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I Miss Someone I Shouldn't

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    The Ex...

    I am married and have been for over 2 years now. When I met my husband I was in a relationship of over two years and really loved the guy. But I cheated and left him for my husband. Now years later I have been talking to him on the internet and I really miss him. I miss the way...
    NickiMinajBarbie NickiMinajBarbie 22-25, F Oct 22, 2011

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    Should Not Miss Them

    this hurts! i became close to a female neighbor and thought it could go more THEN JUST FRIENDS, but she has a boyfriend now and i don't have anyone,now i think wish she would do something to make him not,i feel bad i normal don't think like this what is going on all new feelings...
    kindheart50 kindheart50 46-50, M Feb 27, 2013

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    I saw him again

    It was the most amazing feeling to see his face again. I was excited, yet calm almost like a sense of peace came over my body the moment he walked in the door.
    StayingStrong77 StayingStrong77 31-35, F Dec 8, 2013

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    I Don't

    I really used to like this girl on here which I think it didn't work out for X reason.  At first I missed her cause I thought we had something going and we hit it off but I was wrong.  She told me something and I told her, I thought it was .... it was a lie from her part...
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr 36-40, F Feb 25, 2011

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    Will I Never Feel His Touch Again

    So I am married and yes I met a guy who is also married. We thought we could just share our similar stories and maybe meet up for a little passion. What we found was a instant connection on such a deeper level. The times we spent together were so intense. I could tell him...
    StayingStrong77 StayingStrong77 31-35, F 11 Responses Jun 25, 2013

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    I Saw Her Soul

    Oh they keep coming ,don't they? Another file i found from last year...Ur each look is stunningEach look is meltingEach sigh is ecstasyEach word is like a precious jewelEach touch is shudderingEach kiss is electricI love ur sans make up faceI love it when I see u in ur...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 13, 2013

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    and I'm posting it here

    because it's my way of coping with not telling them.
    AskB82 AskB82 31-35, F Dec 4, 2013

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    We Can Live Like Jack And Sally If We Want Where You Can Always Find Me, We'll Have Halloween On Christmas ..And In The Night We'll Wish This Never Ends..

    Where are you and I'm so sorry I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight I need somebody and always This sick strange darkness Comes creeping on so haunting every time Yes it does. It comes creeping on so haunting every night............
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F Oct 8, 2013

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    All of our conversations,

    all of your pictures, your soft spoken voice, your sexy smile. I missed you terribly today. More so than most days. Our memories came rushing back to me as if it were yesterday.
    UGonnaKissMeOrNot UGonnaKissMeOrNot 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 15

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    Flying

    (names have been changed to protect the anonymity of those mentioned in this story)I met Bill at the start of my journey into BDSM, and he opened a lot of doors for me. He gave me the courage to make some huge changes in my life. He was a ridiculous amount of fun. But I was new...
    frozencharlotte frozencharlotte 31-35, F Jul 18, 2011

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    You confuse me, why didn't you tell me this

    before? huh, why tell me now when its late?
    annieannana annieannana 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 29

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    She Chose to Go Back to Him

    I dated her for 5 years with the promise that she was getting divorced. I invested my time ... my love ... my energy into this relationship. I loved and cared about her. I know she loved me somewhere in there. She started working it out with him and of course never said...
    openbook1 openbook1 51-55, M 3 Responses May 25, 2009

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    I Miss Someone

    who was so good friend of mine but now we are not even in talking terms. It feels bad sometime :(
    Derkaisher Derkaisher 22-25, M Oct 27, 2013

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    This Is Bad

    i have fallen in love in a way i shouldn't have... i disappointed now... everytime my itunes play i hear the song he dedicated to me... it sucks and hurts... and i still miss him.. i shouldn't actually... oh well, i'll just have to learn my lesson and get over my superman..
    nicorley nicorley 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 23, 2007

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    She Was Not Good For Me At The Time But I Still Miss Her

    Several years ago, I met someone online through a dating site and we talked on the phone first, lets call her Jade. Turns out we worked together, and knew each other already, ironic I know. We went out a few times, and we became good friends. We hung out alot, we watched movies...
    angelfiredragon angelfiredragon 36-40, M Aug 28, 2013

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    I miss him. I shouldn't.

    I am married. He's married. We were playing with fire and unfortunately he got burned. I wish I could just talk to him one more time. I worry about him. I wonder what's going on. He was too nice to have this happen to him. :(
    Timetobeme Timetobeme 41-45, F 1 Response Jul 12

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    I Miss Him.

