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I Miss Someone I Shouldn't

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    It's not that I love you anymore.

    It's not cuz I want you back. It's just that I miss you and it makes me crazy because you cheated on me. And I just couldn't believe the times you said you loved me. My guard was up and it was up high. But I fell for you over and over again. Now I'm tryin to forget you , trying...
    Dynasty2000 Dynasty2000 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 9

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    Flying

    (names have been changed to protect the anonymity of those mentioned in this story)I met Bill at the start of my journey into BDSM, and he opened a lot of doors for me. He gave me the courage to make some huge changes in my life. He was a ridiculous amount of fun. But I was new...
    frozencharlotte frozencharlotte 31-35, F Jul 18, 2011

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    I'm happy there's a group

    for this. I doubt there's any way to make sense of the various feelings I have so hey, let's do bullet points. • I want to reach out to him again. • I want him to trust me again. • I hate him for what he did to others, people I don't know and will never know. • ...and I...
    consistentshift consistentshift 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I Miss Someone

    who was so good friend of mine but now we are not even in talking terms. It feels bad sometime :(
    Derkaisher Derkaisher 22-25, M Oct 27, 2013

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    Proof Is In the Photo

    I was going through a shoe box full of photos when I stumbled across a picture that literally took my breath away.  It was a picture of me and the one who broke my heart.  I thought I had destroyed all of the evidence.  Mixed in with party pics and...
    heavensloss heavensloss 22-25, F 4 Responses Nov 25, 2008

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    Bjw

    I miss him, I don't know what it was about him that I liked..there wasn't a day where I couldn't wait to hear from him. We would talk every day but I couldn't wait to talk to him. I miss those "good morning" calls it's funny how one thing can change it all..
    misslyn misslyn 22-25, F Sep 11, 2013

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    Married for 9 years !

    Two kids ! Still in love my ex. I hate these feelings I can't shake off. I want to be with him.
    mucheca mucheca 36-40, F 1 Response Jun 15

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    The Ex...

    I am married and have been for over 2 years now. When I met my husband I was in a relationship of over two years and really loved the guy. But I cheated and left him for my husband. Now years later I have been talking to him on the internet and I really miss him. I miss the way...
    NickiMinajBarbie NickiMinajBarbie 22-25, F Oct 22, 2011

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    At Bay

    The blush of your hands The arc of your hair The scars on your breaths The tears in your smiles The scent in your ways The language of your walk The hesitation in your talk The care in your tone The grace in your arrogance The life in your semblance My hearts beats for your...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Apr 12, 2013

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    She Chose to Go Back to Him

    I dated her for 5 years with the promise that she was getting divorced. I invested my time ... my love ... my energy into this relationship. I loved and cared about her. I know she loved me somewhere in there. She started working it out with him and of course never said...
    openbook1 openbook1 51-55, M 3 Responses May 25, 2009

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    I miss him.. I really miss him.

    His smile, his laugh, our chats, our connection. I miss everything about him. I'm married, he's married and our emotional affair became something I'll never forget. Our decision to part ways was probably for the best. But my feelings are still there. I think about him...
    UGonnaKissMeOrNot UGonnaKissMeOrNot 31-35, F 30 Responses Apr 16

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    I miss our late night chats,

    the random topics, your uninhibited replies. You can hurt me with your words all you want, just please talk to me again. The app still shows that little green ***** beside your name but my messages are left ignored. Is it the 5-hour time difference? Is it our frequent arguments...
    metaphornographic metaphornographic 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 1

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    I miss him so much :'( what should I do?

    I shouldn't be feeling like this after what he did. Someone help!
    DessyLove DessyLove 16-17, F 5 Responses Aug 11

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    I Don't

    I really used to like this girl on here which I think it didn't work out for X reason.  At first I missed her cause I thought we had something going and we hit it off but I was wrong.  She told me something and I told her, I thought it was .... it was a lie from her part...
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr 36-40, F Feb 25, 2011

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    Guess I Should Forget...

    I feel like I shouldn't be missing him anymore. I think that he's forgotten me. I should get over him. How many songs do I have to hear and love because I think of him when I hear them for me to get over him. It was two friggin months. I can forget him!!But I can't. I love him. I...
    augustholdsmanysecrets augustholdsmanysecrets 13-15, F Apr 11, 2012

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    and I'm posting it here

    because it's my way of coping with not telling them.
    AskB82 AskB82 31-35, F Dec 4, 2013

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    Why Can't I Let You Go?...

    I have tried to let you go. Tried and tried. I have told myself it was all a lie, just something that was not real just a dream, maybe... And then here you come you tell me that your sorry for the way things have been but that you are struggling with a death of a close friend...
    StayingStrong77 StayingStrong77 31-35, F Jul 2, 2013

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    Where Is He?

