I Miss The One Person Who Means The Most To Me

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    Where Is My Vampire

    I remember the first time we spoke we talked for countless hours. As much as I hate women talking to you I forgot that you were one... We got along so well I quickly accepted you into my heart as a brother :) you taught me so much I always thought I was a monster but you made...
    bushi132001 bushi132001
    26-30, M
    Mar 29, 2011

    Life

    I have learned that in life things dont always go as planed.. but there the hurdles we have to jump.. There in no way of reliving the past.. As the past is the way it is to make us a better person.. there is no way of pre- living the future.. so live for today an take nothing for...
    streak74 streak74
    36-40, F
    1 Response Dec 12, 2010

    Regrets

    Life begins where were leave the ones who most cared for us. The regret of having made the wrong choice begins to haunt you when you have reached a period in your time when you have tried all or have exhausted your physical wants and needs. Very few people have an impact upon...
    HardingP119 HardingP119
    36-40, M
    Apr 8, 2013

    Does Absence Make The Heart Grow Fonder?

    Most of us have probably heard that for years. Is it true, or just a way to keep from shedding tears? MB and I always wait months before we physically meet. Of course by then it is always such a treat. Still there are always some real fears. When you love across the miles, there...
    climber1 climber1
    66-70, M
    7 Responses Nov 28, 2013

    Our Wonderful Connection

    We met each other in university. I went to tell him something and he said to me: „We have phoned, haven't we?“ I was thunderstruck because my surname is such a common one. Actually the phone call was a few months ago. He couldn't mean that, but he did. From the beginning I...
    ready2fight ready2fight
    31-35
    Jan 18, 2013

    4 U Bc I Love You!

    Dear I can close my eyes and taste your kiss when the thought of you crosses my mind.  I miss you when you haven't even left yet.  I can hear a masculine voice ringing in my ears saying "good night beautiful, I love you."  I am so afraid that if I open...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Nov 28, 2009

    I Miss Him So Much

    Its hard not being with him all the time. I miss his smile, his kiss, the way he looks at me. The way he holds me as we sleep. I miss his voice and waking up to him each morning. I miss the laughter i see in his eyes when he teases me. I cant wait till i get to finally be...
    BreAnnaHammons BreAnnaHammons
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Nov 25, 2009

    I Miss You, Our Life Together, And How You Make Me Feel..

    I love the way you look at me and your eyes seem to simultaneously soften and light up..  every time..I miss your laugh, your spark for life and living, your honesty, integrity, energy and dedication - to me, to our life, to us.. to our future!!  And I love the way you love...
    rockyj rockyj
    31-35, F
    4 Responses Mar 28, 2011

