
    klokenweb klokenweb 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 18

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    I didn't make a conscious decision to end things again but it feels like now is the right time to do so. I haven't messaged him in over a week, Im not oblivious to the fact that he...
    yespleaseMrDarcy yespleaseMrDarcy 36-40, F Jul 2

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    He died of suffocation, during an epileptic seizure. It was sudden and unexpected and all the light went out of my world for a very long time. I will never tell anyone again...
    anarchycupcakes anarchycupcakes 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 3

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    My best friend and Beagle companion, "Buddy", passed almost two weeks ago. We got Buddy when he was 8 along with his brother Maddox to foster from his owner who was moving to San...
    slantedsidewalk slantedsidewalk 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 5

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    I'm pissed at my self no one else.I am a big failure in life.I cant even accomplish half of the goals i set for my self,and i only had 3. I have missed my finale dead line .I look...
    prankqueen prankqueen 13-15, F Jul 11

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