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I Miss Myself

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    I Dont' Remember...

    ...when was the last time I laughed and smiled from the inside out. I tried to recall to the nearest moment...but end up rewinding to that nite where I had so much fun dancing, laughing, smiling and chatting away.. I believed thats the real me... that I miss so much. ='(
    Eternal Eternal 31-35, F 10 Responses Oct 20, 2009

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    I Use To Do Art

    I use to love art. I really do. I love to draw, add shadows and draw objects or cartoons. I also like using strange objects and magazines as a source of art. Problem was, my family were against it. Especially my parents. They always put it in my mind that art will not get me...
    middlechild274 middlechild274 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 20, 2013

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    .... This could be a little rambly.

    Lately.... i've been feeling like i'm a different person. I'm not sure if i'm depressed, if i am i think i could be denying it, or if i'm overexagerating my current set of circumstances. I know that there are people that have it worse than me. I always feel like i could be...
    a1uM1nuM448 a1uM1nuM448 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 12

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    What Happened?

    I miss myself. I have been married for six years now, before that I was a single mom trying to go to college. This is my first marriage, and we have been through hell. You would think that the hard times would bring you closer to each other, and for a moment, they did. But...
    wewere1 wewere1 31-35, F Mar 20, 2010

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    Some Time I Miss My Self

    i sometimes miss my old self when i did not care all that much about what people though about me when i was not all emotional i miss being so care free i really do and maybe someday i will be back to my old self and maybe that will never happen but all i can do is be who i am...
    kaylatheanimegirl3 kaylatheanimegirl3 18-21, F Jul 7, 2012

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    This Is Not Who I Want To Be

    Who am I? This person isn't me. I'm not my depression. I have a whole life that isn't this person. I have an entirely different personality when I actually get to feel happy. Why can't he be around more often? He's who I was growing up. And who I want to be again...
    cluelessandlost cluelessandlost 18-21, M Apr 27, 2011

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    Missing Jaycee

        I MISS JAYCEE I am missing myself today. Where did I go? Well I don’t know, But I have certainly gone away.    
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 32 Responses May 13, 2008

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    Missed *past Tense*

    For Almost Three years  I was out looking for myself. Until A Few days ago. I realized I was here all along. Just Hidden Behind a Veil. I Released myself Fully. I Came back To My body. My soul Revived. It took openining up Fully. To Someone To Rebirth my spirit. Forever I...
    matthewsmommy matthewsmommy 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 6, 2008

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    I was in a bad, really bad accident.

    As a result my personality has changed, I have epilepsy from the skull fracture and my wife and I have been in a precarious sliding scale of anger/ love/anger/tolerate/and now nothing. I make a good pension from the Police Department, but I can't drive. I am home with my girls...
    belial66065 belial66065 36-40, M May 2

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    As i sit here and look back on the past 2 years

    of my life.. i realized that i have changed in many ways.. some i think is good and that i really need it. some , i dont know if this is still good .. and now it has me hitting my head like a stone. that says, what happened that i suddenly saw myself again so into someone,that...
    DianeKriss DianeKriss 26-30, F Feb 24

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    Sometimes i feel like

    that i was more mature when i was a kid. :)
    visibleme visibleme 18-21 Mar 10

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    Lately I Just ....

    don't feel like me .. i miss the old me... sometimes wish i could go back and grab what it was i loved about myself ... but it seems so unreachable now...
    Overload Overload 26-30, M 5 Responses Nov 21, 2007

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    Too Attached to the Past

    Hello everybody, I miss myself cose I life is a constant change and my mind is attached to the past and can't sometimes just enjoy the present. I changed cowntry more than once and I lost my friends, now I live a quiet life in Belgium, have a man, babies.. but I miss myself, my...
    bubufem bubufem 31-35 1 Response Jul 19, 2009

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    I was once a fun loving flirty innocent girl

    and now I am a washed up cold thing. I feel as though I cannot feel love. What I have done to my mind and body in the last year makes me feel like a bottle without a message on the shore... something is missing. I look at pictures now and that young look full of wonder and hope...
    LadySarah09 LadySarah09 22-25, F 4 Responses Apr 27

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    I Am Inside

      Lately I started thinking about this friend I had. I thought I would always have them in my life in one way or another.As time went by, we grew distant from eachother and just lost touch somehow. I remember how this person would tell me I was so beautiful. I LOVED...
    akaaka akaaka 36-40 2 Responses Jul 12, 2008

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    It Not Fair..it Can't Be Fair

    Last sunday i was feeling so depressed so i decided to get out for a while to get some fresh air and be alone for a while, then while i was going around in streets without any detination where to go or what to do i passed by our old street where we used to have our old apartment...
    AYearWithoutRain AYearWithoutRain 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 14, 2011

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    I Really Miss My Past Self

    I really miss my old self.. in the past i was a very positive thinker.. a person who stands tall in problems.. I was very happy and enthusiastic.. a very jamming person but since i got into a relationship.. i thought it makes me more happy. At first it was .. but as time goes by...
    galileo1990 galileo1990 22-25 1 Response Dec 9, 2012

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    Lost the Plot

    Ever looked in the mirror and didn't recognise the person looking at you. I mean that literally. When I was younger the person in the mirror always looked kinda scared. And I was. I was entirely timid and shy. But I had hope. A sense of humour. I KNEW I was going to do great...
    annathom annathom 26-30, F 3 Responses Feb 18, 2008

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    I Dont Know Where I Went

