I Miss Someone I Shouldn't

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    she gave up on me...us.

    ..I tried and did everything I could, it didn't matter to her, 2 years later and I still can't just forget her
    Muramasa Muramasa
    22-25, M
    1 Response Dec 11, 2014

    ....Sometimes the thought of them is better

    than the actual experience!
    deleted deleted
    Apr 6, 2015

    People tell me he was a bad guy.

    And he messed me up. But they don't know anything about him or us.
    megigrace megigrace
    16-17, F
    Nov 9, 2014

    Married for 9 years !

    Two kids ! Still in love my ex. I hate these feelings I can't shake off. I want to be with him.
    mucheca mucheca
    36-40, F
    Jun 15, 2014

    I realized my ex blocked my number .

    .. Strike two .. Getting an explanation just got harder and sounds more and more stupid
    lorki lorki
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Apr 4, 2015

    I think about you a lot.

    Not in the physical way, i mean you're beautiful, but no. I just want you, to lie beside me, even on the other side of a room, just to be there and just breathe the same air I do. To remember all those days in the rain, the hugs the kisses the goodbyes. Then winter sprinkled...
    dominicdw dominicdw
    18-21, M
    Jun 17, 2015

    and I'm posting it here

    because it's my way of coping with not telling them.
    AskB82 AskB82
    31-35, F
    Dec 4, 2013

    Will It Ever Go Away

    Today has been really hard. I had to find an excuse to leave rehouse today. I really need him I thought I was doing better. I thought it was getting easier and easier each day, but today I feel like I have fallen back down. I don't really know why or what caused this day to be so...
    StayingStrong77 StayingStrong77
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Jul 6, 2013

    Maybe I shouldn't but I can't help it.

    ... There's been no one else since him....
    endlessl0ve endlessl0ve
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Oct 9, 2015

    I miss the conversations

    and memories we had...but the person he is now is not the same person that I knew. But then again maybe I didn't really know him.
    Diamondgirly Diamondgirly
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Dec 11, 2014

    I miss him. I shouldn't.

    I am married. He's married. We were playing with fire and unfortunately he got burned. I wish I could just talk to him one more time. I worry about him. I wonder what's going on. He was too nice to have this happen to him. :(
    Timetobeme Timetobeme
    41-45, F
    1 Response Jul 12, 2014

    I met a guy online a few months back.

    he was sweet, kind, funny, and knew how to make me smile. he knew I was married, but kept hinting around at wanting a chance to be more than that. I tried to gently let him down and told him that I do like him, but only as a dear friend. he continue talking to me like normal...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Mar 3

    I miss him so much :'( what should I do?

    I shouldn't be feeling like this after what he did. Someone help!
    DessyLove DessyLove
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Aug 11, 2014

    I'm not even close to being over my ex.

    I think about her everyday meanwhile she's already moved on with someone else. I refuse to date anyone else when I'm still not over her because a girl deserves all my love and attention. No one should have to fix a broken heart they didn't break.
    happilysingle77 happilysingle77
    22-25, F
    1 Response Dec 29, 2014

    I shouldn't miss the person

    who treated me so bad but the memories from the beginning are cherish-able
    LowkeyJ LowkeyJ
    22-25, F
    1 Response Feb 8, 2014

    I really miss someone right now

    but I physically can't see them or talk to them right now
    AppreciateLittleThingsInLife AppreciateLittleThingsInLife
    18-21, F
    Nov 20, 2014

    Why Can't I Let You Go?...

    I have tried to let you go. Tried and tried. I have told myself it was all a lie, just something that was not real just a dream, maybe... And then here you come you tell me that your sorry for the way things have been but that you are struggling with a death of a close friend...
    StayingStrong77 StayingStrong77
    31-35, F
    Jul 2, 2013
    ImLimerence ImLimerence
    31-35, M
    Apr 3, 2015

    I miss the pizza guy.

    ... I'm getting really hungry.
    dashuria dashuria
    16-17, F
    1 Response Nov 9, 2014


    (names have been changed to protect the anonymity of those mentioned in this story)I met Bill at the start of my journey into BDSM, and he opened a lot of doors for me. He gave me the courage to make some huge changes in my life. He was a ridiculous amount of fun. But I was new...
    frozencharlotte frozencharlotte
    31-35, F
    Jul 18, 2011

    I can't think of anything else

    but him. My days are ruined..
    lorki lorki
    26-30, F
    1 Response Apr 7, 2015

    The Ex...

    I am married and have been for over 2 years now. When I met my husband I was in a relationship of over two years and really loved the guy. But I cheated and left him for my husband. Now years later I have been talking to him on the internet and I really miss him. I miss the way...
    NickiMinajBarbie NickiMinajBarbie
    22-25, F
    Oct 22, 2011

    Tommy DeCarlo- I hope you will someday read

    this: You are a part of my story and you always will be. You were part of the fact that I somehow survived last year. You called the cops when I was suicidal. You were with me through the Kate thing and through so many other difficult points of last year. I felt safe when I...
    Degrassi94 Degrassi94
    22-25, F
    1 Response Dec 15, 2014

    I miss you. But you suck.

