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I Miss Myself

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    Missing Jaycee

        I MISS JAYCEE I am missing myself today. Where did I go? Well I don’t know, But I have certainly gone away.    
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 32 Responses May 13, 2008

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    This Is Not Who I Want To Be

    Who am I? This person isn't me. I'm not my depression. I have a whole life that isn't this person. I have an entirely different personality when I actually get to feel happy. Why can't he be around more often? He's who I was growing up. And who I want to be again...
    cluelessandlost cluelessandlost 18-21, M Apr 27, 2011

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    Too Attached to the Past

    Hello everybody, I miss myself cose I life is a constant change and my mind is attached to the past and can't sometimes just enjoy the present. I changed cowntry more than once and I lost my friends, now I live a quiet life in Belgium, have a man, babies.. but I miss myself, my...
    bubufem bubufem 31-35 1 Response Jul 19, 2009

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    I miss the old me tbh,

    like in the cover pic that's me when i was little. I was the cutest kid everrrrr (my opinion I think I was adorable) I was always sososo happy, my mom tells me all these stories and says "I was the happiest kid she ever saw." And yanno I decided that I'm gonna get that back. As...
    emilywats1 emilywats1 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 31

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    I was once a fun loving flirty innocent girl

    and now I am a washed up cold thing. I feel as though I cannot feel love. What I have done to my mind and body in the last year makes me feel like a bottle without a message on the shore... something is missing. I look at pictures now and that young look full of wonder and hope...
    LadySarah09 LadySarah09 22-25, F 6 Responses Apr 27, 2014

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    Lost the Plot

    Ever looked in the mirror and didn't recognise the person looking at you. I mean that literally. When I was younger the person in the mirror always looked kinda scared. And I was. I was entirely timid and shy. But I had hope. A sense of humour. I KNEW I was going to do great...
    annathom annathom 26-30, F 3 Responses Feb 18, 2008

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    It Not Fair..it Can't Be Fair

    Last sunday i was feeling so depressed so i decided to get out for a while to get some fresh air and be alone for a while, then while i was going around in streets without any detination where to go or what to do i passed by our old street where we used to have our old apartment...
    AYearWithoutRain AYearWithoutRain 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 14, 2011

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    .... This could be a little rambly.

    Lately.... i've been feeling like i'm a different person. I'm not sure if i'm depressed, if i am i think i could be denying it, or if i'm overexagerating my current set of circumstances. I know that there are people that have it worse than me. I always feel like i could be...
    a1uM1nuM448 a1uM1nuM448 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 12, 2014

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    As i sit here and look back on the past 2 years

    of my life.. i realized that i have changed in many ways.. some i think is good and that i really need it. some , i dont know if this is still good .. and now it has me hitting my head like a stone. that says, what happened that i suddenly saw myself again so into someone,that...
    DianeKriss DianeKriss 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 24, 2014

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    What Happened?

    I miss myself. I have been married for six years now, before that I was a single mom trying to go to college. This is my first marriage, and we have been through hell. You would think that the hard times would bring you closer to each other, and for a moment, they did. But...
    wewere1 wewere1 31-35, F Mar 20, 2010

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    The old me. Me in the middle of the road running

    and crying out for my friends, Laughing my heart out over their shoulder. Today also I smile because I love to smile but my eye-liner is smudged make-up is strong. I laugh out my teeth not my heart. You wont miss the old me but I do. I hope through this "I am fine" acting I just...
    evilingod evilingod 18-21, F Aug 4

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    Lately I Just ....

    don't feel like me .. i miss the old me... sometimes wish i could go back and grab what it was i loved about myself ... but it seems so unreachable now...
    Overload Overload 26-30, M 5 Responses Nov 21, 2007

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    I Am Inside

      Lately I started thinking about this friend I had. I thought I would always have them in my life in one way or another.As time went by, we grew distant from eachother and just lost touch somehow. I remember how this person would tell me I was so beautiful. I LOVED...
    akaaka akaaka 36-40 2 Responses Jul 12, 2008

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    I miss my art the most.

    . but so I miss so many things.. I never thought I'd ever reach a point where even my art stops making sense :(
    PiecingMeBackTogether PiecingMeBackTogether 18-21 2 Responses Jul 9

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    I Use To Do Art

    I use to love art. I really do. I love to draw, add shadows and draw objects or cartoons. I also like using strange objects and magazines as a source of art. Problem was, my family were against it. Especially my parents. They always put it in my mind that art will not get me...
    middlechild274 middlechild274 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 20, 2013

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    Some Time I Miss My Self

    i sometimes miss my old self when i did not care all that much about what people though about me when i was not all emotional i miss being so care free i really do and maybe someday i will be back to my old self and maybe that will never happen but all i can do is be who i am...
    kaylatheanimegirl3 kaylatheanimegirl3 18-21, F Jul 7, 2012

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    Missed *past Tense*

    For Almost Three years  I was out looking for myself. Until A Few days ago. I realized I was here all along. Just Hidden Behind a Veil. I Released myself Fully. I Came back To My body. My soul Revived. It took openining up Fully. To Someone To Rebirth my spirit. Forever I...
    matthewsmommy matthewsmommy 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 6, 2008

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    I Really Miss My Past Self

    I really miss my old self.. in the past i was a very positive thinker.. a person who stands tall in problems.. I was very happy and enthusiastic.. a very jamming person but since i got into a relationship.. i thought it makes me more happy. At first it was .. but as time goes by...
    galileo1990 galileo1990 22-25 1 Response Dec 9, 2012

