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I Miss Myself

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    Missed *past Tense*

    For Almost Three years  I was out looking for myself. Until A Few days ago. I realized I was here all along. Just Hidden Behind a Veil. I Released myself Fully. I Came back To My body. My soul Revived. It took openining up Fully. To Someone To Rebirth my spirit. Forever I...
    matthewsmommy matthewsmommy 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 6, 2008

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    Too Attached to the Past

    Hello everybody, I miss myself cose I life is a constant change and my mind is attached to the past and can't sometimes just enjoy the present. I changed cowntry more than once and I lost my friends, now I live a quiet life in Belgium, have a man, babies.. but I miss myself, my...
    bubufem bubufem 31-35 1 Response Jul 19, 2009

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    It Not Fair..it Can't Be Fair

    Last sunday i was feeling so depressed so i decided to get out for a while to get some fresh air and be alone for a while, then while i was going around in streets without any detination where to go or what to do i passed by our old street where we used to have our old apartment...
    AYearWithoutRain AYearWithoutRain 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 14, 2011

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    I Dont' Remember...

    ...when was the last time I laughed and smiled from the inside out. I tried to recall to the nearest moment...but end up rewinding to that nite where I had so much fun dancing, laughing, smiling and chatting away.. I believed thats the real me... that I miss so much. ='(
    Eternal Eternal 31-35, F 10 Responses Oct 20, 2009

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    .... This could be a little rambly.

    Lately.... i've been feeling like i'm a different person. I'm not sure if i'm depressed, if i am i think i could be denying it, or if i'm overexagerating my current set of circumstances. I know that there are people that have it worse than me. I always feel like i could be...
    a1uM1nuM448 a1uM1nuM448 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 12, 2014

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    I Am Inside

      Lately I started thinking about this friend I had. I thought I would always have them in my life in one way or another.As time went by, we grew distant from eachother and just lost touch somehow. I remember how this person would tell me I was so beautiful. I LOVED...
    akaaka akaaka 36-40 2 Responses Jul 12, 2008

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    I Really Miss My Past Self

    I really miss my old self.. in the past i was a very positive thinker.. a person who stands tall in problems.. I was very happy and enthusiastic.. a very jamming person but since i got into a relationship.. i thought it makes me more happy. At first it was .. but as time goes by...
    galileo1990 galileo1990 22-25 1 Response Dec 9, 2012

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    I was once a fun loving flirty innocent girl

    and now I am a washed up cold thing. I feel as though I cannot feel love. What I have done to my mind and body in the last year makes me feel like a bottle without a message on the shore... something is missing. I look at pictures now and that young look full of wonder and hope...
    LadySarah09 LadySarah09 22-25, F 5 Responses Apr 27, 2014

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    This Is Not Who I Want To Be

    Who am I? This person isn't me. I'm not my depression. I have a whole life that isn't this person. I have an entirely different personality when I actually get to feel happy. Why can't he be around more often? He's who I was growing up. And who I want to be again...
    cluelessandlost cluelessandlost 18-21, M Apr 27, 2011

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    I Use To Do Art

    I use to love art. I really do. I love to draw, add shadows and draw objects or cartoons. I also like using strange objects and magazines as a source of art. Problem was, my family were against it. Especially my parents. They always put it in my mind that art will not get me...
    middlechild274 middlechild274 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 20, 2013

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    I Dont Know Where I Went

    I don't know where the real me went? I almost forget what it feels like to be me. In the last 10 years I have evolved so much and lost parts of me that made me...me. I feel empty inside most of the time and I don't know why I dissect my life so much. It feels as if I am...
    heidiadams heidiadams 26-30 2 Responses Dec 5, 2008

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    Some Time I Miss My Self

    i sometimes miss my old self when i did not care all that much about what people though about me when i was not all emotional i miss being so care free i really do and maybe someday i will be back to my old self and maybe that will never happen but all i can do is be who i am...
    kaylatheanimegirl3 kaylatheanimegirl3 18-21, F Jul 7, 2012

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    Missing Jaycee

        I MISS JAYCEE I am missing myself today. Where did I go? Well I don’t know, But I have certainly gone away.    
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 32 Responses May 13, 2008

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    Lost the Plot

    Ever looked in the mirror and didn't recognise the person looking at you. I mean that literally. When I was younger the person in the mirror always looked kinda scared. And I was. I was entirely timid and shy. But I had hope. A sense of humour. I KNEW I was going to do great...
    annathom annathom 26-30, F 3 Responses Feb 18, 2008

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    As i sit here and look back on the past 2 years

    of my life.. i realized that i have changed in many ways.. some i think is good and that i really need it. some , i dont know if this is still good .. and now it has me hitting my head like a stone. that says, what happened that i suddenly saw myself again so into someone,that...
    DianeKriss DianeKriss 31-35, F Feb 24, 2014

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    What Happened?