    That is all I have to say.
    deleted deleted
    Apr 28, 2015

    I tried moving on and forgetting you,

    but it didn't work. I met someone, but I kept almost calling him your name. Every time someone texts me or IMs me, I long for it to be you. You abandoned me, every promise you made was a lie and there were many. It just hurts so much I opened my heart to a schmuck like you, then...
    Shirousa Shirousa
    22-25, F
    Nov 9, 2014

    I don't know if I really miss them

    or miss the times we had together. I shouldn't miss them because they're immature and manipulative and make me feel like ****. I know I'm better off without them but adjusting takes time.. Time I really cannot be arsed with.
    amyvictoriaaa amyvictoriaaa
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 28, 2014

    I m missing my besties .

    . they were my past and I dont wanna remember my painfull entire journey :'(
    Desier Desier
    18-21, M
    Dec 12, 2014

    I'm in a serious relationship.

    It has its ups and downs, but that's just how it is. Lately I've been missing someone. A friend. But I don't miss him just as a friend, but also something more, even though there was never anything like that to miss. He's so far away from me, and it's crushing me to not be able...
    rebelliousheart rebelliousheart
    26-30, F
    Sep 11, 2015

    I miss them, and i know

    that they don't miss me.
    Itsamybitch Itsamybitch
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 8, 2015

    I Miss Her Though Im Married To Another

    I met her long ago in the 80s. I lost her long ago in the 80s.I love her not so long ago , now and always have. I know I probably shouldnt but I always have.
    fairslingo fairslingo
    41-45, M
    Apr 28, 2012

    Most people that I miss,

    I shouldn't. They're all doing fine, getting on with their lives, and I'm barely anything in the big scheme of their lives.
    siamul siamul
    26-30, M
    Nov 28, 2014

    I miss him so much, even

    though he hurt me... I keep thinking maybe he will change. I wish I could see if he could. The house feels so empty without him. My stomach is in knots.
    rachg87 rachg87
    26-30, F
    Feb 26, 2015

    I miss my old drug addict friend,

    he wasn't always that way. But he's turned into someone always doing terrible things for a terrible drug. Its sad to see. He had even stole from me. But I still miss him, when I look at old pictures of him, I'm always sad. I just hope he's somewhere safe and will get better.
    foreversmiling14 foreversmiling14
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 9, 2014

    Will I Never Feel His Touch Again

    So I am married and yes I met a guy who is also married. We thought we could just share our similar stories and maybe meet up for a little passion. What we found was a instant connection on such a deeper level. The times we spent together were so intense. I could tell him...
    StayingStrong77 StayingStrong77
    31-35, F
    9 Responses Jun 25, 2013

    a girl i knew in highschool.

    she is wonderful. brilliant. intelligent. crazy. fun. caring, loving, and really beautiful. i suppressed my feelings for her in order to preserve a friendship with her. now she's off in college. i felt like i never spent as much time with her as i wanted to. i might never see...
    TheCroissant TheCroissant
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Nov 10, 2015

    I woke up this morning

    and for two seconds I thought about him. I thought about his large hands and lean body. I wanted to be wrapped in his arms, cuddling like we used to in the mornings. After the two seconds passed, I remembered that we never did that, and I was remembering a fantasy. Thinking...
    wtfgirl001 wtfgirl001
    22-25, F
    1 Response Dec 29, 2015

    I'm never satisfied with what I have; a husband

    and a baby...because you always seem to come around saying "maybe". Your existence in my life has driven me insane. I think about you often and always wonder if you do the same.
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Apr 14, 2015

    I wonder how you're doing.

    And if you're still around..
    deleted deleted
    Feb 1, 2015

    At Bay

    The blush of your hands The arc of your hair The scars on your breaths The tears in your smiles The scent in your ways The language of your walk The hesitation in your talk The care in your tone The grace in your arrogance The life in your semblance My hearts beats for your...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Apr 12, 2013

    I miss him a little here

    and there. Idk why but the song "love me like you do" reminds me so much of him even though we are long gone before that song came out. Sigh....
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Mar 31, 2015

    She was hardly a girlfriend to me,

    only dated for a day. Things just never worked out and we ended up not talking. I guess I don't miss her, but the idea of her. the idea of having someone that liked me for me. But there are others that will do the same and better so, I suppose it is alright.
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Jun 27, 2015

    I met someone that I wish I would have years ago

    but I cant dwell on what could have been. I truly miss our conversations.
    deleted deleted
    Mar 2

    I wonder that do I obsess to this feeling?

    Missing someone? It is like something feed ing my soul , so I can inspire in art. ? Is it dangerous?
    deleted deleted
    4 Responses Apr 28, 2015
    gracemoemoe gracemoemoe
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jun 9, 2015
    Ennevi Ennevi
    18-21, F
    Feb 13, 2015

    I miss our "conversations" maybe i miss u more

    than u know. i hope u read this. Amor.
    GoodEnough09 GoodEnough09
    Aug 19, 2014

    The Silence Speaks Volumes.

      The Silence is deafening. The Loneliness over takes me. As the blade of a fan rotates. Thoughts of you won't go away. Let those uncomfortable feelings wash over me. As the waves of the ocean washed over the heart I drew with your name in the sand. Three words I should not say...
    IfOnlyIHadWingz IfOnlyIHadWingz
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Dec 15, 2013

    But because I learned to care

    for my friend now it's getting crazy. Coz now I check for messages from time to time.
    Elleshore81 Elleshore81
    31-35, F
    Dec 15, 2014
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