    So, I've moved to this new school. I've found someone, and we both love each other so much. But, there's always moments where I'd always think of my ex, and..how much him and I had in common & I keep seeing things that keep remind me of him. My boyfriend and I have quite...
    Paintpastelprincess Paintpastelprincess 16-18, F Nov 3, 2007

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    First Time Seeing Each Other Since It Ended...

    Please forgive me i wrote this in a hurry and i may have had a bit to much to drink after this night... So my good friend lives in his neighborhood. My hubby is out of town and my friend is following behind my car back to her house my break light had burned out and we went back...
    StayingStrong77 StayingStrong77 31-35, F 6 Responses Jul 27, 2013

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    Proof Is In the Photo

    I was going through a shoe box full of photos when I stumbled across a picture that literally took my breath away.  It was a picture of me and the one who broke my heart.  I thought I had destroyed all of the evidence.  Mixed in with party pics and...
    heavensloss heavensloss 22-25, F 4 Responses Nov 25, 2008

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    I shouldn't miss the person

    who treated me so bad but the memories from the beginning are cherish-able
    LowkeyJ LowkeyJ 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 8

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    I think it's weird that I still think abiut him

    because we've only met about three times in my lifetime, but it was some of the best. My good friends and I would always plan to go to a small beach in Alabama that was pretty close to Pensacola, Florida. Her parent's owned a small house on the edge of Alabama and had a great...
    sammichs sammichs 16-17, F May 28

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    Where Is He?

    Like, seriously, I don't know whether to be worried, upset or what. I saw my bf on Friday morning at the gym. he told me the morning before that his cell was broken. OK. So he called from the house phone. OK. I left the gym before him because I thought he left before me. OK. I...
    likeaprayerxo likeaprayerxo 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 3, 2013

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    Why Can't I Let You Go?...

    I have tried to let you go. Tried and tried. I have told myself it was all a lie, just something that was not real just a dream, maybe... And then here you come you tell me that your sorry for the way things have been but that you are struggling with a death of a close friend...
    StayingStrong77 StayingStrong77 31-35, F Jul 2, 2013

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    Married for 9 years !

    Two kids ! Still in love my ex. I hate these feelings I can't shake off. I want to be with him.
    mucheca mucheca 36-40, F 1 Response Jun 15

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    Will It Ever Go Away

    Today has been really hard. I had to find an excuse to leave rehouse today. I really need him I thought I was doing better. I thought it was getting easier and easier each day, but today I feel like I have fallen back down. I don't really know why or what caused this day to be so...
    StayingStrong77 StayingStrong77 31-35, F 4 Responses Jul 6, 2013

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    Burnin Me Up

    Another work from last year's fall...My heart is racing and m about to explode with the gushes of emotion that i feelmy days are becoming longer and nights unbearableWhy do i feel such a pang of emptiness in my heart?What do i need to make it silent?Why cant i focus on simple...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 13, 2013

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    Not Fair

    I've never been very comfortable with people. There's always that uneasiness in the back of my head, even with some of my closest friends. However, there is one person who's different; one person I'm comfortable with and can be my complete self with. Unfortunately for me, it's a...
    hugbees hugbees 22-25, F Aug 25, 2013

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    He was one of my best friends

    but there was always that flirty tension between us and we had a couple of drunken kisses, about 6 months ago he began dating this girl and I've spoke to him twice since and that's only because we happened to be in the same place, it's kinda like he left me for her, I still love...
    XharrietX XharrietX 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 11

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    Everybody Tells Me I Shouldnt

    long story cut short! I had the best friend in the world well she was to me any way. I met her at the beggining of highschool we had so much in common. we tallked about being friends forever. but last year something changed. i had to go to hospital for an opperation and when i...
    LunaWolff LunaWolff 18-21, F 9 Responses May 25, 2009

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    I miss you again today.

    . I cant stop hearing the song "tres semanas"- by Marco Antonio Solis I wish you would call me, my heart longs to hear the sound of your voice, even though i shouldnt... I have to get over you, we arent meant to be no matter how many times lir paths cross... I guess this...
    MunecaTrizte MunecaTrizte 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 13

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    Bjw

    I miss him, I don't know what it was about him that I liked..there wasn't a day where I couldn't wait to hear from him. We would talk every day but I couldn't wait to talk to him. I miss those "good morning" calls it's funny how one thing can change it all..
    misslyn misslyn 22-25, F Sep 11, 2013

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    I Miss Someone I Had An Affair With

    Don't judge me right off the bat please. But yes, I do miss an attached woman that I had an affair with. I thought I was over her and got closure not too long ago but at times I still find myself wanting to email her and thinking about here. I have had flings before and had my...
    username407 username407 26-30, M 3 Responses Nov 27, 2013

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    The Silence Speaks Volumes.

