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I Miss Someone I Shouldn't

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    I miss him, that capricious little f~cker.

    He was definitely dangerous for me, with the way he would shift moods so quickly. Too quickly. I could never keep up. I got afraid. Would he be my best friend today, or would he ditch me in favor of the pretty girls? I never wanted anything more than friendship, and he...
    QueenOfLosers QueenOfLosers 13-15, F Aug 19, 2014

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    The Silence Speaks Volumes.

      The Silence is deafening. The Loneliness over takes me. As the blade of a fan rotates. Thoughts of you won't go away. Let those uncomfortable feelings wash over me. As the waves of the ocean washed over the heart I drew with your name in the sand. Three words I should not say...
    IfOnlyIHadWingz IfOnlyIHadWingz 26-30, F 2 Responses Dec 15, 2013

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    and I'm posting it here

    because it's my way of coping with not telling them.
    AskB82 AskB82 31-35, F Dec 4, 2013

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    I Miss Someone I Had An Affair With

    Don't judge me right off the bat please. But yes, I do miss an attached woman that I had an affair with. I thought I was over her and got closure not too long ago but at times I still find myself wanting to email her and thinking about here. I have had flings before and had my...
    username407 username407 26-30, M 3 Responses Nov 27, 2013

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    I Miss Him.

    So, I've moved to this new school. I've found someone, and we both love each other so much. But, there's always moments where I'd always think of my ex, and..how much him and I had in common & I keep seeing things that keep remind me of him. My boyfriend and I have quite...
    Paintpastelprincess Paintpastelprincess 16-18, F Nov 3, 2007

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    I miss guys who I shouldn't miss.

    I miss them because they were so strong. They had muscles that turned me on. I didn't smash any of them. I guess I wasn't a s.ex freak like I am now but their muscles would drive you crazy. When I met guys, they have no muscles at all :( I love guys with big arms it show...
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F Nov 9, 2014

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    I miss the pizza guy.

    ... I'm getting really hungry.
    dashuria dashuria 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 9, 2014

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    she gave up on me...us.

    ..I tried and did everything I could, it didn't matter to her, 2 years later and I still can't just forget her
    Muramasa Muramasa 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 11, 2014

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    I miss him so much :'( what should I do?

    I shouldn't be feeling like this after what he did. Someone help!
    DessyLove DessyLove 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 11, 2014

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    Yes!! I miss my ex at this very moment.

    .. He's married happily with his wife and daughter.. :) happy for him... Sad for me...!! I miss him very much...!
    ShanaiyaGrey ShanaiyaGrey 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 11, 2014

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    I'm not even close to being over my ex.

    I think about her everyday meanwhile she's already moved on with someone else. I refuse to date anyone else when I'm still not over her because a girl deserves all my love and attention. No one should have to fix a broken heart they didn't break.
    happilysingle77 happilysingle77 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 29, 2014

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    But because I learned to care

    for my friend now it's getting crazy. Coz now I check for messages from time to time.
    Elleshore81 Elleshore81 31-35, F Dec 15, 2014

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    Since I can't love her,

    I have decided to forget her. It is hard though, to forget someone. But it looks like I have to and I should.
    happyquest happyquest 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 28, 2014

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    At Bay

    The blush of your hands The arc of your hair The scars on your breaths The tears in your smiles The scent in your ways The language of your walk The hesitation in your talk The care in your tone The grace in your arrogance The life in your semblance My hearts beats for your...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Apr 12, 2013

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    We were good friends through out school .

    We both went in different directions for a number of reasons . 25 years later and with the help of technology , we found each other . Our friendship picked up from were it left off . I didn't realize how much I missed our friendship , we were always in contact with each other...
    naughtybloke naughtybloke 46-50, M 1 Response Jul 28, 2014

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    Should I Stay Or Should I Go?

