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I Miss Myself

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    Missing Jaycee

        I MISS JAYCEE I am missing myself today. Where did I go? Well I don’t know, But I have certainly gone away.    
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 32 Responses May 13, 2008

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    This Is Not Who I Want To Be

    Who am I? This person isn't me. I'm not my depression. I have a whole life that isn't this person. I have an entirely different personality when I actually get to feel happy. Why can't he be around more often? He's who I was growing up. And who I want to be again...
    cluelessandlost cluelessandlost 18-21, M Apr 27, 2011

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    What Happened?

    I miss myself. I have been married for six years now, before that I was a single mom trying to go to college. This is my first marriage, and we have been through hell. You would think that the hard times would bring you closer to each other, and for a moment, they did. But...
    wewere1 wewere1 31-35, F Mar 20, 2010

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    It Not Fair..it Can't Be Fair

    Last sunday i was feeling so depressed so i decided to get out for a while to get some fresh air and be alone for a while, then while i was going around in streets without any detination where to go or what to do i passed by our old street where we used to have our old apartment...
    AYearWithoutRain AYearWithoutRain 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 14, 2011

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    I Really Miss My Past Self

    I really miss my old self.. in the past i was a very positive thinker.. a person who stands tall in problems.. I was very happy and enthusiastic.. a very jamming person but since i got into a relationship.. i thought it makes me more happy. At first it was .. but as time goes by...
    galileo1990 galileo1990 22-25 1 Response Dec 9, 2012

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    Lost the Plot

    Ever looked in the mirror and didn't recognise the person looking at you. I mean that literally. When I was younger the person in the mirror always looked kinda scared. And I was. I was entirely timid and shy. But I had hope. A sense of humour. I KNEW I was going to do great...
    annathom annathom 26-30, F 3 Responses Feb 18, 2008

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    Missed *past Tense*

    For Almost Three years  I was out looking for myself. Until A Few days ago. I realized I was here all along. Just Hidden Behind a Veil. I Released myself Fully. I Came back To My body. My soul Revived. It took openining up Fully. To Someone To Rebirth my spirit. Forever I...
    matthewsmommy matthewsmommy 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 6, 2008

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    I Dont Know Where I Went

    I don't know where the real me went? I almost forget what it feels like to be me. In the last 10 years I have evolved so much and lost parts of me that made me...me. I feel empty inside most of the time and I don't know why I dissect my life so much. It feels as if I am...
    heidiadams heidiadams 26-30 2 Responses Dec 5, 2008

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    Lately I Just ....

    don't feel like me .. i miss the old me... sometimes wish i could go back and grab what it was i loved about myself ... but it seems so unreachable now...
    Overload Overload 26-30, M 5 Responses Nov 21, 2007

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    Too Attached to the Past

    Hello everybody, I miss myself cose I life is a constant change and my mind is attached to the past and can't sometimes just enjoy the present. I changed cowntry more than once and I lost my friends, now I live a quiet life in Belgium, have a man, babies.. but I miss myself, my...
    bubufem bubufem 31-35 1 Response Jul 19, 2009

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    Some Time I Miss My Self

    i sometimes miss my old self when i did not care all that much about what people though about me when i was not all emotional i miss being so care free i really do and maybe someday i will be back to my old self and maybe that will never happen but all i can do is be who i am...
    kaylatheanimegirl3 kaylatheanimegirl3 18-21, F Jul 7, 2012

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    I Dont' Remember...

    ...when was the last time I laughed and smiled from the inside out. I tried to recall to the nearest moment...but end up rewinding to that nite where I had so much fun dancing, laughing, smiling and chatting away.. I believed thats the real me... that I miss so much. ='(
    Eternal Eternal 31-35, F 10 Responses Oct 20, 2009

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    Sometimes i feel like

    that i was more mature when i was a kid. :)
    SHOOLIN SHOOLIN 18-21, F Mar 10, 2014

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    I Use To Do Art

    I use to love art. I really do. I love to draw, add shadows and draw objects or cartoons. I also like using strange objects and magazines as a source of art. Problem was, my family were against it. Especially my parents. They always put it in my mind that art will not get me...
    middlechild274 middlechild274 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 20, 2013

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    I was once a fun loving flirty innocent girl

    and now I am a washed up cold thing. I feel as though I cannot feel love. What I have done to my mind and body in the last year makes me feel like a bottle without a message on the shore... something is missing. I look at pictures now and that young look full of wonder and hope...
    LadySarah09 LadySarah09 22-25, F 5 Responses Apr 27, 2014

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    As i sit here and look back on the past 2 years

    of my life.. i realized that i have changed in many ways.. some i think is good and that i really need it. some , i dont know if this is still good .. and now it has me hitting my head like a stone. that says, what happened that i suddenly saw myself again so into someone,that...
    DianeKriss DianeKriss 31-35, F Feb 24, 2014

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    .... This could be a little rambly.

    Lately.... i've been feeling like i'm a different person. I'm not sure if i'm depressed, if i am i think i could be denying it, or if i'm overexagerating my current set of circumstances. I know that there are people that have it worse than me. I always feel like i could be...
    a1uM1nuM448 a1uM1nuM448 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 12, 2014

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    I was in a bad, really bad accident.