    I miss myself. I have been married for six years now, before that I was a single mom trying to go to college. This is my first marriage, and we have been through hell. You would think that the hard times would bring you closer to each other, and for a moment, they did. But...
    wewere1 wewere1 31-35, F Mar 20, 2010

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    I'd love to go back to

    who I was 14 years ago (20). Happy and free of mind. Daring to take on any task. Exploring. Ok in the meantime I've come a long way in terms of experience, self awareness, becoming more sensitive etc. But somewhere along the way I lost that cowboy and I became to serious. Not...
    PeterDr PeterDr 31-35 4 Responses Mar 25

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    I was in a bad, really bad accident.

    As a result my personality has changed, I have epilepsy from the skull fracture and my wife and I have been in a precarious sliding scale of anger/ love/anger/tolerate/and now nothing. I make a good pension from the Police Department, but I can't drive. I am home with my girls...
    belial66065 belial66065 36-40, M May 2, 2014

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    Lately I Just ....

    don't feel like me .. i miss the old me... sometimes wish i could go back and grab what it was i loved about myself ... but it seems so unreachable now...
    Overload Overload 26-30, M 5 Responses Nov 21, 2007

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    Sometimes i feel like

    that i was more mature when i was a kid. :)
    VISIBLEME VISIBLEME 18-21, F Mar 10, 2014

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    Where to begin. First off let me say I appreciate each and every comment and opinion, whether you believe it's best for me to move on which I've already heard a million times or I...
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    I miss him so much. I miss the feel of his hands on my hips. I miss him holding my hand in his as we walk. I miss they way he holds me tight. I miss the way he kisses me. I miss...
    Taliafaye Taliafaye 18-21, F Apr 7

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    Heavy hearted. Missing Wendi. Thinking of love. Pondering my life. My path. My journey. Five months ago everything changed. I thought it was all about love. But it was so much...
    saundra04 saundra04 26-30, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Looking at other posts on this site makes my problems feel so much smaller. Thinking about it rationally I guess I have it pretty good. But I still feel like... no one would miss...
    jthakkar1998 jthakkar1998 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 14

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    The irony is that I can't even know. And I never will. Whatever it is, it's too big for myself, my small me to know. It feels like a well without sound, disappearing with a falling...
    MyLady9 MyLady9 46-50, F 1 hr ago

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    Funny, in life, you think once you get something you'll be fine. You'll be happy and it'll all fall in to place. Ahhh nieve innocent youth. "Treasure what you have because one...
    Bonnienz Bonnienz 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    it's not a super strong feeling to miss Exes. I know that I loved them as the person (before they changed.) I feel like the little things that hurt me in the past, really get to my...
    JuicyLuck JuicyLuck 18-21, F Apr 8

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    I've heard that time heals all wounds... So I'm wondering why, after all this time, I am still having such a hard time accepting things the way they are?? I feel like a piece of me...
    BeingT BeingT 36-40, F 8 Responses Apr 14

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    I still miss this guy that I only dated a short time. I didn't realize that I still missed him until I saw him and all of those feelings came flooding back. I don't think he feels...
    Rae1983 Rae1983 31-35, F 1 day ago

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    Stupid arguments almost everyday and Id ring my mum after each and say "mum dads done this dads don't that" but the days we didn't were fun. Disney land when I was 7. All those...
    polarbearlove polarbearlove 13-15, F 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    My best friend was killed in a car accident in January of 2013. She was the one who actually made my formative high school years somewhat tolerable. I didn't have many friends in...
    Missdrakerss Missdrakerss 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 14

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    It's only been five days since he broke up with me and i already miss him like crazy. He was everything that I had. He meant the world to me. He made me feel like I had a purpose...
    mialotta mialotta 16-17, F Mar 29

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    I miss your voice , your smile, your warmth , I miss how you always visits me here in my place , sends me flowers and gifts urghhhh 😭😭 I just miss everything about you...
    hellsAngel025 hellsAngel025 18-21, F Mar 29

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    "You do not value it till the time you do not loose it" The best and the perfect quote in my life. There was a time when I had to take permission for everything I do not only...
    Life26 Life26 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    It's so ****** up, but I do. I miss when we were little and we did stupid things together on weekends. I even miss part of when things changed, when I had panic attacks and he held...
    KittyCunt KittyCunt 18-21, F Apr 3

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    Buddy i miss you so much, my heart aches. i want to talk to you again. Bubby i miss you. im sorry for scaring you all these months with talk of suicide. i promise to not kill...
    Kanimaz Kanimaz 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 9

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    I can't take it anymore.... I'm trying to understand what's going on but I can't... I've looked online I've done research We don't go out anymore... I get it but still why I don't...
    LeahLovee LeahLovee 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 1

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    Today I took the train to the city for work..having a prompt kick arse meeting helped immensely and I was left stranded in the next town for 3 hours waiting for a lift home. What's...
    Blondiex15 Blondiex15 36-40, F 12 Responses 6 days ago

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    Part 4 of my story every time I am at home I can't help think what me and my mom are going thru everyday without my grandparents around it's very hard too figure out I have lost a...
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