    So. I met this guy in my class a while ago who was probably one of the best looking guys I've seen in my entire life and really sweet to me, which was really cool because he actually liked me back. This should be simple, right? I like him and he likes me back, we get together...
    mlife3123 mlife3123 16-18, F 1 Response Jun 19, 2008

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    Yes, I know I shouldn't miss her the way I do

    now but part of me wants to make myself thinking about her. Her crooked smile, the taunting confidence on her face, her pointy nose, her long hair that touched a middle of back, her eyes behind her glasses, and her gaze once she gave me, her skinny body with long legs, her...
    happyquest happyquest 22-25, F Jul 23, 2014

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    She Chose to Go Back to Him

    I dated her for 5 years with the promise that she was getting divorced. I invested my time ... my love ... my energy into this relationship. I loved and cared about her. I know she loved me somewhere in there. She started working it out with him and of course never said...
    openbook1 openbook1 51-55, M 3 Responses May 25, 2009

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    I miss the conversations

    and memories we had...but the person he is now is not the same person that I knew. But then again maybe I didn't really know him.
    Diamondgirly Diamondgirly 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 11, 2014

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    Proof Is In the Photo

    I was going through a shoe box full of photos when I stumbled across a picture that literally took my breath away.  It was a picture of me and the one who broke my heart.  I thought I had destroyed all of the evidence.  Mixed in with party pics and...
    heavensloss heavensloss 22-25, F 4 Responses Nov 25, 2008

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    I miss him. I shouldn't.

    I am married. He's married. We were playing with fire and unfortunately he got burned. I wish I could just talk to him one more time. I worry about him. I wonder what's going on. He was too nice to have this happen to him. :(
    Timetobeme Timetobeme 41-45, F 1 Response Jul 12, 2014

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    Even though she left me heartbroken,

    it's been a year since I've last seen her last. I miss the way she would just stare at me with her beautiful smile. I just want to see that smile once again and that would be amazing! :D
    adhane05 adhane05 22-25, M Dec 11, 2014

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    I miss our "conversations" maybe i miss u more

    than u know. i hope u read this. Amor.
    GoodEnough09 GoodEnough09 41-45 Aug 19, 2014

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    I shouldn't miss the person

    who treated me so bad but the memories from the beginning are cherish-able
    LowkeyJ LowkeyJ 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 8, 2014

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    Why Can't I Let You Go?...

    I have tried to let you go. Tried and tried. I have told myself it was all a lie, just something that was not real just a dream, maybe... And then here you come you tell me that your sorry for the way things have been but that you are struggling with a death of a close friend...
    StayingStrong77 StayingStrong77 31-35, F Jul 2, 2013

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    I miss my old drug addict friend,

    he wasn't always that way. But he's turned into someone always doing terrible things for a terrible drug. Its sad to see. He had even stole from me. But I still miss him, when I look at old pictures of him, I'm always sad. I just hope he's somewhere safe and will get better.
    foreversmiling14 foreversmiling14 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 9, 2014

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    she was my soul mate,

    or so i thought. just a different time and different place maybe. we both went back to our real life and live in the memory of what could have been
    trailsonrails trailsonrails 51-55, M 1 Response Sep 14, 2014

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    I always miss him, even

    though he probably doesn't think about me. I find out his favorite songs and play them over and over again. There's a reason he likes those songs, right? One's taste in music is direct ally related to what they're feeling, so I listen intently to his favorite songs, trying to...
    laracomn laracomn 16-17, F Nov 9, 2014

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    'Eu Te Amo' was what I used to say.

    'Eu te amo trembem' was what he used to reply. Note the word: 'used to' I don't speak Portuguese and these are the only words I know from google. I've let go, but it just fleets across my mind now and then. No use crying over spilt milk. The future is bright if you want it to...
    Kywen97 Kywen97 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 20, 2014

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    The Ex...

    I am married and have been for over 2 years now. When I met my husband I was in a relationship of over two years and really loved the guy. But I cheated and left him for my husband. Now years later I have been talking to him on the internet and I really miss him. I miss the way...
    NickiMinajBarbie NickiMinajBarbie 22-25, F Oct 22, 2011

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    Most people that I miss,

    I shouldn't. They're all doing fine, getting on with their lives, and I'm barely anything in the big scheme of their lives.
    NeonRule NeonRule 22-25, M Nov 28, 2014

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    I m missing my besties .