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    I Dont Know Where I Went

    I don't know where the real me went? I almost forget what it feels like to be me. In the last 10 years I have evolved so much and lost parts of me that made me...me. I feel empty inside most of the time and I don't know why I dissect my life so much. It feels as if I am...
    heidiadams heidiadams 26-30 2 Responses Dec 5, 2008

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    I'd love to go back to

    who I was 14 years ago (20). Happy and free of mind. Daring to take on any task. Exploring. Ok in the meantime I've come a long way in terms of experience, self awareness, becoming more sensitive etc. But somewhere along the way I lost that cowboy and I became to serious. Not...
    PeterDr PeterDr 31-35 4 Responses Mar 25

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    Sometimes i feel like

    that i was more mature when i was a kid. :)
    VISIBLEME VISIBLEME 18-21, F Mar 10, 2014

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    I Dont' Remember...

    ...when was the last time I laughed and smiled from the inside out. I tried to recall to the nearest moment...but end up rewinding to that nite where I had so much fun dancing, laughing, smiling and chatting away.. I believed thats the real me... that I miss so much. ='(
    Eternal Eternal 31-35, F 10 Responses Oct 20, 2009

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    I was in a bad, really bad accident.

    As a result my personality has changed, I have epilepsy from the skull fracture and my wife and I have been in a precarious sliding scale of anger/ love/anger/tolerate/and now nothing. I make a good pension from the Police Department, but I can't drive. I am home with my girls...
    belial66065 belial66065 36-40, M 1 Response May 2, 2014

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    I really do miss taking to her.....FantaCola :)
    winjj93 winjj93 18-21, M 14 mins ago

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    I felt that something always been missing from my life and the list keeps growing. From people's, to careers, and experiences, it always something. And now a special someone.
    lisabar89 lisabar89 26-30, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    I am missing you like anything. I pray everyday for you. Why you left me. Mom , I love you so much. I know you can't return. May Heavens bless You in best place. We will meet...
    smooch69 smooch69 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 hr ago

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    I miss you Mom, Happy Birthday.. I love you.
    AwakenEdge AwakenEdge 41-45, F 2 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    I'm just getting soooo tired of myself. I can't stop thinking bad thoughts :(
    xGNFx xGNFx 18-21, M 3 hrs ago

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    I've fought with my depression since i was 5 years old, but never really understood it till i was 8 years old. since then I've been battling myself with multiple mental illnesses...
    kelsey1426 kelsey1426 18-21, F 4 hrs ago

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    I fall for people easily who I can have a deep emotional chat with. I see myself as more as a hippie girl whose down to earth I don't being touched by my friends or hugs BUT I am...
    froofykittenxoxo froofykittenxoxo 13-15, F 8 hrs ago

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    I don't like the words," I love you", I say to myself,"I can't, I need some air. I need to be me." then you see that I am about to walk away. you speak for the heart saying please...
    bigheartsmallworld bigheartsmallworld 36-40, M 8 hrs ago

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    Today is the one year he was taken away from me to be put in that hole. It makes me so sad. Today I just feel like crying I miss him so much. In this year I finished my AA, I got a...
    ale15 ale15 22-25, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    You're right. I'm not "pretty like a model" I don't have a "skinny body" But what I DO have is confidence in myself and respect for myself. I'm not the "cutest girl on the block...
    froofykittenxoxo froofykittenxoxo 13-15, F 8 hrs ago

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    I have tried fingering myself and it feels nice but i can never get it right, any tips?
    hollymae2001 hollymae2001 13-15, F 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    I realized that my problem is that i beat myself up too much. but how do i stop something like that?
    hellokitty206 hellokitty206 18-21 16 hrs ago

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    I slept through the 4:00 hr.for once last night. Missing you K$. So difficult..https://youtu.be/_OLUSELxFok
    msjsta msjsta 41-45, F 16 hrs ago

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    I always wonder if I killed myself will people care about me cuz right now it seem like no one cares about me only my best friend that care and I tried to kill myself so many time...
    lookket lookket 18-21, F 4 Responses 18 hrs ago

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    I wish you were still here, on earth. I wish I could still speak with you. I miss you every single day and night.
    discontentment discontentment 36-40, F 1 Response 20 hrs ago

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    so, today I heard some pretty bad things about myself. I'm trying not to let it phase me, but it still upsets me. I had to let go of a friend this year, and if I'm being honest...
    Azureeblue Azureeblue 31-35, F 7 Responses 21 hrs ago

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    I don't mean like if I have the answer to question or something and sometimes you might just say ''yes!'' out loud as a sort of 'well done' to yourself. It's kinda different for me...
    Eninferno Eninferno 13-15, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I miss the old ones from middle school. I just recently started talking back to one of them and we text like we hadnt not been in contact for 2-3 years. Others i met in high school...
    FutureVet2014 FutureVet2014 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    i miss my ex gf, we broken up 2 weeks ago bc of my trust issue. i hate myself for being like this but it isnt my fault for having these problems. in my past i gotten so badly hurt...
    LONELYGUY95 LONELYGUY95 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    I can't make myself do it. I'm passionate about proper spelling and grammar. I admit, I have been tempted to do it. There are times that a misspelled group was the only one...
    TheQuirkyQuasar TheQuirkyQuasar 26-30, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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