      The Silence is deafening. The Loneliness over takes me. As the blade of a fan rotates. Thoughts of you won't go away. Let those uncomfortable feelings wash over me. As the waves of the ocean washed over the heart I drew with your name in the sand. Three words I should not say...
    IfOnlyIHadWingz IfOnlyIHadWingz 26-30, F 2 Responses Dec 15, 2013

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    At Bay

    The blush of your hands The arc of your hair The scars on your breaths The tears in your smiles The scent in your ways The language of your walk The hesitation in your talk The care in your tone The grace in your arrogance The life in your semblance My hearts beats for your...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Apr 12, 2013

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    I Miss Him...

    I shouldn't miss him but I do... It's a bad night. One of those ones that shouldn't be but is anyways. One of those ones where you're upset over the wrong person. I should be crying for the boyfriend of two years that I've drifted apart from, the one that I'm about to break up...
    shiningstar02 shiningstar02 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 22, 2013

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    But I'M Going To Stop

    I have nothing left to say to you. You've been in my daily thoughts for too long.  When I say goodbye to you, I leave all of your unreturned love, unacknowledged greetings, unanswered questions behind.  I will not let you drain the life from me any longer.  You...
    Tunasushi Tunasushi 36-40, M 3 Responses Apr 19, 2013

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    Guess I Should Forget...

    I feel like I shouldn't be missing him anymore. I think that he's forgotten me. I should get over him. How many songs do I have to hear and love because I think of him when I hear them for me to get over him. It was two friggin months. I can forget him!!But I can't. I love him. I...
    augustholdsmanysecrets augustholdsmanysecrets 13-15, F Apr 11, 2012

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    I miss him.. I really miss him.

    His smile, his laugh, our chats, our connection. I miss everything about him. I'm married, he's married and our emotional affair became something I'll never forget. Our decision to part ways was probably for the best. But my feelings are still there. I think about him...
    UGonnaKissMeOrNot UGonnaKissMeOrNot 31-35, F 31 Responses Apr 16

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    I Miss Her Though Im Married To Another

    I met her long ago in the 80s. I lost her long ago in the 80s.I love her not so long ago , now and always have. I know I probably shouldnt but I always have.
    fairslingo fairslingo 41-45, M Apr 28, 2012

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    It's not that I love you anymore.

    It's not cuz I want you back. It's just that I miss you and it makes me crazy because you cheated on me. And I just couldn't believe the times you said you loved me. My guard was up and it was up high. But I fell for you over and over again. Now I'm tryin to forget you , trying...
    Dynasty2000 Dynasty2000 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 9

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    Noamania

    If you read my story from the group "I Loved Someone Who Didn't Love Me Back", you'll know who I'm missing right now. It's been about five months since I've last seen Noam, but it feels like centuries ago. You have no idea how badly I want to hug him, kiss him, tell him...
    nelsongirl nelsongirl 19-21, F 2 Responses Dec 13, 2007

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    Should I Stay Or Should I Go?

    So. I met this guy in my class a while ago who was probably one of the best looking guys I've seen in my entire life and really sweet to me, which was really cool because he actually liked me back. This should be simple, right? I like him and he likes me back, we get together...
    mlife3123 mlife3123 16-18, F 1 Response Jun 19, 2008

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    This is why I shouldn't date, or have friends: A quarter of the time when I like someone I try to get closer to them, and then when I do, I run away without reason (I'm making...
    LullabyForAnInsomniac LullabyForAnInsomniac 16-17, F Jun 25

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    I'm married and I love my wife and family but this new experience, this new feeling, is tearing me apart inside. I have worked with someone for years, and recently I developed...
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    Miss someone until they come back, or until you come back, until their absence in your life becomes something to be avoided at all costs. Miss them until you don’t have to...
    hafiefebrizkyHF hafiefebrizkyHF 16-17, M 2 Responses Jul 9

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    so, I decided to share my story and feelings because it's really eating me and i'm feeling like **** lately. I spent too many nights (and days) thinking and overthinking everything...
    wanderingwoods wanderingwoods 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 14

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    It's a terrible habit. I remember in school if my class was in trouble the teacher would be giving us sh*t and I'd just be sitting there trying not to laugh. I laugh when my...
    WintersSoldier WintersSoldier 18-21, F Jun 27

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    Miss you, Dex... Listening to the songs we listened to together and thinking of you... Wish we met one more time. I would give my whole life for one more chance for you, but it`s...
    Mellangela Mellangela 26-30, F 4 hrs ago

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    I miss him so much I can't stand it. I love him becauseI of the way he smiles. And the way he brightens my day when he talk to me. How comfortable he makes me feel even when I'm...
    kaylaes52 kaylaes52 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 25

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