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    I can't take it, being alone. If anyone reads this please talk to me, be my friend. I've posted my contact details at https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dQw4w9WgXcQ Please just come...
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    Jimthegem Jimthegem
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    1 Response Apr 21
    Everything really does have an ending, huh? I think that it's a good thing EP is closing ever so soon. Sad? Why, Yes. Good? Absolutely. It's good that EP is ending. Why...
    musicvideographer musicvideographer
    31-35, M
    Apr 20
    Yeah coz you will do anything for him .
    hazaramujahideen hazaramujahideen
    70+, F
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    At last the End of Ep has come. Its hard to let it go since it was the one of a kind. To me this site was unique which allowed you to see and imagine a person based on the...
    Wolverine90 Wolverine90
    22-25, M
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    1 Response Apr 19
    Great phone call tonight. He's applied to be moved to the excellent behaviour wing which is the top wing he can be on and once he gets there he can have a full time job on the wing...
    TiffanyJadex TiffanyJadex
    18-21
    Apr 19
    Mom the reason I work so hard is because you're not here . When I come home the house is empty . They don't know the pain I feel daily
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    22-25, F
    Apr 19
    My mother died . Now I must have a harder life than everyone else
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Apr 19
    Well she is actually my GREAT Grandmother who passed away last week and my family and I are devastated. She was born in the deep south in Louisiana in 1921. She was a country girl...
    maialove maialove
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Apr 18
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    bethsmiles bethsmiles
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Apr 18
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    Heyoitsme Heyoitsme
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Apr 17
    Still looking for that one person... you know, the one who likes to talk about nothing, the one who likes to flirt, the one who lives life on the edge, pushing boundaries I know...
    misterbobby803 misterbobby803
    46-50, M
    2 Responses Apr 17
    Being a firefighter Emt for the past 10 years I have had people constantly changing the way I look at life. There have been a few patients who have stayed w me and made me a better...
    ffnell343 ffnell343
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Apr 16
    Suppose That's karma for you!
    TiffanyJadex TiffanyJadex
    18-21
    Apr 16
    He Was The Only Daddy I Ever Knew-Granddaddy, my mother's father, was a big man, about 6’4” and sturdily built,and he was as black as night with thick glasses. No that's NOT...
    ToBeDiskovered ToBeDiskovered
    22-25, M
    1 Response Apr 15
    Can't believe it's his birthday in 11 days and he's spending it in there away from everyone :(
    TiffanyJadex TiffanyJadex
    18-21
    Apr 15
    I miss simple things like your cooking . You used to say that someone should be concerned about others . It's just a mess and my spirit is crushed without you here
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 14
    I feel bad ...they call me fat continuously now . But I use food to deal with your death ... I eat to try forget about the terrible events that have happened since your death...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 14
    I no longer have a zest for life ..your death triggered my lack of spirituality ... I'll have to pretend forever as I gaze upon other families with moms and I don't have one...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 14
    I sleep on too many of my tears ...I accept that I'll never be happy ... The pain is unbearable
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 14
    3 years on and I still find myself crying for you
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 14
    Just emptiness inside and outside of me ... Having a mom is a comfort zone . You can escape to whenever ... But you're gone mommy so what do I do
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 14
    It's scary to know that I'll never be okay . I find it hard to say goodbye to someone ... What more a death ? It's so permanent. You're never coming back for me
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    Apr 14
    Ultimately I'm lost without you ...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    Apr 14
    Someone really special wasn't there at my graduation to say how proud she was of me ... To hug me and say well done my child... You weren't there so I ultimately feel like I haven...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    Apr 14
    I'm sorry but I really wish I still had a mother . It's that comfort zone that every child , every human that is born needs ... I yearn for you daily ... Nothing can make me smile
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 14
    I smile for the sake of smiling but it's not like I'm actually happy ...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    Apr 14
    I cry because you are the only one that loved me unconditionally and with so much unbelievable passion . Only a great mother like you could've loved me the way you did
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    Apr 14
    In my mind and heart you weren't supposed to go ...what am I honestly supposed to do ?
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    Apr 14
    I'm disappointed in myself that I'm not able to get past this great loss . The future seems much scarier now without you here
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 14
    Only God knows how much I'm hurting ...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    Apr 14
    Mommy I don't know why you left your children ... I don't know . This world is hard
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    Apr 14
    I never ever thought you would die ... I can't believe you're gone
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    Apr 13
    I don't miss most of them but I really miss one friend who just stopped talking to me little by little and now we've just stopped talking altogether. I feel like she was like the...
    pixiepunk98 pixiepunk98
    16-17, F
    Apr 12
    2 months today you've being gone only about 7 more months to go. Can't wait miss you so much never thought you could miss just one person this much it breaks my heart that we can't...
    TiffanyJadex TiffanyJadex
    18-21
    Apr 12
    My husband and my ex lover. Our affair ended on very good terms and the love we shared is forever captured in my heart. I used to think loving two was impossible but that is so...
    1kallaway 1kallaway
    41-45, F
    1 Response Apr 11
    I might not be perfect, but I hope that I'm relatable. If my stories can help at least one person out there, I will be happy and EP will have been worth it. EP was such a great...
    ERMAHGERD1 ERMAHGERD1
    26-30, F
    6 Responses Apr 10
    You left your children alone ... We are always alone . Our father doesn't care about us , relatives couldn't be bothered and your friends don't care . Hope you know how miserable I...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Apr 10
    Eating has helped me a bit to overcome this tremendous loss . It's really terrible losing a mother . I wish God could tell me why ...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    Apr 9
    One moment I am a young girl peeping outside the window waiting for you to come home from the shops or the mall and next thing you died in my arms ... Only God knows how I feel...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    Apr 9
    Had a phone call tonight and he told me he's had a meeting with the tagging people asking him where he's going be tagged and what sort of environment he's going be in when he gets...
    TiffanyJadex TiffanyJadex
    18-21
    Apr 8
    Even my own sister doesn't care about me . You were the only one that loved me . And you're gone ... It wouldn't even help if others knew the pain behind my fake laughter . Why did...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    Apr 8
    I miss everything about you mommy . I just cry and cry with no love in my life . I wish you hadn't died in my arms . I'm really miserable mommy . I never knew I loved you this much...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 8
    I passed by where my boyfriend was locked up && it just hurt me so bad ?? I miss him so much... && i just want him back .
    therealshy therealshy
    18-21, F
    Apr 5
    I was 11 and know 13 when my mom passed away i live life hard but i can make it I think about her day in day out of everyday for almost three years now it is hard to do it but i...
    annie2149 annie2149
    13-15, F
    1 Response Apr 5
    Had an argument over the phone today and it got cut if before we could sort anything out :( his mum seems to think I'm going leave him just so down and upset today didn't think it...
    TiffanyJadex TiffanyJadex
    18-21
    1 Response Apr 3
    I don't even have a mother to begin with
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 2
    So. We come to the end of EP – the end of an era for me. An odd feeling - leaving it all behind. For the last 8 years EP has been a second home of sorts – a place for...
    LadyBronte LadyBronte
    46-50, F
    5 Responses Apr 2
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