I Miss the Love of My Life

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 19 People

    Engaged, But Can't Get Her Out Of My Mind...

    I need serious help. I'm engaged, but I cannot stop dreaming, thinking about, longing for my ex-gf. Due to unavoidable outside circumstances, we were never able to truly date, although we kept in close and very intimate relationship for nearly 8 years over the phone, email and...
    TWIMC TWIMC
    26-30
    2 Responses Jul 27, 2010

    She's 10 hours away from me back home,

    I know this is just as tough on her as it is me, but we can work through this long distance jumpsuit for the rest of my college year and then I'm home again with the most beautiful girl on earth the only person to ever complete me!
    Cbh004 Cbh004
    18-21, M
    Sep 30, 2014

    And The Love Of My Life Is Getting Engaged...

    ...but not with me.we broke up nearly 2 months ago, TWO MONTHS!!!!!!! and now his brother says that the love of my life is getting engaged!!!okay, i understand, its islam, its a different culture than i got used to...but he is the one who broke rules, he is the one who was with...
    misunderztood misunderztood
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jan 5, 2011

    My 1 Week Romance.

    Hi my name is Dylan im 14 and this is the story about my 1 WEEK ROMANCE. My Mates Family,Him and i went on a week camping trip for the easter holidays. And i met a girl there (emily). She was beutiful,funny and just easy to be around. We would talk and laugh...
    dgeor565 dgeor565
    13-15, M
    1 Response Apr 5, 2010

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