    As a result my personality has changed, I have epilepsy from the skull fracture and my wife and I have been in a precarious sliding scale of anger/ love/anger/tolerate/and now nothing. I make a good pension from the Police Department, but I can't drive. I am home with my girls...
    belial66065 belial66065 36-40, M May 2, 2014

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    I Am Inside

      Lately I started thinking about this friend I had. I thought I would always have them in my life in one way or another.As time went by, we grew distant from eachother and just lost touch somehow. I remember how this person would tell me I was so beautiful. I LOVED...
    akaaka akaaka 36-40 2 Responses Jul 12, 2008

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    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody 31-35, F Jan 8

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    It's their Birthday this week, and I haven't seen them in 3 and a half years (ex wife crap), I can still remember the moment that each of them were born, I cut their umbilical...
    Shamrock40 Shamrock40 36-40, M 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    I met someone on here, and they made me so happy but I honestly cant describe what kind of relationship we had. Although recently they just kind of vanished and we haven't talked...
    SheUnidentified SheUnidentified 13-15, F 2 hrs ago

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    Hi ^u^. My name is Justin. So if u ever want to contact me say hi :). Background: read my featured story called~ i want to say thx you. :). But basically last year i was super...
    InfiniteMusic InfiniteMusic 13-15, M 4 hrs ago

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    Could be taking a chance by posting this but Idc at this point.... So I'm talking to this guy who is amazing in every way and has some faults but don't we all and I just don't know...
    ArtisticLife ArtisticLife 16-17, F Jan 11

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    I miss your advice :/ your logic lmao i know i actually do lol your common sense your ability to stay calm under pressure i wish i had that,i miss how i could be honest with you...
    simpleandpossible simpleandpossible 22-25, F 1 Response a week ago

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    If one day I saw you again I'd never want to let go again. It's one of these moments, when I'm feeling the most sentimental and am truly listening to myself is when my mind is...
    CindyLEvans CindyLEvans 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 2

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    Reasons why I hate Mississippi ~What I am about to say is from my experience and my opinion if you are from Mississippi and don't want to be offended then move along:P~ 1...
    PetiteChica PetiteChica 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 14

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    I have never missed anyone this much in my life as I miss HIM. He has brought out traits in me I never knew existed, including jealousy. I always thought I was above it and even...
    Piscesrose Piscesrose 46-50, F 3 Responses Jan 5

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    I've been studying for my PhD in a different country (from my birth country, the UK) for a year now. It's been alright. I don't speak the language, but I'm in an academic...
    Windy12345 Windy12345 22-25, F Jan 6

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    I don't know exactly where to begin. Yeah, maybe this is just another sad post about a broken-hearted girl. But maybe I'm the cause of my own heartbreak. No, it couldn't be... I...
    infinitexhope infinitexhope 22-25, F Jan 17

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    I was born normal, just like every one else. When i was about 11ish I began to notice I different. Most kids around my age like hanging out, talk about sports tv shows, the works...
    blacknight2345 blacknight2345 18-21, M 1 day ago

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    my dad passed away march 31, 2009...just 4 days after my birthday. he battled cancer for 15 years but once it got to his brain, 5 weeks later he was gone. I am 32 years old and in...
    dkemama dkemama 31-35, F 6 days ago

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    I miss being able to get up out of a chair without the stabbing pains in my thighs and having to push myself up on the arms. I miss being able to work in the garden for an hour...
    1sundiver 1sundiver 56-60, M Jan 3

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    I have an urgent need to forgive myself for something I did in high school. For years I've been very harsh with myself about this mistake and I've been telling myself that what I...
    NamelessNomad NamelessNomad 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    I guess it's true what they say attachment can be stronger than love sometimes. It's a new year and I am pretending that you meant nothing, I've been day after day lying to myself...
    ofthisgirl90 ofthisgirl90 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 2

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    I miss my dog and I haven't even left home yet. Let me start off by saying normally I'm not an overly emotional person. Never before have I been homesick in my 21 years ... and...
    Mjenkins319 Mjenkins319 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 29, 2014

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    Of course he doesn't because he doesn't see himself they way I see him. They way his eyebrows mash together when he asks a question, they he looks he look deep in my eyes like he...
    Vickypearl Vickypearl 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 31, 2014

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    I didn't know what missing someone from afar would be this damn hard. I think the hardest parts are at bed time. Yes I have the thoughts and memories, but sometimes it's not...
    TCL009 TCL009 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 4

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    Ugh my mom has a new boyfriend (again) he's so boring I would rather have a conversation with a tree than him.... And the weirdest part is that her new bf was my mothers best...
    jeyhere jeyhere 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 4

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    I knew what was gonna happen. I already felt it. I knew that you'll leave too. I already did missed you then. That's why I cried so much. I hid and cried because I knew I was going...
    Ayakashi Ayakashi 18-21, F Jan 12

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    I worry about dad and my duster ever since you left us so untimely. Mom the family is broken up. I blame dad a lot . Sis doesn't like talking about your death ... But I can't get...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333 22-25, F 7 Responses 6 days ago

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    It was the summer before my senior year and I was seventeen. I didn't have any friends at the time besides people I may have shared small talk with in class or at lunch at school...
    cocoagirl95 cocoagirl95 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    My dad used to seem like the greatest gift to humanity when I was around 5-10 years old, I didn't see him too much but when I did I was so happy, just having the ability to hug him...
    Britt4ny Britt4ny 70+, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I am trying to improve myself. I had a bad reaction to the Barium I had to drink for a CT Scan. I have missed almost two weeks of work. I feel better, but weak. Today I asked my...
    mom4ce mom4ce 51-55, F Dec 27, 2014

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    I really do hate myself. I'm a 4'11 male and because of this many people made fun of me during high school. It was a really unpleasant time for me and I stopped going for a month...
    furdayz furdayz 18-21, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I have been trying to "pick myself up by my bootstraps" as folks have a REAL affinity for saying. It is going pretty well, although I am still having my hardships. It seems like...
    milehighHeartbreak milehighHeartbreak 31-35, M 2 Responses