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    I was in a bad, really bad accident.

    As a result my personality has changed, I have epilepsy from the skull fracture and my wife and I have been in a precarious sliding scale of anger/ love/anger/tolerate/and now nothing. I make a good pension from the Police Department, but I can't drive. I am home with my girls...
    belial66065 belial66065 36-40, M 1 Response May 2, 2014

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    I Dont' Remember...

    ...when was the last time I laughed and smiled from the inside out. I tried to recall to the nearest moment...but end up rewinding to that nite where I had so much fun dancing, laughing, smiling and chatting away.. I believed thats the real me... that I miss so much. ='(
    Eternal Eternal 31-35, F 10 Responses Oct 20, 2009

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    I Really Miss My Past Self

    I really miss my old self.. in the past i was a very positive thinker.. a person who stands tall in problems.. I was very happy and enthusiastic.. a very jamming person but since i got into a relationship.. i thought it makes me more happy. At first it was .. but as time goes by...
    galileo1990 galileo1990 22-25 1 Response Dec 9, 2012

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    Lately I Just ....

    don't feel like me .. i miss the old me... sometimes wish i could go back and grab what it was i loved about myself ... but it seems so unreachable now...
    Overload Overload 26-30, M 5 Responses Nov 21, 2007

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    Lost the Plot

    Ever looked in the mirror and didn't recognise the person looking at you. I mean that literally. When I was younger the person in the mirror always looked kinda scared. And I was. I was entirely timid and shy. But I had hope. A sense of humour. I KNEW I was going to do great...
    annathom annathom 26-30, F 3 Responses Feb 18, 2008

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    Sometimes i feel like

    that i was more mature when i was a kid. :)
    VISIBLEME VISIBLEME 18-21, F Mar 10, 2014

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    I miss my art the most.

    . but so I miss so many things.. I never thought I'd ever reach a point where even my art stops making sense :(
    PiecingMeBackTogether PiecingMeBackTogether 18-21 2 Responses Jul 9

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    I miss the old me tbh,

    like in the cover pic that's me when i was little. I was the cutest kid everrrrr (my opinion I think I was adorable) I was always sososo happy, my mom tells me all these stories and says "I was the happiest kid she ever saw." And yanno I decided that I'm gonna get that back. As...
    emilywats1 emilywats1 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    .... This could be a little rambly.

    Lately.... i've been feeling like i'm a different person. I'm not sure if i'm depressed, if i am i think i could be denying it, or if i'm overexagerating my current set of circumstances. I know that there are people that have it worse than me. I always feel like i could be...
    a1uM1nuM448 a1uM1nuM448 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 12, 2014

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    This Is Not Who I Want To Be

    Who am I? This person isn't me. I'm not my depression. I have a whole life that isn't this person. I have an entirely different personality when I actually get to feel happy. Why can't he be around more often? He's who I was growing up. And who I want to be again...
    cluelessandlost cluelessandlost 18-21, M Apr 27, 2011

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    I'd love to go back to

    who I was 14 years ago (20). Happy and free of mind. Daring to take on any task. Exploring. Ok in the meantime I've come a long way in terms of experience, self awareness, becoming more sensitive etc. But somewhere along the way I lost that cowboy and I became to serious. Not...
    PeterDr PeterDr 31-35 4 Responses Mar 25

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    Too Attached to the Past

    Hello everybody, I miss myself cose I life is a constant change and my mind is attached to the past and can't sometimes just enjoy the present. I changed cowntry more than once and I lost my friends, now I live a quiet life in Belgium, have a man, babies.. but I miss myself, my...
    bubufem bubufem 31-35 1 Response Jul 19, 2009

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    I Use To Do Art

    I use to love art. I really do. I love to draw, add shadows and draw objects or cartoons. I also like using strange objects and magazines as a source of art. Problem was, my family were against it. Especially my parents. They always put it in my mind that art will not get me...
    middlechild274 middlechild274 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 20, 2013

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    The old me. Me in the middle of the road running

    and crying out for my friends, Laughing my heart out over their shoulder. Today also I smile because I love to smile but my eye-liner is smudged make-up is strong. I laugh out my teeth not my heart. You wont miss the old me but I do. I hope through this "I am fine" acting I just...
    evilingod evilingod 18-21, F 11 hrs ago

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    Missing Jaycee

        I MISS JAYCEE I am missing myself today. Where did I go? Well I don’t know, But I have certainly gone away.    
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 32 Responses May 13, 2008

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    Some Time I Miss My Self

    i sometimes miss my old self when i did not care all that much about what people though about me when i was not all emotional i miss being so care free i really do and maybe someday i will be back to my old self and maybe that will never happen but all i can do is be who i am...
    kaylatheanimegirl3 kaylatheanimegirl3 18-21, F Jul 7, 2012

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    I Am Inside

      Lately I started thinking about this friend I had. I thought I would always have them in my life in one way or another.As time went by, we grew distant from eachother and just lost touch somehow. I remember how this person would tell me I was so beautiful. I LOVED...
    akaaka akaaka 36-40 2 Responses Jul 12, 2008

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    Missed *past Tense*

    For Almost Three years  I was out looking for myself. Until A Few days ago. I realized I was here all along. Just Hidden Behind a Veil. I Released myself Fully. I Came back To My body. My soul Revived. It took openining up Fully. To Someone To Rebirth my spirit. Forever I...
    matthewsmommy matthewsmommy 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 6, 2008

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    I Dont Know Where I Went

