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    It Not Fair..it Can't Be Fair

    Last sunday i was feeling so depressed so i decided to get out for a while to get some fresh air and be alone for a while, then while i was going around in streets without any detination where to go or what to do i passed by our old street where we used to have our old apartment...
    AYearWithoutRain AYearWithoutRain 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 14, 2011

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    I Use To Do Art

    I use to love art. I really do. I love to draw, add shadows and draw objects or cartoons. I also like using strange objects and magazines as a source of art. Problem was, my family were against it. Especially my parents. They always put it in my mind that art will not get me...
    middlechild274 middlechild274 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 20, 2013

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    As i sit here and look back on the past 2 years

    of my life.. i realized that i have changed in many ways.. some i think is good and that i really need it. some , i dont know if this is still good .. and now it has me hitting my head like a stone. that says, what happened that i suddenly saw myself again so into someone,that...
    DianeKriss DianeKriss 31-35, F Feb 24, 2014

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    This Is Not Who I Want To Be

    Who am I? This person isn't me. I'm not my depression. I have a whole life that isn't this person. I have an entirely different personality when I actually get to feel happy. Why can't he be around more often? He's who I was growing up. And who I want to be again...
    cluelessandlost cluelessandlost 18-21, M Apr 27, 2011

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    I Dont' Remember...

    ...when was the last time I laughed and smiled from the inside out. I tried to recall to the nearest moment...but end up rewinding to that nite where I had so much fun dancing, laughing, smiling and chatting away.. I believed thats the real me... that I miss so much. ='(
    Eternal Eternal 31-35, F 10 Responses Oct 20, 2009

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    Missing Jaycee

        I MISS JAYCEE I am missing myself today. Where did I go? Well I don’t know, But I have certainly gone away.    
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 32 Responses May 13, 2008

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    I Dont Know Where I Went

    I don't know where the real me went? I almost forget what it feels like to be me. In the last 10 years I have evolved so much and lost parts of me that made me...me. I feel empty inside most of the time and I don't know why I dissect my life so much. It feels as if I am...
    heidiadams heidiadams 26-30 2 Responses Dec 5, 2008

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    Missed *past Tense*

    For Almost Three years  I was out looking for myself. Until A Few days ago. I realized I was here all along. Just Hidden Behind a Veil. I Released myself Fully. I Came back To My body. My soul Revived. It took openining up Fully. To Someone To Rebirth my spirit. Forever I...
    matthewsmommy matthewsmommy 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 6, 2008

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    I was once a fun loving flirty innocent girl

    and now I am a washed up cold thing. I feel as though I cannot feel love. What I have done to my mind and body in the last year makes me feel like a bottle without a message on the shore... something is missing. I look at pictures now and that young look full of wonder and hope...
    LadySarah09 LadySarah09 22-25, F 5 Responses Apr 27, 2014

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    I Am Inside

      Lately I started thinking about this friend I had. I thought I would always have them in my life in one way or another.As time went by, we grew distant from eachother and just lost touch somehow. I remember how this person would tell me I was so beautiful. I LOVED...
    akaaka akaaka 36-40 2 Responses Jul 12, 2008

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    Lost the Plot

    Ever looked in the mirror and didn't recognise the person looking at you. I mean that literally. When I was younger the person in the mirror always looked kinda scared. And I was. I was entirely timid and shy. But I had hope. A sense of humour. I KNEW I was going to do great...
    annathom annathom 26-30, F 3 Responses Feb 18, 2008

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    Lately I Just ....

    don't feel like me .. i miss the old me... sometimes wish i could go back and grab what it was i loved about myself ... but it seems so unreachable now...
    Overload Overload 26-30, M 5 Responses Nov 21, 2007

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    Some Time I Miss My Self

    i sometimes miss my old self when i did not care all that much about what people though about me when i was not all emotional i miss being so care free i really do and maybe someday i will be back to my old self and maybe that will never happen but all i can do is be who i am...
    kaylatheanimegirl3 kaylatheanimegirl3 18-21, F Jul 7, 2012

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    Too Attached to the Past

    Hello everybody, I miss myself cose I life is a constant change and my mind is attached to the past and can't sometimes just enjoy the present. I changed cowntry more than once and I lost my friends, now I live a quiet life in Belgium, have a man, babies.. but I miss myself, my...
    bubufem bubufem 31-35 1 Response Jul 19, 2009

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    I was in a bad, really bad accident.

    As a result my personality has changed, I have epilepsy from the skull fracture and my wife and I have been in a precarious sliding scale of anger/ love/anger/tolerate/and now nothing. I make a good pension from the Police Department, but I can't drive. I am home with my girls...
    belial66065 belial66065 36-40, M May 2, 2014

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    .... This could be a little rambly.

    Lately.... i've been feeling like i'm a different person. I'm not sure if i'm depressed, if i am i think i could be denying it, or if i'm overexagerating my current set of circumstances. I know that there are people that have it worse than me. I always feel like i could be...
    a1uM1nuM448 a1uM1nuM448 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 12, 2014

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    What Happened?