    . they were my past and I dont wanna remember my painfull entire journey :'(
    Desier Desier 16-17, M Dec 12, 2014

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    I miss our late night chats,

    the random topics, your uninhibited replies. You can hurt me with your words all you want, just please talk to me again. The app still shows that little green ***** beside your name but my messages are left ignored. Is it the 5-hour time difference? Is it our frequent arguments...
    metaphornographic metaphornographic 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 1, 2014

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    I met him a few month ago,

    i know he was a guy of my dream, i liked him immediately at the first sight. And i felt so happy and confident and i loved everytime i'm with him, but i was about to leave and i knew it's gonna hurt so i left him like that,no good bye and now i miss him af,i feel so stupid, i...
    rosirposy rosirposy 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 9, 2014

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    Tommy DeCarlo- I hope you will someday read

    this: You are a part of my story and you always will be. You were part of the fact that I somehow survived last year. You called the cops when I was suicidal. You were with me through the Kate thing and through so many other difficult points of last year. I felt safe when I...
    Degrassi94 Degrassi94 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 15, 2014

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    I tried moving on and forgetting you,

    but it didn't work. I met someone, but I kept almost calling him your name. Every time someone texts me or IMs me, I long for it to be you. You abandoned me, every promise you made was a lie and there were many. It just hurts so much I opened my heart to a schmuck like you, then...
    Shirousa Shirousa 22-25, F Nov 9, 2014

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    People tell me he was a bad guy.

    And he messed me up. But they don't know anything about him or us.
    megigrace megigrace 13-15, F Nov 9, 2014

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    Flying

    (names have been changed to protect the anonymity of those mentioned in this story)I met Bill at the start of my journey into BDSM, and he opened a lot of doors for me. He gave me the courage to make some huge changes in my life. He was a ridiculous amount of fun. But I was new...
    frozencharlotte frozencharlotte 31-35, F Jul 18, 2011

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    I'm happy there's a group

    for this. I doubt there's any way to make sense of the various feelings I have so hey, let's do bullet points. • I want to reach out to him again. • I want him to trust me again. • I hate him for what he did to others, people I don't know and will never know. • ...and I...
    consistentshift consistentshift 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 20, 2014

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    I don't know if I really miss them

    or miss the times we had together. I shouldn't miss them because they're immature and manipulative and make me feel like ****. I know I'm better off without them but adjusting takes time.. Time I really cannot be arsed with.
    amyvictoriaaa amyvictoriaaa 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 28, 2014

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    Will I Never Feel His Touch Again

    So I am married and yes I met a guy who is also married. We thought we could just share our similar stories and maybe meet up for a little passion. What we found was a instant connection on such a deeper level. The times we spent together were so intense. I could tell him...
    StayingStrong77 StayingStrong77 31-35, F 11 Responses Jun 25, 2013

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    You were never mine. You never cared.

    I miss you like crazy. Or am I crazy?
    hazeleyedangel68 hazeleyedangel68 46-50, F 1 Response Dec 9, 2014

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    I really miss someone right now

    but I physically can't see them or talk to them right now
    AppreciateLittleThingsInLife AppreciateLittleThingsInLife 16-17, F Nov 20, 2014

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    Will It Ever Go Away

    Today has been really hard. I had to find an excuse to leave rehouse today. I really need him I thought I was doing better. I thought it was getting easier and easier each day, but today I feel like I have fallen back down. I don't really know why or what caused this day to be so...
    StayingStrong77 StayingStrong77 31-35, F 4 Responses Jul 6, 2013

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    I miss him. He got me.

    You know how many people get me? I could count them on one hand and have fingers to spare. How precious it was to be able to say what popped into my head and not only not have to explain where it came from but to get a matching response! To be not only so completely accepted but...
    justNIK justNIK 41-45, F 1 Response Nov 9, 2014

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