    Like, seriously, I don't know whether to be worried, upset or what. I saw my bf on Friday morning at the gym. he told me the morning before that his cell was broken. OK. So he called from the house phone. OK. I left the gym before him because I thought he left before me. OK. I...
    likeaprayerxo likeaprayerxo 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 3, 2013

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    Should I Stay Or Should I Go?

    So. I met this guy in my class a while ago who was probably one of the best looking guys I've seen in my entire life and really sweet to me, which was really cool because he actually liked me back. This should be simple, right? I like him and he likes me back, we get together...
    mlife3123 mlife3123 16-18, F 1 Response Jun 19, 2008

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    She Was Not Good For Me At The Time But I Still Miss Her

    Several years ago, I met someone online through a dating site and we talked on the phone first, lets call her Jade. Turns out we worked together, and knew each other already, ironic I know. We went out a few times, and we became good friends. We hung out alot, we watched movies...
    angelfiredragon angelfiredragon 36-40, M Aug 28, 2013

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    Everybody Tells Me I Shouldnt

    long story cut short! I had the best friend in the world well she was to me any way. I met her at the beggining of highschool we had so much in common. we tallked about being friends forever. but last year something changed. i had to go to hospital for an opperation and when i...
    LunaWolff LunaWolff 18-21, F 9 Responses May 25, 2009

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    I miss him, that capricious little f~cker.

    He was definitely dangerous for me, with the way he would shift moods so quickly. Too quickly. I could never keep up. I got afraid. Would he be my best friend today, or would he ditch me in favor of the pretty girls? I never wanted anything more than friendship, and he...
    QueenOfLosers QueenOfLosers 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    We Can Live Like Jack And Sally If We Want Where You Can Always Find Me, We'll Have Halloween On Christmas ..And In The Night We'll Wish This Never Ends..

    Where are you and I'm so sorry I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight I need somebody and always This sick strange darkness Comes creeping on so haunting every time Yes it does. It comes creeping on so haunting every night............
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F Oct 8, 2013

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    I miss our "conversations" maybe i miss u more

    than u know. i hope u read this. Amor.
    GoodEnough09 GoodEnough09 41-45 4 days ago

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    The Silence Speaks Volumes.

      The Silence is deafening. The Loneliness over takes me. As the blade of a fan rotates. Thoughts of you won't go away. Let those uncomfortable feelings wash over me. As the waves of the ocean washed over the heart I drew with your name in the sand. Three words I should not say...
    IfOnlyIHadWingz IfOnlyIHadWingz 26-30, F 2 Responses Dec 15, 2013

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    He was one of my best friends

    but there was always that flirty tension between us and we had a couple of drunken kisses, about 6 months ago he began dating this girl and I've spoke to him twice since and that's only because we happened to be in the same place, it's kinda like he left me for her, I still love...
    XharrietX XharrietX 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 11

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    All of our conversations,

    all of your pictures, your soft spoken voice, your sexy smile. I missed you terribly today. More so than most days. Our memories came rushing back to me as if it were yesterday.
    UGonnaKissMeOrNot UGonnaKissMeOrNot 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 15

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    We were good friends through out school .

    We both went in different directions for a number of reasons . 25 years later and with the help of technology , we found each other . Our friendship picked up from were it left off . I didn't realize how much I missed our friendship , we were always in contact with each other...
    naughtybloke naughtybloke 41-45, M 1 Response Jul 28

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    But I'M Going To Stop

    I have nothing left to say to you. You've been in my daily thoughts for too long.  When I say goodbye to you, I leave all of your unreturned love, unacknowledged greetings, unanswered questions behind.  I will not let you drain the life from me any longer.  You...
    Tunasushi Tunasushi 36-40, M 3 Responses Apr 19, 2013

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    'Eu Te Amo' was what I used to say.

    'Eu te amo trembem' was what he used to reply. Note the word: 'used to' I don't speak Portuguese and these are the only words I know from google. I've let go, but it just fleets across my mind now and then. No use crying over spilt milk. The future is bright if you want it to...
    MeXYours MeXYours 16-17, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I don't know if I really miss them

    or miss the times we had together. I shouldn't miss them because they're immature and manipulative and make me feel like ****. I know I'm better off without them but adjusting takes time.. Time I really cannot be arsed with.
    amyvictoriaaa amyvictoriaaa 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 28

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    I saw him again

    It was the most amazing feeling to see his face again. I was excited, yet calm almost like a sense of peace came over my body the moment he walked in the door.
    StayingStrong77 StayingStrong77 31-35, F Dec 8, 2013

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    This Is Bad

    i have fallen in love in a way i shouldn't have... i disappointed now... everytime my itunes play i hear the song he dedicated to me... it sucks and hurts... and i still miss him.. i shouldn't actually... oh well, i'll just have to learn my lesson and get over my superman..
    nicorley nicorley 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 23, 2007

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    I Miss Him.

