I Miss Someone That Can Never Come Back

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    My mom's friend died two years ago in July.

    It is hard to believe it has been that long. Her name was Monica and she was like my second mom. She took care of me in times when my mom wasn't capable. She loved me and I was like a daughter to her. She was the funniest, smartest, most beautiful lady I knew. Everyone loved her...
    hobohemian hobohemian
    18-21, F
    Mar 22, 2014

    The More Years That Go By.

    The harder it is not having my dad around. It's really hitting me this Christmas. I don't know why but I know I am going to break down in tears before the year is over. I would love if my husband could have met him. They would have gotten along great. I guess some things in life...
    Tara277 Tara277
    31-35, F
    Dec 7, 2012

    I Miss My Grandparents

    I miss my grandparents so very much. They ment the world to me and I mean that in the most litteral sense there is. My mom was young and stupid when she had me and my down syndrome brother. She drank and did drugs and so did my father who shot himself when I was 1 and my brother...
    Childish1der Childish1der
    18-21, M
    1 Response Jul 13, 2012
    justmyself11 justmyself11
    51-55, M
    Mar 22

    I Miss My Mum

    My mum died 19 years ago and i still miss her very much. she was 45 the age i am now and it scares the hell out of me. My mum had so much to live for and there are many times in my life that i've thought i'll have to tell my mum that and realised all over again that she's not...
    galaxi galaxi
    41-45, F
    1 Response Jul 14, 2012

    His name was Graham. He was my best friend from

    the time we were 11 years old. We remained friends throughout our lives until he died 3 years ago. I miss him like I would miss a limb. He was my first and best confidant. The one I knew wasn't judging me. 56 years. And now he's not here anymore. And he isn't coming back...
    Serenitree1 Serenitree1
    70+, F
    2 Responses Mar 18

    I Miss My Wife Of 5 Years

    while we were different kids we married at 13 years old out of love and we had a few great yearsshe gave her live in viet nam on 1/14/1967 she was 19 years old she was killed as she walked to work the day after i was reported killed in action a plane crash but i was in a coma
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2
    61-65, M
    Sep 9, 2012

    Auntie Missy

    man i really do my aunt died when she was 23 and it sucks because not only was she sick and had diabetes but she also was blind but she tried hard to have a baby and she succeeded and her baby is very healthy but have the baby caused so damage in her stomach and cause bleeding so...
    JUSTKATELYN JUSTKATELYN
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jul 13, 2012

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