    I don't know where the real me went? I almost forget what it feels like to be me. In the last 10 years I have evolved so much and lost parts of me that made me...me. I feel empty inside most of the time and I don't know why I dissect my life so much. It feels as if I am...
    heidiadams heidiadams 26-30 2 Responses Dec 5, 2008

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    I allowed them to come very close to me. So close that i thought they were always gonna be there. So many times i told myself silently that i am lucky to have them in my life. We...
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    :( two and a half months later I'm graduating:( gonna miss my guy friends so much:(
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    Lost my Grandpop a couple months ago. He was beyond the best person ever. I miss him every single day. He took on the role of father and grandfather. A week after my pop passed,my...
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    I miss you. But I know better
    infinitexhope infinitexhope 22-25, F 5 hrs ago

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    I go to bed And imagine You are here with me (Too much rose does have an effect on me tonight! I miss you babe! I really do.)
    ItsAnnaLena ItsAnnaLena 26-30, F 3 hrs ago

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    My best friend died in 2011 and I haven't found anyone like her since. It sucks because she was the perfect best friend for me and before she died we stopped talking over a studpid...
    Godisnumber1 Godisnumber1 22-25 Aug 15

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    I sit here wondering if I will ever get to see you again. Time with you is so fleeting and seldom, yet it's all that I find myself thinking about. No matter how hard I try to...
    Oso41412 Oso41412 41-45, F 2 Responses Aug 6

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    I went to read some of his poetry, I shouldn't have. I should just leave him alone, forget he ever existed and wipe every memories I have of him . I should. But it was thursday...
    Irregularthinking Irregularthinking 18-21, F Aug 22

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    I don't want to deal with judgements and not feeling adequate enough anymore. Just feeling that who I am and my environment are very wrong. I feel like here I know I'm not within...
    ajrestless ajrestless 18-21, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    I miss you. I miss the weird, fun, hyper times we shared. I miss being carefree, with you right there with me. I miss being able to confide in you, with everything, knowing it...
    loveyourselfalwaysxx loveyourselfalwaysxx 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    I wish I could do college over again. My whole life I played sports. I went to a good catholic high school met a wonderful girl my junior year and received a scholarship to play...
    LifeChanges123 LifeChanges123 22-25, M Aug 21

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    Most people never miss something till it's gone. Today was just another day. My mind never shutting down, keeps me busy. As I was hanging up laundry (yes I do my own laundry, I'm...
    Barefootonthebeac Barefootonthebeac 46-50, M 2 Responses Aug 2

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    I miss turning around from my sleep, and waking up into the arms of someone. Not just anyone... someone I LOVE someone I mean everything to. Someone who looks at me and I see the...
    aboutdone728 aboutdone728 41-45, F 1 Response Aug 19

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    I've been with my now ex-boyfriend for about 10 years ( on and off ). We broke up about 3 1/2 months ago. You would think that I would get use to breaking up since we've done it so...
    According2Me According2Me 26-30, F 3 Responses Aug 21

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    Oh! I know it is hard for me but for real as just going through tough stage right these days. I miss real what is called love. I don't know as i was trying to push myself away from...
    Egyptianguy34 Egyptianguy34 31-35, M 5 days ago

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    A year ago today I watched my Dad take his final breath. I can't believe he's gone. I didn't want him to die alone so I drove 5 hrs to the VA home and stayed by his side for most...
    Ludavin Ludavin 46-50, F 1 Response Jul 30

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    I've been trying to eat better, not so much junkfood less pop...been exercising more and wearing less makeup to try and clear up my skin:) I got so many compliments today for...
    fallout07 fallout07 18-21, F 6 hrs ago

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    I feel bad that I complain about my Problems, when others have it south worse than me, it makes me hate myself even more...
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 13-15, F 3 Responses 1 hr ago

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    My story is that I have a sickness inside that I don't know how to make go away. It's hard to define this sickness other than a pervading poison that is eating me from the inside...
    Shellybelle Shellybelle 41-45, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I moved to another state, but I'm sad because the friendship was drifting even when I was living near her. I feel like when I stopped going out to clubs as much, she lost interest...
    sylvconde1 sylvconde1 22-25, F Aug 2

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    i will not be so emotionally volatile again. I am not in emotional pain right now but i have a lot of remorse for my previous behavior. I will take things seriously, no longer will...
    Unlearn Unlearn 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 10

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    And now I'm afraid I'll give him another chance. To sum up the situation...we were non exclusively dating for a few months, and then I stopped seeing him bc I was ready for...
    lss0807 lss0807 18-21, F Aug 13

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    Just a minute ago I told my girlfriend how much I miss the sound of this other girls voice how much I wanted to protect her how much she needs protect because she's way to good of...
    GGTSS2014 GGTSS2014 13-15, M 2 Responses Aug 13

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    I was so so thin, but I couldn't see it. you could say I'm fully recovered, but only physically. I look at how much bigger I have become and consider myself a whale compared to...
    Rubyrooo Rubyrooo 13-15, F 4 Responses Aug 14

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    Well the 21st of Aug. has come and gone. Two years now, but I miss my older brother every day. With time they say it heals, but with time I find myself thinking...."I need to tell...
    rowenbumble rowenbumble 56-60, F 5 days ago

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    My Mam died ten years ago from 7years fighting cancer. I was 14 and the eldest girl of three siblings. None of my family speak about her. They find it easier not to but I miss her...
    hmjk hmjk 22-25, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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