I Miss Our Friendship

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 59 People

    One Sentence Ruined My Friendship.

    I have been struggling with self harm for almost a year now. I told one of my really close friends and she was there when I needed to talk. And then she started going through a really difficult time and I felt like I was dragging her down. So instead of pushing her away so I...
    RazorsAndCyanide RazorsAndCyanide
    18-21, F
    Mar 10, 2013

    Patti And Carly

    I had a really great friend named Carly. We were inseparable, and thought thats how it always would be. Little did we know, That life had other plans in store for us. When we were around 15 we got each others initials tattooed on our hands. She moved away, and we still stayed in...
    HisNavyLady HisNavyLady
    18-21, F
    Sep 14, 2010

    Where Are You?

    I had this friend one of the very few people that I fully trusted with everything and anything our friendship was so awesome and I really wish he was still in my life. We would stay up all night talking about anything that came to mind, we would party the night away, he always...
    drkiris drkiris
    26-30, F
    5 Responses Feb 19, 2010

    I Await Your Return

    Dear Friend, EP Link I know we've let each other down lately.  And while we got on well last time we saw each other, something you said that night told me that we needed a break from each other. I'm not sure if I read you right, but nonetheless I feel torn apart from...
    AnarchyRules AnarchyRules
    36-40, M
    Feb 26, 2010

    I Miss My Best Friend..

    He was my best friend..He was the best friend someone could ever have..We talked every day and had the best moments together. We helped each other through the worst times and at some point I fell in love with him. I love him but he is now going out with some other girl. She moved...
    staystrongxo staystrongxo
    16-17
    Apr 28, 2012

    Life Gets In The Way

    I met you at a summer camp. we didn't get to know each other until the last couple of weeks but those weeks were the most fun out of all of them. We were best friends. After camp you went back to the east coast and I went back to my cornfields. We kept in touch for half a year...
    Jan 17, 2013

    I Miss You....

    I know its my fault we are no longer friends, but it still hurts that you weren't able to look past my flaws, and instead of being understanding of my weakness, you judge me, and made me feel worse, for not being perfect. It hurts that we are no longer friends, because we have...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Sep 1, 2009

    Roberta

    We were never your run of the mill kids Many years ago I was told the only fight Roberta, even had with her mother was about me, and whether her mother would tell me the truth or did Roberta have to do it. I think the closer it came to that weekend the more she may have...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2
    61-65, M
    May 29, 2011

    I'm So Sorry...

    You were one of the bestest friends I've ever had. I love you so much, like a sister. But I spilled your secret. The secret that hurt you so much. The secret that made you cry. The secret that you hated even thinking about. I'm sorry for telling. I regret it so bad. Telling your...
    imfalling4u imfalling4u
    36-40, F
    1 Response May 28, 2011

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    Guys, Gals, Genderfluids, RacialFluids, and all other forms of life here on ep and beyond.... I will miss the living heck out of all of you, you're all an inspiration and although...
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    HisLittleAriel HisLittleAriel
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    I am going to miss you all. I love you guys.
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    chocolatewhatsoever chocolatewhatsoever
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    RealMustangGuy RealMustangGuy
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    MusicIsMyLife2016 MusicIsMyLife2016
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    BeardedJustice BeardedJustice
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    Ttiffany330 Ttiffany330
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    It's been a long and mostly fun ride. Lots of acquaintances over the years. Some close friendships and a few looney ones along the way. Here's hoping everyone lands in a place...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
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    Jennifer337 Jennifer337
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    It seems its that time of life when you are so fragile and vulnerable that you are not capable of getting into any good friendships in life... even though u know they are one of...
    tomharryasia tomharryasia
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    Apr 20
    Two more days left ep..two more days. The countdown continues, and i feel like ep deserved a longer existence. Two days seems so close, and i honestly dont know what i'll do when...
    PiecesOfPeace PiecesOfPeace
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    There are so many things I never got to do on EP that I always thought about. I never got to meet any of my EP friends, or share any stories of my life when I get older. So many...
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    bethsmiles bethsmiles
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Apr 18
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    SparkofDecency SparkofDecency
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    1 Response Apr 17
    As for as my present and past does concern , I most of the time do remain reserve from all this sort of friendship , as I always waited for the good days to come . As now am...
    sohimira sohimira
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    Apr 17
    I am sitting here thinking of how much I enjoyed our last moment together and it seems eons ago. I love and miss you very much.
    Poisonprincess2 Poisonprincess2
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    I miss him so much. Next month is our 2 years and all I want is him 💔
    AlmightyPanda AlmightyPanda
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    deleted deleted
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    Itekimasu Itekimasu
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    I was friends with these two other girls, A and B. One would say we were the bestest of friends since form 1 to 3. However, during our form three years, there was another addition...
    lunamcmxcix lunamcmxcix
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    LovingDead LovingDead
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    ERMAHGERD1 ERMAHGERD1
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    deleted deleted
    26-30
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