    So, I've moved to this new school. I've found someone, and we both love each other so much. But, there's always moments where I'd always think of my ex, and..how much him and I had in common & I keep seeing things that keep remind me of him. My boyfriend and I have quite...
    Paintpastelprincess Paintpastelprincess 16-18, F Nov 3, 2007

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    I Miss Someone I Had An Affair With

    Don't judge me right off the bat please. But yes, I do miss an attached woman that I had an affair with. I thought I was over her and got closure not too long ago but at times I still find myself wanting to email her and thinking about here. I have had flings before and had my...
    username407 username407 26-30, M 3 Responses Nov 27, 2013

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    You confuse me, why didn't you tell me this

    before? huh, why tell me now when its late?
    annieannana annieannana 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 29

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    Yes, I know I shouldn't miss her the way I do

    now but part of me wants to make myself thinking about her. Her crooked smile, the taunting confidence on her face, her pointy nose, her long hair that touched a middle of back, her eyes behind her glasses, and her gaze once she gave me, her skinny body with long legs, her...
    happyquest happyquest 22-25, F Jul 23

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    Noamania

    If you read my story from the group "I Loved Someone Who Didn't Love Me Back", you'll know who I'm missing right now. It's been about five months since I've last seen Noam, but it feels like centuries ago. You have no idea how badly I want to hug him, kiss him, tell him...
    nelsongirl nelsongirl 19-21, F 2 Responses Dec 13, 2007

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    I Miss Him...

    I shouldn't miss him but I do... It's a bad night. One of those ones that shouldn't be but is anyways. One of those ones where you're upset over the wrong person. I should be crying for the boyfriend of two years that I've drifted apart from, the one that I'm about to break up...
    shiningstar02 shiningstar02 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 22, 2013

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    Will It Ever Go Away

    Today has been really hard. I had to find an excuse to leave rehouse today. I really need him I thought I was doing better. I thought it was getting easier and easier each day, but today I feel like I have fallen back down. I don't really know why or what caused this day to be so...
    StayingStrong77 StayingStrong77 31-35, F 4 Responses Jul 6, 2013

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    I miss him. I shouldn't.

    I am married. He's married. We were playing with fire and unfortunately he got burned. I wish I could just talk to him one more time. I worry about him. I wonder what's going on. He was too nice to have this happen to him. :(
    Timetobeme Timetobeme 41-45, F 1 Response Jul 12

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    I miss you again today.

    . I cant stop hearing the song "tres semanas"- by Marco Antonio Solis I wish you would call me, my heart longs to hear the sound of your voice, even though i shouldnt... I have to get over you, we arent meant to be no matter how many times lir paths cross... I guess this...
    MunecaTrizte MunecaTrizte 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 13

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    Two someones. Wanted them mine.

    But murphys law struck And here i am.
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M 4 days ago

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    Since I can't love her,

    I have decided to forget her. It is hard though, to forget someone. But it looks like I have to and I should.
    happyquest happyquest 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 28

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    Not Fair

    I've never been very comfortable with people. There's always that uneasiness in the back of my head, even with some of my closest friends. However, there is one person who's different; one person I'm comfortable with and can be my complete self with. Unfortunately for me, it's a...
    hugbees hugbees 22-25, F Aug 25, 2013

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    I shouldn't miss the person

    who treated me so bad but the memories from the beginning are cherish-able
    LowkeyJ LowkeyJ 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 8

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    Will I Never Feel His Touch Again

    So I am married and yes I met a guy who is also married. We thought we could just share our similar stories and maybe meet up for a little passion. What we found was a instant connection on such a deeper level. The times we spent together were so intense. I could tell him...
    StayingStrong77 StayingStrong77 31-35, F 11 Responses Jun 25, 2013

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    I think it's weird that I still think abiut him

    because we've only met about three times in my lifetime, but it was some of the best. My good friends and I would always plan to go to a small beach in Alabama that was pretty close to Pensacola, Florida. Her parent's owned a small house on the edge of Alabama and had a great...
    sammichs sammichs 16-17, F May 28

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    I shouldn't but times like this when how alone I am really hits me I crave a relationship. Two of my exs still have feelings for me. One has made his feelings very clear recently...
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    I went to read some of his poetry, I shouldn't have. I should just leave him alone, forget he ever existed and wipe every memories I have of him . I should. But it was thursday...
    Irregularthinking Irregularthinking 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    I know I shouldn't miss her, but I do. She is the one that decided to stop talking without any explanation. I know I didn't do anything wrong and it's on her, but I still miss her...
    shygirl2014 shygirl2014 26-30, F 4 days ago