    I don't know where the real me went? I almost forget what it feels like to be me. In the last 10 years I have evolved so much and lost parts of me that made me...me. I feel empty inside most of the time and I don't know why I dissect my life so much. It feels as if I am...
    heidiadams heidiadams 26-30 2 Responses Dec 5, 2008

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    As i sit here and look back on the past 2 years

    of my life.. i realized that i have changed in many ways.. some i think is good and that i really need it. some , i dont know if this is still good .. and now it has me hitting my head like a stone. that says, what happened that i suddenly saw myself again so into someone,that...
    DianeKriss DianeKriss 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 24, 2014

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    I was once a fun loving flirty innocent girl

    and now I am a washed up cold thing. I feel as though I cannot feel love. What I have done to my mind and body in the last year makes me feel like a bottle without a message on the shore... something is missing. I look at pictures now and that young look full of wonder and hope...
    LadySarah09 LadySarah09 22-25, F 6 Responses Apr 27, 2014

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    What Happened?

    I miss myself. I have been married for six years now, before that I was a single mom trying to go to college. This is my first marriage, and we have been through hell. You would think that the hard times would bring you closer to each other, and for a moment, they did. But...
    wewere1 wewere1 31-35, F Mar 20, 2010

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    It Not Fair..it Can't Be Fair

    Last sunday i was feeling so depressed so i decided to get out for a while to get some fresh air and be alone for a while, then while i was going around in streets without any detination where to go or what to do i passed by our old street where we used to have our old apartment...
    AYearWithoutRain AYearWithoutRain 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 14, 2011

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    I met this person on this site.the more we talked I started to fall in love with this person!I would do anything for her!now she won't talk to me at all and I have no idea what I...
    goofysarah83 goofysarah83 26-30, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    Hello everyone! I'd like to take this time to share a little bit about myself in hopes of reaching out and making new friends. For starters, my name is Emily. I'm 17 years old and...
    TeaspoonEm17 TeaspoonEm17 16-17, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    1. |I feel different from everyone else. 2. |Sometimes I feel we're not alone. 3. |I wonder about the universe. 4. |Sometimes I feel like killing myself. 5. |I love Jordan's and...
    Claygamin Claygamin 22-25, M 3 hrs ago

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    I was nine when my parents split. After that his visits were sporadic, late, or not at all. I had already learned though, that I would be disappointed if I waited for his attention...
    Dereckf Dereckf 51-55, M 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    I am missing my best friend.My amazing boyfriend.We haven't talked all day.He went to the doctors and I'm starting to worry about him.I really hope everything is okay.I miss him so...
    MusicLover4Eternity MusicLover4Eternity 13-15, F 6 hrs ago

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    I miss him a lot more than anyone can think but one thing got to me he called a girl that he himself said was a hoe now I don't know why he would but it worries me cause I think I...
    cloverxx cloverxx 16-17, F 6 hrs ago

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    The kid who sat in front of me in math would always turn around and say 'huh?' And I had to say I was actually talking to myself.... sorry. He got used to it.
    AlwaysRestless AlwaysRestless 18-21, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    last night my high school and college best friends are keep calling me, they were missed me and i'm so glad to finally heard their voice again. But i do miss my other best friend...
    Bloodyjasmine Bloodyjasmine 18-21, F 8 hrs ago

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    The start of day 3 of our breakup. My mind and heart is scattered. I'm afraid to look forward bc Im still not able to grasp that he is gone, so looking too far ahead makes me go...
    Melnmoose Melnmoose 36-40, F 3 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    I met a man on here back in May. we were friends at first, then started flirting. then made plans to meet. my father got sick, I couldn't leave my father at that time. this also...
    solomey solomey 41-45, F 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    I do miss you but probably you would not believe me
    susan1983 susan1983 31-35, F 2 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    Exactly. I mean, it would be kind of hard to NOT miss me, you know?
    PraiseBeToYevon PraiseBeToYevon 31-35, F 4 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    have missed her every day of my life after coming out of a coma to learn my wife was killed the next day as she walked to her office in Siagon 1/1967 then to be told the mother...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M 4 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    I miss a guy I fell in love with almost 20 years. ago. if I seen him today, id still love him the same. He was my first and I doubt I will ever not miss, ir love him.
    mz053533 mz053533 31-35, T 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    Yes. I'm going to involve myself in the movement
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies 18-21, F 15 hrs ago

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    A Raw Deal-When my marriage was on the rocks many years ago I wanted to return to the the United States with my children ages ,after all I was their mother,but my husband was...
    CherishedChocolate CherishedChocolate 41-45, F 2 Responses 16 hrs ago

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    Its been years now but when I am on my bed all I imagine is cuddling her kissing her forehead pulling her ears and keeping her close to my heart. All this I had a chance to do for...
    anotherguyonearth anotherguyonearth 26-30, M 17 hrs ago

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    (Warning: my story is very long, please take your time reading it) Elaine, you are and will always be in my heart forever! You are on my mind now as I think about you. Recently...
    Friedwontonsonaplate Friedwontonsonaplate 26-30, M 17 hrs ago

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    I've cried myself to sleep recently it seems like my "friends" don't seem to understand me anymore, and my family has many problems right now, always ending up in the hospital...
    emily1213 emily1213 13-15, F 17 hrs ago

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    Lately, I haven't been feeling the most upbeat. There is so much going on that I am feeling very overwhelmed about. I'm moving to Texas in about a week. My on and off boyfriend...
    GettingOverShit GettingOverShit 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Dear you, You don't know how much I appreciate your presence in my life. Yes, you are a patient I see twice a month or sometimes only once but you are an inspiration and a bless...
    StrongWoman9 StrongWoman9 26-30, F 1 Response 1 day ago