    I miss myself. I have been married for six years now, before that I was a single mom trying to go to college. This is my first marriage, and we have been through hell. You would think that the hard times would bring you closer to each other, and for a moment, they did. But...
    wewere1 wewere1 31-35, F Mar 20, 2010

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    I Really Miss My Past Self

    I really miss my old self.. in the past i was a very positive thinker.. a person who stands tall in problems.. I was very happy and enthusiastic.. a very jamming person but since i got into a relationship.. i thought it makes me more happy. At first it was .. but as time goes by...
    galileo1990 galileo1990 22-25 1 Response Dec 9, 2012

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    Sometimes i feel like

    that i was more mature when i was a kid. :)
    SHOOLIN SHOOLIN 18-21, F Mar 10, 2014

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    i hate myself i hate my body, my face,my hair i hate how i walk,how i talk i hate looking into mirror i hate how i cant talk to people like a normal person i hate that i see myself...
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    So right now it's Monday the Second of March 2015, from tomorrow onwards I'm going to starve myself. Im 5'9" and weigh 74kgs, i need to get to my goal of 59kgs. I feel so depressed...
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    Sure, we were only together for fifteen months. Granted, we were on and off for a majority of those fifteen months. And yes, we cheated on each other during those fifteen months...
    amberchanelxo amberchanelxo 18-21, F Feb 2

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    So this is going to be somewhat of a long story.. But I need to share with someone. Maybe sharing it will help me figure out where my heart lies. My ex an I broke up about 2 years...
    StephanieLynne1125 StephanieLynne1125 22-25, F Feb 6

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    I MISS HIM This post is from my journal and was written a long time ago but I am posting it because I think it will help one of my friends here. I am missing him so much. I...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 17 Responses Feb 9

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    It hit me really hard as I was cooking supper. I truly miss my a friend I used to have here. I looked outside my kitchen window as I was cleaning up, and only thought to myself...
    EyeDontGiveAHoot EyeDontGiveAHoot 36-40, F 5 Responses 6 days ago

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    My mother makes me hate myself......I understand that a mother must correct you and stuff. My mother once told me that she hates me when I was in grade 8. she reminds me of...
    Adridee Adridee 16-17, F 2 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    I can't stand blood.. But at times of my life things get so pent up that I feel like I'm going to explode and the only way to distract myself or let some of the pain out is to...
    insomniac16 insomniac16 18-21, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    I miss someone i fell for. She was amazing i could really be myself with her we would talk about really anything and just have so much fun together. Just by being near her i was...
    Hipstamusic Hipstamusic 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 4

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    When i didn't have a Dom/Master/Mentor i was missing a major part of myself. i don't deny that i was desperate and made some bad choices. it was because i needed my Dom and i'd yet...
    shimmeringrose shimmeringrose 31-35, F 3 Responses Feb 22

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    There must be a hundred reasons why I left. The biggest one was him wanting to know why I didn't trust him enough to obey him. That was the reason that got me shoving stuff in bin...
    grommit3 grommit3 36-40, F 6 Responses Feb 9

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    Lately, this man I used to date keeps creeping into my thoughts. So much so that I find myself looking around for him when I'm out. Its strange because he and I dated over 10...
    rottenrobi rottenrobi 46-50, F 1 Response Feb 10

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    i miss you. i miss you like a lot. i miss talking to you. i hate this. i hate knowing that when you go away, ill constantly think about you. i like you. i like you a lot. and i...
    flawlxsskay flawlxsskay 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 21

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    Everything is changing too fast. I could still remember the first time I actually looked, inspected and saw myself in the mirror. I noticed every detail, and everything. But now...
    littleowlet littleowlet 13-15, F 14 hrs ago

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    I'm normally not suicidal, but sometimes I do feel terrible about my life, and I'm only seventeen ******* years old! If I did kill myself would my 'friends' care? Probably only my...
    emilesfault emilesfault 16-17, M 2 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    i hate myself sometimes , i hate being hurt by other people. I'm sick of falling for people and they rejecting me. I want someone to love me and care for me. I want to be happy
    justa333 justa333 18-21, F 3 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    I've cut myself once, and I dont know if I should tell someone or not. I really don't know what to do or who I can trust.
    jeanine281 jeanine281 13-15, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    all i have to do is get online to HATE myself even more and feel more depessed.
    gurldeleted gurldeleted 41-45, F 2 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    Hi, I'm Joanna. I'm 26 years old, and I'm from Winder, G.A.. I believe in myself. No one is going to believe in you. You have to believe in yourself! Put yourself first. Be your...
    joannaher123 joannaher123 26-30 5 hrs ago

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    I've never wanted to kill myself. But I have wondered what the people who say they're my friends would react to me dying
    TheWinterSpirit TheWinterSpirit 13-15, M 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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